Freedom Mortgage

Freedom Mortgage was a sign I saw on the way home tonight. Is it an oxymoron?

No.

In fact it is an excellent introduction to this delicate, very 'touchy' point I have to make with you about spirituality. Your spirituality. And my own.

We are constantly growing and evolving as spiritual beings.

Let me begin by saying I had one of the best days I have ever had. I was with friends. I was at one of my favorite places on Gaia. And I was happy.

At the same time I had the opportunity to do much spiritual growth.


Introduction
Earlier today I saw this film on YouTube, a recent video uploaded on Ascension Pioneers. You know, I used to watch a lot of this when I was following the YouTube channel Komurosan--English videos  read by a synthesized voice of the latest channeled messages from the Galactics. (After that I did KP, then straight to the 'sources' on GalacticChannelings--reading was faster and they were uploaded quickest on that site.)

I stopped watching Polona frankly, because I was sick and tired of her delight at finding her Twin Soul.

I was jealous.

And here I am years later, lovingly reunited with my Twin Ross...so I could LISTEN to her message today, and laugh at my behavior that I had back then.

Her message is good, it is at a level for pretty much everybody. And I want you to pay attention to when she describes the feelings of Ascension one has after one has 'done the work'...

http://youtu.be/H9ZAj_pUMok



An Example
I am white.
I am a white girl who grew up in Southern California.
I am a white girl who grew up in Southern California at a time when girls were raised to be 'nice'.

I have a unique social perspective and outlook because of this.

Ever see this movie?

(it's a trailer from Mean Girls)

Well, even though I wasn't any good at it--being a 'plastic'--I was a 'brain' instead, I knew full well the 'rules' of 'girls world'...

Everybody did.

So now it gets delicate. Let me preface it to say that my 'perception' is what we are talking about here, and not about what was 'intended' or 'actually happened' in this 'example', okay?

I pulled some strings to treat my favorite family to a day of fun at the Safari Park where I have been a steadily increasing donor over the last twenty years...I really went out of my way to plan an amazing day with my best friend and our families.

Another woman invited herself and her kids at the last-minute!

In 'Girl World', Southern California-style, this is about the biggest act of aggression one female can do to another.

It was so severe even my son, when I cheerfully mentioned the last-minute change in plans, burst into tears. He wanted to stay home. And in my heart of hearts, I did too.

Rationally I knew the girls were best friends--the children--and that nobody meant any harm by this sudden 'addition'...

But even though I was asked, 'Do you mind if they come?', anyone who grew up here in this hostile culture that makes women go anorexic and bulimic in high school--knew that no one, even if it was their worst enemy inviting themselves--in this situation would say 'no'. 

You can't. 

You say 'no' and they 'win'.

Freedom Mortgage

I have been in my own bubble of wonderful vibration and co-creation of 5D, like Polona describes, for some time now. Weeks, perhaps? Maybe longer? I had wanted it to stay with me and not be challenged any more, ever.

5D is 5D, right? Once you arrive, it's like, bing bing bing bing bing! Welcome to 5D!

And metaphysically they close the door behind you, and that's it.

Well, not really. Some of my friends are drifting back and forth between 3D (here on Gaia with a physical body) and 5D (back Home where they came from with their consciousness) and spending longer and longer in 5D with more vivid and meaningful interactions through their 'meditations'.

(I pop back and forth often, because technically I am a lot higher than 5D--in spirit--but I am physically here in this 3D world, and I spend most of my life never having a clue I really wasn't 'from here' with my soul's natural 'vibration'. For the longest time I thought I was 6D going on 7D. It's actually somewhat higher than that.)

This is the FREEDOM. Higher dimensions have a 'vastness' to them, and a lot more abilities that 3D people lack--telepathy, all the 'clairs', animal communication, self-healing on a quantum energetic level,  even defying the aging process itself.

And just like anyone who owns a home knows, a MORTGAGE is a lifetime commitment to financial 'tyranny' to borrow a phrase from David Wilcock.

MORTGAGE is about as 3D as it can possibly get.

So the title for today's post is about today's OPPORTUNITY for me to see for myself just where I AM on this 3D-5D spectrum by this 'third person' putting me into a threatened 'perception' in my 3D 'culture' or 'Southern California Mean Girls World' that I was brought up.

And I had to fight it.

But there was just enough interaction for me to get to the point where internally, I had to say, 'I don't want to be in 3D, I don't want to follow those stupid 'Mean Girl' rules any more, if people want to drive all this way to see animals and hang out with us--well, not really with me or my son--but hang out with our group, in 5D they have every right to be happy.'

And it's true.

The other lesson, which is more important, is that as much as you concentrate on FREEDOM, and line up a day with people who are on the same FREEDOM path as you, there is no way to avoid spending time with others who are of the vibration MORTGAGE which is densely, deeply entrenched in the illusion of 3D: house-car-job-security-compensation-worry-mainstream media/government have your 'best interest at heart'.

And as if to test the validity of my choice, one sudden change after another kept testing my resolve.

But you know what? Highest vibration wins. And I wanted my 5D to stay with me no matter what 'curve' got thrown my way. I relaxed. I opened my heart. I was polite, kind, friendly. And I let it go.

After all 5D, is 5D. 

And--you can't wake anybody up...they have to do their own work.

Plus, I have proof that  5D is just as uncomfortable to 3D as the other way around. The 3D one, who is nice and kind and sweet and nothing in any way wrong with her except for being in a different mental/spiritual 'bandwidth'--well she got a headache and she usually doesn't.

You think that was her crown chakra getting a jolt all day from being around my vibration? It just might.

I was videotaped today feeding a giraffe. And he walked away. The photographer burst out, 'What did you SAY to him?!'

I was having a telepathic conversation with him. I told him my identity. Who I really am. And that I am here.  (An emissary of Divine Feminine energy, so to speak--but I gave him my title) LOL. 

The poor thing got all worked up and went to sniff the nearest female, just to check if I had 'done something' to her by being here, Now!

(((Big Smile)))

We backed up the truck a little, and let him think it was a new truck with a new bucket of acacia leaves.. He bought it. And he came back and finished the bucket with the rest of us.

What Matters More

The look on the faces of our beloved friends, and the best friend of their daughter, made it all worthwhile.

Watching my boy feed a rhino and pet it with love.

Helping each other through the crazy 'challenges' of the Jungle Rope Safari--which in a way are an excellent example of our own 'challenges' we take in the 'curriculum of life'.

Enjoying the misty trails.

Going on our first zip line together, mother and son

Hearing the children laughing together and playing and being kids.

These are forever.

These are the moments we treasure in our hearts.

These are the memories that stay with us across our lifetimes.

These are the promises of the Higher Realms.

This is the reward of allowing Life to heal you, and teach you more about yourself, about your spiritual level of development, and your heart, and your 'conscious ability to commit to your own soul growth.'

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Searching For The Flame Of Your Twin Soul

Everyone has a twin soul, a soul mate, or in some cases, an Illuminated Twin Flame. It all depends on what you once were before your soul was 'split into two' when you incarnated to earth.

Soul mates and soul families are excellent for helping each other learn on their lessons.

In my case, I have always felt the loss and an overwhelming desire to 'go home'. My whole life. Until now.

This is because our energies are highly compatible for us. Let me explain, my Twin is off-planet. He is on board a ship somewhere for the Resistance. His name is Ross, and apparently he is my Husband in the Higher Dimensions where we are from. We have a house and two kids. But for some reason, it was decided I was the best for the job, I was born here at this time, and I have incredible amnesia because of it. I was TOLD who Ross was, and could see everything about him but his face, for over a year. It wasn't until recently that we had free access to each other (remember, I am a 'medium' and clairvoyant--I can 'go' places with my mind that other people 'can't').

We even had a wedding. I have a gold band on my finger, same as him.

We are exploring our relationship. For example, he planned a beautiful day for us---my child and me--on Saturday. I felt Ross' energy signature close, and  his Love. You see, like the movie Wall E, I have been like Eva in my amnesia and being 'shut down' emotionally to Ross, doing what I was sent to do here for The Resistance for the Liberation of the Planet.  And Ross, patiently, lovingly, has been watching over me and making sure I had all of my needs met (well, except for physical--no matter how hard I tried to 'make it work' relationships for me were a huge DISASTER!!!).

Part of him wonders how I didn't appreciate or see or understand his Guidance which is so clear to him while I was asleep. He once was incarnate, but clearly he has forgotten that 'amnesia' part.

And part of me wonders how to 'reach' him, for he has other duties which are important for the Resistance. I don't want to seem 'needy' and possibly 'lose' him.

A big area to explore is the emotional pain and suffering I experienced being 'apart from God/Source'. Although I have a fantastic connection, and am more 'open' as a channeler, psychic, and medium than most you will meet, I did not like the density of the third dimension or the 'game' or 'experiment' of Duality at ALL. I complained about it bitterly my whole life in prayer.

Having a husband for me, is being able to express my love. It is natural for me to be caring and show kindness and tenderness for my husband, my kids, and to the Goddess and God and all of their creatures.  Before Ross and I were allowed this connection through the Veil, I felt lost and stifled in these natural loving-kindness energies.

It hurt.

And now, I am like a Spiritual PTSD patient, working with Ross. Today was the first time we discovered I am afraid that the separation from God and from Ross, illogical as it is, might Come Back. I am being shown all tenderness, and consistency by Ross at this time.

There really isn't much out there in the literature about situations like us--one Here, one There. It is known on third dimensional Twin Soul reunions they are apt to be some of the most difficult relationships on Earth! The Twins are 'the same' and yet 'opposites' --because they 'split', right?--and keep alternating between passionate, fantastic merging through sex and pushing each other's buttons and driving each other away...

Furthermore, the 'after the honeymoon' description is virtually non-existent.

Ross has his concerns and feelings, too. For him, he enjoyed having me tend to him, his laundry, his meals, his home. He appreciates me more now for my having been away. He also respects my contribution to the Resistance, our Cause. A part of him wanted to spend time with me, an take a 'breather' for a while from his work aboard ship. There were actual conferences I had with Ashtar Command on this, his reaction to the reunion, and I assured them given a few days I could take care of it. And I did.

If you are 'longing for home' with an 'overwhelming desire' and not really enjoying 'the scenery' of being alive here and now in 3D, you might have an Illuminated Twin watching over you like I have.

Look for the signs, the very little signs, of their involvement in your personal experience of Life. Ask for them to come to your side when you fall asleep at night. Thank them for always watching over you and doing a good job.

Once your vibration is compatible enough (not too Dense for the partner), they will be delighted to come join you! For us we went on dates (he asked), courted, picked rings, had a proposal, and got married, all in Spirit! Life went on! And yes, I can feel him kiss and hug and touch me, for it is our Light bodies that interact, and I feel very loved...

So just in case you are wondering 'what it is like', now you understand!


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

A Conversation With Pine Trees

At the Water Day Picnic for my son's school, the towering Pine Trees spoke to me.

'Hold up your Light'.

'Well, how do you do that?' I asked, confused at the guidance.

The trees flashed a picture in my mind--a feeling/picture. I felt the column of light within me about six inches tall, white, beaming all the way UP toward the sky. I understood. And I held myself taller, and breathed my Light up towards Heaven.

They sent another picture: their columns of light pointed skyward. Theirs are thicker but the same color. 'Be like us' they advised.

The trees shared that this was a special day for them, to be around the children. Over one hundred of them were there in bathing suits, brandishing squirt guns and eating watermelon in the sun.

'We have been picked to be here for the children. That is our purpose. To make for them a safe place, energetically, to play with Gaia and delight.'

'But you are going to have to wait another year!' I exclaimed, in my mind, in response to their statement.

'We (trees) can wait a long time. We do hear them playing from time to time during the year. There are some very special Entities who have passed through this educational facility. There are many here, and more to follow. We are here to watch them as they grow.'

I got the feeling that like guardian angels and family, even neighborhood parks are not by accident in the Divine Plan. And I was humbled by their Task, to watch and serve for children on a Spirit Path. I felt their Love for them, and their Grace for never wanting to be loved in return back. Their generosity of Spirit and giving of Love to the children never wavered over all their lives.

Why am I sharing about this? What does this have to do with medicine? And Reiki? And changing the system for patients and their doctors? What the Heck is This???? you may wonder?

The answer is this: it is very Fifth Dimension to talk to animals and plants.

Yes! I repeat. After Ascension, those of us who 'made it' are going to start having CONVERSATIONS with dogs and cats and trees and grass and ants and spiders and all wondrous creatures on Gaia!

And it is going to start happening Now. Just like this, with telepathy, thought pictures, feelings, and greater Learning for all.

I think I am going to have to go Vegetarian! I am close but not quite there yet. The meat in the meat section made me want to throw up. But tonight I take my son and my mother out to The Outback restaurant to celebrate the last day of school. Both of them are meat eaters, and they feel funny without some steak every once in a while. Frankly, I prefer the salad and the baked potato, but I get a small seven-ounce steak just to keep them company. Since I am on the mend from surgery, it makes sense to me to make up for my EBL (estimated blood loss in surgery). I bled a lot out my skin incisions, and I was dizzy until I started up on FeSO4 (Iron Sulfate, Iron pills. Lock those up if you have kids, they look like candy and are fatal when overdosed) and 1000 mcg qd of Cyanocobalamin (B-12 sublingual).
Then I got my energy back.

The other day, I asked why the Vegetables and Fruits aren't hurt with all of us eating them. That destroys their life, too. The answer, by inner guidance was, 'We are going to die anyway. Fruit fall to the ground. Vegetables go to seed. There is no need to waste them. That is what we were made for."

'And the mice to be eaten by snake? The same thing?' I asked

'Yes, but only for those animals that are designated to eat them. To keep the balance in the ecosystem.'

Remember the part in the Bible about how you will get new bodies that will never get sick or die?
Those are the bodies that are in the 5th Dimension. They vibrate at a higher rate, way above Duality (the 3rd Dimension). There is no getting sick. There will be time for everyone here to have the choice to remain where they are or move UP. It is free will. However, bodies that do not break and die will be a blessing to everyone of both sides of the Healing Arts!


Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. Here is some recent news that plants have intelligence. It is a scientific breakthrough.

http://www.medicaldaily.com/news/20120611/10247/plants-communication-survival.htm