Showing posts with label emotional healing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotional healing. Show all posts

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Keiki




Keiki is the Hawaiian word for 'children'.

Today we are going to talk about Gaia, our children, duality and the higher dimensions--as they are affecting our children, and ultimately, how the vibrations are affecting me and you. <3


The Lessons Of Duality

Duality is a description for the three-dimensional way of being--it's 'looking out for number one', 'me versus you', and 'us versus them'. There is a belief that resources are limited. And that 'survival of the fittest' is the 'status quo'.

Our children are 'a little bit closer to heaven' than us, if you don't mind me using the 'H' word in a totally non-religious reference. Our newborns have that glow, that gaze as if they are looking at angels...as if they remember the love and happiness and Oneness with All There Is before they came to Gaia and were born.



Children are our 'offshoots'. Our keiki are essentially the same thing as us, only a 'little bit younger', do you agree?

Here is a story. It is about a boy named Brody. As my son was about to enter the first grade, he went to a summer program at his new school. All of the grades were 'mixed' together in this 'summer adventure' so it was his first experience with 'the older kids'.

One day he came home to me, and was quite serious. He needed to buy some Fruit of The Loom underwear. It was important.

I asked, 'why?'

Because Brody has the poison, and if you touch him, you will die, unless you have on Fruit Of The Loom Underwear--that is what the big kids told me.

I humored him. I bought them (we are a Hanes family, LOL, but we went to Target that night).

I thought the older boys were teasing him my innocent little one.

I thought it was all in good fun.

Over the summer I realized that Brody got teased, a LOT. And with pride and gratitude, as I worked with my son to open his heart and to be kind to Brody, one day my six-year-old said, 'Mom? I don't care what the others think. Brody is really nice and I enjoy playing with him.'

I hugged him and told him how grateful Brody's mother would always be to him for showing lovingkindness to her son.



Brody went away. I have since learned that he lost weight, and enrolled in a new school, and is doing well.

I also learned that Brody had a stay-at-home father who suddenly left and never came back around the time we first met him back in the summer before first grade. Brody had a very hard time adjusting to this loss. He is being raised by his mother and grandmother to this day.



This is the kind of bullying I thought about when I grew up. People who were mean and would make you give them your lunch money.




I experienced this kind of being shunned myself, when I was a girl, too. I was 'too smart' and teased a lot for my intelligence...

But childhood has changed. Duality has sharpened itself to a lot worse than 'me versus you', or 'us versus them'. It totally affects every aspect of the child's life...like this:














As my cousin said, yesterday, in discussing the bullying my boy, now, was experiencing, my cousin said that with kids these days, there is pressure to 'be the same' and for anyone who is 'different', for any reason--gay, tall, short, fat, thin, looks different, or is having trouble at home and emotionally 'vulnerable'--those who are lacking in confidence are singled out and bullied by the other children.

I had no idea until this conversation that this cousin, who is married and has a child, was ever bullied!

He said it was torment, and now he can see it for the lessons, but at the time, with the pain, he couldn't see any way out.  And no, he did not switch schools. He is the one who had the finest of Christian schools in his upbringing...





I also learned how my son's teacher was especially harsh on a girl classmate, for 'falling behind in her math assignments', and the parents complained to the school. Nothing was done to fix it. But because her brother had ADD, and couldn't just 'go' to another school, the girl had to endure it, until the year end, when she moved up to a different grade.

My son also said his teacher, who had labeled him 'defiant' and made him write essays about it--had treated him that way over his work too. I had no clue--he never talked about his classmate, his teacher, and this subject before until yesterday when I brought it up with him!

See the funny drawing in red, above?

This is the base or 'root' chakra.

This connects us to Gaia. And it is our chakra for the energy of survival.

So--please repeat after me:   I have a RIGHT to BE.

And so do our children.


In Unity and Oneness, We Are Each Valuable and Precious Children Of Creator:

Welcome to 5D.

And this is where we let go of 3D and Duality, starting with our kids who need it most...

I'm Yours by Jason Mraz








1234 by the Plain White Tees






The first priority in the healing of Gaia, is the healing of the keiki--the children--our children, our future, our hope...

And to support them in safely learning to step into their own power--their missions, their purpose, their gift to humanity, their reason why they are here with us today...



Our goal is to fill their lives with so much love and acceptance and support, that it overflows from us to them and from them to each other...






Gaia wants ALL of her children to live in a state of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion...



Will you help bring this energy to everyone you meet to help Lady Gaia heal her children, just for this day?

And tomorrow...

And the next...

Until the healing is complete.




Ross:

Good morning. I have wanted for some time to have this message for you. This is the first opportunity I have had to take it.

Please listen.

I love you.

I want you to know how very much all of us up here who are with me love and care for your well-being, for your happiness, and for your many hopes and dreams.  All of your dreams are different, just like you are from one another. And yet, through this dreaming is what propels you to move forward. You have our blessing.

I want to talk with you about your Purpose, your Divine Mission, the reason why you are here. Everyone has them, and not everyone is to be President or a blogger or a celebrity or a mom or even married with children...

Our job that we signed up for together is to anchor the Light quite firmly on Gaia, with all our might, and to allow this Light to pass through our crown chakras and into our energy systems, and to create whatever it is our hearts and our Divine Mission is telling us to do.

Yesterday, my beloved Carla, encountered a very fine woman who is from Wisconsin who manned the 'snorkel shack' at the place where she worked. That woman was full of judgement, and rancor, for all that she would meet. She was unhappy in just about every possible way, as Carla could 'sense' of it.

What did Carla do in that situation?

Carla was her usual charming self.

Carla smiled.
Carla was gracious.
Carla opened her heart with love to this woman.

Did the woman 'crack'?

Yes.

She softened. Carla watched her face and body relax, as she let down her guard, and let just a sparkle of that Light from Creator through.

Carla sparked it in her--the woman from Wisconsin with a very negative outlook--and because of Carla, that lady got her very first 'taste' of 5D, the energy of the Higher Dimensions, from where I am from.

Can you do this? Can you bring the light of justice, of ho'oponopono in everything you do? And to everyone you meet?

I bet you will do this job BEAUTIFULLY!

Starting in your homes, and working out through all of your daily activities, this is my challenge to you 'just for today'--to allow your Light and your energy to release itself everywhere you go, with no expectation whatsoever on the desired outcome. Just let it out and let go.

And the rest will take care of itself.

Be sure to nurture yourself with plenty of self-love, respect, and compassion so that your 'cup' will overflow spontaneously too.

I love you very much, and it is with great JOY that I share with you this message for today.

Aloha nui loa,
From my Ohana--Carla and my son and I--to you.
Forever and ever,
Peace,

Ross

Thursday, May 29, 2014

1-800-69-VORTEX




1-800-69-VORTEX?

Ah, that's just the number I saw on some plumber's truck the other day.

It got your attention!

Would you like to hear a joke?

It is an old one that I think, if you are medically trained, you will 'get'--if not--well, that's okay too.

Q.  How do you hide twenty dollars from an internal medicine doctor?
A.  Hide it under the dressing. (The surgical dressing on the patient).

Q.  How do you hide twenty dollars from a surgeon?
A.  Put it in the chart.

Q.  How do you hide twenty dollars from a radiologist?
A.  Put it on the patient.

Q.  How do you hide twenty dollars from an anesthesiologist?
A.  Tell the patient where it is.

Q.  How do you hide twenty dollars from a plastic surgeon?
A.  You can't.





That one is kind of true, for me, as an anesthesiologist.

Lately Spirit has been forcing me to interact with people in a way that is not my strength.

It's like having to work on my backhand in tennis, instead of my forehand swing--a little uncomfortable, but I know it's good for me.

Here are some examples:


  • Being sent to the surgery center where I think they don't like me because I insist on oxygen for my patient between the O.R. and PACU. It comes in little green E cylinders. For some reason they just skip it. This April, I was seated at a wedding on the beach with a whole table full of people from THERE who I haven't worked with since December. I had to make CHIT CHAT. : P  It turned out we had a lot in common, and today, when I came in, I was welcomed with open arms.
  • My boy's teacher. She is spiritually 3D, in her vibration. She gave a punishment today that made him cry. It was arbitrary. It was labeling. It was trying to break him. He was upset and unable to finish the assignment he was given as punishment for two hours. I asked Archangel Raphael to help me out... At one point I was cooking dinner, washing the dishes, and the child said, 'I am weak in spirit'...Immediately I came to where he was, got down to his eye level, and said, 'You aren't going to find anyone stronger than me. I am one strong motherfucker. I am a single mother. I work full time. I went through medical school. I PAID for medical school! Do you know how many people do THAT? Very few. And you know what YOU are? You are HALF me! I gave you my breath...'  The words came out of my heart. They were crude. They were simple. But it worked and he was able to finish the assignment.  (Ross made a comment as I finished cooking and saw him working quietly. He said, 'you were beautiful!'
  • My ex. He asked to borrow the pass to Disneyland for this weekend. The last time he did it, I knew it was because he wanted to take our son (which I don't mind) and his new girl (which I did) and get the discount from the annual pass I paid a lot of money to buy!!! I felt like I was being used to fund his date! I was irate about it for weeks and fumed and thought, for our boy, it's okay, but for HER (he practically ignored our son the last time and made him ride in the rides by himself so he could ride with her and he talked with her and ignored him). Today I got the text, 'would you mind sending the pass in the bag this weekend?' There is a new girl, who is just a 'friend' and our son likes her. I was like, 'okay'. there was no rancor, no feeling used, no anger or frustration on my part, at all, although the actions were the same.
  • The new to Reiki lady at the crystal store this afternoon, who was talking about how the Reiki healer who had just worked on her 'cleared her chakras and removed attachments' etc. etc. caught my eye as I was shopping for some Moldavite. I looked up, smiled politely, and didn't say a word about who I am or what I do...I thought about it, but decided to let her enjoy her special day and talk instead of listen to me.
  • The 'I'm leaving on a fabulous cruise tomorrow' lady in line ahead of me at the same store, who talked forever. I smiled and said, 'I am happy for you'. When she left I also gave her a hug. She was taken aback--how SWEET! she exclaimed.' I used to be really JEALOUS of others who could travel when I could not. Not anymore!

It's almost as if there is a list, a checklist of sorts, and someone is going through it one item at a time to make sure that everything I needed to be tested on, I had one more chance to show I had 'grown' on it.





Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross



P.S.

Ross is here. He says, 'I want a song.' and 'God has something fantastic!'.

Let's see what he comes up with!

Aloha 'Oe -- Hawaiian Farewell Song


I want you to understand what I mean by this song selection.
Ponder it.

Aloha nui loa to everyone reading this.

With so much love and tenderness for you,
Thank you for answering my call.
Fondly,
Ross

Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I Bleed Blue And Gold: A Study In Letting Go



I might cry as I write this.

I remember thirty years ago, a scared young woman, who had no concept of life that was ahead of her, walked into a dressing room at Sak's Fifth Avenue off Union Square, and tried on five thousand dollar dresses.

You either have the money to buy these, or the body to wear them, and I have the body! she said to herself.

That was me.

And all my dreams.

This weekend was an exercise in reconnecting to that past, re-experiencing it, and letting go...


  • My son wanted to go to Ghirardelli square and see the town for the first time.
  • My last time there was fifteen years ago with my second husband on business.
  • I was not prepared for the emotional workout I would experience on this trip.
  • The changes to the skyline and wharfs, and AT&T park, made me notice the passing of time.
  • The excitement at seeing things again made me realize just how much 'connection' to the Bay Area I had--five years of college, five years of working, surgery at UCSF, night school at Laney college to get my biology credit, and applying to medical school.
  • I saw how my first husband, my college sweetheart, a Northern California Native, and his family, really taught me the ways of the land and the people.
  • I realized how essentially different Northern and Southern Californians are, in so many ways, and that now I was a Southern Californian. 
  • I also noticed how an average-appearance Southern Californian really stands out in the beauty department, not so much for our individuality, but for our not having the same 'look' as the locals. I was surprised at how many 'admiring looks' I got from the men, in a nice way. That never happens at home. I am 'just a mom' here. (I have a deficit in the aesthetic surgery procedures department compared to 'those here' LOL)
  • I saw how I really learned to live in the rain, and how it changes your outlook to do what you want in spite of it. My son actually stopped a pair of joggers and asked, 'how can you do this in the wind and the rain?' They smiled and kept running. I gently explained that for them, the choice is to run or not run, and they choose to run.
I had seen San Francisco for the first time when I was twelve years old. Our next-door-neighbor's daughter lived there, and it always seemed mysteriously incredible growing up. I fell in love with the town, and secretly wished to have a house with a Bay window on Lombard Street, in the crooked part. Or one of those old Victorian houses. And I wanted a canary in a cage in the bay window.

I went to college at UC Berkeley. I was on the Rally Committee--see the picture at the top? No only have I been in all kinds of places under it and around it, I have sat on Tightwad Hill and pressed the button to make the cannon go off after a touchdown.

My ex-husband and I kept The Axe under the bed in our spare bedroom in our apartment for a year after the fire damaged the University facility to display it. He was the Security Director for the Rally Committee that year.  

I loved him.

I thought we would be together forever.

We were just kids.

And he had a lot of problems in the emotion department. A whole lot of them.

I fled for my life, by going to medical school.

And here I am...

And it's BETTER.

I couldn't live in the city--there isn't enough nature! I don't want to go to Golden Gate Park for Nature. I like it outside my window, and down the streets where I drive.

I like being a mom. I wouldn't trade any of that for the world...

I cry because I realize God wouldn't let me settle for my dream I had back then...and led me to where I am now.

Yesterday I was in a sports shop on Pier 39. I stood in the California 'Cal' Berkeley clothing aisle. There were tee shirts and jackets. Rows and rows of them in my school colors...

And my life flashed between then and now, back and forth (I really am crying). 

I remembered the girl I was in my youth. I weighed one hundred five pounds. And was terrified of just about everything. I had no idea I had it in me to support myself, or follow my dream.

And in that tiny body, I would have looked good in those shirts...

But now?

I am a mom.

And you can't go back in the past. 

I am not her any more, that college girl. 

She got me where I am today and I respect it. 

I wanted so much to buy something, to hold on to her, to my past, to what I once was...but I am not her. 

I am a Southern Californian. I have a beautiful North Face jacket from one of my patients. I have more than enough tee shirts. And I don't really 'fit in' there in the Bay Area any more...

So I said 'goodbye' to her, and to the life I had dreamed of, being Mrs. College Sweetheart and having a family and blending in and going to mass and having fund raisers and being a Chemical Engineer.

I actually was so overwhelmed with emotion on the bus tour of San Francisco, I asked, 'What is the connection I have to this land? Why is it so?' and Spirit told me, 'feel it, and accept it, and let it go.' 

I think I had a wonderful past life there...one in addition to my youth and my college days.

So I said 'goodbye' to that past life too, and thanked it for making me who I am. 

This type of emotional clearing is important in the Ascension Process--it is the ridding yourself of the residue of 'what is holding you back'...that is preparing you for what is to come in the future.

I love Ross. I love my boy. I love my family. I love my beach. I love my friends. I love my home. I love my hospital and all the patients and coworkers I know. I love my commute. I love everything about my life, Here and Now.

But it was that Dark corner in my soul that needed some Light on it. And this weekend, I did just that.

Don't be afraid to 'recollect, re-experience, and let go' of the darker chapters of your own life.

It is healing. In a very deep and important way.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Monday, November 11, 2013

How To Tell If You Are An Empath

This is reblogged and thanks are given to Robert Grote who first brought it to my attention:

Are you an empath? Here is how to find out.
Major Traits of an Empath

There are different types of empaths who employ different psychic empathic traits. These are the 10 levels of the empath:
Psychometry - the empathic ability to receive energy, information and impressions from objects, photographs or places.
Telepathy - the empathic ability to read people's thoughts.
Mediumship - the empathic ability to feel the presence and energies of spirits.
Physical Healing - the empathic ability to feel other people's physical symptoms in your own body (and often the ability to heal, transform or transmute them).
Emotional Healing - the empathic ability to feel another person's emotions.
Animal Communication - the empathic ability to hear, feel and communicate with animals.
Nature - the empathic ability to read, feel and communicate with nature and with plants.
Geomancy - the empathic ability to read the energy of places and of the land - geomancers can feel the energies of the Earth, such as Ley lines. They can also get headaches, pain or anxiety before earthquakes or other disasters occur anywhere on the planet.
Precognition - the empathic ability to feel when something important is about to happen (often this can be a feeling of inexplicable dread or doom).
Claircognizance or Knowing - the empathic ability to feel what needs to be done in any given circumstance, often accompanied by a feeling of peace and calm, even in the midst of a crisis.

Symptoms of being an Empath:
•Acute senses – i.e. sense of smell, taste, sight, touch, hearing etc.
•Acute awareness of the feelings of those around them and feeling deeply for those in pain or suffering
•Often easily hurt
•Avoidance of conflict where possible preferring to keep things harmonious
•Easily startled by noise
•Easily moved to tears because of deep feeling
•Nervous in crowded situations
•People feel safe around them and able to talk to them easily. Even complete strangers will talk to them about personal things without consciously intending to do so
•Animals and children love and are attracted to them
•Easily affected by the weather
•Their greatest gift is to perceive with the heart
•They are usually a blessing to be around as they are nurturing and caring
•Music and harmony are very important to them. They can lose themselves completely while listening to music that resonates with them.
•Water is very beneficial and therapeutic to the empath
Having psychic empathic traits can be extremely challenging, and even painful. The definition of empathic understanding is to be able to feel what another person feels (sometimes both emotionally and physically). Even under normal circumstances, having psychic empathic traits can be confusing and difficult to manage or understand, but in times of global chaos, emotional tidal waves that rip through the collective consciousness can be utterly overwhelming. This is why an empath feels anxiety at these times.
Some people consider being an empath to be a paranormal trait, but it is more normal than we realize. Many, many people have psychic empathic traits, but they are usually labeled as being "overly sensitive". Empaths have a heightened sensitivity, and parapsychologists often refer to them as being "Psi Sensitives".
Some of the characteristics of an empath include being "moody", or having mood swings for no apparent reason. This is because empaths pick up on the energies and emotions from other people, places, animals, and even things around them. An empath can be feeling fine one moment, then suddenly become depressed or sad or angry, or even develop physical pain and headaches "out of the blue". Many empaths can feel like they are going crazy, especially empathic children who cannot understand what they are feeling or why they are feeling that way. An empath must learn to trace these feelings back to their origin in order to determine what triggered them. First ask yourself, "Is this mine?" - if the answer is no, then determine when and where it started, and who or what was around you at that time.
Some other characteristics of an empath can involve extreme shyness, avoidance of public places, or being overweight (especially in children). These are all ways to try to shield and protect oneself from the psychic abilities of being empathic. An empath can absorb and take on the feelings and symptoms of others just by being near them or even by speaking with them on the phone, which is why an empath feels anxiety when faced with crowds of people.
 — with Julie Ortiz and 9 others.


Yes, I am an EMPATH!

Reiki Doc





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