Showing posts with label drugs addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label drugs addiction. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 7, 2014

It's More Than Plumbing: May All Beings Be Released From Suffering



Today the plumber came over to the house. I had a sink that was all stopped up.  I've known Ralph for over ten years. He's a good man, Ralph.

As he was finished, and I signed the paper that I always have to sign to say he fixed something for the homeowner's insurance--something moved me to ask about Dave. Dave is a master plumber who smelled a little too much like cigarettes and really needed to see a dentist. Dave had about the lowest self-esteem of anyone I have ever met--no eye contact, kept to himself, barely could make conversation--and I've seen thousands and thousands of people. My heart went to him, for all his skills he could not see and yet were totally obvious to everyone who ever had him work on their plumbing.

Dave is living at a local homeless shelter. Apparently one worker at the company was sleeping with multiple plumbers, and the two liked each other, Dave and her, and he left. She dumped him. 

I felt sad. To cheer both of us up, I asked about his beautiful wife, Gina?

She does crack. And has since they first met. He only married her when she had gone through rehab.  Her 'clean and sober' laster only two months. It's been four years with her using, lying, and cheating. Once she even pulled a knife on him.

I wanted to cry.

I heard his side, and I can only imagine hers. 

It was awful.

It was awful for me because I love them both.

To me they had always been the example of what unconditional Love can do...





What happened?

Yes, addiction played a part in it. So did karma, undoubtedly. 

But why are these people so messed up? Why is the Vibration so terribly low that they cannot relate to one another?

Why did both of my marriages, and the significant relationship with my boy's father too, all three relationships of the heart, all of  them, fail?

That is why I am writing today.

I am writing today because I have Something To Add to what meets the eye.






Love Is The Solution For Everything.

Because of the drug use, this couple was locked in a battle--you won't love me so I won't love you.

It takes a certain amount of self-love to GET OUT of a horrible relationship.

It takes even MORE self-love to heal from the damage to the soul.

It takes incredible faith and trust in Creator, to get back on that 'horse' and try again.







What will it take for the wounded heart to open?

I will share what works for me and Ross (he is my Twin Flame who is not incarnate):
  • he encourages me to explore my feminine energy, for example, he likes me to paint my nails. There is nothing practical about painting nails for a busy single mom anesthesiologist. It's just another thing to do. Or is it? You are probably seeing this one better than I can, and thinking, no wonder why he encourages her to go pamper herself! She is burning the candle at both ends!
  • I accept him, one hundred percent, just the way he is, right Here and Now. I in no way try to change him. Instead, I give thanks for all the kindness that he gives, and I mean it.
  • We both know each other well enough to balance our masculine and feminine energies as a couple. When we get the balance right, we know because I let go and I relax into his masculine energy. 
  • Although we are a couple, Twins in Spirit, to be exact, we know we are two separate people, and we respect each other, and our individual hopes and dreams, immensely.
  • He gives me many 'surprises' through the day, that I know is from him.
  • We talk often. (remember, I am a medium and we communicate because I can talk to him)
  • We don't ignore our painful past--we are a 'fixer upper' as a couple, and we face our issues one at a time, together, always looking to move ahead and resolve the pain.
For more knowledge on this kind of deep healing that might possibly help you in your relationships to be the best person you can be, spiritually, you might want to watch this:

Apology To The Divine Feminine (Part 1) -- Jeff Brown





Apology To The Divine Feminine, Part Two (Gratitudes) by Jeff Brown


Here is a link to the apology to the Divine Masculine, too:









In Heaven, relationships are a can but not a must.

Monogamy is a can but not a must as all relationships, even with your Twin Flame, are by mutual agreement and consent.

There is no 'vow' of anything, no formal 'commitment' what is a must in any way. Marriages can and do take place, but there are not divorces due to infidelity like there are here on surface Gaia.

There is deep appreciation, love, and respect among everyone.

This is because we are everyone, telepathic, and we know what is really the truth in another's heart.

We love them enough to guide them to find their truth.

In turn we are encouraged to find our personal growth and development as best as we can.

Try to think of relationship as a can and not a must--it is moving forward to the Higher Consciousness to perceive it as such.

The fidelity Ross offers me every day, is a gift...we both know in our hearts it is a can and not a must.

I offer mine to him the same way: from my free will, from my heart.

Soon, the energies of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine will balance.

Here is an interesting way to promote this with the energy inside of you, for we all have a little masculine and feminine energy inside... with two simple numeric codes to place face to face on your water bottles before you drink them (it's in the body of this link) http://illuminations2012.wordpress.com/2014/05/05/divine-mother-shekinah-message-to-all-mankind-on-earth-part-1-through-rilana-jaun-dtd-05-04-201/


It will help energetically, and also, it will help because you are doing something to help with the healing between both polarities of energy into One beautiful energy that is alive and healing and balanced for all of us who live on Gaia.

<3





Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



P.S. I just read this while looking for the codes for the water, above, after I had written the rest. This is a powerful coincidence that I think is no accident from Spirit:

http://soul4free.wordpress.com/2014/05/07/divine-mother-shekinah-the-time-for-change-is-here-through-marc-gamma-07-05-2014/

Monday, November 25, 2013

How Healing Flows: The Tales Of M And Em



I was in the O.R. working recently with a lady plastic surgeon I'll call 'M'.

By some coincidence, it turns out she finished the exact same general surgery program I started two years before I arrived as a categorical general surgery intern. We knew many of the same people, and 'caught up' on their lives. One was a Japanese woman who was 'the most up-beat, enthusiastic, and self-sacrificing person she has ever met in surgery'. I knew this woman. She was there when I arrived. Rumor has it that when a resident complained to this professor about the hours and how long they were, the attending said, 'If you want to go home every night at the same time, sell shoes.'

I enjoyed meeting M.

And as a surprise, M, a healer, by her questions and answers in our conversation, healed me. She asked about my fellowship. I said I did hearts. She was impressed (it's the hardest anesthesia there is). I also confided that I started the hearts program at my hospital…but don't do hearts there any more. The cardiac O.R. team was hostile to me,  there was no support--I was the only cardiac anesthesiologist-- and I did not perform well under the circumstances.

M was understanding. She said, 'If they are hostile, and don't appreciate your work, who would want to stay?'

In reality, if I had stayed in the program, I would never have had time to take Psychic Development Classes and eventually become who I am today.




It was a long day in the O.R. on call.

I  finished at dinner time, and went to my favorite restaurant to share my good fortune: I had a copy of a book I was a contributor to, and my name was in my very small chapter on Reiki.

My friends were excited as I shared.

One server, Em, came and I showed her the book. She asked if Amber had told me about her health problem? I said no.

Em wanted Reiki.

I am Amber's Reiki teacher. Once when I was speaking with Amber about Reiki, and giving a treatment, Em walked by and looked. I sensed she was not open to it, but because I didn't want her to feel 'left out' I offered her anyways. Em declined politely, and walked far away, FAST! This was in April or May.

I sat Em in a chair, and explained the basics:
  • I am a straw and connect to Universal Healing Energy.
  • It's going to flow out my hands and into your energy system
  • I won't touch you
  • It won't hurt
  • There are no side-effects
  • You might feel some warmth or tingling.
  • The healing will go exactly where it is needed to go.
  • Your body will 'soak up' or 'take' exactly what is needed for the healing and no more
  • I have healed a burn with my hand in the kitchen
  • Sometimes when you heal with Reiki like on a cut, it hurts worse for a bit then heals faster
  • How Mikao Usui discovered Reiki and all Reiki healing traces back to him
So I gave a treatment, sitting up. I felt a lot of energy flow. I also explained about the chakras, and used a pendulum to show how they are before and after cleansing and balancing them. Her throat chakra was the one that was in most need.

The injury was overuse from the gym. Usually Reiki is quiet, but this time I let Em talk. 

She got up and left after I encouraged her to watch for dreams and signs for the next forty-eight hours, and to drink lots of water to help assimilate the new energies from the healing.

Then I looked up, for some reason, up and to my right. And there, with my third eye, I 'saw' angels standing at the edge of a rim of clouds, jumping up and down, cheering, and pumping their fists in the air! I had felt them working with me, and apparently the healing 'took' in a big way.

Em felt better instantly; she had so much leg pain before she could barely walk.

Em told the entire kitchen she was 'Tripping Out' over the healing and how effective it was!

The next table had guests from Los Angeles there. One was a Reiki One practitioner. She saw me working on Em. She was curious. They asked for me to come to their table.

I met both S and R and shared the book and my blog. They wanted to take classes…



Another friend, Lien, came to eat with me at my table. There is addiction, terrible crystal meth addiction, in a friend of hers and the owner (who is also my friend--the owner, not the addict!). We spoke about options for healing addiction. The owner was ready to pay for rehab, for this addict who was sleeping in Lein's car (no room in apartment) for the time being…

I encouraged working on the addiction on Spirit side first. There are negative attachments to the aura that is weakened by drugs. And possibly implants, a negative spiritual technology that is used on the etheric body by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

I shared how a friend's husband and Twin Flame overcame a twenty-plus year alcohol addiction, with no urge to drink. He has been sober for over sixty days.

Here are resources:
(Look up negative attachment removals; this one does not need consent and is done by distance--consent is obtained on a soul level)

(top left hand corner; this one needs consent of the person who is to be healed.)


Things are moving in the right direction.

The Portal was a pretty big thing!
11.23.2013 Aion Portal.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Your Vibration and YOU: The Effect of Sex, Drugs, and Rock and Roll ; )



Just how high do you want to get?

Everyone is vibrating at a certain frequency. I am not talking about Vibrators or anything sexual right now.

There is a time and a place for everything. For now, let us talk about the energy that is moving through every cell in your body. It flows in a column of white light that is about ten centimeters wide, right down through your head and the rest of your body. I see it.

This Light connects your Mental, Astral, and Etheric bodies together through the chakra system into your physical body. There are pathways for energy to flow. In acupuncture this energy flow is called 'chi'. I see this too.

Long story short--sex with LOVE increases chi. sex without it decreases it. Drugs in all forms decrease chi. Loud amplified music weakens the aura and therefore it must decrease the chi.

Everything is relevant. If you are serious in your wanting to raise your Vibration as high as possible, meditate. Make sure it is your heart center and not the ego that wants the Highest Chi you can attain.

Then do these simple steps:

  1. Drop the Vibration -toxic thoughts, beliefs, and habits: Forgive. Release hatred you may carry against anything or anyone. Even in sports. http://reikidoc.blogspot.fr/2012/01/love-anger-and-hate-how-sports-fits.html. Be on the alert for anything that is going to 'suck you in' to a lower vibration. News, movies, and anything that is televised is designed to 'suck you in'. There is a 'science' to this. There is also 'disinformation' on the internet too. One has to be cautious with everything 'one takes in'. If it is Truth, it will 'resonate' in your chest, in your Heart Center, not your mind.
  2. Carefully examine your religious beliefs and lifestyle:  up to a point, religion and mind-altering substances can raise the vibration or make someone focus on Spirit/Source. Then it becomes a dependency. 'YOU' can't go above a certain Vibration because 'something or someone' is required to 'help you connect and focus'. Here are two excellent references. This one might upset some seekers, but it is Truth; it is better a sore Truth than an exquisite Lie. 1) http://reikidoc.blogspot.fr/2012/12/how-to-see-higher-dimensions.html 2) http://www.annereith.com/blog/metaphysical-classes/can-i-be-psychic-medium-or-a-healer-if-i-consume-caffeine-or-if-i-use-cigarette-alcohol-or-other-drugs/ (more related links, such as vegan diet and antidepressant use will be listed at the end).
  3. It is like riding a bicycle--the faster you 'pedal' the more stable your 'vibration' will be:  After you make the first choices to raise your Vibration, you might be surprised at the others that follow! I never thought I would become vegetarian, never mind RAW vegan. My heritage and acceptance of the fact that 'energy is energy' and 'some beings generously give of their lives so I may be healthy' led me to think I would always eat meat. I met someone who has been RAW for twelve years now. It wasn't him, or the other owner of the place where they work. It was the look in their eyes that got me to try it. And I found, much to my surprise, I felt better than I have in years!  So be open to Spirit, through 'hints' and 'nudges' through others. Try something new, and if it feels good, continue!
  4. Make it a point to be around Like-Minded Others:  Your vibration will be more stable when others of similar vibration are around. Even online. Just stick to 'what feels right' and don't feel an obligation to 'raise others'. By direct aura-to-aura contact your vibration is going to have an effect on your family, coworkers, and loved ones. It will happen. You only have to work on yourself for it to be so.
  5. The closer you get to your Purpose, the easier your Life Experience will be: I always tell young people to try a lot of things, and to do what they enjoy. Why? Because because you will have the advantage against others in the field of choice by loving what you do! Your Purpose is going to energize you and give you focus and strength like never before. For me, I heal and I write. I could write all day and never tire of it! Once you find your Purpose it will be your Strength too.
Here are more article links that might interest you:
I hope this answers your questions. Remember, each of us has our own Spiritual Purpose. There are no 'right' and 'wrong' answers. We each have eternity to grow in Spirit. 

This blog post is for those who want to understand what is happening, and also who wish to become their 'highest vibration possible'.

Love and Light,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. What do I do as Reiki Doc, here and now?
  • I exercise moderately when I can, yoga and ballet are my preference. I also like walking outside.
  • I get about fifteen minutes of direct sunlight on my skin daily.
  • I 'ground' with my bare feet on soil or grass whenever possible.
  • I take naps when I can. Most of my 'on ship' experiences are when overwhelming sleepiness hits and I am able to rest for about twenty minutes.
  • I appreciate Nature whenever possible--I hug trees, pet animals, enjoy fresh air.
  • I look at the Night Sky whenever I can--it really 're-sets' everything spiritually for me. In daytime I look at clouds too. (I just saw an Andromedan ship this morning and said high--they are clouds that look like a stack of pancakes that are not all the same size.)
  • I buy organic everything.
  • I eat RAW vegan whenever possible, and always first at a meal if I am going to have anything else.
  • My next choice is organic goat milk and cheese from Redwood Hill Farms (I know and trust the owners)
  • All other dairy and meat for my family is organic whenever possible.
  • My diet is between 50-70% raw, and almost 100% vegetarian between travel and the hospital.
  • I avoid fast food. If I eat it, I put reiki in it first. I also reiki anything that is microwaved.
  • I enjoy an occasional glass of wine. I do not drink soda or mixed drinks. Very rare Guinness.
  • I do not smoke tobacco or anything else.
  • I do not take recreational drugs.
  • I take my medicines for my health conditions--proton-pump inhibitor and allergy med. Also a daily aspirin.
  • I supplement my RAW vegan with daily B-12, Dr. Shulze green powder, and RAW meal
  • I meditate whenever possible, and send daily free healing to my readers
  • I am generous of heart, of time, and of gifts whenever possible
  • I edit my thoughts, and when a negative one comes I 'pluck it out'.
Aloha to you; we are Ohana in this Ascension together. 

Friday, May 10, 2013

I Confess



There is so much to say. I almost dropped by where a friend works to talk about the last part I am going to share. But that friend works hard, and by the time things slow down enough to talk I would rather be asleep.

There were some major lessons and experiences from Spirit 'recently'.

One patient was an angel. The cutest cute thing ever. I carried them down the hall. So sweet, not an ounce of fear anywhere.

I learned that even though I can't have kids, some adopted ones might be angels. My biological child is my miracle, and was the 'end' of that for me, much to my sorrow. But this one, the adopted one, looked just like their adopted parent. It gave me a glimmer of hope. I once had wanted five kids...but as it is I am incredibly thankful for the one.

Another patient was difficult in a way I had never seen before, but irritated me a great deal. I even asked out loud 'why is this patient bothering me?' I have seen everything. I knew this one must be showing me a side of myself I don't like.

Now--I 'get' it. Here is the part for me: when you are on a Spiritual Path that is for your benefit, don't argue over the discomfort of the minor things along the way to get 'the result'. There is a certain maturity that comes naturally with being around a certain environment, whether it is Healthcare (my specialty) or Other Areas of Life (which I have severe stunting of my development). The message is 'grow up' and 'let it go', and 'go along with the process'.

I was so worked up about this patient, that I warned the recovery room nurse to be on the lookout for this odd behavior. As I did, something very strange happened: I was bathed in warm, loving energy and it calmed me down.  I know of one individual who, if you are in the other room working, and are sad, will show up and do something to cheer you up without saying a word. And you didn't ask either. The person just KNOWS. It was like that, but some Spiritual Something gave the help out of the blue.

There was one patient with terribly advanced disease. It was the second primary. The spouse had a primary too. I asked where they were from--very odd for so much of this same problem in a couple. The area they are from has a small neighborhood with a very high incidence of this disease. I could see how a 'slow kill' was happening with no one getting caught in that location. It was like Chernobyl leaking or something, the way it affected so many. Or like Erin Brockovich's movie.

I felt the thyroid as I scanned. I double checked on the history. Yes, there was a problem there. And the rest, the angel team said to 'let go' and 'let them take care of it'. After the transition symbol, I let them step in.

The most amazing one was lessons from this last patient. Looked just like the friend I almost went to see at work. Also had the same name as someone very close to me. Had problem from too much chemical. Had accident. Over decades and decades of use of this substance. Looked injured, but seemed 'normal'. Not far from my age. But nice. Chemical but nice. Very hard to read the energy. Very quiet.

At induction, right before, I gave a small dose to help 'relax' as I got the monitors on. This one was honest, and said, 'I don't even get a buzz with two', and, 'I can't even sleep with seven'. The drug I had given was not a blip on the 'radar' for them. I assured them they will fall asleep. I put an extra vial of propofol out just in case the one was not enough (top score--one patient took THREE 'sticks' of it to go to sleep once.) I later realized the effect of war on this person, who was five years older than me. Their whole adolescence must have been shattered. On the left arm was a tattoo that even said, 'make love and not war'. It was so sad to see an innocent life affected like this from political conflict.

Once asleep, and everything started, I went into the aura to do energy work.

Archangel Michael stepped in. He said to let him take care of everything. He would close the energy too. He actually cut the evergy 'cords' or 'ties between me and patient'!

I relaxed and gave the anesthesia, enjoying a slower pace case. That is until the surgeon got surprised.

There was no fracture.

We pulled up the films. It was very clear. A totally busted up bone. In three different views.

On the field was a very small crack, nothing like the many pieces all over like in the picture.

There was even some question about if the film was of the right patient. We checked the birthdate. It was the same one.

There was nothing to do. The surgery was cancelled. I woke the patient up.

I think I witnessed a miracle.

This is the second one this week.

The first was a benign tumor. It came out in the perfect shape of a heart. The surgeon and I were amazed at it. We had never seen anything like it. He had been at this for twice as long as I have. I have witnesses thousands of lumps and bumps, and so has he. We took pictures of it. (I would share with you but it is not permissible).

Thank you so much for being here for me.

It feels so good to be able to talk.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc