Man Versus Nature

Why are there pools next to the ocean? I see very clearly in this photograph, the effect of mankind to alter the natural beauty that is present at this beautiful hotel in Laguna Beach. I see the structures, the chaise lounges, the palm trees...all as nature did not intend it.

All I can say is that this resort costs over six hundred dollars a night, for the 'land' facing rooms. And it is always sold out. 

There is much money to be made from selling this sort of thing--Fake Nature.

Here is the ocean. There is a walkway, and likely, some gardening that was introduced by man. However, it seems to complement the enjoyment of the natural setting. It is like a little bit of  makeup to 'enhance the natural features'...

Is nature for sale?

Are the natural resources ours to exploit?

Do they not belong to everyone not the guy who built the factory to exploit it and drives the biggest truck?

Who gives man the right to take habitat away from all of creation, so that the native plants and animals are threatened?

How can this be?

Can this imbalance be sustained forever?--I think not.  Entropy is going to catch up with it.

This is the harvest just one day from my garden, which is one ten by ten foot patch and a smaller, three by five foot one, of dirt.

I have made compost in partnership with the earthworms for ten years. I have completely reworked the soil from clay to something that is able to grow.

There are faeries in my garden. Because I am able to see them because of my psychic gifts, I communicate with them. They are pleased that I acknowledge them, and thank them for their assistance with this garden who for five years no matter what I did, nothing would grow.

I have a little bit of pests--mostly snails I feed to my pet turtle--but nothing major.

I have seen coyotes, raccoons, opossums, lizards, and birds come and check out my back yard, too. Sometimes they sort through the compost buckets I have waiting out to be put into the pile.

I communicate with the plants directly too. Some trees I have raised from shoots have asked me to attune them to Reiki. All pine and eucalyptus trees are now Reiki-capable--because trees have intelligence. They talk to each other. And the ones taught the others, it has gone round the world in the past year or so.

Earth was not designed to be exploited and unappreciated.

She is a conscious being, filled with life that is magnificent in its balance, its beauty, and its ability to sustain many forms of life, not just in the physical form, but also the etheric and devic realms.

Just for today...why not appreciate her? Let her know how you feel about her. And where you would be without her lovingkindness to your heart?

Just for today...LOVE HER.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc


P.S. I think she is starting to sing 'You Don't Bring Me Flowers Any More',  ya? Help our poor Mother Earth out.  Please make one choice in some way, to bring more lovingkindness to her. Mahalo.

Oh Where Oh Where Has My Old 3D Gone?

Earth has Ascended.

Gaia and all her inhabitants who do not have Free Will turned to 5D sometime in 2012.

All of the plants, animals, and minerals share different 'contracts' with spirit, so when She went to 5D, all of them did too.

All plants are vibrating with the frequency of 5D.

This is a loquat--or in Italian, nespoli--tree.

This lamb is alive with the energy of 5D.

Can you feel the 5D in the hummingbird and the flowers?

So are the minerals--crystals, metals, sand, and soil.

This is why we are encouraged to spend as much time in Nature as possible!

To expose ourselves to the higher frequencies, and to soak up like a sponge the wonder of 5D.

We call it Vitamin N for 'Nature'.  We need a little every day.

And also, sunshine directly on our skin downloads many key codes and activation sequences for Ascension of ourselves, too. Sunscreen kind of blocks it. Light coming through a window kind of blocks it. If you ask me, lots of 'geoengineering' or 'chemtrails' effectively block the strength of the sunlight too. The goal is about twenty minutes of direct sun on skin, even just arms or a face, every day to achieve maximum benefit from an energy vibrational perspective.

So what about the HEARTS in 3D?

What makes them melt?

Who is going to be first to experience 5D?

Well, to be frank, there is no 'race' to the finish line...everyone shall win.

At their own pace, at their own time, as they feel comfortable.

As a result, most of the Free-Will Inhabitants on Gaia at this moment are already in 4D, some lower ranges, some higher. There are also some in 5D, 6D, and beyond...right Here and Now...

The ones who have used their free will to 'finish the lessons in 3D a little longer' in their life experience have taken 'Exit Plans' and died. Not everyone who dies is 3D. But the ones who choose to be reborn into another comparable experience (Since Gaia Ascended) are being sent there to finish up the 'curriculum' like a transfer of schools we would have for a student here in our present daily understanding of this analogy...

So we don't have to worry about '3D suddenly going away' on Tax Day in the United States.

It already did, and it was right under our noses!

That wasn't very scary, now, was it?

So to UPGRADE your vibration, why not, just for today, go out and enjoy a little Vitamin N?

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Love Is The Solution For Everything

Please look carefully at the photo of this child kissing its 'baby'.

There is an energy to it.

I want you to feel it.

It is the energy of Unconditional Love.

Love is the Strongest Force in the Universe that exists.

Love is stronger than hate.

Love is stronger than death.

Love is stronger than loneliness.

Are you ready? Let's move on together...  you have the power to create your life...

Love Yourself:

• You are flesh and blood that is combined with Spirit. Honor this connection to Source.
• Honoring spirit requires quiet time relaxing in nature and doing something you enjoy, even just for fifteen to twenty minutes. (Surprisingly, some of my most 'spiritual' time is my commute to and from work each day. I turn off the music in the car, and pray.)
• Your heart has a 'mind' of its own--it is a direct 'connection' to Source/Creator/The Divine. It's not very loud at first. This is why we honor spirit in quiet time.
• Think good thoughts--here is an example of the daily thinking Masaru Emoto does. Please note he gives thanks for things he wants to have happen in the past tense. This is not because of the Japanese language. This is because Masaru Emoto knows it is a powerful spiritual tool, to pray for what one wishes to experience in the past tense:   When I wake up in the morning I sit up and I settle down. Then I gaze at a glass of water pre-placed at my bedside. For about thirty seconds I verbalize my gratitude by saying 'I thank you, and I ask you for a nice day today.' Then I drink half the water. Next I think about what I need to do during the day. With the feeling of success that I imagine upon completing each task, I say to the water, 'Everything went well and I thank you." Then I drink the remaining water. By doing so  good information is sent not only to the water but to the moisture in the surrounding air.  It is possible to resonate with both the water in the glass and the moisture in the air. I get up and I go to the bathroom. After relieving myself, I say 'thank you' to the flushing water with my feeling of gratitude.  I then take a shower. The shower water includes chlorine, and it is not good for the skin. Love and gratitude is necessary to improve its hado (energy in the water). This is especially important for those who have skin problems and might not be able to install a shower filter. It is a good idea to tape the words 'thank you' and 'love and gratitude' on the wall of the shower room to improve the hado of the water.  When I have some time in the morning, I try to go for  a walk. Basking in the morning sun brightens my heart. While I walk leisurely, I think of positive things.
• Exercise strengthens the aura. Light, gentle movement is enough. Try to get some activity in your schedule every day. If you are busy  like me, park your car farther from the entrance to the store. Don't take the elevator, take the stairs. Stretch in your work day. And do what you love to do--for movement--when you have the time.
• Certain things weaken the aura. Educate yourself about them. Some topics are high fructose corn syrup, conventionally grown food, and GMO. Others are more easy to understand, but take a life change--hard alcohol, recreational drugs, tobacco, gambling, loud music, violent entertainment, and gossip have an energy-weakening effect. 
• A weak aura is prone to illness and negative energy attachments. (this is a subject of another blog post, you may look it up using the search box.)
• If you have been denying yourself something you want, find a way to give it to yourself. Being self-sacrificing is not healthy for you in any way. Love Yourself First.

Love Others:

Aren't these two bears simply adorable? That is how you look to Source--simply incredible and full of love and joy and creative energy from Source. Source cannot love another more than you! 

This is because we are One--all of us are connected to Creator. Some might have it be more easy to see than others, that is sure! Sometimes I look at their behavior and ask myself, 'what are they thinking?' We do not become a doormat or a pushover when we acknowledge our common 'spirit' that we have in one another; instead, we refocus our gaze to look past all the 'not so great' behaviors to the core of 'source', and respecting both parties'  common connection to Source, we then act from this 'perspective'.

Every individual you meet is actually a mirror of some part of YOU. It will help you see what kind of energy you are sending out, and how your personality is. They are your Teachers. 

In a way they are giving you a wonderful gift by being Present with you just the way they are; it gives you a choice on how to interpret that 'lesson' and incorporate it into your daily life. 

You in turn, are a Teacher to them.

Gather Together For Strength:

Have you ever seen an old couple who were getting up in years? His hearing wasn't so good...and her eyes were terrible! Together, they helped each other make up for their weaknesses. He helped her to see, and she helped him when he couldn't hear.

When we gather with like-minded people, our spiritual ability increases. Our auras strengthen. And we share our 'pieces of the puzzle' in the big picture of Life by being exactly who and what kind of person we are! It can be over a cup of coffee. It can be with friends to take a hike or enjoy some aura-increasing activity. 

What is recommended at this time by The Resistance Movement is to meet with the same group of people, be it a large group or a small one, every Sunday to share the meditation for the Weekly Liberation Meditation. Together, our energies combine and increase the energy of Gaia for the better!

These meetings should be in person, if possible, and do not need to be long in duration. Together you will create a support system for each other for the time of The Event. (when Gaia gets restored deeply and completely).

Look to the top right hand corner 'count down' for the meditation. I do the YouTube one, which is called Meditation number two. http://2012portal.blogspot.com

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

A Meeting With Ross and Ashtar

All of a sudden I got very sleepy. I excused myself and lay down on the couch. I covered myself with a blanket. This happened about two hours ago, today.

As I relaxed, I found myself in a clearing. It looked somewhat like this photo above, with sky and bushes at the edge. It also felt somewhat like this:

Both Ashtar and Ross were there. I was sitting, and they were kneeling and looking in my eyes, saying, 'we want you to be happy here.'

There was a feeling of finality to it, like I was going to be going away forever. And I looked at them, puzzled, why I would be summoned to this place with them, and why my happiness was connected to this place?

I was on board ship. And they have a special room that is of Nature. Everyone goes there for fifteen minutes a day. This must have been for the officers, because we were the only ones there. The air smelled fresh, and there was a breeze. It was real sunlight, not lamps, and I knew because I asked how it works.

They also have sunrise and sunset in the room, and it matches the time (length of day) on your home planet.

up and to the left was a very big hill, like this, but no lake and no homes at the bottom.

At the top of the hill was a home that looked like this, but no italian cypress trees 

It was this color, and had architecture modern, like I had never seen, a cross between the two structures. I understood it was Ross's home. There was no flag.

That is why he needs to come way down on the way to work. It's up on the hill.

Ashtar excused himself, and Ross took me by the hand, my left hand, as we went up the hill.

The path felt like this...

And also like this but there was gravel under my feet.

I stopped cold, and asked Ross if this was some 'hologram thing'? I was wary. He looked at me funny, as if he wanted to explain something but held back. I 'felt' his thought that Earth is a big hologram, so how is one to compare?

I thought--knowing full well he could understand--'Where are the animals and the wildlife? The birds? Where is the water?'

There was none. But we continued walking hand in hand up the hill, and it was not strenuous.

At the top of the path was a big door that was imposing and felt like this but it looked a little lighter in color and was wider.

Ross knelt down, looked me in the eye, and showed me this big key.

It was gold, and was as big as my hand, and it was heavy. Mom had an old key like this to her home in Sicily, when she was a girl. The family took the keys with them. She hung it on the wall in our living room in our house, and used to take it down and show it to us. It was just like that, but gold. 

Ross showed me he had one too. He had me turn the key in the lock, and the door opened a little. He also put it on a chain around my neck. Ross said he wants me to know I am free to come and go as I like. He looked me in the eye as he said it, and it felt important for him to let me know. He pushed the door open the rest of the way.

Inside were our children!

I recognized the home from the inside, I had been there many a time before. I was very excited and threw my arms around Sarah Alexandra's neck, and Benjamin's too. They were excited to see me. I couldn't stay for long, but Benjamin looked me in the eyes and said, quietly, 'I won't go anywhere until you get back.' I was most grateful.

Then it was time to go.

I woke up and was back on the couch.

Something tells me I should write it. In my heart, I know I should write a vision like this here. This is just in case you have visions along these lines yourself.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Three Starseeds

Today we have three Starseeds* to study, Starseed J, Starseed M, and Starseed C.

Starseed J:
I have known and worked with J for two years. It wasn't until a chance conversation in the hallway at work yesterday that I discovered her true identity as a Starseed Light Worker.
I learned it by observation and by familiarity with the early life experiences of a Starseed. She had them. She also had the focus, and Leadership traits many Starseeds have.
She has no concept of who she is of why she is here on Earth; but I do.
And I know she will 'rise up to the occasion when the opportunity for her to do so is right. It will take a combination of Light and an obvious need to serve others for her to 'wake up'.

People like Starseed J are 'sleepers'--their time and their purpose has not been revealed to them at this time.

When their 'wave' of Starseeds is 'activated' I anticipate they are going to 'come online' and 'live their piece of the 'Master Plan for Ascension and Rebuilding Gaia's surface society structure'.


Starseed M:
Starseed M is an Arcturian. She is well-aware of this. I met her at a restaurant I go to often. She says that this place where we met has a lot of Starseeds that go there. (Even yesterday as I ate my soup, I inwardly thanked my Twin Soul for this wonderful place for me to relax and truly 'be accepted' for who I am, and 'allow' my Very High Vibration to 'take a breather'.)
Starseed M is one of the most fascinating people you will know. She has full recollection of her previous existences on other 'planets'. She also is, in fact, homeless. She has a brilliant strategy for her survival, and rocks it through her contact with her vast system of support. I enjoy our friendship and her sharing beautiful art and inspiration online through social media.
What Starseed M 'lacks' is focus and commitment to her Purpose; she does not know what it is, and is not able to effectively follow any particular 'Path' or 'Life Purpose' at this time: she is 'still searching'.

People like Starseed M are 'halfway there' but not actively pursuing their Missions; in speaking with Starseed M you will notice the lack of focus and the thought crosses your mind if there is something that cannot be seen or felt that is 'holding her back', much like a 'boot' would 'hold back a motor vehicle' if the owner has not paid for their parking tickets.

These individuals are effectively 'stuck'; it is not clear what is holding them back. It could be negative entities or implants.


Starseed C:
Starseed C is fully aware of who she is and her Purpose. Planetary Origin and Job Title or 'Rank' in the Light Forces is fully known. She is on 'Lock and Load' status. For the last decade, she has been 'waking up'. There has always been a life-long Connection To Source, with Inner Guidance. To the best of her ability, Starseed C has been actively Pursuing this Purpose, as best as she can 'understand'; inner motivation drives her to work diligently for both her Spiritual 'lives'--the inner work that is both comforting and transformational, and the outer work that is her Purpose.
Starseed C was a bright child, with a very high IQ and an outstanding academic record. Having excelled at mathematics and sciences, she is employed in the service of others for their health and spiritual needs.
Starseed C has experienced a sense of isolation and intense longing to 'return home' her whole life. Now that she has Full Consciousness, she is patiently waiting for her 'flight home' and continues in her service work with the Starseeds who comprise the movement to Liberate Gaia from Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

People Like Starseed C have the Light Codes from their many travels through the Universe, and are often in positions in broadcasting and blogging on Alternative News Media to share these codes to others who are awaiting their 'activation'. This process is completely unconscious to both the 'Code source' Starseed and the 'Code recipient' Starseed.


Are you a Starseed? *A Starseed is a Higher Vibrational being of Light who is not native to this planet--and came as a Higher Dimensional Soul with a 'Vibrational Signature' of the Star System where they are from. Places of origin for Starseeds include Sirius, the Pleiades, Arcturus, Lyra, Orion, Andromeda, and Polaris.

All Starseeds are watched and fully supported by Observation teams who oversee what is going on with the Resistance Movement. Due to the unique situation on Surface Earth, the presence of the 'Veil' effectively 'blocks' most open communication between the individual and their support system that is 'off planet'. This causes amnesia, a forgetfulness of who they truly are as individual workers for the Light. Many have had to conform to survive difficult early life situations, and to be able to survive on this 'outpost', mentally, emotionally and spiritually.

If this story 'resonates' with you or 'connects' on a deep level, you most likely are a Starseed. Plus your time of 'awakening' is beginning.

Follow your Path!

Follow it by making the time to 'meditate' (spend time alone, in Nature if possible, with no electronic devices--and 'plug in' to the Divine, to Source, and initiate the formal awakening process without hindrance from the negative Spiritual Technologies of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.)

There are three distinct phases of the awakening process:

• Clearing the old patterns
• Raising The Vibration (this helps one to 'connect' to the Signal from Source that has the Divine Purpose and Assignment of the individual Starseed)
• Actively living the Assignment with strong connection to Source as experienced by clear, strong intuitive Guidance. (while in this phase one will clearly see their effect on others, who will align with their own Inner Guidance and become actively living their own Assignments.)

This is how Gaia is going to heal. We are all connected to the Light in one form or another. The Starseeds are going to awaken the others around them. Together we shall Heal her Pain and Suffering. We will heal the pollution and restore her to her original pristine state. Her energy systems will come back online (Those Who Do Not Have Her Best Interest At Heart suppressed her ley lines and vortex system by building large structures such as airports and shopping centers on them.) The hungry and those without roofs over their heads will find relief. Peace shall return. Hidden technologies for free energy and advanced non-invasive healing shall be released.

All of the 'unknown and unused' parts of the brain will become 'online' again; the Higher Gifts (telepathy, etc) shall awaken in all inhabitants of Gaia, as well.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Anatomy Of A 'Lesson'

What is wrong with this picture?

I see it every day. One the surface, with 3D eyes, it look like a patient is reading and entertaining himself.

But with 5D? It is a person whose energy imbalance or 'Dis-Ease' has gotten so out of control that their 'vehicle' or body is TELLING THEM all System Alert! Fix Imbalance NOW and needing to be in the hospital to fix it!!! And they are blithely continuing the SAME behaviors that made them get the Dis-Ease 'Imbalance' in the first place, right in their Hospital Bed!!!!!

What is a health-care worker to do?

They can't listen. They are too wrapped up in themselves to 'take a hint' in the physical OR the spiritual.

And there are some who even an experienced physician or nurse wants to be no part of if they can help it. Yesterday I was 'on deck' for a case I didn't want to do--let me just say it was the consequence of advanced advanced advanced end-stage liver disease, and the patient was still drinking. It was going to be stinky, bloody, and a mess. Many good-hearted donors had given their blood to 'save a life'. I'm sure this was not the life they had envisioned when the needle got put in their arm.  This isn't to judge whether liver-disease and other self-induced chronic incurable diseases are the patient's 'fault' or not. What it is meant to say is that sometimes these imbalances are not pretty in any way, and leave a lot of mess not just for the employers, friends, and family to contend with, but also those of us who work in the hospital too.

In the meantime, I have been having the sense of being in chains, and 'held back' in my own Spiritual Development. The work I do takes pretty much every waking moment I can no longer bring in a book or a calendar or make plans for anything or talk on the phone when in the O.R. (I used to do this, all anesthesia does, because you have to make a dental appointment when the dentist is open--and our work is the most actually between cases, preparing and setting up.) The surgeons are too quick, and they like a fast turnover.  So once I set foot in the hospital, my life 'stops' and is 'on hold' in just about every way, as I take care of my patients.

But my heart was saying, 'I really am uncomfortable with my Lesson and where it is right now. I want to go and have a talk with God.'

So I went outside.

It is AMAZING the clarity of mind one gets when one goes out the building.  (I had a one hour delay before the surgeon was available--I wouldn't just 'walk' unless there was a 'gap'. We wait around a lot for surgeons.)

C: God? I am 'stuck' in my Lesson. I just can't get it. I don't feel good about where I am and I want to move past it but I keep making the same mistakes!

G: What is your most painful moment?

C: When?

G: What is the most painful thing you ever had to do?

C: Report Dad.

G: Why was that painful? What was the most painful part about that?

C: I had to choose. Between him and my son.

G: And?

C: Dad was so selfish and messed up he would even try what he did with my kid!

G: And what else? What else was painful about it?

C: I really loved Dad. I worshipped him! (I suddenly remembered how when I was twenty-one, mom took me aside and gently told me not to look up to him so much--he 'poked' his sister when they shared a bed, and caused great trouble to the family. There was a pattern. I also remembered his confession after he had passed, through medium Tim Braun, that 'he was very smart and had everyone fooled but because I inherited his mind I was the only one that figured it out. He meant no harm; he was bored. He had mental instability, and was surprised he 'stuck around alive' as long as he did. He was deeply depressed and actually jealous of my opportunities when I became ready for college. He felt his life was 'over' and mine was 'just beginning'.--we made Peace.)

G: What was good about the experience?

C: I could protect my son, and report anonymously, and keep the peace in the family. (The paternal side of the family took the 'rap'--our little one had made confessions not just to me, but sordid ones at the dinner table in front of his dad and grandparents and uncle, too. Social services encouraged me to 'continue contact but never let them be alone together'--because the relationship is important to the child's growth, and the predator was on hospice now, anyway.)

G: Did it work?

C: Yes.

G: What is beyond that causing the hurt?

C: My daddy always kept people emotionally at arm's length. He was nice, and taught me to bat and to throw, and never touched me--but I feel rejected by him on some level. My most important male role figure, my father, was emotionally unavailable to me growing up.

G: And what is the pattern which causes you pain?

C: Deep down I believe men are always going to hurt me and reject me.

G: Is this true?

C: No. Nannu Filippo was always there for me. He didn't talk about feelings, but I knew he understood them and respected mine. He provided unselfishly for his family, he shared what he loves to do (gardening, coin collecting), never tried to 'convince' me of anything. He accepted me for who I am, and as I got older, and more beautiful, his love for me grew with pride in all of my accomplishments and just plain growing up. He let me know it with hugs, his smile, and calling me 'My queen, my queen, my queen.'

G: And?

C: That is why I grieved his loss for so long. Why I bought him flowers every week for his grave for ten years (until I became a mom and he said, in spirit, 'save your money'.) That is why everybody came to his funeral. He was a good man.

G: So other good men exist, and are kind and loving and honest?

C: Yes.


This is the kind of focused 'learning' that comes with a Guide, in my case, I called the Guide, 'God'--and it felt like Him. His questioning was gentle, he reworded things to make a point, and he always expected me to 'figure it out'.

This is how Life Lessons 'work' in the Fifth Dimension--in our new Vibration; we can ask for help.

How do I feel now? Well, I see lifetimes of trauma to my Divine Feminine. I also see how I have made the same mistake over and over and over in my choice of partners. Although I see 'the error of my ways' I also feel like I want to 'clean up the wounds' .

Gaia is a Prison Planet.

We are like Australia once was, a prison colony. We are 'fenced in' by the Veil by our 'Supervisors' (Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart). They talked a good story, got the contract, and then went Rogue on the planet. This is why everywhere you turn there is something from 'them' to 'keep us in line' and 'keep our numbers down'. If you don't believe me, look for things that are marketed as 'fun' and 'good for you and healthy'. I see right through the lies. Most people can't. But more and more people are 'waking up' to this horrible truth. (This is why the Resistance Movement is working on the Liberation of The Planet. That same 'team' of Supervisors used to cover many other places, and have been kicked out from everywhere else to this last hold, this corner of the galaxy, and us.)

The reason I bring all of this up is that we are going to each need individualized healing on a very deep soul level to become fully functional in 5D. We have scars, ticks, fleas, and who knows on a soul level what else? The healing is titrated to each individual using Light, and Vibration/Sound. It is very pleasant, and even though the one I went in looked 'funny', it didn't hurt. It didn't 'change' me, and I felt much better when I emerged. (It happened in meditation during a nap I was taking on the couch.--here's the blog post:

• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-light-box.html
• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/how-i-got-into-light-box.html
• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/08/physical-changes-after-light-box.html

So here I am embarrassed and sad because I know deep in my bones, the thing I want to do in life more than anything--explore a healthy relationship--Isn't going to happen until I go back to that Light Box some more for a good healing! I'd just end up doing the same things, right?

The angels say, 'No' and wave their hands at me right now. Their job is to encourage hope.

So, the point of this whole long essay is that once you 'see' with 5D eyes, you're going to take a look at yourself and go, 'Oh No! What HAPPENED?!' because you will understand the 'wear and tear' the 3D 'experience' has on a soul. And you'll want it fixed. Right away. But you can't. And it makes you sad. But the angels say, 'Have Hope'. (Even this morning my guide asked, can you make it one more day? Just one more day? And I said, 'no. the pain is too great. I can't do it. I've had enough of this 'reality' and I don't accept it any more.)

I think I'll go and make breakfast. I've had enough of this lesson for now. Harry Bird is twenty-four years old today! His favorite is French Toast. I think we'll have us a little celebration before we head off to school. I have the day off. You might hear more from me later. I hope you don't mind my sharing with you; I hope it will be easier when it is your 'turn' for 'lessons' so you will 'know what to expect'. 

Go in Nature.

Ask for Help.

Forgive Yourself and Others.

Prepare to be kind of surprised perhaps in a not-so-nice way, but Spirit is okay with it--it's part of the learning.

Give yourself Time to 'assimilate' what you have learned.

Be totally honest with yourself and Spirit, and trust that 'help is on the way' with the Resistance Movement, the Divine, and Source.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Writer's Block!

I was so stressed I wanted to eat lots of this: SPAM Musubi!

Today has had some very strange energy for me. I wanted to sleep for much of the day. I didn't want to do anything. And lo and behold, this is the first time I didn't want to write!

This 3G bites. There is no WiFi here. If I had known, I would have brought MiFi. Only the iPad has 3G connectivity, and as you saw by the end of Mermaid Hair, it only fits so much! That is why there also are no pictures.

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Part of my 'legacy' from childhood is not being able to process strong emotions in real time. Sometimes I under-react or over-react too.

Today was one of the worst days ever as a parent. The kid is so into buying stuff as I looked into a waterproof camera at Target (yes, they have one here in Kapolei), he demanded a two-hundred dollar camera for himself!it was like, NO! All day long at every store, and yet when I want to go Genki Sushi I get resistance on that too.

We went to new store, Down To Earth. It is different. It is vegetarian! And the pill and remedy section was BIGGER than the produce section, I am not kidding! The remedies were all mixed together by 'complaint' or 'organ system' if you allow me to speak a little doctor-ese. I had a terrible time finding vitamin B-12. If you go vegan and don't take B-12 supplement daily soon you will feel like, well, awful and run-down. I was missing it after one week of vacation...

I liked the store a lot. Here is something awesome, the new 'dirty baker's dozen' produce for 2013. Blueberries are safe now, but summer squash and kale have been added to the list. Here is the link: http://www.downtoearth.org/environment/organic-farming/foods-to-always-eat-organic-new-2013-“dirty-dozen”-list

I laugh. My 'baby daddy' had a tattoo with his sign, Pisces, a picture of earth, and the letters D T E under it. It was on one arm at the shoulder. The other arm had the family name and crest. On the back was an unfinished work, a Merlin. My son's father was sectioned for term breech with rupture of membranes...an old wives' tale says that breech babies are born 'with the sight' or psychic gift. There was enough of that to start a relationship, that's for certain! I hadn't thought about it in years, those tattoos...and about those three letters D T E?

It stands for down to earth.  LOL.

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Tonight, at that first line, I 'processed my emotion' that had been mulling around:I felt disrespect by my kid asking and asking when I say no, and for not respecting me. I was drained from all the conflict. I said this has to stop, I don't have the energy. When I say no I will say no one time. If this continues, your dad AND your martial art teachers are going to be notified. He also knows now and agrees not to ask for anything over fifty dollars, period. I took care to leave him with a sense of my believing he can do better, and confidence he will.

I sense he was glad I spoke up. He shared how at school kids tease him, and call him spoiled. He notices how other people look at him at the store when I say NO but he keeps asking. He can tell they think he is a spoiled brat and it hurts. He blames my mother for getting him hooked on cola (she used to 'sneak it because it made him so happy' against my wishes). He has a food addiction and it is getting worse...he craves the unhealthiest of foods, and the Vitamix to get him to drink greens he won't eat failed too. He only takes orange juice, banana, and one other fruit in a smoothie, and some days won't even drink that. All the nursing, all the organic everything seems to have been in vain. But at least today, at breakfast, he ate vegetarian by his own free will.

When it comes right down to it, it is just us in this family, and lately it has not been pleasant. I had sort of consciously, sort of unconsciously, been looking for a 'new dad' to keep both of us in line. The healthier alternative is what happened tonight: I respected my Divine Feminine, reached deep into my Balanced Divine Masculine, and brought it out into the open, this 'energy imbalance' in our relationship that was getting uncomfortable. It feels 'balanced' now. I don't think it would be wise to expect anyone to 'fix' what is 'ours' in the first place,too.

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Today I saw butterflies three times. There is also a pink art one over my bed.

In Native American lore, the Butterfly represents completion of a wish, desire, or goal. It means all of the work has come to fruition. It is time to enjoy the achievement and results.

I will.

I guess that is something to write about?

Big Smile!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Mind Bend Burritos

Last night was a big night for my son. His sports activity had a special night, and we needed to be there by six-thirty.

I asked him what he wanted for dinner, and he happily asked for our local fish taco place. He is all about the bean and cheese burrito. We walked in at six at one franchise near the sporting event, not our usual place.

As soon as we stood in line, I felt it: something was not right.

I experienced multi-sensory processing--there were too many people waiting for food, there was stress in the kitchen, the worker in the other line was doing absolutely nothing at the register, and ours had a terrible 'vibe'. Both women had unusual hair color and cuts. No one was pierced, no one was tattooed, but energetically it was as obvious something was 'amiss'; it was as clear as the difference between un-inked and inked humans. Not to say there is anything wrong with ink, it is just the most obvious visual example I could think of right now to explain how this 'information' was able to be 'picked up'. Hungry, we started to order our dinner.

I said a quick prayer about what to buy for me as I scanned the menu? Usually I eat the fish taco with the corn tortilla, but today I felt different. I wanted to stay Raw, it was like, my body wanted it. (I can't think of an example, but it was a new sensation to crave something not cooked).  But living a raw vegan lifestyle at local fast-food places makes for some tough choices. The answer came to me--order this salad, it is more raw than the veggie grilled items.

So we sat.

And we sat.

And soon we started to worry. At six fifteen we asked if our order could be take-out.  I said, 'I don't have to eat--my salad was holding up the order--we have to leave. Now.

Five more minutes as they threw the salad together. We showed up at the event at the last minute. My son had been changing clothes in the car as I drove slowly using back roads.

The funny thing was my perception was vastly different from that of my boy. He got all worked up about it, and wanted to go on Yelp and warn others to avoid this horrible franchise. It was all about THEM doing US wrong. There was never any idea that he was co-creating this 'lesson' for 'whatever needed to be learned'.

And I looked at him, puzzled.

To me, this was 'wrong place wrong time' and 'don't come back' and 'forget about it'. On some level I was sad for the horrible energy that the workers placed in the food. This should not happen. But I wanted to let it go.

They gave a soda cup instead of milk to my son, he held it, and then they took it back (big red flag--not clean! Germs to next customer!). His burrito was crunchy, had a big glob of cheese in the corner, and not enough beans. There were pinto beans instead of black beans on the side. And the substituted guacamole instead of churro was the wrong size: too small. (I would have paid for one size up.) My dinner, which was eaten on my lap instead of a table, was tasteless, had low energy, and even though I blessed it, did not have much love vibration in the food.

So here we are, with two different perspectives on a screw-up at the local taco place, mine, and my boy's.

After the event, he wanted ice cream.

This was even more strange. I had no desire whatsoever for ice cream. Not even a taste. My body was letting me know what it needed--avoid ice cream. At the local ice cream shop, my boy was in his sports uniform. All of the kids--and it was busy--were in uniform. Soccer. Baseball. Dance. You name it. About ten kids and parents, and some parents even wore 'coach' style shirts.

What kind of society is this where athletic ability is rewarded with a man-made substitute for mother's milk?

I have thought this one for years--ice cream is the socially acceptable form to get the primitive longing for mother's milk satisfied past infancy. The fat content is about the same. It is sweet. There is the frozen part that is different, but I would say everyone gives off an 'I am being nurtured' vibe while eating ice cream. I should know! I had many a dinner with Ben and Jerry straight out of the carton while my marriage was tanking during fellowship! I love ice cream. But today, my body said, 'No'.

So how was my Vibration able to 'step out of the Illusion'? And my body able to stand up for what it needs?

Was it the Eclipse and Full moon?

I don't think so.

I played hooky!

I had the day off work any how. I had relief for a meeting that was rescheduled, and once you promise work to somebody, you have to deliver. Otherwise they will never provide vacation coverage for you.

The meeting with my two sisters and niece to discuss our mother's care plans after she leaves the hospital went well. We will arrange 24/7 nursing care in mother's house.

But after that, a little voice told me to take PCH home, not the freeway.

And as I got closer to my favorite beach, I recalled the State Parks Annual Pass in the car.

So I went 'off the radar'. I left my phone in the trunk, took a blanket and towel, put my jacket on (it was crisp), took a bottle of water, and headed for the sand. It was so healing to lie in the sand and soak up the sun. I connected to Source. And when I was finished, I went to the water. I had on a skirt but I waded in and enjoyed the water. I found a perfect, heart-shaped rock! And shells that looked like spirals much like tiny CKR's.

I thanked God for these few moments of BLISS in Nature at the shore I love.

When Spirit said, 'It was time', I went to the shower and washed the sand off my feet. I drove home the rest of the way, enjoying the scenery along the coast. How beautiful it is! And of course I decided where I want to live--as if I had unlimited resources--just because I could. I want to live on Crescent Bay Beach. Close enough to see it and hear it and walk to it.

So that 'hooky' is how my body got the energy it required to be fully 'aware' and 'conscious' at the taco stand and the ice cream place. My vibration was high enough to 'see through all the smoke and mirrors' and request 'what is healthy for it'.

You can do this too.

Live in the Now. Wherever you go. And find Nature to help you lift your Vibration higher.

And one last request: I would like raw vegan options in a fast food setting. Healthy ones for moms who have to work and can't plan elaborate days-in-advance meals at home. Not the pre-packaged stuff.

If Mc D's can streamline the process, so can raw vegan. It would be like, In and Out, small menu, never change, and the real deal. A little wait, but not forever, while they make it fresh for you. I could see flat bread with hummus wraps, two healthy salad choices, and many blended items since they are frozen ingredients any way. There could be one 'meal' of the day, chef's choice--it has to be seasonal, possibly rotating like at Souplantation 'themes' too. All the workers would be Reiki-trained, and Love and Source would be honored because everyone is on the same page to begin with. It can be done, I can see it. I believe it in my heart and know with enough effort, trial and error, it can work.

And in my perfect world, I would have raw vegan gumbo and raw vegan Indian sweets for dessert. <3

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Morning Light

My grandfather had a donkey in Sicily and loved her very much

The birds are singing outside right now. I can hear them. It is beautiful. The sky is pitch black, but they know the dawn is near.

I adore morning time. I enjoy waking up with the sun. And sometimes a little before it. Even when I have to jolt myself out of my warm bed to get ready for work. I had the most beautiful dreams last night! I hit the snooze button twice just to relish the thought of being back in those dreams once more. 

Are mornings for you?

I have a friend that I grew up with. She is in recovery from i.v. drug abuse. She has an interesting comment.

When she was using, and she would hear these birds chirping like they are now, she would call them 'The birds of Satan'. She hated to hear them, and it would irritate her very much.

Now she is clean and sober, she wonders how she ever could have felt this way at all!

She absolutely loves to hear their song now. Just like I have my whole life.

Morning is a time for Love and Light to brighten your day. It is rebirth. It is like Springtime, fresh and full of promise of delight.

Delight is your birth right!

You are given the power to joyfully co-create what kind of experiences you want to have in your day. Not just 'for learning' but for beauty, joy, love, harmony, and absolute DELIGHT!

Well, you may have given your power for some time to the media and society--but it is not your fault in any way. They worked hard to trick you into 'loaning' your creative energy of the mind and harnessing it into what was broadcast on the news. Whatever they showed, you believed, and that was what the cabal meant to happen. For example, you live in a 'scary world' right now because of what they are showing you and your choice to believe what they are saying--and not the other way around. You manifest 'scary' together with everyone else who watched the news, on ANY station, even PBS.

If you were to believe in hearts and flowers, and not the news, everyone would co-create a beautiful world of peace together.

All it takes is turning the t.v. off, skipping the newspaper for a day (or scanning it with a healthy grain of salt), and allowing Mother Nature and her wonder into your consciousness.

It is beautiful, and simple, and patient, just like the sunrise with the birds.

I love you completely. I know this is a big lesson for you today. It is sent in Gentleness and Light. 

I promise to be less direct in the next blog post.

That is enough for this moment.

Don't work too hard and have a good day.  : )))

Aloha and Mahalo,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Cruelty is a Toxin

This is your native state of existence: rainbows and butterflies, in harmony with Nature.

Any step away from that is not healthy for you. Both on an energetic level and a physical level, you will take a step toward imbalance. And when imbalance becomes a habit, sometimes the entire energy body and physical body can't 'bounce back into balance'. Physical and mental illness is the result.

How do you feel when your foot goes down and you hear the crunch of a snail's shell as you step?

Does it make you cringe? Does it make you laugh? Do you not give it a second thought?

Now is the time to examine our choices that we make. Although 'everyone is doing it' might seem like a proper answer, the questions are being asked only of you.

• 'Will you continue to permit pain and suffering on a global level on our planet?'
• 'Will you look the other way when another creature suffers?'
• 'What can you do, in your own way, to relieve suffering in your midst?'

The answer will depend on the situation you are in, I know.

But when you cross to The Other Side, you are going to see the answer of your lifetime of choices. It will be plainly and painfully clear if you have erred on the side to support cruelty. 

And you will make choices to balance your Karma in your next life experience.

The judge, lawyer, and jury is you. Why not start to examine your self better today? So you may have an easier time of it at the End.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

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The Healing in the Garden

This is a thought-picture from me to you. Above is a Sicilian Market. This story is in honor of my mother, who underwent life-saving surgery today. She came over from Sicily on a boat at age twelve.

At the VA where I trained, as an intern, I went out for a walk on the grounds when I was on call. Much to my delight, I discovered a garden. It was run by the department of psychiatry as a healing garden for the psychiatric patients. They worked in the garden, and they healed the very deep wounds that they had inside. The produce was sold on Wednesdays, and anyone that worked at the medical center could purchase it. They sold anything from potted plants to produce, and although it was scary to go up to the patients sometimes and buy it, it was a win-win for everyone involved.

I spent a lot of time in that garden. When I was on call for General Surgery, I could not go to my house. I had to stay and work for twenty-four hours. I found that picking some flowers with my trauma shears and arranging them in a styrofoam cup in my call room made the day that I spent in the service of my fellow man more palatable.  I found beauty to counterbalance the harsh images of disease and suffering that I was exposed to throughout the night and day.

I also found the fruit! Italians believe it is a sin to waste fruit, and it is not stealing when one helps themselves to the bounty on the tree, just for eating purposes for yourself. I ignored the signs and helped myself to plums and apricots and apples, if only for a taste of joy under the blue sky outside the hospital.

There was a gazebo, a fountain with a little waterway, and Nature, lots and lots of Nature. And colorful flowers, as you know. Sometimes I picked roses, sometimes daisies, sometimes sweet peas that smelled wonderful...my co-interns always gave me a hard time about the flowers. I didn't care--they didn't understand how I was nourishing myself, my spirit, and my healer's heart.

The home that I grew up in is only fifteen minutes away from the VA. I took mother to the garden one time on my day off. Mother can spot a fruit tree on the side of the road in a car that is going seventy-miles an hour and tell you what kind of tree it is. Even if there is no fruit on it. She admired the garden, and many times we came back. She met the master gardener, who was Italian, and he blessed our visits and encouraged us to taste the fruit.

One tree got mother a little excited--Chezzu--It was a tree with leaves like apricot leaves, but small red mulberry-like fruit that really stain your hand red when you eat them. She had them last as a little girl back in Sicily. She showed me how to eat them and they were very good! A combination of sweet and tart like I had never experienced. And best of all was the connection to our heritage of orchards back home.

Several times I went while I was working to eat them. They were in season a short time, but I knew where they were and when. The only catch was to make sure I washed my hands a lot because otherwise it would look like I had blood on them!

On the way home from the hospital tonight, on the long drive, I realized the healing power and the beauty of the garden is this: the Love that is put into it by the gardeners.

Love heals. A garden is a depository of this Love and Caring that is available to all who experience it.

Love is the Solution For Everything, wouldn't you agree?

(with deepest Love and Gratitude for everyone who sent healing energy, Reiki, Love and Light to mother and the family on this very long day.)

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

True: You Are More Powerful Than Led to Believe

This is the cycle that the illumi-not-so-more-i want you to believe is true:

1. Event happens
2. News media finds out about it.
3. News media reports on it.
4. You are informed of 'what is happening in the world
5. You come across as informed in your interactions with others, you are ready, you KNOW.

Here is the reality, how our powerful ability to create is hijacked by the media:

1. 'Event' that has been orchestrated by the illumi-not-so-more-i happens.
2. News media report 'Event' as dictated by the powers-that-were
3. Highly powerful creative powers of the public at large believe 'Event' is true.
4. People think about 'Event' and discuss it amongst themselves.
5. New reality is created by the cumulative perception of the sheeple.

Everything is designed to take you out of your quiet meditative state, which is your control in the creative process. Sleep, downtime, recreation without chemicals and loud noises, rejenerate the soul on its True Path.

According to Toltec Don Miguel Ruiz, we are living in 'The Illusion', and it tries to 'catch you'. Dr. Ruiz is a surgeon from Mexico who was raised by a family of powerful folk healers, the Toltec. He spurned his background initially, and sought to be a healer by conventional medicine. In time, he realized his True Path, returned, and became a writer who has shared his thoughts with the world.

Here is what he has to say about the creative process and sheeple effect:

“We are so well trained that we are our own domesticator. We are an autodomesticated animal. We can now domesticate ourselves according to the same belief system we were given, and using the same system of punishment and reward. We punish ourselves when we don't follow the rules according to our belief system; we reward ourselves when we are the "good boy" or "good girl".” 
― Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom

Here are the Four Agreements, the antidote to the 'Hijack-your-creative-process' cycle:

The Four Agreements Quotes

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“The Four Agreements
1. Be impeccable with your word.
2. Don’t take anything personally.
3. Don’t make assumptions.
4. Always do your best. ”
― Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom

Here is a link to twenty-seven quotes by Don Miguel Ruiz:
http://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/376130-the-four-agreements-a-practical-guide-to-personal-freedom-a-toltec-wis

It is my hope that you enjoy them.

My advice to you: keep your discernment-monitor on HIGH from here on out.

Why? Because it helps you find your Truth. By keeping your heart center open and not believing anything that you hear until it resonates with you, you are claiming your freedom back.  This will also get the conditions right for those around you to awaken to their own Truth, as well.

I have seen news articles in the last two days that are signs that the New is starting to be reported in the news media. It is my hope, that once illuminati control of the media and entertainment industry is lessened, we may relax and be able to trust in what is reported in the news media. There are alternative news sources online. 
Kauilapele's Blog is the one that I trust most. There are full-time bloggers and internet users who are out there under illuminati control, waging an all-out disinformation war against us right this minute. Nothing is safe that is from other humans. Only what resonates with you is what is true. And Nature is always True.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc