Well, well, well! This post has been in the making for quite some time now. The first part of the lesson is that we are here on Earth, away from Heaven, where...in Heaven, everything is guaranteed, everyone is honest (telepathy causes this), and everyone follows the same universal rules. Life on Earth, by comparison, is a huge kick in the back side! On Earth, we are constantly adapting and adjusting and learning and growing. Why? Because guarantees in general do not exist!
If you realize the fragility and beauty of being alive, you take into consideration the wonderful gift of Free Will, you stop and appreciate what good you have. Anything can be taken away in an instant. That is why our friendships, our family connections are precious. Ask anyone who has lost a beloved family member. Ask anyone who has lost their health. Ask anyone who has experienced loss. They will tell you.
Yet, sometimes loss is in fact the gateway to something new. Something better. This is the uncertainty of being incarnate on Earth.
Even now, I cannot do that which I once could in my younger years. And I appreciate those things all the more now that I am still able to do.
I have changed so much on the inside. This is the first time in my life where I am opening my eyes to see truths that had been in my blind spot. I was searching for love my whole life, when actually, it is present not as a romantic relationship. It is there in the eyes of friends, in the kindness of strangers, in the love of my pets...even in Nature with a gentle breeze and the sunshine. I had been so hung up on finding a good life partner, and for making up for the mistakes...it wasn't until recently I learned that I have severe attachment injuries, really bad ones, that probably scar me for life, at least, make it near impossible to bond with another in a close personal relationship at home. A child, yes, of course. But a partner? Then after studying much on things like online dating 'Are We Burning the Same Haystack' I am discovering that there are a lot of very serious unpleasant things happening between couples! Cheating, lying and deception is the norm. Thus, I realize that my being single, is actually the pie in the sky dream of many women who have been in unsatisfactory relationship and who are finally getting out of them!
I know I have the skills now to communicate effectively, and to look out for my own interests anywhere I am. It's been a hard lesson, and a painful one. By the same token, if I had not been injured emotionally, I would be watching television, believing what I am told, and not pursuing a spiritual life. It simply had to be.
Speaking of the Spiritual life, I want to point out one area of the Exorcist ministry I find somewhat curious. The priests who share are not 'spiritual sensitives'--they can't see dark spirits. They see the physical manifestations such as the dark, hollow eyes of a client. They get scratched, yelled at, spit on, and humiliated by the spiritual entities they are weakening and releasing from the client. But these teams, and the priests work on teams, often have a 'spiritual sensitive' member who can see into the Spirit Realm.
These sensitives are highly valued members of the team.
The other day I was at the crystal shop. I said that it isn't often I can talk about the energies I feel from the crystals, the energies I pick up in general, and how even more rare it is for someone to offer me a crystal that helps me feel better in a wounded part of me, my heart center.
Where do spiritual sensitive people go in this life?
Most keep it quiet. I did not know that psychic gifts run in my family until I was much older, like, in my twenties. Before then it was a little game. Mom didn't have to yell for us girls to come home from playing, she would just think of us and we would come home. Guessing that card someone was looking at. Mom getting a terrible feeling and not knowing what bad thing would happen, then a plane would crash and many lives would be lost somewhere out in the world and that feeling would stop. It wasn't just mom it was relatives going back and younger ones being born...
The church teaches us this is all demonic.
Yet the spiritual sensitive, without any training, becomes a valuable member of the team.
Someone wants our spiritual gifts to be quiet. The entire system is set up to discredit intuition.
But, for those who find training and like-minded people? Well, good for you! I would caution that like so many other things in this life, there are scammers out to take your money just about in every possible way.
And as we develop the skills, we must take heart to avoid our ego. When the ego drives the magic, things darken. That is a whole big slippery slope that is easy to slide down.
Instead, we ask for forgiveness. From Divine Creator. We ask for guidance and ask for forgiveness for any mistakes we might make, and to be kept as close to the trail of our true path as possible. We are humble. And always looking to improve.
Each of us has a valuable role in bringing the frequencies of Heaven to Earth. We anchor them. We emit them and nourish those around us, like as a continuous source of Reiki. We apologize and take accountability as necessary if we make a mistake. And we LOVE. We love, we are loving, wise, and gentle.
Deceivers may deceive. And they will.
And Star Family, who is legitimate, and True, will continue to Light the Path for others to find their way.
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Aloha and mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The kin, your kin, your Star Family
