Poco Loco

 

Yesterday for the first time in ages I was called in to my council. I felt a little sheepish. It has been years with me learning my latest lessons. 

I felt embarrassed because gone was the woman who would say, 'bring it on!' and yell--seriously! I would raise my voice--at my teams who are guiding me and loving me. 

My guides appeared more relaxed and calm, a little less formal. It was almost like a reunion of sorts. 

When they asked me what has changed, I was extremely grateful for all of the lessons I have been able to experience since those days when I was feisty years and years ago. The amount of growth which has taken place was really remarkable. Back then I thought I had all the answers. Yesterday I was humbled in a nice way. I was permitted to see how the plan really works for our life experiences moulding us into something more. I have so much more confidence, understanding, patience, love and kindness. Both to myself and others. I also have the blessing of working outpatient so I can enjoy my evenings and weekends and holidays like a 'normal person'.

Some of the lessons were not fun. Yet I completed them. Perhaps not perfectly...and that is okay. 

My council did not give any indication of what the future may hold. But I am very glad they helped me to appreciate the enormous changes and positive effects of my going the experiences I have gone through in the recent past.

It is subtle. 

If they had not given me this opportunity I would not have been able to see it.

I am certain in your own way you have achieved tremendous growth as a human incarnate too.

Ross

I would like to talk about why Carla was invited to visit her Council yesterday. And for those of you who are asking yourselves the question, yes, I am on it. I am one of Carla's team of advisors in addition to the other roles I share with her.

It was because she was not expecting it. 

For a while now Carla has been focused on her hobbies, her work, her personal growth, and slowly coming around to helping to guide others with her healings and writings again. 

Some things take time in order to process and heal. Her attachment wounds have been painful and she has been studying and opening herself to improving herself to overcome them. 

Carla did not need us pointing out specifics. Our meeting was in general and it was designed to encourage her (and therefore you after hearing about it) along her path. 

A lot is changing in the outside world. This is a reflection of what is changing cumulatively as a collective on the 'inside'. Just like a teenager growing and challenging others to find their place in the world, a similar thing is going on not with the TWDNHOBIAH but with the masses, the bulk of the people, who are doing their best and trying not to be deceived any more by anyone.

We are moving forward. There is a lot of spiritual inertia as a collective, but things truly are moving forward and picking up speed. We are at barely perceptible movement, just like when you get your muscles prepared to lift a heavy object, right before you lift. 

Enjoy the ride!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Everyday Misunderstandings

 

It's not what happens to you, it's what you do with what happened.

My mom gave me that message yesterday.

Recently was the four-year anniversary of her passing. I had forgotten the date. I didn't care to remember. But my sister reached out to me to comfort me and that's how I remembered. My sister who reached out was the 'Golden Child', the one mother favored the most in her later years.

There was a lot of pain in growing up. My beautiful first three to four years, my mother was pleasant, kind, cheerful. I went to babysitters a lot because she was working to support the family while my father was getting his teaching credential. Once my next youngest sister was born, it became apparent that I was no longer the favorite. I was not even a close runner up. I was just another mouth to feed. And my emotions were not welcome in the family. 

Both mom and dad were very strict in what was acceptable behavior and what wasn't. Dad was like mom, emotionally distant and controlling of how I was permitted to interact. I had to say 'Father' not 'dad' or 'daddy' when I was very little. I could not say, 'look!' I had to say 'observe'. For someone with training in child development it was surprising what little it did to help me learn to feel and manage my emotions. 

I had met someone once who was raised in a broken home, I could sense it was bad, and I shunned them. Little did I know I was looking in a mirror, and in shunning I was not accepting myself.

For years I wondered why I was a 'drunk magnet' and my closest friends and partners were children of alcoholics and some even had to go to foster care for the abuse they were given by their parents. 

Like attracts like.

My mother had explosive outbursts of anger. Both she and my father we basically narcissists. I could say, 'narcissists lite'. 

For the past four years, especially after the estate settled, I just breathed a huge sigh of relief and was thankful to be able to heal my emotions.

What was strange was that I am sure my mom and Spirit were communication through coincidences on that anniversary of her death. I worked late and it was too late to cook. Our local restaurant had no parking and at the last minute my son got the idea to go to an Italian restaurant. At the restaurant, a song came on, More by Frank Sinatra. It was a theme song of my mother and father's big movie from when they were dating, Mondo Cane. 

I started to cry. 

Anthony had to distract me to help me compose myself. He came up with a funny story from my childhood. 

But song after song--Neil Diamond, this one here, that one there--touched my heart with meaning and significance I understood was from her. 

Then the next day we went to the Italian market. We had forgotten to go when we planned during my time off. And even yesterday after my exercise class, I stopped by the store to pick up a gift card for my sister's birthday--and I found an item that could only have been from mom. Mom encouraging me to wear fashion and be confident in it. 

You see, when mom brought my sister home from the hospital, it was February. I was four. Dad and his mom were in charge of me but not really. I wanted to wear my favorite dress, yellow sleeveless with black trim with white polka dots. But it was cold. So I put a plain white tee shirt under the dress so I could wear it.

Mom took me aside and was so indignant and angry! She said, 'how can you wear something so ugly on such a big day as this?!'.. Well, I was four and I dressed myself for the first time ever. That's how. It really hurt. I never tried again with that innocence and joy. I made sure things matched and I dressed for comfort. 

This year it was my New Year's Resolution to look better. To try. And it's been working. Twice now at work people have said, 'you look nice'. Men look. They offer me rides in the golf cart to get to the door quicker. They also rush to open the door. I see others at work wearing nicer clothes in before they change into their scrubs too. 

It didn't matter anymore what mom had said.

But still she reached out.

I was pondering our difficult relationship on the drive home from the discount clothes store. I realized from my crying at the restaurant I really loved my mom. But I was not free to love her because of her angry outbursts and lack of emotional regulation. With her reaching out I can tell now that she loved me too, in her own way. 

Then I was struck with the thought, 'she was crazy'. 

I could tell mom was okay with that thought.

It helped me to understand what I had been through. And why it had taken so long to heal. It was an emotional/psychological disease on her part that she never got treatment for. It helped me to categorize the unexplainable and impossible to understand  experience for a child that I had still be struggling with. 

In you life, with the difficult people, especially those closest to you who gave you betrayal, sadness, and pain--you can tell yourself it's not your fault. But this is with your MIND, not your subconscious and your heart. If you relax, do your best, and observe your interactions later--for example with me and the anniversary of mom's death--after doing everything you can to heal and grow and understand the situation of course first....closure can happen. Miracles can happen. And you can be free. 

Another example of someone who broke free is Zeena Shreck. I am halfway through an interview she has with Jordan B Peterson. And I thought I had it bad growing up! LOL. It is incredible what the human soul can do. She was the daughter of the founder of the Church of Satan. Now she has left that lifestyle and become a devout Buddhist. It is fascinating.

Ross

There is a meme Carla posted this morning. I asked her to share:

I want her to write the words just in case you can't see the picture on your device.

Many trauma survivors see themselves as likable but not lovable.

Likeable, not lovable.

Needed, but not wanted.

Present, but not included.

Observed, but not seen. 

There is a short film I want you to see regarding this.  (Ross? I can't find it. May I explain it?) Yes, certainly.

A woman in South Africa was a heroin addict. In her clean living recovery home she needed to go to church. She sang the songs. But wasn't sure about Jesus or the church. She just knew she was going home to more withdrawal symptoms after church. At two in the morning when the symptoms got really bad, a little voice inside her told her to pray. So she went to the icy cold bathroom, got on her knees at the sink, and prayed, 'God, if you are real I really need your help right now'. She then sad a vision of Jesus. What lasted like minutes was actually two hours. She has since recovered and helps others. 

What happened while you were looking for the video, Carla?

C:  Ross, there are lots of other stories of people meeting Jesus and changing their lives for the better.

R:  this is my message--when you are down and saddened by the burdens of life, I want you to keep looking up positive life experiences such as this. And also like Zeena's. And further, not only near death experiences but the stories of loved ones when their dying loved ones experience the 'rally' or 'one last good day' near the end of life. click here for short and read comments <3

These will encourage and uplift you.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

Your friends 

Your Joy Is For You!

 

You are made to be unburdened in Life.

That is the original blueprint of Gaia--to test your ability to prosper and thrive amidst challenges which can befall you. For example, fighting the tiger off with the other villagers, and then sharing a celebration after the fact.

Unfortunately, there have been traumas and evil machinations upon this beautiful planet. Many of her inhabitants are the 'walking wounded', psychologically. Some are even so deep that they do not even realize their can be misperceptions deep within the subconscious and they are completely unaware of them. 

These 'setbacks' will rob you of your joy. Any joy you experience, any happiness, will appear fleeting in the context of deep unknown and unhealed pain and suffering.

What is going on in the world, and with others, is a distraction from what is going on inside YOU. Compassion is a good thing, so is concern and empathy for others. But never lose sight that this is your personal life experience, and healing and unburdening this hidden pain can only be done by you. There is no surgery or psychological experience which may magically remove your emotional baggage for you. 

Remember we have eyes on the front of our heads to look forward and to let go of the past.

We also have the ability to unlearn that which has been learned.

Your joy and perception of the world is a delightful gift! And until it is the end of your Life Experience, you get to decide whether to seek the joy, or to bury it with sorrow. Remember that crying releases beautiful soothing hormones into our system which are cleansing. Remember that journaling, as a daily habit, is such a powerful way to undo trauma that even MK Ultra victims can heal through it. Moments of appreciation in our day, stopping to enjoy the sights and smells and tastes of our environment will help to connect us to Gaia through grounding--almost as much as 'earthing' with the bare feet on the soil. 

Let go.

When hard times come, or bad memories or dreams bother you, acknowledge them. Allow for healing to process. And reclaim your joy.

Ross

This goes for multiple incarnations and also for concurrent life experiences running throughout creation as well. 

Remember I can split myself into infinite multiple separate appearing consciousnesses as I have mastered this ability through meditation and practice, as well as my being in the other realms. 

When something hurts you, fall down, feel a little concerned and upset, take care of any scrapes on your knee for example wash it and put ointment and dressing on it, then get back on the bicycle from which you fell. Enjoy the ride! When the next bump arrives give it your best shot. And if you fall, well, repeat the same steps. Get back to your happiness. It matters not only to you but to the rest of us up here in the higher realms as well. We can feel it.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

An Earthly Learning Opportunity

 

Remorse.

Guilt. 

Shame.

Contrition.

These unpopular words in modern times represent one of the most important learning opportunities in one's Earth Walk--the sudden realization that we are in a state of misperception, and the new found inspiration to walk a different path where we are more in alignment with Truth. 

The Truth itself could be variable--one's own sense of right and wrong Truth which one has been ignoring, or perhaps a new 'religious' Truth or 'lifestyle' Truth, or even, the one and only, unchanging, Universal Truth which guides all of Divine Creation. 

Here is a wonderful photo of such a moment

Initially it said of a bullfighter who had the bull 'look him in the eye' and he suddenly realized the animal did not want to hurt him, or to fight. He felt remorse, quit his career, and went on to become an animal rights activist.

This story itself is part true. The bullfighter in the photo is Francisco Javier Sanchez Vara. He was doing something bullfighters do to make it more exciting--they put themselves in danger. 

The real bullfighter who changed is Alvaro Munera. He was paralyzed by a bull goring him.

What matters is not the details of the story. The point we are trying to drive home here is on Earth, lives can change SUDDENLY.  It is well known how people can 'lose everything' and changes appear for the worst. What most people don't pause to consider is how things can suddenly change for the better, too.

Someone can decide to lose weight and commit to their health. People can overcome their addictions. New businesses can launch. Bad policies can be dropped. New laws can protect. These are examples yes, and the key is how out of the blue, we are hit with a SUDDEN REALIZATION that we have been 'a little off track'--in thoughts, beliefs, behaviors--and everything is made clear.

Know about it.

Be open to it if it happens to you.

Remember that with all your new insights--it is very difficult to communicate them to people who are in the same situation you were in before your new insights. You can plant the seeds. You can create ways to support those in their changes, for example, sober living community being available for those who truly are inspired to become clean and sober. 

And be able to recognize and validate and encourage those who are having these experiences who may lack the spiritual foundation you have of Reiki and hanging out with us for ten years plus!

It is okay to be wrong. It is okay to be unknowing. That is part of the human condition. There is no fault in that, and do not get all weighed down in playing the blame game. This is unproductive. Reach deep into unconditional love, both for yourselves and others, and give THANKS for the opportunity to turn over a new leaf! Be glad for the freedom to start off anew. Have enthusiasm and determination. These are the gifts one can enjoy while living on Earth that are not as easy to obtain elsewhere in the Universe!

Ross

I want to emphasize that one man's truth is only right for him, and may not be truth for another. It takes baby steps with the evolution of one's individual Truths to approach that of the Divine.  Save your breath. Instead lead by example. Let your happiness and joy be your calling card for others to come to you and find out your 'secret'!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Lovers of the Universe and What is Right and Correct

Practice Makes Perfect

 

Dude? It's hard.

It is so hard to sustain yourself these days as an independent, self-sustaining human.

Today's message is like the one they give you in the survival packs--start cooking with dried beans and these stored ingredients NOW so that when you need them to survive you will be able to make them taste good and your body will already be used to it. 

Yesterday afternoon I watched a movie with Anthony. It was a zombie movie starring Brad Pitt. I don't recall the name but it was made before the pandemic. It was fascinating medically to see how that one aged after living through a pandemic. But that is a side note.

Brad Pitt's youngest daughter was in the back seat of the car in Philadelphia or New Jersey when the zombie apocalypse began. They are in a terrible car accident. And she is complaining, 'I want my blanket!'.

Later, thanks to her dad's military connections with the UN, she gets her life saved and the entire family is on a boat in the middle of the ocean with the navy...and she complains, 'I don't like the food!'

Let's not be that girl.

Remember to gather knowledge. You Tube has excellent 'how to' videos on just about anything. When you  meditate, see what Spirit guides you to learn. And when you learn, PRACTICE!

I share with my friends sometimes recipes I make, or my canning projects. I've seen this economic crisis of high inflation coming from a mile away. Cooking for yourself is the best way to save money. Like from scratch. Not opening up packages of processed food and mixing them together in a crock pot for hours. Real garlic you peel, not the kind in a jar. Real potatoes and carrots you have to peel. Spices you add yourself, not a mix of them. Even dehydrating food to store it. My friends think I am sharing a hobby. They laugh when I show how to make a recipe using canned chicken and say they can't eat it. I would like to think I had inspired some to cook and save money. But I see lots of posts of them from restaurants too. 

You can lead a horse to water but you can't make them drink.

Well today I will share with you the setbacks on my own survival skills to help you know what to expect.

 My fig trees had beautiful production for two years. I saved fruit by drying it. But that was five years ago. Now the crows and beetles and squirrels and rats have found the trees. People in my neighborhood stop growing things because of the pests. You can't win. Unless you grow plants in a screen mesh cage made of metal and the bottom under the dirt is that metal mesh too.

I planted birdseed and got millet to grow. That was easy. But the safflower? So thorny and difficult to extract the safflower seeds out. A crop of them couldn't make enough seeds for my bird to eat in a day.

Chards and lettuces and arugula grow okay here in the winter and spring. But then? They get too much sun, bolt, and go to seed. 

I tried growing wheat from wheatgrass. I actually bought some wheat berries in bulk. I tried using the blender to make flour. It is so crunchy still. You can't bake with it. 

Citrus was a success. You can use a professional juice press, and freeze the juice. A whole crop can be done in a day.

I did read though online of a way to make zucchini flour. It's an Amish thing. And you can stretch your regular flour up to one third by adding zucchini flour.

Even the solar generator and survival products I bought? The one to heat water doesn't really heat it, it takes a long time. The solar generator takes longer than it says to charge. Sometimes two days. It is nice if the power goes out and you put it on the freezer or fridge. But even then it works hours, not days. 

Who knows how to do these skills on their own without YouTube? Typically the elderly. But is this knowledge passed on? That's a good question. And is this knowledge at risk of being lost in a generation? Yes. And if the internet goes down, then YouTube goes away. Even if they adjust the algorithm such knowledge can disappear behind a paywall or worse.

Our ancestors were self-sufficient many years ago. They hunted and butchered and preserved meat. They foraged and farmed. They found ways through adversity like potato famines. 

What we propose is to know your skill, and find people who you can share skills with. Develop a community of like-minded-people. It doesn't have to be in your area, but it helps to have people who can teach one another these basic skills. I have the medical skills, thankfully. But to be honest without the equipment it's not easy to practice.

And pray.

I have heard two concerning things online. Not sure if they are true. But one is needing a form of i.d. to buy food. A grocery card. In a far East country that is a phone app i.d. through facial biometrics. Just a gift card alone will not let you buy anything. The other is that genetically modified seeds grow in aluminum-toxic soil, but natural ones will not. All the weather modification is affecting farming. Again, I don't know if these are true. The ramifications are serious however.

Another thing I have noticed is that chemicals to purify water in your swimming pool (and purify water/disinfect it) have really gotten expensive over the last five years. One three inch tablet of chlorine at my local hardware store is like seven or eight dollars!  It is not easy to find pure clean water these days. So have a plan how to obtain and purify water too. 

My grandmother got my mom and uncle through war in Sicily. There was lack of food. Bombs. When the bombs came they had to run to the caves to hide. She followed her intuition. She prayed.

Together we can survive anything! Keep your focus on what you enjoy, and what skills you can master. No matter how small your contribution may seem to you, remember all the parts of the whole are important. A watch cannot keep time without every working piece in the right place inside. Embrace your skills, be mindful of the times, and practice your skill until you are good at it.

You've got this! Keep going!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The two who are one

What Makes The World Go Round for Some People

 

Sex? Drugs? Rock and Roll?

It's a little more than that.

Today Ross and I have materials which are going to make you think. First off is this short reel about 'knowing the enemy'  short reel

There are people out there, probably more than you think, you are influenced by for lack of a better word, 'darkness'. 

Darkness is organized. Just like the military. It is not random. It is not 'warm and fuzzy' or 'edgy' in the long run. 

There is a thirty-five minute video click here to watch by someone who gives an overview of ways how people work with darkness . Important points are that they are not friendly. They expect payment. Most of all, if you sincerely want a life change from working in partnership with darkness, it is common for there to be some pushback from the former team. Kind of like how gangs treat you when you decide you want out. Another point is how when he decided to change, people from random, unconnected areas of his life were giving him trouble--and it was poignant how he could see the common 'team' or 'influence' behind those actions.

This blog post is to encourage and support those who are in the process of leaving the other team for the demon-free lifestyle. Kerth Barker did it. Svali did it. Cathy O'Brien did it with help from Mark her husband. Remember what the man in the second video says, you have the power of Creation within you already. That is what darkness wishes it had and tries to usurp through you. Ask Divine Mother and Divine Father to support you in your exit. Assistance is assured. Be strong and diligent. Love and gratitude together are your strongest weapons in your arsenal. The next is humor. Laugh at them who taunt you. Finally, remember no matter what you have done in the past, you are human incarnate. You have free will. They must do as you ask, they must do as you command. That is how it works.

For those of you who are holding the light and holding the space, you are doing an excellent job. Double down and anchor these incoming energies into the grid of both humankind and the earth.

thank you.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Ones who love you infinitely <3

Recommendations On Activities You Can Take During A Shit Show

 

Remember your vows.

Yes.

That's it.

Just like a police officer who has taken a vow to 'protect and serve'--YOU have taken vows before incarnating here on earth that thanks to the built-in amnesia in during the process--you totally cannot remember!

You will have made vows in three ways:

1. To take care of Gaia and her delicate life forms
2. To study to the best of your ability while you are incarnate. This includes getting to know yourself as well as yourself in your interactions with others.
3. To protect and support those in your Soul Group. Your Star Family.
4. To uphold and serve those in your Earth Family, including gardens and farm animals and pets. 
5. To honor your Soul Purpose.

It isn't easy to reflect on these things while there is a literal three-ring-circus demanding your attention! In reference to 'current events'--be they political, biblical, economic or societal--let us save time and energy by referring to them as a 'shit show'. 

Remember that the components of a 'shit show' are broad and far-reaching! They are designed to affect you psychologically, to have you lose hope, and to cave in against your beliefs ultimately (even though it may appear that they are singing to the choir--YOU--and you are totally sucked into it by being totally in alignment with whatever version of the shit show happens to appeal to you at the moment). 

Last week I took a much needed week off from work. Anthony and I had planned activities for some of the days. We went to local restaurants, enjoyed baseball games, and went to the zoo. We forgot to visit a local Italian market. But there is always another time for that. 

I took a break from exercise classes. I also cooked some amazing meals, including an almond torte recipe I have been wanting to make for over a year now.  I have taken care of my home and garden. And started a walking routine.  One of the impromptu highlights was when Anthony was talking about sports and a phone call to a radio station, and what they would say back. I added that they would say 'Jones Barbecue and Foot Massage!' with reference to an old YouTube video we thought was hilarious. We ended up watching that video, then also the deep dive one on the story behind the video. It is a professional comedian in that role! A comedian who was once a friend of Bernie Mac. 

We asked to come here during the Shit Show. We actually applied, and despite enormous competition were awarded lifetimes here on earth at this time. 

So, you can amuse yourself by keeping an eye to watch the Shit Show. 

To me and my star Mom, it's an ugly show and if we could walk out of the theater we would. 

But we can't.

So that's why I came up with the list. Honoring your vows will give you spiritual renewal energy. It will help keep you going. Remember the number one thing about the shit show:  you are powerless but the people orchestrating the shit show want you to think you can help whatever side win.  The actual powerful action especially in groups is prayer. It works. And it sidesteps the rules of the shit show and invokes ones that override its rules. 

Don't be afraid of the Shit Show. It's supposed to be a really important time in the history of Earth. Just do what you can to keep your focus and keep making progress on your promises (vows) while  you are on your way. 

Ross

There is a stress when you are unable to control something you would rather go in a particular direction. That is tenacity which motivates you to achieve the impossible or near impossible!

We want you to let go of this stress at the moment.

When it is your soul purpose you will know and nothing can keep you from your Task.  Nothing!

But when it is not clear, remember to go back to basics. Your Home, your home away from Home, and your Star Families (your earthly ones are one and the same, in all truth). 

Carla, tell them about your meditation you have found helpful.

C:  I have been working to heal my attachment wound. I understand it more. And why I am constantly craving to be held by someone who is kind to me. So I relaxed and went from my head to toe, slowly, recounting all the major illnesses, surgeries, and painful psychological wounds. I acknowledged each one. I felt the pain sear through me as if it was fresh. But then I was in Your Presence, and I shared how I felt about each one. That is was really bad, really hard on me. When I finished, I felt three things:  release, admiration for my strength to endure, and Love from Heaven which is always with me even though it sometimes does not look like it at the time.  I also asked to be held. I felt warmth and support.

R:  You may wish to try this yourselves. This is why I thought for Carla to mention it. It has been a long journey, a very long one, and your results are exceeding our expectations. I want to encourage you and to support you on your Earth walk.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

As The Crow Flies

 

The fastest distance between two points is called 'as the crow flies'.  Crows fly. Humans can't. Not without elaborate machines to carry them. 

I will give you three examples of how far we have traveled metaphysically:

1. I was shocked at how my social media read my mind last week. I was wondering where all the ads had gone for two companies, Lumen the weight loss/metabolism device, and Alessi, an Italian designer of simple household products that is very artistic. That same day, both ads started showing up on my screen. 
2. On the way to the ballgame, my son and I were having a conversation about names he might possibly name his children one day. I was interested in his preference for different names. I was curious. As he was going through the mens names, there was a pause. And I thought of the name, George. It is a name of his friend's cat as well, so I was cautious to bring it up. He did, just milliseconds away from the thought.
3. Last night I was careful to eat a low carb meal. I keep working to lose weight. But I was hungry. So I was thinking I was just going to go to bed hungry and trying to accept it while the ballgame was playing out. All of a sudden, my son stood up and said he was going to get ice cream. Would I like some? Yes. Indeed. And I got it in the waffle cone bowl too. 

People are looking to external signs of the defeat of evil. 

Some want it on the news. Which doesn't make sense because the news is owned by six corporations across the globe and they all say the same thing. 

Some want it as a Jubilee of sorts, where all debts are forgiven and people can have enough money to enjoy life. But this neglects the very obvious problem that the people across the world who own the media, also manage the banks and financial systems, and they are as corrupt as it gets. 

Some want a political ideology to manifest itself where they live. It could be a turning back to how things were, or for others, a moving forward to something completely new. The question is, how does a philosophy align with Universal Truth? Does it alter it? Does it replace it?

I would go so far as to challenge anyone, readers and random people the same, to look within and measure the approach timing on personal growth.  This doesn't hurt to look within. Especially because superimposed upon this huge spiritual battle, which it is, and which feels like it is taking forever, which again, it is, are our individual life experiences which will one day come to an end for those of us who are incarnate. It will switch over to lives between lives mode. But as long as you are in the incarnate mode, how much progress are  you making in your Life Lessons? Hmmmm? Because that you can take with you.

The human experience is unique. There is the physical aspect of it. How is your body? Is there mileage on the 'car' How are you maintaining it? The same questions may be asked of the mental body, the emotional body, the spiritual body, and so forth. 

For some, Spiritual growth and emotional growth is in an ability to 'go with the flow' and accept and allow the life lessons.  For others, it is getting in touch with their inner joy and sharing that with others. It could be committing to learning a subject, or developing a new hobby, or even helping beings in need...caring for them. 

Emotional growth is slow. Having been denied my emotions growing up (your negative emotions are not welcome here--was the message I was given), it has been both humbling and discouraging to pursue healing. Opportunities have come up, lots of resources online, books, videos...a whole new internal navigation system has come online. It takes baby steps to practice. Is it healed yet? I don't know. I am okay with 'heading in the right direction'. I understand it is generational trauma that has been handed down. The beautiful thing is I discovered it in the nick of time, and I am working to help my child grow and be emotionally supported and healthy. I am very grateful for this.

This could not have happened without everything else being consistent enough that I was able to focus on the inner growth. When I first started writing this blog, there was a lot more going on! A young kid, long hours at work, and co-parenting. I was doing the best I could at the time! But deep down, it bothered me that I couldn't find a good partner to share my life. It was like my 'picker' was broken and the same story kept repeating itself over and over. That made me sad. And I decided to just give up on partnership. That part of me was defective apparently.

Ross graciously came to my life. And I have grown with him and with his support, most of which lately has been more quiet. A big stumbling block for us was communication. 'How was your day?' is an important question for those of us who are incarnate. For those who are in the Spirit realm, well, there is no day and no real linear time... We have found ways to allow for growth for me in this respect. And it slowly has been working. 

Other areas needed to heal too. With Ross's purpose, it demands a lot from me to be with him. A lot of responsibility. I needed to learn to see things from his perspective, and also, to accept and grow in order to truly be of support to him in his work. We are talking about levels of responsibility that blow the mind they are so heavy. But for him, it is routine, a matter of course, and something he excels at. I would call it a calibration of sorts on my side. 

I would like to thank the gentle reader from England who reached out and requested I resume writing again. There is little to no feedback when I write. For years I could not post my own blog on my social media for a 'spam ban' that was unfair and unwarranted. Because of very odd folks I had to close the comments down. And even in the DWR page, if I go through all the comments and 'like' (acknowledge) them, then the social media gets turned off (unable to post or like) for hours. I can look for page views and occasionally I do.  It appears that 'reels' and 'tick talk' videos have become the new way to exchange information and are popular. I can't edit and I do not have more than a cell phone or tablet to record videos. I used to do one take. So, to learn that there is need for blog information was meaningful to me. Thank you.

I know Ross has been planning new things for me. We have talked. It hasn't been clear. This is vacation all week, stay-at-home. So with the time this morning waiting for my thyroid pill to kick in, I took the chance to write. Which is something is truly enjoy. It is from the heart.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are Dynamic and always growing to serve when there is need