Yesterday was a long day, but not that long. When I got home, I asked Anthony, 'want to go to the beach?' So for the third day in a row, we went.
The day before, he could be at waist high, and manage the incoming waves. I went out there with him, but it was too intense, because his waist high is about my neck high, and I couldn't touch between waves. I knew I would tire. So I stayed a little closer to shore at my waist high.
The waves were tall but not very powerful.
Yesterday was a 'yellow flag' day, and almost a 'red flag'.
Anthony went out, and the current carried him down the shore several hundred yards in five minutes. He 'ate it' with one wave but it brought him close to shore and gave him a chance to get out of the water.
The lifeguard was busy taking out body surfers and beach goers who, like Anthony, where whipping down the shore without realizing it, due to the current.
Some days you can't go in to the ocean all the way. You must respect it. But on these days, the ocean has other gifts. We saw a glorious sunset through the clouds.
I also rested and didn't walk. My muscles were sore from yesterday's workout.
You do the best you can. And always, give thanks for the fresh air, for the sunshine, and the freedom to enjoy Nature every chance you get.
During the lockdown, we were in a habit, of eating dinner in front of the TV. Watching either Ancient Aliens, Bar Rescue, or X22 report. I've let go of a lot of the 'knowing' types of social media. At first it was dealing with the raw grief. Later it was because I was feeling better and having more energy, and especially, watching Anthony stress less.
What more can we do?
Vibrationally, many of us aren't on the 'cutting edge of freedom'--although perhaps we support these warriors with our minds, our souls, our hearts, and our wallets.
Vibrationally, we can crank up our vibration to our comfort zone, or perhaps just a little above it, and see what results from there. For us, it takes a little effort to get to the beach. And perhaps we stay up a little later doing chores and homework when we get home. But it's been working for us.
Ross
The grief is lessening, or rather, changing, like a fine wine. It is getting to 'just under the surface' kind of grief over the loss of Carla's mother, which is exactly like Carla's soul has been 'carrying on for millennia' over me.
It's the kind of grief that is always with you.
Yesterday God placed Carla between two of her best friends in all of surgery, two lady surgeons, one she trained with years ago and spent an hour on the phone with consoling her about her mother just this weekend, and the other who is Carla's closest and dearest new lady surgeon friend. Both stopped by Carla's room to say hello to her, and offer her hugs, which meant so much for the loving support. Both have lost their fathers, and one, her mother too. It is incredible support.
In turn, Esther had her first day at the surgery center, working GI. It is different work, the data recording is not automatic like at the hospital, and there is paperwork to learn. In this, Carla supported Esther, bringing her own blank billing slips to share. Carla also texted the head of the GI nursing staff to take care of Esther as it was Carla's friend and colleague, who was on her first day.
How much does it cost to support one another?
What is the cost to LACK support for one another?
Which one is vibrationally a challenge?
Huh?
Our bodies and our souls and our entire social structure as community is wired to help one another! It is easier to go with the flow than to go out of our way to ignore or harm others.
It is in THIS--energetically--that the battle is already won!
Less energy--going along with the LifeStream Path--is always going to outlast and out run and out maneuver--the energy that is going against the flow of life, love, and the pursuit of happiness.
It's energy, simple spiritual 'math'.
I hope you get the connection.
The show, the battle, the X-22, everything is going to come to a head, and will place a 'Win' in the right bucket, in its own time.
Adjust your energy accordingly. The more you are in flow with 'what is correct' from a metaphysical perspective, the more the victory will ensue.
Align! Align! Align!
God wants you to have fun with it.
clap! clap!
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Twins
