The Incubator

My boyfriend left when I was four months pregnant with his child.

He wanted to be present at the birth.

I wanted no part of him until after the effort of labor; I wanted to give birth to my child undisturbed. I had all of the operators and the security system at my hospital actively protect my identity until I was out of the initial few days after my cesarian section after a failed induction of labor.

He argued that the child was his.

The law said I had the right no never contact him again and go on with my life happily.

He said, effectively, I was a 'container for his baby to grow in' or more appropriately, an incubator for his child.

Over the life of our child, we have come to respect one another, and co-parent between our two homes more effectively than most couples who are in our situation. This change has taken a lot of patience on my part, and a lot of help from prayer as well. I think my becoming a Reiki Master, and Karuna Reiki Master, was very helpful in changing my perspective to one of positivity, dedication to making the child's life as pleasant as possible, and learning to adapt to a life I hadn't anticipated but ended up with, making the best of what I have.

Yesterday I was on call for Labor and Delivery.

Something unusual happened--that's never happened before--I was interrupted in the middle of the Cobra Weekly Meditation for Liberation of the planet. My team on PFC had gathered in Los Angeles for a special event. And I was on call and couldn't attend.

So the phone rings in the call room, and the nurse says my patient needs a bolus for breakthrough pain on the epidural.

I had a choice--do I wait a couple minutes to finish, or do I go?

I thought, well gosh if I am supposed to meditate for the Goddess Spiral Vortex how can I let another 'goddess' in labor suffer and wait until I'm finished?

So in my mind I hit the 'pause' button on the meditation, and I went up and did my best to make her comfortable.

As I was waiting for the bolus of medicine to take effect, I stopped into the O.R., so I could catch up on my charting. I remembered I hadn't finished the meditation. So all alone, in the O.R., hands up, I rotated eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee  and then my hands dropped and I was like eeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Then I thought, why not attach this healing to the hospital and all O.R.'s?

Why stop there? Why not attach this healing to the entire medical system on the planet???

And boom! Remote view--instantly--Earth split into two parts, along the axis of a yo-yo but it looked more like a tennis ball that was cut---and like rocket boosters, the old shells fell away into space.

Ross was there--part of the meditation is to think of your Twin Flame--and he was very earnest and asked me, 'Do you know what you just did?'

I was totally clueless. I thought I was just watching the show that was cool, like everybody else.

He was really excited and smiling and very quiet, and looked at me again, and asked, 'Are you sure you didn't know?'

I shook my head.

He gently took my right arm, and together with his raised it over our heads. And all these people everywhere, rows and rows and rows of them, started cheering and dancing. They looked kind of like angels and kind of like galactics but I didn't have the best view. They were like in a movie when they do computer generated graphics and make lots and lots and lots of crowd. I definitely knew we were in the etheric plane or something, but I wasn't sure why everyone was there all happy over something that looked like a special effect in a film.

I still didn't understand. But I saw in our heart space we share between us, me and Ross, a tiny little earth, that was like a deflated soccer ball, and kind of like wet butterfly wings but the colors were very bright and colorful green and blue. It was only a moment I was able to look at it, but the image really lingered in my mind's eye.

Ross let out a cheer; I didn't understand what these people were all so excited about. But they were happy. I asked Ross if it was okay to excuse myself, and he said, yes. So my 5D or whatever D light body I have when I go there stayed, but my consciousness came back to the hospital. I checked with the patient, who was comfy, and then I went back to my room and made a salad for lunch, and I heated some Biryani that was frozen from Trader Joes in the microwave. I was sure to add 'love and gratitude' intent to the food before I put it in the microwave, to neutralize the effect on the energy of the food by the microwaves themselves.

This is the veve of Erzulie Danto.

You might want to look that one up.

Women and men in childbirth are getting so more pleasant now. I have seen husbands respect their wives. Women who are focused and with or without the epidural very cognizant of their blessing of being parents. Five years ago it used to be a real unpredictable thing.

I think the energies that are 'out there' are having some effect on people in general.  Even the nurses are happy, and really nice, and not grumpy like they sometimes were before. Again, I do Reiki 24/7 when I'm in that part of the hospital, and I like to think it helps, but I know it's not the only reason behind these changes that I notice.

We are entering a time where the energy of the Goddess, and the balance between the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, is coming to equilibrium instead of being slanted as it was, to heavily favor the male interest.

Funny it should happen, because, as a matter of fact, The Divine Mother sent this message out today herself: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/24/feminine-or-masculine-the-divine-mother-through-isabel-henn-march-24-2014/

It deeply touched me.

I hope it touches you as well.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Love Is The Solution For Everything

Please look carefully at the photo of this child kissing its 'baby'.

There is an energy to it.

I want you to feel it.

It is the energy of Unconditional Love.

Love is the Strongest Force in the Universe that exists.

Love is stronger than hate.

Love is stronger than death.

Love is stronger than loneliness.

Are you ready? Let's move on together...  you have the power to create your life...

Love Yourself:

• You are flesh and blood that is combined with Spirit. Honor this connection to Source.
• Honoring spirit requires quiet time relaxing in nature and doing something you enjoy, even just for fifteen to twenty minutes. (Surprisingly, some of my most 'spiritual' time is my commute to and from work each day. I turn off the music in the car, and pray.)
• Your heart has a 'mind' of its own--it is a direct 'connection' to Source/Creator/The Divine. It's not very loud at first. This is why we honor spirit in quiet time.
• Think good thoughts--here is an example of the daily thinking Masaru Emoto does. Please note he gives thanks for things he wants to have happen in the past tense. This is not because of the Japanese language. This is because Masaru Emoto knows it is a powerful spiritual tool, to pray for what one wishes to experience in the past tense:   When I wake up in the morning I sit up and I settle down. Then I gaze at a glass of water pre-placed at my bedside. For about thirty seconds I verbalize my gratitude by saying 'I thank you, and I ask you for a nice day today.' Then I drink half the water. Next I think about what I need to do during the day. With the feeling of success that I imagine upon completing each task, I say to the water, 'Everything went well and I thank you." Then I drink the remaining water. By doing so  good information is sent not only to the water but to the moisture in the surrounding air.  It is possible to resonate with both the water in the glass and the moisture in the air. I get up and I go to the bathroom. After relieving myself, I say 'thank you' to the flushing water with my feeling of gratitude.  I then take a shower. The shower water includes chlorine, and it is not good for the skin. Love and gratitude is necessary to improve its hado (energy in the water). This is especially important for those who have skin problems and might not be able to install a shower filter. It is a good idea to tape the words 'thank you' and 'love and gratitude' on the wall of the shower room to improve the hado of the water.  When I have some time in the morning, I try to go for  a walk. Basking in the morning sun brightens my heart. While I walk leisurely, I think of positive things.
• Exercise strengthens the aura. Light, gentle movement is enough. Try to get some activity in your schedule every day. If you are busy  like me, park your car farther from the entrance to the store. Don't take the elevator, take the stairs. Stretch in your work day. And do what you love to do--for movement--when you have the time.
• Certain things weaken the aura. Educate yourself about them. Some topics are high fructose corn syrup, conventionally grown food, and GMO. Others are more easy to understand, but take a life change--hard alcohol, recreational drugs, tobacco, gambling, loud music, violent entertainment, and gossip have an energy-weakening effect. 
• A weak aura is prone to illness and negative energy attachments. (this is a subject of another blog post, you may look it up using the search box.)
• If you have been denying yourself something you want, find a way to give it to yourself. Being self-sacrificing is not healthy for you in any way. Love Yourself First.

Love Others:

Aren't these two bears simply adorable? That is how you look to Source--simply incredible and full of love and joy and creative energy from Source. Source cannot love another more than you! 

This is because we are One--all of us are connected to Creator. Some might have it be more easy to see than others, that is sure! Sometimes I look at their behavior and ask myself, 'what are they thinking?' We do not become a doormat or a pushover when we acknowledge our common 'spirit' that we have in one another; instead, we refocus our gaze to look past all the 'not so great' behaviors to the core of 'source', and respecting both parties'  common connection to Source, we then act from this 'perspective'.

Every individual you meet is actually a mirror of some part of YOU. It will help you see what kind of energy you are sending out, and how your personality is. They are your Teachers. 

In a way they are giving you a wonderful gift by being Present with you just the way they are; it gives you a choice on how to interpret that 'lesson' and incorporate it into your daily life. 

You in turn, are a Teacher to them.

Gather Together For Strength:

Have you ever seen an old couple who were getting up in years? His hearing wasn't so good...and her eyes were terrible! Together, they helped each other make up for their weaknesses. He helped her to see, and she helped him when he couldn't hear.

When we gather with like-minded people, our spiritual ability increases. Our auras strengthen. And we share our 'pieces of the puzzle' in the big picture of Life by being exactly who and what kind of person we are! It can be over a cup of coffee. It can be with friends to take a hike or enjoy some aura-increasing activity. 

What is recommended at this time by The Resistance Movement is to meet with the same group of people, be it a large group or a small one, every Sunday to share the meditation for the Weekly Liberation Meditation. Together, our energies combine and increase the energy of Gaia for the better!

These meetings should be in person, if possible, and do not need to be long in duration. Together you will create a support system for each other for the time of The Event. (when Gaia gets restored deeply and completely).

Look to the top right hand corner 'count down' for the meditation. I do the YouTube one, which is called Meditation number two. http://2012portal.blogspot.com

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

How To Make Do--In Spirit

I felt the urge to chant...and I forgot my mala at home! Here I was in the OB Anesthesia call room, faced with a dilemma: chant or give up? Spirit was giving a 'nudge'. How can I do this? How can I do this? I wondered.

Then I remembered my rosary. I bet some of you are wondering how in the world I ever managed to say the rosary and drive to counteract my fear of driving on the freeway to my work when I was twenty-three, aren't you? You can't drive with beads! Not with a stick shift!

Well how about one of those little rings with ten bumps and a little cross on it, a 'finger rosary'?

Nope.

I used my fingers! There are ten Hail Marys in a decade, and five decades in a Rosary. I would say Hail Marys and press lightly on the finger where I was at. In between I would say Our Father and Glory Be. I would do one decade for each digit on my right hand. Of course, at the start of a Rosary, we say the 'I believe in the....' big prayer, followed by three Our Fathers. And at the end of the Rosary (I alternated Joyful, Sorrowful, and Glorious mysteries each day), I would say one special prayer I was taught to say.

I did that every day on the way from Berkeley to Pleasanton! For years! (the fear went away somewhere in the middle of those years, but I said it still just to let Blessed Mother know how much I appreciate getting over my fear.)

Today I did similar: ten times ten plus eight. <3

It felt really good to chant!

We can't all have the quiet spa music and incense! I went to a Buddhist ceremony once. A student of mine had a brother who was going to be a monk for one month. He shaved his head and had a robe and a rice bowl. I was invited because I was spiritual. It was a Thai monastery. I meditated with them. I walked in circles saying intentions around a money pit they had to raise funds for some building thing. I dropped big bills in just to be nice, even though I was a single mom on an academic, part-time salary.

I was so jealous! I was SO jealous of those monks! Imagine, having the time to think and pray and connect with spirit? That would have been a total luxury in this life!

I have to LIVE! I have to work to support our tiny household! I barely get time off!

So how do I 'make do'?:

• I layer my prayers into what little time I have. As a result my power of concentration goes up, and I can pray in increasingly discordant environments. Yes, I can meditate in a bus station. Make that Grand Central Station. It's beautiful there, too...
• The more you layer, the more you can flip back and forth from 'here and now' tasks and meditation's 'Here and Now'. It gets easy, it really does.
• When you pray with your heart center, you allow for 'little mistakes'. It doesn't have to be perfect. Spirit will correct for it when the intention is good.
• Today was eight in the morning and I was at work. There was something happening. But I really wanted to join my energy with the cause for Egypt! Eight was the proper time in my time zone. While I was holding an airway in place while the surgeon put in a trach at the bedside, watching the monitors, and being fully present 'here and now', I set the intent to join up with the others too, and I Let Go of my idea 'you can't do this'. Just like listening to a song at work, I had the memorized meditation going, more or less, through my mind too. It wasn't like I was totally concentrating on Egypt--just enough for my energy and Light to go without putting anything at risk. Sure there were interruptions (turn up the propofol! LOL) but I felt my energy join with the group. There were no visions, there were no arm movements or spinning. It was all in my mind. But I did it and did just enough as best I could.

Make Do with your Spiritual practice. I cannot emphasize the importance of it enough. Jump in, and connect to Source! Any way you can! 

What's holding you back? C'mon! You can do it!!! Go For It! Dude---you are made for it!

Love and Light,

Mahalo and Aloha,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Adrenaline

California Screamin' is the roller coaster on the left

It's all about the energy.

How I view my world is always based on the energy that results from making my choices.

Remember the quote, 'they won't remember what you say or do but they will always remember the way they made you feel?'

It's kind of like that.

When you are like me, and I know one other healer who is from Sirius, you like the energy 'UP'. The faster the vibration, the higher the energy, the better you feel.

I eat Raw Vegan food to increase the energy. I exercise to increase the energy. I sit in the sunshine to feel the energy of the sun in my Light Body. I am kind to others because it raises the mutual energy that is between us (this is not people pleasing--it is 'right action'). I help others in my life's work because it is my calling. Whenever we are on our Life Path, and doing our Purpose, the energy is the highest of all, and the Universe supports us.

Well, I used to enjoy working in the heart room because the energy was the highest I could find.

Until I discovered Labor and Delivery! The JOY there is incredible!!!

I enjoy riding horses and jumping because of the energy.

I enjoy dancing ballet because of the energy.

The ocean, and body boarding, offers amazing energy and aura clearing at the same time!

And I love riding roller coasters because of the energy. It clears the 'fog' and helps me get in touch with my Higher Self. 

Lately 3D has me feeling like I just can't take the dense energies any more.

It is so confining and restrictive! Once you get a taste of the Higher Dimensions, chances are you are going to begin to feel like that too.

If you are sick and tired of the lousy, filthy, Cabal-controlled lower dimensions, here's what you can do to change it. It will speed up the process of 'setting the stage' for the planetary changes that are to happen. By doing this meditation you are giving notice to the Universe to 'Please Bring It On!'

Meditate with our group at noon  PDT for about ten minutes with the Cobra Meditation. We are going to start doing this together on conference call. Stay posted for more details once this gets set up. Again, we are the Planetary Healer's Network.  Here is the link to the Cobra meditation that we follow:

Love and Light Forever,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

There Might Be Some Turbulence vs. The Fever Broke

These are the stairs you take to get to the O.R. at my old work. Note the worn spot on the landing. Yes, you can wear out concrete.

This is my energy reading for the Month of May.

The ones I have read so far were too obscure.

Let me tell it to you straight:

• The Last Portal is Opening before the end of this month.
• A pulse of energy from the Galactic Central Sun is heading for the planet
• These two events might be linked.

Energetically, we are 'going down these stairs to get ready for the trauma patient who is en route to the O.R.' 

To the bottom of the stairs and to the right is a door. To the immediate right in the area is Pre-Op Holding. Across from it, and to your Left, are the powered Double Doors that lead to the Outside--elevators, crossway, door with all the vending machines by it including the one with stamps (so when you forget and buy a card at the gift shop things are cool), the cafeteria, and the patio where I like to eat lunch. Straight ahead, directly across from the stairwell exit, is the O.R. Let's open that door.

To the left is the secret elevator entrance for taking very sick patients up to the ICU. Next to that is the crash cart which also serves as a table for pathology specimens to be sent. (A crash cart has all you need on it for a Code Blue). Then there is the Front Desk, the command center, where you learn what room is designated to have the trauma.

Trauma cases are pre-set up. All of the emergency anesthesia supplies for induction (falling asleep), blood pressure management, and fluid resuscitation are there and ready to go (your resident sets them up for you). Even airway management equipment is all set up, with MAC 3 and size 7 ETT for women and MAC 4 and size 8 ETT for men.

Try to imagine the feelings that go through you as you are woken up by a pager and a phone call from a deep sleep in the call room upstairs. You know the basics from that phone call--for example, gun shot wound to the chest. In your mind you are thinking of the plan and building it with each step.

For me, I feel the energy of the patient. And the team. I sense it around the time I reach the bottom of the steps and go through the doors. It can be dread, excitement, heaviness (dark forces), or joy (light forces). Most of the time my 'sleepy' overpowers it all. I 'sense' but do not 'act' on this psychic information.

The most common feeling I have, from MY heart at that time, is a prayer for help--Help Me God!

Why? Because this is it. One chance at saving a life that is in trouble. One chance for the surgeons, if I don't screw it up. If my resident is on it. If the wound is 'survive-able'.  If it is meant to Be.

Once the patient is in the room, everything happens and the training kicks in. Your powers of observation are heightened. You do whatever it takes to get the job that is assigned to you done.

There is a point in the case where the bleeding is controlled; you know the patient is going to make it; you are 'caught up with fluids'...and you relax along with the rest of the team.

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So WHAT does this have to do with the month of May 2013?

Everything.

We, our souls, whether we are aware of it or not:

• Earned our right to be Here at This Time.
• Have a Purpose.
• Have Agreed as a Collective to Throw The Bums Out (the 1%, the ruling Cabal)
• Note--there is a LOT that is going on while you sleep--your Higher Self does its thing then
• The Cabal knows it too, and is doing everything they can to 'go down fighting'.
• Cabal loses.
• There are some other 'galactic' energies going on, as well as a lot of Assistance

Assistance?

Yes. In the skies. On the ground. Many incarnated at this time to help gain the freedom back for Earth's people. One might be you! Until it is time for your Assignment/Purpose, if you are a Galactic, you might not have a clue! The only sign before it is an Overwhelming Desire to Go Home that you can't explain.

This past weekend, I felt some MAJOR turbulence. My boy and I just could not get along--we were on each other's nerves all day. There was this energy I can't describe--confusion, irritation, difficulty to get anything done.

The last time this happened was early in the Liberation Movement. All I could do was sleep. 

It wasn't just the 'energy upgrades' that you hear about. It turns out that the Cabal have different technologies, wave and energy technologies, just like HAARP, but they affect YOU. It was pointed straight at us. For days. Weeks! All we could do was rest and to drink lots of water.

They have a technology to make couples fight.

They have the ability to give someone a stroke or heart attack and not have any evidence at all.

They have a technology to make us gain weight. 

They use news stations, news papers, and entertainment to 'program' us into doing their agenda.

They do not 'love', they cannot feel it, and they want to cull the population to gain better control.

We are like cows to them. Make it Cash Cows. 

So from an Energy view, I see two opposing Forces: The Resistance of the Light Forces for the Liberation of the Gaia  and the Dark Empire of the Cabal. 

Sounds kind of like Star Wars, doesn't it? Well, here is a hint: Star Wars is Real and is what is going on before us, but we can't SEE it. 

'The Force' is Love.

The fighters for the Light are you and me.

The battle is raging out there. People have died--our side--in this fight. They just don't talk about it, since the news media is 'occupied'. Once that is liberated, you will know all.

Pray for the Resistance fighters. Ask for the Light to prevail. Although Light Forces 'win', there is no set time for this to happen. It all depends on the Energies that are involved. So Raise Your Vibration UP.

Think good thoughts.

Go in Nature.

Be kind to yourself.

This liberates your heart from the grip of the Cabal. 

One point of Light can be seen in the darkness from miles away.

One point of Light can help 'spark' the light of others to Awaken.

Just by being YOU.

This is the time for it to happen.

You can anticipate any and all turbulence to be thrown into the mix by the 'outgoing party'.

But also, yesterday brought a lot more Light and less 'confusion' into the day. Even the workers in the O.R. were calm, polite, and friendly. This is not always the case!

If you ask me, the Fever Broke. The energetics are favorable for Healing the Planet. But we might still need to treat the fever if it spikes again. 

Be watchful.

Wait.

Try your best to remain 'grounded'.

Enjoy the show.

Remember you are most Precious and Special to God, Goddess, Source, all the Angels (including Your Guardian Angel who is with you always!), Ascended Masters, the entire Faerie Realms, Unicorns, Whales and Dolphins (they are from Sirius), and the Galactics who are on Earth and also cheering us on from the Skies! And of course, to my heart, too. You are the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me. I love each of you so very, very much...you are like beautiful 'spirit flowers' I appreciate every day. I see you by your numbers from each click, and by where you are on Gaia (this is watched world-wide), and by your referring sites. I know you and give thanks for your interest in Light and the Healing of Reiki each and every day. Throughout the day, in fact. <3 Mahalos and Aloha!

Let us all hold hands together, as friends, and take a big jump into the Golden Age!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Not-so Brief Meditations

I made this photo extra  large so that you would be able to appreciate the detail. He is pulling back the edge of reality, as he knows it, and focused intently on what is new. There are questions marks, galaxies, and the egyptian desert. Time is melting where he is, and hands are raised in supplication to heaven. There is a Fibonacci sequence behind the light bulb, and a giant all-seeing eye over branches that are bare, flying beds, and the land masses of earth.

1) Combined Meditation and Explanation of the Changes:

This link http://pleiadedolphininfos.blogspot.com/2012/12/what-should-we-expect-dec-12-dec-21-22.html fills in the 'what to expect' on the upcoming changes between December 12 and 21, 2012.
Most notable is:

• everyone is going to ascend together (big sigh)
• some will feel it right away, others it will have to 'sink in'
• we are all going to experience perfect health of mind and body
• no one is going to die
• only the worst-of-the-worst are going to have some 'inner earth Time Out' being cared for and helped to learn to have a deep Love and Respect for All Life, and then come out.

There is a nice (about ten minute for my fast reading) meditation, so if you would like to 'do something' that would be a very nice thing for you to 'do'. You might enjoy it.

2) Weekly Cobra Meditation for World Liberation--Sundays 7 p.m. Greenwich Time:

3) Follow your Inner Guidance --with Joy!

Perhaps you might like to take a walk? Yesterday I read a terrific book all day, something I never get to do. I read the third book--The Inside Track-- on this page: http://www.pyradyne.com/product-category/books/. It felt wonderful to take a day for myself, and not 'do' anything! 

In other words, 'get in tune with yourself'. Although it may not sound like much, a time will be coming where that is your only compass--your 'internal guidance' and why not spend some time getting acquainted today?

Namaste,

Reiki Doc