Showing posts with label Illusion. Show all posts
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Monday, November 24, 2014

Gaia News Brief 24.11.2014




Weather Update On My Higher Self

Yesterday I had to take a chill pill. I overdid it with things to do, and hit my frustration point. I began at work, rounding on patients after their OB anesthesia to make sure their 'legs were back' and had no complaints. Then something new! I took the little handcuff type key on a long dowel--like a gas-station restroom key--to all the new pumps with the epidurals from the night before, and since the moms delivered, I had to unlock and fish out the drips and throw them away.

This is one more example of nurses' former work coming to us docs due to 'regulations'. I know without a doubt the nigh nurses won't hesitate to wake me up at two a.m. to clear this 'for their patient who is new'...big huge sigh!

Anyhow, I was complaining how I didn't want anything and I couldn't function to a friend. The energies are weird.

Then it hit! I wanted a peppermint mocha! So I went before I drove home, and Sophia told me to get something I ordinarily wouldn't get. So the peppermint brownie cake pop with the striped stick caught my eye. I NEVER eat cake pops. I bought it. And I surprised myself how I enjoyed it very much...



My Meltdown

I have them.

What brought this one on was the work-to home(forty minute drive)-to picking up my boy from his Mana's house (fifteen minutes away)--to being late to meet friends for breakfast at trendy place I know they will like (twenty minute drive)--to home (another twenty minutes).

Then came the pressure from my boy, and from myself. My boy wanted to exchange his xbox 360 for an xbox 1...at the mall...after we decorated the house for Christmas on the outside in the hot sun (I know this sounds ridiculous but we were both sweating) while I was taking a phone call.

It was the 'oh mom the mall is so COOL' and 'don't you want to go buy mana's present?' from my boy, who clearly wanted his xbox 1  that sent me over the edge...

I had just broken the ceramic dish that matched my rose pot while moving it--and it is HEAVY--out of the way of the blow-up Santa light decoration.

I hate my neighbor's yard. I really, really hate it. They rent, but have taken over the garden we share. They are constantly pushing my pots over to my side, putting in bricks, and cactuses, with no artistic eye whatsoever. It reminds me of where I grew up, in North Long Beach, where some people do some pretty strange 'decorating'--not everyone--but enough practice it in the neighborhoods to make it an eyesore.

They even planted a peach tree in the ground, and it is huge now, and taking over my space, and I don't rent. This is my home! I pay the association over three hundred dollars a month, for this?

But the lady next door lost her job, and the garden was her way to cope...so I didn't say anything, but I HATE it!!! And we couldn't decorate for Christmas right because of all their STUFF!

So I blew up. Swear words. Expressions of annoyance.

My boy went inside 'because it was too hot'--LOL. Who wants to be around this? I just sat in the sun, desperately trying to clear my aura, and to CONNECT to vastness, to Source, and Home.

I shared with a friend how sick I am of 3D. (Ironically, the phone call I had taken during decorating was amazing proof just how far into 5D we have become--my friends I shared Christmas day with last year are SO much healthier and advanced and stronger in their Light work!)

Then Ross stepped in.

Go see Dumb and Dumber 2. Don't worry about dinner and bills and your assignment for work. I will tell you what to text to Anthony's father (who forbid the movie until he could see it). Get popcorn and treats even though you never do. Let Anthony have a coke (I forbid them).

Once home our lights looked beautiful as ever outside. And I forbid more movies, and screen time. So we played cards. We played blackjack (Anthony has chips and he loves to use them--I saw how boring this aspect of 3D is, and how gambling really isn't possible in 5D where there is telepathy and you know)...and I learned a new game, 'Egyptian War' which I swear my son was making up the rules they are so complicated! 'they play it in after-school care all the time.

It worked. I was overwhelmed, and cranky, now I am rested and calm.





Allowing

There is a light worker I am close to, whose life had gotten 'off track' last spring. When I did my first Skype with him, he had me look at him and see 'who he is', as many of us 'have a secret' as to 'who we really are', much like Ross' identity and my own.

I said, 'No! no! no!' because I wasn't ready. He had an aspect of Ross in him--the energy of Ross!--it was unmistakeable and I missed Ross so much!

Well HE told me he was Divine Father Incarnate.

And I have heard from trusted sources he is actually an incarnation of Archangel Michael.

We each have our lessons. But for this friend--any my pendulum checked and it WAS the energy of Ross*--I took action! I meditated, and soul to soul, asked, 'What are you DOING? This isn't good for you! Here are your goals, get back on track, please?'

And he DID. Total life change. Because he SAW and FELT my healing with his soul.

Well, MY lesson more recently, is that I can see another 'lesson' somewhere else that is not my own.

And a reputable source, and my pendulum, confirm it.  I wrestled with trying to 'help', and was told, 'don't' by Divine Father, who I know, and he is not incarnate LOL.  I 'hinted' in a couple blog posts.

My lesson I learned is to 'allow' just like Divine Father 'allows' us incarnate here to learn and grow.

So no matter who you are, even me and Ross, there are lessons.  And even if I see a great big painful one in front of you, I am not going to intervene.

In anesthesia, when I was a professor--I learned if I 'save' my residents, they never learned and frankly, got annoyed at me for stepping in on their care of our patient (they work, I get dinged if anything goes wrong). I discovered how far I could let them 'slip up' and still be able to bail them out of the clinical situation--trust me, some are nightmares!--just enough to let them taste that first panic. Then I would step in and 'make it look easy'.

Then the lesson was learned.

As you Ascend your Consciousness is going to let you 'see' more and more of 'life's lessons' EXCEPT YOUR OWN!

Don't help someone else by doing their 'homework' as a soul.

Keep your eyes on your own 'work', and repeat after me, Love Is The Solution For Everything!



Ross

Carla hit a wall today. In every way. She shut down. I know--I measured her. She has been growing at a tremendous rate, by leaps and bounds!

What happened was she really has had enough of the 3D experience. She is DONE with it.

When you simply 'can't take it any more'--go away. Get out of the situation. Find a way to take a fresh look at it. Drop what you are doing so you can stop the damage.

Carla did that by going to her chair all alone in the sun. She felt like her life was out of control. She was out of control. And she asked for help silently in her heart because she just didn't know where to go from there.

Carla doesn't like xbox.

She doesn't like having it in her house.

She doesn't like how Anthony sits in the chair and spends entire weekends, if she'd let him, with guns and assassins and killing.

She only bought the xbox 'as Santa' to get him to play with the kinect, which he did for about five weeks and quit.

She hates it.

And she hates herself for letting it into her home--she can't explain why or how--but she doesn't like the energy

Her son playing games on the iPad or computer don't bother her. But the xbox, it does!

Carla has asked me to intervene with my teams, and I will--this source of negativity is going to be addressed.

So, in summary--for Carla's lessons are ours too:

  • Listen to your guides and your HS
  • Listen to your heart
  • when you get frazzled, drop everything and regroup
  • if the 'regroup' isn't happening on its own, it is okay to ask for help
  • learn your lessons and let go of others to help them learn theirs better without your 'two cents'
  • if they think they are Divine Father incarnate--just go along with it--let them figure it out, don't 'make waves'. The REAL Divine Father doesn't take offense and so should you not take offense!
  • when the 'duplicates' come up (everyone says who they are Michael, etc) just know there is a sense to it--either for a lesson, or to protect the real one or ones as decoys for 'the other team', or just because their hearts 'wish' for them to be 'special' that they are divinely 'mistaken'--LOVE is the Solution For Everything, even this, and let it go.
  • take comfort in how you have grown, and others too, in the past year
  • know I love you, you are special to me, and I care--not like I care for Carla--we are married--but with my heart as your loving brother and friend, ohana, cousin, uncle, however you may call it, my heart is with you. And this is no laughing matter!






Carla and I wish you the best day you ever have experienced! 



With so very much LOVE from the two of us (he's enjoying the music!)

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross, Carla and Anthony 


* Ross and I have THREE Archangel energies blended into us, Michael is one of them. Raphael is another...as best as I know. Even though we are full children from Divine Father and Mother, for some reason our soul combined has 'extra'--Sophia is in there too. 

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Decorum



Today we are going to navigate between two modes of existence--the difference between life as we know it ('limited Consciousness') and Vastness ('full Consciousness')--and how we choose to act once the vastness becomes the way of being for everyone.

Look at the ocean in this picture.

Is it not reassuringly vast?

If you were one of the sailboats on the ocean in this picture, you could go anywhere you want, as far as you wish, with your little boat, as long as you had enough supplies, a good weather-detecting device, and a satellite radio to communicate to others, right?

And it's exhilarating to get that first taste of Freedom, isn't it?

You have been living in a box for lifetime upon lifetime, under the quarantine of The Veil here on surface earth...it's time to stretch and let go of all the shackles that had been holding you, and all of your creative abilities back...

So what do you do? You do whatever you feel so moved to do with your new-found powers.

You heal others. You manifest. You share excitedly with those who are close to you. You claim out loud what you want and how you have a right to go for it--breaking free from all tradition and teachings and anything else that ever held you back!!!





Now let us speak of limited Consciousness...

In the experience of Duality, or the 3D 'Experiment' we are:

  • faced with the need to balance three very strong drives--food, companionship, and sleep--for our very survival.
  • this isn't easy, and for most of us, we have 'signed up' to experience significant LACK in one of these areas in our Pre-Birth Contract for our own best personal growth as a Soul.
  • Time is limited in our experience of Life, and no one can halt the passing of time.
  • Duality manifests itself in opposites--light/dark, hot/cold, empty/full, sleepy/rested, lonely/fulfilled, life/death, win/lose, easy/difficult, smart/dumb--which do not exist like this anywhere else in a non-3D or 'Higher Dimensional' existence.
  • Many, many, many people are living with dreams that never came to pass, failed hopes, and wishes for things that never came true.
So if you take someone like this:





And they experience the dawning of Full Consciousness like this:







And they even find their Twin Flame...their Twin Soul....and experience all the exhilaration that has to bring...

How are they ever going to go back to THIS?



It's Take This Job And Shove It, right? With all of the needs being met by new financial systems, and only a four-hour work day, it's like, Don't Forget To Close The Door On Your Way Out!!!

At the martial arts studio for my son, they repeat the following after every class:
  • Respect your parents
  • Respect your teachers
  • Respect your schools
  • Respect Grand Master
  • Respect Master
  • Respect Teachings Being Taught



Structure and Organization exists in Heaven. It's more fair--it's different--but even I have been called on the carpet for 'stepping on toes'--some of my actions in the ether with the council was making my husband/Twin look really bad. I was going over his head without consulting him, because I didn't know who he was exactly, or his role in the Liberation Movement. 

It is quite possible to do a faux pas, and although all is forgiven, it is still a faux pas that is best not to be done again...(now I just go straight to my Husband like a good wife, and ask for what I want! : )   )

And even through Heaven is coming to Earth, it is good to think about possibly keeping that respect for others and what structure exists in your heart.

Here's why--see this guy? It's the happiest day of his life--he just graduated from Medical School!



As he stands, can he go work as a physician? Not exactly. Although the two letters, M.D. mean you finished medical school, that's about it. It is the internship and residency for the next three to ten years after that will provide the training that is needed to practice independently as an attending physician.



In a way, the patients are your teachers, along with your attendings, your fellow residents, and the entire hospital staff, right down to the janitors who clean the call room so you can sleep in it...




Therefore, it's THOSE interpersonal relationships in your present life who are your TEACHERS, just like at the hospital for the physician-in-training.

Your husbands, your wives, your parents, your sisters and brothers, your best friends, your children, your cousins, your neighbors, your colleagues and coworkers--even your enemies--are here in your life for a reason that was decided before you were ever born!!







So? Why not let's all just stop and enjoy a cup of tea with each other, together?





Notice if someone isn't having the best time of it, and simply reach out to them:



Enjoy rediscovering your Twin, while being respectful and considerate of everyone else around you, particularly those who are your partners in 3D--things will sort themselves out--give it patience...



All of those important to you will still have their connections to you INTACT...


If you are still waiting for your Twin, not to worry, they will FIND YOU and you will find them...


So enjoy your beauty for who you are (and also your handsomeness too!, if you are masculine).


Enjoy the warmth and treasure the sharing of something so important in the grand scheme of things as the Liberation of Gaia...and your being here to experience it...



Together, we are ONE.


With our best wishes to you and your Galactic Family and Earth Families as they Reunite, with so very much love and joy for all of you participating in this grand Awakening...

Reiki Doc and Ross



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace.

Blessings, Love, and Light.
Sat Nam.

P.S. you might want to read this. It has less pictures but the message is explained in a far more spiritually accurate way...congratulations on making it to this year of Light... <3




Saturday, January 4, 2014

Guiding You Across The Bridge Of Light



Good morning!
It is dark and early here at my house. I am up early to write. I enjoy writing very much. I wake up before sunrise in order to be able to write and to get to my work on time.

On Wednesday of last week, the New Year, it was quite foggy on the way to work.

I enjoy the fog. It is a different way to experience the senses. Sounds become softer and more muffled. The air is easier for me to breathe. And the lack of clear vision makes me lean more on my awareness of the road and my surroundings, including use of my intuition.


I lived in the Bay Area for ten years. Around this part of the world, wouldn't you say fog is a way of life? Everyone adapts to it.

But in Sunny Los Angeles, California? Everyone freaks out. They go half the speed limit, and I can sense their hesitation and fear.

These drivers are only comforted by what they SEE than what they OBSERVE and what they KNOW.




Also on Wednesday, I saw Theresa Caputo, the Long Island Medium, on TV for the first time. I had been watching the Rose Parade, and was flipping through the channels in my call room --yes, I was at work--looking for the Rose Bowl Game. She was on Dr. Oz. I was fascinated by her!

She is excellent, and another 'guide across the bridge of light'. She looks, acts, and talks like one of the most normal people you know if you happen to live in Long Island. (Here, she would not fit in with those nails and her 'look'--in L.A. we are more 'laid back' in our appearance.)

I watched her gently guiding her audience just far enough across the bridge to get a look at this--there IS life after death, and your Loved Ones are still loving YOU very, very, very much.



Theresa is like those lights that are on this bridge--helping you to see the connection between the land on both sides of it. You know it is there. You feel her compassion, her Vibration of one who is aware of both sides on Earth and in The Other Side. She joyfully brings messages from your family who has passed back to you.

I am deeply moved by the suffering that is brought up by 'not knowing' that there is this bridge, this connection, because it can't be seen, heard, or felt with anything except the third eye and also the heart.

I am angered and upset that the ones left behind suffer so deeply and for such a long time because of the loss; in their blindness, they internalize the loss and lose precious Time on earth to fulfill their mission.

They are the 'walking wounded', still in shock over the misunderstood process of the afterlife.



I was one of these people. I had entire LIFETIMES affected by the one gruesome death I had witnessed in my Twin Flame. It was the death to end all suffering, the worst one you could imagine, and as a physician I still shudder at the recollection of what was endured by him.

All of the lives after in one way or another were a reaction to this loss. I have full memory.

And when he recently contacted me from The Other Side for our reunion, all of these old memories kept coming up. It was as if I was reliving it all over again.

God doesn't want you to suffer like this.

God took it away.

God can.

And I am free.



Are you still with me? Look for the umbrella in the middle of the Light.



Are you ready to walk with me on the bridge of Light? What might be foggy to you looks clear as day to me. Just like this. See the little lights on it? (as an aside, my maternal great grandfather came from Italy and helped build that bridge.)

I hope in my time with you I have demonstrated the following characteristics:

  • Kindness
  • Honesty
  • Dependability
  • Respectful, Open Communication
  • Listening without judgements
  • Showing Up
  • An open heart
  • Openness
  • Caring 
  • Taking an interest in you
  • Integrity
  • Sincerity
  • Compassion
  • Acceptance




Let just say we are 'family' Ohana and we share the spirit of aloha with each other on this blog.



There is family on The Other Side. Some of the best minds and hearts that every walked the planet.
They are planning a welcome like this for us:








This is them in a room, actually planning it. I don't know how they got this picture, but Archangel Michael is supposedly there.





Now Blossom Goodchild, and all of the other Lightworkers like me, who had a rant of my own around the same time...we reached out to the Galactics for a SIGN, for SOMETHING MORE out of sheer frustration for holding the Vibration for so many in order to help them cross the bridge into the Higher Vibrations.

Please pardon us. For what happened makes sense--the energies that were flooding the planet in preparation for a possible 'step up' of all of Gaia's people to 5D (The Event is the trigger, a global bank reset and more)--were like Home.

And that window closed.

It was like watching the best cruise ship you ever saw in your life pulling away from the dock, with you frantically waving your tickets and nobody turning back for you.

It hurt.




We are not going Home any time soon.

I asked my readers, who are the top five percent of the population when it comes to being 'awake' and 'ready' for The Event some questions yesterday.

1. Would you be willing to let go of all your sorrow and sadness if someone could take it away?
a few were excited and said DO IT!
more were, 'it sounds great but'
and some quite strongly said, 'this makes me ME, and I don't want to let go of it'

That was one fire hose on a beautiful firework.
My people are not ready to accept the gift of the Joy of the Higher Vibrations, of 'Heaven On Earth'. They are holding on to patterns that are energetically incompatible with the 'other side of the bridge'. They do not trust in the Process.

2.  If you had a magic wand to make anything you want come true, for no money--it's unlimited, what would you do with it?
Some took it and had fun
Others wanted to help others instead of themselves
Most didn't respond at all!

That was a second fire hose on a beautiful fireworks display.
My people are not ready to accept the unlimited powers of co-creation that are their birth right and have been hidden from them by the Illusion. They are not comfortable with the ability to create based on what their soul desires, to create new experiences that are for their soul growth.





3.  What is fear? What does it do to your aura? Is it healthy? Who is easier to control, someone who is in a state of fear and apprehension, or someone who is calm and happy?
The few who chose to respond saw the Light. FEAR = False Evidence Appearing Real, and is a tool for Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart
One thought happy people were easier to control--in a way they are--look at a theme park or sporting event.
And some wanted to define 'control' instead of answer the question.

Then I got a posting about the tonsil girl who is brain dead in the Bay Area--I don't want to quote this reader, who is sweet and nice as can be--but if you look, the emotions and words used to describe them in reaction to this situation include 1) shock 2)sadness 3)tragedy 4)spiritual confusion 5)looking to someone else to answer it.

The system works. Illuminati-controlled media win. People just are not ready to wake up any time soon. At least, not soon enough for some of us who are with you to help you across the Bridge of Light.




Let me put my stethoscope on for a minute and talk to you about that girl.
Tonsils are scary cases.
Not in the O.R.
In the recovery room.
The carotid is right next to the tonsil inside the neck; the more scar tissue from multiple infections (older patients), the more risky it is to do the case. It is NOT a slam dunk.
Surgeons now tend to 'buzz' or 'Bovie' or 'Electrocauterize' the tonsillar bed instead of tying with suture.
If a clot falls off, there is sudden bleeding, it is massive. It can take less than a minute to 'bleed out'.
Many times this happens after the i.v. is pulled out, making anesthesia near impossible. You have to mask the patient with anesthesia gas and intubate the trachea under a pool of blood.
The only way for a patient to survive is for the complication to be noticed and acted upon at once, and even then, have a lot of luck.
This is a standard anesthesia boards question.

This child is a teacher soul.
She is raising the consciousness of everyone, touching their hearts, awakening them.
She is guiding you across the bridge between this life and The Other Side because she is getting you to Think About It.

She chose this assignment before she came to earth.
Most likely she is an advanced soul.

It is my hope her organs are given to people in need of them.

The truth is that Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart are using the story to promote fear, confusion, and reinforce their control; The Light is counting on others to hear her Call To Awakening and see past the Tragedy It Already Is.




Please don't worry about me and Blossom and the rest of us in Ground Crew who are Ascension Pioneers and blazing the trail for others to follow.

Now that our window is closed, we are fully prepared to set up house here, and stay for the Long Haul.

There are soul mates and twin souls and Illuminated twin flames who are on different vibrations; triggering The Event is going to separate them longer.

That is the reason for the delay.

It would be a 'Happier Ending' for everyone involved, the Other Side Planning Committee, and Ground Crew, if as many couples (remember, they are one soul divided in two halves) are complete at the Time Of The Event.

Everyone will find their 'way' to each other, and everyone has all Eternity. 

It just would have been a nicer finish if everyone had been 'on board' and 'all packed and ready to go'.


Dear Father in Heaven, and Mother in Heaven,
Please permit all the Twin Souls to unite
May All Divine Intervention be made on their behalf.
May all souls awaken lovingly and gently from Illusion.
Please help the Lightworkers to keep Hope and Faith
for as long as needed to get everyone safely across 
The Bridge Of Light at the best possible moment.
My Twin Flame waits for me
And I will run to him
With Open Arms.
Thank you for giving me the chance to know him 
through the Veil.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,


Reiki Doc












Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Unconditional Love to Me



By accident, I broke through this illusion represented by the swans with the beautiful heart formed by their gazing at each other at the sunset.

It was random, but I thought you should know about it. For any of you there who, like me, drew the 'Bad Romance' card on this incarnation, you will know that your every waking hour is spent beating yourself up in one way or another why you can't 'get that one right'.There is a longing that is unnatural, in wanting to 'fix' this. And you go through many great leaps and chasms trying to 'get it right'.

It is a good carrot. The one from Spirit that has been used to get me to do all kinds of things for my growth and personal development. Even now with this 'Soul Mate of the Sixth Vibration' thing.  I want to be 'ready', I want to 'prepare' and I 'hope' and 'pray'...it has been four months of hoopla if you ask me. My mind is strong, my emotions are steady...but my soul?  Always wanting to be feminine, have the white picket fence, and stay at home like on T.V.

So how did I break it?

It was while I was driving home after dropping my son off at school. There was a cancellation. I don't work until one. Thank you, coumadin level being too high, for INR to be up, so I could have the time to 'process' this and share it with you.

It is important.

I simply said, 'If I don't get this right in this lifetime, I will reincarnate again until I learn this lesson. There is no rush. If it's not happening, it's not happening. What more can you do?'

And the fever BROKE.

The pressure was GONE.

Then this lovely warm feeling in my heart center started to glow!

I had given myself Unconditional Love!

Funny things happen when you release expectations.

I am serious. I mean it. So what if I don't 'get it right' in the near future? God isn't stupid! And God would never judge me harshly on my 'failure'. He would simply say, 'Try again.'

Today is my first day of freedom from Romantic Anything.

So...is this self-centered hogwash for the sentimental?--you might think this because YOU have had everything 'in the bank' as far as emotional experiences go. You can control it, you have abundance of the heart...

I didn't use the term 'in the bank' lightly.

Oh no. I used it on purpose!

Because many MORE people draw the 'finances' card--and for them, money is the one and only thing they 'can't get right'. 

You know all that worry about how to make it rich and how to pay off your debts and how to cut this deal and how to get ahead and how to win the lottery? That is because YOUR soul drew THAT card before coming to earth.

Guess what?

Simply apply the same lesson. Tell yourself, 'If I don't get this right in this lifetime, I will reincarnate again until I learn this lesson. There is no rush. If it's not happening, it's not happening. What more can you do?'

And be FREE.

If it is HEALTH that is the one thing over and over you can't 'get right' no matter what you do--say it to yourself, 'If I don't get this right in this lifetime, I will reincarnate again until I learn this lesson. There is no rush. If it's not happening, it's not happening. What more can you do?'

Release yourself from that cycle of anguish.

It is not worth it.

Don't let it spoil the rest of your beautiful Life Experiences that you have. You might have ONE bummer of a soul card, but there are others in the hand that are really good!

And when you go out there and 'bust through' your limitations, would you mind sharing your 'success' and 'secret method' with me? I really love working for Soul Growth.

We teach each other at this stage.

What should we call it? Reiki 107?

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. I love Gaga! Enjoy: