Gaia News Brief 12.10.2014

Putting It All Together

I have had a refreshing 'walk down memory lane' in my brief trip to Davis, California with my niece. There had been much time I had spent in my twenties in the area, both with going skiing with my first boyfriend Tom and his family. His brother John went to Davis, and I recall spending the night in a tiny apartment, next to the railroad, and going to some place called Froggy's that is Still THERE!  My ex-husband Mark also had rice farmers on his father's side, and many a holiday was spent up here. I delighted in the country air and wide open spaces. This has not changed one bit.

I also realized I adore college life, and I believe in this lifetime I was sent to soak up as much education as I possibly could. My father, a teacher, was the first in his family on both sides to attend college and graduate. He was an elementary school teacher. I enjoyed learning, very much, and I still do. I was the first MD on both sides of my family too.

You see, back with Ross, I had metaphysical training as an Essene, but not a lot of 'book smarts' because that type of education as reserved for males in that society. As the daughter of Chief, in Victoria, in another lifetime, my contributions to the tribe could not be taken seriously--although I was a princess, I was not eligible to lead my people as it was in my heart. The movie, The Whale Rider neatly sums up the type of opposition I faced, although my own father taught me as much as he could between us in private.  As the daughter of Kamehameha, I too, was cloistered and not permitted to learn and lead because of my sex.

I have made up for it with a vengeance.

Yesterday, at the Stanford 'How To Get Into Medical School' lecture, I had a chip on my shoulder. They wait listed me in college, with no explanation 'why?'  I went to Berkeley, and our two universities don't 'get along'. So I ASKED point blank, 'If my dad isn't a doctor and I apply how will I be able to compete against the applicant whose parents ARE in medicine?'

I was surprised with the answer I got, and it pleased me. Daddy can't buy you 'in' to Stanford, according to the admissions team. They look at each application, and don't 'screen' by MCAT score and GPA.



Patience

The Stanford team brought up the concept of 'Professionalism'.

Our patience on this trip has been sorely tested. With this nice view, at a table next to the street like in  France, we waited ONE HOUR for our order at a hamburger place. We saw others order, eat, and leave, and we were still hungry. When my niece scrolled back on her texts, and we saw it really was an hour, I got up and asked what was the problem? Apparently, the server didn't know the table numbering, and our food went to another table. I shared how my niece is diabetic (from transplant meds) and needs to eat! Could they please bring an appetizer? We got fries, and our food was moved to the top of the list. We ate so fast it had been six hours since lunch. The server came with the bill, and had a change of heart. He went back to the manager. We got our meal for free.

There is so much in this story. What it all boils down to is 'Consideration for others' and 'a willingness to go the extra mile for the next person'. There was courtesy on our part to, for asking 'what was wrong' and asking politely for it to be made right.

This is the energy of 5D.

Professionalism is important in my career too. It is what I use when an emergency case comes in right when I was ready to leave the hospital and go home. All my plans must change. My hopes are shot. And I am tired and hungry...but when I get to the patient, I smile, and I give them the very same care I always do. It's not their fault...that they are sick...and it's my job to help them, no matter what.



Ross

I am going to write a little early today. Carla has a flight. She is not boarding, but she is writing with her niece in the seat next to her, patiently looking on her phone. She is no trouble, Lauren. I am very proud of her and I anticipate great things for her when it is her time to inspire others with her story and with her gentle nature and her smile.

I like her, Lauren, and I have to share with you what Carla didn't notice at the time--when Carla spoke to her during the long wait for their dinner, Carla described the end days of her grandma Lucille, who died right when Carla graduated from medical school. Lauren listened with rapt attention, and was on the edge of her seat, because Grandma had macular degeneration, vascular disease, had an amputation, and also congestive heart failure. She would call Carla in a panic, because she couldn't breathe. Carla would be patient, and give comfort and hope, even though she herself had many duties of her own with her medical school curriculum.

What Carla didn't know is that Lauren, on a deep level, is aware that she is Lucille reincarnated. She was conceived shortly after Lucille died.

Note the names, how they have much in common.

When Lucille had crossed to be with me, in Heaven, Carla had a stern lecture with her soul to soul. She explained her whole life, and how some of her choices had not been as loving and considerate of others as she would have liked to have seen...and many others would have like to have seen in her themselves. Carla asked Lucille, 'Is this the kind of person you want to be? Are you sure?'

For example, Lucille had little patience with Carla's mother when those in the family were ill. She made it seem like Nicki (Carla's mom) wad doing something 'wrong' and was not caring of the burden Nicki had when all of her family was sick.! Carla's mother often cried when she hung up the phone. Although they loved each other, the words were harsh and hurtful. With two school children and an elementary school teacher for a husband, there was much exposure to germs and viruses, for anyone, no matter how clean they kept the home and nourished their family.

Lucille CLEARLY saw this pattern once Carla pointed it out to her, and made this promise, 'I will make a better showing in my body next time, if I am able to get one'.

And she HAS.

Everything fits (he laces his fingers together). All of the incarnations and life experiences fit. The last life, as Lucille, was preparation for the mission as Lauren, who rose above hardship from e coli and will inspire others to awaken to their highest purpose and dream come true.

There is no judgment, only learning, in all of this.

I want you to be kind and patient with yourselves, as the memories from your incarnations hit--as the energies and vibrations increase on surface Gaia, this type of awakening is inevitable for us all.

Know I have a guiding hand with all of this, and (touches his chest) call on me for help if you are confused or stressed or upset in any way.

My Carla and I will help you. She will write from time to time like this for what I have to say. And when you meditate, listen carefully. You just might hear me with your spirit ears and heart, as well.

Carla has to go get a sandwich for herself and Lauren for the plane. It is a short flight, and they had a nice breakfast. I do not want them to get hungry if there is a delay in the air. It is windy, very strong gusts, and anything can happen with a tarmac waiting sometimes...




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace and BLESSINGS,

Ross and Carla

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My Beloved? Give And Take--The Rains

Thank you.
Thank you for answering my call.
I just read this: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/11/heavenletter-4886-believe-in-love-april-11-2014/

I am at the top of the stairs, spiritually, looking down at the view the climb of yesterday that was so much Spiritual Sweat for me.

It was an unanticipated Day Off. Although I got my wish--I did the paperwork and went paddle-boarding as I had hoped--my heart just wasn't in it.

I confessed to you My Sweet Beloved, My Honey, that secretly I wanted YOU to take the reins of my life, as my own way of making the 'rain' stop. You see, I have filled out so many forms in my studies, in my certification process, and in my establishing credentials everywhere I work (and maintaining them!)...I just can't make myself fill out another form....or keep on top of the paperwork.

You came to me, in Spirit, and said the situation is just like on the paddle board--you get out as far as you are going to go, then you have to paddle back in.

Could I hold on just one more day? And you gave me some advice.

I took it.

Was it easy after that? No. But I finished two of the three things on my list.

Long story short: after the ecstacy, the laundry is RIGHT!

Activities of a spiritual nature, and even nature itself, are so much more appealing to me now.

And the narrow, limited, day-to-day activities to keep my life 'in order' are so dry. Work, with all of my colleagues and patients, is wonderful. It's the filling out of forms and sticking stamps on envelopes that really drains me dry.

Now I understand.

Love is everywhere. But you can feel it more in certain ways--in the garden, with others, with connecting to God.

And God is there, even with the bills, and the checkbooks that get lost and make me cry and run to YOU, my beloved. I confide I am so dumb I feel like I am like this (take your finger and make your lips go up and down as you blow out and say that noise like buh buh buh buh buh).

Even this strange behavior to a Galactic becomes a source of amusement, and instead of feeling sad I am soon laughing with all of you instead.

I feel the love in my heart that is between us--it is always flowing--and to my pleasant surprise, it goes both ways!

When I am overwhelmed, there is a little extra from you to carry me through.

I will look for the Love today--in the flowers, in the sky, from Gaia, from the auras of everything alive, from the opportunity to burn off much karma on a 'fast-track'...like it is. Sometimes I think our lives on earth are like those accelerated classes that you take in high school to gain college credit--Advanced Placement Karma! LOL.

Today IS a whole new day. The slate is clean.

It's time to start it. There is much expected of me. Time to get ready for work.

I ask You to bless everyone whose life I touch today.
And to make my hands, my heart, and my intelligence filled with Your Presence to Heal Others.

I want the presence of both God, and the Goddess, in Perfect Balance and Harmony as much as possible to accompany me everywhere I go, the strengths of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine ready to assist all I meet who are in need of Divine Assistance.

May angels smile, and shed a tear or two in laughter as they watch over my day...let the Light shine back to Home...and may our connection together, in Light, be bright!

I love you.
I thank you for your time, and your gentle explanation of What Is.

I thank you for this clarity that just hit right now--it was two kinds of paper'work' that tested me yesterday--not one. There was my own paperwork, and then the one that was brought to my attention because it concerned me.

I hope I passed my tests.

Your love is healing to my soul.

For those of you who are struggling, look down where you have climbed. What got you to your height is opportunity to experience Love and Life from a different angle. Sometimes the best views require a short 'hike' or 'struggle'.  Enjoy your accomplishment. Then, perhaps, the next time the road seems a little rough and the going is more slow than ever, and you do not want to take another step--look within, and connect to Source. Follow the hints, the nudges. Hang on for one more day, one hour at a time, if you must...

When you understand your Lesson it is as if the sun shines down from the clouds!

So keep paddling. Keep walking. And trust that you are loved, so very much loved, exactly as you are...even if sometimes you lose things, or complain...you are perfect just the way you are.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Self-reiki twice a day is important. And know that once you read, like, or Tweet Doctors With Reiki, you are given Reiki healings--two times daily--for free--just to help with your own Journey--if you accept it. All you have to do is say, 'I'd like that' and 'Yes' with your intention, and it will be so.

An Open Letter To My Father

Dad?

I miss you. It's been four years already since you Transitioned. I want you and everybody to know then once you are in 5D you can't help but love everybody! Even though there were some parts of your character where we disagreed when you were alive, after you passed, through very kind and Light-based Medium Tim Braun, we were able to make peace.

Remember the first time I went to Tim you were so afraid you sent you mom and your sister instead? They were nice. Even your dad came, but he said, 'I never really knew her that well' about me.

The second time, you were on your knees begging for my forgiveness. You explained everything, not that I needed a full confession because I already knew. It helped clear the air between us. And I have been able to keep loving you as my father, my teacher, and my guide in Heaven ever since that hour we spent with Tim.

Daddy, today I caught the rat that was sneaking in the cupboard upstairs! (we live in a very wooded area, and all the homes in Southern California, wooded or not, get them in the back yard. Sometimes they find their way in the house.)

Rat actually taught me a valuable lesson in what I have to clear out that was stagnant in my home. I threw all of the contents of the cupboard away. I actually felt compassion for it because it had been so hungry it had resorted to eating soap…

But the noise of it crawling inside, the risk of a 'family' of them, and the absolute dread of them by my son made me strong and do what was asked of me.

I remembered everything you shared--thankfully you were born the year of Rat and taught me how to think like one! That is the most important step.

Then I found the old trap that had females die in it. I baited it with nut butter like you taught me. I set it so if it came from either direction it would get caught. I made room for the trap to swing free and clear. It only took two nights. I found it when I came home from work today.

Thank you for always empowering me to believe I could do anything. Even something so icky and unpleasant but useful as protecting the home from rats.

Daddy, I don't know how to say it, but without you our world is not right. Mom is so lonely. Our get-togethers are 'missing something'. I know you were miserable on that oxygen, and ready to go. And I gave you my blessing to go to Heaven!

I hope it doesn't make you sad that I miss you. It's not often that I do. I just wish I could have called you on the phone tonight to let you share the joy and excitement of catching it like I always used to do.

I send you lots of love Dad. I hope you are feeling it.

Thank you for allowing me to share this so other people who might have had stress in their family at one time or another will have confidence that love is the only thing that matters, no matter what, and that is all that is left through the passage of time.

Five D is awesome, Daddy.

I wish you could be here to feel it. I am happy and calm and there is this lasting joy that I never had before. I trust and 'let go' like I had only dreamed would be possible. Today, for the first time, I didn't feel 'out of place' like I have felt ever since I was born. I felt 'connected' to something greater than myself, to Unconditional Love, and Patience and all the fruits of Spirit right in my heart!!!

Today was a big day, Dad. I know you would feel proud at my accomplishments.

Until I can hug you again, I send you my best.

Love,
Your eldest daughter,
Me

Buddha's Epidural

The baby wasn't tolerating labor. The midwife had to come in. The patient wanted to 'go natural'.

Medical advice was to place an epidural to avoid cesarean section. I sat at the bedside, we had a nice chat, my patient and me.  She conceded, 'I want to do whatever is safe for baby.'

 I got a call half hour later to put the epidural in. There was a strange vibe in the room. I sensed it. Trouble. Energetically something is not favorable. The anxious patients are the worst because they are manifesting all KINDS of horrible complications with their flurry of horrible anxious thoughts. It is like trying to swim in river rapids upstream, energetically, when I come work with them.

The conflict is greater energetically, above and beyond the negativity of the anxious patient,  because negative energies (attachments. See Margaret Mc Cormick's work) do not like positive ones. Dark and Light repel.

As I progress towards ascension, it becomes increasingly more difficult for the procedure to have speed and ease of insertion when there are attachments present in the patient's aura. There are always speed bumps.

Think about it.  If you were a dark entity, attached to some lower chakra, imagine what a feast of energy it would be for you to have your host, a mother in childbirth, experience pain. You would have access to and incorporate high-grade pain and suffering into your energetic system. It would be so great to have such pure energy of the vibration you like best flowing into your energetic system. You are a parasite, with no energy source of your own, and you attach to a host when there is a breach in the aura of the host. You are happy there, and cause what pain you can to get by. But childbirth? That is like Thansgiving dinner on a plate with unlimited second servings! Would you want the anesthesiologist to make her comfortable? No way!

I have seen all kinds of things, from spinal headaches, to parasthesias, to catheters not going in, to the needle actually JUMPING out of position. I asked and was told by Margaret Mc Cormick it was the dark entities present in the patient that do this. So today, I was on the offensive. Even before sitting up, I started reiki. Turn on with CKR (mentally), scan, ground, SHK...sit up, position. And who was stuck in my patient's hair as I lifted it to put in the sterile bonnet for the procedure? In a silver throne with diamonds was a little jade buddha! I swear he winked at me! (Buddha ia one of my Karuna Reiki Guides).

I started with betadine prep swirls three times in CKR pattern (scrub nurses take heed!). And then it got tough. Hard technically, lots of complaining, and the usual Dark Entity crap. Totally blind insertion. But I didn't get upset. I never gave up hope. I didn't freak out over running out of local for skin, or fluid for the loss of resistance glass syringe. I calmly used air, something I hadn't done in two years! Eventually it worked. I had the strong support of an awakened RN nurse L, and together we got past the patient, the anatomy fraught with technical difficulty, and the family who watched the whole thing. I felt like I was in the hands of Source, being given a lesson on trust and faith, asking for help from Spirit like crazy through the whole episode! And with patience, Spirit guided me, through this lesson of trust and having faith.

Furthermore, this faith was transferred to the patient, with the eventual cesarean section that followed. The patient was calm, happy, and not manifesting nightmarish complications. Her negative entities, or dark entites (Only Margaret could know for sure for each patient) were quiet for the time being. Frankly, I think they were looking forward to the incision healing and my medicine wearing off down the road. This is a significant step in the care of a patient who could have been fearful and anxious the whole time. It was Reiki and the application of energetic skills that helped her to come to grips with the situation at hand in a mature, balanced way that was brought out the best in her for herself and for her infant.

 Namaste, Reiki Doc