The Energy Is Starting To Build -- Gaia News Brief 31 January 2016

Short and Sweet

I'm listening to Kahele and tidying up.

It's picking up steam, the tidying. I am releasing everything around the house that has been holding me back for a long time. All the notes from boards and recertification?  FEAR. I have released the energy of FEAR.  (I also got rid of everything that has anything to do with the heart room, with the exception of a notebook of my cases I have done.)

Today I tidied up the kitchen counter, and also, released everything sparkly and shiny and no longer needed in my closet.

I don't dress like that any more. My preference is for white tee shirts, jeans, and grey.

I can FEEL the energy where the blockages have cleared, and now, on my shelves I have room for all the photo albums I inherited from my Nana Angelina.

There is feeling when you are on the 'right track', and the few hours I have spent are really beginning to add up in the de-cluttering department.



As Above So Below

Ross woke me up, and we talked at length about us.

I'm tired of the waiting. I feel 'stuck'.

And if you see this picture above, it is not a happy one for me.

It shows how the hungry have sucked up all the energy from my husband.

I was called to a strange form of Council after breakfast by Divine Father. Ross was present. There were others, too, but behind a black curtain/screen. This was so I would speak openly and from my heart without 'outside influence'. In a way they were witnesses to what was taking place with me and Ross, under the guidance of Divine Father himself.

I was told of Ross' mission, and how he was sent to accomplish X, Y, and Z.

Twice I threatened suicide, there. Once by slitting my wrist and it bled everywhere in my mind's eye--but of course I'm not going to die.  And the other time was by going into fetal position, rocking, and not speaking to anything or anyone.

When the 'proposals' were offered those were my reactions--fast, direct, and to the point as completely unacceptable by me.

Divine Father had to work hard to find the root of the issue.

I said, 'He takes!' and burst into tears.

There was a misunderstanding on Ross' part.

All the energy he assumed was directly from Source to use in his ministry, wasn't.

It flowed through me.

Its path went from Source, to me, to Ross because we are Twins.

There was no replenishing what was taken of my 'vital resources'--in spirit but also in the physical--and I am speaking here as Lady Gaia Sophia as well as me who is sitting here now...I am the voice of Gaia, I am she, and she is absolutely terrified of being emptied and used up, and dying a slow death.

This is why she ran as far away from Ross all over the Heavens, to keep that last bit of energy she had for herself.

This is why she threatened to kill herself--to have it be on her own terms, instead of the status quo.

Divine Father got angry.  He picked me up, and proceeded to ask me what I want to stay, and what I want to go.  I showed him the worst drains on my energy, and I confessed this is taking WAY too long for my energy to hold up.  He stepped on things that were holding me back, and stomped like an angry giant until Ross called him back.

I don't think I can make it, given the circumstances.

Ross completely understood. he spoke with Divine Father, and they have an agreement.

Ross consoled me. He apologized.

I'm so glad he understood.

We love the masses of all of humanity. We are adjusting the energy flows through our systems at this time. Everyone is going to be loved and supported in the coming times--and it will be sustainable for my energy system too.

This is why every time the Galactics crank up the vibrations, I do well, and feel healthy. And when they drop it, to make it more 'accessible' to the masses, for it to take root--I feel it. I feel the drag, the resistance, and the drain on my own soul. All Lightworkers who make an effort to meditate daily and accomplish their missions, assist in the overall energy situation. And every time another incarnate human wakes up, during the 'low vibration times' the Galactics set, it helps my energy system too.

It has to do with the alignment of the planets, the natural energy cycles from Source that course through all Creation, and the balance of the work of the Galactics who have been sent to assist with the awakening, the Lightworkers, and everyone incarnate upon Gaia surface at this time.

Ross

I didn't know.

I didn't realize the connection with the energy about my work.

It makes sense.

Both the situation, and the reaction out of her.

I didn't know, nobody did.

But our crew, beginning with Divine Father, have found a plan to help everything make sense, for all to succeed, and for much love and enlightenment to follow.

Carla doesn't believe me when I say I am coming to her.

She says she better not count on it--no one is coming to save her--and except for her love of Anthony, there's not much reason for her to be here at this time.

Why is this so?

Carla has a career, she doesn't 'need a man', and she has me.

Carla has indescribable JOY whenever she and I unite! Even last night, I played a board game with her and Anthony, I had my own piece, and I spoke through them both--and Carla got a TASTE of that 'sense of family' she has wanted all her life...

Carla is exhausted, both as a soul, and as a mom.

So why does she write?

She writes to record her journey, her process!  It is helping her to find a reference point in all of the Ascension--the nebulous, I can't touch it--quality of the energy work.

(raises a finger to make a point--ed) What I will tell you, is that in the board game--it was played with a DVR, the Price is Right--everything was from 2004. All the prizes looked very different then from what would be a good prize now. It looked 'hokey'--fake--contrived.

It is that ability to find a reference point that makes all the relevance in one's spiritual work!

For Carla, it is before she knew me, and after, with much less episodes of crankiness now.

Carla doesn't ask for me.

Although she wears a button on her neck to call in my presence, she doesn't use it. But today, at the stove while making breakfast, she sent a strong, 'I need you Ross!' signal and pressed the button, and I appeared to her in her consciousness.  We briefly spoke. I reassured her.

Carla tells me she gets nothing from me but 'waves of comfort' when she has really had 'enough' and can't go on.

To her it is a 'one way street'.

I invite you--this includes Carla--to guide us into what constitutes a 'two-way street' between your realm and ours, between us and you.

Carla wanted nothing more than to be a wife and mother in all of her incarnations. Carla has her soul growth too--as Lady Gaia Sophia--which is also (raises the finger again--ed) the ground beneath your feet! It has to do with energy. With the intention, of every one of us, and all of you, Creator, and her--there is an energy balance (gestures with his hands together like it's complicated and mixed together--ed).

I wanted Carla to go bowling. It will be good for her to throw the ball. And to also get some pizza.

Anthony is quiet and he troubles her not one bit. He likes to play his video games, but he also helps with her in the kitchen after the meals, and also, setting the table.

Yesterday, Carla wanted to go see Kung Fu Panda the new third episode. Anthony didn't want to go. They were late. The popcorn line was long, and the service was slow. There were no seats in the theater together, except in the very first row. They could have split up, but they didn't. There was one seat available here, and another,  there. For them the bond was more important than the film. So they asked for a refund together, and they threw the nine-dollar popcorn away.

You could see their disappointment.

Carla spoke.

Now when Carla speaks, there is a quality to it, and a voice that comes from me--not always, but when it is Truth.

She said, 'Anthony, I had the feeling you didn't want to go. That's why you stalled. I am not angry, but if you want to get along with people in your home, you might want to make the effort to do something when it is what THEY want to do, and not your idea. That is because you would like them to make the effort when it is something YOU want to do too.'

He asked about the breakfast, it was her idea.  Carla said, 'I have a LIST of places you will eat and I only pick the places that are on the list. I wouldn't dare pick otherwise!'

He understood. She said, 'I have a LIST of foods you will eat. And if I DARE to make something you might not like, then I make sure there is something else on it you will like to eat along with the meal.'

He had no idea the status quo was hurting her, so much she had changed--that when asked, 'What do YOU want to do?' she sat and stared blankly from the chair across the living room to him on the sofa, and didn't know.  It had been so long since being a mother, and working, that after tending to make sure all the needs were met, she barely had time to sleep.

'I like to read' Carla said.

Anthony added, 'You like to paint, you like art. And you like making jewelry.'

He was right.

Both Carla and Anthony grew with this experience.

And I did too, in my talking with Divine Father and Carla as written earlier.

Everyone has a limit of what they can 'take' and what is 'too much'. (raises the finger--ed)

Sometimes out of politeness, some people do not speak up.

As Galactics, we invite you to always feel comfortable in speaking up--no matter what the subject (palm down, side to side, like wiping table--ed).

Like for Carla, we are always here for you.

Do not be concerned about the energy drain on our Lady Gaia Sophia--we have 'rewired' it.

Continue on your path and know you are in the front row of the greatest event in all the cosmos!

I hope you are enjoying it.

(clap! clap!--ed)

That is all for now.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Team

Remembering The Pain-- Gaia News Brief 30 January, 2016

How I Arrived To This Title:



I misread this:  http://ronahead.com/2016/01/30/remembering-the-plan/.

Actually today has been a rough day. As Ross pointed out, it's been six weeks since I came home from my last vacation.  At the current rate of work, motherhood, and being chief cook and bottle washer (the buck stops HERE!) in my house, I'm done.

There has been much movement in my spiritual growth the last few days, and all of it is for the better...I'll share a some but spare you the details of 'where I am at' in my 'process'.




Ross Does It Again!

Remember how I last wrote how Ross said to go buy a lottery ticket? (It didn't win)

I ran into the very mom friend I've known since pre-school and had been thinking of her.

Well, on Thursday, there was a HUGE shake up in my plans! The babysitter didn't have a car and notified me about four hours before needing to pick Anthony up.

I had to scramble.

I switched called with another anesthesiologist. I was to stay late (Call 3) and took his call 6.  I was out by two thirty, and managed to pick him up.

I stopped off by the store to pick some things up for dinner. I was in my scrubs.

A woman recognized me!  It was Janet, with her son Christian (Anthony's age) and her daughter (Kelsey).  We had met in a parking lot by a mall by the freeway, and then taken an impromptu hike together.

Janet has experienced great hardship and poverty. Her husband lost his job during her pregnancy, which had complications. Fortunately, the insurance must continue through a pregnancy.  But her husband was job hunting for a long time, and they had lots of assistance.

When I lost my job, Janet was the first to know, and we went straight to her house. A devout Christian, she shared with me 'everything is going to be okay', and gave me tea. Our kids had played together many times on the playground. We'd just lost touch.

She's lost ninety pounds, and was starting her new job on Monday.

He husband has work.

The reason they were poor, is that she and her husband wanted her to stay with the kids. She had skills, and could have made six figures. But the home was paid for, and they were okay though the eight years of hardship.

Ross had planned it, I could tell, and I was happy to see her.

I was also happy to have not one but two extra people, just in case I need help watching my kid.  These are good people who love Anthony, the mom from the lottery ticket place, and the other from the grocery store.



Yesterday

Dad came through yesterday when I went to speak with Tim Braun.  So did Allison, who died--a mutual friend of Tim and me. And mom's Aunt Caroline came through too.

The advice was very helpful. I was glad to hear from both Allison and Dad, but I'm sad because I miss them too. The 'visits' are always a little short.

Both I had asked to come.

Allison died of terrible pancreatic cancer. She had her body suffer so she could 'make it to the highest level' in Heaven.

In some weird way, our suffering is the price we pay to go UP higher, to 'raise our station' in the afterlife...so in a way, it is 'good' but it is absolutely miserable while we are here on earth.

I bring this up so that you might see why God isn't putting an instant stop to everything--there's more to it than meets the eye--all this suffering.

It still doesn't make me like it.

Remembering The Pain

I did not like this world, the one of the middle east back in Ross and my time.

I liked the food, I liked the weather, I liked the location.

Ross and everyone looked like this in my time on earth with him incarnate.

This has been the bulk of my healing and growth today.

One on one with Ross, and later, with Divine Father, pouring my heart out, with tears, over being ignored, not listened to, and having no say in my own Divine Mission, which in fact was intertwined with his.

Ross cried too.

It was the advisors that got him off track.

Our Benjamin was lost to us because of them.

I said some things that were hurtful today. They had to be said. I've held them in for too long.

Ross says he is making amends. I said, 'ISN'T IT A LITTLE TOO LONG?!' but he was right, he said, 'not for someone who wasn't talking to me all that time!'

We are healing.

And it's really slow.

Time Flies

Yesterday was a day off. I barely had time to drop off the car to be serviced, switch to a loaner car, drop Anthony off to school, see Tim, pick up the car, and pick up Anthony in time for his drum lesson and social activity.

He went to the mall with some friends. Long story short, I didn't want to drive up at nine-thirty p.m. and have to go walking through the parking lot.

So I stayed in the mall.

It's not the nicest mall.  It's kind of run down. And totally empty.

I had a 'date' with myself at Rubio's. And I flashed back to 1992, when I discovered the fish taco in La Jolla when I was at medical school. I ate the same meal I did back in the day, on Friday night, when then too I was alone.

Although Anthony loves me, he naturally is going to want to spend time with his friends.

And me?

I don't have many in 3D.  I have one who moved to the Bay Area, another coworker who'd love to hang out, and also, a close friend who watches Anthony. I can pick up the phone and call. But, I'm okay with being alone...



The House

Tim says my dad says I am running out of the energy of this house. It's trying to tell me to move. I have the one year plan (put it up for sale, sell it, move to an apartment, and find a new house), the three year plan (fix the wall, then move), and the five year plan.

Either way, I must get out.

Yesterday I went to a part of Costa Mesa, that had REALLY good energy and beach energy there. I bought --for self care--new shoes for the operating room. (I wear super birkies).

It turns out this area also has zoning for chickens.

I realize a lot about myself.  I like to be UP. I like a view.

I also didn't want to 'punt'--to just give up on this house--the mess, the clutter, the cracks and all--and 'do over'.

I wanted to do my best effort here. It's making progress. For example, today I got rid of my Nana Angelina's two pairs of shoes my mom gave me. Because they hurt my feet. The course on clutter is working, and I am able to separate the emotion from the item. Yesterday I threw out all my notes from TEE--the echo certification I have that I worked so hard to get for the heart room. I haven't set foot in the heart room for five years. I don't need it. And it looks so much lighter in that space where all the notes and books were piled up.

Everything is connected--the mess and the clutter--and the lifestyle Ross and I had--picking up and traveling so much before the kids, then my staying home with our daughter while he traveled, my failed marriages, my many apartments and dorms in my life...the pain.

My father Richard gave me a nice compliment yesterday, actually three. One was how he made education available to all three of his girls, and I took the opportunity and made something of it. His getting me books I needed turned into all this we have here today...he was like, 'wow, I helped make this happen!'...

My dream is to stay put here, and to make it eco-friendly, with Spanish influence, on the inside. I want to make it nice, even though there's no 'flow' and the home really hasn't made it easy for my lifestyle (I am on the go all the time, and the house is a little too big). It's a townhouse, it's narrow, and furniture doesn't easily fit. It needs the smaller scale kind.

Given the choice, I'd rather get my life in order here, first, for cheaper mortgage payment.

And when Anthony is going to high school, we can make the 'Big Move'...Ross says not to put too much custom into this house, as the new people won't want it.

Yesterday I was assured by Ross, Joseph and my guides they will prepare a nice place for us next.  I have given them my word, and will accept what they provide...

I realize as much as I want to just plunk here, and grow old, everything is changing around me. The neighborhood. My health. My neighbors. Nothing IS forever, even if you stay in a home. It's a question of their finding the right place for me, at the right time, for the highest good of all.

I really enjoy my community--the pet shop, the stores, the post-office, the people I know.

I also know I can get to know a new community too, for I am friendly.

I envision a nice home, where Anthony can bring his friends when he is in high school.

Why don't I count on Ross to come pick me up, like Prince Charming, and take me out of my situation?

I don't know.

I don't think that life acts that way. It hasn't so far. Everything is always really slow, very subtle.

I give thanks for my blessings and let the rest go.

Ross

I don't like to go into things of a personal matter for Carla and myself.  Carla has her heartaches.

You will note that it is on the weekend, where nothing is expected of her, that I have Carla do her exploration, delve deep, and find her hard-wrought personal growth.

In this one, I cried, and I too have my tears.

It is difficult to be human, with a mission that is unclear and at times, daunting.

It is right now for her as much as it was for me then.

Carla looks back on all the times she shushed Anthony, the times Carla made him wait, in order to write, saying urgently to the innocent boy who wondered about his mother,  'Anthony, I HAVE to write!' as Divine Father was using her for His purpose...several years back.

Now it is not there. The seeds have been planted, the shoots are taking root, and Carla's readers don't 'need' her so much anymore as they once did. They are enjoying their own Ascensions, and doing what is asked of them. Only the newest of the new, and those closest to her as Spirit Family,  continue to 'stick around'.

Carla recalls what it was like to be a bride, how with all the excitement much of the emotional focus was not on her as she would have thought. Carla was a role, a bride, in each of her weddings, and there was much happiness overall. But the guests and her family did not have the consciousness to go outside their 'bubble' and reach out on this important day of all days--not once but twice!--to her.

Ironically, it was while walking with Frank in her wedding gown, in the New York New York hotel in Las Vegas, for her second marriage, that the strangers reached out with the most heartfelt wishes of joy and hopes for the couple!

Anyhow, we each have our cross to bear.

Carla is holding up under her burden -- me--and the house, and the extended family--with acceptance, mutual support and no looking past it to 'something better'.

Carla is facing things head on, in her view, as the most direct way to handle 'things'.

And as she grows, the burden of the mess, which is the clutter 'getting in the way of her living the life she wants to live'--are falling away, albeit slowly.

Carla has a heart that is filled with love, for all, and everyone.

Carla I want you to put the self-care video up on YouTube, and to also post it here after you publish it, as a P.S.

(C:  okay)

I want you to know through all of your challenges, they are worth it, and the pain you have endured shall lessens.  All of it is worth it, in ways you cannot imagine.

And all of you are highly blessed for having the commitment to stay with us as we walk our steps...(he points to the stairway to Heaven...)



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple



P.S.

How to clear blockage from your third chakra

All Are Worthy Of Love -- Gaia News Brief 27 January 2016

I will start with the last, and work my way back in time.

It's something known only to my angels, but I will share this trait of mine now with you--when I used to study, I would study through the material from the last chapters and work my way to the front. When I REALLY had to know it, and know it well. I would 'skim' from front to back, but then take all the intensive notes...so--LOL--it's a pattern!

Tonight was one of the first nights I had where I truly 'threw off the shackles'!

I am so happy!

I worked post-call, until like, two thirty p.m.  Out of courtesy, I called my son on the way home, and asked him if he would like to be picked up after school or after his club?

He chose after school.

He wanted to buy more cards for his game, because he had a twenty-five dollar Target gift card.

I wanted to stop by to find the wine my anesthesia tech Richie recommended to me for the past week--Roscato.

I had us take a snack at Starbucks first, for Anthony and I hadn't seen each other or talked since Tuesday morning when I dropped him off at school. (I also enjoyed chatting with his teacher, about their field trip yesterday to the Getty museum, one of my favorite places on earth...)

It was nice to reconnect. We've both switched to 'skinny' versions and it's a good step forward for our health...and our blood sugar...

Anthony was thrilled to find a 'fat pack' for the cards, something very rare. And at home, once he opened the cards, one valuable one was in there. He was pleased I was with him as he opened them. And when he saw the good one, he whooped and hollered like he had won the lottery.

(Come to think of it, Ross had told us to buy a lottery ticket. I NEVER buy them. But in the store was the mom I had been thinking about, and I got to talk to her. This is why Ross guided us there...I might as well check the ticket!)

My shackles I broke were to leave all the mess, leave the dishes in the sink, and lie on the couch and read...

That was my freedom!  Anthony read for his homework too, but it was light homework. He got to play his games too.

We had a light dinner--leftover butternut squash soup, chicken from the store that's cooked, tomatoes, and bread.  The Roscato was fizzy! I like a strong cabernet...but at least I can say I drank it.

I was glad to try something new!

Then we watched the last of the Star Wars movies, episode III.

It was the happiest night I've had, in a long time, and much needed too. After Monday's board meeting for my house which is--well..., and after first call last night...and working post call longer than expected!

I want to share with you that as we were driving home from the store, a song came on, and I saw Ross was very pleased, and happy, and encouraging us to relax and enjoy tonight. He was waving us in like an airplane with both hands like how they do with those flashlights...it was to this song they hardly every play, the TGIF song, 'Low'

Low by FloRida

Woo Alert

If you're not into crystals and stuff, you won't want to hear about this! LOL

(I don't think you would be reading this page anyway, but still--it's going to shock you.)

I have a dragon.

Yesterday morning my council presented me with a dragon named Infinitus. He is very big, and is a pale green. He has been sent by my friend, and dragon, Marvin, to help protect me with my house, and all the dealings associated with it.

How do I know Marvin, you may ask?

I freed him from the Dragon Rose line about a year and a half ago. Maybe longer.

I was told by Archangel Michael incarnate to research the Dragon-Rose line, and he sent me links.  

I had never heard of it.

I didn't even know it at the time, but I AM 'the Rose' part of the Dragon Rose line. It has a start in Bali, comes up and across the Pacific ocean, across the United States, and has the end in Europe somewhere. I still forget.

When I meditated, I SAW this huge red dragon stuck in the earth and stretching the whole distance.  I was able to help him because at the time, my sister Vanessa was at a yoga camp in Bali studying to become a yoga teacher. If you have DNA or a physical object, by intention you can heal timelines and more. With Vanessa being my close relative, and there, I had such a tie to that location.

Marvin was very much in pain, and he didn't trust me. I showed him who I am, sent to help, and I meant no harm. He wanted to see a sample--in spirit--of every body fluid I have--just to make sure I was safe.

I don't know how I did it, but once I got him to agree to help, the Galactics stepped in and zapped everything that was tying him down, and they took him to medical right away.

Marvin came back later and thanked me. We have been friends ever since.

My friends have dragons too. One has Unegar and Saphira. Another has Doremus, who is the first dragon I ever met, and she shares him with me. She recently saved some dragons who were stuck in the astral planes.

My first friend mentioned and I, together, freed a dragon from under the Disneyland hotel. There's layers to the whole place, but even more, there are metaphysical ones too. It was sad what had been done to her. She had to lay many eggs, and never got free.

Dragons have been harnessed for their strong magic by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart...and now they are being set free...

I know Marvin's wife dragon too, but I forget her name. She's really nice.

Anyhow, Infinitus, I asked him lots of questions when I met him.

C:  Where are all you dragons from?

(he showed me a planet or star system on the edge of something)

C:  Why do dragons shape shift into human form?

(they are very studious, and they assume the appearance most acceptable in order to assimilate and learn)

Oddly enough, that day I met him, Ming posted a photo of a dragon and said, 'wouldn't it be wonderful if dragons were our teachers?'

Bireto is the king of the dragons. And Epirose is the daughter of Saphira who was born in 2012...

I hope we get to know more of them.

Wait! There's More!

I have ruby crystals from the Merlin Mine in India.

They are record keepers.

From the stars...

I am upgrading from citrine Lemurians to these.

I can't get them strong enough! I LOVE it! 

The Big One

Please bear with me as I try to explain the unexplainable.

All are worthy of love.

All.

We are approaching a new phase--our collective is spreading the word of abundance and prosperity--thank you Vickie and Beatrice and Sherri especially for your supportive comments on the grid project--that stretches our consciousness One Step More...towards galactic consciousness.

As I say this, I want to make it clear that LOVING all does not mean you are obligated to be a 'door mat' and 'have people walk all over you'...

We love those who love us.

We love readily those who are pleasant, cheerful, helpful to us...

Are any of you a parent?

What is there about your little ones, when you know they need love the most? How do they act at that time?

They are rotten cranky little stinkers who are hard to console, aren't they?

When your children are the MOST UNLOVEABLE--that is when they need a parent's love the most.  They are decompensating.

I would just stop trying to control the situation, and hold Anthony close, and reassure him of my love.

It was the only thing that would work, and was the most productive way to address the situation.

Love.

Hate the sin but love the sinner.

Ever hear that one?

It's kind of the same thing, isn't it?

The people who lie and cheat and hurt others--are in need of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion the most, are they not?

Because someone who is filled with the energy of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion isn't going to act out, or hurt anybody!

They are full, they are whole, people who feel that they are loved.

Why am I bringing this up?

Because of the memories.  Of what happened to Ross.

Everything is ILLUSION!

The feelings, the pain, those are in a sense, 'real', but in another sense, 'illusion'.

Remember when you were kids, and you used to play 'cops and robbers'? You would pick sides, randomly, and say, 'I'll be the cop and you be the robbers' and just play...

Let's take a moment to think about that.

Let's take a long moment there to digest what I just said.

Remember when you were kids, and you used to play 'cops and robbers'? You would pick sides, randomly, and say, 'I'll be the cop and you be the robbers' and just play...

Let me explain...

Here we are souls, all incarnate, at different levels of soul growth and development in this 'school' of Illusion.

In reality, we are all children of Creator, very much loved, and never die.  We are surrounded by LOVE at all times.

I want you to remember this.

In reality, we are all children of Creator, very much loved, and never die.  We are surrounded by LOVE at all times.

It's a big one. A big concept to grasp, and even more difficult to apply.

Today I remembered the person who asked for John the Baptist's head on a plate.  

I remembered EVERYTHING.

And I wanted to throw up.

You will recall when I met John the Baptist incarnate, I didn't know it at the time. We were just two Ground Crew having lunch at a Mexican Restaurant. But when I came back from the bathroom and sat in my seat, claircognizance HIT, and I REMEMBERED. 

I blurted out--you didn't deserve that what happened to you! And started bawling! Right there in my chips and salsa, in front of everyone, from my soul, my grief and sorrow over his loss.

It hurt Ross that one, too. It hurt him because not only was it close to home, it was a wake up call to his fate too. That's why when he heard of it he went off to be alone, as in took a hike to the wilderness far away for a long time. He was shaken.

My mind is strong.

And I told myself, In reality, we are all children of Creator, very much loved, and never die.  We are surrounded by LOVE at all times.

THIS IS ILLUSION, THIS PAIN! (and the memories)...

Souls learn and souls grow.

Creator knows what he's doing (and she).

I am not one to judge. It is not my place.

And in my interactions with this soul, while I was unknowing , I was able to know and love this person.

Judas came back many times, and in his last incarnation was Dr. Wayne Dyer.

He made good. 

As the vibrations increase, you are going to get some memories that are going to throw you for a HUGE 'loop'! You are going to get a little off of your equilibrium. You are going to feel it and process this buried memory from a past life with your emotions and your heart and your feelings...

But then it's time to let it go...then it's time to let it go...and to reach into this field of Love which surrounds us all...and to realize it's like air and we all have a right to breathe of it.

If you are with a user, an abuser, in this life, by all means take steps to distance yourself from this person. You are like a little bubble in the fizzy drink.

Bubbles don't stop to wait to help another bubble rise to the top.

They go UP.

That's what bubbles do.

Some bubbles coalesce into larger bubbles (a 'collective' yes? ; )   )

If someone is dragging you down, just know you have EVERY RIGHT to experience YOUR HAPPINESS!

You are made to experience joy.

And for those who have taken the 'detour through the dark side' in their incarnations--well--everyone has had them, it's one of 'The Lessons'--and--you have all eternity to find your way up as a 'soul bubble' to the 'top of the glass'...

I LOVE this person, dearly, the same as I love John the Baptist Incarnate. 

Ross does too.

Just make the most of every day you have left before we Ascend, to raise your vibration, to enjoy Gaia, and to prepare for what magnificent surprises are going to be sent out way.

Today, in my joy, as I ran upstairs to get something, I FELT that the Galactics are REALLY HAPPY we are getting a little freedom that has been denied to us for a LONG TIME.  They WANT us to be like them, and to enjoy all the gifts our Creator has to offer. They sense we have been burdened, and it isn't fair what happened to all of humanity in the past--I don't know how many thousands of years...

But I FELT it, and it's true.

The Galactics want everyone to dance, to experience joy, and laughter...to be glad to be alive!

Ross

From where I sit--(applause, then I hear it spreading to the rest of the crew, and then even further rising to thunderous applause! He also give a big thumbs up, and Ashtar does too, and they both have BEAUTIFUL smiles, and they wave good bye)

Carla has had a long night. And she has stayed up late and will only get four hours sleep.

Carla needs her rest.

I love you. Carla does too. I can feel it.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Reiki Doc Couple

In God's Hands -- A Lesson In Trust-- Gaia News Brief 25 January 2016

Today was a hard day on both of us. Anthony had his 'trifold pamphlet' project due on The Northeast, something like a travel brochure. I helped him with it yesterday. And I had an executive appearance with the Board of my Homeowner's Association about the condition of my house.

We had a nice breakfast--I added fresh blackberries and Acai/protein powder to the smoothies. Anthony said, 'It's not bad, mom...'   We had oatmeal too. I find it easier and easier with him to throw in meals with no meat. (Last night we had butternut squash soup from the crockpot, with nice boule of rosemary French Bread. He didn't even have the butter on it!  We sprinkled on creole seasoning from The Gumbo Shop...and we were both very happy.)

The woman who opens the school was late. By seven minutes. I was dying because I was in my street clothes (sometimes I wear clean scrubs from home, ones I took from work the night before), and had assignment at the surgicenter--where they are real strict on time.

We stood outside the door, and waited for the teacher to open it.

I almost took Anthony to my work to sit around, and have him miss a whole day, because there wasn't TIME to take him anywhere else, and I couldn't leave him alone.  I almost succumbed to drama--but I didn't.

I calmly told the teacher, who apologized profusely over the red lights she caught--I have an assignment at the surgicenter, they are strict on time, and I get in trouble too...and smiled with love, for 'we've all been there'...

On the way to work I got a song in my head. It was Supertramp. I even turned on KRTH 101 to see if Ross would play it for me.

Nope.

Nada.

Work had me sweating bullets because I had a double assignment--after the surgicenter, I had GI cases in the hospital until four! But the MEETING was at five-thirty, and there would be TRAFFIC!

A surgeon got sick.

Their whole lineup cancelled in the main O.R.

Someone else, much to my delight!--took over the GI cases and I could go home...

Ross guided me to the crystal shop. I found a beautiful polished Lemurian crystal to keep on my person at the meeting. And as I was in the store--by the way, I'm WAY beyond earrings and pendants in my 'crystal needs' : )   --  I noticed when I stood in a particular location, I buzzed so much with energy I couldn't feel my face! It was hot and then numb.

So I scanned with my 'senses' the display...WHAT WAS IT?

It was an unlabeled stone.

I didn't know what it was, although I suspected green tourmaline was in it.  The clerk didn't know either. But I chose to wait even though Brandon was right outside the store for him to come in.

Sure enough, it was clevlandite with LEPIDOLITE and green tourmaline.

Look that one up in your Crystal book.  All three. Together in one stone. Yes.

Perfect for my meeting.

I had also been guided to two books--by loyalty points were enough--YWEH--and Resurrecting Jesus. These are like crack for someone who is on my 'fast track' for spiritual development. The TWELVE KEYS of Enoch are in one of those books! There was a little diagram in the back that explained who the Essenes were, kind of like a chart that shows who reports to who--in the grand scheme of things. There were other similar sects too...and I understood!

I spoke with Brandon about my citrine Lemurian crystal I brought with me to New York. How I got it through TSA not once but twice! And the LOOKS I got! LOL.

I also told him how I sleep on it, and ask it to 'download' into me everything about who I am and why I am here and all the esoteric 'stuff' I need to know. I've been 'downloading' now for one week.

Then I shared how my 'sagenite' I bought turned out to be purple sage agate I bought on the internet, and I knew the difference.  He had never heard of sagenite, and he's the owner of the best crystal shop I know!  His associate--I don't know who she was, but I don't think his wife--tried to correct me and I waved my hand and said, 'no no! I am WAY out there, I am in the top five percent out there on that bell curve!'  (Under my breath I told Brandon I am like finding things on erocks and auctioning to get the really esoteric rare 'stuff')

I said, 'I LIKE my vibration WAY UP THERE!' and gestured. And Brandon said, 'You are like that guy with the eyes, I KNOW!' (it's Braco)...

He said he had one of the citrine Lemurians, and they are amazing, and he had wanted to take the big one for himself but he knew it was for somebody. I shared I took the other Lemurian wands--two--and again he said, 'those are AMAZING stones!'  I know, because the clerk bought one too. They were good, and sold 'quickly'.

I asked Brandon about another stone--I picked up the beat up citrine, priced much lower than the citrine Lemurians, and I said, 'THIS is from the other stones! It's a Lemurian too!'

I shared how I had wanted to buy it, but I couldn't, it had to go to a 'good home'...I told him how lately I like the busted up, cracked and broken crystals. I also used to buy up all the Larimar I could, just to 'give it a good home'...

Brandon dropped the price to fifty dollars on a stone that was worth about two fifty--a crazy low price he said, so I could buy it. And he put his thumb on the triangle, and said, 'This one is a total record keeper'.  I already knew.

As I was pulling into the garage, that song by Supertramp was on! It was Ross!!!

Goodbye Stranger by Supertramp

I never forget an energy signature.  Combine it with a face, and I'm golden!  Something funny happened to me the night I was reading the latest message from Saul.  I looked at the face of John Smallman, and I remembered! And it totally makes sense! Who else to trust for the messages from Jesus, than the incarnation of Saul of Tarsus himself? The beloved apostle Paul?!!!

I updated my list.

We have two MORE additions, who have given permission.   I will write their names next opportunity I get.

Terror.

There's no word to describe it better--it's how I felt all day waiting for that Board meeting.

I did what Ross said to do.

He guided me to get Anthony five new booster packs from a New Release of Magic The Gathering cards.

Earlier, I invented Tang Jello.  I made it in fancy cups using unflavored gelatin and Tang powder, hoping with the whipped cream to make a fifty-fifty creamsicle bar effect.

Then I went to the meeting place.  (I mailed a package first, I recall, and nope--nothing in my DWR PO box...next time!)..

In the women's bathroom, nervous,  Ross coached me about the next-door-neighbor. He said, 'treat her like she's your sister'.

I did.

I spoke and I shared with the group.  I didn't like their 'legal counsel' sitting in on the executive board meeting. I showed my pictures and explained the work I've done. I even had prices from the man who could fix it with a guarantee, which by comparison, were MUCH CHEAPER than a lawyer to fix the whole problem for everybody.  I got everyone's attention with that remark, and for the first time, the lawyer present respected me.  I could feel it.

I was a little stressed when I went to pick up Anthony.

To calm me down, Ross played the song I tried out to be a drill team cheerleader with on KRTH.

Anthony is deeply disappointed I can't go with the class on a field trip tomorrow. We are short at work. But he squealed with delight at the gifts Ross so thoughtfully arranged for him, and opened them in the car with the light on, with so much joy!

I realized this is all Illusion. I hope I had done my job well. And also, out of the corner of my mind's eye, I saw Joseph waving his tools with a knowing smile.

Unbeknownst to me, but later, Anthony shared he had seen God for the first time in the car on the way back home. It was Divine Father, and he had a smile and nodded but didn't say anything.  He said he didn't have white hair and look old...

Pretty cool, huh?  Anthony wouldn't recognize Joseph, but I think Anthony saw what I saw too, at the same time.

Once we got home, Ross said, 'Life is uncertain! Eat dessert first!'

Originally Ross had told me to eat dinner at Taco Bell alone. Anthony eats with the sitter. But on the drive back, I just wanted to go home. I couldn't think what to eat. We'd had all our leftovers. A sandwich?

So we had the jello in the parfait glasses, and Anthony said 'Mom you are a scientific genius!'

Then I remembered!  I had left over stir fry with kelp noodle from Saturday night!  So I heated that up.

Let me tell you, the kelp noodle is man's best friend--it hardly bumps the glycemic index! All that noodle goodness, and no problem for blood sugar! I learned that one from Mai two years ago. Now they have it at the grocery store. Before only she could get them.

And as we drove--what was on the radio for Anthony and me?

The Logical Song by Supertramp

For me, the veil is melting left and right. Today, as I ate lunch, I put together two and two:  I missed my nannu Filippo SO much, I paid over five hundred dollars a year for ten years to give him a fresh bouquet of flowers every week of the year on his grave. It was a simple one, a single white carnation (for him) and one white rose (for me).---that Ross had him come back to me as Anthony!

What kindness! What LOVE!!! What mercy!!!!!

Ross let me see that when Nana left to go to Heaven, I had Anthony who she loved very much too (ne never met Nannu, obviously)--and also, Ross introduced himself 'officially' shortly thereafter.

I am putting things together, watching them falling into place, and I am utterly delighted and blessed to witness it.

I hope you are too.

Ross

Heaven is Real.

Carla, I want you to share what you did for your mediumship this morning.

C:  yes honey. Let me go find it.

Carla be sure you change the names for privacy too. It is a very special message.

C:  absolutely.  Honey? Let me put it in the back. Sometimes with this I get little technical glitches. I will say goodnight for us here?

(nods yes--ed)


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Couple

(read the part after okay? )

P.S. Ross also wants you to know I did this for free, this reading, on the spot once asked.

I lost my mom a week ago. Is there a way to connect with her?Please guide me. Thanks and much love .

4:22AM

Doctors With Reiki

Our condolences for your loss. There are many ways to connect with her, both in your heart (you will 'sense' her') and through a medium. I am a medium, and she is standing over your shoulder and talking to me. She says, 'tell Mehnaz I am all right.' She looks about twenty five to thirty five, possibly forty, but in good health and has a smile. I see long dark hair, and she is waving a little bit of it from her left side to you, to send you a message I don't understand. It's something personal between you too. She also says she is happy with you and you make her proud, and she is sorry for any pain that might have passed between you. She also points to heaven (and the afterlife) and nods yes. I 'sense' she is communicating 'It's real' but she's not using words. I think she's not supposed to tell you that (the rules) but she puts her finger up to say shhhh! She also says thank you to me for communicating this to you. With a recently deceased, it usually takes three to five months for the Loved One to figure out all that is expected of them in Heaven. Then they can come start talking to mediums in general. I am different. I'm the type that helps souls cross to the light--I see them sooner. Either way, it is a blessing that she talked with us today, with a message for you, and she seems pleased with what she has communicated, and will go. She is in good hands, and Ross says 'the very best are taking GOOD care of her' right now. Namasté

Mehnaz

Wow....

Bless you ....you are a good soul.....I feel so so good bow.

Now....

I am overwhelmed by love.....

Thanks you. Please send healing to my three sisters and dad also.

Love you

Doctors With Reiki

We will. We love you too. Sending healing now to those left behind.

Recess Academy -- Gaia News Brief 24 January 2016

The Great Price of Pearl

I was sitting at table in the doctor's lounge, eating my 'Bun' (pronounced boon)--for our Vietnamese 'pho Friday' from the hospital.  I was surrounded by Vietnamese doctors.  The plastic surgeon, a wife of a general surgeon, was talking about going to the Four Seasons 'club' at Northstar in Lake Tahoe...

They take the skis for you, and keep them. It's so easy when you have kids. You don't have to lift anything. In the morning, they set them out for you in the snow. Up on the hill there is a restaurant. It's for club members only (residents, not hotel guests).  You take off your ski boots and they give you slippers! The view is incredible, from up there on the mountain, and the food is delicious. Then at the end of the day, you stop, take off your skis, leave them in the snow, and they take care of it for you...

It turns out that her friend owns the timeshare.  It costs three hundred thousand dollars to purchase the points, and another twenty thousand dollars a year to 'maintain it'.  Her friend gets a week locked in every Martin Luther King day. They've known each other since college. Her friend is Chinese...

In the same breath, she started talking about the behavior problems she is having with her youngest son. The oldest one 'is good'. She wishes she knew what to do to get this one to behave. He is six.

She says he is so cute that she lets him get away with things and can't carry out with the punishment; but at the school, when he doesn't listen, he gets punished from the teachers.

Her son let slip that if he misbehaved a third time the teacher was going to call his mother about his being in the 'Recess Academy'...

Kids are being denied their recess to get their work done.

Kids are being denied their recess to get them to behave.

There was one more sneaky incentive--I think a movie afternoon or something--to get the kids to finish their work too.

Then the subject at the table came up of spanking; a pediatrician with four kids under age five was present.  His technique was to look at the context of the behavior--a cranky child's outburst versus deliberate misbehavior.  His punishment was a form of 'time out'.

Another doctor had a friend who owns a restaurant, and was told by another customer that if he didn't talk to the woman who spanked her child there she was going to call the police! (the woman had slapped the hand of the child for its safety, I forget what it had done.)

The reaction at the table was mixed because the Vietnamese present had been spanked for sure, and some, even subject to use of the cane.

The pediatrician said, 'sometimes it comes to spanking. One hand on the buttocks, one swat, and that's it is sometimes what it takes, but it has to stop at one swat and can't keep on going.'  He also said, 'we are having some children out there who just won't listen...maybe we should go back to the spanking...'

I was in horror.

I was in horror of the whole duality-based thinking that was present at the table.

I wanted to run! But I didn't. I kept my vibration of Unconditional Love flowing as much as possible. I noticed in my non-judgement, people softened and let down their guard.

I also knew, these children have watched Disney 24/7 since birth, and I know--amongst other things--the parental figures are either laughable or absent as part of the programming scripts...and that's not by accident.




Midterms

I have two small 'tests' I am running on 'my readers' in different areas. Actually three.

The first is pure delight--my students in the Lady Gaia Sophia Study Hall are learning to put together their psychic impressions in a systematic manner to address underlying energy imbalances which manifest as physical ailments in each other. Raphael and Merlin help run the school, and this is Raphael's project. He is a wonderful teacher, and I am learning a great deal from him.


The second is the grids.  How willing are my readers to step out of their 'comfort zone' and do something that is asked of them to help the poorest of the poor?  I know it will 'trickle up', but the ability of the readers to trust is tested.  The hearts of those who are able to open them, are blooming like little flowers and give me and all of the guides watching sheer delight!  THESE are the new hearts who are WELCOME as leaders on Gaia 2.0.  This is because they demonstrate the ability to align with the workings of the Universe to provide abundance and prosperity to the collective.  And for those who are asleep? And unwilling? Those who have had the benefit of free healings twice a day from us, and also, their Reiki Requests answered free of charge--but who want MORE and are not willing to give?

They will be great candidates to experience Life on the new planet Pan, and if Gaia had her wishes, their 'travel documents' and 'tickets' will be prepared STAT to begin their new Adventure! But for the moment, Gaia keeps her wishes to herself, and hopes for all of her children to assume responsibility for one another, even if it begins from the comfort and safety of their own home, and doing an art project (a grid) with the intention to help 'those less fortunate than me'.

I also ran a quick check on the Spa 5D to see who has a 'working knowledge' of the ways of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart. This is the secret to determine how deep they are under the 'Molding of Thinking' by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--the ones who control all mass media and forms of entertainment. The ones who make money off of it.  Sadly, this one was an epic fail, and not only was there complete lack of 'working knowledge' enough to discuss it intelligently--like a voter would know about the issues and the candidates--but there was no interest in thinking of it at all.  We who are incarnate on Gaia are caged within our own thought processes--it has been a slow and steady 'conditioning' over generations, with most of this 'programming' passed on from parent to child--and even those who show the most promise to maintain the vibration of 5D in the group are seriously affected by this 'conditioning'...I even picked up the annoyance of being asked the question! This 'annoyance' is 'built in' to the 'conditioning' process...and I pray that the Galactics have the antidote for that...and are ready to use it as soon as it is feasible...on the whole.




Special Report

The students of the Lady Gaia Sophia Study Hall have completed a DNA Upgrade project that was asked of them by Spirit.  This has been in seven phases of six week intervals over 2015. Over one-hundred-ten-thousand souls who otherwise would not have made it to Ascension have been given this gift by our caring, compassionate, and spiritually-generous students.

If you have a loved one you are not sure they are going to 'make it'--and they rise UP to 5D with the rest--you can thank these students, as well as their angels and guides who have multiplied every single DNA upgrade one hundred times...minimum...possibly more...

The Temple of Zadkiel

Last week I was talking with Ross about my being okay to leave where I am and go be with him; I've lived a good life, and I am pleased with my 'role' as 'Carla' in this incarnation.

But then I said, 'I don't want any ugly dead bodies' when I leave. I didn't want a horrible surprise for Anthony...

Ross asked, 'If you two were to hold hands together when you Ascend would that be okay?'

I said yes, but on second thought, added, 'But the pets?!'

This was shared the next day:  https://johnsmallman2.wordpress.com/2016/01/22/you-have-no-need-of-fear-or-of-defenses/

Yesterday I had many 'downloads'. They tingled all up and down my body. I asked, 'Is this Healthy?'  Ross smiled and said yes.  I wanted to know what is happening to me? Why this is so? How much longer is this process?'

He escorted me to Zadkiel's temple, arm in arm, walking on the surface of the water.   I actually splashed with my hand to make sure it was wet.

At the entry, Zadkiel greeted us, and he and Ross spent a long time working on me. They scanned me all over, and somehow removed this thin film that looked yellow from my whole body. It reminded me of an amniotic sac on a newborn colt, but it was adherent to my skin like contact paper and they had to pull carefully to take it off.

They looked at each other and seemed pleased when it came off in one piece--I wouldn't have been able to enter the Temple had it been on.

I walked in with Ross on one arm, Zadkiel in the other, and it seemed empty. I wasn't sure why.

I was placed in an art room on the left. It was like therapy. I painted but it didn't turn out the way I wanted. Ross gave me clay, and I tried to make a pot on the thing that spins but I wasn't happy with the way that turned out too. I liked the freedom of the art therapy, but there wasn't much instruction...

No sooner had I that thought, I was in a ballet studio, points on, and dancing beautifully.

I couldn't believe it! My body was able to do all the things I worked hard to do--splits both ways--effortlessly--and then the things I NEVER had been able to do! (really good extension).  Next I knew I was dancing the variation that was the hardest one I knew, the Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy!  Ross came in, and we did a pas de deux.  He lifted me, and HE knew what to do. It was real! And I couldn't believe the freedom from my current body, how it can't dance any more, how it's in my view--'old'.  I had tears streaming down my face, I was sobbing!! I couldn't believe I was shown such mercy to ever be able to dance again!!! How could this happen?  Ross told me I could dance like this and more every single DAY...and the variation ended--I was in full costume and so was Ross--to thunderous applause from the audience...

Then--boom!--I was in the office of Metatron, only he presented himself as my father Richard, and we sat on the couch together, the old brown fuzzy couch mom had bought, and I was a kid. We watched TV, and I asked him to please trim my nails--he used to do that for us when we were too young to use the nail clippers.

AGAIN the sobs! How I realized each passing day is like a painting you will never experience again--except by the mercy of God and these memories.  How I MISSED my earthly father! How I longed for the security of my parent's home! How I enjoyed being able to relax, knowing all my schoolwork was done, and just enjoy my father's company.  He said some things, and I forget them now, but I took them into my heart.

Ross took me someplace after this, I don't remember.

Then it was Zadkiel and I, at the dock, and it was time for me to go. He gave me a long, thin, Golden tool, that looked very much like the screwdriver used for the tiny screws in glasses. It was as long as my hand, had a round flat end to it, was fluted through the handle, and had a fine point with a regular screwdriver head one it, not a Phillip's.

I could barely focus on it, and it had hardly any weight, and I struggled to figure out what it's for?

I've been healing many timelines lately, on my patients. I've healed the Pachuco (gang banger old-school) timeline, some very old bloodlines around here timelines (names were like what schools and cities are named after), timelines back to the Vietnam War...

This is different from the Timeline Splicer. This one removes specific memories of events. I'm still not sure how to use it.  Zadkiel was very kind, and I could tell the gift was of great value but he wasn't allowed to explain all of it to me at once. (I see now in my mind the whole thing spins, like a dentists' drill but slower and without the icky sound. )

Then Ross brought me home.




The Home

I'm shaken. The structural engineer took my money ($250) and said there's so much cracks everywhere, the structure is needing help, but it's the Association's responsibility. You should not be the one to hire me. You need theirs to look at the home. I can't take enough pictures to show everything. The board needs to come inside your house and be shown all of the damage.  And yes, the gas line will break and needs to be repaired first.

There's no easy fix, or quick remedy! The house is sagging.  And any local repair of the area moving by the gas line isn't going to stop the damage long-term, because it's moving.  The soil needs to be tested too.

I know the Association says they are responsible for the 'papers out'--basically, the stucco. And my insurance, and the Structural Engineer, say it's the Association's responsibility for the structure, because I can't get to it easily, and the repair of one foundation requires the lifting of all the connecting homes, otherwise the damage would be worse!  The engineer LIVES in a condo too, and has an Association.

So I pray.

I pray for the house not to blow up.

I pray for peaceful solutions.

And I ask for All Divine Assistance at this time.




Self Care

I ate vegetarian yesterday.  And at dinner, I stir fried with snow peas and carrots and bok choy with little water chestnuts. I put it over kelp noodles. These were at the grocery store in the fresh area, and they have very little glycemic index.

Ross had me make myself a Lemon Drop while I was cooking. I took out the old gold-rimmed martini glass my neighbor Tracy's sister had given her, the sister who later committed suicide. It was the first time I used them in ten years, and I raised my glass to her! I used maple syrup instead of the simple syrup, and didn't put any sugar on the rim, but it was something new, and I was surprised I could make it just like the restaurant! I juiced a whole lemon into it. It was really good.

I also had some espresso with a little panettone for dessert after I had cleaned up.

Then I read.

I lay on the couch with my glasses, under a blanket, and I finished the first volume of the book by Yogananda Parmahansa (sp?) I've been reading. I dozed on the couch, and didn't make it to bed until 1:11 a.m.

That was really nice.

Today I have laundry, my presentation for the board, and also printing up key photos...Anthony comes home from his father, and he has a big school project due tomorrow too.

It's a beautiful morning. A clear day. I see the grass and the trees and the sky, even a local mountain.

I am happy, and content.

I have to make you laugh. I wouldn't get out of bed. Ross usually tells me something nice before I get out, and for some reason, last night he wasn't really around much.  He smiled and asked, 'do you want your blessing for your day, Carla?' I smiled and nodded yes. He put both hands flat at the top of my head, as I kneeled and he said something I couldn't understand. But I got my blessing, and was able to get up and start my day.  We've never done a formal blessing between us before, always an informal one.  He also kissed me and wished me a good day 'at work'--being in the Illusion, incarnate--and I wished the same to him...where he is.

Ross

Carla is going to graduate soon. She doesn't know it, and I'm not going to tell her. I'm not going to give any of the details of what I have prepared for her.

Last night, as Carla was falling asleep, I asked her, 'what is your fondest wish? your greatest desire? you can have anything!'

She said, 'you'.

Further, she said, 'I want to be at your side, to see you smile, to be able to tell you I love you each and every day. I don't know how I got to be where I am, but I want to enjoy your presence every single day! And it's not sexual, it's more, I want YOU, all of you, in every way, all the time, no matter what.'

I made sure with her. I explained to her as my Queen she could command anything, any wish, any desire, like with the ballet experience.

'No', she countered, 'I want you, and everything else is secondary. I don't even know what a queen is or what she does, but if I must do it in order to be with you, I will learn quickly and do my very best job at it, if that is what is required so I may always be at your side. I can have projects, and so can you, but I want our connection to be one where I always know it is there. It is now, on your end, but I can't see it or feel it unless I concentrate on it. I want to be like you, and always know in my heart you are never far, and I will never be alone again.'

(he shakes his head from side to side, looking at the ground, and folding his fingers together, then he slowly looks up and makes eye contact with you--ed--and clears his throat)  Carla wants to be my queen only on the condition that is what it takes in order to be by my side!  (he looks down at the ground and shakes his head slowly--ed--then looks up)

What kind of fool is that?!

(he beats his chest with his closed fist and continues the gaze--ed) MY FOOL!!!

(he spits, starts talking to the ground and slowly as he keeps talking is looking up)  The ones who wants not power or riches or fame but only LOVE!!!  (he's almost yelling, he is speaking so forcefully--ed)

(now his voice cracks, and he almost cries--ed)  My woman only wants the opportunity to show me her love, and to be my helpmate...for all of eternity...

Her love for me is true!  (he gets on his knees, and is openly crying...and takes a few moments for himself--ed)

After all this TESTING--through the fire I may add!--her love is like a diamond--the flames have unaltered it, and now it shines all the brighter!

Carla wants nothing more than to be at my side! And she is willing to walk away from her life--with the condition that there is no shock to Anthony and that if possible our boy and all of our pets could be with her too.

(he snaps his fingers of his right hand--ed)  Just like that!

Carla is willing to walk away from everything she has ever known, to go where she has no idea, no vision (Carla has not been shown much, only the living spaces, the break rooms, the helm, and the council rooms)...(he snaps again--ed--then he opens his hands and makes a whooshing sound and the fingers make it look like ashes raining down--ed)

Are you?

Do you have the faith of Carla, and the trust in me and my teams, to make the jump when you are invited to make it?

I want you to think about this:  Carla has 'known' me since she was seven, and prayed to me every night since.  (raises one finger up--ed)  But she did not know of our connection until the end of 2013, when her Nana Angelina passed. In the early 1990's she had one 'inkling' after communion, and saw me for who I am, and thought I 'was a movie star' and fought her natural attraction to me--we are Twins! this is as strong as attraction gets--because she didn't understand it.  Carla studied and left her religious practice of Catholicism in July 2012--once she got wind of the involvement Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart have with the church.

Carla and I have only been together TWO YEARS! And much of it was in painful memories and dealing with my mistakes, the ones that had sent her running to the farthest points of the universe only to run away from me.

(he cocks his head to one side, and steeples his fingers--ed)  Is that a miracle?  that Carla wants to be with me?

It is her birthright? Some pre-destined option that was written into our life scripts?!

No.

It is the opening of Carla's heart, the hard work she has put into her Ascension, and her total faith  in the process, in the Councils, in Ashtar and me (he points to the sky--ed) and to CREATOR in both the Divine Father and the Divine Mother!!

Carla is both Fully Conscious and very ready to have her Final Ascension.  I know it in my heart.

And this gives me great hope!

Because we all are connected.  Carla is like the claw that Batman throws up to attach the rope to the building he is yet to climb.

The rope is offered to you.

Once you find it, in your meditation you will be able to see it the most--will you take it?

Are you willing to make the effort--just like in the physical--arm over arm, pulling yourself up--with your souls?

All of us are connected.

I know you have it in your heart to do the work.

Steadfastly set one foot in front of the other...blocking out everything that is going to distract you...have it be a homing signal to you...and find your way Home to the higher realms!

You will be surprised once it is finished, how well you have done on your Assignments, and how many without your realizing the additional effort--will arise because of your efforts.

You will bring them in, like a net from a boat that is filled with wonderful fishes.

It is starting Now.

I want you to enjoy the experience of being Ascended.

(he tousles your hair, and smiles--ed)






Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Ross and Carla
The Reiki Doc Team and Family