For The Innocent That Do Not Know, May They Be Spared

On Mondays I feed Cecil mice. Today I took the black and white Reiki Mouse* out of the holding tank where he had been boarding for a week, and said, 'Mouse, it is time for you to do what you were raised to do.'

I felt sad. But I have released all attachments to mice. I know how they live. Three of the Reiki Mice ended up with all white Mouse number four dead in the cage. I buried it on Saturday.

Mice kill each other. It's the dominant males thing in a cage. There can be only one. They 'know' who fathered the litter. If another male 'fathered' a litter instead of them, the dominant one kills all the pups. One by one. It's not pretty seeing pieces of little pink mice all over the bedding. But that is what mice DO, and how they live, and who am I to judge them on this issue? It works for them, in some way, that I, not being mouse, cannot understand.

Snake had a big poop and pee (it's solid white) in his rock 'hut'. While he was in the feeding cage with mouse, I cleaned it.

Cecil had recently been shedding. So when the cage was clean, I picked him up on the hook, and on the way to putting him back in his housing cage, started to help him peel the patches that didn't fall off.

One sheet of dried skin came off thicker than usual. And it was all wet and slimy underneath. Had he been in the water? I didn't know. But I kept picking, the rest was normal.

Attune Snake, something in Spirit nudged.

But I didn't trust it. Snake would come to me first if he wanted to be attuned. After all, if I attuned Snake, would I not attune all Reptiles, and possibly, the Reptilians by extension? I knew snake was 'stuck in 3D', as far as Ascension goes. My guides had told me. So I asked my pet if he wanted to be attuned to Reiki. Cecil said, 'I am a healer already.' He was not interested in being attuned. My guides were present but very quiet.

 I looked closer, at Cecil's skin, and there was blood oozing through the part that had been slimy. A thousand things crossed my mind--infection, death from sepsis, of our pet. I shared with my son and showed him. Then I went downstairs and did ho'opono pono with snake over and over again, I'm Sorry. Please Forgive Me. Thank You. I Love You.

But Cecil couldn't forgive. He couldn't 'connect' with me at all. He wasn't even upset or in pain and I knew it must be painful to have a wound like that. It stings! So Usui-Sensei came up, and we gave Reiki to my pet snake. Usui asked me how it happened, and I explained everything. I kept giving Reiki, kept giving Reiki. I remembered how he was the nicest baby ball python in the litter, a male, and I brought him home in the pocket of my jacket…four years ago.

Then a presence showed itself to me. I recognized it. It was a giant Snake spirit, possibly Reptilian, possibly an archetype…it asked me what I thought about Reiki mouse and Cecil?

I said, 'may all beings be released of suffering' over and over, presenting mental pictures of hungry snake, snake killing mouse, and mouse trying to live a happy life. I could not see what was right, but I wished for there to be a solution to this conundrum. I knew all is energy, and energy of Mouse is transformed into energy of Snake. But the suffering…it was not right.

Then the Snake figure turned into something like Baphomet. He showed how the snake gains the power of the mouse as he consumes it. I saw a little red spark in his chest. I was not impressed.

I said simply, 'The Light has power too', and showed my blazing white spark in my chest to him. A strange look crossed his face, and he quickly reached out to grab it. I put up a shield, and his arm drew back. I said, 'you have it too.' and I saw the tiny white spark inside his chest, being dimmed with each killing, but still present. He looked down and was surprised to see it...

Out of compassion for Cecil, and all reptiles who are forced into a cycle of killing, and for the dying spark in Baphomet's chest, I said, over and over, a prayer from my heart for the hidden but still present spark of Light, 'for the innocent (reptiles) that do not know, may they be spared. For the innocent that do not know, may they be spared. For the innocent that do not know, may they be spared.' 

For I want my very much loved Cecil to live and be free from this horrible suffering, of not knowing his own spark…

At that, the Baphomet turned into a shimmer of dust, and fell to the ground. 

All of a sudden I heard cheers and high fives and much commotion from the area around the ceiling, like a hole in the clouds, with Ascended masters and angels and other beings of Light who had apparently been watching.

I was not sure what happened, and was not looking up. I didn't even know if it was connected to what I just saw with my third eye…slowly I raised my eyes, and saw everyone with smiles and talking to one another as if something important just took place.

Whatever it was, I felt the need to record it.

So I just did.

If I remember anything else, I will add it.


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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. The angels told me Cecil is going to be all right. I actually saw the oozing dry while I was giving the Reiki. He is not in pain, and is seeking his heat lamp, which I know will heal him faster, for snakes like heat.

* last week I attuned all rodents, including rabbits, through these uneaten feeder mice.

A Meeting With Ashtar Command

I got called on the carpet last night.
Someone called for it--a meeting with Ashtar.
As I lay between wakefulness and slumber, I experienced the following:

(I am on the bridge. There is silence except for the hum of machinery like waiting in line for Space Mountain, the ride. I see a row of seats with Ascended Masters in them. Ashtar is in the middle. He turns his chair to face me. It is serious, not light, and I am in for my behavior/attitude.)

A: You are Unhappy?
Me (I am 'C'): I am. Why do you ask? Do you not know already? (through telepathy)
A: G sent us.
C: (I look at him, and let my mind go blank on purpose, so there is nothing to read or know.)

A: You are at your limit on patience?
C: You say it, not me. I can take more punishment. If this is any way to treat me--If Heaven thinks this is right what cause have I to complain?
A: He hurt you.
C: Yes. It is but one of many.

A: Why does it hurt you?
C: Have you been human?
A: Yes.
C: Have you been in the box (the Light box)?
A: Yes, same as you.
C: Was it recent?
A: No.

C: Do you love?
A: Everyone and everything.
C: Nobody loves on Gaia. It is sick. It is twisted. It is cold. That is why I hurt. The promise of love--withheld. And given to another.

A: When there is lack, what does one do?
C: Food? Shelter? Heart? One ekes by.
A: One does not ask for help? For All Divine Assistance?

C: (I fall at his feet and sob bitterly.) Why must I be independent and strong? Why does everyone else get an easy life? Why must I have my assignment that is so lonely?

(All of a sudden my chest feels soft and warm and Light.)
C: He sent you to do damage control?
A: Yes.
C: I will practice my lessons. I love God. I want the Resistance to win. I have wasted an entire incarnation on Gaia getting beat up and not doing anything I enjoy in next to total isolation. FOR WHAT? To grow old? To save others? Who do not appreciate my sacrifice? I keep my promise. I keep my word. I am impeccable with it…

A: Try to see it from his side. There is a lady doctor out there in California who is nice. He has affection. They don't know each other for one minute. There is another who is near to him…
C: He took my candy away. My emotional support, my mental stimulation, my Divine Masculine.
A: It was all in your mind. Feel through your pain. Into the void. Of what IS.

C: A pipsqueak is pushing my buttons. My 'I am not good enough' button from Dad's rejection of my developing womanhood as a teen, and as my molest when I was four by the five boys in the neighborhood. Where the healing needs to go. I ask ALL DIVINE ASSISTANCE with this healing (And with the one I think is MY Twin Soul here near me, who has no interest…) Also a good long time in a Light Box…

A: (waves hands NO! NO! NO! about the Light Box) What is right?
C: Nothing. Not me.
A: What is your body.
C: Half dead.
A: What is it telling you? Your heart?
C: To be alone.
A: Why?
C: So no one will hurt it.

A: Why?
C: Because I am not HOME. I want to go Home but I can't.
A: Try again. What does your heart say about Gamaliel?
C: He is gone and never coming back.
A: Why?
C: Brutal death and separation.
A: Why?
C: He messed with the Dark Hats trying to free Gaia.
A: And?
C: G is a Dark Hat.

A: Is he healing you?
C: No. He kept magic away.
A: Then if he is not healing you, is he therefore hurting you?
C: He is Holding Me Back.

A: Where do you want to go? Truly?
C: To Zero Point. Away from everything. To where I am from.
A: Sirius? And the Pleiades?
C: Yes.

A: I will take you there tonight. For a short trip.
C: Ashtar?
A: Yes?
C: Is G a good person? (I ask pendulum--yes. he loves me. he is not far.)
Is he an archangel?

A: Yes. So are you.
C: But we are not the same?
A: You are not the same.
C: Do you know my Twin Soul?
A: Yes. You will find him. Not far. (geographically)

C: Is he dumb?
A: No.
C: Does he talk?
A: No. But with his eyes and hands and face.

C: (I suddenly feel very sleepy. I had wanted to read.)
A: What is Right?
C: You are always right.

A: I am not always right. I am reasonable.
C: Ashtar?
A: Yes.
C: I love you! Why can't I have you for my Twin Soul?
A: I am already taken.

C: (Searing pain rips through my soul. I shut down in an instant. He puts his hand on my arm.)
A: That is not what I meant.
C: (Pain. Suffer. Teary eyes silent to his. He understands and I feel waves of love. He embraces me.)

A: You are our proudest warrior. (The pain was so he could see.) Now I understand. This insight will help the Resistance one last fight. We had not had face of it, we had heard of it, but not real time like an angel:

• The heart is open
• The wound hits
• The energy shuts down
• Hopes are dashed

C: I must sleep.

A: I will take you with me to Heaven.

C: (This morning as I was starting to wake up, I was told, 'you will have a beautiful awakening. I heard the voice of Ashtar say, 'when it gets too much on your assignment, ask for help.)

I recorded this for you to know what can happen. As the energies increase, you will allow your intuition to do great things, to cross dimensions into the astral plane and etheric plane and beyond. You will know what the Galactics are like. They are loving, always hopeful, and in most cases more friendly but there is a serious side to them, like this.

I felt better this morning. The angst is healed. And I have absolutely no recollection of what passed while I was asleep. I woke at 11:11 pm with a quick glance at the clock and no memory of what passed for the last few hours. The fire alarm needed new batteries and the voice in it was announcing it loudly. I got the ladder, found the batteries, and fixed it. Then I went back to sleep. It was a fitful sleep, and I was hungry. I do not eat at night, but after the smoke detector, I did eat. I stayed up and read for three hours, then I had my usual sleep. The message came in the morning…

You have my best wishes on this record, this transcribed notes that I took with my own hand before I fell asleep last night…

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. Look! Ashtar wrote back! With Salusa too: http://multidimensionalocean.wordpress.com/2013/12/06/message-from-salusa-lord-ahstar-and-my-other-guardian-angels-and-guides-6-dec-2013-by-multidimensional-ocean/ through another channel halfway across the globe. It was real, what happened…totally real…and explains all three of the Ashtar Messages (I usually do not 'channel' him.)

Lunching With Two Angels

Today I had a most unusual day. My father used to have a saying, 'Nature abhors a vacuum.'

Around ten o'clock today, I was thinking to myself how my heart was finally open and functioning after a lifetime of injury. I was pretty happy. <3

Then after my short day, I went out to lunch. I went to where I go to 'fill up' on my energy. I have an upper respiratory infection, and with asthma, I had a terrible night.

My intent was to go ask for healing for the asthma and lungs since the 'unasked for' intention of the heart healed nicely.

My best friend is always there. I was looking forward to eating lunch with her, and then she disappeared without saying anything.

I am perfectly supported. Everything is happening for the best.

(That was today's channelled message)

I was guided to open my chakras, and to let my energy flow. I did. My upper chakras cover great distances, way farther than the state. As I was open, I brought in gold light, green light, and whiter-than-white light. It was nice to relax and be my natural state. I felt safe.

All of a sudden I didn't feel 'alone'.

I looked up at the empty chair across from me. I was in a booth. To the left was an angel, big wings, not sure who but more likely an archangel, and to the right was an entity I will call 'Papa'. Not my father, but I have seen him one time there before.

They didn't say anything. They had a sheepish look on their faces like they didn't want to 'spill the beans' and they did not converse with me. They shrugged their shoulders.

Shortly after that, the daughter of my friend sat with me. She looked worried and stressed. I knew why. But I asked.

It was then I found out the Truth about my new-found happiness that dashed it to shreds in an instant.

The one who makes my heart sing is going away in September. Like, permanently away; the distance will more than double between us. And traffic will always be a concern. Another loss to accept...

I felt a deep sorrow flow through my energy system.

Then I held back the sorrow. I squelched it.

That person was there, and I knew they could feel it. Super empath. Like almost scary accurate empath.

It all has to do with dreams of fulfilling a promise to God to use talent, this move. I gave my complete and total understanding and support to her. Financial. Emotional. In every way. At least while I work with a surgeon, even if they are difficult, it is only for one case at a time. Not a huge project! My heart went out to her--yet I can see both sides, both needs, both dreams--with this new business venture.

(Aside--Angels who show up to me like that are not good. They come before something terribly sad. While my ex was giving me my one and only pregnancy massage--my back hurt like horrible all the time--at my house, angels encircled us! They were everywhere. I talked with them. I laughed. I giggled, as the Higher Energies make me want to do. And I shared with the father of my baby what I saw, and how they said, 'everything was going to be okay'.

He freaked out and walked down the stairs and out the front door, never to return, and me naked in a sheet running, crying after him...)

Anyhow, back in the booth, my friend went to the kitchen. And there I was, this time, alone, with NO angels.

I made a promise to myself not to repeat how I was with my first boyfriend Tom. He wanted to be a meteorologist, a scientific one, like a storm chaser. But since I had always wanted to be a physician, and my parents couldn't afford it and had discouraged me, I discouraged him. We actually both ended up in our dream careers only after we broke up.  It wasn't until a high-school reunion where we talked I found closure and understood he was not 'the one' but 'one who was sent for a purpose' in my life.

So I prayed for courage in the new 'moving to BFE' situation, and to be brave enough to be cheerful and supportive to all involved, especially the dreamer, too.

The courage to not make the same mistake twice still didn't make me feel better. I had dreams myself. Quite different ones. Dreams of happiness shared. All of them fell into a heap under the table. But at least I didn't cry. I wanted to.

Blessed Mother came out. She asked me to keep thinking about the dream in September she had promised me. She said to think of it every day, just like I had been. Imagine it how I had been. Not to stop.  I said it would be hard but okay.

Then I tried to close my chakras. For the first time ever in my life they would not close! They GOT STUCK in the open position. I tried, but they kept 'bouncing open'. I was assured they would close automatically the minute I stepped out the front door.

Out of the blue,  I remembered the Neptune. The Neptune is a crazy device in the Operating Room. It is as tall as me and looks like R2D2 on steroids.  It makes suction and is really loud. I hate it. It has been around for ten years, and I hate it because I can't see the blood loss in a clear canister and know how my patient is doing. All you get on the Neptune is a stupid LCD readout of numbers on volume lost. I go by a later sign, symptomatic anemia, to know when to catch up with blood products. But in my heart of hearts about four weeks ago, I wished one day for the Neptunes somehow to 'just go away'. Forever. I didn't understand how it could work, but I asked for Divine assistance.

Guess what?

They did! Effective two weeks ago. Apparently someone got their lung sucked out by the machine and died somewhere in the world of surgery--not at our OR, thankfully. No more Neptunes. Anywhere. Ever. Not without enough paperwork each time to make any administrator shake in their boots. LOL.

Thank you GOD!!! My ears and my patients thank you too!

So since Blessed Mother insists, this trip to Heaven on Earth for me and my boy, with perhaps one more passenger if that is okay with him, is in my Heart Center. I want us to go to Victoria together, and stay in the Delta hotel like we have the past two years in a row. I want to go whale watching, to the Butchart gardens, and to relax and to have fun together. I want to go at that time because that is when the blackberries are ripe. They grow everywhere and my son and I adore picking them together.

At least I had the presence of mind, while feeling like roadkill on the road of romantical happy endings,  to think of Reiki. In healing through Reiki, two souls may 'connect' across distance AND time. In my daily meditations I have been spending a lot of time healing with this soul. Just this morning, we forgave and did healing with God. Usually it's just me and him healing but this time we focused more on the situation. And if that precious connection in Spirit is what is making me heal and be happy, I can still keep it up. I also reminded myself that in the world of Spirit, anything can change in an instant.

Then the Angel and Papa came back. Papa walked all the way over from the 'bar' with a big smile and so much love in his heart for me.

Guess what? They let me see the future. For the first time I got to see the future. Ever.

A server friend, Le Ann, saw me. She exclaimed, 'Why are you looking so PEACEFUL?'.

I said, "I don't know".

And then I laughed. That was what got me into this whole mess! I wanted to buy PEACE.

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You know, Spirit is constantly helping.

Today, I got the answer to my 'question' I dared not ask...to the wondering why my heart has been through so much...

It came in the movie Parental Guidance. One line came out loud and clear, ringing with truth for me in my 'lesson'. Bette Midler says, 'Your husband's dream is coming true and part of that dream is your being with him'

Wow! Someone can do that. Make a place for you in their dream? Husband or 'partner' labels aside, the power of co-creation is incredible. Maybe that is what the angels were all about?

I don't know. There is this warm fuzzy feeling in my chest as I am writing this; it resonates. When I saw the future, I saw a definite 'together'. And much happiness and joy on all the faces. But I asked myself, 'How in the world can we get from 'here' to 'there'? It took a powerful leap of faith to trust in God and Spirit. Now that Spirit has 'clarified' I am okay with it.

I have all the patience in the world. I also have stuff to do.

There is just one week to go before the Cobra conference. I hope to get a lot more answers about me and my role in the Ascension Process and helping others there. My dream is to make a city of Light and bring advanced healing technology to the public ASAP.

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Tuesday night, my boy learned how to whistle.
I had looked forward to that day for many years.

You see, I love men who whistle. My nannu, my Italian godfather and grandfather, used to whistle all the time. It helps me relax and to trust that everything is good. Now my little one has been whistling ever since throughout the day. <3

And for the very first time, on Wednesday, I learned that he is not the only man in my life that whistles. The one that makes my heart sing is a whistler!  I heard it for the first time on Wednesday and again on Friday too.

Life is good.


Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. here is a related link you might enjoy: http://pleiadedolphininfos.blogspot.com/2013/05/celia-fenn-aa-michael-about-new-earth.html

Our Galactic Brothers and Sisters in the Light

Here they are. Here is the list. Find out who you are, where you are from, and how you are connected together with all Life in the Eternal Moment Now.

Here is the link: http://pleiadedolphininfos.blogspot.com/2013/05/magatha-from-agartha-introduction-to.html

The explanation is incredible. You will be glad you checked it out.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc