Midway To Heaven

As you might have noticed, I have full consciousness (a spiritual term, in addition to being alert and oriented times three--that's for our medical folks--a little 'inside joke'.)

I just got back from the local county fair. It is the last day. I had free tickets from a family member who couldn't attend.

I didn't want to go. My son absolutely LOVES it! And part of the reason I hate it is that in spite of the fairly low entrance fee (compared to a theme park)--there is NOTHING that separates a single mom from her money faster than a kid at the county fair. The food, the games, the rides are super, duper expensive and it gets really hard all day to keep saying 'no' when everyone else there is eating fried dill-pickle corn dogs and chocolate covered bacon.

The crowds and the loud noises wreak havoc on my aura--my energy system. And the food is a sure vibration lowering thing too...

But when I went, I saw people walking around with little stuffed unicorns from the movie Despicable Me 2 under their arm.  Unicorns at the fair? How awesome is THAT?

Suddenly, I wanted one too!

Actually, when I first came in, I got a henna tattoo. I adore them! It's certainly a past-life thing. This time I got sanskrit--'moksha'. See? It's the short one in the middle. It's for liberation from the cycle of birth and death. Liberation. Salvation...

Then you should have seen my boy's determination and arm to win me my unicorn!

He got five popped balloons in five throws, just like that. He tried again, twice, and couldn't but the last he got a minion for himself. : )))


It wasn't until the swing ride, that I realized the attraction of the rides and the fair in general--it's a close approximation to our Galactic lives we had before we came here. Think about it:

• On those rides, we FLY!
• We experience G-forces and movement that is not possible in 3D without these 'rides'.
• Walking by the pictures on the 'fried twinkie' stands and everything else is sort of like manifestation. It just takes cash to get what you dream up, right?
• Families spend time making memories together.
• People can enjoy their pleasures they otherwise wouldn't.

There is some sort of memory that is intact, and I experienced quite closely the timelessness and vastness in the moments I was on the crazy rides with my son. I think we went on Tilt-a-Whirl, Rave Wave, Free Form--kind of like the Insanity ride in a circle--the last one we did twice. And the swings.

Ross came through quite clearly while I was on the craziest one, too. I was a little nervous, and he told me to relax into it, and I was safe.

Some of the 'amusements' in our society are designed to make us go deeply asleep and give our money to those who are not exactly 'Light workers'--to keep the cash flow going the way those 'who do not have our best interest at heart' built the 'system' to do...Examples are television programming, broadcast news, sports, fashion, movies, and celebrity gossip.

However, if you look closer, the reason the whole system works, is that those who control our society permit us just a 'sneak preview' or 'memory' into our sovereignty of spirit, our power to co-create, and our timelessness as Galactic Citizens and Children of the Light. 

I want to look CLOSER and discover just how much I can uncover by looking a little further into the other 'amusements' to see what is the kernel of Truth behind why they work for each one. 

For example, today I got the feeling that people who seek the escape of alcohol and chemicals 'don't really like being incarnate'. And that makes sense. It isn't for everyone, even though we all signed up with the pre-birth contracts. Karma might be a factor behind it too. But I think, they remember something that isn't 'here', and they miss it...

It's a thought. It feels 'right', this line of thinking...I'm going to stay with it for a while.

What did I eat? (spirit says you want to know what I had at the fair)

Well, I have to share, I ate bites of the giant turkey leg because my boy likes it and the whole thing costs ten dollars. (I eat meat now, unfortunately, because I put my boy on the insulin-resistance diet, and to keep him compliant, I offered to go on it too. My love for animals has not changed. My son's suicide threat over his bullying for being overweight takes precedence...and so far this system has helped us lose and keep off about five pounds each. We both have BMI of thirty.) I had lemonade. And some bread from my boy's sandwich Tri-Tip (the meat looked GROSS). I also had one Maui iced coffee with cream and sugar because I had a coffee headache from missing my morning cup.

I know those of you out there who are very health conscious and spiritual are going to raise your one eyebrow at me for being addicted to my daily cup. 

It's the only reliable pleasure I have every day, besides Reiki. As an Italian, coffee is a way of life. I skipped it during lent a few times, and also in pregnancy. But other than that, one cup of joe, black dark and strong, is something I can count on every day...everything else in my daily life is like, a total scramble of unpredictability! LOL. 

Anyhow, it's time for rest. Tomorrow is another work day.

Love, from my heart,

Your sister in spiritual awakening,

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S.  Ross--I want to write briefly about something that Carla forgot to mention. It is important. At the end, as she was walking out, she saw two cloud ships, 'scout ships', watching her and her boy. Her consciousness knew I was inside. And I gave her a salute. She thought it was highly romantic (I am a man in uniform--smiles). 

I want you to know that we are watching out for you. All of our Lightworkers on surface Gaia are 'Ground Crew' and there is a surveillance system that is quite elaborate for us to 'keep track of you'. Although you may have your challenges in this life, when all is said and done you will be amazed that you have planned it, right down to the last bit, as a lesson, and that everything more or less was on your 'Life Contract'. For everything that isn't, we intervene. 

So, you are monitored, both when you are awake and asleep, and know how much you are loved by all of us, here in what Carla calls, 'Sky Crew'. (he gives a friendly wave and a smile, then pulls a DiNiro and uses his fingers to say, 'I am watching you')

The Orange County Fair: Reiki Doc's Adventure : )

I forgot my wallet at home.

I had one hundred twenty four dollars in a plastic bag I had brought to protect my phone. I had also taken a challenge to spend my day 'In Love Vibration'.

Today was a total exercise in 'Love':

• Although my boy was against it, I did not leave early to arrive when the gates opened at ten in the morning. I practiced self love and took care of the dishes and the laundry that had been piling up. With first call on Sunday last week, my 'fun day' on Monday, several late shifts and an overnight last week, the house was not in good shape. (I do not have a cleaning service because of the energy they may bring into the house.)
• It serves me right to forget my wallet--I made the mistake of showing a thirty-dollar crystal to Chef yesterday. It was amazingly beautiful, and a deal as far as nice crystals go: a stalactite encased in clear quartz crystals. I have been in a lot of caves, and adore cave energy. It was a brilliant find! But instead of the miracle, all Chef noticed was the price and he commented on it. I let him know I do okay and don't have to worry about things like that (when it comes to my Spiritual work--I am provided for my needs when it comes to this). Well guess what? Today was my lesson on 'how to be like everybody else'!
• I grew up incredibly poor, in North Long Beach. Poor 'survival skills' are something I perfected in college, and by medical school living on a dime was status quo. My dream was to have a car that was in the same decade that it currently IS, you know? And a cup holder, because my car was always too old for that! 
• Today I got to introduce some of those skills to my boy, who like most children his age, especially growing up with two households, is entirely clueless about money.
• We budgeted for the first time, ever. It was so easy to show him the money, literally, without having to say 'no' like I usually do with the credit cards.
• I adored not having anybody track any of my transactions electronically.
• I felt a surge of peace while walking home from the parking lot--there is no credit card bill to pay for!
• When we spent the last twenty we had saved on gas, I saw at the pump that the person before had done the same exact thing!

There also was an element of Love when it came to my energy work:

• When I entered the fair I was saddened--the elephants were gone. Last year I stopped going to the fair in protest over the Bob Barker enforced removal of the elephant ride. I had ridden them every year since my boy was born. I knew each one by sight and by name, with Kitty being my favorite and Becky my next favorite. We could easily spend the money we saved all year just for elephants in one day--like, fifty dollars! I would talk to them and pet them while I rode on their backs. Right now, I look up on a shelf to my right and see a picture of both of us on Dixie. It was the best 'hit' of elephant energy this side of Thailand or India, and now it was gone forever...I always looked at our rides as 'giving back' and 'supporting the elephants'. It might have been wrong, I suppose, but my love for the herd was heartfelt.
• I also was guided to open a vortex in addition to the energy work I had planned to do with the Platinum Ray and Reiki to the crowd (I am an expert in 'mass Reiki').
• It was a tricky one. I couldn't get a white one, or even with help from Kamehameha, a golden one or a blue and gold double spiral. Something was there, and locked tight! My guides said to use my heart to open the energy flow. I was STUCK. I finally said, 'I WISH there was a way for me to do this!' in frustration--and poof! A bright PINK one of Unconditional Love opened up. I was asked to add the new colors of 5D, aquamarine, mint green, peach, and lavender, all tinged with gold. Now the energy streaming into the OC Fair is new, powerful, 5D energy for the masses. 

It also was an important day, my first time as a RAW vegan, in the environment with the animals.

I gave Reiki to a pig that is going to have piglets on display. (I think they are butchered and donated to the poor after they are old--I don't think they die a natural death after menopause)

This is Autumn, a year-old dairy cow. I gave her Reiki too, and comforted her until her dinner arrived (she was loud and hungry!)

This is the first-prize year-old steer (beef cattle) who had just bolted. My son said he looked him in the eye and told him 'what the deal is' and the steer tried to run away. My boy discovered the fate of these animals for the first time today--auction and slaughter for meat.

This second-prize steer, a red steer, is enjoying a scratch from its owner. Its trust in her, and her plans to sell it, bothered me a lot. These animals have no idea they are food.

I found this year's theme 'come and get it--from Farm to Fork' shocking and offensive.

This was our dinner--turkey for him, and overcooked $5 an ear corn for me.

I let my boy buy the chocolate covered bacon. He was excited. I took one bite and found it atrocious!

There is a pattern to spiritual development, rising Vibration, and lack of desire for meat:

• allow yourself to 'cheat' on your RAW vegan or vegetarian or even 'normal' diet.
• observe how much you ENJOY your food.
• there is a gradual change in taste, and after a while, you notice that you just don't enjoy it like before. For me, chicken tastes like cardboard, even when I cook it the same way I always do (my son eats meat). Steak makes me sick to my stomach. And even the piece of fish in the Rubio's fish taco I had last night wasn't enjoyable.
• It is OKAY to seek comfort foods. You will discover that your 'comfort' is changing. Right now, my favorite comfort on the planet is 'Humanese Living Soup'. (It used to be Pho with beef in it)

I can't wait to see what that 5D Vortex is going to do!!! It is near one of the stages, the Plaza Arts Stage. Let me know if you experience it if you are there...it is very High Energy.

Here is the last tip--Food for Vegetarians and Vegans recommended by moi:

• Lemonade
• Mariscos --bean burritos, fresh fruit 'spears'
• Pineapple express
• Fruit Caboose
• Shave Ice
• Grilled Corn and Vegetables (kind of overcooked though)
• Terrie's Berries (My all time FAVORITE--chocolate dipped strawberries, fresh berry plates, and MORE)
• There is a really nice nut and dried fruit stand between Marisco's and kind of by Terrie's Berries--they give free sample, and you can get five bags for twenty dollars, one bag for four ninety-five.

Happy Fair Visit!!!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc