Gaia News Brief 29.9.2014

Super Productive Day

For all my doing nothing yesterday, it paid off. Not only did I publish to the world two Archangel Healing Attunement Keys and one Archangel Healing Key, I attuned someone to Reiki 1 (distance), created a 'page' to go with this blog--look a little below this area for a link to 'services and products I reccommend'--and updated both the Divine Healing Codes (adding one) and the summary of the Archangel Healing Keys.

Plus Spirit brought in new things to me!

I also got a little bonus--one corner of my dining room has had stuff in it I've never really liked. The problem is that I like to write letters and send cards, but my desk is upstairs. And so I made a little 'office supply corner' that quickly de-evolved into a mess. I threw out a lot of unneeded items, and organized.

I only saw one black widow, and it was a baby one at that. I was super thankful.



Love Stays

I opened my 'time capsule' for the first time in nine years. In that same corner is the trunk where I kept all of my son's favorite baby things. I opened it with excitement, to see what he would say.

The magic of all his baby-ness was still there! Some of the toys, some of the tiny clothes...I was happy to share it with him.

He wasn't so happy--LOL--he was upset he couldn't remember!

I went through some old birthday cards from his first birthday. I was surprised at how with time I was able to decide what cards to keep, and what to let go. Ones from my father and my aunt who have since passed away I kept. Along with a handful of choice ones, for various reasons.

The energy signature in each card was just the same as the day I opened it.

The love stays, no matter how long it has been since the card or the letter or the photo was first sent.





Ross' Secret Surprise For My Soul

My boy came back from his dad's weekend. It's not far, just a fifteen minute drive away. He caught his first fish. And for the first time, his dad is looking to buy him something nicer than the air bed he got for Christmas as an answer to my prayer two years ago. The new girlfriend is willing to pay half for it. I was so thankful.

The best part is that Ross talks to our son--Ross is the spiritual father, and the other is the biological one--in a galactic way it makes 'sense' but I can see how to most well, it just doesn't...

When he came back home, our little one who is not so little, said he asked Ross to help him. He asked Ross to make his uncle nicer because he was getting mean over a football game when his team was losing. And it WORKED!

There was another favor our son asked, and it worked too. It's so cute to hear him speak of Ross like that. It warms my heart and soul to hear of it.



Cut Your Losses

On Thursday, the pediatrician told me to show the elevated lab values in our son's bloodwork to his father, furthermore to explain why the food changes need to be the same in both homes.

(side note--we go vegetarian here, then it's all meat and low carb there. We go insulin resistance diet here, and it's all pizza and pasta and mexican food there.)

My mom, who is intuitive, said, 'don't do it.' She said a reason why that makes sense.

I thought perhaps to discuss the best approach with the counselor first? (the birth father is very obstinate, and will do the opposite just to spite me)

Then I realized, just get NEW labs, and see how they are. Then there is more information to act on it.

Sometimes you just have to do what you have to do, and it is difficult. In these situations I face a struggle, pick an approach, and reassure myself with 'we do the best we can'.




Canada's Residential Schools

A friend I know up in Canada is First Nations. She confirms what Kevin Annett says about the treatment of First Nations Schoolchildren who were taken from their families is true. http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2014/05/kevin-annett-101-warrior-for-children.html

She says the incest was so bad that people in the area set up 'Safe Houses' for the children who had no place to go, and couldn't return home to their families. Alcohol and drug abuse, as well as sexual abuse, was rampant through the communities. Also the teachers, priests and others who were supposed to care for the young people were sexually abusing the children too. She was part of this movement, the hidden movement to provide escape and safety to the children who could get away.

She also says that there is information from the Red Cross on how medical experiments were done on these children without their consent--against the Geneva Convention and all medical ethics protocols for modern medical research.  She has seen the papers with the facts on them, first hand, at the meetings with the chiefs.

I have heard too, from Kevin, that the death rate from tuberculosis was about fifty percent inside the residential homes for these First Nations 'students', where medical help was not given at the same rate as in the outside community.

Here is another story in the news she just posted up on her page:  http://indiancountrytodaymedianetwork.com/2014/01/07/more-4000-indigenous-children-died-canadas-residential-schools-commission-153011


Enjoy What Is

When the news gets you down, step outside for a minute. Chances are there is a breeze. Birds are singing and the sun is shining. There is a hum of activity, of life...

Nothing is happening to you in that moment.

Why not take a break--take off your shoes, and just sit on the grass on a blanket and catch ten minutes of sunshine? Or sit on a swing or a lawn chair and have a nice tall glass of water.

This is your world too.

The one you can change, your 'circle of influence'.

Enjoy this, and don't let what is going on somewhere else on surface Gaia make you miss out on all the blessings you have right at your fingertips where you live.


Ross

I was really quiet today. I hardly talked to Carla. I saw her working, and working, and at one point I shared with her how excited I was that things were going to well on her projects.

I come and go. I come and go a lot when it comes to our relationship.

Try to remember this when it comes to your Twin Soul. They have stuff to do sometimes. So do you. Your hearts are always together, in loving connection, forever!

The Twin Flame reunion is not a 'one and done' scenario.  It is a dance. A connection through the energies of both of you. There are good days, where you are close and 'highly domestic'. There is adventure when one or the both of you experiences something new, and exciting! And then there are the quiet times, where there doesn't seem to be 'much going on'.

(he raises one finger, and moves it from side to side)

Everything has a purpose. Everything moves you ahead, in your own spiritual development...even when the twin is quiet, or moving backward in some way.

Life is a circle. It will come round for you. I know it.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and that woman of my life that I call 'Reiki Doc', Carla, my wife in the Higher Realms.

I can't wait to come back to her and hold her in my arms...one last time. This time, I am not letting go. Ever <3

Loki: The Perfect Storm

I saw this on the way home the other night.

I thought, 'Oh shit!'

In Native American and First Nation tradition, Loki--coyote-is the prankster God. A Lesson is coming. It will feel like a joke is being played on you. It is important. Unmistakeable. But sometimes not fun.

'What lesson does Loki have for me?' I thought, and then, being a caregiver, switched thoughts in an instant to, 'That coyote looks hungry! What a shame that we feed our dogs and these wild canines have to struggle and fend for themselves!'

Within twelve hours after seeing coyote, I was unconsolable. I howled. I shook. I shed every misconception, every misperception, every hope, every dream, every ounce of the third dimension I had in my soul.

It was the remedies. For the last three months I have been on a deep spiritual 'cleansing'. I take these three times a day: http://galacticconnection.com/alexandras-galactic-essences/ And they are working. I have made more spiritual growth in this short time, so much so, that it is almost like the 'liposuction to get those hard to lose areas of fat' out of my soul!

The 'Perfect Storm' consists of:

• Solar flares
• Increased energy upgrades (and I am a 'crank it up all the way baby' kind of Light worker)
• Fatigue and overwork--in the month of October I 'made up' for call not taken during vacation
• Setbacks for the Resistance Movement (security breaches, etc.) and corresponding 'energy changes' 
• For example, I cried like this in 1996, and just wanted to 'leave Gaia'--it wasn't just internship. It was the Congo Portal opening. I wouldn't have had those awful nightmares that were otherworldly--so much so that I didn't want to sleep they were so horrible--I was having home invasions and dying and feeling myself die every night in my dreamtime.
• Conscious raising enough to 'see Truth' for what it is--Gaia as a prison planet because of the Veil and the 'supervisors'. Galactics can't get 'in' and we--our souls--can't 'get out'. It's like an Eagles' song, Hotel California.
• Spiritual fatigue from being 'there' for so many, and blogging as number one life purpose for over two years straight, even on vacation.
• Twin Flame misunderstanding. It happens on many vibrations, the reuniting of the two souls. It gets 'bumpy' and it was really difficult for Spirit to get it through my head what is expected of me! I am not going to get a house and a white picket fence and two kids--that is 3D expectation. What I am going to get is an exact match, quality for quality listed (there are over 20) in a person now based on my request to Spirit on April 10, 2011. I manifested something Right! Or 'someone' <3
• Our 'us' and 'official reunion' is kind of like The Event--it's determined, but the timing is quite 'sketchy'. It might take a long time, it might be next week; no matter what it is totally out of my control.
• The one exception is 'Gratitude for what I have + Enthusiasm for what is to come--anADVENTURE!' This will smooth out the Transition to 'we' or 'us' for both parties involved. (This will help FREE our SPIRIT ; )   --this is an inside joke here--BTW thank you for casting out what you did. Your magic is the strongest! And what I wear around my neck really helps a LOT with my energy work.)
• Possible exposure to some HAARP-like scalar wave technology to affect the mood of Light workers during the 'setbacks' for the Resistance Movement.

Loki is a difficult teacher. Now he is gone. Only forty-eight hours later, and the lesson is learned. I also have accidentally, through my emotions being what they were, stumbled across what I think is going to be the next big 'push' in my work in advancing healing in the field of Conventional Medicine--the Spherical Orb Laser System.

I also have complete and total peace and acceptance of my future with my Twin. He is my 'zing'--and whether he 'takes it or leaves it', we only get one 'zing' in our lives. I'm not going to 'settle' if he 'leaves it'. I am not going to 'stalk'. I am going to humbly 'accept' and take it from there. 

The Universe wants us to be happy. And however it ends up is the Highest Good. I know for myself, I 'pulled back' because I didn't like the person I was becoming as we were getting to know each other--it was just enough in the direction of Bridezilla that I was like, RUN before you get yourself any worse!

There are many Spiritual factors right now that are beyond anyone's Control. There are rapid changes happening on so many levels. Although there might be setbacks, the outcome is decided and it is for Awakening of the masses, for Raising the Consciousness, and for Victory To The Light!

You know what? It could  have been worse: it could have been TWO coyotes!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. I have no secrets whatsoever. None of any kind. They are online, and I am okay with that. The last ones, the two big ones, were hard to release. But I had to. I have this big thing on my thyroid gland--on the left, and a smaller one on the right. I want to heal with nature. I want to be whole. And talking and experiencing emotions that had been stuffed down to my ankles is a big part of this. <3

here is a direct link to the song, Hotel California by the Eagles: http://youtu.be/KaQHsWFSiao

How I Made Peace With My Past Life As An Indian

White Bird Dove. Mother told me that was my name in another life, many years ago. She said I was an Indian. I never believed it.

In fact, when a kind man at the Grand Canyon, a Frenchman, bought small Barbie-sized Indian dolls in full costume for my younger sister and I at a gift shop (we were that poor, he could tell), I hated mine. I used to hit it when no one was looking. It made me angry and I would yell at it in private, which was very unlike me as a child. Then one day, my heart softened, and she became the favorite doll I ever had. We were inseparable.

I never gave this White Bird Dove past life a second thought. But faced with a short four-day vacation three years ago, a colleague suggested Vancouver and Victoria. He said to take a little motor bike and ride up the coast; it was his favorite thing to do.

On the travel website I looked and looked. Vancouver didn't 'feel right'. Victoria did. And when I saw this one hotel, I felt a 'nudge' like I hadn't experienced before. I booked it and didn't think about it.

Once we checked in, I noticed an Indian Chief in the room. So did my son. In Spirit. He didn't talk to me, he just watched over us. He was friendly.

It took some time for the story to be clear--Chief was my father, and my son was my best friend's kid. My son reincarnated and  'came back to me because he always thought I was really nice.' Having a six year old go on about past lives, accurately, from the back seat of a rental car can be unnerving!

We did a small ceremony as Chief asked, and didn't think anything about it until the following year. We love orcas, and wanted to come back for more of Victoria and the whales.

Last year, there wasn't so much Indian as Ghostly Walks and Mediumship. But I HAD to see Sooke. We took the drive, and the museum there was really fascinating. Although I knew the details of my unhappy life as an Indian (Lekwungen), I enjoyed our trip and didn't look back.

This time we discovered our friend on the houseboat we've known since our first visit IS full blood First Nations and has a tribe and Chief of her own! Although my 'connection' to the land seems 'less' and I sense my 'assignment' is 'done', today I had a 'nudge' to do one more spiritual 'thing'.

It was First Nations. I looked on the internet. I used my pendulum. No whales. Go to Fisherman's wharf. Don't take the car. Take the water taxi. No sooner had we got to Grilligans did our friend show up. I invited her to lunch. It was pleasant sharing a meal of poutine together, all three of us, on the dock.

She had to go to Esquimalt to do some shopping. But she suggested our taking a walk to the breakwater by the cruise ships while she was away. Something in me said, 'GO'.

Did you know that right by the cruise ship terminal, to the right of the sidewalk, are three relocated First Nations people? They were excavated in 1995, 2009 (a female), and 2013, and re-buried in this location with full Tribal ceremony?

I connected to them. I blessed them. I gave Reiki and the Transition symbol, asking them to be One with Great Spirit. I opened a very small twisting green vortex that looked just like the Eagle lower scarf I saw today (gold mint green). Instead of going up, they and their Ancient ones came forth to me! They had a message of blessing for me in return, and gave me a necklace in Spirit. I knew I didn't need to walk any further, but I wanted to see the ocean and went to the end of the breakwater anyway.

Tonight, at sunset, as I dined at the hotel, Chief came. He had very good news. He had made Peace with my heart. It was important for him on this trip to 'make it up to me', and I can tell he did a lot of work on my healing while I was asleep. He was also helping with Next Steps. He said the good would last forever, and I would be happy. I felt his Peace; it is also my own.

Sometimes, it takes more than one lifetime to find Peace with a past Life. If you feel drawn to, or repulsed by, anything in particular that most people don't, it might be a clue that there is more growing to complete while you are on your Life Walk. Give it time; do not expect to be 'over it' just because you think 'it is done'. You will know in your heart of hearts, and in your very bones, when 'it is right'.

I also have a 'sneak preview' for next year, or at least, next time I come back to Victoria. All is well. I will be sure to share it with you when it finally happens!

Please share your 'past life stories' if you are so inclined, in the comments section, too. It is my 'sense' that 'things like this are more common than one might think'--past lives and extra healing to make Peace.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Messages From My Two Dads

Chief was present when I rode the water taxi to Fisherman's Wharf yesterday. He was present and loving. I was his daughter in another life, in the 1800's I guess, maybe earlier. My son was my best friend's boy at the time. Two years ago when we came here, we had many past life recollections, and as my boy put it several nights before we 'figured it out', 'Mom? Why is this indian Chief always coming into our room at night?'

I had more 'connection with my earthly father' who was deceased last night at dinner. There was a band who played classic tunes. But the sequence of the songs went straight to my heart. It was Dad, who loved music, playing the songs from the times he would dance with me, with my feet swinging in the air as he held me in his arms, feeling totally loved and secure and fall asleep...

Here is the trailer from mom and dad's 'movie'

Here is the love song from it;

Here is the next song the band played last night:

And the last one:

I was amazed at how mom and dad's love could still be felt after all these years, just the two of them and their joy to find each other. It warmed me so many years after his passing, after mom's illness...there was so much Life in me I felt at that dinner table.

Early this morning, while walking around an Indian Heritage Spiritual site, I got 'word' from Chief, that on this trip we were going to 'rewrite' my past with him. (We can do this, and for those of you with unhappy memories, I highly recommend this.).

My 'first time through' timeline had me almost die in childbirth, Dad-Chief saved me with his quick thinking, but I could never have children again. I was desperately unhappy in that life because it all had been denied me--religious/spiritual/education/training because of my female sex, and motherhood. I was one unhappy person, but as my son, who remembered it too, says, 'you were always nice'.

Now, this morning, Chief says, 'you are a valued member of the tribe, and highly contributing, and very wise leader.' What it was is very much like the end in the Whale Rider, where they appreciate her gifts.

Anyhow, I am open to 'what may come' and definitely willing to 'share all' as it pertains to helpfulness to you in your spirit walk.

Ciao,

Reiki Doc

The Healing Rock

Last year, on a whim, I decided to take the family someplace I had never been before but always wanted to go. Although initially I thought about Vancouver, in my trip planning, Victoria BC resonated more with my heart. And as I looked through hotels, one stood out above the rest so I took it.

The flight up to the Pacific Northwest was delightful! We got into our room, and then made our way out to the water. Wild blackberries gave me joy, as there had always been blackberries in the yard growing up. At the water, something compelled me to take off my shoes, sit on a rock, and put my feet in.

Frankly I was so exhausted I was burning out. Something happened when I put my feet in the icy water. I felt compassion. I felt healing. I felt hope. One of the kids even massaged my feet, for five dollars Canadian money.

That night in the hotel, I felt a pair of eyes watching me. A presence of a First Nations spirit. I didn't say anything.

The kids started seeing it too. We called him Chief. Over the course of the holiday, our past lives came out. For me, it was not good: I was the daughter of the Chief, who was bright and eager to learn but was denied education because she was not a male. Furthermore, she almost died in childbirth, with her father saving her life emergently but no children or even hopes of them ever again. Not woman, not man...just tortured. We did a ceremony on the rock, the family. And I let it go.

We are here now. chief is back. And I am healing on a very deep level.

Feet in the water, on this rock that we have since learned was known for its healing properties. This time I saw clearly how spent I had been one year ago! And how now is better.

I have to share part of the deepest healing. It is personal, and almost embarrassing. For the last three weeks, I could not get enough of the song One Thousand Years. I keep playing it, driven by something of Spirit.

There was a wedding today at the hotel. We watched and I gave Reiki. I saw how they were young, And I was not in my twenties. I gave them the Transition Symbol, strengthening the heart and mind to give them a chance at the happiness I have not experienced in partnership and in Love. I wanted to give them the best wedding gift of all, of Harmony and Light. To total strangers, for free, without recognition, for I am part French, part Italian, and though I try to hide it,am a true romantic at heart.

She walked down the aisle, in all her female beauty, to the song One Thousand Years. "Mom! It's your song!" the kids said. I started bawling. I picked up on this moment unconsciously weeks in advance, and was drawn to the song to emphasize the importance of this moment.

I realized that in my trip last year, I had learned only half the lesson. It was not finished.

Chief came right at that moment, and said, 'You are a princess and have royal blood in your veins. This is not changed by your ability to have children. Or get married. The royalty of your bloodline in our tribal nation, as long as you live, rightly belongs to you. Never forget this.'

She was the one who,out of pain and suffering, set me up for this life as a doctor and healer that is self-sufficient. It was the residual pain from that lifetime that made me beat the Indian doll that I was given as a child, and yell at it and hate it for weeks, only to relent, open my heart and love her as my favorite one I still remember to this day. It was she who had the name White Bird Dove, the Shaman told me twenty years ago.She was the one who guided me to this place, after our Kona Village got uninhabitable after the Tsunami of March 2011. And it was she who patiently waited an extra year for me to grow enough, to heal the wound completely in my soul from that life.

I look forward to the rest of this teaching trip.

Remember, I have told my story for you to understand the workings of the spirit that take many lifetimes. As you near ascension, similar clearing of the past lives may pop up into your here and now. Work with them. They are very important. Let the healing take place, no matter how long it might require. It is the nature of Heaven.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc