Tuesday, March 17, 2020

Brutta Bella (broo-TAH BELL-la)


This is a Bosc pear. My grandfather called them 'brutta bella', which in Italian, means 'ugly beautiful'. This is because these kind of pears are ugly on the outside, and beautiful on the inside.

This is a concept most people don't stop to consider, but the people in our family were taught by the people in our family who raised them, that this kind of disconnect can and does exist in the world of Duality...where we are raised to unconsciously assume everything that is beautiful is beautiful throughout, and everything that is ugly is evil/bad/ugly throughout.






As a matter of fact, this concept in the Italian heritage as it was given to me, is that if some things are SO ugly, they automatically become cute.

In English, there is a saying that, 'he has a face only a mother could love'.  It's not quite there yet, but it does acknowledge the need for love in these situations.

So there are some things exist which are both beautiful, wonderful, and blessed--but are hidden underneath outsides that are a little, um, lacking in pleasure to behold, yes?




What the opposite type of disconnect? What about when ugly people look beautiful on the outside, and do kind things to get what they want?

This is called 'grooming', isn't it?

It is a steady state of conditioning to get the natural defenses of the victim worn down to a point where the abuse can begin.




There is no love in pedophilia.

It is sick, totally sick, and often a sign of intergenerational legacy of this kind of abuse.

Like most mental illnesses, it can be indistinguishable on the outside who has the affliction, compared to those who do not.

The only way to know it is by their behavior.



There are way more of them out there than you think. This is because our societies have been built/created/maintained by people who have this problem and think it's okay and have spread the word as much as possible that it's 'cool'.

The only thing that could be argued as 'cool' would be the unlimited power to blackmail and control those who have been surreptitiously filmed doing this kind of abnormal behavior, and THAT would only be 'cool' to a total psychopath who wants to control everything and has little regard or respect for any of their victims, kid, person being blackmailed, people filming the blackmail, those luring the target to be filmed, etc, etc.


This here is something very obvious that ninety nine point nine nine nine percent of the population would immediately  call out as wrong and offensive.  It's ugly UGLY, there is nothing beautiful about it, when it gets to this point. And it's something very clear what is going on.



This is when it gets difficult. Why? Because the priest is a man of the cloth, he's in a position of trust--and we have been conditioned over centuries to identify someone in this clothing, as someone who has that job, who helps others, and yet our eyes are telling us that something very wrong is about to happen in this picture.

Which could be called, 'beautiful ugly'.  Beautiful on the outside, and ugly on the inside, the exact reverse of the Bosc pear.

In this way, we are all victims who have been groomed past our normal instincts of caution, and to disregard the possibility that danger could exist, when we see someone like this.



Just look at this picture...it's hard to see a priest in handcuffs, isn't it?  It's the truth, it's justice, it's deserved, but still...it's a total disconnect because this is proof and evidence of the beautiful-ugly being caught.

The two people I've spoken about Tom Hanx with were super upset he had the virus. I mean like CRYING upset that he could even get sick. He was their favorite actor.  Beautiful, right?

And when I told one of them, 'he's a pedophile! Everyone knows it. Haven't you seen his creepy posts on Twitter with the socks, and how one of them predicted someone would die?' (an accuser) this person was taken aback. Fortunately, they've heard me talking about this kind of stuff before, for years, off and on...so they didn't argue with me about it.




Is this ugly?

Or is this cute?

It's like a cartoon, isn't it? It looks harmless.

But what does it represent?

To me it represents complex intergenerational ritual abuse, pedophilia, blood-drinking addiction, abuse of power, lust for power, greed...so much so that I actually am offended when I see the devil horns hand sign. Even if people are thinking it's harmless, and stands for rock and roll, it's a black mark in my book, and I am very unlikely to be open or trusting with that person. You know how the little thermometer pops out of the turkey to indicate when the cooking is done and the temperature is right? That sign is the indicator to me that the person is more asleep than awake, and more engaged with 'the system' of control...than I care to attempt to awaken. I guess you could say I see that one and I think to myself, 'next!' and save my very best energy and entire point of existence in this incarnation for someone where the odds are better of their receiving what I have to offer in the area of spiritual work.

It's like triage.

You save the limited resources for those who have the most potential to add to society.

Others, I'm sure, have the right vibration and calling to attend to these people who are aligned with the darkness of human nature. I am thankful both for them and their purpose. This is because my bandwidth can only carry so much. They help to carry a different frequency.

Everyone has the right to awaken.

Everyone is loved by Creator Divine.

Some people are so profoundly asleep they need the experts like the Guides of Compassionate Healing. As well as their ground crew on Earth.

Have I forgiven them for killing Ross again and again through their rituals? Yes.

Do I ever want to have a cup of tea or coffee with them, even on the Other Side? Not particularly. I am avoidant by Nature, and will do my very best to keep to the minimum of Friendly and Polite, and then socially distance myself. Everything is Love, that is true. But I'm busy right now healing myself from the trauma they inflicted upon my soul, trauma that is indeed from one incarnation to the next, and really painful.

You can love everyone, but you also can keep the ones you actually enjoy and like and resonate with, closer to your heart.




This is the bridge which crosses the gap between the third and fifth dimensions:

  • there can be a disconnect between the inside and outside
  • you get a general idea of what the inside is like by the actions you are able to see
  • some people are so sick, that they can throw in some kind actions every now and then, even though they are firmly entrenched in Service to Self. As a matter of fact, many of our biggest philanthropists are on the ASSC, team intergenerational ritual abuse. 
  • not all members of the ASSC like it, but they have been subject to mind-control programming like MK Ultra/Monarch and/or they can't find any way to survive outside because the cults will hunt you down and torture and kill you if you try to leave.
  • a position of trust may actually be a societal form of 'grooming'--remember the possibility of 'beautiful ugly'--it can exist. Look for the actions. And remember, to weigh the kind actions with the bulk of the actions. Are they prevalent? Or are they not--once the hidden actions are brought into the picture?

This is how you can help further the awakening both in yourself and others.

We are almost Home.




Envision the gap.

Imagine the bridge.

Be loving to all.

Don't take anyone at face value. Look for the actions and the energy--is it service to others? Or service to self?

When justice comes out, don't freak out. For example, the virus is disproportionately hitting celebrities and people with 'eight figure incomes' as Tiffany Fitzhenry said, 'and that's totally normal right?' with a little sarcasm. 

I'm sad over Charles Barkley. I liked him and hoped he was okay.  

Some of these 'cases' are a 'cover' for being arrested for breaking the law. 

Remember there can be no mass shootings at school if the children are at home.  There can be nothing like what happened in Las Vegas with the shootings if concerts aren't going on. 

Service to self is going down, but not without a fight. 

Stay home, stay safe, and just know this isn't going to last forever, these inconveniences.

Be loving to all, including yourself, and be joyful. These crazy times have been a long time in the making, and many incredible, courageous people have been risking their lives behind the scenes to bring freedom to us all. 

Happy St. Patrick's Day!

I too am a little bit Irish. My mother's father's mom was from there, pure on both sides, Irish. I think that makes me one eighth.  It's also where the intuitive gifts come from, from my grandfather to my mom to me.  I'm so very glad for this, glad for everything...glad to be alive here and now, in these special times. The team is amazing, and even just from the limited circle of people I know in our Ascension Community, these people are so very dear to both Ross' and my hearts. 

Thank you for your service and dedication and unfailing LOVE to help free Gaia and her people.

We are indebted to you, and filled with love and gratitude to you for your work. Keep up the strong work. 

Get it straight in your mind about the lesson of Brutta Bella, its reverse, and bravely press on as we bring ourselves and those who are near and dear to us over that last bridge!




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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Family who loves you with infinite unconditional love every single day, for eternity.