Last night I had a dream of my mother, who is deceased. In the dream she was not dead. She was alive and it was like her death had never happened. I was going through my day, and I noticed her dab the left side of her head. But I didn't stop to consider it further, this brief gesture.
Then, I was having a little insomnia. I was at my parent's house but it was a composite of all the houses they and I have ever lived. I was trying to sleep on the floor of a bathroom, with sheets and pillows but not much cushioning.
Mom came downstairs in the middle of the night, wearing a sweatshirt. And her hair was a little unkempt, like always. Thin, long, curly, and colored hair. I saw her dabbing again at the side of her head, and I saw pus on her little cloth she was using.
I asked her, 'Mom? what is happening to the side of your head?'
She let me see, and she also said that she was going to ask me to help take her to the hospital about it.
There was a hole in her skull about three inches in diameter, a gaping hole! I could see shadow inside the skull compartment but fortunately not brain. There was infection inside her head, which had been pouring out and she had been wiping it up for a long time!
Oddly enough, come to think about it, there was no odor to the infection. Those of you who are clinical, would be looking for a characteristic scent of bacterial infection. For example, with pseudomonas infection on the surface of the body you can tell by that odor that goes with it.
So I helped mom get a jacket and I offered to take her to a hospital. She wanted to see her neurologist/neurosurgeon she knew first. So we parked in a big random corporate parking lot. We got inside. Mom was walking and talking like normal, with no deficits.
I followed her to a desk. No one was sitting in it. But it was a man's desk. Mom looked around for signs that it was her person. But I asked an administrative assistant who that was? It turned out the person mom was seeking was long since gone. This desk belonged now to someone else.
So the administrative assistant saw the hole in mom's head, and calmly encouraged her to take care of it at the hospital. We had to make sure we found mom's jacket. There was one that looked like it, but it wasn't. Then we found it. I helped mom put it on. Both jackets were sort of rhinestone denim style with Disney designs on the back.
At the car I explained to mom that because of her insurance (a BIG HMO foundation) I would take her to that hospital. I had thought first to go to one that is a center of excellence for neurological conditions. But the thought of her needed to be transferred, and the reassuring thought that some people I had trained in anesthesia were working at her foundation healthcare location, made me take her there.
Once there, everyone was calm. She needed to go to surgery. For a cleanup as well as for a diagnosis.
Yesterday I figured out the whole significance of the numbers 33 and 66. Just instead of Club in front of the first one, use 'Team'.
Those on the same 'Team' like to announce it. And the goal is to defeat the other 'Team'.
One third of the angels. And the remaining two thirds.
Well that one was sure hidden in plain sight, wasn't it?
Yesterday my gastroenterologist was upset over a certain former cardiac surgeon name rhymes with 'Sundry'. The doc in question invented the term 'leaky gut'. My GI doc asked me if I had ever heard of the guy? Yes, I had, I had wanted to lose weight and even bought supplements from him. They didn't do anything. But they did help Anthony have better bowel movements.
The GI doc was upset that the other doc could make claims without having to prove anything, and was making so very much money!
Then he told me about hospitals in Colorado who cure cancer by making patients fast for six months! He said yes there is some benefit from fasting... He also said that these facilities take cash and if your disease is really advanced then they dump you. That is how they keep their numbers up.
A patient had called his office asking if there had been any biopsies taken? The patient was concerned because if there had 'then the cancer would spread'.
I shared I had heard of the 'healthy cancer' argument on formerly Twitter now X platform. A woman asserted we get serval of them in our lifetimes, our body makes a 'bag' around 'toxins' and that is all a tumor is. Then the immune system gets rid of it.
My medical school training kicked in when I saw that. Little tiny cancers do start, and our immune system clean them up. Microscopic ones. The actual disease of cancer is when our immune system loses that battle and the tumor grows uncontrollably.
My surgical training kicked in when she talked of needle biopsies 'spreading tumor'. Yes perhaps a few cells go into the bloodstream with such a biopsy. How else would you know what kind of cancer it is though? Especially if it is in an area that would require major surgery to remove the whole growth?
I did share with the GI doc about the hospitals in China that were closed, Chi Gong ones, where patients stay six weeks with coach doctors and nurses. The food is changed, the patients exercise, meditate and heal. I saw a tumor disappear on live ultrasound imaging--you can't fake that! I was certified in ultrasound and still use it for blocks.
The GI doc, who is Chinese, said that the hospitals were closed because 'too many patients died'.
I asked him where he got his information. He said there was a documentary on Netflix.
What is sin?
Sin is something that is between you and Creator, alone.
Resist the temptation to define what 'sin' is in others. It is easy to point it away at anyone else. This is our natural tendency. And also, sort of encouraged by religions and group psychology.
Remember when all is said and done, only you go to the afterlife alone all by yourself, and only you are present with your ones who present to you your Life Review.
Deep inside, most people have an idea what their connection is with Source. What makes it better. And what makes it weaker.
Ultimately our responses to anything distill down to two choices--love or fear--driving us.
Choose love.
Admit your mistakes to Creator.
Remember making mistakes is NORMAL for being in a human body, and it is not a judgy-wudgy thing between you and your Divne Creator.
Keep learning. Keep growing. Keep striving to be your best. Do everything you can to keep your connection strong and healthy. Even if it's been a long time, and the connection is very weak. It cannot be broken. Reach out, even without words, and ask for this comfort to fill you and for you to be guided on your path.
Last night I watched the first of a six part series on Netflix, called 'Unwell'. This was the aromatherapy one. Yes, I knew Young Living and DoTerra are the leading brands. And I know it's a huge industry with lots of reach with 'wanna be' products in local department stores and health food stores and things like that. Although they showed at the beginning a hospital nurse aromatherapy specialist, with not one but two patients who felt better after their treatment--the camera angles were designed to make the nurse look like a psychopath. And even though the nurse said, 'I don't believe that this will replace narcotics but used together with less strong drugs we have a good chance to help patients by relieving pain.'
I saw a little autistic girl relax. Her mom had tried every kind of therapy--horseback riding included. And since her daughter has been reaching for products and sniffing them to calm herself down, she decided to visits a mom who is an expert and who had used aromatherapy to help her own son who had autism.
I even heard a woman who had a brainstem tumor share her story, of how the doctor couldn't get it all. And closed her up. But her mom used aromatherapy. And the tumor never came back. The doctor kept saying keep doing what you are doing. The family kept it a secret that they were using frankincense and something else--because they were fearful child protective services would take her away. Now she is grown up and sells aromatherapy products. Unfortunately, the camera angles on her were creepy, designed to be unflattering to her facial asymmetry and profile. They made her sharing look like a tupperware party designed to get money from her friends and family. Even though the woman said clearly 'there is no pressure to buy' and I didn't see anyone buy anything.
I'll be watching the series.
I know there is a connection between Facebook, Amazon, Netflix, and Google. My cousin who is in the movie industry told me. And he also said who guides this connection, or 'directs' might be a better word.
Just like with making sure things are 'right' between you and Spirit...it is important to note that we are in the middle of a spiritual war. And an unrestricted information war. Astrologically, we are in the age of an energy where I think pluto is no longer retrograde or neptune is doing something. I forget how to say it. But it was last like this at the French Revolution or similar awakening and expanding of consciousness.
Remember what team is what.
Make sure what team you are on.
And be a nice team player.
One of our star 'athletes' encouraged us to 'look at what kind of fruit they bear' when trying to discern between people who were good and those who were not so good.
He healed the sick. On Sundays (the sabbath). And a whole lot of people got angry at him for that.
Look for people who are cured and set free. And also, if you have time, check out on YouTube the Truthstream Media recent release about Zombie curses. It's helpful too.
That is enough for today!
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