Thursday, November 5, 2020

"It's Not You, It's Me"...

 



Ross laughed when I selected this title last night. The reason being is that just about everyone has been on the receiving end of an 'I'm dumping you' rehearsed breakup speech, and no matter how it's worded, even with the one dumping you 'taking all of the blame', their actions and their body language and their voice tone send the message quiet clearly it IS about you otherwise they would still choose to BE with you...

I knew from the minute Anthony turned on Fox news with the woman in the blue dress announcing things, that there was trouble.

Honestly, everything is one big fat game. It's rigged. It's hoodwinked, it's a lie, all of it...not just the Trump part. There's the Obama part, the Dubya part, the Clinton part, the Daddy Bush part (did you know it was Cheney running the government not him? And who was on his cabinet? Yup--AG Barr.),  The Reagan part (read Cathy O'Brien, that's where it gets interesting), The Peanut farmer part, The clumsy Gerald R. Ford part (Cathy tells you a bunch on him too...ever wonder why Betty drank so much? I have a good reason why. Besides, I wonder what goes on behind the scenes and underneath the Betty Ford Clinic? MK Ultra programming research? Hmmmm?)

Yes, many of us know the dirt on Hillary. We know about the SRA. We know and have studied enough to realize that what we are told and what really IS are two totally separate things. 

Today's Ben Fulford released has links to similar dirt on Trump, but it's more 'assault based' and the kids are a little older. There's no adrenochrome. It's still horrific to see the allegations, yet at the same time, it makes sense because birds of a feather flock together. There's the possibility that Teflon Don changed his ways. There's the further possibility that the Positive Military is calling the shots. 

Who knows?


It's like two groups are fighting for control of us...the world...whatever.


Remember what I told you about Jessie, in the podcast? She's the one who talked about her early childhood occult education. That they wouldn't BE in the preschool. They would be taken elsewhere most of the time. She's the one who said that the five Mothers of Darkness speak with Lucy Fur daily, and once he threw her trainer one up against the wall because she needed to OBEY and agree to train Jessie.


Funny word, OBEY. Ever watch the movie, 'They Live'? The one with the special magic glasses?



Look what's on the Stroke's screen during last weekend's Saturday Night Live? Hmmmm.

Think it's just a fluke?


How about the 'two pillars' and the Masonic floor design in between them?

And who is this?



It's Jim Carrey, posing as Biden. But who IS Jim Carrey? He was the former head of the Church of Satan headquartered in Los Angeles! He is the one who told John Travolta 'your wife or your son'--to choose to make as sacrifice. From what I've read, Los Angeles has the most bloodthirsty, cruel and savage satanists of them all. (Kerth Barker series, he's seen movies from groups all over the world. Bob edited them and filmed them, and showed them too Kerth.)

Have eyes that SEE!

Eyes that SEE and are connected to a brain and a heart that are working together.

Not so much 'you', but in 'EVERYONE ON EARTH WHO HAS BEEN TRICKED'.


Which brings us to another point. Satanists believe that if you allow yourself to be tricked, then, you deserve it, and the ones tricking you aren't guilty or at fault in any way. It's up to yourself to not let yourself be tricked. 

That concept was a slippery slope for me in the O.R. yesterday. The conversation was all about voting for the right man, the coverage on CNN, the count, the victory, the joy, the Trump hatred...from people who didn't know the whole picture and have been tricked. 

I'm so grateful for the trouble with the election. Really I am. If it hadn't been this way, I wouldn't have had the following insights:

  • unclear outcomes make the violent riots less 'cause and effect'--and less likely to happen. (Remember along with early training in the occult, all intergenerational SRA are taught weapons and military skills at a young age, and there are huge stockpiles of weapons. In Svali's time (she was a preschool teacher by day, by the way), they practiced once a week at the only military base near San Diego for Marines. 
  • People who are for Biden tend to think first of themselves and their lifestyle and their rights--as if their life depended on it. They like their television, and like to throw blame. Trumpers tend to think of 'others'--the country, the heritage, and of course, the children who are suffering at the hands of SRA/elite to produce adrenochrome and child porn. Both are natural states of human-kind. It's just ironic how they grouped up. 
  • It's painful, incredibly painful, to walk around with the knowledge I have, and know I can't talk about it and people just aren't ready to listen. It almost, just almost, makes me angry and upset enough to say, 'well, if they let themselves get tricked-fine.' When the interviewer of Jessie learned of adrenochrome, he cried for days. 
  • I hope that perhaps having Biden at the helm (Obama has been running a shadow government the last four years, behind the scenes, and I'm pretty sure Joe isn't going to be the one running whatever comes next. Either Obama or Kamala, if they carry out the plan that looks to be going on.)...perhaps having a government that tells sweet comforting lies while they take away so much is what the people need to finally wake up?
  • When you have the peace in your heart, the one that is beyond all understanding, you don't care what President wins, you just long for Earth to be free of the reptilians who control her and her people, once and for all. 




We live in a time of smoke and  mirrors. We always have, but now the stakes are much higher.

I have some very sad news to share with you. Yesterday I learned that the son of my friend took his own life over the weekend. He was her joy, her delight, and had suffered from depression for a very long time. 

She did everything she could for her children, her life was her children, and she did everything she possibly could to save him. 

I still don't know the details. And she asked me not to tell others at work. He was away to college, for his sport, all the way on the East Coast. But with Corona, the students weren't really allowed to be close and make friends. He was in his dorm room alone all the time. So she went to pick him up and bring him home. He did distance learning. 

Her youngest is about ten, and he used to cry that his brother was away. His brother was his hero. So I'm sure he's completely shattered. 

Why did he do it?

Why around Halloween?

I don't know.

But I have my suspicions.  I could be right, I could be wrong, but some children of professional parents spend a LOT of time in daycare. And another friend had her sons in her boss' daycare, a 'school' with his last name, a good reputation, and 'Montessori' training. He didn't offer her a discount and she had THREE boys in his school!  Her former boss is definitely, no doubt about it, Lucy fairy en. He says he's 'atheist' but with an office extension of 666 on the 6th floor, who are you going to kid? He's not asian! (they like the number 6 and 8 as 'lucky' because 'they go up when you write them'.)

Her middle son is having lots of depression, and she's worried about him. His older brother went away to school and is doing well. They were one year apart. 

What happens in the preschools? What happened to Jessie?

What happens, happens.

And from what I understand/have read, there was a lot of End Times rituals going on over the weekend, and the SRA 'team' was calling in everyone to participate, even the ones who had escaped for years and years. There is 'end times programming' put into the MK Ultra victims. It was activated to help with the election. The more people, the stronger the magic, and so on and so forth. They can also remotely activate the victims to suicide too. 

Was that it? I don't know. I'll never know. But it's an odd time. And one year ago, he had similar attempt, where he jumped out of a moving car on the freeway, but he survived. 

Satan hates women and happy families and trust and good leadership. 

Fortunately, Ross loves all of the above and more. 

God is in control.

Ross came to me in the night, and arranged for me to visit my grieving friend from the Spirit side. I was in my true form, not Carla, so she wouldn't recognize me. She was very curious to meet me. I offered her my wings and she examined them and touched them, trying as a physician to see how they attached and worked. (They are magnificent, and soft and white and shining like the rest of me.). I gave her a feather so she would always remember me. And then I wrapped her in all six of my wings and both of my arms and gave her a hug from Heaven. She got to experience the energy of Home, and it greatly strengthened her.

Ross had her son, with him. And he had me guide him to see his mom.

She fell to her knees, and was crying and crying as only a mother who has had that loss can cry.

Her son wasn't sure what to say. This was educational to him, to see her pain, and the pain of his family.
They spoke, both were apologizing, and he was saying it was his choice, he wanted it, he had to do it, for her not to blame herself for anything. 

I told him to give her something of himself. He didn't understand. I explained that he needed to give her something of himself to hold onto, just like I gave her the feather. He couldn't give hair. Or a body part. It had to be something from his heart.

I helped him and he came up with the idea of a picture from when he was little, one he drew of his mother that showed her in all her beauty that he saw of her. He would help her to find it. And it would give her hope. This picture was totally glowing with the energy of Heaven. It was a 'mommy and son' kind of picture, of his happy family (he has a dad and a sister too, they are an intact family). She won't see the glow but she will definitely feel it and it will never run out of the energy.

Then we had to go.





Ross wants to remind you, that life goes on. On Earth as it is in Heaven. We are sent here to Love. And it doesn't matter what the government is, or who tries to distract us, our assignment while we are here is to be loving 24/7, 365, in all situations, to everyone we meet. Even the difficult ones. 

It is up to Spirit to decide who will awaken, when the battle with darkness will end, and when Heaven will finish coming to Earth.

Heaven is real.

That's all I can say.

Enjoy your loved ones while they are still here.

Comfort others who don't know or fully realize this, especially those who have been tricked.

Don't let yourself be tricked. 

Be a good warrior, know the enemy and their battle plan.

Trust in our Heavenly Leadership, be ready for the long haul, and know God is with us!



Ross nods and smiles in agreement and waves hello. He's working really hard, I can tell, and he never complains, not even to me in private. Never.

He's working hard for us.



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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Couple