When I got started on this serious spiritual path, it was in 2010.
Fifteen years have passed.
And at the time, I thought surely something supernatural was going to take place in the very near future. The truly NEAR future. I sensed it was time to prepare both myself and others for this supernatural event.
Here we are.
So today, I am going to share about the End Game. Our own individual End Games that we may have postponed planning for because of our preparation for this anticipated supernatural event we are still waiting to arrive. As humans, we have a lifespan of more or less similar lengths of time. If you had asked me in my sixties I'd be a season ticket holder for baseball and have survived a pandemic I'd have laughed and said 'no way, José!'
What else has changed? Not much. I still go to work every day. I take care of the home and the pets. My son has grown into an adult. The routines, the day we take the trash out, the day we take the cans back off the street, the day I pay the gardener for the month, the counting down to the weekend, and the challenges that come up...I need to renew my ACLS and BLS and PALS in August so I am to be scheduling that. I have plenty to keep me occupied.
It wasn't until the other day in the car on the way to work I got myself into that meditative space where you just observe and don't feel or think...I thought wow! Times sure have changed. I used to have time in my day to relax and meditate on a routine basis. Now I get behind on videos my friends share and I can't watch them for days.
It has beaten me down, life.
Even when Ross asks me, 'if money were no object where would you want to retire and live?' I have no answer. With prices going up the way they have I am in shock.
This isn't what I planned for myself back before my big spiritual awakening. And it isn't what I had imagined once I did wake up. I find myself somewhere in between...yet I accept that of all possible outcomes, this is where I am meant to be, how I am supposed to learn my lessons, and why I came here in this life in the first place.
Yesterday my focus was asking God to set all the souls free. You know, the ones who are deeply entrenched in 'the system'. The ones who are expendable and the ones who are hierarchy. Those who are unconsciously swept into the system by media and entertainment.
I was walking through the baseball stadium, enjoying the people, the color, the adventure, and giving thanks for the freedom for people to assemble and enjoy a baseball game. We are so fortunate and blessed! To be alive, and to get around...to interact with the world around us.
This life is not forever.
I hope to enjoy my days, and to give thanks for them, supernatural events or not. The chance to love and enjoy the connections with others both in Spirit and here incarnate is a wonderful special gift.
Would it be nice to have a plan and to work towards it? Sure! If you have one go for it! And if your planner isn't working so well, it is okay to change it.
My son stopped by a hot dog fast food place, Der Wienerschnitzel, for a late lunch. I had one corn dog and one chili dog. He had two chili cheese dogs and two corn dogs and a drink. The total for the order was thirty dollars! Hot dogs are the cheapest of the cheap foods available! Yes he upgraded to all beef franks in the meal. He said that it was AI that took his order, and that it automatically upgraded all the hot dogs all at once. He hadn't expected that since he was upgrading one. These definitely are End Times. I remember when you could get two corn dogs, two chili dogs and a drink with fries for less than five dollars.
Ross says to be positive. Well, I got a hybrid melon from Trader Joe's. It's shaped like cantaloupe, colored like honeydew on the inside, and tastes like lemon! I loved it with my breakfast yesterday. Anthony doesn't care for it. But I really enjoyed it.
Ross says to keep looking for the new, and for signs of a spiritual awakening, one in others going on around you. And otherwise keep to your plans and make it a point to enjoy every new day you wake up.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Couple
