At the moment I am filled with love and gratitude, and I wish to share this love and gratitude with you.
About a week ago, perhaps a little less, the split between the Old Gaia and the New Gaia was complete. It was invisible, you probably cannot tell it took place, and yet it did.
I wish to offer you congratulations.
For if you are reading these words, you and everyone you know has 'made it'.
You are going UP in vibration and will continue with your Life Plans, Life Lessons, and Spiritual Growth.
Well, what about some of the horrible awful things that are going on? What about these politicians I HATE? Why do I still have to look at their ugly face?
Um, because the story line for all the people who are here on this path couldn't turn into having unicorns walk down the street without a lot of people freaking out.
And second, because we all have free will, and we all co-create our 'reality' together, we have to keep the story 'going' at a believable pace so that people don't freak out.
Is that fair? Do I still have you with me?
Well what about those people? Who ARE they and why are they still here?
In fact, they aren't, in most cases.
It's a hologram.
A very high-resolution believable one to act as a 'place holder' for the original.
No one can detect it. Except if you are a 'sensitive' and you check really closely, the vibration of the person no longer matches. Their behavior might still be horrible--but it's also--a little different--and the vibration is a little different too.
A 'place holder'.
For those of you familiar with the concept of a 'walk in', strange things can happen--and they do!--that most people wouldn't understand.
If you look at it from a spiritual perspective, looking down upon the earth, there are some souls who have had it, and want to cancel their life contracts. But the story line doesn't have anything written in for a death. Well, some new souls study the old one really well, and they switch, like a relay runner who is passed the baton.
This is a 'walk in'.
I have a feeling my mother is a hologram.
I see her UP with dad, and yet she's down here too.
Her health has been awful, and last I 'saw' her was when she was on the toilet and I was helping her and putting cream on her bottom, and she said, 'I'm so tired of being sick!'.
Mom has a spirit I don't know how to read exactly, it's complex, and more worldly than most but spiritual too.
Her leaving this world is going to be very hard on those she leaves behind.
Ross told me to relax until he lets me know its time for her to Transition. I have.
But I got this 'feeling', and it's hard to explain, but it's like she went the other way on the switch.
Last night Anthony and I took a turn to drive to the hospital forty miles away, to visit.
It was like it was scripted by my guides, very funny, in a dry sense of humor way.
We arrive and she's not there. We wait an hour in her room while she undergoes radiological tests.
We are fielding all kinds of messages from my sisters on what to do.
I decide I am not either sister, I am me, I can only handle so much, and I will wait till mom comes back to worry about her cold dinner. In all my years, mom never seemed to mind a cold hamburger, she kind of preferred it. I could buy her something else if it bothers her, there's a place across the street. Why panic?
Mom came, we helped her get her food ready, she didn't mind the cold hamburger and she wanted mustard on it. And the burger cut in four pieces.
Mom smiles, talks, is polite, and I notice her life force/vibration is 'different'. This might be due to the personality changes of the stroke.
We go and get dinner, the cafeteria is long since closed, and Anthony and I wrestle with the vending machines to get food. Thankfully some have credit card readers. There's no change machine. He got a ham and cheese sandwich, Pirate Booty 'chips', a small chocolate bar and a milk. I got a 'steak and jalapeño burrito' (microwave is there to warm it up), and jalapeño pop-chips. I decided against a coffee from the machine that makes it for you--whirrrrr! The cup falls--PLOP!--the hot coffee pours in with a huge mechanical ruckus.
What was ironic is the health care place eliminated everything that was 'not healthy' from the options. There was no sugar soda, only diet, no yogurt, no regular chips. I felt like Big Brother is in charge. (Just like at my hospital where the ice cream freezer 'broke', then the french fry fryer 'broke', and then the juice machine 'went away').
We came back up, and mom was going number two. She needed her privacy, and frankly, the smell was worse than any perirectal abscess or perforated bowel I've ever seen. It was constipation starting to move from the CT oral contrast.
The male nurse Lawrence who cared for her is a saint. I could hear him with her, and he never once coughed or gagged.
Anthony asked the female nurse who supervises Lawrence if they had Febreze. She said there is a spray and she held her breath (the stink was AWFUL!) and sprayed it out in the hall because it was awful all the way to the nurses' station too.
We spoke about mom's history of c. diff and she appreciated my reminding her of it.
Anthony cried a little yesterday. He showed me the song we should play at her funeral. He knows her time is short. He offered me this:
I smiled. He put it in my back pocket --his phone playing it--as I was folding the clothes in the dryer. I told him that's the one mom has wanted for her funeral for all her life! How did he know?
I've been really sad too.
So last night, we watched her favorite show with her, Two and a Half Men, and enjoyed her company. We also watched one episode of friends.
In perfect divine timing, with all gentleness and love, we are given these last days, weeks, months, to emotionally prepare to say goodbye to this woman who is 'larger than life' and only four foot eleven.
I give thanks for this.
Now I am going to take a little different tone.
I have put much thought into it, about two to three days, trying to find ways to illustrate a convoluted (from our point within the Veil) abstract invisible Spiritual concept to something more straightforward and clear.
I invite you to suspend all judgements until the end, and listen to what I have to say.
Some of it might not be easy to even read, it may be for the first time for you, and that's okay.
Just bear with me.
Each of us has a Life Script, a PLAN we wrote into a contract before we were born.
We have no memory of this.
The closest we can get is that things which make us 'feel alive' and 'feel good' usually are a good sign we are close to our Life Script and purpose.
I would like to simplify the outcomes for a person who is at any point in their life:
- on track with Life Plan and in alignment with it
- on track with Life Plan and unhappy with it
- off the life plan--a detour--and happy with it
- off the life plan--a detour--and unhappy with it, possibly feeling 'lost'
A further way to simply it is:
- seeking guidance and following it
- not seeking guidance
One last way to condense everything is:
- service to others brings joy
- service to others does not--and therefore--the path is service to self.
Frank Sinatra was a card-carrying member of the service to self organization.
One of the hallmarks of association with these groups is that you are promised 'the world' and 'success' but when you reach your goals you are sad, hollow, empty. Frank sings a beautiful song, he's got nice rapport with his audience, and yet, in his eyes, if you look closely, there's no sparkle. He'll tell you he hates the song, he's sang it for eight years, he's sick of it, and yet, due to his gift, he has to sing it again and again for his work.
This is the kind of reaction I would like to divide up a little further, for those of you who are reading this who understand what I mean when I describe the 'service to self' path as an option.
In the Service to Self path, there are many ranks and levels, which we will boil down to these options:
- With Service to Self and fully in alignment with it
- With Service to Self and having second thoughts
- With Service to Self and trapped; not in alignment and can't get out.
- With Service to Self and targeted to die
I hope this makes sense?
There is one further way to reduce this--which will apply to anyone right this moment now--no matter what Life Path you are on, whether you are in alignment with it or not, and whether you are trapped or not--and this is key:
- this very moment now do you choose Love or do you reject it?
- do you love yourself?
- do you love others as yourself? (Not by your 'beliefs' but as demonstrated by your words and your actions?)
This is the choice all of us face, every day, every moment, 'will we respond with love in our heart to every situation or will we withhold it?' (this photo is an example for a Christian, not everyone needs to convert --this isn't the message)
All beings--human--on Earth are given Free Will by Creator of All That Is. And all beings are free to choose and their choices, while incarnate--are honored by the Divine.
Now here comes the painful part which some of you might question.
I assure you this is in your best interest and your own good that I bring it up.
Some people through their own free will make the choice to do ANYTHING to get what they want.
Some people will 'put their conscience in the deep freezer' like Ronald Bernard, the Illuminati Banker, says.
And furthermore those 'higher up' will lie and trick and deceive people to get what they want, and in those Service To Self organizations, betrayal and deception is a way for them to grow 'closer to their God'.
They have a different one.
The long and short of it, is that through the power of Illusion, the person at the crossroads won't be able to see clearly through the choices because there is influence--both worldly and supernatural--to have them make the choice which the deceiving one wants them to make.
Free Will is compromised through the power of Illusion just enough to pay it lip service...and people fall for it every day.
I have a book I have read, by Kerth Barker. He is a survivor of Service To Self, just like Ronald Bernard. How Kerth is alive and Ronald and a similar person, Svali, who exposed Service To Self have died...I don't know.
Kerth had a bloodline, he didn't know. His Christian family didn't know. But a distant relative who WAS into Service to Self did, and the poor boy was singled out as a baby to lead a double life.
How the parents didn't know, I'm not sure, but I know Service to Self people can be very persuasive to get what they want.
When Kerth was with 'them' they made him dress like a girl and called him Kathy.
His personality was broken into these two 'alters' however, Kerth was fully aware of both and explained it as 'he had to act like Kathy in those situations to survive'.
He was a child prostitute and in lots of porn. That's why he was 'useful' to the distant family member. And there was someone who outranked the family member, 'The Baron' who he said, 'owned' him.
Highest above the Baron was someone he was told to call 'The Dark Mother'.
Here is the first chapter from his book--his visit to the mansion of two sisters who were married and were cannibals. He went there with the Baron on official business of The Dark Mother. Apparently the two weren't 'paying their bills' and 'pulling their weight' to their organization.
When Dark Mother sent a messenger, they fed him food laced with LSD and locked him in their dungeon/ritual worship space for several hours before letting him go.
Kerth was told not to eat or drink anything while he was there. He didn't know about the LSD story. He was dressed like Kathy. The sisters had a child pornography collection that was worth lots of money, and he was there to autograph some photos of him. They wanted to meet him/her, the 'girly boy'.
The food served at the meal -- which neither the Baron nor Kathy ate but the sisters did--was meat. They said the meats were: pork, chicken, turkey, venison, beef, goat and human. The meats were all chopped up, mixed together, and formed into flower shapes and served with a mixture of human blood and ketchup. The sisters made 'mmmmm' sounds and licked their fingers with delight as they ate.
(you can buy this book on Amazon, by the way, if you are curious).
How did they get their human meat?
They would send out their mansion's workers to find a family who was struggling to survive, for example, recent immigrants. The workers would be wearing religious clothing and crosses, like they were the answer to a prayer. They would offer the starving family cakes and pastries which they would gratefully eat. But they were laced with drugs which induced sleep. The family would awaken in the 'ritual' chamber, tied up. The workers would kill each one slowly in turn, the father first. This is to adrenalize the meat. Then they would process the meat. It would be enough to feed them for one year.
There are some humans on earth in the Service to Self organization who feel they are 'predators' and 'superior' to the rest of the humans whom they consider to be 'cattle'.
(This kind of behavior by the sisters is more widespread than you think, furthermore there are people who are addicted to drinking blood--persuaders, sippers, and harvesters--who undergo addiction treatment. It's that bad. For the record, my opinion is that the Katy Perry interview in France about her admitting to cannibalism is real. It matches Kerth's book exactly)
Service to Self has twisted things around so much, that what is 'good' (Things in Alignment with the Universe and Creator of All that Is) is considered 'evil' because it is against everything in their belief system.
Black is White.
For those of you who are wondering why on earth there are some channels out there saying that 'Christ is demonic'...here is the explanation: people in service to self perceive pure, loving, innocent, holy, and of Nature to be 'BAD'. So the channelers--blindly channel messages from Spirit who is on 'the other team'--because the 'other team' has this twisted perspective.
And MANY if not ALL of our leaders and entertainers in the world--people who have made the choice against love/Divine Creator and for material wealth--are in Service to Self!
Everything you have been told, by them is going to have a filter to make your intuition about 'them' not work, so you will think 'everything is okay', and you will accept what they say as Truth.
They understand your psychology, and how repetition makes us believe something is Truth.
So they repeat it.
And they make it 'seem cool' and 'desirable'.
Remember the hand being offered to the businessman, who will deceive because that's a way to get what they want?
That is the hand that is behind Agenda 21, to ruin the ecosystems and to destroy most of the population.
Those hands don't care if they win or lose as long as they deceive people AWAY from Creator, and will by doing so 'earn' a reincarnation of their choice higher up the 'ranks' in their 'belief system'.
This is Abel after Cain killed him.
Abel was good.
This has been going on for a long time on planet earth, and Gaia is sick of it.
Gaia is in good hands.
She has family and friends in Spirit who are bigger than anything Service to Self can dream up.
The Service to Self have a path they have left behind with dead planets and destruction...
It has been stopped before they did this same fate to her and her people.
Yesterday I was in the Garden.
Ross came to me and asked me if there is anything I would like to stop on Earth?
I said, 'satanism'.
He said that is not one thing, but many things. Pick the one which is most important to you.
I said, 'human sacrifice'.
He was overjoyed with my response, thrilled, and kissed me before he left.
It will end.
Gaia chooses Love.
Every single time.
And she encourages us, her people, to choose the same.
No matter where they are.
No matter what the consequence--which if you are in Service to Self and trapped may lead to death which is painful and humiliating.
We are made of Love.
We could not exist with out the unconditional, unlimited love of Divine Mother and Divine Father--their energy creates our souls and our bodies--even though we have Free Will and it is honored.
We couldn't EXIST without this energy from them.
And this guy?
The one who holds the puppies and kittens after they cross the rainbow bridge and waves their paws at me to show me they are okay?
The one who guides people through their Near Death Experiences, like the little boy who called him the Rock Star?
The one who healed others for free, preached liberation and the Good News for free, and who gave his life for us?
Is he real?
Yes.
And what am I most grateful to him for?
Before this, blood sacrifice was done in the open, and part of religions across the world.
After, due to his teachings and his example and his love?
Blood sacrificed disappeared in Western Religions, and was never done in public any more.
It stopped.
At least as far as we could tell.
Service to Self continued but it was hidden.
They are now holograms, place holders, and are gone.
After the split it is done.
Gaia is free.
Fear not.
Love is with you.
The man who wrote this chapter, the apostle, JOHN is alive and here on earth! He's HERE.
He wrote this quote recently:
I have thought this over. There is no difference for me as I have realized that every event in my life has been guided by Spirit. Im just more aware of that fact.
John is not alone. There are many incarnate apostles and angels at this time.
They are learning and growing and waking up. They are not part of some secret organization from 'our team' although some exist--secret organizations for The Divine. I've never seen any and the only one I've heard of is the Essenes I think?
But entirely trained by Spirit they are here on Earth. And are teaching others now.
Including you.
You might be one too!
You will know when you awaken.
With all love,
Ross waves, Anthony has waited patiently for his breakfast for one hour.
clap! clap!
He shouts 'I LOVE YOU!' and 'THANK YOU FOR BEING KIND TO MY CARLA IN THIS LIFE!'
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple
