The white is back in the Schumann map. When it's low, I don't feel so good. And when it's higher, I feel better. It's hard to explain, but it is.
I'm home today. No work. I have appointments. I'm making the most of things. And I actually dared to dream. I've been thinking about going to Australia/the South Pacific for several months now. We don't have vacation, I'm not even sure how I could pull it off with Anthony's commitments and my work. But I tried looking it up, and couldn't find a flight there but I tried Auckland instead. And you know what? It's not a bazillion dollars to go. It's possible. That made me very glad. It would be good for Anthony to go in summer too, as it's their Winter, and he won't be exposed to tropical heat.
There has to be a better way to end our life here when we are incarnate on earth. I had someone recently who had the same disease as Dr. Dao, it was metastatic, and they needed palliative surgery. There had been a thirty pound weight loss recently, and the starting weight was not even one hundred pounds.
The suffering!
A numb face, and double vision.
Disease is so difficult to watch. There just has to be a better way to learn these lessons--or to be freed from them! Here is an article talking about letting Nature take its course: https://www.huffpost.com/entry/doctors-talking-to-patients-death
This is one of my areas of clinical and metaphysical interest, and I am actively studying and working with Spirit to find better ways of healing for everyone involved. To forgo the crazy and expensive and not too successful interventions...and to promote the kind of lifestyle that makes it hard for cancer and disease to take root in the first place.
When is it enough? Ross asked me this in regards to things like this https://kauilapele.wordpress.com/2020/02/04/yes-my-dear-they-were-indeed-attempting-to-mind-program-you-during-the-2020-super-bowl-halftime-show/. In other words, when can I relax and really feel safe from harm from the ASSC?
I said, 'when everyone is nice, every day, all the time, always (like in Heaven)'.
He made a mental note of it, nodded, and said, 'fair enough'.
I know from my reading I did, my Gaia Sophia Earth Magic reading, that I'm coming into an important time and I need to pay attention. I've been in a cocoon and coming out of it, and that's been taking some time. It's been almost dreamy, spiritually. Work and raising a kid makes for an excellent 'cocoon' of sorts. But the next phase is a time of reflection and quiet and stillness deep in the soul. And as things that are hidden come up, I must process and grieve them, at my own pace, until it's time to let them go. And as more and more chunks rise up, to respect the process and take the time I need until I feel it's right. I will know that time is complete, and I'm ready to move on to my next three to six months of growing when I have a deep sense of compassion for everyone and everything, all life. I know that Spirit and the sense of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion, the feeling of a job well-done with the whole Ascension thing on the planet, will comfort and sustain me as I work through this process.
If you'd ever like a reading (I just did three, and now I have one requested), I still do them as my schedule permits. You get a several-page PDF of the reading, and Ross and I are happy to answer any questions. We recommend them every three to six months, or as often as your growth proceeds. They are seventy-five dollars and payable to PayPal at reikidoc@cox.net . This isn't something we would advertise, it's mostly a service to those who read the blog and are studying to grow and Ascend. There is never any pressure or rush. If you're interested, wonderful! If not, that's wonderful too!
Ross
Carla has been at her limit for some time. There is conflict within her, always. Part of her would like to just stay at work and go 'back to sleep' so she could focus on her own life, and think nothing more of Spirit and Ascension and me and all of the rest of the things she encounters (cleaning the energy systems of every single patient and detaching horrible dark entities and sending them to us for healing and containment, every day, always, day after day where it seems not to ever end...)
Then there is the part of her who 'signed up for the job' and 'wants success' on the more spiritual part of her journey.
In the aftermath of the conflict, both outside and within herself, she's lost friends and these losses are extremely painful to her in her heart.
On the one hand, her Spiritual life has helped to bring her a wonderful community which we have built and is thriving and helping people every day, and some of the most wonderful souls she has known through many, many other incarnations...
It's like one leg is in one realm, and the other is in the higher realms, and she has been straddling the two for about ten years now, consciously, and she's not riding a horse where there's stirrups for her feet to rest or anything. She's getting tired of the energetic stretch!
She's been feeling like she's been coming down with a virus. Last week she was exposed to a patient who had just flown in from Taiwan. Carla is right there by the breathing, without a mask for these kinds of minimally invasive GI procedures. I am recommending to her what to do. Both her and Anthony are home (he has a sore throat, and also, diarrhea, and the school sent a memo not to send kids to school if they have any of the symptoms of the coronavirus.) It is not the corona virus. I have assured Carla many a time that everything is going to be okay. But Carla's friend hasn't left her house in Beijing--still fearful and quarantining herself so as not to catch it. It's a concern that weighs upon her heart.
What Carla needs is walking in the sunshine, fresh air, and a break from the making of breakfast, lunch and dinner (or paying for a meal out) for herself and Anthony. Sunshine is very healing and I highly recommend it, for the natural vitamin D is much better and stronger than anything you can ingest internally.
Everything will happen at the right place, at the right time, and the discomfort all of you are feeling as 'this process takes forever!' (he's joking and teasing us with his tone) will come to an end and everything will be good, really really good, for a long time.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Couple who are very happy in this life , and also, in the next <3
