How To Heal A Plantar Wart

Last year around this time, my son had a plantar wart.

We took him to the dermatologist. She gave him two choices--hurt a little now, then feel okay (freeze it), or feel sore for the week (surgical removal of it). He chose the first.

He had to freeze it twice, because the first time it didn't work. Plantar warts are from a virus, and they are very deep in the skin. The second time it didn't work either.

The last time, we were told to do, just in case the second time didn't work. This what I am going to share.

And I am sharing because this week, I did only what the
just in case it didn't work' method alone, and it worked without ever having to make an appointment with anybody!



Please stop reading and do not attempt this method at home if you have:

• Diabetes
• Peripheral Vascular Disease
• Lymphedema
• Venous Insufficiency and have venous stasis ulcers on your legs
• Kidney Disease Requiring Hemodialysis
• Raynaud's Disease
• Delicate, sensitive skin that is prone to react

Everything is Over The Counter and in the states no prescription is needed.

A plantar wart will look like this, be hard like a pearl, and painful to walk upon it.

Since they are caused by a virus, they are contagious. While treating it, the person who has the plantar wart should always wear socks around the house to protect others.

Here is what you do:

1. Apply a thin coat of Compound W or any other Salicylic Acid 17% medicine for warts.
2. Apply a piece of Mediplast cut just in the size of the mole. Mediplast is 40% Salicylic Acid and looks like moleskin bandage.
3. Apply a good size piece of duct tape over the area. This keeps the oxygen out. Warts like oxygen.

Repeat this every night. (I was impatient and left it on during the day and took it off at night.)

One day, when you remove the tape, a thick piece of white skin is going to come off, and the hard pearl of the plantar wart with it. 

You will notice all the pain is gone when you step on your foot. 

It will take time for the skin to grow back but you can walk on it. My skin looked a lot better in two days.

This is not the moleskin you are looking for. 

The moleskin type dressing with Mediplast is fuzzy tan color

and sticky pink on the bottom.

This is duct tape. The piece I used was a square as wide as the tape.

Is Reiki alone enough for a Plantar Wart?

It wasn't for mine.

What is the energy imbalance?

Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shultz, M.D. say a Plantar Wart is: 

Anger at the very basis of your understanding. Spreading frustration about the future.

What is their affirmation?

I move forward with confidence and ease. I trust in the flow and process of life.

What Chakra is affected?

Root. The Red one. The ability to connect to ground, to feel supported with material needs.

Why did I get it?

Funny you should ask. Actually, I was totally fine two weeks ago. Then when I was cleaning, I saw the bag with the supplies in it I had used on my boy. I felt guilty and sad because he had walked on it for a LONG time before we could get him to the doctor--my schedule is that tight! The next day, I had one and it was full-grown! It was in the same place as his, the right foot, same exact location on the instep. I hobbled around for some time, thinking it would go away. I was like, limping at work. I wasn't sure if I needed to see a dermatologist (his is nice but pediatric). My dermatologist charges a LOT of money, and I have a really high deductible. So I decided to try this first, and then go see the dermatologist if it didn't work. I went to the beach with the tape. I wore it to work. I took one day off last Tuesday when I was on call. I noticed the skin getting very white in a large area under the tape. Then on Friday, the skin came off. I trimmed the skin on my foot with scissors so more wouldn't pull. I had to tug at the wart gently, because it was at the edge of the skin that came off. The first time I set my foot down, I was like, 'hooray! It doesn't hurt!' You see, the energies of Spirit right now are really high. And I think in my mother's heart, I wanted to make it up to him, the pain I had caused by not being able to take him to the doctor promptly. So I found a way to hurt too.

This Sunday Morning I wish you beignets and chicory coffee from Cafe Du Monde

(this picture was taken in October 2009)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

This is from me : ) 

Plantar Warts are not very nice to discuss.

So I will leave you know with the most beautiful proposal I have ever seen.

<3

You may have a Plantar Wart right now, but remember, Good Things HAPPEN!!!

(here is the direct link: http://youtu.be/Js9NMFrTk5w)

Advances In Spine Surgery

Have you ever heard of 'arthroscopy'?

This is the type of surgery on the joint where the surgeon operates inside the joint via a small tube. There are special instruments, and with direct vision of a camera, the surgeon is able to relieve most types of injury that are causing pain. The shoulder and the knee are common for this type of surgery. What is less common, but still done, is the hip.

And even more so, is arthroscopic surgery into the joints in the back, the spine.

Recently I saw an old school doc learning about it with the help of another neurosurgery spine surgeon.

The incision was one inch long!

The patient was asleep. But with x-rays and a microscope they were able to go in and clean up the joints that were causing pain to our patient. The one who was guiding the other said he can do a full fusion of the back through those tubes. He was excited about the technology.

There is another who is a pioneer in this field. He has invented the instruments and worked in California, Florida and Texas.  He raises some good points here in this video:

Tony Mork--Conscious Sedation With Spine Surgery

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0uLP6v7vcgk&list=PL2CECCAAE508818A4&feature=share&index=1

And of course, there is the energy aspect of the dis-ease, the energy imbalance which leads up to back pain itself. Here is a description with affirmation for three locations of pain, by Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shulz, M.D. in their fabulous book, All Is Well :

• Lower Back the imbalance is fear of money and lack of financial support. The affirmation to relieve this imbalance is I trust the process of life. All I need is always taken care of. I am safe.
• Middle Back  the imbalance is guilt. Stuck in all that stuff there. 'Get off my back'. The affirmation to ease this imbalance is I release the past. I am free to move forward with love in my heart.
• Upper Back  the imbalance is from lack of emotional support. Feeling unloved. Holding back love. The affirmation to help rebalance this is I love and approve of myself. Life supports me and loves me.

The best part was when I saw something black like a crystal sticking out of his pocket in the O.R. before he scrubbed in. I asked him, 'what is that?'.

It was a Sworovski crystal skull his wife had bought him, because he's a neurosurgeon. Here's what it looks like: http://www.swarovski.com/Web_US/en/1111589/product/N_The_Skull_Key_Ring.html?WT_oss=skull%20keychan&WT_oss_r=1

But then again, the healing power of the crystal skull is another story...

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. all of my patients get Reiki healing available to them too. Every time. That's why they do well.

What Is 'Energy Medicine'?

Before the prism was invented, modern man had no idea that white light was composed of seven different colors of the rainbow.

We are in a time where we are on the verge of 'inventing' --if you will--the means to apply advanced healing towards the relief of the suffering of humanity.

Bottom Line? Science and Spirituality are ONE

Are people ready for the advanced technologies and the benefits of Energy Healing?

That is not known.

All I can say is that healers like Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shulz M.D. are bridging the gap.

Cardiothoracic surgeon Mehmet Oz, M.D. (yes, THE Dr. Oz) are having people like Theresa Caputo, the 'Long Island Medium' and Reiki healers on his show.

And this caught my attention recently--a question by Lissa Rankin, M.D. , an Obstetrician-Gynecologist by training who left medicine entirely to 'explore new horizons', most notably in writing books for Hay House Publishing and going on the speaking circuit.

Here is her question, and here is my response:
Question:

Energy medicine...I'm so curious about the mechanism of this method of healing. I've heard a lot of ethereal "woo woo" descriptions, but few that seem grounded in any sort of science. Any science-minded folks out there who can explain this to an open-minded but confused doctor interested in learning more? I just read William Bengston's The Energy Cure, and I'm skeptical but curious. It seems too good to be true, that you could just hold a cage of cancer-laden mice and their cancer goes away. But if what he writes about his research is valid, this changes everything....

What do you know about energy medicine?

 Response:

It is quantum mechanical. The studies don't work on it because the intent of the observer also has an effect on the outcome. Masaru Emoto's work is some of the best. In all of the Reiki Studies in the literature, the only statistically proven (consistently so) finding is that cancer patients given Reiki treatments experience greater relaxation. And if you have cancer, you would know, this is a good thing. If you would like to experience Energy Healing, I would suggest you A) have a Reiki treatment or B)  learn Reiki. Reiki is a form of energy that can be felt. There is a warmth in the hands of those that give it. If you have more questions or would like to learn I would be glad to assist you. BTW, I am a board-certified Anesthesiologist who works full time in private practice. Namaste.

The future is looking very bright for healing internationally.

When all Healers unite, we have the benefit of years of healing traditions to take the very best and apply it.

One such healer is doing an amazing job of uniting the options for cancer treatments. He spells it all out, exactly what to expect and what one needs to know. His name is Dr. Joel Berman, and his book her just published is available at bookstores on the web and near you. His book is titled, Conquering Cancer: Dr. Joel Berman's Integrative Guide to Prevention and Treatment.  Did you know that Chinese herbal medicine cured thyroid cancer in twenty-eight out of fifty-three patients? They were completely able to avoid surgery!


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. If you look on page 80, you will find a chapter on Reiki that was written by me.

What I Do Better Than Anybody In Anesthesia

'The patient is CRAZY!' the PACU RN confided to me about our next patient. She had just come back from the ER to talk to them. It was an emergency case and had to go.

Apparently the patient was freaking out over the i.v. and very tearful and trying to stop the life-saving surgery. Family member was present.

I smiled inwardly, because in anesthesia one does not have to deal with an awake patient for much length of time! I relaxed and went back to the O.R. to set up for the case.

It isn't my favorite thing in the world to do, but what I do best out of anyone I know is how to handle the difficult patient.

It's the combination of my heart, my experience, my expertise, and Reiki. Even before I learned Reiki, all of the fibromyalgia patients at my old hospital knew me and made special request for my presence with them when they had to have surgery. Not that fibromyalgia patients are crazy--far from it! These souls are shell-shocked and battle-weary from a medical system that doesn't 'figure them out', offer much in the way of 'cure', and sort of marginalizes them in the process…they get 'difficult' after going through all that.

For my greatest effectiveness in this potentially challenging situation, I started Reiki on myself and the team before I even set foot in the Emergency room.

It was with some hesitation I went to see the patient; I didn't know what to expect. All I knew is there was a condition inside that would be lethal in about six hours, and I had to do everything possible to 'talk them down' and into the surgery. (The patient and family gave consent, but from the consent to the operating room, with a frightened one, takes very delicate 'negotiation' to keep them from 'freaking out'. There is a lot of room for anxious imagination before anesthesia is induced, you see.)

The patient was sitting bolt upright in bed, almost in fetal position, and rocking to console themselves. I knew there was a lot of ativan on board because I had looked at the chart; but with chronic anxiety and xanax use, our i.v. anxiolytics don't 'go too far'.

The loved one was on the phone with a cousin. She handed the phone to me. Apparently the time before last was a 'bad experience' in the anxiety department, but the time after that (the last time) was 'okay'. I was requested to follow the protocol, including family member presence on emergence in PACU.

This is a tough call. I can request it, but I can't guarantee it because it is the recovery room nurse's 'turf' and her call alone. I explained this delicately, and the family understood.

I went back to the O.R. and got my drug box. I opened the lock and placed it on the mayo stand next to the gurney in E.R. I explained to the patient I was going to give medicine through the i.v. and asked permission to touch the i.v. port.

The key to the anxious patient is to explain, to demonstrate, to move slow and to ask permission every step of the way.  If your ego is back in the parking lot, this is no problem whatsoever. If your ego is on your white coat, both you and the patient are going to have a Long Day…

Slowly I titrated (gave small amounts looking for the effect) midazolam….gently talking the whole time. 'I want you to feel better. I don't want you to cry--it's going to make ME cry!' Two of versed (normal dose), slight improvement in the shaking all over with fear. Patient was asking to 'just go outside for a smoke'… No way, sorry! Four of versed. Visible improvement, but still tearful and rocking. Six of versed. A decent 'baseline' but would be lost with any move of the patient toward the O.R. when the next surge of anxiety would hit. Eight of versed. The window of opportunity was open and would last about five to ten minutes…before the drug was absorbed by the system and anxiety returned.

Family member escorted to exit of ER. An ER nurse Sandy, came to give our patient a hug right before the O.R. double doors. If you know how packed that ER was, and you knew how many patients Sandy was carrying (and mine was not one of them), you would be as impressed as I am at her compassion for our patient.

In the O.R., I only put on two monitors. I did not put the oxygen mask on the patient. I induced anesthesia gently and with lots of 'fair warning' while the patient was sitting up. As unconsciousness fell, we eased the patient on their back, and I started with mask ventilation to improve the oxygen surplus since there was no effective pre-oxygenation by the patient. It wasn't easy to get the breathing tube in, but it went, and the case was on.

A quick phone call to recovery room got the charge nurse to go to the ER to get the ativan I needed to give again in the i.v. before emergence, or 'waking up' from anesthesia.

The case had been life-saving, but uneventful, and the family had been informed by texts by me the whole time of when to expect 'waking up'.

Here are the transcripts of our texts:

Me: Hi (name), we are closing. Ativan is on board and PACU agrees with family presence in recovery. I'll let you know when we are out of the Operating Room. Dr. (me)

Family: Thank you Dr., that's wonderful news! (family member) is on the way and will be there shortly.

Me: In recovery, extubated 'deep' therefore still 'under' anesthesia. (this was family request)

Family: Thank you. I spoke to Dr. (surgeon). Sounds like everything went amazingly well. 1.5 hour surgery, laparoscopic not open, and no colostomy bag. Any guess on when they will wake up? (I promise not to hold you to it!)

Me: Whenever her ativan wears off, it's up to them…

Family: Thank you for the deep approach, you really do know how to take care of your high anxiety patients.

Me: That's because I have it too. Namaste.

Family: Thank you for sharing that with me. I know it will help our loved one greatly when I tell them. They still feel so ashamed, especially when encountering persons who do not understand this is a medical condition. Namaste. / /

Me: No need to be ashamed…anxiety hurts. Just let them know it's possible to feel better. I am way better than I was many years ago. Xo---I think it helps me take better care of my patients, and in a way, is for me, a blessing.

Family: You are so kind. I know your words will be very meaningful to them. I am absolutely sure that helps you take care of your patients better. Which as you say is a blessing for you but also a blessing in their lives. Our loved one has been struggling with this for several years and it is not any better. In fact it's worse due to additional problems that sap their resources such as divorce, disability (broken bones requiring two surgeries), periods of unemployment, financial problems, etc. Our loved one is unable to take almost all medications due to extreme side effect reactions. Interestingly their mother was the same way with meds although the mom doesn't suffer from anxiety disorder. It's so hard to find doctors who understand that our loved one needs to find a non-chemical solution. Sometimes they are impatient with them for not trying yet another medication, which sets up another cycle of self-doubt and shame. Did you benefit from cognitive behavioral therapy or any other forms?

Me: Yes. Talk therapy helped somewhat. I didn't take meds because I had a friend on Buspar and it didn't help. What helped the most was surrendering to the process and allowing myself to heal. It is slow. I think you might want to read All Is Well by Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shulz, M.D. It has disease plus affirmations, like regular medicine plus holistic. Dr. Shulz is a psychiatrist who is also a medical intuitive. I think affirmations might be good for your loved one. Dr. Peter Levine has good work online for healing from PTSD. I took a class from him. Namaste.

Family: Dr. it is surely God's hand in our lives that has brought you to us today. Thank you so much for all this good information. Our loved one is also diagnosed with PTSD. Namaste.


This is NOT part of my job as an anesthesiologist!

Texting family members--offering advice--this is not anything I will ever be compensated for!

Yet it is the Right Thing To Do.

It is putting MY HEART on the line, out there, and connecting it to others to permit the Healing Process to HAPPEN. 

There is no healing for Anxiety without kindness and unconditional Love. Medications only buy time and decrease symptoms.

You know, I asked the family member right before we left for the O.R., 'what happened to your Loved one?' They were like, 'It's been this way forever!'. I rephrased it, 'Something awful must have happened to them for them to get like this.' The family member, a niece, had no idea what it was.

I did. I've lived it. In this life and in the one immediately before this life. I don't have to explain it to anybody. I only have to know enough to recognize and to treat anxiety effectively, with all the skills I have at my disposal. Reiki is an incredible layer of relaxation and healing on an energetic level, which is non-chemical and has no side-effects. It makes anesthesia so much more effective in situations like this.


It is what I do best.

And I've earned the right to say so!


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Something To Add: Stomach Cancer

Okay, here is the BEST talk on stomach cancer I have seen in a LONG time! It's Rachel, from Rachel and Jun on YouTube (formerly the 'My Husband is Japanese' channel).

http://youtu.be/xy--51Jw6T8

And here is my something to add, using the book All Is Well by Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shulz MD

Chakra:  Yellow
Mantra:   I have a RIGHT to do, to act!

Represents: The third emotional center--digestive system, weight, adrenal glands, pancreas and addiction. It is all about an individual's sense of self and how they fulfill responsibilities to others.

Science: 'Let's look at an ulcer as an example. Scientists attribute ulcers to an overgrowth of the helicobacter pylori, a bacterium that occurs naturally in the stomach. This overgrowth is seen more often in people with heightened anxiety. This may be the result of an exaggerated immune system response in their digestive tracts, which makes their stomach and bowel lining more permeable to the bacteria. Stress and anxiety can come from a number of sources, but this is especially prevalent in highly competitive work environments. Studies have shown that people who have to deal with significant stress on a day-to-day basis have an increased incidence of ulcers. The same thing can be seen in animals. Studies found that when rodents are place in situations where they have to constantly compete for mates and resources, they experience digestive problems and ulcers.

Perfectionism is also closely associated with stomach and bowel problems. This personality trait leads to persistent feelings of not being good enough, and it lowers self-confidence. Studies have shown that knocks to our self-worth cause a drop in blood levels of somatostatin, a hormone that inhibits the production of a number of other hormones. If hormones are out of balance, the stomach and intestines don't function properly. This can result in ulcers and irritable bowel syndrome. Ulcerative colitis, a chronic inflammatory disease of the bowels, is also associated with the need for perfection in some people.

People who feel hopeless and helpless to escape stressful situations have higher levels of stress hormones in their blood, and this sets the scene for digestive problems. One example of this can be seen in studies that have found a correlation between growing up in a home where there was physical abuse or constant conflict and the likelihood of developing ulcers or eating disorders as an adult.'

Healing Affirmation For Stomach Cancer:  Life agrees with me. I assimilate the new every moment of every day. All is well. I lovingly forgive and release all of the past. I choose to fill my world with joy. I love and approve of myself.

My two cent's worth: Rachel, with your idea to go kiss a Japanese, you are incorporating the very BEST healing that energy medicine has to offer! Stress relief, improved self-esteem, plus the Western h.pylori!!! Strong work! Way to go!! AWESOME!!!


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Visions and Dreams Talk Story

Elk is Animal Medicine for Stamina

Spirit 'nudged' me to go to the local metaphysical shop. Instead of taking a nap, I went.

Once in, I noticed the flyers. How odd it is that for all our metaphysical gifts, all we have to 'present' to others are the flyers that pile up on the shelves? Does it come down to this: the knack at graphic arts and self-promotion? 

Then I started to read the ones for the 'readers' on the wall. They sound a lot like me: lifelong gift, does Reiki, Karuna Reiki, Clair-everything (pan-clair? LOL), helping others. I liked the Wednesday night Deeksha share. Yes this is the same healing of the seeds of karma in the pineal gland that I call 'Sai Maa Diksha' in this blog. Long story short, there are some words I can't spell. Deeksha, or Diksha,  is simply one of them.

If you see me in a crystal shop, don't laugh. I am surfing the energies in the place, looking for Spirit to indicate what I am meant to buy. Notice that I am not saying, what I would like to buy; that is ego. I humbly go through the store, taking an energy 'read' on every item, and 'home in' on 'what feels right' for my spiritual development. 

Today I bought a windchime. Made by Woodstock, it is the Celestial Chime (TM) series called 'Moonrise'. This is a huge step for me for two reasons. First is to celebrate my femininity--or my 'moon nature'. Around my neck at all times except when I am submerged in water, are two vials of high vibrational aromatherapy oils. They are a 'patch' of sorts to my aura. They are protective. I swear to God, the copper one (I call 'sun', or 'masculine') is alive. The bottle unscrews when I am getting 'lost' in the illusion, either with family dynamics or at work. I smell that characteristic smell of what is inside, and I center myself. Then I collect my thoughts, think of Spirit, and also hunt for the bottle that has fallen down my shirt. The timing on this thing is awesome! The other, is silver, and I call it my moon, or my feminine side. 

Together when the masculine and feminine combine, in loving, the amoeboa energy parasites in our little time-space glitches in our 'reality' hidden in our auras are exposed, and therefore made harmless, by the Light.

On my neck I keep a reminder of this with me day and night. I have an assignment. I am taking this with me. Because it really HELPS.

The second reason, is that for my first marriage I had a set of Woodstock Chimes. 'Partch'. I had that all through medical school and everywhere I lived, restringing it twice. I loved those chimes. And yet with these new ones I felt it was time to let go of my past, and step into my future, by hanging these in front of my house.

I also bought a 'Be Love' bumper sticker. It has wonderful message to get out. I will tape it in the window; I am not a bumper-sticker kind of girl, and neither is my car.

I got 'All is Well', the new book by Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shulz, M.D., If you liked the chakra-emotion-disease image on Facebook (there were forty-six shares), you might enjoy reading this book with me. (I also have given anesthesia to Louise Hay--once--but if confronted directly I will deny it).

I bought anise oil. I always loved Anisette. This is lovely. I also found a 'Soul Mate' candle. I am instructed to burn it tonight.

I got into a conversation with the owner. Spirit was nudging me, 'tell her you are Reiki Doc'. I did, kind of side-stepping into it. She had a HUGE block against it. She does Quantum Biofeedback, and 'is healthy'. 'If you can't pronounce it or understand it, it doesn't belong in your body' she said, explaining, 'I am not really into allopathic medicine.'

I looked at her straight in the eye with compassion. Out came her story of a TVH for endometriosis that led to a PE with a one-month stay in critical care. Six days were 'gone' from her life. I could see she resented the power the ICU docs had to 'take her out of the picture'. She even had gone with a 'new age MD' to find the medical records. All she could get were radiology reports. 

I knew she had been in a medically induced coma. It was for the vent she was on and for her not to pull her lines. I didn't need the chart. I also didn't need to explain this 'mystery' to her. Instead, I leaned in further and asked, 'Did you have any near-death experiences?' Surprisingly, no. But she thinks her 'Spiritual Life' began shortly after, as she opened the store.

I shared how with my pituitary surgery, when I woke up, I heard a voice that said, 'Leave Mark. Leave Clorox.' (first husband. job.) I explained how I had followed those 'commands' and my life had improved.

I also shared how last week, I had a woman, very short, very obese, very difficult technically for anesthesia for a re-do female surgery. I was looking at her while she was asleep and wondering, 'What happened?'. Then I saw her as a little girl, thin, happy, free in the field, playing. Then I saw the sexual abuse. I heard her spirit say to me, 'I had so much fear all the time I didn't know where to turn'. I assured her spirit that she was safe, that was a long time ago, and I directed lots of soul level healing (Karuna Reiki)  in. I explained gently that the darkness was over, and will you help others who have suffered like yourself? She was a total sweet heart. (yes, she got some Sai Maa Diksha too).

Upon hearing this the owner said, 'You sound like you should be in one of my reading rooms giving sessions'. We both laughed.

Then she shared her work. Quantum Biofeedback. It tests the aura for different organ system function, and type of malfunction (toxin, overuse, stress) just like the thing the mechanic uses to talk to the computer to diagnose your car. It also gives a printout. The Chinese athletes bought nine hundred of them before the Olympics. They believe. And it helped them win. Here is her link: www.thequantumgallery.com and more www.indigobeing.com. The first one is international, the second is a local distributor. The device looks like a pulse oximeter. Guess who did a blog last week on that??? ; )

I gave her a big hug. I said, 'Do you know how hard it was to go through medical school and KEEP QUIET?' She laughed and said, 'I don't know how you were able to keep it all to yourself!'

And if you are one of the one in three little girls who were touched as a child in a way that someone shouldn't have, or one of the one in ten little boys who were treated that way too, I have a special dedication for you. This is the song that helped me turn in my own relative, a male, who had started to mess with my son. He was two, and started doing weird things in the tub and said 'who it was' who did it to him. He said the same things at the dinner table at my ex's family's house, too. Dinner was ruined and my ex confronted me right away. I called child protective services. My ex took the rap, by mutual agreement. My family almost threw ME out because of what 'He--my ex-- did'. How dare he accuse 'our male family member' of that? Well, it was either that, or risk losing custody of my child for looking the other way. I nailed him. How could a two year old make up something as outrageous as that? It was a cry for help. I had to believe him! The most important line that got me through that heartbreak is this: when you are faced with a choice and you have to choose, always choose the one that means the most to you.  I listened to this song in tears for months, until I began to believe it and heal from the pain. I spared him this agony that I had endured, just like my patient. It takes one to know one. I am a survivor too. You can see it in the search box if you really want to. I don't want to share it all here now. Your darkness is over. Your healing is taking place. Will you be willing to help others as they come to the Light? 

I love your brave, hardy souls so very tenderly, for all you have survived and for the Light you carry with you.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. He passed months after being reported. He did not have the courage to show up at my first mediumship session with Tim Braun. But at the second? He threw himself at my feet, holding my legs in tears, and confessed to everything. And added that I was the only one in the family smart enough to 'catch him red handed'. He 'got bored' and came up with 'this game' and had no remorse or concept of how much pain he had caused to others. Tim said that he was taken to a special holding place in heaven for deep healing. It has been some time, and now his spirit and I are on good terms, and close again, like before this ever happened.