Most of the time we live in a hell of our own making.
I have.
I've wondered how my dreams have turned into nightmares--marriages that went south, careers/calling that took away sleep and free time, buying my first home and having it end up with cracks everywhere and neighbors who didn't respect my boundaries (parking space).
What I'm beginning to understand, is that there are 'other factors'.
Case in point, now Anthony drives.
That was a big responsibility and time constraint on me. It added on lots of stress.
Just like that, the stress is lifted. I don't have to do all the driving for the family any more.
If I look to the past, I see how the lack of time (and energy) affected the external manifestation of my mind (my housekeeping).
But I also--looking back--can understand the influence of PTSD, that dopamine hit when I buy something, being an emotional buyer/hoarder, and not having the skills to organize and STAY organized.
I know I'm in good company. The Fly Lady had a nervous breakdown and needed therapy, and that's how she came up with her 'system'. Unfortunately, her 'system' works for stay at home moms like her. People with consistency in their schedule.
So instead of feeling bad, I understand, and I give myself a little 'slack', because I've been doing the best I can with what I have been given.
Yesterday, I was able to face my paper clutter with confidence and peace. It took more than Marie Kondo. It took some videos from people I trust. And I understand that without a filing system/management plan, it's hard to stay without the clutter. I have bins and trash bags--labeled 'action', 'file', 'trash', 'recycle', and 'shred'. I put a nice video on the computer and got to work. When it was time to stop (before I used to push myself to finish), I was able to stop like the lady on the video said, and I knew I'd be able to get back to it again.
I found this, personally, very helpful.
Even if you sign up for things in a past life or pre-birth, it's painful to know there are such lessons.
For me, I found it freeing to call it 'an accident'. That's what my mom told me often. She called it 'wrong place wrong time'. And the test for it, is, would it have happened to anyone else in your place besides you? You weren't singled out. You were just the easy target at the time.
Remember, the best revenge against any attacker, is going on and living your life with joy and purpose!
Here is something funny: even the Schumann resonance 'broke'...there was a gap in the recordings.
So, long story short, sometimes, internal changes need time to heal. Sometimes our way of perceiving things needs to take a 'back seat' to what is, and if we go along with our life's daily duties, we will realize and appreciate our journey so much more for what it is.
For me, I'm enjoying getting my life back. I worked hard to keep my family in good shape...now it's time to address the clutter (I have two weeks with not much work, followed by two weeks with more work). And after the clutter, I can work on my many interests.
Where is Ross in all this?
I spend time talking to only him. Daily. And he reassures me and says not to worry, he says to relax. I see him clear, clear enough to see his expressions on his face. And I reassure him that no matter what is going on in the world, I TRUST HIM.
If you follow Ben Fulford, in about one week from today, all the loan extensions and grace periods for the corporation that runs our country the USA--financially--expire.
Anything can happen.
What's most probable is some false flags--serious ones, a lot of fear broadcast (to manipulate those who don't understand this is a huge set up and everything is a set up designed to bring in the NWO), and maybe some 'fireworks' from 'the unexpected opposition'.
The point of today's blog post, is lots of times we forget, that what is going on inside--is deeply connected to what's going on outside of us. It's the energetics. So, instead of feeling passive and defeated when you watch something and are 'informed'--perhaps it might be worth your time to focus on what is 'on your plate' emotionally, spiritually, inside your 'Sphere of Influence'.
Sometimes, if you have outreach like Ross and I have, you might need to 'step back a little' and again, get your inner world 'straightened out' to your new comfort level. It's okay to take breaks. Even the Schumann resonance does!
This is an interesting article about our current situation written by a psychiatrist who was the only one who spoke up against frontal lobotomy and electroshock treatment in the seventies. What courage it took, to take on an entire specialty of psychiatry--and turn it around!
We might not be like him, but as we walk our daily routines and paths, remember we are keeping our connection strong to Spirit, and trusting in the Higher Plan for Everything. Listen to your angels. Listen to your heart. And use your mind to discern, discern, discern always!
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Ross
Anthony came home from a water polo team-building activity.
It was at the Lake where Carla used to be a member.
That's what got her to stop on the decluttering.
She watched a football game with Anthony. The Kansas City Chiefs and the Buffalo Bills.
There were two commercials that used the same house as a set. One had Jamie Foxx. The other she forgets. But she told Anthony--look! That house is the John Wick house! Isn't it?
Then there was a weather gap in the game.
One of Anthony's favorite Saturday Night Live skits has to do with such a gap during the Super Bowl, and how the on-air people were running out of material to fill the time. It was tempting to watch real life imitate art in this regard.
Then he said, 'want to watch John Wick?'
So they did.
And the weather gap in the game was long enough for Carla and Anthony to watch an entire movie!!!
When it finished, they were able to go back to the football game, and watch the end of that.
This I present to you as a magnificent example of 'going with the flow' and 'adapting to whatever will arise' and 'making the best of it' for a 'very enjoyable experience'.
By staying absorbed in what is going on around you--from moment to moment--you will find a way to free yourself from the 'day to day' structure that is imposed upon us by the makers of 'news, weather and sports' and FREE yourself to enjoy everything--on YOUR terms, and nobody else's.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Twins who have a lot of work scheduled in their house this week! (the electricians are coming back, and there is rat activity again up in the attic)
