Ross said to write.
I am.
There is a sense of peace around me. Let me explain.
When I did the first online 'getting rid of dark spirits' session with a well-known guy who does that, I felt better. Better than I had in years! I was surprised at how much better I felt, with my energy, with my mood, it was as if a huge weight had been lifted!
I'm not one for big changes, especially public ones.
What was gnawing at me was a couple of things. First was, I stopped going to church when I took the Red Pill in 2012. I used to go every week and gave a lot of money to the parish, no matter where I had lived. I'd been going since I was in the eighth grade, regular. My boyfriends and later, my husbands and I went every week to church. I felt like church was a 'gym' for the Spirit, and I wanted the blessings I receive with communion. I also met, through my first husband, a visionary, Barbara Matthias. And through her, I ended up communicating with Mother Mary myself...
I missed that life. I missed the routine, I missed holiday masses.
I didn't want to expose my son to the deception. That's why I did not go. He was baptized and that was it.
I had discovered Reiki and it was like the most wonderful thing once I hit Karuna Reiki frequencies. It felt natural. It felt right. I was never afraid. And I enjoyed the gifts of being open psychically. I built the Doctors with Reiki platform, and I even got the online things needed to make it public. I had the domain. I tried to build a website and spent a lot of money! I sent daily healings, both Divine Peace Healings and Reiki Healings, for free, to everyone who asked. I did this for ten years.
Part of me did this because I hoped that raising the frequency would help the masses to wake up.
It's been sixteen years now. I can't tell if people are awakening or not.
But what had been bothering me second, was how that priest said Reiki was evil. That you let Spirits into you. That it's a foothold of the devil. That left me very troubled. How could I explain how I felt better with BOTH the blessings from the priest and from Reiki?
So I took some time. I focused on work, on home. It has been a huge adjustment being a mom of an adult. I was very happy being a mom mom with day to day, hands-on mom stuff. As I got older though, it got easier to be doing just enough and not 'the extras'.
And I prayed.
I asked with my heart. I meditated. I did daily Bible study. I went to church for a while but when I got covid around Memorial Day last year, I didn't want to be exposed to germs again at Mass. I trusted when the time was right I would understand.
Just this last Friday, I read a book by Cathy O'Brien. I read it from cover to cover, all in one sitting. It is a beautiful book, Align with the Divine. The cover is designed by her daughter, Kelly. Now I understand.
I will paraphrase her main points and I still recommend reading the book. Even ordering it just to help support her financially. It's on Amazon. That's where I bought it.
Cathy has been abused and tortured senseless. This is the norm for victims of MK Ultra programming. But she said that no matter what, her soul, her spirit always felt warm and 'safe'. She knew there was a place of only Love and that was REAL.
It was a long hard road for Cathy to heal from her mind control. She had help in the wonderful partner Mark. She worked hard to be able to think for herself and to experience her own Soul Expression.
Cathy, through her experiences, of suffering, developed psychic gifts. Prophetic dreams. Telecommunication by thought/dreams. Being able to communicate with animals. These are natural gifts and were opened to her.
She has seen Evil. The real thing. Like people who summon demons and worship Darkness. She was even married to someone who practiced those things, her handler the country comedian I forget his name.
Cathy gently explains that belief in exorcism and demons only reinforces that lie that such things are possible. She emphasizes that having the vibration really high frequency, as close to all the time as possible, is what is True. She will not give Darkness the time of day. Because it is not Real. The only thing that is REAL is soul expression from a place centered on Love, Unconditional Love and gratitude for our Life experiences.
Reiki, and the psychic gifts, are our birth right. It is who we are. Some dark ones may try to mimic these natural abilities through highly unnatural belief systems and ceremonies. But it is not the same.
Reiki is good for me. It helps me express my soul to the world. My vibration is high, and my heart is focused on Unconditional Love. The church, if it helps me express my soul in Love, is good for me too. It doesn't have to be exclusive. And the dear brave Priest with the stuff online? He is doing the best he can at his life purpose. He even admits that in his group there are 'sensitives' who can 'see demons'.
I always remember my teacher, Anne Reith, saying that Reiki doesn't create an outcome, it helps healing for the highest good and as good Reiki practitioners we let go of the outcome. I think this is key.
So for now, I am happy. Some of us are just basically 'earth unicorns' and we are so lucky to have found one another, for friendship and mutual support. It's tricky, wanting to do what it right in this plane of existence--there are so many sources saying so many interpretations of 'what is right'! Yet, deep down, in your bones, you know...you just know...what is True, Right and from Creator.
Thank you for sharing my journey. It means so much. And you inspire me every day with your shares online.
Ma ka hana, ka 'ike. By doing, one learns.
Ross
Carla is a little nervous right now. Her son is in the MRI scanner, and she can sense it. On the one hand, her is experiencing a sense of awe and wonder at the efficiency that modern healthcare is performed. This is his mother's world, and he is seeing it from the eyes of a patient, instead of a son. These things are miraculous! Being able to seen inside the body with the frequencies of the magnet.
Carla's feelings are very strong. She sees the world not with her eyes, not with her heart, but (he puts his fingers up on his head and wiggles them, the two index fingers, like little antennae). Antennae is what they are! Carla 'feels' with her 'spidey senses' whenever she encounters a person, face to face or online. Today when she was leaving work, she smiled at an x-ray tech who was pushing a portable x-ray machine down the hall. He passed her and ignored her, lost in a world of his thoughts. Carla was able to pick up his vibration and sensed it. His thoughts and his energy were of a much lower, baser, frequency. He was giving work his all and he was doing his best. The difference was enough to have possibly made him uncomfortable in her presence of her vibration, but Carla is used to working with all types of frequency and his would not have affected her much if there had been more prolonged exposure.
Today Carla had to take a leap of faith. A literal LEAP of faith. The only thing keeping her from her work she longs to do (to teach again, part time), was a mandatory vaccination. A booster of one she has had in the past. All kinds of horrors were flashing through her mind. She knows as a physician the worst risks, including the turbo can cser....with prayer, and with blessings and prayers from her son, she took it. So far there has been no allergic reaction, and time will tell about the other things. Carla took away the fear and replaced it with Trust. And asked for her Divine Teams assistance. That is the best we can do given a situation where things like this are coercion. Avoidance is possible too. Carla really missed her old job and wanted to get back to her friends and the students--so she took the last step. It has been months of online portals and applications and scanning and sending, and also, sharing lists of all her cases from the past two years! It has been a struggle to say the least. The summit of the mountain is near.
On Earth, life can be messy. We can dislike things about someone and love them. We can learn it is not all black and white, there is a lot of gray...and we find out way to express our soul and its purpose. Carla is a healer. And like me, Carla loves to teach. I will bless her in this.
And I will bless YOU when you ask for our Divine Guidance as well. I am only a 'phone call' (gestures with hand at the side of his head like he's holding a phone) away.
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Two who are One
