Bah Humbug LOL
Yesterday I did the anesthetic for fourteen cases. I had ninety minutes of sleep on a gurney, drove home, picked up my son, cooked breakfast, cleaned, took care of two errands, and got ninety minutes more sleep.
I had to miss our family event on a boat.
My Christmas is no more. Due to exhaustion and having to work the same tomorrow, on Christmas Day.
This is one of many Christmas Day or Eve's I have been assigned to work due to my choice of profession.
I remember my first one spent in the call room, in tears, as an intern.
Is this a guilt trip?
No.
It is what it is.
And the likes of many in the public service sector are the same as this, having to work.
It's just another day.
Especially when you co-parent.
Because of our disappointment, I took us out to eat at a local Mexican place. It was delicious. Our spirits lifted visibly. And I bought some tamales to take with me to work, and to keep in the freezer--for quick holiday meals. I bought two dozen.
Trying to cheer my son up, I shared how I once had the flu on Christmas Eve, and missed the family gathering at my Grandmother's house. Mom stayed with me, much to my surprise, and we watched A Christmas Carol, the 1938 version, on our small black and white TV set in my room.
It was magical.
That mom would love me so much to help me cheer up at a time like this. I had told her she could go, I wouldn't mind, but she stayed.
Tonight Anthony and I watched the same exact film on Netflix. He LOVED it! And I feel a little joy in my heart.
Ross's Request
I sort of forget, but there were two or three things he asked me to share with you.
The first was I confided in him, I never thought in a million years I would be attracted to a guy with long hair, like he has, but I am. He cracked up. I told him as long as my hair is longer than his I am cool about it.
Many things about my being in the Veil crack him up--my perceptions.
I will ask him to remind me on the other two. I forget.
My House
My only option is a civil case. Apparently the association owns the structure and I own what is inside. If the house has fallen down suddenly, it would be covered. But as it is, no damage of this kind has taken place. So I was given the path to take.
If there is a big earthquake, I might meet Ross sooner than I think. Otherwise he says I should be okay for the time being.
He called it a 'once in a lifetime event' to have the dilemma I am in, with the cracks, and to be fixed would require the adjacent homes to be fixed also.
I'm sad, and yet resolute to find some solution to the predicament besides patching and painting and getting someone else to purchase it.
Noteworthy
- http://ronahead.com/2015/12/23/happy-holidays-the-council/
- https://gaiaportal.wordpress.com/2015/12/24/hebridical-consignments-are-distributed-for-all/
- I was spoken to for the first time about my Magistery. I had to look it up.
- I have an increasing sense of 'vastness', and that 'I am bigger than my situations'. When it gets like this, it doesn't hurt and I am not sleepy. I practiced it last night on call, and also, today. I really like this paradigm shift.
- Ross is very, very quiet.
- I'm kind of looking forward to tomorrow for obvious reasons--Cancer is my sun sign: http://www.annereith.com/full-moon-in-cancer-numerology-of-2016-december-25-2015/
Now it's time for bed. <3
Ross
I want my Carla to rest.
I want to wish every one of you the Merriest of Christmases, and a Happy New Year's Eve.
(he claps twice--ed)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc couple
P.S. 2132 PST late entry
I recollect.
In my work, I see soul healing and energy on the level Ross and his teams work with. It is much advanced beyond Karuna Reiki.
For example, I see 3D souls being exchanged with new walk-in souls. It happens almost the minute the patient is unconscious. The old soul goes out, with much applause, appreciation, and tenderness and is escorted by angels to take them on to their new assignment, often which is to the new planet Pan. Then the new ones come in, and let me tell you, they are gung ho and totally wanna be 'rock stars'--angels of high skill and training and experience with much acclaim. I watch them going in, give them the thumbs up, and wish them luck.
How often does this happen? I'd say twice in the last week.
I also see the new souls coming in to be born, and MANY people are getting pregnant.
I see on a global scale, the mass entry of miracles of Light, the shining angels, who are both excited and pleased to be 'deployed' into the new Gaia surface population.
Part of me smiles, like a mom who smiles at a wedding.
I know.
I know what lies ahead for them.
I also realize how, in comparison, WE must have similar 'reputations' just to be here, to exist in the dark, dense energies, and anchor in the Light.
All Holocausts (these are burnt offerings to the god of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. From the concentration camps to the bengal barbecue in a theme park --look over the fire area for a symbol for their 'team'...) are now reversed and streaming in large quantities of the energy of Heaven.
All magical symbols have been transformed by Divine Mother herself to only work for Heaven and are not to be misused. They are powerless for such misuse.
And the 'other team' has magic wands--for example--that once 'worked' and are now 'drawing blanks' and 'malfunctioning' . I see it. Their communications are blocked.
I remember it now, and will write before I forget.
Peace.
I want my Carla to rest.
I want to wish every one of you the Merriest of Christmases, and a Happy New Year's Eve.
(he claps twice--ed)
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc couple
P.S. 2132 PST late entry
I recollect.
In my work, I see soul healing and energy on the level Ross and his teams work with. It is much advanced beyond Karuna Reiki.
For example, I see 3D souls being exchanged with new walk-in souls. It happens almost the minute the patient is unconscious. The old soul goes out, with much applause, appreciation, and tenderness and is escorted by angels to take them on to their new assignment, often which is to the new planet Pan. Then the new ones come in, and let me tell you, they are gung ho and totally wanna be 'rock stars'--angels of high skill and training and experience with much acclaim. I watch them going in, give them the thumbs up, and wish them luck.
How often does this happen? I'd say twice in the last week.
I also see the new souls coming in to be born, and MANY people are getting pregnant.
I see on a global scale, the mass entry of miracles of Light, the shining angels, who are both excited and pleased to be 'deployed' into the new Gaia surface population.
Part of me smiles, like a mom who smiles at a wedding.
I know.
I know what lies ahead for them.
I also realize how, in comparison, WE must have similar 'reputations' just to be here, to exist in the dark, dense energies, and anchor in the Light.
All Holocausts (these are burnt offerings to the god of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. From the concentration camps to the bengal barbecue in a theme park --look over the fire area for a symbol for their 'team'...) are now reversed and streaming in large quantities of the energy of Heaven.
All magical symbols have been transformed by Divine Mother herself to only work for Heaven and are not to be misused. They are powerless for such misuse.
And the 'other team' has magic wands--for example--that once 'worked' and are now 'drawing blanks' and 'malfunctioning' . I see it. Their communications are blocked.
I remember it now, and will write before I forget.
Peace.
