This Afternoon

I just saw the delay for decryption for alpha on 2012portal.

I called in Ross. He says it's okay. I embraced him.

Then I realized we were amongst many on the helm...I casually commented to them, don't I have the BEST HUSBAND???

Then I said, 'Thank you for making this possible.'

And the room grew quiet, and solemn. I asked Ross, 'Did I say something wrong???'

He said, 'No. You are reminding them of their Purpose on this Mission.'

I ran down the hall to Father's office.

I can go, there. I always can, the door is open. I knocked and knocked and knocked--he was a little busy, but he let me come in, and I threw my arms around his neck, jumped on his lap, put my head on His shoulder and started crying--tears of gratitude for those people helping to save me from the nightmare of duality.

I thanked Him for Ross.

I thanked Him for the new energies.

And as the tears settled, I had a new thought--could we please do something nice for them, all those that worked to save us?

Father reached down and came up with a box of candies. They looked like cubes of mochi, translucent, glowing white about the size of dice. He put them on a tray, and gestured for me to go serve it to them.

I asked Mother, if She would have anything to offer these kind people too, and I thanked Her for all She has done to get me to Ross and the Higher Vibrations and Out of Duality.

She gave me a pitcher of some punch, that was blue or aqua and thick like a fruit nectar, and little cups, and gestured me out to the helm. I took a few steps down the hall, and I saw everyone looking at me expectantly.

It was there I realized that they can't go into Father's Office like I can.

They looked at me intently. I offered the tray, and each one took food and drink refreshments. But I saw I had forgotten the napkins! I chided myself on this omission, and then 'poof!' a stack of napkins just showed up! I had made them, but I didn't know HOW I had done it.

There was one left. I said to the last person, 'You have mine. It wouldn't taste good if I ate it and you didn't. Please, take.'

He refused. I insisted. Then he offered to share it and broke it in half. Ross said, 'Take it.' So I did. We  touched them together, this person and I, like we were doing a toast with wine glasses. And I ate too.

Then I felt solemn.

I asked Ross's permission for my plan.

He agreed.

I went to each person there, looked them in the eye, gave them a hug, and said, quietly, 'Thank you for saving me.'

When I got back to Ross, everyone started making a loud noise with yelling and clapping and I was afraid I had done a faux pas. I whispered to him if what I had done was okay?

'Okay? You did EXCELLENT!' and he lifted me up over his head, like in the Lion King with Rafiki holding up Simba, and the cheering crowd got even louder! It was deafening and stretched out for miles and miles.

I was the first to have given thanks for their efforts, thanks from the heart, in their Presence on board ship.

The battle is won.

The Victory To The Light is here. Now. Aboard ship.

And coming to a planet surface--near you.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

An Open Letter To My Father

Dad?

I miss you. It's been four years already since you Transitioned. I want you and everybody to know then once you are in 5D you can't help but love everybody! Even though there were some parts of your character where we disagreed when you were alive, after you passed, through very kind and Light-based Medium Tim Braun, we were able to make peace.

Remember the first time I went to Tim you were so afraid you sent you mom and your sister instead? They were nice. Even your dad came, but he said, 'I never really knew her that well' about me.

The second time, you were on your knees begging for my forgiveness. You explained everything, not that I needed a full confession because I already knew. It helped clear the air between us. And I have been able to keep loving you as my father, my teacher, and my guide in Heaven ever since that hour we spent with Tim.

Daddy, today I caught the rat that was sneaking in the cupboard upstairs! (we live in a very wooded area, and all the homes in Southern California, wooded or not, get them in the back yard. Sometimes they find their way in the house.)

Rat actually taught me a valuable lesson in what I have to clear out that was stagnant in my home. I threw all of the contents of the cupboard away. I actually felt compassion for it because it had been so hungry it had resorted to eating soap…

But the noise of it crawling inside, the risk of a 'family' of them, and the absolute dread of them by my son made me strong and do what was asked of me.

I remembered everything you shared--thankfully you were born the year of Rat and taught me how to think like one! That is the most important step.

Then I found the old trap that had females die in it. I baited it with nut butter like you taught me. I set it so if it came from either direction it would get caught. I made room for the trap to swing free and clear. It only took two nights. I found it when I came home from work today.

Thank you for always empowering me to believe I could do anything. Even something so icky and unpleasant but useful as protecting the home from rats.

Daddy, I don't know how to say it, but without you our world is not right. Mom is so lonely. Our get-togethers are 'missing something'. I know you were miserable on that oxygen, and ready to go. And I gave you my blessing to go to Heaven!

I hope it doesn't make you sad that I miss you. It's not often that I do. I just wish I could have called you on the phone tonight to let you share the joy and excitement of catching it like I always used to do.

I send you lots of love Dad. I hope you are feeling it.

Thank you for allowing me to share this so other people who might have had stress in their family at one time or another will have confidence that love is the only thing that matters, no matter what, and that is all that is left through the passage of time.

Five D is awesome, Daddy.

I wish you could be here to feel it. I am happy and calm and there is this lasting joy that I never had before. I trust and 'let go' like I had only dreamed would be possible. Today, for the first time, I didn't feel 'out of place' like I have felt ever since I was born. I felt 'connected' to something greater than myself, to Unconditional Love, and Patience and all the fruits of Spirit right in my heart!!!

Today was a big day, Dad. I know you would feel proud at my accomplishments.

Until I can hug you again, I send you my best.

Love,
Your eldest daughter,
Me