Gaia News Brief 11.9.2014

Practical Divine Assistance:

Yesterday as I was taking my work bag out of the car, Spirit guided me to eat the second half of my energy bar that was in a small baggie for 'emergencies' where I don't get to eat at work.

It seemed curious because I just had breakfast--a greek yogurt and toast. 

I paused.

I ate it.

Once I checked in to the O.R. and started setting up, I heard the second surgeon on this double-procedure case that wasn't scheduled as such on my assignment say, 'I will require another Two HOURS at the end of the first procedure to do my procedure for this patient.'

The case went six hours.

Reik STAT!

The case was getting very complicated, and the Nurse Assistant, my friend too, turned to me and said, 'I need some of that Rye-Kee STAT! Will you send it to me?'

I did.

She needed more.

I upgraded it to Karuna.

Then Ross and also her deceased husband, Dennis, came from Spirit to assist her too.

The Empowering Of The Female Staff In The O.R.:

The gynecologist was male. He is a bit 'out of touch' and 'lives in his head'. 

During surgery he made a comment to the effect of 'I appreciate your enthusiasm and wanting to please' to his assistant, who was a nurse, a highly-trained one who is allowed to actually DO surgery as an assistant. (she had asked for Reiki STAT earlier).

It came out like he was calling her a puppy wagging her tail.

The room called him on it.

He was like, 'Is that BAD?' because he had a choice to make an even more crude statement, and he self-edited it down to the puppy thing.

The whole room of women--from all ranks--said a resounding YES! 

He tried to explain he has a nine-year old daughter? His life is puppies and ponies! Are you sure it's still bad?

YES!!!

There was humor and laughter, but a profound energy shift had taken place. 

It was no longer permitted, in real-time without having to write up this type of behavior and 'go through the proper channels'--to say anything demeaning or insulting to women--and this 'redirection' was shown with love and respect for the male.

The Self-Awakening:

Sometimes people contact me directly with concerns of a spiritual nature. Often they see symbols and are excited to show them to me. They don't know what to do with them.

This story here, I want you to take special note:

• The woman had signed up for a Reiki Class in October (when you commit to spiritual training, spirit has your back, and is able to work with you somewhat more even before the class begins because your Free Will has given permission for this.)
• She kept seeing a symbol over and over in her meditation.
• She shared it with me.
• I instantly 'sensed' how to draw it (she didn't have arrows)
• I knew this was from Archangel Samuel and it is an attunement key from him.
• I had to check that Samuel IS an Archangel! I didn't know--so I checked with my sources.
• He indeed IS, and is an angel of the Light--no matter what Wiki says.
• I explained to the woman how to use it.
• She is overcome by tears of joy, humbled by the opportunity to be called forth by Archangel Samuel, and her hands are now REALLY HOT after doing what I said.
• She has given permission to share her identity and her symbol, which I will do soon.

We have our own connection to Source and Spirit will work with us--she is but the first of many who will 'bypass' traditional training on earth, and 'start working with' the teachers from the Higher Realms directly.

The Explosion of Light in the O.R.:

Remember the 'not so in touch with the feminine' male gynecologist described earlier?

He brought up Naturopaths with a hint of arrogance in the next case.

I explained to him this, gently, and very very vaguely:

• patients don't trust regular doctors
• regular doctors speak 'doctor', like a foreign language and culture--it's frightening to people who are sick. 
• the EXPENSE of medicine and societal expectation goes into it. (another surgeon the other day complained that the patient had a high deductible, and chose to pay the mechanic to fix the car instead of the surgeon, but keeps asking for more services from the surgeon, who finally has had to say 'pay first'--just like the mechanic who says 'pay first to get your car back'.)
• alternative healers are trusted because they are more humanistic and sensitive to emotional needs.
• the surgeon said, 'Chinese medicine says--if you have a chronic disease that won't kill you and is not responding to treatment, we are very good in those situations and you should try it.'
• I said The Proof Is In The Healing, and patients are experiencing healing with the alternative providers--the part of us that attracts us to our careers medicine in the first place is deep in our soul, and related to our purpose--why not all of us healers share, and be friends, and celebrate being the healers we are?

Spirit wanted me to give Reiki. To him. NOW. And a LOT of it. So I did.

It turns out HE IS an advanced healer. He just doesn't know it. He has created a line of vitamins for people with interstitial cystitis, a chronic and painful condition of the bladder where many foods and vitamins cause pain once they go to the bladder to be excreted. His vitamins won't hurt, and will provide nutrition--for example, some of his patients get scurvy--by avoiding the pain of Vitamin C.

And I took it up a notch--I told him I am Reiki Doc, and I have a presence online--and I will fully support the launch of his website because there is so much suffering to be relieved by his product that fills a need.

He was stunned to learn I am internationally known amongst healers of all traditions of healing art, that I have a whole presence in the healing community outside the O.R.!

He had questions.

And ultimately, he and the rest of the OR learned who I am--intuitive, psychic, Reiki Master-Teacher, medium and anesthesiologist! 

Some of his colleagues were my students! And I had done mediumship in that OR, and also for the charge nurse!

At the end of the case, the scrub confessed her aunt knew Reiki and did it on all the kids when they were growing up.

Intuitive, I sensed the kids didn't enjoy it, and I continued the conversation gently from there...

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc


P.S. This I just read now, at 20:48 PST--and I totally love it! http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/09/12/heavenletter-5039-love-is-on-the-march-september-11-2014/

Welcome To The Fifth Dimension!

We are going on a fascinating ride!!!

Yesterday gave three examples of 5D 'abilities' that are to be shared so YOU can be 'on the lookout for them in your lives' too!

• At the end of a case, while we were waiting for the gurney, I was thinking, 'I wonder what's on the add-on case assignment list now besides the apply?' About ten seconds after, the scrub tech said to me, 'what is the case line up for you to be doing next?'.  I laughed and told him I had just been thinking that! He didn't react because I think he thought I was hitting on him or something. But I wasn't, it was true!
• Yesterday at my favorite restaurant, a friend recognized me. I was talking to her, and friend of hers came up to both of us. But this new friend recognized ME, and my mind was spinning trying to recognize HER. All of a sudden, I remembered, 'The Arcturian'. I said 'Oh yes, I remember you, you were the Arcturian who was leaving to go see a movie!' She told me ten seconds before that, she had thought of the word, Arcturian'.
• Doctors Aren't Supposed To Be Psychic! : I had a wonderful dinner last night with my friend Mai. We have been friends for ten months now, but last night was the first night we totally let down our guard. We went beyond 'girl talk' of marriages and divorces, and shared about our reincarnations we knew. For example, my son is my grandfather. Her daughter is her husband's mom. And I shared how her husband was my father in Victoria, an Indian Chief, and I think she was also my mother in that life. She was like, 'no WONDER why he is always doing Indian stuff!' It was a great big warm, fuzzy, AHA moment! I also shared with her everything I had kept hidden about my being psychic, medium, etc. because I had feared her husband, a doctor, would judge me harshly for it because he didn't understand.

You see, with all of the reincarnations, the people in our lives, especially those we feel uncanny 'closeness' to upon first meeting them (both Mai and I experienced this--we just started talking like really close from the start), are probably from out extended 'family of souls' or 'soul pod' as I like to say, with reference to the family unit of whales.

Some of you might have a strong connection to me. And it is possible we are, on a soul level, more than blogger and reader. It is quite possible, all of us together comprise one 'soul pod'.

And in 5D, more of these 'joyful reconnections' and 'awakened memories' are going to warm our hearts and bring us great joy!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Pink Bubblegum Ice Cream

Tonight was the school play. As a Reiki Master and Intuitive, I FELT all the marvelous energy of those performing kids, in addition to watching and enjoying the play itself.

I took my son out to 31 Flavors after to celebrate.

When I looked at the flavors available, I was surprised that my favorite, burgundy cherry wasn't there.

And then it happened. It  is the term I have used to describe all my life when my PTSD kicks in. I should have expected it to happen. Yesterday after dealing with mom, her doctor at the nursing home, negotiating the transfer to ER, explaining to my sisters that this was serious and mom needed an ambulance, going there, and talking with her doctors, then the long, late drive home and being even more behind in my own life...I felt 'NUMB'.

A PTSD flare typically happens when I am overwhelmed emotionally, or when something happens to 'remind me' of the event. (If you want to know what happened, look it up in the search box on this blog. I don't want to go over that again today.) My emotions can't process it in 'real time' like a normal person. It 'floats around' for days, and like a cat coughing up a fur ball--believe me, it feels just as uncomfortable--my subconscious 'spits it up' for my conscious mind to digest.

What was it today?

Well, let's start with the ice cream. Pink bubblegum is very bright pink. It also happens to be the flavor my sister always got, but not me. I had to be 'more sensible' due to my being 'the oldest'. I never got a clown ice cream that cost more. But my sister, who was trained 'to keep asking until she gets what she wants' always did. There was extreme favoritism in my family. It is still there now. Out of three girls, I am like, first born but number three when it comes to being close to mother's heart.

My little 'me' inside wanted the pretty pink ice cream.

I knew what to do. I got it. Even though I am going raw vegan, and I KNOW the ice cream is a bunch of GMO bovine growth hormone and crap, SPIRIT TRUMPS ALL when SPIRIT needs healing.

When my son got his tonsils out at four, when he came home, he was crying inconsolably. I asked him if he was in pain, and fortunately he wasn't. But he said, 'I want my tonsils BACK!'

When what happened to me at four, I felt 'dirty' and 'shame'. Like his tonsils, my 'innocence' was ripped out of my little girl's heart.

The memory buried until I was twenty-six. When it came back, I felt so dirty it was painful. I found a small ballerina bear, about six inches tall, with a tutu at a local store. I named her my name, and that was my innocence. I carried her with me everywhere, in a purse so it wouldn't show, but on my desk at work where I could see it. My massage therapist, Stacey, was an angel. She would talk to 'me' with lovingkindness, and sit 'me' up on a shelf while she worked on my body. Sometimes more memory that was trapped in my muscles would come out. Stacey, a survivor herself, taught me how to live again.

Once when I forgot 'me' at work, I made my husband drive us half hour to my work on a Saturday to get 'me' back again. This was in the first three months after the memory, and healing was very hard.

Sometimes, I think I have not grown all that much. Energetically, 'me' is 'healed', but somehow, in my aura, there is only one thing that makes me 'feel better' in my 'owie'--the scar or hole leaking energy from where my innocence was. It is the High Vibration Aromatherapy Oils I wear around my neck. I never take them off because they make me feel better. It's been most of my life with this wound. I function beautifully, no one would ever see my scar, but I really don't enjoy it. I want to be whole. And if it is the necklaces of aromatherapy that is working for me right now, so be it. I don't even HAVE my ballerina bear any more, nor do I recall where it ended up. I outgrew it.

But on deeper inspection, I would never trade a day without my PTSD. There are some benefits that are hidden. There are three--so those of you who are survivors can stand tall when I make this list:

1. The trauma causes your consciousness to 'jump' into the higher 'registers' for 'safety' in a near-death situation. I literally thought 'this is what it feels like to die'. Guess what happens when you survive? You get to be psychic. Those 'connections' are wide open on a soul level.
2. I am a WAY better anesthesiologist for having felt that trauma. I can recognize and treat faster and more effectively because of having experienced that myself. Surgery brings out a lot of PTSD in people, and is a source of it for others. I try to make the risk of it as low as possible in my patients.
3. As a result of having to function with a subconscious that 'makes itself known', I know myself on a deeper level  than would have been possible if it hadn't happened. The subconscious is not scary, but it has its own 'way' and as a matter of life I have come to know it. Some people do not even know their CONSCIOUS in the first place. But for me, I am comfortable in my own skin, with my conscious and subconscious too. I simply accept and love all of me. And I know my innocence is where it always has been, because nobody can every take away a part of your soul that is your birth right.

Remember to always be loving to yourself. To be as gentle and kind to yourself as you are to others. You are important. And you ARE a survivor, just for being here on earth. And if you have PTSD, I love you very very much, and I care about your heart. Remember that the crystal shines more brightly when the light hits one that has the cracks inside. It makes you 'sparkly', on a soul level. Sparkly just like me. 

Aloha and Mahalo for reading this. I appreciate it very much. I wanted to share from my own experience what PTSD is like 'on the inside' so everyone will know it is not the end. Sometimes you need to lean on your friends sometimes. Mine have to screen my movies for me. There are some scenes I can't watch, but otherwise I do okay.

I haven't had a flare up from it since, wow, before I became a mom. I guess that means I am doing pretty well. <3

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Where is the Reiki? Well, I did a magnificent job in Reiki Class when I worked on the Shadow Self meditation. That one really helped me heal a lot. Otherwise, just the daily practice, for years, has made me more aware in general, and able to tune in and stay calm when stuff like this hits.

Latest Cobra Update: Goddess Energy Lightworkers

Kauilapele posted Cobra's latest update. It is about the good guys, the White Royalty, that took noblesse oblige to heart. The Medicis were some of them.

I am a white witch. I am a solitary. I have been my whole life. My spells never work, but everything else about me is wide open, connected to Source, and Passionate about Gaia and her people, wildlife, oceans, and majesty. I am Italian and psychic ability runs through our bloodline. There is an Irish great grandmother, too.

Here is the link:http://kauilapele.wordpress.com/2012/08/14/cobra-update-8-14-12-white-nobility/#comment-7918

Namaste,

Reiki Doc