Back Together

 

I have my prom dress and my winter formal dress (see above, but in burgundy) again.

Everything I had that was at my mom's that was indeed 'mine'--things I had made or worn--is back home again with me. However, there are some things I gave to mom, or mom had in the home (photos of me and Anthony) that are still at her house. I carefully attached a sticky note with tape to everything I could reach. 

Subterranean termites had invaded most of my things. These creatures are small, cream colored, and leave a residue that is hard like those dirt termite mounds. They ate my A+++ winning picture theme report on why animals are my heroes. They ate my stamp collection and book. They ate most of my diaries and journals. I was able to salvage three, and one was intact, the other two look like they had been burned on the edges. 

I am sad and I still continue to be sad in mom's absence. I kept expecting to see her pop around the corner at the home. 

But I was grateful for a hard fought-for day off of work. I had traded calls, and worked my half of the trade, when the trader had a medical emergency and couldn't take their half of it. This person, and my boss, were talking about me taking MY call...which wasn't correct. I had to be firm, to set the record straight. What ended up happening was someone who works per diems was called in from Sacramento to cover the shift. Not one person in the group offered to help. Understandably, since this is a three day weekend and many have plans and are out of town.

I heard of a surgeon who had a patient who needed ERCP, but the patient didn't have insurance exactly (our hospital doesn't take Medi-Cal or Cal-Optima). Nobody would come in. But Dr. Sahni did, saying, 'this is our duty' to serve those who are in the community.  May he rest in peace, dear Dr. Sahni. He was a good man.

My other hospital, where I help them with staffing, has such low anesthesiologist providers available, that their CEO sent out a letter to the surgeons, telling them that only so many 'sites' can have anesthesia, so you can't book as many cases. The group is actively looking for new hires and many will come in the fall, but...

My boss found out about me because his daughter is a dietician over there and saw my notes in the chart. What he doesn't know is I was doing my best to help my friends so they don't have to work post-call. 

Covid decimated their ranks. This hospital was at an epicenter, they saw the most cases in our hospital system. Anesthesiologists were already staffed each day for airway management. Some of the older ones, and a few younger ones, moved far out of state for better reimbursement for their services. I've heard that no one has gotten a raise there in twenty years. Others, three younger ones, gave notice after the surge had peaked. They had found better work elsewhere.

It takes about six months to get a new anesthesiologist into a hospital system.

I mention this because it is a weak link in the providing of surgical care. 

The risk of not being able to staff enough 'sites' haunts my boss every day, and he brings it up at meetings to hire more people. And what happened this weekend is a perfect example of why we need more people. 

In the heat of it, I wasn't sure if I should just do the call, or proceed with the family thing. 

I wish I could say the family thing was better, but it isn't. To be honest, I would have much rather been at work. But it's taken this long since mom's passing to enter the house. I couldn't miss an opportunity. I cried a lot. And termites ate my stuff. But there's other stuff too that was spared. I was absolutely thrilled and delighted to see these things again, after all this time. My car was full!

I think the most important thing was my reaction to mom's house. 

I watered her plants.

They were bone dry, and at risk of dying.

I didn't want them to die too.

So through my tears, I got the Brita filter and used it as a pitcher to water the houseplants. 

I looked in every inch of the home. There is nothing of value. So much is gone. Even all of the family albums. I had organized them the last time mom was in the hospital so each daughter could get the ones of themselves--mine before the others were born, etc. 

What do we leave for others?

Not much.

Photos perhaps? Housewares?

But for me, inside, I have my skills to grow plants. I can cook like Nana Angelina and my mom. I know the recipes. And my face. It looks like theirs. Nobody can take that away. And it doesn't collect dust.

It's time to get ready for work. A surgeon pulled rank, and called in the backup teams. This one was my surgeon, and he is kind. So I won't complain.

Remember life is hard.

FACE YOUR CHALLENGES!

Even when they really make your heart rate go up, and your blood pressure go up, and you don't know how it's going to go. Find what's right and speak up for yourself.

Feel the emotions when you experience them.

Letting them go sometimes doesn't happen at the drop of a hat, but resolve to let them go and let your body handle the recovery from them. 

Ross was with me every step of the way. I had called him to be with me. I couldn't sense him exactly.

But I did get the house to myself for a while, and was able to take a nap on the couch like I've wanted to do since before mom died.

I needed to soak up the energy of the home. 

I would have loved to visit more but I didn't dare because of my working with Covid patients, and the risk to mom and the rest of the family.

I trust in the Afterlife, and I am one hundred percent convinced both mom and dad will have their say on how everything has been handled, and how we daughters have treated one another. That is why I go out of my way as the oldest to set the example I know my parents would have insisted upon for their girls. I can't control how I get treated, but I can treat everyone else how mom and dad treated others. With respect. Every time. 

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The cupcakes (Ross is giggling)

P.S. my one fun thing was cashing in a free reward at a fast food place on the last day it was eligible. 

Sharing Survival Skills for These Times

 

My mom was--at times--a closet drinker. That was how she chose to cope. She was a beautiful person who had a difficult life. And--at times--she disclosed that 'alcohol was her best and only friend'.

We know it's a lie.

But people are what they are, and they have freedom to live their own lives.

Well, what about us?

Actually, I am thankful right now for mom, because this led me to Al Anon, where I was introduced to the same important lesson I am about to share with you.

You have a right to happiness even if you have an active 'drinker' in your life!

Whether you are with them, or choose to leave, starting this minute now, you can decide to claim and enjoy YOUR HAPPINESS. Your INNER PEACE. Your CALM. Your JOYFUL SOUL.

How do you do it?

It takes a lot of mental strength. But also, in a way, it requires giving yourself PERMISSION. 

'Drinkers' tend to blur the boundaries, stretch the truth, and manipulate others to fill their needs and help them escape responsibility. So part of the lesson is learning what is on 'your side of the street' and to take care of that, but to also realize what is on 'THEIR side of the street' and to refuse to do that. 

Why do we bring up this lesson at this time? I promised Ross a few days ago, maybe a week ago, to write it. I've been working hard, needing my rest, and taking care of my family. But today I'm here...writing to fulfill my promise to Ross.

I was just sent a sign too. My high school boyfriend, son of an even more 'classic' alcoholic mother--wrote his first blog post in two years. Something talking about the scientific terms 'hypothesis' and 'theory' and how dismissive people are when they say it's 'just a theory'.  He's a PhD, but calls himself 'Dr.' and I smiled. His father was an internist and someone who inspired me, and I'm a medical doctor, and I just smile that Mona Lisa smile that everyone who has been through internship and residency smiles when people who have not go calling themselves...whatever...

My high school boyfriend also is talking about politics in that post. He leans waaaaaay left. He has no concept of the Red Pill, of Luciferianism. Nothing. 

So, as an example, we can say that he is 'drinking something'--some call it Kool Ade, after a children's sugary beverage here in the states. 

Ross suggests that whatever you are told is 'true', especially if it is given to you from an 'outside source' is a form of 'drinking' when it affects your belief system. 

People are 'drinking' all kinds of things--news, weather, sports, entertainment, current events...anything the system is offering for you to 'ingest' and to 'become a part of you'. 

So, to make a clear example, I can still be Tom's (my first boyfriend), his first girlfriend, his high school sweetheart, his friend, and ignore his belief system he wants others to share, and with full loving respect for him and his needs--go on my merry way and do whatever it is that makes me happy and content as an individual. 

If you are in a family with people who 'drink the koolade', there is no reason to argue. You can't. They are 'under the influence' of psychological manipulation by people who they don't even realize are doing that, it's got them exactly where the manipulators want them to be, and you don't have to 'awaken' them. You don't. If they start to awaken and ask you a question, sure, be a resource. But not their Source. Show them how to find their own answers and encourage them to ask even more questions...

The rules of Al Anon are even more valuable now than ever, in times of this Spiritual War on the earth and humanity.

No matter what you are entitled to joy.

Remember, two of the biggest survivors of the Luciferian cult, Jessie Czebotar and Kerth Barker, on a deep level, in their own way, said, 'fuck you' and 'hell no!' to what was being 'offered' to them to 'drink' by their cult organization. 

And even though they refused to drink it, they still love and respect their people inside that they knew--and in their own ways, have helped people inside who needed help. Jessie with 'overcomes' and Kerth actually counseled people who had blood drinking addiction how to make it less ruin/control their lives. (Kerth's line of counseling was especially dangerous because the client could always turn on you and drink your blood). 

So keep that in mind. 

And keep your mind--and soul--strong.

Ross encourages you to seek your joy and do something fun for you--clean healthy fun--every day.

So no matter what, as the news gets stranger and more bizarre daily--you are in your own oasis of Peace. You know this is all for show, it's a game, and that Home is in Heaven and it's so close it's almost like you never left it.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The couple

Something New

 

Today we are going to communicate with you like Spirit often does, through what Carla calls 'thought pictures'.

In the higher realms there's no need to speak at all.

Everything is understood through telepathy.

And when you participate in communication with telepathy, you will receive something that flashes quickly through your mind, and it is visual, but there is a feeling attached with it. Through empathic sensitivity you will understand through the emotions/sensation you are experiencing what that feeling is. 

For Carla, there is a flash of a vision, and then, shortly after while she still sees it, there is an emphasis on this feeling that she senses.

And then she understands.

This is just for practice. It's for fun.

Remember, always do what Carla does. Once she receives the message and the feeling, she doesn't just 'accept it'.

Carla applies DISCERNMENT.

Over every message she receives.

Does this make sense? Is this message for her? Who sent it and why? What is the purpose of the sender sending this message to her? Is this information to be trusted? (there is an icky feeling when a message is from an untrustworthy source, but it's very subtle and you must condition your self to habitually look for it. If the message is something you want to hear in the first place then you can easily be tricked.)

The ask yourself if it passes the test of Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion?

Some messages have hidden meanings which will come out to you over time. That is a good thing, Ross says, because then the message is safer.

Remember this is just for practice and for fun.

There are no secret hidden messages in this.

What does the jewel represent to you?

What does it represent to us?

Why are there people working with it?

Enjoy your challenge for the day.

Ross.

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Aloha and mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Push!

 

These are difficult times. The incoming energies are intense (see today's Schumann), and undoubtedly the other team is doing everything they can to stop the changes from happening.

I talk often with Ross about what I can do?

He encourages me to do what I enjoy and to pursue things that are of importance to me.

So I push through!

I am taking three online classes, and I'm all caught up this morning, even with the homework. This is a time for me to absorb information, and I enjoy this very much.

Then I just made breakfast for Anthony about ten minutes ago. Chicken apple sausage and avocado toast, with some things in the avocado spread from our garden--the garlic, tomato, and cilantro. 

Soon I go in for work. I thought I had the day off, they changed their mind, and I go in.

My boss said something about a surgeon talking to him about someone not being able to work with him, and when the 'blocks get better then they can work with him again'. I had nightmares over it possibly being me for two nights. But I realized, if you don't try, you don't know, and it's something I can fix. I used lower doses but I know for a fact my needle tip was in the right place for those blocks. There's a new block to learn too, the iPack. Learn it and I'll be ahead of my colleagues in pain relief for joint replacement. Everything else went well, and I have to love and accept myself. 

It's like in swimming. Not everyone can win the heat or the race. But you can improve your personal best times, adjusting your technique and swimming faster and better. 

Cobra has a message out. I won't link it here because it's a little sad. But Ross and I are actively working to rescue the souls who are suffering and to bring justice. In our healing I chose some Earthly tactics and Ross smiled and laughed at my unpredictable methods. 

When things get bad, give thanks you aren't in North Korea. Video on Healthcare behind the iron curtain. We encourage you to get to know this woman, and see enough of her films to remind yourself that truly, in the west we have Christmas 'every day'.

This weekend, I tidied up a part of the house that was bothering me a lot, since my surgery. Things had piled up. Instead of beating myself up for it happening, Ross pointed out that areas/projects I've focused on have improved and stayed neat. I can't do everything at once, but if I set my mind to it I can get it done. 

So can you.

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Aloha and mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are beaming upon you with reverence and peace.

What Is It Going To Take?

 

It started with a polar bear hunting a beluga whale.

It sickened me.

I can't stand to watch predators of any kind, catching and eating anything.

I hate to watch, I hate to know, that on Earth this is how the ecosystems run.

I commented on the Instagram post that 'The beluga whale deserved better.' and I gave a general mention to how the ecosystems here stink, in my opinion. 

The response? One like, and one totally cracking up seven or eight emojis from the one who posted it. 

I am read, totally, totally ready, for the lion to lie down with the lamb, and even if I have to eat light beams or grass or beans for the rest of my eternity, I am totally, totally okay with it.

I had a conversation about it with my best friend. And together, we wondered, 'what is it going to take for the consciousness around this planet to level up enough that this kind of brutality is no longer accepted?'

Or for the matter, 'how much longer until we are Home?' and the vibrations are more sophisticated than 'dog eat dog'?

Well, I can assure you, nothing is going to change as long as conditions are set with the current trajectory, the 'status quo'. 

Furthermore, nothing is going to change, until individuals experience on their own, a change of the heart.

Ross and I would like to share with you the experience of one person who, if you look closely, was a victim of a predator. And also, was rejected by his mother.

He fell victim to many, many, dark forces. Until one day, he bottomed out. And look to see where the compassion that changed his life came from! 

Here is the video: Jeffrey's share of how he was made new

There is a lot to think about in this video.

Metaphysically, his 'attachments' (to put it mildly) were 'removed', that's how his 'you are made anew' in the spiritual realms was, as well as his belief that it was totally possible and a done deal.

What touches both of us deeply, is how Jeffrey shares his deep compassion he has now, for those who are suffering as he once was. How he wouldn't change a thing, because the compassion is so worth it for him.

I'd like to add, that Jeffrey is clearly an advanced soul, as all souls incarnate on earth at this time are, some perhaps a 'little more advanced than others', Ross adds generously...and he wrestled with his lesson for a long time, and eventually mastered it.

Take nothing for granted.

Anything can change in an instant. Tomorrow can be a totally different world. Look at what happened between 2019 and 2020. 

Examine your soul, and know that any and all chance is entirely possible.

Be truthful to yourself, and to others.

Have respect for everyone else, because they too are undergoing their life lessons.

Pause, and reflect upon how much more severe the trauma in those who are born into complex intergenerational abuse and ritual societies, how much strength it takes not to 'go along with the idea' like Jeffrey's mom and others kept telling him--in whatever direction that 'idea' is--and even if you do 'go along' it doesn't have to be forever.

Pray.

Pray for those who are lost.

Pray for those who are asleep.

Pray for a return Home for everyone.

Never forget our lost brothers and sisters...

God loves them like God loves you and your loved ones...God loves everyone. 

That is enough for today.

Everyone has their journey. 

For some, perhaps, their story to true love and happiness might be the polar opposite of Jeffrey.

Everyone writes their own 'script'.

We leave you with the metta prayer...

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The couple who are very much in Love... <3 <3 <3

Guidance 102

 

Many of us serve a dual function while we are incarnate on Earth. So, just for today, let us talk about our role as guides and resources for others. After all, this is a skill we will continue in the afterlife, so we might as well consciously reflect upon it together at this time.

We have our guides, and our own Spiritual growth. This is a given and this too will continue in the afterlife.  As far as spiritual growth is concerned, we have discussed this at length in our blog posts and even provided ourselves as examples. If you go back to the beginning you will see from our sharing from the heart how much growth and progress Carla has made in her Life Plan. 

Guidance, in its own right, has boundaries, and always, it is expected of us to have both respect for the person we are guiding and to allow them the freedom to grow at their own pace. Not ours! For after all, it isn't 'our lessons' they are living, but their own!

Let us take a step back to one of the precepts of Reiki. 

Anne Reith, PhD, carefully explained to us that as Reiki practitioners, we are not medical providers. We don't have a license. So we must be exquisitely cautious and careful what advice we give, being ever so careful not to cross that line. Practicing medicine without a license is not only morally wrong, it is against the law. The same goes for mental health guidance too. Reiki practitioners aren't licensed in that either.

But as Reiki practitioners, we have access to information about our clients, direct access to the energy imbalances which we feel in our hands, and also, perhaps, Spirit's guidance/communication. 

First and foremost, our clients are not stupid. They don't need a huge explanation. The way Anne explained it is to be vague and to hint...and this is how we honor both the law and our role as Reiki practitioners.

Here is an example:  you feel a very strong sensation in a patient's breast, and based on your training and experience, you know it's cancer. You're absolutely sure of it. You simply KNOW.

What do you tell your client?

You hint.

Very delicately. You might move your hand in the aura in that general area, and disclose that you 'might feel something' but 'you're not completely sure' and 'perhaps they should get it checked out'. 

Anne says that that hint is enough, and most people will remember and will follow through, if they are ready. 

Let's take another example which some of you may be familiar--mediumship. There's a lot of going back and forth with Spirit when you do mediumship. But you are also actively screening and checking with the client as to what they are ready to hear. You don't tell them everything you know or here. That's part of the job of being a medium. One of the very best ones I've seen, would ask the client, 'do you accept this? does this resonate with you?' after each disclosure. They made sure the client was able to participate in the process, and that it was meaningful to them.  

I think of it as being polite. And putting the interest of the client before my own interest, and letting go of the 'need to be right'.

How about astrology? Is our fate set in stone? It depends on your school of training. And in mine, we are taught that nothing is set in stone. Everything is about potentials and decisions on the part of the individual whether to take the higher qualities of the given planet or sign, or the lower expression of them. Some qualities might be harder to access, but if you work at it, you can reach them, even if your planet is intercepted in your natal chart...it's possible and nothing is impossible if you really set your mind to it.

So, you may ask, how do you get to guide?

You'd be surprised. Parents, naturally, are 'guides' of a sort for their children. In fact, they are responsible for their welfare.  Mentors at work are 'guides' in the physical realm, and teach others they mentor how to succeed. 

In the realm of Spirit, I've had two individuals where I was offered and accepted to be their guide. The first one, I did my best and most sincere to give advice, my very best advice, when asked for. In time, we have gone on in our lives, and I know she always knows I am there for her. She's Aquarius, independent, and on a good footing/good place now.  There is another where I have accepted. Let me be clear, it's your guide who asks you if you want to be a formal guide for this person. They don't ask you. They don't usually know. 

Then there are others who have looked to me as a guide, and I didn't know. In that situation I just try my best to be a good person, and to use my skills to answer questions and guide as gently and cleanly and purely working with Spirit as possible. 

From what I understand, when we are guides to others, it is a 'win-win'--as they move ahead, it helps our own growth too. 

Well, what if you are spiritually awake, and your life partner--in this realm--isn't as awake as you?

You made a promise to them and to God that you would be there for them in this realm. Unless there is active abuse and a serious reason to leave, it is best to stay in the relationship.  You can find ways to support yourself spiritually and mentally and physically, spending time in Nature, to help make up for the imbalance.

What if you have a dream, a vision, that is like Noah--to go do something to avoid a disaster befalling you?

That's a totally difficult thing to communicate to your partner. 

This is where knowing yourself and your relationship is key.

Some people, like Lot's wife, are highly enmeshed in 'society'. They can't grasp or perceive the realm of Spirit. They distrust it. They only trust what they can feel with their hands, see, hear, smell, or taste. And what the 'system' tells them. 

A lot of people we interact with on a daily basis are essentially hypnotized by the mass communications. They really are. 

So, how do you communicate?

You are honest, but you adjust it to what they can understand. Like the Reiki example, you give a 'hint' that you have a 'bad feeling' and take it from there. Do they accept it? Does that resonate with them? What do they think should be done about it?

With the mediumship example, it's very important not to share everything you know so as not to overwhelm them.

And with the astrology example, remember, there are potentials and possibilities, always. 

When I guide, I have a clear impression of the person's path for the months to years ahead. I can't explain it, but I 'get' how they are being 'graded' and what they need to do to 'pass' and to 'excel'. I use any means possible to communicate to the person in ways they understand. Sometimes talking. Sometimes sharing. Even once, when it was super going to get the person off track, I sent my Light Body to them to warn them and get them back on track, and they actually SAW it, but didn't make the connection that it was me. I never said a word.

You don't have to be perfect at being a Guide. Inevitably it is part of our own learning process. But, in a little bit of recommendation, in a word, Ross and I encourage you to be 'cool' about it, knowing when and where to let things slide and when to speak up. Guidance is a very low-key, calm, and soothing type of relationship with the person you are guiding. You never call attention to yourself or your role. You help to lift them up, give them hope, and encourage them to find their own solutions. Even if there is an idea that might not be clearly successful for them, it is better for them to learn by their own efforts than to be told what to do and how to do it. Guides do not wish to create dependence upon them. That's not so 'cool'...

Ross

I am going to talk a little today about guiding Carla. I will be the first to admit she is a 'pistol'! High strung, intelligent, energetic, with clear inter dimensional gifts. 

Carla and I are joined at the hip, metaphysically. There is a great cord which connects us that cannot be broken, as we are souls who are Twin. I am one half, she is the other. I like to admit she is my 'better half' although in truth we are equally endowed with our wonderful spiritual gifts!

And even though Carla, after our last incarnation together, was in such a 'tizzy' that she would no longer speak to me and did her very best to run away, the problem was not insurmountable.

I had at my fingertips the very best guides in the galaxy, those who were guiding me, as well as experts in this type of soul relationship 'difficulty' to advise on our particular situation. 

From sending Carla flowers, cosmos flowers, in her path, and pennies--with her thinking it was Laetari and later, Gamaliel--Carla's heart was allowed to open and heal. Only when it was ready, did I show her myself as one of her Karuna Reiki guides.

Again, Carla did not make the connection. 

There were many times I showed myself to her, and she understood who I was, and found it odd that I would share with her or invite her to share her opinion with me. On a soul level, she understood there must have been some connection between us otherwise I wouldn't invite her to share her viewpoint and thoughts...or show her our developments for our team.

This is simply because she wasn't ready.

In time, and up here we are able to measure such things, a plan was made and carried out, and was successful.

But (waves his finger back and forth), even after that, the flood of memories and pain at the recollection made for our relationship to be a 'little bumpy' and at times in fact 'volatile' on her part, again, because Carla is high-strung, independent, rebellious, and highly intelligent. 

When you are a guide, time is on your side and in your absolute best friend in the Universe, next to Divine Creator!

And with time, your 'guide-ee' , the one you guide, will come around. 

Today Carla's and my relationship is as close as ever. And we are on our way to higher and better things. Carla openly gives thanks for my guidance and care I give to her, and seeks out my input and advice just as if I were one of the living and in her immediate family. 

This gives me great joy!

And one day, you, as you are guides, will understand this joy, and have full share in it, when those you are guiding, suddenly 'get it' and are on their way!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Reiki couple who are a 'little bit more than that' and your friends, to boot!

Encourage Others

 

Once you get to a point where you are challenging yourself, and raising your confidence by routinely meeting the challenges which you meet, the next step is to move on -- all the while continuing your own growth and progress--and encourage others.

This fosters an energetic presence, a guidance and that is how you have your affect on others. 

There are some, who, perhaps, you meet in the course of your day, and you get to know them. Sometimes, knowing their life and asking questions helps them to open up and grow in trust of your affection and friendship for them.  When is your wife starting medical school? Does she have a place to live? I asked a tech recently in the late hours as we were waiting for our case to begin and setting up. (She is going out of state in the summer to attend the school she got in.)

He was caught off guard, but happy to have someone show interest in him and his family.

Ways to express this kind of loving support and friendship are:

• telling someone you believe in them
• sharing your feelings of being proud of them
• getting joyful when they have something to celebrate and really celebrating with them
• when someone has troubles, communicate you understand what they are confiding in you, that it's difficult, and you believe with all your heart they have a good head on their shoulders and will find a way to solve their problems.

Then there's the Carla approach.

Anthony is learning how to drive a stick shift (manual transmission). 

A friend had mentioned a Korean BBQ place that was a drive away from our home. I asked Anthony if he wanted to drive the car with the stick shift to get us there?

He jumped at the chance!

This was late in the day. I knew the sunset would happen and we would be driving back in the dark.

I deliberately wore my beautiful shoes from Zurich, sandals, that wouldn't allow me to drive. 

One way or another we would get there and back!

He didn't realize we had 'crossed the Rubicon'--there was no turning back.

What happened was that the darkness, and the figuring out of night driving, actually helped him to better hear the noise of the engine, and to listen to when it was time to change the gear up or down depending on the RPM. 

Was it jumpy? Yes.

Did he stall at a light going up a hill on a street that drivers drive as fast as a freeway? Yes.

Were my stress levels through the roof? At times.

But was it worth it, to help him develop this important life skill? Yes. And I told him he did well, it's okay for the stalling and jumpiness--he's learning--but after the one stall there it's not the place to take things less seriously because the drivers are really fast and not expecting to encounter a stall.

I'm growing too as a teacher. It's not easy to teach a skill you do automatically and have done so for years. But yesterday I taught him when I reverse I don't step on the gas. The car just goes when you release the clutch. He had a big 'aha!' moment on that. 

This is Life.

Remember, not only do we have the opportunity to be encouragers and teachers here on this earth, it continues after this life, so you might as well consider your development of this skill. 

After all, your angels do the same for you across the veil.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

Ross waves hello and is smiling big. He woke me up and actually my grandfather told me in Sicilian to write, so I did.  ciao!

Be Free

 

Try and be happy with the things that have been given.

Be content.

I have an early start today. I'd asked for a later one, to help with the taking of things back and forth with the parenting, the mom taxi business, the child shuttling back and forth to school, living the ride.

It was not given. Someone else wanted what I had requested. This is how things work in our group. In front of everyone, for all eyes to see, the rules of request (do what you want to do) overrode 'the family commitment'. Just as I was able to secure a room assignment for myself, much to the dismay of others in my group who for years have thought they were better than me at anesthesia for orthopedic surgery (in shock my boss asked me, are you okay to work with this surgeon? I said, I work with this one at the surgery center all the time, never a problem...)

Try to remember the Creator has our best interest in mind, front and center, for everything always. 

Even when at times it might not look like it.

The more I speak with Ross, the more he advises me to continue doing what brings me joy. To seek challenges and overcome them. Just like I did with the orthopedic surgery, which uses more spinal anesthesia and peripheral nerve blocks than the bread and butter general anesthesia. I realized the end of times are rapidly approaching, and I didn't want to 'go down' thinking that perhaps others were better than me, that I had lost skills, even when at my old job I routinely did and taught others how to do anesthesia for orthopedic surgery. It's just that the styles of anesthesia have changed since then. And I was able to prove both to myself and others that I am just as capable as they are...in my group.

Anesthesia for orthopedic surgery is lucrative.

That explains why the 'shift' in dynamics in our group. And since I work less to accommodate for being a single parent, that's why the mistaken concept of my abilities sort of perpetuated itself over the years. And it has been years. It's been so long that the surgeon I worked with, when I was last at the surgery center, asked me why I never work with him in the main O.R.?   I told him it's highly competitive the assignments, and even though its been a while, I would feel comfortable working with him and would seek the next available chance to do so. And I did. I saw a robotic orthopedic surgery. It was fascinating. And the team was so fun--just the guys--nurses, techs---I got to hear them being guys, laughing at all of their jokes, and apparently, once someone is laughing then it eggs them on to keep being funny! So I had a wonderful, awesome day.

Yesterday even though it was a little late, I marinated the BBQ meat and also made a strawberry rhubarb pie I'd been wanting to make for some time now. Dinner was good. 

This confidence carries through from one part of our life to the other.

I heard a comment from the nurses when I was on call recently. They were talking about 'firming cream'. They both said they were not old, they were talking about someone else, and they were not yet ready to give up the beauty...

I get it.

Beauty is an important asset in a woman's life. 

Yesterday I got a haircut. And people at the store treated me much different when I popped in for groceries just to get some bananas and a frozen pie crust. Everyone was nicer. Some even flirted. 

Our society has grown so visual, that they respond to beauty. I don't know how to make my own hair look nice, but when I see my hairstylist, they know.  I'm thankful the grey is covered up, and I enjoy the nice hair, even though it's usually covered up under a bouffant cap at work. 

Keep in mind there is physical beauty, and spiritual beauty. Concentrate on the spiritual one more. But when the physical beauty is possible, enjoy it and treasure it too. 

I could only imagine what it would be like at the store if I hadn't gone to the hairstylist!

My mother was one who knew how to dress. All her life. And she always did dress up for the occasion. It didn't matter how her body shape was. She was a good teacher.

Ross wants me to share something. One of the men in the room was a sales rep for the orthopedic instruments/products used to replace the joints. He was an architect by training, and had been in the military. He said that they got daily news of where they were going to be deployed and what was going on, etc. He mentioned that when he would hear mainstream news, and he was in the service, he said that it was easy to tell how far off from what was really happening in the world, this broadcast 'news' was.  And furthermore, he knew who was at the very top of the 'brass' in the military, probably had their own 'news', and what eventually 'filtered down' to him at his level, probably had just as big of a 'gap' in 'what was really going on', if not bigger, than what was able for him to notice between himself and the lay person.  He says we are basically in an information and cyber war already, and the kind of hacking going on is likely to continue. 

I need to get ready soon for work. I have an early start. I requested this surgeon because my brother in law (from my first marriage, we are still friends)--has cancer and wants me to ask a friend in that specialty what they think he should do, given his results. Watch and wait? Or go to surgery?

Ross wanted me to share that because I'm always balancing needs of everyone.

Yesterday in meditation, Ross fed me breakfast back Home. Our kitchen was very white, he had on a white flight suit. And across the table, he would offer me things to eat and drink. There was a drink that tasted like fruit juice or nectar (thick juice) that had beautiful flavor like POG but better (pineapple, orange , guava mix like in Hawaii). He had me drink out of a soup bowl edge a thick savory porridge. I saw him like crack an egg on the rim of a bowl, and dump powder into what looked like a tall clear glass of water, and I saw it fizz as he stirred the powder into the water...Ross doesn't really 'eat' usually, and this was the first time I saw him eating to sustain himself, so everyday and normal, and I was happy to enjoy a meal with him. 

Diaspore is a gemstone that has two colors. It comes from Turkey. It's funny and odd how Spirit keeps me one step ahead of the news, to the energetic 'news', and I am not really aware of it. The Ben Fulford from this week clued me in to why Turkey was 'news'. 

I'm grateful for this spiritual connection to the energy of stones and my interests, that is pure knowledge and Divine Light from Heaven. It is reassuring in and of itself.

Ross waves and smiles and wishes you a nice weekend.

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Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

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P.S. Someone -- we don't know how--tracked us down to our personal email with a question about the Divine Healing Codes. We will not answer. We won't.  Not there. If you wish to communicate with us, reikidoc@cox.net is the best way, or messaging on DWR on FB. 

Our response to the question, is to click on the tab above on a regular computer screen version of this blog post. The Divine Healing Codes. Click it and look for the New Way to Use the Divine Healing Codes. It gives one code that works for everything. But...there's a condition. And you must be willing to make that condition. That's why we don't come up with new codes for the old way to use them all the time. We don't have codes for Covid, etc. It's time for people to grow spiritually, and adapt to the higher vibration of this new code which is gentle and powerful at the same time.

Thank you.

In The Morning There Will Come Grace

 

I woke up to this message from Spirit. In the Morning There Will Come Grace. 

It is a beautiful promise.

Does it refer to the sunrise after we have slept in the night? Does it imply the time of ease and blessing after time of struggle? Does it promise a time of Peace after being subjugated to all kinds of unpleasantries and horrors in this incarnation from TWDNHOBIAH?

I'd like to share a video with you from Jessie Czebotar and a different interviewer: click here for the link

Important takeaways are:

• we have Spiritual bodies and physical ones at the same time. We still don't know how to make both of them work, as a people/population/humanity. I know in my deepest meditations, my spirit body moves and has sensory experiences the same as this one. Just know it's a good idea to keep all of your bodies in mind when you go about your day. Keeping them both healthy is important.
• The Dark One cannot bilocate. Angels can. You can make lots of copies of yourself in the Spirit realm, I've seen it done. You control what all the copies do. I know angels can just show up out of nowhere and disappear quickly too. 
• It's good to have an idea what TWDNHOBIAH are up to, for example, their calendar of events such as what takes place around Jessie's birthday. Like the interviewer said, 'a woman wouldn't want to be out alone at such times.'

Remember to feed your body, spirit, and mind. And question everything, including videos like this. Always be cautious and thoughtful . Here at DWR, Ross and I only share that which we have screened ourselves and felt there was resonance. But even if it resonates with us, it might not for you, and honor that. 

Some people aren't ready to be unplugged from the matrix. Some people are doing the best they can but not ready for certain vibrations. And that's okay. Totally totally okay. Take what works and keep coming back. The connection is what is important. When you are ready to move ahead in your path, you will do so  with grace and ease.

Yesterday was a long day. In so many ways. Good cases, but long time at work. Traffic coming home, even though I got out early. Lots of chores to do in the kitchen, unloading the dish rack, the dishwasher, and washing all the pots and pans in the sink. Then making dinner. 

I did something I'd looked forward to for a long time. I made the fava beans I'd grown in the garden. I had six plants, who were in a tray when I'd bought them from the garden shop. I'd put them in the earth. They were shorter than the classic ones, but bore the beans full size and were falling over in the process. 

Fava beans take a lot of work to cook. You shell them out of the pods. Then you boil them for one minute and blanche them in water to loosen their tough outer skins. By hand, each bean, you open the 'jacket' and peel it off so the tender 'bean meat' comes out. A grocery bag full of pods yielded a small bowl full. By the time I had added sliced spring onion and green garlic (also from the garden), we had two small rice bowls to eat as an appetizer. 

It was so worth it. 

I made a salad with the last of the kale and arugula from the garden. I see baby lettuces coming up so we will change with the seasons. I make salad with avocado, blood orange, tomato, and crunchy sesame sticks on top. It's very filling.

The roast chicken was seasoned with rosemary from the garden. Lots of it. It took a very long time to reach temperature. I actually cut off the wings to give to my hungry son early while the rest of it cooked. 

We both agreed it was worth it, everything tasted so well-seasoned, it was worth the wait.

Dessert was applesauce. Gravenstein applesauce. 

To go with it, he had a classic Dr. Pepper from a bottle we found in a candy shop a while ago, and a glass of milk. I had milk myself. 

By the time I got to bed, it was ten p.m., hours and hours past my bedtime which is a little after eight. Today there is work again. I asked for the easiest room because I have things to do. When I explain to my boss he understands. 

So now, it's time for breakfast and shower, and to start a new day. 

Acceptance of yesterday, and hope for today, is a kind of grace we often take for granted. Enjoy yours, appreciate today. Take care of your Spiritual bodies. Learn about them. And always, always, embrace Divine Creator in all you do. 

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Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Comforters who also share freely of the Holy Spirit Comforter in all we do

The Importance of Rest

 

These are important times. And the struggles are never far away. This being said, highlights the importance if mental, physical, and yes, spiritual rest.

The more we are 'go, go, go' the less we are able to enjoy life, and to pick up on all the messages Spirit brings to us.

Some important 'messages' of the last week for me are:

• There really IS a time for everything, as I am learning from the plants and their life cycles. My beloved fava beans bore their fruit, and then after that, it was time to pull up the plants. I fed them to the worms in the compost pile, with gratitude for their wonderful gift of the beans (also called 'broad beans')
• Plants are very generous, and will provide the next generation for you if you allow it. My arugula are done with this heat, but a whole crop will return again, as this one is the second generation already. When seeds plant themselves, they do better than when I pick a place for them.
• My borage seemed like it died, but actually, It spread seeds to three other parts of the garden which now, at a later time, are flourishing. Borage likes water and is growing in the lower areas where the water pools when I water the garden. And borage is both medicinal and food. You can make tea from it, but the bees are so happy with the flowers I can wait for my tea.

Some important growth for me, is that I'm in like a new phase of renewal. It's hard to explain. But there is a sense of preparation which is going to take time, and I'm going to come out of this able to serve humanity in more ways than I had imagined ten years ago when taking my Reiki and Karuna Reiki courses. It's not the end of the line here. It's only the beginning. I'm grateful for this.

You would think at the end of times, I'd be like, traumatized, but I'm not. I'm exceptionally grateful for all that I still have. Every day truly is a gift, and there are no guarantees. I pray, I hope for the best, I detach from the sources of information which televise and mass market my way because they attack my delicate psychology and exploit my weaknesses scientifically...

Let me see if I can find something for you...one moment.

I can't find the link. But the person on the tik tok video I saw on Insta shows how every five seconds the iPhone little camera for selfies takes an infrared snapshot of your face every time you are looking at the screen. And it doesn't let you know it's doing it. They had an infrared camera filming the husband holding the phone looking at the screen, in the dark. and it's like. big red flashes on the infrared camera, every five seconds. When they covered that camera, then it just kept flashing. This video here shows the technology, it's nothing new. But why every five seconds instead of only to unlock it? Oh well. Microexpression mining perhaps?

So, remember there are many things which are 'out there' which are out of our control. The things we can control, then, take the chance to do what you are motivated and feel it's right to do.

I read an article about India. During the first surge, several online groups formed to help those who have no way to get help. There are doctors, nurses, administrators, people from certain sectors of industry....they help bring food, medicine, oxygen to those who need it. They also coordinate open hospital beds. People are rising to the challenge. It warmed my heart to hear of such stories in India's time of challenge. 

Then there was the brave eighty-something year old man, who saw  a young father come in to the hospital. There were no beds. The man saw the wife and the crying children. So he said, 'I've lived a good life' and gave his hospital bed to the father. He gave his life for another, a total stranger, because he saw the children's tears and he knew of the hardship which would befall the family if the father would pass. What a generous soul! That was his way to help and inspire the world.

I saw this article in the news, the medical news that comes to my inbox.

https://www.lansingstatejournal.com/story/opinion/contributors/viewpoints/2021/04/27/gap-reimbursement-rates-anesthesiologists-hurts-health-care/7201393002/

It's a hard read because many people perceive that doctors are 'rich' and it's hard to understand why they can't run their practices on this type of reimbursement. Just for today, set that aside. Look at the math and look at healthcare's big picture. Look at all the money going into the system. Crazy lots. Look at all the expenses of running a hospital and delivering care--not too transparent, for sure, but it's lots. I know for my thyroid surgery alone the bill just for the hospital was super expensive, like over fifty thousand dollars. My insurance lowered that price and paid like ten thousand dollars. This was perhaps four hours of surgery, and overnight care. I know healthcare charges more for services to compensate for the price adjustment that the insurance companies make.  Somewhere, that money is being spent or stolen. There's no way that the billions people spend into the system equals what is coming out. And these anesthesiologists know how much it takes to keep their business solvent. There's lots of overhead in anesthesia. Malpractice, paying for your own healthcare, retirement, etc. Cost of living keeps going up.

Always follow the money. Train your eye to see the huge gaps between how much goes IN to the system (government for example) and how much comes out. Remember whenever there are large amounts of money sitting around, people get greedy and help themselves. It's human nature. 

That's the point of this last article. Something isn't adding up, and people can't keep working. 

Another article I read was how unemployment is more lucrative than working in certain industries, particularly the food industry. 

Everything will work itself out.

Pray.

Pray for you, to strengthen you and encourage you in these difficult time.

Pray for justice, true Heavenly justice, and order to begin.

Pray for people to awaken from the slumber that has been imposed on them, like anesthesia.

And rest.

Ross and I wish a happy Mother's Day to all of you. Even the men. For all everyone does to nurture others...xoxoxo.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

Just For Today...

 

We are very fortunate to live here in these times, as difficult as they may be. They are the times predicted from long, long ago. 

It gives us an opportunity, as souls, to hone and perfect our ability and skill in a most poignant setting.

How far have you grown, in the ten years or so that Ross and I (at the beginning just myself) have been on this journey with the blog?

For me, yesterday, I've healed incredibly, and I could sit next to Anthony's father at the swim meet, talk about his vacation with his live-in girlfriend and son to Hawaii, look at the photos, and not feel a twinge of anything that could cause pain to my heart.  As he mentioned, you can't go to Europe (soon) or Canada (now) without a certain 'passport'...and I said, in all clear conscience--then I will just stay home. 

It's like a knife to my heart, but I understand it. I've seen my friends and family and loved ones enough to know they care and for them to know I care. Heck, in France there is a little girl who is named after me, just like Anthony is named after someone in France. 

It is what it is.

I realized that every day is a gift, and we are blessed to receive it. I trust that there is a plan which includes this and everything else, and trust that it is good to be a part of the plan, however humble my role in it may be. Our importance isn't like 'importance' in the media. Our importance is our ability to listen, to understand, to 'get' where someone is coming from, and to reach hearts and souls with our essence of who we are.

We are in Biblical times. There's no escaping it. And as Reiki practitioners, as people who are trained to work with the unseen, we are at a wonderful advantage over others who are not as awakened at this time.

I remember a story taught to us in Reiki one, about Mikao Usui. He was asked by his students at university how did Jesus do the miracles? The ones where he healed the sick? Usui didn't know the answer. But at the time, teachers if they didn't know, were obliged to find out. So he began a course of study--learning and studying original texts in their languages--ancient Buddhist ones, ancient ones from the Holy Land, and I think Greek or something ones too. 

It makes sense doesn't it, how if someone touched Jesus' gown, and he felt the healing energy flow, he asked, to the crowd, 'who touched me?'

We all know that warm, tingly, flowing sensation when it flows through us and out of our hands...

It's a wonderful story, and like most stories, there's little to no actual proof of it. 

Here is a video that popped up on my feed, and kind of made me excited. I had thought the shroud was little--only over the face. It's not. It's big! 3D imaging from the shroud (four minutes). It's very close, the one that's not bronze and not full of wounds--everything is as I have seen on Spirit side. The face looks very very close. Do know when you see the face, face to face, there's a crinkle in the corners of the eyes, a gentleness, and kindness that just glows from the heart and shows on the expression. There's a little bit of formality and respect always too, one who will always appreciate a joke and humor but never be the 'life of the party'. Even in private there is always this sense of consideration and respect. 

The wounds were worse, and the face almost unrecognizable, in the physical. Like hamburger. But with love everything was rearranged to its proper place at the time of burial. 

There's another movie, I'm not sure if it's real or kind of staged or a little opportunistic unscripted coverage, but I like it. It captures the essence of who we are, and what our movement is about. It packs the emotional charge, and the spiritual power we once knew back in the day. Humble, sincerity and love is one of the most powerful forms of outreach--and know no matter who this guy is, his methods are really close to those of our own back in the day. 

Enjoy!

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Ross

Our partnership remains unrivaled throughout the galaxy.

Carla is my right hand.

She always has been.

And she always will be.

Well done, my beloved, well done.

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Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The precision of Heaven and ever grateful for our Team, which includes YOU who have a place in it. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Here And There

 

We, who are incarnate at this time, are faced with a challenge.

We believe we are far from Home. We miss it dearly. We want more than anything to go back.

It feels so far away.

Here IS There.

And There IS Here.

Everything is connected.

Remember the old saying, 'you can take the girl out of North Long Beach but you can't take the North Long Beach out of the girl'?  (I put in where I'm from, born and raised there, so no one can point fingers at that quote).

There is a lot of truth in that statement, isn't there?

It's our experiences, our memories, our lessons learned, that make us who we are today...

This applies no matter where we are, and under any circumstances.

Imagine if you will, a playing field with a bunch of players on it who have no idea what game they are playing. 

Here is a delightful example, Monty Python and the Philosopher's Soccer Game. I remember the first time I saw this clip, it was on late night TV, and it was absolutely hysterical. Now, it seems grainy, old, contrived...but it gets the point across. There is ONE playing field, ONE game, and until the end, nobody seemed to understand what was happening. 

Our playing field isn't exactly the same as the Monty Python one. One side IS aware of the energy and how it can be manipulated in accordance with the will. As a matter of fact, their credo IS 'do what thou wilt'. This is a very old tradition, where it's teammates have been carefully taught, everyone operates in secrecy (even though it is hidden in plain sight), and the plans are multigenerational in scope.

The vast majority of humanity is completely unaware of this energetic playing field. 

There is no concept of the intuitive gifts and abilities which are their birthright just as much as the other 'team'. 

Our message for today, is that it takes two teams to play. 

In reality, the two teams are One. 

Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.  (this is an old American saying, which holds much truth). 

In reality, we are just as much responsible for the way everything is, because none of us have been able to put a stop to it. All of this has been going on under our noses. 

Humanity is asleep at the helm!

Back Home, in our true awakened state, we would invoke our spiritual gifts. The other team wouldn't last five minutes in this environment because they are outnumbered. The other team would be welcomed and embraced, if they would let us, because in fact, we are One--all children of Creator. 

So how do you deal with psychopaths?

It's not easy.

In the hospital they are locked away behind two sets of double doors. The rule is to never let the patient get between you and the door of the room. Why? they might attack you. I know of a very fine psychiatrist whose career was ended by such a brutal attack. There are experts who know how to reach those who are unreachable...to manage them as safely as possible and give them the help that they need. 

What happens when the lunatics are running the asylum?

That's pretty close to the situation we are in right now.

What's the best way to invoke the experts in the realm of Spirit? 

There's actually two ways...

The direct way is to achieve clarity in one's purpose, in all humility and grace. Be thankful for every good thing because we are at the mercy of the lunatics who are running the asylum on the 'playing field'. ..remember there are no guarantees....study and learn just the extent of the lunacy and their insane plans...be sorrowful for any part you may have played in furthering their plans...

For example, here is this prayer I pray, 'Dear God, thank you for my cell phone. It is useful and I need it to live. I didn't know until only recently, that some of the materials inside which make it work, have been mined by child laborers in Africa who suffer terribly. I am so sorry my purchase and lifestyle adds to their distress. Please send the angels to these poor children, please guide me so as how to live my life in a way which decreases all suffering, and help me to awaken to my full spiritual strength so I may fulfill my purpose as to why I have been sent. Thank you. Amen.'

The indirect way is through intercessory prayer. You just get on the phone to Creator, and say--even by pointing at things and saying 'change it' or 'love it' (if you want more of the same). Have heart to heart conversations with God/Divine Creator. 

Here is an example, 'Dear God, we are in deep shit right now, in this world. I don't know what to do. It is terrifying to learn of the plans of TWDNHOBIAH. Please God, send justice. Save us God. I am sorry for all of the times you have needed me and for whatever reason I wasn't able to do what I was sent to do. Help me to change God. Help me to help you. I'm in over my head, but I trust in You. Send me the breadcrumbs and I will follow the trail. If I fall I will get back up and continue. I love you God. I know you never wanted this for your children. Please bless us all and bring us Home where things aren't crazy. Amen.'

I heard someone describe social media as a 'bullshit detector'. And it's true. People in general are waking up. They are the most educated population that has ever been. Some people are doing a wonderful job at their stations/assignments, pointing out discrepancies from the Truth. 

Let's detect some together here now, shall we?

Here is an article that is appealing when you read it--it strikes a chord:

When Einstein gave lectures at U.S. universities, the recurring question that students asked him most was:

- Do you believe in God?

And he always answered:

- I believe in the God of Spinoza.

Baruch de Spinoza was a Dutch philosopher considered one of the great rationalists of 17th century philosophy, along with Descartes.

(Spinoza) : God would say:

Stop praying.

What I want you to do is go out into the world and enjoy your life. I want you to sing, have fun and enjoy everything I've made for you.

Stop going into those dark, cold temples that you built yourself and saying they are my house. My house is in the mountains, in the woods, rivers, lakes, beaches. That's where I live and there I express my love for you.

Stop blaming me for your miserable life; I never told you there was anything wrong with you or that you were a sinner, or that your sexuality was a bad thing. Sex is a gift I have given you and with which you can express your love, your ecstasy, your joy. So don't blame me for everything they made you believe.

Stop reading alleged sacred scriptures that have nothing to do with me. If you can't read me in a sunrise, in a landscape, in the look of your friends, in your son's eyes... ➤ you will find me in no book!

Stop asking me "will you tell me how to do my job?" Stop being so scared of me. I do not judge you or criticize you, nor get angry, or bothered. I am pure love.

Stop asking for forgiveness, there's nothing to forgive. If I made you... I filled you with passions, limitations, pleasures, feelings, needs, inconsistencies... free will. How can I blame you if you respond to something I put in you? How can I punish you for being the way you are, if I'm the one who made you? Do you think I could create a place to burn all my children who behave badly for the rest of eternity? What kind of god would do that?

Respect your peers and don't do what you don't want for yourself. All I ask is that you pay attention in your life, that alertness is your guide.

My beloved, this life is not a test, not a step on the way, not a rehearsal, nor a prelude to paradise. This life is the only thing here and now and it is all you need.

I have set you absolutely free, no prizes or punishments, no sins or virtues, no one carries a marker, no one keeps a record.

You are absolutely free to create in your life. Heaven or hell.

➤ I can't tell you if there's anything after this life but I can give you a tip. Live as if there is not. As if this is your only chance to enjoy, to love, to exist.

So, if there's nothing after, then you will have enjoyed the opportunity I gave you. And if there is, rest assured that I won't ask if you behaved right or wrong, I'll ask. Did you like it? Did you have fun? What did you enjoy the most? What did you learn?...

Stop believing in me; believing is assuming, guessing, imagining. I don't want you to believe in me, I want you to believe in you. I want you to feel me in you when you kiss your beloved, when you tuck in your little girl, when you caress your dog, when you bathe in the sea.

Stop praising me, what kind of egomaniac God do you think I am?

I'm bored being praised. I'm tired of being thanked. Feeling grateful? Prove it by taking care of yourself, your health, your relationships, the world. Express your joy! That's the way to praise me.

Stop complicating things and repeating as a parakeet what you've been taught about me.

What do you need more miracles for? So many explanations?

The only thing for sure is that you are here, that you are alive, that this world is full of wonders.

- Spinoza

Red flag number one:  Einstein didn't answer the question as it seemed. He said he believes in the God of Spinoza. And there's this quote that is passionate about Spinoza's beliefs.  It's dodgy. Intuitively, I pick up there's lots more Einstein believes, that he's not willing to share, and this is his 'socially acceptable response'.

Red flag number two:  Who is Spinoza? Here is a link to him. He's a Dutch Jewish philosopher. A person of means. The link article explains how these beliefs are Greek, and these beliefs are exactly what the Judeo-Christian philosophy overcame.  In reality, the Greek concepts, turned into the Roman ones, and they are commonly accepted in our secular society today. We, as secular humanity, are Greek in our basic world outlook.

Red flag number three: Does this article point towards Creator? Or Creation (mankind, humanity, etc).? Who worships the Creation instead of the Creator? Those who ascribe to the credo of Do What Thou Wilt and that shall be the full of the law. They worship Nature--strong over the weak, survival of the fittest. Taken to extreme, we have the highly un-galactic precepts that control the people who control the world as we know it.  Remember back in Heaven there is a throne room where just outside it, are all the Seraphim. They just sing in worship to Creator all day and all night (there is no such thing as Time, but just for saying). Creator is wonderful! And Creator is loving, kind, nurturing, and worthy of praise! Creation is a good thing. But it is no substitute for Divine Creator....

Red flag number four:  What does Jessie Czebotar and those like her use to make demons go away? What weapons do people like her have? The Word. Bible verses.  The bible is her shield and her sword and her protection. There was a quote recently I saw that said that the very extreme religious and the Luciferians are the only ones who are closest to the Truth of how this world works. I think this means that the realm of Spirit is way more real than most people think. And both groups are actively working with it. But that's just my two cents.

Put it together, and this Spinoza is a tribute to Luciferianism 'lite'--or Greek antiquity--I'm not going to make the call. But Spiritually, we have responsibility to be discerning of everything, even Einstein himself, and to wake ourselves up to the truth that there's a Big Club out there running the world, and we aren't in it.  (George Carlin said it so well, didn't he?).

Humanity, and all of us, need to get over ourselves, and to face the truth...all of us have been tricked more or less. We are in deep. There are people out there who are planning horrible things against us. And with Grace and Faith and Hope and being able to jack up our vibration really really the highest we can...by not dulling ourselves with drugs, drink, food, entertainment...we can escape the vicious cycle of wake up, work, come home, go to sleep, and to move forward in the incredible Divine Plan for us and our planet....If everyone does their part. 

Ross says, 'Namaste'.

I saw him this morning, clear, in his robes. I usually don't see him like that. He showed me his cloth thing that goes across his shoulder like a sash I guess you would call it. 

It was linen. 

He explained to me that this unbleached, plain linen was my handiwork in my life with him.

I was so surprised to learn he is sentimental, like me!

He keeps it for memory of my devotion to him, and also, it's next to his heart.

I asked to see the shoes. I wanted to see what he actually wore or is wearing now.

As a sense of humor (his is delightful) what I saw were Birkenstocks. He said for me, since I graduated from Berkeley, he would always wear them when he was in this type of garment. 

Apparently the piece that went over his face at the end was my handiwork too.

It's nice to know.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are at once both Human and Divine--just like you!

Experiencing The Divine

 

Today, I had a powerful meditation. I lay in the hammock. And I focused only on the wind. I could hear the wind chimes playing their music. I could hear the tree leaves rustling in the wind. I felt the hammock moving from the wind pushing it, as well as the trees gently rocking back and forth with the wind. I could sense the freshness in the air, the flow of it, and even see leaves blowing around like confetti. I didn't think of anything but the wind.

Then I switched. I let the wind wash over me, and I concentrated on the sun. I felt its warmth on my face and my clothing. I sensed how it's the sun that rains life-giving photons to the plants, as well as helping us to observe the colors as we see. I realized the sun heats up regions of the earth, and helps to drive the wind. 

I realized the wind, and the sun, are soothing to us because we are always bathed in them in this terrestrial existence.

Then I relaxed, and moved on to focus on the realm of the Spirit world, and how this, too, nourishes us, and leads to the existence of all things as we know it...

It was a beautiful experience.

Remember, sometimes we must set down the phone, in my case, leave it inside the house! We turn off the music, we turn off the television, and we experience the absolute glory and delight of our perception, even for a few minutes, and we realize what true richness we have as souls who are fortunate enough to be incarnate!

I will add small bits and pieces here for this blog.

Yesterday I went up to the ICU to see a patient of mine from the surgery center. The patient was sleeping. I spoke with their nurse. It was nice to be social and just say I was saying hello but didn't want to wake them. 

As I walked out, the nurses were trying to spell the word 'chakra' and arguing about it at the nursing station. I paused and said, 'it's C-H-A-K-R-A' over my shoulder, and as some were saying, 'yes, I had it right!' I walked out the door.

Could I have had a discussion on psychic development? Sure. Could I have disclosed I see chakras? Absolutely. Could I have even added that the chakras turn grey then black and disappear/stop once the soul leaves the body? Of course!

But did I?

No.

Why didn't I?

I wasn't asked.

Not everyone is ready for the information which can be made available to them at any given time. 

It is better to bless the 'discovery' and walk away, letting them find their own path.

It is the way of the human being incarnate, to want to be able to understand and grasp things which are of a spiritual nature. And it is furthermore the way of the human who is incarnate, to deny what evil exists 'out there', and to cling to what is told to them/familiar/plausible for security in this otherwise beautiful and harsh world...

Did you watch the video?

All five hours?

If you did, we give thanks for you! There are very few who are willing to accept anything.

For those of you who did, the lesson continues here. 

For those of you who didn't, you may pick up what you can but there's no in depth explanations for anything. 

We had one question about the last blog post, with LC being the person mentioned in the blog immediately before, and the 'end' that's so grisly that Jessie Czebotar witnessed was ritual decapitation. 

There's a lot we don't say. For good reason. The internet is forever, and it's closely followed not only by AI but by both teams.

Does it matter, all this 'battle'?

It does.

It does for the lessons it imparts upon us, and also, for the opening of the heart. Like flowers, every heart and every consciousness will open in their understanding. 

You can't skip steps.

You can't flip pages to get to the 'good parts' or skip to the end.

Lessons are lessons and as long as you are here, there's no use in avoiding them.

So what about evil?

Well...

Let's think about it.

Let's assume that it exists, and that it is organized. Let us further give it a name, TWDNHOBIAH, shall we?

Do you believe evil will stop with having all the money, which is a form of human energy expended through work?

Evil and greed is a bottomless pit, isn't it?

How about having all of the real estate and property on the planet, and all of the resources? 

Has it stopped anyone yet?

What about their dark prophecies, sort of like the Georgia Guidestones--but there's lots more to it than that list? Would religious zealots organize, and plot to cull the population by ninety percent? 

What would be able to stop them, if they were in positions of leadership in government and economics? Now that is an excellent question.

What if, as one 'exposure' article once posted here years ago and has been since censored/removed/taken down from the original site so our link no longer works to connect to it---what if, the horrible creations/buildings/structures of the concentration camps in Europe in WW2 were to trap souls?

Think about it.

Already, our attention is harvested during big events--like the Superb Owl. Their belief system states that energy flows where attention goes, correct?

We are children of Divine Creator.

But they and their commander-in-chief want to rebel against Divine Creator. One third of the angels 'fell'. How much more energy of Divine Creator needs to be controlled/usurped/harvested to 'tip' the energy scales in their favor?

I'm sure someone on their team has figured it out. By their own calculations. 

We are in the middle of a war we can't see.

And THIS is a powerful lesson.

We don't know the answers. We do, however, know how to ask the right questions to help you awaken, and to take into consideration all factors--uncomfortable as they may be--and weight them in your heart and soul.

Time and again, when people seriously were sorry for offending Creator, and meant it, in large groups, these groups were spared horrible fates. 

What will it take for the majority of the masses to wake up and smell the coffee? 

Or will the bulk of humanity stay deeply asleep, permit themselves to be controlled by highly sophisticated external sources, and go along with whatever they are asked to do?

Anything can happen. 

Here is an example of an 'expert article' that has been written to discredit opposition to the official narrative: click to see the linked article.  I can't say for this writer, but I've seen examples in the past of similar articles, where the writer was Luciferian. And they wanted to dissuade the masses, to 'steer' them away from the truth. Articles like this contain half-truths, omissions, and are very well-written and persuasive. 

Be on the lookout for articles such as this. Any time you read anything that gets your emotions worked up, chances are good it wasn't written except for that purpose...to cover the tracks and get you worked up about it. 

Most people innocently believe that one or two 'sticks' in the upper deltoid are going to make a nightmare magically go away. 

We are in nonrestricted warfare. 

Technology is highly advanced, enough so to pinpoint biological warfare to target weaknesses in a race's genetic makeup. For example, the alveolar cell type two receptor found in Asian males...

Trust Spirit MORE.

Be wary about humans/society instead of innocently believing what 'the crowd thinks' or 'is doing'. 

Think for yourself, and trust your intuition. Hone it. Get your discernment to be the strongest muscle you have. Remember it's never going to be one hundred percent percent--everyone gets fooled a little sometimes, they are experts in the manipulation of our psychology. But make sure you are not fooled one hundred percent of the time. Try to make it as low a percentage as possible and forgive yourself for any slips you might make along the way. Stand right back up again, and keep at it. It's worth it.

In the hospital, right now, we have zero covid patients. However, there's been lots of turnover in the ranks. Many retired early. Some went out on medical leave, and are stretching that out as long as they can. Others have left the industry for other opportunities. I spoke with a friend this morning. He is the only person left in the linens department. He has had excellent attendance, always showing up, and never shirking even during the surges of Covid patients. Four other people just quit. Now they have some temps helping to cover, but not enough and he is working overtime. Clean, sterilized linen is super important for a hospital to function. Our scrubs go through their system. Yet, the Covid patients had dirty linens and exposed the workers every day. 

Our healthcare system is functioning, and it's bouncing back, but know that we have taken a direct hit. There's no guarantees it is going to stay this way, especially through any future surges.

What do we recommend?

To access the realm of Spirit, where everything is possible, and to pray. Ask Divine Creator to help keep things going. To help us to get through this time of unpredictability...safely...and with as little loss of life as possible. Remember how Abraham was able to bargain with Creator--if there are this many good people will you spare them? His nephew Lot was spared... Talk with Creator like a child, and trust that whatever happens will be just and fair and for the highest good. 

God listens.

God loves us.

Our future is incredible joy, and wonder and happiness we could never imagine!

If people wake up, and turn from their wrongs, wonderful!

If people start 'picking up' intuitive information--like the masses--and awaken, even better!

If people start giving thanks for every little thing that even resembles 'normal' and stop taking everything for granted, that would be fantastic!

Ross

Be careful not to be dismissive of what Carla and I have to say.

We have been around since the ages, in one form or another, and we have a lot of experience under our belt.

In summary, question everything, especially our tendency not to question things which are presented to us from outside our direct ability to control (our work, our homes, our 'sphere of influence'). When others present something new, what is their motive, you may ask? How would this fit in with their plans?

Is it possible for someone to have an agenda to harm others?

These are the questions we invite you to entertain.

And for those of you who watched the entire five hour video link before it ends up scrubbed/scrapped off the internet? 

I HEARTILY APPLAUD YOUR EFFORTS TO AWAKEN YOURSELF AND OTHERS (energetically through their direct aura-to-aura transmission from you, not from your preaching to anyone).

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I give you a STANDING OVATION!

We still love and adore each and every one of you, even who hasn't completed the video. Never fear. Everyone awakens at their own pace, there is nothing possible to rush the experience, and a few are even going to incarnate elsewhere on someplace like Pan to study at their own rate. <3 

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins who are united in Faith.