Trusting Intuition And Divine Guidance

Intuition is very much like this light in the darkness of unknowning

My COBRA was running out. You know, the extended benefits from work? I had to act fast. There was no way to 'comparison shop'. As I did I was accepted into two plans at the same time. Being a single mother, who had just turned into an independent contractor I was horrified at the prospect of being uninsured.

I had trouble deciding with policy to select. One, Aetna, had to have an extra coverage for the deductible which was very high. I paid about five hundred a month for coverage, plus an extra two hundred for the deductible/disability/extra policy, plus forty a month for the membership for that extra policy. This has since gone up to a total of one thousand dollars a month.

I kept asking Spirit which one to drop?

The answer was NO.

So no matter how much I asked, the answer was always, NO. I felt it in my 'resonate', in my 'gut', and also with my 'intuitive sense'. 

I carried both policies for three years,  Blue Cross and the Aetna, never using the Aetna once but always wondering why I was carrying both.

Yesterday I  got a letter from Aetna explaining they are pulling out of my 'market' and I have to find other coverage by December.

The wisdom of Spirit's guidance resonated with me very much. The one I had wanted to cancel, Blue Cross, is the one that is going to keep me going from now on. And I am free to cancel the Aetna now, and save a lot of money.

I also was asked by my group to form a corporation. I was not sure, but Spirit said, 'do it'. I did. Guess what? My corporation will allow me to purchase insurance for cheaper rates! Instead of an individual policy.

I have options!

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Work On Your Birthday

That's right. I am scheduled to work. I had made a promise to myself and to my boy to never work on my birthday because it sucks big time! Last year we spent the night at a Disney hotel, and got early entrance to the parks. It was so happy a time for us!

But no matter how much I try to 'get out of it', Spirit keeps saying, Work. You Need To Be There.

I 'pick up' that it is for the Highest Good. Great. Backup call the day before and First call the day of,with no guarantee for a day off after. Big sigh...

I guess I will have to celebrate another time? Spirit isn't telling me anything about that...

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The miracle of the socks

I am on my feet all day. I found in training that Jobst makes a nice knee high that is cotton and helps a lot to prevent the swollen feet at the end of the day.

They stopped making them.

The only ones they have are icky nylon that will tear holes and make my feet hot.

I stressed over it. I sewed holes in the old socks. I went to the medical supply store and had them contact the company. NO MORE cotton compression knee high socks.

So I accepted it. Over a year went by with those same old socks I have, about five pair, one for each day.

Then when I went on Amazon to buy myself a Solstice gift, a new pair of Dansko's with little stars all over them (as in the night sky stars), guess what? people who bought those shoes also bought these socks! Compression Socks that were CUTE with little blue and green polka dots on a navy background! Socks made with bamboo fiber to wick away moisture, too. I bought three pair!

They arrived yesterday. I felt so loved and nurtured. You see, my clogs wear out at the heel, and wobble as I walk on them. They also stretch out--I wear patent leather. It has been over a year since my last pair. My legs and hips had been hurting. So with new shoes and socks, I have an extra bounce in my step! And the pain is gone away. : )))

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The moral of the story is, when you get a strong feeling of intuition, stick to it, no matter how long it takes. You might not see the results from it right away, but Spirit is protecting YOU for the Highest Good.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Messages From My Patients: Chapter 78

July 1, 2010

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Hi Carla!

This is Karen Bopp. I wanted to say that I am happy. I had a good time when I was alive. Those years with Marty T were the best. And also with that other guy, the one I thought was going to marry me. Something really happy to cover up for all my heartache from the breast surgery. That was not to be.

I wanted to talk to you because I see you up here. This time of day is easier, there is less distraction on both sides. How come you didn’t tell me about your ability? I would have understood. I would have been a good friend on that. I know I was a downer at times but I would have been okay. Not to hide your gifts. God wants you to let it show. Let them know you have a heart that is fully open. That goes for everybody not just your patients.

I will come back. I can tell how really tired you are. I was tired too. For a long time from the cancer. Now I am not.

Yes, I will watch over you. I heard you asking and asking on the way to see me. I heard it and  I accept to be your “angel of providence”.

I want you to rest you have a busy day…

God Bless You,

Karen Bopp, R.N.

(ed—I saw on Facebook Karen wasn’t doing too good. After work, I went to the hospital to see her. I saw Marty T walking out just as I went into the hospital door. They couldn’t let me see her. They had to look it up. She had just died and been taken from her room.)

Muchas Gracias St. Germain!

Today's blog post is about an important lesson I have learned with St. Germain. I went to the hospital today to visit my mom, who has been inpatient for some time, and has some severe energy patterns for her children to weather. Long story short--the protection worked! I am just as strong in my aura as when I left, possibly better, because the protection allowed me to really be caring and loving and accepting instead of on a defensive stance during my visit to her.

Who is St. Germain? Well, from what I know, he is an Ascended Master, who is good with finance and impossible things. He likes things fair. And he always roots for the Underdog to win in any situation! His fund was started by him and is supposed to bring prosperity in a Robin Hood fashion to the ninety-nine percent. He has lived on Earth as Francis Bacon, as a french nobleman, and I am not sure about anyone else. What does he look like? It was his choice to post the oblique reference to him above--the church in his name in Paris, and the Metro stop. But here is one I found that looks close:

I see him with no wings, and less of that curl in his hair, although the length is right. The demeanor and face is very close.

One of the gifts of St. Germain is the Violet Flame. It is cleansing and healing all at once, and very highly protective. Here is a look at an artist's depiction of it. Feel the power and the Light:

How did I use it for the energetic protection that I used today?
Well, let me ask you, when you need protection, for yourself and others, what is one thing you have been taught to do?

Candles sort of help you to pray, right? You don't think twice about lighting one for yourself and others. It is a sign of love and caring?

Well, in your aura, you can wrap a bubble of Light around you as protection. The White Light of protection is very helpful and safe. A layer of Pink can be used for Universal Love. Green is for Love as well. Gold is for Archangels. You can pick up to three layers, and it will last all day. Today for the first time, thanks to Meline Lafont, I put the Violet Flame inside my bubble of white light, making my aura look somewhat like this:

I would be the deep blue center. Then the outside would be the white light of protection. Inside it are both the Violet Flame--to cleanse and protect and heal and get rid of anything I don't need--and the turquoise Light for enhanced communication.

So, with a 'full cup' (I went and had fun to replenish my energy when I was burnt out from mom and the hospital earlier this week), and a full heart, with my aura completely protected, I was able to spend time with mom today. I smiled as she asked for many things, and I did not get much time to do anything else but dote on her. She didn't like the slippers. She said no to the fingernail polish I offered to do for her. She did not want to try the lipstick that I bought, but the name 'Coquette' made her smile. My being a source of Love, as well as her daughter, was healing for her as well as for me.

It was a good day.

Try it! Try 'lighting the shell of protection of light candle' form of prayer into your aura, and see how it works! You'll be delighted, I know it!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

What to Expect After Anesthesia: Your Auric Field

I can't wait to go to the beach! We have taken up body-boarding. I think I could ride the surf every day. I read the surf reports and fantasize about taking a class on a longboard so I can learn to stand up and officially surf.


Up to just a few months ago, I never thought about the beach. I grew up there. Of course when I was there I enjoyed it. But it takes a certain amount of work to pack everything up and go. It also is something that with my extremely limited free time, I never thought to do.

Why the change? I thought I was just getting excited about a new sport?

Then it occurred to me: the anesthesiologist friend who did my case surfs every day, sometimes even putting on a wetsuit and surfing before work. Work starts at seven a.m. Get the picture?


One of the things we just don't talk about in Cardiac Anesthesia, is the subtle personality change that is observed by family members in the personality of their loved one after Cardiac Surgery. It is enough of a change for loved ones to notice, but too small to show up on any psychological test.  Believe me, there have been tests! Many articles have dealt with this topic in the literature. Off pump Coronary Artery Bypass, is touted to reduce the shower of microemboli that go to the brain while being on pump for cardiopulmonary bypass. (Extracorporeal circulation).

Doesn't it make sense? Doesn't it resemble something else in the literature that we see the results and change but cannot prove scientifically? It has to be energetic. It has to involve the aura.

Take my case for example: I go under anesthesia for four hours of surgery. The general anesthesia weakens my aura. I am surrounded by a surgeon, a nurse first assist, a scrub tech, a circulating nurse, and an anesthesiologist. That is FIVE people with five very different vibrations!


We already know that in the act of sex, the auras mingle, and there is some exchange of energetic patterns, or 'partial soul swap'. I like to think of it as 'energetic residue'. (Be picky when you select a potential partner, right? Some of them is going to stay with you, even from a one-night stand!)

When I awoke from surgery, and first came home, I noticed a change in myself, an irritability and dissatisfaction with everything that is unlike me. And then it hit me, the surgeon who is midlife and having issues at home transferred his mental/auric pattern of this to me! Once I understood it, I broke it (I used the Law of Free Will).

But it took WEEKS for me to discover that the Surf''s Up! energetic pattern came to me through my friend, the anesthesiologist. This pattern is stronger, more subtle (I thought it was me), and makes sense because the vibration was closest to my head. I wonder what else I have picked up?

Remember--general anesthesia, chemicals like alcohol and drugs, tobacco, loud music, loud noises, F-E-A-R,  weaken the aura. At those times the aura may pick up a vibration from a stronger Vibration that is near.

Your auric field is your Spiritual Protection. A healthy one is strong and won't let anything in. Your vibration is not compromised in any way. It is what activated when the hairs stand up on your neck, or when you get a bad feeling about something that is going to happen, or you like somebody you just met and feel like you have already known them. There is an exchange of information in the blink of an eye when two auras meet.  Think of it like dogs and their world of communication that is available to them through olfaction (smelling) that is completely unavailable to us.

Well, what about you, you may wish to ask? Doesn't the exhange go two ways, like in sex, when the auras are connected? Did your OB-Gyn or Anesthesia doc want to go learn Reiki? Don't you pick up what your patients have? Those auras and their energetic interaction are a two way street!


Yes and no. I have a golden shield of protection. I bought it with real money from a friend who does auric clearing and protection,  Margaret Mc Cormick. It cost one-hundred fifty dollars to get all my negative entities, dark entities, and implants removed, my aura repaired, and the golden shield installed. It was done from a distance, but I felt it, all the work that was done on me. The golden shield blocks the transferrence/attachments to the aura unless the person with the shield's belief system, choices and habits invite new attachments into the auric field.


So 'I am safe' from all of my patients.

What Reiki Doc is all about, this new method of applying energetic medicine for benefit during conventional medical care, is to take the weakened aura, strengthen it, allow healing on a very deep vibrational level, and protect it from 'picking up' additional negativity. The average person has about five negative attachments. If you have dark entities, they like to cause suffering, and they attach in pairs, a major and a minor in the auric field. Margaret's work is entirely in this realm. Mine is more the application of it under conditions where it is optimized the most. I mix the Spiritual/Energetic with the Physical.

Anyone can do it. Anyone with a heart that is centered on Love, Harmony, Nurturing, Warmth and Compassion. Anyone with at least Reiki I attunement and can make Reiki flow. You just step in when that auric field is opened, turn on Reiki, and blast 'the good stuff' into that gaping auric hole.

You learn Reiki faster and better when you work on people with a diagnosis you can see. The energy imbalance patterns are fascinating.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Difficult Patient

Reiki is unique in that it heals without taking out energy from the healer. It 'flows through'. That being said, not all patients are equal. Some require more handling, some less. And how they act with you on the surface may have no bearing on the state of their energetic system. There is personality, consciousness, physical state, and transference from the patient to the healer to address. Here is what I do to keep me at the top of my game in the healing arts.

It all starts with you. Are you a healer? Do you have a calling? Do you take care of hurt animals and plants and get them better? Do people come to you with their problems out of respect for your success with managing their problems in the past? Are you one of those people who, like it or not, are drawn to the healing professions so much that you likely wouldn't be happy doing anything else, like sales or marketing? Some people are healers. It is their calling, and their interest and passion will lie in service to their fellow beings in this life. You don't have to be a 'healer' to do Reiki, but if you are, it really really helps you in your practice with the public when you interact with them.

What is inside of you? What are your predominant thoughts? Are they worldly? You will know. Daily meditative practice, be it Qi Gong, Yoga, Crossword puzzles, a sport that you do regularly, playing a musical instrument..anything to take your mind off the moment and allow you to 'connect' with your Higher Power/Source/God/ Spirit will give you a foundation for healing that will stabilize you in your interactions with others. Practice such as this will allow you to process your interactions and release any issues that may have come up with earlier days at work for you. You don't want to carry those around to the next day.

Are you present? Did you brush your hair and teeth? Did you take a shower? Did you get a good nights' sleep? Do you smoke? Patients are going to smell it on you. It is not so much what kind of image you project, rather it is your level of mental, emotional, spiritual and physical comfort at work. If your shoes hurt and your clothing is tight and you are thinking about when you can take your next break, it will affect you and the patient. When I was in residency, I was surprised at how often I was sicker than my patients! They do not know, or care, and take your time anyhow. The more you can buoy yourself up, and be in a good position to take care of others, the easier it will be on both the healer and the patient.

Do you smile? To a patient that means so much--an open heart and mind for healing. If your inner state is one of joy from living with Purpose of helping others, they will catch it. It is infectious, a light heart! The healing, apart from whatever your training and why the client comes to you, begins when your aura begins to interact with theirs.

Speaking of auras, there are some things you can do with yours to protect you:
1) shield yourself. This needs to happen two or three times a day. Your choices are (pick up to three)-
     a) white light
     b) pink light (love)
     c) green light (healing, love)
     d) violet light (very high energy)
     e) gold light (archangels)
     f) lead (nothing can pass through--might slow down your psychic ability a bit temporarily)
2) Remove your own attachments (negative entities and dark entities and implants. see www.margaretmccormick.com for details)
3) have a golden mesh shield permanently installed in your aura to prevent future attachments

I had the work done with Margaret and it gives 'insurance' that my life energy is for me, not some energetic parasite. And that no matter what my patient gives, it is going to stay that way. I am safe, energetically.

Drop your baggage. Many times a patient/healer interaction is going to 'stir something up'. Work through your past, your life lessons, and try to come from a position where ego does not play a role in the healing process. It will be easier for everyone involved. Ego is counterproductive to the healing process.

Be yourself. Your feelings, your emotions, your insights are valuable to use in the healing process. Through practice, you will learn how to play them up in their best light with the person at hand. With smokers, for example, one doc at the VA used to play hardball with them when they would give a barrage of excuses, 'what!? do you think I am stupid (to believe all that)?'. It would disarm the patient, with military-style humor and truth, and the healing discussion could start after that. This method would fail miserably in a different context somewhere else.

Take small breaks. Everything you do to take care of yourself, be it a cracker and some juice in two minutes, will fortify you to perform in the healing environment. Lately I just like to get a little sun, maybe ten minutes. When colleagues see me I tell them 'I am making some vitamin D'. Sunlight really helps to clear out the energy I pick up when working with patients, especially on L&D.

Know that your time of service will end. Your shift is a finite number of hours. You will be home to rest and recharge. But in a greater sense, your time as a healer will end. Your will wind down your career, and likely become a patient yourself. Remember that it is not forever, and enjoy your chance to make a positive impact of others through their lives.

Have a sense of humor and reach out to other caregivers. The one that 'makes your head spin' when you interact with them is likely to have been a hurricane of emotional and energetic destruction to others in their path through the hospital. You are not imagining it. Get a reality check ASAP.

You are not going to heal them like the evangelical preacher that says 'put your hand on the TV and you will WALK again!'. It isn't instant in the medical field, or anywhere else for that matter. There are factors going into it, and the energetic imbalance that led to illness did not happen in one day. You are, however, in the position to have a positive effect on the overall balance between negative and positive in your patient's perception. Try to tip it, tip the balance just somewhat toward the Light. The effect may take days, weeks, or years for the fruit of your interaction to take place. Plant the seed and trust that everything is happening for the best. Know that your work is appreciated very much, on both sides of the veil, by your patients, and by the guides that watch over both of you.

Love is the Solution For Everything. You will live this. You will learn this. And you will grow to like it very much.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc