I have been struggling. Really it has been a big struggle. And a lot of that has to do with the current times in relation to the book of Revelation.
Reiki is not a religion. It is a practice, a healing practice. My faith is Catholic, as my ancestors were. And in the Catholic faith, there is talk of the End Times. There would be three phases, man against man, then Earth against man, and then Spirit against man. You needed to have a candle that had been blessed by a priest in order to survive the three days of darkness. These blessed candles are the only thing that would provide light. Otherwise it would be so dark you could not see your hand in front of your face. And outside? There would be spirits, mimicking the sounds of your loved ones, begging you to open the door to let them in. You could not look outside, or open the door. In fact you should have put aluminum foil in all your windows so you could not see the battle waging on outside.
Then when it finished, it will be eternal Springtime. Forever.
If you read the Bible, especially the last book, you know the dynamics of the big battle of Armageddon. I won't go into the details.
Where is my struggle?
In a way you could describe it as the discomfort of 'waiting for the other shoe to drop'--the fatigue of looking for signs of where this is all headed.
On the other, it is a deep panic over the thought that there will be a fight between Our Lord and all the forces of Evil, after His being pierced and wounded I cannot even bear the thought of any danger happening to Him, any risk, any damage. Even if I have been reassured now that he cannot bleed because he is in Spirit form.
I even questioned why there is a Bible? Didn't some people in a secret society create the King James translation? Why would God create such a book?
I asked sources. One said, 'the Bible is a sort of History book'. I could agree with that.
But then it gets a little deeper. Why would there be a lot of prophecy in the Old Testament, describing how Our Lord would be born and fulfill it? Why would there be even MORE prophecy about the End Times?
Moreover, why would Team Dark do everything in their power to prove that the Bible is one big fat lie? Why would they go to great lengths to make one prophecy be untrue so that they could point to the whole thing and say none of it is real?
How much suffering is there going to be for the believers in the End Times?
Well, two recent things gave me answers that resonate as true. One was from Jessie Czebotar when she was decoding the Inauguration. She said that things are happening now because God had given authority to Team Dark for this current time period.
What helps with that is that God is the one who gives the authority, and there is a time when God is going to take that authority back. I don't know if it is in my lifetime, or not, but at least it makes sense.
Another thing that helped a lot was this video on YouTube. I won't elaborate on it. It does help a lot with my anxiety over the Mark. And that those who do not take it will be protected. I suggest you take twenty minutes and watch the video, it is really very helpful.
The last thing to mention, is that certain leadership of Team Dark, is declaring not to go out without a fight. So, this explains the fire falling from the sky, and the darkness, and other things...with DEW and other technologies we don't yet appreciate it is entirely possible to happen. I also remember someone from Team Dark saying something to the effect like 'don't bother to be a prepper' and it makes sense because they can take out entire neighborhoods with weather weapons and the like.
Know that you are loved. You are precious and special to Divine Creator. You can go about your days not worrying about these things that I struggle with, we need to live our lives as we agreed before being born. For me, I wanted to at least piece together enough so I could say, 'okay, I know what to look for and why' and then let go and trust in the Highest Good for all. For in fact nobody knows the exact date or time or even sequence of how everything is going to proceed.
Just know when you have questions in your heart about spiritual things, if you are sincere and you keep looking, signs and answers will be sent.
That is enough for today.
Ross
Carla is a tender heart.
That is why I am in love with her for all ages.
Keep doing what you find in front of you, I want you to keep yourself busy, not only with your mission and your daily requirements, but with the task of things that bring you comfort and joyfulness and well-being.
We are going for the long road, and I want you to choose a pace which will help you make the most of your time on Earth, for the time being.
Never be in fear.
Not for anything.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The battle weary duo
