Try and be happy with the things that have been given.
Be content.
I have an early start today. I'd asked for a later one, to help with the taking of things back and forth with the parenting, the mom taxi business, the child shuttling back and forth to school, living the ride.
It was not given. Someone else wanted what I had requested. This is how things work in our group. In front of everyone, for all eyes to see, the rules of request (do what you want to do) overrode 'the family commitment'. Just as I was able to secure a room assignment for myself, much to the dismay of others in my group who for years have thought they were better than me at anesthesia for orthopedic surgery (in shock my boss asked me, are you okay to work with this surgeon? I said, I work with this one at the surgery center all the time, never a problem...)
Try to remember the Creator has our best interest in mind, front and center, for everything always.
Even when at times it might not look like it.
The more I speak with Ross, the more he advises me to continue doing what brings me joy. To seek challenges and overcome them. Just like I did with the orthopedic surgery, which uses more spinal anesthesia and peripheral nerve blocks than the bread and butter general anesthesia. I realized the end of times are rapidly approaching, and I didn't want to 'go down' thinking that perhaps others were better than me, that I had lost skills, even when at my old job I routinely did and taught others how to do anesthesia for orthopedic surgery. It's just that the styles of anesthesia have changed since then. And I was able to prove both to myself and others that I am just as capable as they are...in my group.
Anesthesia for orthopedic surgery is lucrative.
That explains why the 'shift' in dynamics in our group. And since I work less to accommodate for being a single parent, that's why the mistaken concept of my abilities sort of perpetuated itself over the years. And it has been years. It's been so long that the surgeon I worked with, when I was last at the surgery center, asked me why I never work with him in the main O.R.? I told him it's highly competitive the assignments, and even though its been a while, I would feel comfortable working with him and would seek the next available chance to do so. And I did. I saw a robotic orthopedic surgery. It was fascinating. And the team was so fun--just the guys--nurses, techs---I got to hear them being guys, laughing at all of their jokes, and apparently, once someone is laughing then it eggs them on to keep being funny! So I had a wonderful, awesome day.
Yesterday even though it was a little late, I marinated the BBQ meat and also made a strawberry rhubarb pie I'd been wanting to make for some time now. Dinner was good.
This confidence carries through from one part of our life to the other.
I heard a comment from the nurses when I was on call recently. They were talking about 'firming cream'. They both said they were not old, they were talking about someone else, and they were not yet ready to give up the beauty...
I get it.
Beauty is an important asset in a woman's life.
Yesterday I got a haircut. And people at the store treated me much different when I popped in for groceries just to get some bananas and a frozen pie crust. Everyone was nicer. Some even flirted.
Our society has grown so visual, that they respond to beauty. I don't know how to make my own hair look nice, but when I see my hairstylist, they know. I'm thankful the grey is covered up, and I enjoy the nice hair, even though it's usually covered up under a bouffant cap at work.
Keep in mind there is physical beauty, and spiritual beauty. Concentrate on the spiritual one more. But when the physical beauty is possible, enjoy it and treasure it too.
I could only imagine what it would be like at the store if I hadn't gone to the hairstylist!
My mother was one who knew how to dress. All her life. And she always did dress up for the occasion. It didn't matter how her body shape was. She was a good teacher.
Ross wants me to share something. One of the men in the room was a sales rep for the orthopedic instruments/products used to replace the joints. He was an architect by training, and had been in the military. He said that they got daily news of where they were going to be deployed and what was going on, etc. He mentioned that when he would hear mainstream news, and he was in the service, he said that it was easy to tell how far off from what was really happening in the world, this broadcast 'news' was. And furthermore, he knew who was at the very top of the 'brass' in the military, probably had their own 'news', and what eventually 'filtered down' to him at his level, probably had just as big of a 'gap' in 'what was really going on', if not bigger, than what was able for him to notice between himself and the lay person. He says we are basically in an information and cyber war already, and the kind of hacking going on is likely to continue.
I need to get ready soon for work. I have an early start. I requested this surgeon because my brother in law (from my first marriage, we are still friends)--has cancer and wants me to ask a friend in that specialty what they think he should do, given his results. Watch and wait? Or go to surgery?
Ross wanted me to share that because I'm always balancing needs of everyone.
Yesterday in meditation, Ross fed me breakfast back Home. Our kitchen was very white, he had on a white flight suit. And across the table, he would offer me things to eat and drink. There was a drink that tasted like fruit juice or nectar (thick juice) that had beautiful flavor like POG but better (pineapple, orange , guava mix like in Hawaii). He had me drink out of a soup bowl edge a thick savory porridge. I saw him like crack an egg on the rim of a bowl, and dump powder into what looked like a tall clear glass of water, and I saw it fizz as he stirred the powder into the water...Ross doesn't really 'eat' usually, and this was the first time I saw him eating to sustain himself, so everyday and normal, and I was happy to enjoy a meal with him.
Diaspore is a gemstone that has two colors. It comes from Turkey. It's funny and odd how Spirit keeps me one step ahead of the news, to the energetic 'news', and I am not really aware of it. The Ben Fulford from this week clued me in to why Turkey was 'news'.
I'm grateful for this spiritual connection to the energy of stones and my interests, that is pure knowledge and Divine Light from Heaven. It is reassuring in and of itself.
Ross waves and smiles and wishes you a nice weekend.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
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