Family

My family puts the FUN in dysfunctional.

It's messed up.

Today there was a get-together to say 'goodbye' to a cousin who is moving to the midwest, and I am humbled, deeply humbled by the whole process.

The system works!

God (and the Goddess) had this crazy idea to throw us into these family units--where we--many of us Lightworkers--were thrown into the 'Lion's Den' if you will, the very worst places on the planet, To Shed Light.

Today I saw how my cousins and uncles were older...the ones I used to see every Christmas Eve and at family functions. And I thought, 'God, you were so smart to give Cousins, so I can see what the road is like ahead of where I am.'

Today I saw how darkness transformed to Light...there were several people who had hurt one another in various ways, incest, physical abuse, alcohol, gambling, infidelity...who had found peace with each other and the abusers had healed!

I found out one incest abuser had actually paid the rent, bought groceries, and traded cars (taking over the car payments) of the one he had abused and her new husband for six months when they were starting out. They wouldn't have made it without him.

Another who had been a physical abuser and made his kids pass out in a pool of blood in the bathroom on a routine basis, had tenderly cared for the wife dying of cancer, and earned the love and respect of the children and the whole family. He'd changed, in his heart, mind, body and soul and had grown. He asked, casually, how he had been so lucky to marry her, the wife who was an angel, an earth angel, in every way...

The one who cheated on his wife, and left her for another woman, only to have his ex, the one we knew, die of ovarian cancer? He married the one he had the relationship with, and now she is family, and has found work for two of the deceased wife's kids at her work. I could see how sometimes relationships change, and both partners have to move on to keep up with their soul lessons; it really is not personal, although it is painful to experience when you are the one that is being left.

I found out a cure for leg cramps is V-8 juice, Tums and ibuprofen. Many of my relatives are very active. One rode a sixty-mile bike ride earlier in the day.

But most importantly, I saw my cousins who have been in the movie industry for their entire careers, and are NOT worshipping the devil, or any of those bad things that so many of them do. They are good, decent people who love God and are perhaps a little 'more religious' than others, as far as being Christian go, but not more so than others I know who are Christian extreme worshippers.

If you are from a not-so-good family, have hope!

The family unit was selected with pre-birth contracts and agreement of everyone involved . Why? For the learning of lessons. Some are teachers, some are learners, and together it all works out. There is the karma 'payback' as well as the love that remains between after all is said and done.

Why not take a little break every now and then, talk to your heart, and find out what lessons your family has been helping your heart learn with you?

Because behind all that, is the wisdom of Source, and it is all for your Highest Good.

It's always darkest before the dawn...but soon the sun will come up, and you will see your family with bright new eyes that see!

I couldn't believe how much higher the vibration was of our group today; there was love, laughter, and sharing. People are really doing things for their health, like quit artificial sweeteners, try organic, eat less meat, or whatever 'nudges' them to do. We have come a long ways as a family, and I am excited I had the chance to see it today.

I have to be honest with you. Today I really didn't want to go. I like staying at my house and relaxing on the weekends. I didn't want to get dressed and drive to go and see people I hardly ever see.

But I checked with pendulum.

It said, GO. It is for the highest good.

So I went.

It turns out my cousin's fiancee has a daughter with terrible neurological condition. And the shunt isn't working. So the surgeon is going to try switching from a ventriculoperitoneal (head to stomach drain for CSF) to a ventriculoatrial shunt (head to heart for CSF). He'd only done two, in his career, and was really worrying her.

I explained what I had seen, and I knew it works, and it's something doable, and not to worry.

She was visibly relieved! I hadn't seen her in eight years!

That's why Spirit wanted me to go.



Aloha and mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

How Healing Flows: The Tales Of M And Em

I was in the O.R. working recently with a lady plastic surgeon I'll call 'M'.

By some coincidence, it turns out she finished the exact same general surgery program I started two years before I arrived as a categorical general surgery intern. We knew many of the same people, and 'caught up' on their lives. One was a Japanese woman who was 'the most up-beat, enthusiastic, and self-sacrificing person she has ever met in surgery'. I knew this woman. She was there when I arrived. Rumor has it that when a resident complained to this professor about the hours and how long they were, the attending said, 'If you want to go home every night at the same time, sell shoes.'

I enjoyed meeting M.

And as a surprise, M, a healer, by her questions and answers in our conversation, healed me. She asked about my fellowship. I said I did hearts. She was impressed (it's the hardest anesthesia there is). I also confided that I started the hearts program at my hospital…but don't do hearts there any more. The cardiac O.R. team was hostile to me,  there was no support--I was the only cardiac anesthesiologist-- and I did not perform well under the circumstances.

M was understanding. She said, 'If they are hostile, and don't appreciate your work, who would want to stay?'

In reality, if I had stayed in the program, I would never have had time to take Psychic Development Classes and eventually become who I am today.

It was a long day in the O.R. on call.

I  finished at dinner time, and went to my favorite restaurant to share my good fortune: I had a copy of a book I was a contributor to, and my name was in my very small chapter on Reiki.

My friends were excited as I shared.

One server, Em, came and I showed her the book. She asked if Amber had told me about her health problem? I said no.

Em wanted Reiki.

I am Amber's Reiki teacher. Once when I was speaking with Amber about Reiki, and giving a treatment, Em walked by and looked. I sensed she was not open to it, but because I didn't want her to feel 'left out' I offered her anyways. Em declined politely, and walked far away, FAST! This was in April or May.

I sat Em in a chair, and explained the basics:

• I am a straw and connect to Universal Healing Energy.
• It's going to flow out my hands and into your energy system
• I won't touch you
• It won't hurt
• There are no side-effects
• You might feel some warmth or tingling.
• The healing will go exactly where it is needed to go.
• Your body will 'soak up' or 'take' exactly what is needed for the healing and no more
• I have healed a burn with my hand in the kitchen
• Sometimes when you heal with Reiki like on a cut, it hurts worse for a bit then heals faster
• How Mikao Usui discovered Reiki and all Reiki healing traces back to him

So I gave a treatment, sitting up. I felt a lot of energy flow. I also explained about the chakras, and used a pendulum to show how they are before and after cleansing and balancing them. Her throat chakra was the one that was in most need.

The injury was overuse from the gym. Usually Reiki is quiet, but this time I let Em talk. 

She got up and left after I encouraged her to watch for dreams and signs for the next forty-eight hours, and to drink lots of water to help assimilate the new energies from the healing.

Then I looked up, for some reason, up and to my right. And there, with my third eye, I 'saw' angels standing at the edge of a rim of clouds, jumping up and down, cheering, and pumping their fists in the air! I had felt them working with me, and apparently the healing 'took' in a big way.

Em felt better instantly; she had so much leg pain before she could barely walk.

Em told the entire kitchen she was 'Tripping Out' over the healing and how effective it was!

The next table had guests from Los Angeles there. One was a Reiki One practitioner. She saw me working on Em. She was curious. They asked for me to come to their table.

I met both S and R and shared the book and my blog. They wanted to take classes…

Another friend, Lien, came to eat with me at my table. There is addiction, terrible crystal meth addiction, in a friend of hers and the owner (who is also my friend--the owner, not the addict!). We spoke about options for healing addiction. The owner was ready to pay for rehab, for this addict who was sleeping in Lein's car (no room in apartment) for the time being…

I encouraged working on the addiction on Spirit side first. There are negative attachments to the aura that is weakened by drugs. And possibly implants, a negative spiritual technology that is used on the etheric body by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

I shared how a friend's husband and Twin Flame overcame a twenty-plus year alcohol addiction, with no urge to drink. He has been sober for over sixty days.

Here are resources:

www.margaretmccormick.com

(Look up negative attachment removals; this one does not need consent and is done by distance--consent is obtained on a soul level)

www.galacticconnection.com

(top left hand corner; this one needs consent of the person who is to be healed.)

Things are moving in the right direction.

The Portal was a pretty big thing!

11.23.2013 Aion Portal.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Mother's Gambling Tale

Today I drove my mother to the High Desert to see grandmother in her new nursing home. On the way, we passed by Casino Morongo. I asked, off handedly, why on earth people enjoy gambling so much?

Mom stopped, emphatically, and said, 'It is the best high in the world! It is better than food, better than sex. It is not the winning or losing, for if you lose, you say to yourself, next time I will win it back. But that is not the addictive part; it is the waiting to see what numbers come up, waiting to see if you win or you lose. Winning stays with you, it is the high that lasts for days. That is why people gamble. I only let myself gamble pennies (I won twenty seven dollars once), nickels...I never bet more than twenty dollars because I knew I would like it too much.'

I had known mom loves to gamble. For new years eve growing up we would always play craps as a family, gambling with poker chips. I would play the croupier, and the house. Dad used to play blackjack and read books about how to win between trips to Vegas. Many extended relatives in my family have the gambling bug...dipping into their retirement, taking day trips to Vegas without telling the spouse, and even losing millions gambling online.

I don't have that gene. It is not fun. I always saw gambling as someone taking my money!

But mom said, 'I stopped gambling. You know how dad and I used to take that bus for seniors to gamble? It was free. One day, met someone nice, a worker, who was working on the slot machine next to me. I am nice, so we talked. He had it open and was using screwdrivers inside of it and everything. I thought it was broken, so I asked.'
He said, 'Look lady, I like you. I wouldn't tell the others, but you are nice. This one has paid out for the day. I have to set it so it won't win for another twenty-four hours.'
Mom was shocked! 'You mean it is rigged? The machine doesn't love you and decide who will win?'
'No, ma'am', he replied, 'all of these games, what is inside, is all the same: it's Bingo. No matter how it looks, that is how it decides who will win. You know how to play bingo, like at church right? It's all Bingo.'
'Bingo? That is just a dumb game!' mom exclaimed.
'Bingo.'

She said that took all the fun out of it for her: why play a game of bingo that is rigged so you can't win?

I smiled and asked, 'Mom? Do you know who built all of the casinos in Vegas?'
'No. Who?'
'The losers.'

We had a good laugh about that.  Higher Discernment means you don't fall for that crap the Illuminati create that is 'fun'. I am so grateful to the 'nice man' who let her in on the real deal on slot machines.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc