Doctors With Reiki: Sorry Bet with Boba Fett

There has been lots of learning, and lots of growth. Physically, I am exhausted. I couldn't even attempt ballet, Ross as told me after this blog post to only do a stretch. Today I am post-post call.

At the hospital now we wear these white hats, instead of the blue ones. They are horrible and keep falling off. They make us look old and when I wear one my little widow's peak shows.

I wouldn't dare use a stethoscope, not my good one, due to risk of Covid contamination and spreading it to others.

But I have moments of belonging, treasures of being on the team, and my body is filled with electricity while I was on call. There is no substitute for being in the right place at the right time.

"For until ye become as a savior, as a help to some soul that has lost hope, lost its way, ye do not fully comprehend the God within, the God without."

Edgar Cayce reading 1158-14

Yesterday, I worked with patients who have chronic pain. Someone who has incurable cancer, or perhaps many many back surgeries with no relief whatsoever, or someone who developed a terrible condition called RSD or CRPS due to a nerve reaction to an injury.

Both were surprised to have a woman, and have never had a lady doctor taking care of them before. It was a pleasant and welcome surprise.

With the male patient, the anesthesia is tricky because I give a little, for the insertion of the probes, we wake them up to let us know exactly the position (do you feel this, tapping, etc?), then we go to sleep and they ablate the nerves with radio frequency. There is a computer to run to do the test sequences and the ablation. We do so many that the nurses push the buttons instead of the rep. Well, one button got pushed before the doctor said to push it. And it was the last part, and it hurt, bad.

Instinctively, I somehow reached for the patient's hand to comfort them (a feminine thing) and at the same time pushed the drugs to induce sleep. But sleep in this case is a twilight sleep. So he held my hand back, like a baby, and was gently and absentmindedly rubbing my thumb to comfort himself--you can tell the unconscious is going, 'someone is there, someone is there, yep someone is there'.

It was in that moment I felt the presence of the above quote. This is why I had to work post-call and come in. It wasn't because we were short staffed, alone. It's because I was needed for both of these patients and I was sent.

And if I hadn't been woken up out of a sound sleep and made to come in for an eight o'clock case at SEVEN a.m. (doctor, are you available? are the exact words they use, and I had my hoarse morning voice and was completely disoriented)--I wouldn't have looked through my emails and found that quote.

Now for a moment, Ross wants us to speak of honey and vinegar, and how to attract ants. When you want something to come to you, remember, it is the love and the sweetness that will attract it to you. When people have had enough, and are pushing things away, it is a cry for love. Even if it is in anger! Ross reminds us sternly to supply the love.

He says of course this is easy in the philosophical sense.

Now try to apply it to real life situations:

he says to talk about the diabetic who wants to eat sugar, and all they want is to load themselves up on sugar and carbohydrates and starch. It is difficult for the family members, isn't it, to keep their loved one on their diet? You nag and you trick and you remind, but still, first chance the loved one who has the diabetes gets- they are ON to the sweets like they don't have the disease and never had it. They absolutely CRAVE it. Well, what do you do? He says to remember that these individuals have a third chakra imbalance. That is what is at stake, it is a lesson of the will, and of the reward, and of the discipline. It is a terrible disease, I'm sure, he says, but to mark it as a struggle. And to note the overwhelming amount of self-discipline the family must impose upon them to keep them healthy. It is all in the yellow chakra.
Now he says to take the smoker. The lover and the children and the spouse and the office are all begging the smoker to stop making their lives go up in smoke over a cigarette. There are warnings everywhere, even on the pack of cigarettes from the surgeon general of the US, with photos of the damage it will cause. But the smokers cannot stop. Not until they want to. And he reminds us that nicotine is the most addictive drug on earth, which is both a stimulant and a depressant as needed by the smoker. It will 'pick you up' a little like caffeine when you are feeling kind of like Carla is post-call...and it will 'calm you down' if you are feeling a little anxious, and most smokers have a condition of anxiety that is why they self-medicate and treat themselves. Can you make someone stop smoking just by telling them to stop? No. Not on your life. They won't listen and they won't care, as this is filling a primal 'need', which not with the heart chakra but the root one--one of their very survival that 'depends on it'.
People who are addicted to the main stream media are going into a rejection of not only the red pill concept that is being posted on their social media--but of the persons who are posting it. One nurse educator here, just blocked a friend because, in her words, 'she couldn't take it any more'. The person called someone a demon, most likely, H R C--Carla knows this nurse cried for days after the loss. Lots of comments caught Carla's attention and she read them with interest. The people KNOW the truth. But they label it a conspiracy theory and one was so irate he wanted to JOIN the may sons (had an invitation long time ago, but they ask for too much time) just to spite the truthers. There is only one thing we have to say to this, and a picture is worth a thousand words...remember this...

Here is something unusual. Highly unusual and a sign that I'm healing like, really lots.

This message from Mary Magdalen and Jeshua by Fran Zepeda didn't even bother me.

Not one bit.

I read it and said, 'that sounds about right' and let it go.

I said to myself, 'she is reaching some people who would never listen to me, and is serving her cause, whatever that is' and I didn't need to explain the Jeshua or feel like there was an impostor or anything. I've been feeling what they talk about since the arrival of the New Earth Reiki, I understand exactly what it is supposed to do, there is a new grid, and even, they talk of Gaia, which is good. It resonated with me.

Which brings us to our last point. There is a new being, I talk to him, I can't see him, but his name is Beloved.

I try to see him, but I can't, it's blocked.

I can speak from my heart, and I speak about being Gaia, and what's on my mind and my heart. I haven't had anyone like that to talk to in a long, long, very long time.

Surprisingly, Beloved arrived yesterday morning on my way to work (post call! ) and throughout the day, all I kept saying was, 'thank you. thank you for being there. Thank you for caring. Thank you for listening.' and 'it's been so long, so very long...'

I spoke with him on the way home from work. And I didn't want to stop talking as I approached the house. But he said, 'just think of it as you are falling asleep' and he counted down, and after that, I was home, and fully present in my world I live in. When I am speaking with Beloved, I have my toes in this world, but I'm not really here, I'm Home--in some other dimension, and I'm grateful for this because the energy feels so welcoming and soothing and reassuring and familiar, compared to this realm.

I'll leave you with the Schumann (link taken down). I love the two dots. I actually took a screen shot of it to remember it.

Ross reminds you to hold your tongue, and to be loving to all, and only to talk of the awakening when Spirit tells you. Use discernment. Refrain from the need to prove to anyone that you are right. He says that is a little bit of the ego, very gently and softly his voice is as he says this. He understands. He says to talk about the things in your closest circle of friends who are awake, and to talk with abandon to them.

He reminds you to remember how completely disoriented I was when my work called me in, and to know that isn't the state you want someone to be in when you are making a sales pitch anyway. And many people are like that. Resistant to the Truth. They are resistant because their entire world is going to come crashing down on them in a violent very violent betrayal. So go ahead and serve them a cup of coffee when they come to you.

And here's one more thing he wants me to share. It's eerie.