Messages from the End of the Road: My Painful Discovery

 

My latest life lesson--which spans across multiple incarnations--has taken me a while to absorb and to heal.

It will sound simple when I share it.

Emotions may move massively once a single blockage has been removed.

I have been trained, from early early incarnations, to give complete and total care to my twin, Ross. As his wife in our last incarnation, I not only looked out for his best interests, I cooked, I cleaned, I wove fabric, I sewed all his clothes, I cleaned his body (wives washed their family), I fixed his shoes, I entertained his business partners by serving them dinner in our home, and I went wherever and whenever he needed to go, I was always there by his side.

Ross doesn't need me.

Where he is, I always worry. I worry because I can't personally see to it that he is healthy, rested, fed, and happy. 

But that is a lie.

He is fine, perfectly fine, exactly where he is.

I have no idea who is taking care of him. I highly doubt he is independent in the realm of Spirit because in all our lifetimes on earth together he was counting on me for a whole lot of tasks and helping.  Maybe he is. Maybe he isn't?

Either way, I do not know.

And from our interactions, Ross always answers my questions when I ask if he is eating okay, well rested, and the like. He smiles. And he looks healthy. 

But I am not there.

It breaks me to know I am not needed for him at this time.

And the lesson?

In all my lifetime here, the fact of the matter is, Ross has been taking care of me. From the sidelines, it is not obvious, but if I look for the patterns and the signs it is there.

And the hardest part?

Learning to welcome and accept and trust in his care for me. Learning to receive. Learning to trust in my heart that this is not an exchange of energy that I need to return the favor in some way shape or form. It is a gift. This is my time. Right here. Right now. 

I find it difficult to love someone who is 'invisible' (in the Spirit world). Oh how much I would prefer to make a cup of tea for us, and to enjoy it together and talk! It is hard too when most people here on Earth appear in couples. It hurts not to have someone at my side in that way. But I understand. And thankfully for the Telepathy Tapes, we are learning that distance is nothing, and connection such as this is real.

That is enough for today.

Ross

Can you believe that today Carla wrote what is on her heart in ten minutes? It took three minutes to select and download the picture. 

That is how pressing this lesson is on her at this time.

And it has taken a whole week for her to digest it enough to be able to describe it and share it with you.

In the grand scheme of things, I do not want to go down in the books as a taker, a domestic useless weight, that was a burden to Carla (although she does love caring for those she loves, and her caring is definitely one of her Love Languages--acts of Service).  My counselors and guides up here emphasize that in my relationship with Carla I am going to have to accept personal responsibilities I had assumed had always been there but in fact were deftly and swiftly managed by her. So as I work on this, I struggle, and I reassure myself that in the long run everything is going to be Worth It!

This goes for all of you as well!

So, I encourage you to go out and learn your Hardest Lesson! And to make progress with it, no matter how slow. Because the time is just around the corner where these learning opportunities such as they are currently will be absent. There is another Great Thing that is going to be taking its place.

Shhhhhhh! (he smiles and winks and holds his finger up to his mouth). P.S. I am not Illuminati! (he is cracking up!) I just can't keep a secret, myself. Not for very long. <3

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

Messages From The End of the Road: Consensus

 

I went to mass this morning. It had been a long time, and I had missed it. Reading the things Cobra had released in 2012, and my awakening, had led me to depart from the Church, especially contributing financially to the church.

As the Pope lies ill, I have mixed feelings. I know. I know about what goes on beneath the church, I understand the things Jessie Czebotar shared about what goes on inside the church buildings after hours, all of it is extremely shocking and distasteful.

Even by extension the worst of the worst, the Black Mass, a total inversion of what was left for the followers after his death and resurrection, is a mockery of both the followers and the one who left the church behind for their consolation.

Today I saw with my own eyes that no matter how much darkness uses a facade of goodness to hide behind and do their heinous and unspeakable 'system'--it is the other way around. Yes! No matter how much darkness, no matter how 'strong' it may appear in the world, the power of good will vastly overshadows it. Darkness cannot overcome Holiness/Goodness/Love from Divine Creator. 

It wants to.

And there has been a slow organized, methodical approach to these times by Team Dark. 

What Creator has built is stronger. 

We are fortunate to get to see this in our times. 

Darkness is hidden deep within many organizations. The Church is one example. 

Goodness will prevail.

It has to, energetically. It has the upper hand in every way.

Lately I have been unpacking and cleaning after the tenting of my home for termites. As I work I listen to the Telepathy Tapes podcast. They are remarkable. I have caught up with all of them. I am most grateful to my friend who suggested I listen to them. It is deeply validating for those who are caught somewhere between the realm of Spirit and walking on Earth. Although the podcast is about non-verbal people with severe autism who learn to communicate by spelling, it is applicable to everyone. 

As more and more conspiracies come to light, remember to take it to heart how much stronger is the good will of our brothers and sisters.

If you would like a little 'extra credit' metaphysically, push yourself to extend love and compassion to all, even those who are enemies. If you are like me, and that is difficult then push yourself to be able to pick up that enemy and place them in God's hand and let them go. Loving our enemies is really difficult but is what sets us apart from all other beliefs. Again this is a can, not a must, but it is good to reflect on it from time to time.

It is a beautiful Spring day here. There is more unpacking and organizing to do in the home. I will excuse myself and leave you to enjoy the rest of your day.

With blessings, love and joy,

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins who are calibrated for Peace.

Messages From the End of the Road: It's Okay to be Incorrect

 

I have been told I do my best writing when I am annoyed and aggravated...which today I am.

Clarity is coming through. I need to practice compassion for myself.

First off, my son is away at college. There is not enough parking space for undergraduates to have their own cars. Initially, his Freshman year, it was just lowerclassmen without car privileges, the Freshman and the Sophmores.  Last quarter he needed surgery and needed to get to appointments back home, so he got a parking permit just then.  Bus far is free and so is the trolley public transportation. To do shopping, the roommates rent a car from a car share app, just to get to the store that is blocks away and a little too hilly for walking distance.

Universities like this ARE Fifteen Minute Cities.

They are already here. We just don't think of them as such because they are such a part of the culture. Thinking back to my college days, I felt trapped without a car on campus. My roommate had one, and so did my boyfriend. So it didn't seem so bad at the time. But comparing that to my graduate school experience, with a car, there was a vast difference in my freedom. 

So that was clarity 'whoa!' number one.

Number two 'clarity whoa!' is that this is a Spiritual War. And as spiritual as I am, I have been swayed properly politically according to my generation. Back in the day, I had no clue how evil the Bush family was, or that the son was a complete Archon, or that the two parties were actually friends outside of work (democrat leaders and republican leaders).  Thus, my clarity is 'I can be fooled'. 

Most recently I realized that all the leaked information about what goes on behind the Church, and my disgust and unwillingness to give them money like I had because how could I support such horrors? I fell into the hands of the Dark Team. How? Because corrupt as it is, if I had sent my son with me to Mass and to catechism and communion and confirmation he would have education about values, right and wrong, and the spiritual protection of the Eucharist! A mother's love can only go so far. I have to admit it, I was tricked. It truly is a no-win situation. I pray and I talk with my teams. But now I know how despicable the Enemy truly is, how organized and coordinated against us everything is.

Number three 'clarity whoa!' just happened while driving through a local military base between San Diego and home. I remember Svali wrote of what goes on there at night. I had always thought she lived on the Oceanside edge but I realized she most likely was on the San Clemente side. She shared that there was a lot going on for End Times preparation, back in the eighties and nineties, there at night. My clarity today is that like the Church being a cover for the dark stuff that goes on behind the scenes, the military as we know it is also a cover for a Military of Darkness that has been trained with the highest sophistication in warfare, especially Spiritual warfare.  It is probably like this all over the world.

Clarity number four, 'whoa!' is that after listening to Simply Graceful's three part video on the Big Game (being held today), and learning about how entertainment is simply that, not exactly 'sports', I recalled what my cousin who works in the industry told me about Hollywood movies and the CIA. He said of course they give ideas for movies! Everyone there knows. And he mentioned how FANG is a part of that too (Facebook, Amazon, Netflix, and Google).  The whole world as we know it is a product of that secret group. Just behind face value. With the different names of production companies and apparent competition it isn't as obvious. And most likely all that CIA is orchestrated by the military expert darkness spirits who control Team Dark.  That was disconcerting. 

I saw a post that showed how there are contracts in Idaho for people who fly to spray nasty stuff into the air. A friend commented that we taxpayers are paying for our own poisoning. 

I respect the enemy.

It is like a giant mousetrap has been set, and without realizing it, all of us are in it.

Remember to put on your armor of Spiritual protection and never forget we are in a Spiritual War and battle daily. Take time to heal your wounds by connecting with Spirit. Hate the sin and love the sinners. Because of the grace of God there goes us.  We know who wins. And the movie is exciting to watch, I must admit. 

So for today's lesson, it is OKAY to be wrong. There is a lot out there making it easy to be misled. Often we are in a sort of double-bind so either choice is rigged against us Spiritually. 

Keep your heart pure and LOVE. Remember this is a funny game, a weird dream, and none of it is 'real', like 'Home' back in Heaven is totally unmistakably 'real'. Be kind to yourself and to others. Have gratitude for everything that is good. And don't beat yourself up when you find you have been tricked! Just make a note of it not to happen again.

Ross

The more those who mock the Bible mock it, the more proof there is that everything written within it is Real. Including myself. But that is beside the point.

Remember to make time to strengthen your Spirit and your Soul. More than what Carla said, taking time with Source in order to heal. Do GOOD. Help the neighbors. Be kind to others. Be alert do not walk into any scams. And if you do, well, once you realize it is a scam you can get yourself out. 

When you learn you have been tricked, say to yourself, 'ha ha there you really got me!' and then turn your back and walk away from it. Do not let your blood pressure rise or yourself get angry and upset. For then they win. Just say to yourself, 'shame on them' and ask for our Divine Guidance and Protection to get you back on your journey path.

I love you.

This is going to end, this whole show, in the best possible way. 

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Aloha and mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Messages from the End of the Road: Try to Enjoy the Show

 

There is a lot of unrest in the world at this time.

Planes are falling out of the sky, roads are being blocked by protesters, economic sanctions are being taken against our allies, Kanye is having his wife go naked to the Grammys and food prices are soaring just to name a few.

Today's message is a gentle reminder that all is not what it seems.

There are two worlds, the Seen, and the Unseen.

Ultimately, we are heading towards a Heaven on Earth, where both worlds unite, and both the Seen and the previously Unseen are visible to all. 

The 'bumps' in the road, or the 'hiccups' are two-fold:  there is a portion of the leadership of the world who wants to have the unseen and seen unite into an unpleasant version where humans are cattle and have little to no rights whatsoever, and there is a portion who wants to have life be able to choose what is unseen and really worship it. For all that it is worth. Neither one of these groups are steering us towards the original blueprint of Earth, one of joy, creativity, freedom and happiness. 

These factions are doing everything in their power to win.  To gain economic superiority, to gain political advantage, and to persuade the public to have allegiance to them. 

The year 2030 is relentlessly marching towards us. 

Is it time to despair? Certainly not. There is a lot of joy to be had in what freedoms we are given.

Is it time to become martyrs for a cause? I would say only if you really have the Holy Spirit guiding you because for most people life is going to carry on. 

What time is it then?

Do not trust what your eyes see, especially if someone is telling you what you are seeing.

Do not trust what your ears hear, especially if anyone is telling you what you are hearing.

Above all, do not fear, even when others are becoming fearful and signs are ominous in the media, all of it, all media of every kind.

Know that it is time to become resourceful, and to tap into your reserves. Spirit it guiding me toward this. It might be for the fumigation, it might be for the times, to save money. All the stuff I had stored up on 'just in case' during Covid is meant to be enjoyed, that I know. 

Question everything at this point.

This is the most logical step to take because the most advanced psychological weapons and spiritual weapons are being used on the people. And sadly, the people do not even realize it. Their emotions are taking over, making them easier to control. 

Trust that when push comes to shove, Spirit it going to guide you and tell you exactly what steps you need to take and when you need to take them.

Until then, you have to hand it to whoever it is who is creating this show--it is a doozy! Be thankful you have eyes that see beyond the obvious and can appreciate the theatrics that are going on. 

Be strong and have courage! Everything is going to be okay. Make this a Feb-YOU-ary, and make sure you do self care, and are resilient. Help others are needed. And pray! Prayer helps so much.

Ross

Do not be afraid of what is on the road ahead. 

When you reach that part of the road on your journey, know that you will be stronger and you are being guided by a loving Creator who knows you very well. 

Everything is happening for the best. 

Try to stay away from get-rich-quick schemes and falling for scams, as there will be more and more of these out there taking advantage of the political instability. 

Remember to put your Spiritual Gold up where no one can help themselves to it--up in Heaven! Build your strength with your Spiritual practices every single day.

Even a cup of tea can be significant source of growth and fortitude!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla