A Message From Our Lady: August 4, 2014

My Beloved Children Of The Light:

I come to you at this time to welcome you to the highest place that God has ever permitted any of us to gather in the energies or the mixing realms of both of our worlds together. You are coming to us, and are well on your way in this journey.

Most of us here in the Spirit realms are excited and looking very much forward to your happiness and joy when you finally awaken. Some of you have, like my scribe here. I ask her to describe the feeling that she has 24/7...

C:  I feel softer inside. There is no rush. There is patience with myself and others in everything I do. When faced with challenge, I see quite clearly there is no way other than love that would be effective in which to meet it. Last week, I had a day at work, where I literally felt my 'veil' being 'lifted up' like a husband would do to his bride in a wedding ceremony. I saw this face, smiling with love, and welcoming me to my eternal home, my vibration of love, joy, and togetherness. It was Ross, my Twin. 

After this I had the strangest experience with a surgeon whom I dread more than anyone else to work with because of his very low, cursing, worldly attitude--I had to work with him and try as I may, I could not avoid it! When I was in his presence, I 'saw' or 'understood quite clearly' the following things--with no emotion whatsoever except joy and love, and perhaps, a little curiosity:

• he is a DO, not an MD--there is a difference in training that could explain the behavior (he perceives himself as 'less' and strives to show he is 'more' although in practice there is no difference because the residency is the same for all of the DO's and MD's)
• he is showing ME a side of myself I do not accept--my tendency to use swear words (this goes many lifetimes back)
• he flies to someplace mid-California to operate and see patients and then back to our hospital in the same day! He has his own plane!  I not only was able to ask about this 'lifestyle' but extrapolate how those 'priviledged' above his level must view their lives. For example, when commuting by air, there is no 'traffic', yes?
• I saw male bonding--how very strange it is--between the surgeon and scrub, who have 'partied together' and also socialize. This bonding and acceptance seems very important to them.
• I saw the God Spark in him, and he no longer terrified me. 
• I 'sensed' he saw the same in me too.
• I saw he has good skills as a surgeon, no matter how he behaves, and he cares about his patients.
• I 'knew' instantly how he was my teacher for this soul lesson, and I gave thanks!

( Blessed Mother pauses a long time, as if taking it all in.)  Thank you.

I am making my point to all of my children, that the 'puzzles' before you in your everyday life are but gifts to be opened and treasured. Much like this story that has my scribe has shared, there is comfort and awareness that all of you are safe in this regard, in spirit (she touches her chest) and that everyone can accept life's challenges because they are there for you to grow and to learn about yourselves!

(C:  she shows me a test-taking situation, where people are nearing the end of the testing period, and are going over their answers, and checking them. I sense that soon it will be time to lay down the pencil, and stop work.)

I want to talk to you about when it is time for you to stop your work, what will happen, and what you can expect:

• a feeling of love will overwhelm you and reach to what is hidden in your heart and set you free from all your worries and your cares about your sustenance and concerns of a personal nature.
• you will still be you but you will have that freedom and happiness that you have on earth now when you are on vacation--anything can happen, the possibilities are limitless,and you have an unending supply of cash (in a spiritual sense).
• you will have friendship overwhelm you in your love for those you know, those you meet, and everyone and everybody that you have ever experienced in your life.

The Tsunami of Love will hit you like a ton of bricks! You will be laughing and smiling and know in your heart 'it is right! it is happening! this it what I have been waiting for for CENTURIES! and many lifetimes!

Allow yourself to accept and rationalize this experience, as a common gift from Creator (both the Divine Masculine and Feminine spirit) to all of us!

Relax and enjoy the ride.

This is everything I have for you today.

I thank you for your interest.

I want you to know God is listening.

As also is the Goddess.

With all my love, 

your Blessed Mother in the Spirit Realms,

Mother Mary

(this is permitted to be shared in its entirety with credit to the blogger and this blog post--all rights reserved to the 'scribe' of this message.)

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Happy Nails For Mother's Day: A Celebration Of The Divine Feminine In You

Today I went to get a mani pedi. The color I have on is a beautiful rose.

Ross has been 'nudging' me to do this for about five months now. This is something I haven't done since I was pregnant and couldn't touch my toes. 

I am ticklish, and actually, it's not that pleasant to have someone work on my feet.

Ross is persistent. So I went when he asked!

The first day I was post-call and went, once I put my feet in the warm water to soak, and the massage chair turned on, I felt like this:

What do you think that did for my Vibration?

What do you think it did for me as a mother? As a physician who cares for people all day?

I recharged my batteries with a little self-care.

It turned out that the technician, Hannah, is actually very good. It hardly tickled. And the paint didn't chip like always. 

So I came back.

I find that others enjoy the colors on my nails, not just me. My patients. And my son. It's very nice as a reminder to myself that I am taking care of my personal needs, on some level; my schedule is just as hectic as ever, but somehow, I don't seem to miss from my busy schedule the time I spend every two weeks when I am there.

My eyes have been opened very much by the experience. I never turned into the demanding kind of person who speaks loud and dominates the technicians and expects perfection, like I was afraid I would do, because I made a habit of going to the nail salon.

Instead, Hannah and I are both quiet, and we hardly talk. She knows I think she is the best, and she is very careful to do her best work, every single time. She has a good eye for color, and I consult with her just to make sure I pick the right shade for my skin tone.

Now, because of my attention to my own Divine Feminine, I see it around me too.

For example, when I look at a family photo, I see more than the professional portrait in the frame. I see the call and planning to make that photo happen. I see the meals and doctors visits and activities that are needed by the woman to keep that family healthy and alive. I see the clothes laundered, folded, and put away. I even see the shopping that was done to purchase those clothes. 

I see the huge gap that is created in the absence of the mother. (Or the partner who plays that role).

Why is it in most marriages it is the woman who has the 'dirty work' of changing diapers and cleaning the bathrooms--traditionally?

Why is it that liberated women insist on a cleaning person to 'save the marriage' because she knows in her heart it isn't fair the way the work is divided between the two in the marriage?

Why is it that women are paid less, and also not given the flexibility to deal with a sick child or ailing family member when they work full-time?

Why doesn't anybody notice? Or anybody care?

There is so much to be learned by taking an interest in something that is decidedly feminine. Whether it is nails, or scrapbooking, or some other hobby...

Balance with the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, both within our hearts and our own energy system--and as a society--lead to this common conclusion:

And it feels just like this too--all beach-y and barefoot and laid back, doesn't it?

There is room for every color that exists when the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine are balanced. 

Each has a gift that is important to the whole...

So Happy Mother's Day:

• To all the older siblings who help with the younger kids
• To all the teachers
• To all the coaches who are female, and all the team moms too
• To all the birth moms who might otherwise have been forgotten years after the adoption process
• To all the adoptive moms who do a service to society that is much appreciated
• To the Surrogate Moms who give the gift of life
• To all moms who have been on Bed Rest through a difficult pregnancy
• To all moms who had a crash c-section unexpectedly
• To all moms who bear the changes to their body--stretch marks and pfannensteil incisions (the c-section scar)
• To all moms who have lost a child--through miscarriage, stillbirth, or infant death, or later
• To all grandmothers and aunties
• To all BFF's
• To all of the feminine I might have forgotten--oh yes, including all nuns, both Buddhist and Catholic
• To Our Divine Mother and Blessed Mother and Mother Mary and Quan Yin who support us in every way
• To all the single mothers who won't get much from the Baby Daddy when it comes to celebrating...or from the ex-husbands for that matter too. (I got a card and a pack of five black gel pens. My son wanted to buy a Taco Bell gift certificate. The dad said, 'I'm not going to spend twenty-five dollars!' LOL. This year, actually, he washed our son's clothes and wished me a happy mother's day. I am content and filled with gratitude at the gesture. It's more than in the past...)
• To all the moms of Fur Babies....
• To all moms who watch us from Heaven <3

I wish you love and joy and happiness, and powerful recognition for your gifts you so selflessly share in the nurturing, warmth, love and compassion on Gaia's surface....

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

It's More Than Plumbing: May All Beings Be Released From Suffering

Today the plumber came over to the house. I had a sink that was all stopped up.  I've known Ralph for over ten years. He's a good man, Ralph.

As he was finished, and I signed the paper that I always have to sign to say he fixed something for the homeowner's insurance--something moved me to ask about Dave. Dave is a master plumber who smelled a little too much like cigarettes and really needed to see a dentist. Dave had about the lowest self-esteem of anyone I have ever met--no eye contact, kept to himself, barely could make conversation--and I've seen thousands and thousands of people. My heart went to him, for all his skills he could not see and yet were totally obvious to everyone who ever had him work on their plumbing.

Dave is living at a local homeless shelter. Apparently one worker at the company was sleeping with multiple plumbers, and the two liked each other, Dave and her, and he left. She dumped him. 

I felt sad. To cheer both of us up, I asked about his beautiful wife, Gina?

She does crack. And has since they first met. He only married her when she had gone through rehab.  Her 'clean and sober' laster only two months. It's been four years with her using, lying, and cheating. Once she even pulled a knife on him.

I wanted to cry.

I heard his side, and I can only imagine hers. 

It was awful.

It was awful for me because I love them both.

To me they had always been the example of what unconditional Love can do...

What happened?

Yes, addiction played a part in it. So did karma, undoubtedly. 

But why are these people so messed up? Why is the Vibration so terribly low that they cannot relate to one another?

Why did both of my marriages, and the significant relationship with my boy's father too, all three relationships of the heart, all of  them, fail?

That is why I am writing today.

I am writing today because I have Something To Add to what meets the eye.

Love Is The Solution For Everything.

Because of the drug use, this couple was locked in a battle--you won't love me so I won't love you.

It takes a certain amount of self-love to GET OUT of a horrible relationship.

It takes even MORE self-love to heal from the damage to the soul.

It takes incredible faith and trust in Creator, to get back on that 'horse' and try again.

What will it take for the wounded heart to open?

I will share what works for me and Ross (he is my Twin Flame who is not incarnate):

• he encourages me to explore my feminine energy, for example, he likes me to paint my nails. There is nothing practical about painting nails for a busy single mom anesthesiologist. It's just another thing to do. Or is it? You are probably seeing this one better than I can, and thinking, no wonder why he encourages her to go pamper herself! She is burning the candle at both ends!
• I accept him, one hundred percent, just the way he is, right Here and Now. I in no way try to change him. Instead, I give thanks for all the kindness that he gives, and I mean it.
• We both know each other well enough to balance our masculine and feminine energies as a couple. When we get the balance right, we know because I let go and I relax into his masculine energy. 
• Although we are a couple, Twins in Spirit, to be exact, we know we are two separate people, and we respect each other, and our individual hopes and dreams, immensely.
• He gives me many 'surprises' through the day, that I know is from him.
• We talk often. (remember, I am a medium and we communicate because I can talk to him)
• We don't ignore our painful past--we are a 'fixer upper' as a couple, and we face our issues one at a time, together, always looking to move ahead and resolve the pain.

For more knowledge on this kind of deep healing that might possibly help you in your relationships to be the best person you can be, spiritually, you might want to watch this:

Apology To The Divine Feminine (Part 1) -- Jeff Brown

http://youtu.be/XljZf0CVbgY

Apology To The Divine Feminine, Part Two (Gratitudes) by Jeff Brown

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3PPNtt-K-0&feature=share&list=PLE8EE8F8B522D80C5&index=1

Here is a link to the apology to the Divine Masculine, too:

http://soulshaping.com/soulshaping/apologies-to-the-sacred-masculine-the-letter-this-warrior-in-transition-would-like-to-receive/

In Heaven, relationships are a can but not a must.

Monogamy is a can but not a must as all relationships, even with your Twin Flame, are by mutual agreement and consent.

There is no 'vow' of anything, no formal 'commitment' what is a must in any way. Marriages can and do take place, but there are not divorces due to infidelity like there are here on surface Gaia.

There is deep appreciation, love, and respect among everyone.

This is because we are everyone, telepathic, and we know what is really the truth in another's heart.

We love them enough to guide them to find their truth.

In turn we are encouraged to find our personal growth and development as best as we can.

Try to think of relationship as a can and not a must--it is moving forward to the Higher Consciousness to perceive it as such.

The fidelity Ross offers me every day, is a gift...we both know in our hearts it is a can and not a must.

I offer mine to him the same way: from my free will, from my heart.

Soon, the energies of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine will balance.

Here is an interesting way to promote this with the energy inside of you, for we all have a little masculine and feminine energy inside... with two simple numeric codes to place face to face on your water bottles before you drink them (it's in the body of this link) http://illuminations2012.wordpress.com/2014/05/05/divine-mother-shekinah-message-to-all-mankind-on-earth-part-1-through-rilana-jaun-dtd-05-04-201/


It will help energetically, and also, it will help because you are doing something to help with the healing between both polarities of energy into One beautiful energy that is alive and healing and balanced for all of us who live on Gaia.

<3





Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc



P.S. I just read this while looking for the codes for the water, above, after I had written the rest. This is a powerful coincidence that I think is no accident from Spirit:

http://soul4free.wordpress.com/2014/05/07/divine-mother-shekinah-the-time-for-change-is-here-through-marc-gamma-07-05-2014/

My Beloved? Give And Take--The Rains

Thank you.
Thank you for answering my call.
I just read this: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/11/heavenletter-4886-believe-in-love-april-11-2014/

I am at the top of the stairs, spiritually, looking down at the view the climb of yesterday that was so much Spiritual Sweat for me.

It was an unanticipated Day Off. Although I got my wish--I did the paperwork and went paddle-boarding as I had hoped--my heart just wasn't in it.

I confessed to you My Sweet Beloved, My Honey, that secretly I wanted YOU to take the reins of my life, as my own way of making the 'rain' stop. You see, I have filled out so many forms in my studies, in my certification process, and in my establishing credentials everywhere I work (and maintaining them!)...I just can't make myself fill out another form....or keep on top of the paperwork.

You came to me, in Spirit, and said the situation is just like on the paddle board--you get out as far as you are going to go, then you have to paddle back in.

Could I hold on just one more day? And you gave me some advice.

I took it.

Was it easy after that? No. But I finished two of the three things on my list.

Long story short: after the ecstacy, the laundry is RIGHT!

Activities of a spiritual nature, and even nature itself, are so much more appealing to me now.

And the narrow, limited, day-to-day activities to keep my life 'in order' are so dry. Work, with all of my colleagues and patients, is wonderful. It's the filling out of forms and sticking stamps on envelopes that really drains me dry.

Now I understand.

Love is everywhere. But you can feel it more in certain ways--in the garden, with others, with connecting to God.

And God is there, even with the bills, and the checkbooks that get lost and make me cry and run to YOU, my beloved. I confide I am so dumb I feel like I am like this (take your finger and make your lips go up and down as you blow out and say that noise like buh buh buh buh buh).

Even this strange behavior to a Galactic becomes a source of amusement, and instead of feeling sad I am soon laughing with all of you instead.

I feel the love in my heart that is between us--it is always flowing--and to my pleasant surprise, it goes both ways!

When I am overwhelmed, there is a little extra from you to carry me through.

I will look for the Love today--in the flowers, in the sky, from Gaia, from the auras of everything alive, from the opportunity to burn off much karma on a 'fast-track'...like it is. Sometimes I think our lives on earth are like those accelerated classes that you take in high school to gain college credit--Advanced Placement Karma! LOL.

Today IS a whole new day. The slate is clean.

It's time to start it. There is much expected of me. Time to get ready for work.

I ask You to bless everyone whose life I touch today.
And to make my hands, my heart, and my intelligence filled with Your Presence to Heal Others.

I want the presence of both God, and the Goddess, in Perfect Balance and Harmony as much as possible to accompany me everywhere I go, the strengths of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine ready to assist all I meet who are in need of Divine Assistance.

May angels smile, and shed a tear or two in laughter as they watch over my day...let the Light shine back to Home...and may our connection together, in Light, be bright!

I love you.
I thank you for your time, and your gentle explanation of What Is.

I thank you for this clarity that just hit right now--it was two kinds of paper'work' that tested me yesterday--not one. There was my own paperwork, and then the one that was brought to my attention because it concerned me.

I hope I passed my tests.

Your love is healing to my soul.

For those of you who are struggling, look down where you have climbed. What got you to your height is opportunity to experience Love and Life from a different angle. Sometimes the best views require a short 'hike' or 'struggle'.  Enjoy your accomplishment. Then, perhaps, the next time the road seems a little rough and the going is more slow than ever, and you do not want to take another step--look within, and connect to Source. Follow the hints, the nudges. Hang on for one more day, one hour at a time, if you must...

When you understand your Lesson it is as if the sun shines down from the clouds!

So keep paddling. Keep walking. And trust that you are loved, so very much loved, exactly as you are...even if sometimes you lose things, or complain...you are perfect just the way you are.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Self-reiki twice a day is important. And know that once you read, like, or Tweet Doctors With Reiki, you are given Reiki healings--two times daily--for free--just to help with your own Journey--if you accept it. All you have to do is say, 'I'd like that' and 'Yes' with your intention, and it will be so.

Let's Be Cool About It

Change is coming to the field of medicine. This change is coming about from within the healthcare system. This change is the meeting of Spirit and Medicine once again.

The pendulum has swung from primarily spiritual-only healing means (there was not technology) to randomized-double-blind supported ONLY healing (no focus on the 'subtle energies' of the healing process) to now somewhere 'in between'.

This is the 'marriage' or the 'union' of both the Divine Masculine PLUS the Divine Feminine Energies which are helpful in aiding the healing process.

If you think about it, this 'balance' makes sense because the union of the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine energies are the combination which leads to New Life, is it not?

Here is a diagram to help you understand this meaning better--as the energy system of the patient is facing you, you will see three lines running vertically near or through the chakra system. On you left (which is the patient's RIGHT) is the pingala, or the masculine Divine Energy. On the right (which is the patient's LEFT) is the ida or the feminine Divine Energy. And in the middle is the shushumna, or the 'child' which is the balance of the two Divine Energies, which is loved, protected, and nurtured by the universe.

If imbalance in Health, or 'Dis-Ease' is the energetic 'footprint' of disease, in the physical manifestation of it, does it not make complete and total sense to seek a balanced healing environment to 'shore it up' and 'even the imbalance out'?

The part where it gets tricky it the disease in energy imbalance which has persisted long enough to make the physical energy imbalance/ manifestation that we notice and brings us to the physician or healing center...sometimes that one will not 'budge' without a combined healing/energy approach.

So let us first imagine the healing paradigm as the balance of the typically feminine healing arts:

• Reiki
• Acupuncture
• Juicing
• Natural products/Healing/Medicine, the 'Medicine Of The Earth'
• Behavioral Medicine
• Meditation and Yoga (I've heard one place offer it as 'Yogatation' ; )   )
• Energy Medicine
• Qi Gong
• there are probably more on this list but at five in the morning I forget...please forgive...

And the more 'traditional' in our society, but not necessarily spiritual, masculine healing arts:

• Surgery
• Medicine
• Chiropractic
• Dentistry
• Osteopathic Medicine
• Homeopathic Medicine (it's still a 'take this and it will cure you' specialty)
• Naturopathic Medicine (like the above, more balanced, but still 'traditional' paradigm)

The medicine of the future is as clear as day to me, although there are unseen new technologies, I have two systems in my research capability, both are quantum healing devices, one a laser and the other a resonator.

I see, with my mind's eye, the healing centers of the future, which utilize 'the best' and leave 'the rest' of the world's healing methods, all in the gentle, loving-kindness-based support of the individual, not 'the patient'...

This issue of Reiki News magazine has a cover story, 'Reiki In The O.R.'--in this model, the 'individual' is 'Reiki Aware' and brings their own personal 'hands-on' Reiki provider into the Operating Room with them. 

This, and teams who volunteer to assist cancer patients in the wards, are  the 'new, improved' methods of healing that are quite popular in Reiki circles.

Do not be content with this 'blip' on the radar of the Healing Process. 

Move beyond.

Assemble massive groups who direct healing via HSZHN to those suffering and in need of it.

Make the crystal grids to reinforce the healing 24/7 for the directed time.

Encourage the individual who is suffering to look to their own 'inner guidance' and trust it, for who is best to direct one towards the balance that is so needed for the healing to take place.

Think of it as Masaru Emoto in the creation of the HADO water, which seeks to 'balance out' the imbalances like waveforms of energy would cancel each other out to form a line. He MEASURES the imbalances and creates the 'antidote'. The patient takes this several times a day for weeks, and the therapy then is reassessed and rebalanced with a new HADO water, and after the course of months (including standard medical treatment, too) miraculous healings take place.

Next time you are feeling 'under the weather', why not 'match' one 'Divine Feminine' healing process to go along with each 'Divine Masculine' healing method you take?

It's a start!

It's nice to get us thinking about this.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Peace,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Incubator

My boyfriend left when I was four months pregnant with his child.

He wanted to be present at the birth.

I wanted no part of him until after the effort of labor; I wanted to give birth to my child undisturbed. I had all of the operators and the security system at my hospital actively protect my identity until I was out of the initial few days after my cesarian section after a failed induction of labor.

He argued that the child was his.

The law said I had the right no never contact him again and go on with my life happily.

He said, effectively, I was a 'container for his baby to grow in' or more appropriately, an incubator for his child.

Over the life of our child, we have come to respect one another, and co-parent between our two homes more effectively than most couples who are in our situation. This change has taken a lot of patience on my part, and a lot of help from prayer as well. I think my becoming a Reiki Master, and Karuna Reiki Master, was very helpful in changing my perspective to one of positivity, dedication to making the child's life as pleasant as possible, and learning to adapt to a life I hadn't anticipated but ended up with, making the best of what I have.

Yesterday I was on call for Labor and Delivery.

Something unusual happened--that's never happened before--I was interrupted in the middle of the Cobra Weekly Meditation for Liberation of the planet. My team on PFC had gathered in Los Angeles for a special event. And I was on call and couldn't attend.

So the phone rings in the call room, and the nurse says my patient needs a bolus for breakthrough pain on the epidural.

I had a choice--do I wait a couple minutes to finish, or do I go?

I thought, well gosh if I am supposed to meditate for the Goddess Spiral Vortex how can I let another 'goddess' in labor suffer and wait until I'm finished?

So in my mind I hit the 'pause' button on the meditation, and I went up and did my best to make her comfortable.

As I was waiting for the bolus of medicine to take effect, I stopped into the O.R., so I could catch up on my charting. I remembered I hadn't finished the meditation. So all alone, in the O.R., hands up, I rotated eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee  and then my hands dropped and I was like eeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Then I thought, why not attach this healing to the hospital and all O.R.'s?

Why stop there? Why not attach this healing to the entire medical system on the planet???

And boom! Remote view--instantly--Earth split into two parts, along the axis of a yo-yo but it looked more like a tennis ball that was cut---and like rocket boosters, the old shells fell away into space.

Ross was there--part of the meditation is to think of your Twin Flame--and he was very earnest and asked me, 'Do you know what you just did?'

I was totally clueless. I thought I was just watching the show that was cool, like everybody else.

He was really excited and smiling and very quiet, and looked at me again, and asked, 'Are you sure you didn't know?'

I shook my head.

He gently took my right arm, and together with his raised it over our heads. And all these people everywhere, rows and rows and rows of them, started cheering and dancing. They looked kind of like angels and kind of like galactics but I didn't have the best view. They were like in a movie when they do computer generated graphics and make lots and lots and lots of crowd. I definitely knew we were in the etheric plane or something, but I wasn't sure why everyone was there all happy over something that looked like a special effect in a film.

I still didn't understand. But I saw in our heart space we share between us, me and Ross, a tiny little earth, that was like a deflated soccer ball, and kind of like wet butterfly wings but the colors were very bright and colorful green and blue. It was only a moment I was able to look at it, but the image really lingered in my mind's eye.

Ross let out a cheer; I didn't understand what these people were all so excited about. But they were happy. I asked Ross if it was okay to excuse myself, and he said, yes. So my 5D or whatever D light body I have when I go there stayed, but my consciousness came back to the hospital. I checked with the patient, who was comfy, and then I went back to my room and made a salad for lunch, and I heated some Biryani that was frozen from Trader Joes in the microwave. I was sure to add 'love and gratitude' intent to the food before I put it in the microwave, to neutralize the effect on the energy of the food by the microwaves themselves.

This is the veve of Erzulie Danto.

You might want to look that one up.

Women and men in childbirth are getting so more pleasant now. I have seen husbands respect their wives. Women who are focused and with or without the epidural very cognizant of their blessing of being parents. Five years ago it used to be a real unpredictable thing.

I think the energies that are 'out there' are having some effect on people in general.  Even the nurses are happy, and really nice, and not grumpy like they sometimes were before. Again, I do Reiki 24/7 when I'm in that part of the hospital, and I like to think it helps, but I know it's not the only reason behind these changes that I notice.

We are entering a time where the energy of the Goddess, and the balance between the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, is coming to equilibrium instead of being slanted as it was, to heavily favor the male interest.

Funny it should happen, because, as a matter of fact, The Divine Mother sent this message out today herself: http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/24/feminine-or-masculine-the-divine-mother-through-isabel-henn-march-24-2014/

It deeply touched me.

I hope it touches you as well.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Tandem Surfing And The Return Of The Goddess To Gaia

First you take The Divine Masculine, as evidenced by the energy that is demonstrated in this confident, capable, crisp clean surfer:

Next you take a healthy, nurturing, equally confident Divine Feminine, as shown by this mother--please note that the Divine Feminine Energy is extremely loving and playful:

Release an outstanding EirePortal Message like this: http://eireport.wordpress.com/2014/03/14/estuaries-of-pax-are-committed-to-engagement-of-all-shadow-paradigms/

And I QUOTE: Specialties of Gaia Feminine come to fruition, as sputtering masculines lose their wind.

Prepare for this Magnificence… In this Moment… It is Now…

Then put them together--and you get this:

(Hint--the above reference alludes to gnostic tradition)

Enjoy! Aloha and Mahalos,

Peace,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Pink Pink You Stink!

Recently at a local nightclub, a young asian woman was beaten to death by two latinas. There were very few witnesses who came forward to describe what they saw, but there was plenty of cell phone video. The cause of death was traumatic brain injury from blows to the head.

There is rumor of gang involvement.

Today we are going to discuss the dark side of the Gaia experiment--that is, while on surface of the planet, the harm women do to each other, and their children.

It's ugly.

I see it as the most important focus of healing for us all as we transition to a Galactic Society.

Here are some examples that are personal that I share:

• I walked down the street as a preschooler to visit my best friend, Jackie, who was two years older than me. I wore my favorite new pant suit. I looked beautiful, and I enjoyed looking my best. 'Pink Pink You STINK!' she said when I got to the front door. The words stung like a knife, and shocked me out of my state of centeredness and joy! I had no concept people could treat each other like this! I immediately burst into tears and ran the rest of the way home. (later, as adults, Jackie told me she didn't want me to get conceited, so she teased me on purpose the whole time we were growing up. It worked. I am one of the most down-to-earth people you'll ever meet. )
• My youngest sister is very persistent. She also knows what she wants. Although I had yarn ties on the outside of my drawers in my dresser, I also had perfect memory of how I had arranged the items in the drawers within. Although she and mother would swear up and down that she didn't get into my things while I was away at school, and they would show me how yarns would be tied--because of what was inside, I knew! I grew up with deception as the norm, and favoritism of my sibling, too.
• My sister later grew up to be a 'Queen Bee', the popular one who made other kids' lives miserable, like in the movie, Mean Girls. I used to watch her and say, 'you better be nice to those bused kids from the inner city.  They can't help it that they are poor.' and 'Be careful because one day all of this might come back in your face.' Sure enough, the last week of sixth grade, all the children turned against her, and she was shunned. The only people who accepted her were the poor inner city kids who rode the bus. There were two. My sister took it so hard mother made her miss the last two weeks of school. In Junior High she kept the same circle of friends, and made fun of the bused kids. I kept my mouth shut.
• Mother is very into being Sicilian. She smiles at everyone, but she has a temper and a sense of 'justice for her kids who have been treated unfairly'. One day years later, in the alley, she ran into the leader of the group against my sister, Holly J. Mom cornered Holly, and gave her 'a piece of her mind'. She told Holly that she is going to 'rot in hell' and that --oh, I don't recall--but lots of things that made Holly run and cry. Mom denied it. She denied ever saying things like that at all to everyone but the family, because mom's reputation was 'nice' and Holly's well, wasn't that good at all. No one would believe Holly. Ever. If she said what mom did.
• I once went to the home of my boyfriend's best friend, a woman, who 'wanted to cook italian'.  It was an ugly home that was rented where she lived with her friends. I had an apartment that was available to the graduate students and faculty at UCSD--it was subsidized. She had a cat. I am deathly allergic to cats. So as the night progressed, I got sicker and also a chill because she didn't heat the house.  She was super sweet and gave me a sweatshirt from her college. I got to where I couldn't breathe. I bet she had rubbed the cat with it. I felt like she was competing with me and trying to make me look bad; in fact, her food was terrible. He broke up with me later that week; they both had worked together behind my back. To this day I say 'they deserve each other'. He broke up with me because his friends said 'I am too nice'.

Has anything like this happened to you?

Studies have shown that when girls fight, it is non-physical and actually MORE damaging because they destroy the victim's reputation. 

Where is the source of the anger and hostility towards one another?

It is from a belief in 'lack'--lack of suitable mates, lack of beauty, lack of friendship, lack of LOVE.

If mice are left in a cage with no food source, they will cannibalize.  They will eat each other.

Rats do it too. 

The way I see it, and this is my own interpretation--women have been cooped up on surface Gaia, a feminine planet, with the masculine energies so WIDELY OVERPOWERING the Divine Feminine for so long, that the women on the planet turned against each other.  

Just like the mice.

Except they attacked each other's souls, each other's psyches, and each other's reputations...

Some of the meanest people in the hospital have been the females. The cardiac surgeons are 'like men' and are exceedingly cruel in their words to the cute young anesthesiologist. I had one make me do critical care in the O.R. for three hours in the middle of the night after the case. At the beginning, she wouldn't let me line the patient because there was 'urgency'--although the lines would have helped me keep the patient safer under anesthesia. But on the bed, ready to go to the ICU at two in the morning, the surgeon wants 'lines'. So I a-line, I central line, I float the Swan. And I stayed as her prisoner until five a.m, titrating the drips until her patient 'stabilized'.  This patient was too sick for an ICU nurse, in her opinion. She wanted anesthesia to keep them alive.

I had to work the next day.

Yesterday I totally 'lost it'. I touched a nerve in my soul that made me see red and want to call the whole Ascension thing off and have the planet blow up. I thought someone was talking to my Ross and He wasn't telling me about it.

It's on the internet. I know who he is. You don't. And there was a lot of news.  How could he talk and not mention it to me? Besides, who is he, and who am I to love, if he acts like this? I am not one to 'control' him, but I very much would like a chance to explore being Twin Souls with one another...

The reason for my concern is that in the Higher Realms 'people cheat'.

The appreciation of beauty somehow combines with the We Are One in Joy energy to make kissing total strangers 'okay', even if you 'belong' to another, and nobody cares.

This is a big draw for 3D men and some of the women, but not me, with my long-distance Galactic relationship with my Twin Soul.

I called the Galactics on the carpet on this one. I said, 'as long as I am on Gaia, I don't have to buy in to Galactic culture, and this is IT! I draw the line HERE! Otherwise I abort everything we have all worked for. End of story--my free will wants to have everything blow up and turn to NOTHING in the Galactic Central Sun, including me. Otherwise the pain to witness my Twin Soul with another without my free will blessing it is too great for me to suffer.

I was told 'you slept with Ashtar. And a Sirian.'

They were right. I needed those few times before I knew Ross better to help me get 'on track' so I would be ready for him. At the time we were 'promised' but he was there and I was here, so Ross had given me the okay to meet someone on earth, Ito if I wanted or whoever, because he understood what it was like to be alone. He cared for my well-being and my happiness. Ashtar told me his 'wife' had given full consent before because of the important healing that was involved between us. So I was on the receiving end of that Galactic 'way'.

So I thought about it.

I found Ross and I talked to him about the pain. About how the Galactic misperception that 'all is Illusion' sort of doesn't 'appreciate' the depth of our suffering, particularly us women. I made it clear that I am too early in my own healing to even consider it, sharing him. All I want is a chance to heal my heart.

The Galactics were totally blindsided by my reaction.

Ross was so nice. He says that in the future, I will be with him, right next to him, in my little dress. 

I looked at the ground, and didn't look him in the eye.

He said, how about if we hold hands on camera, and everyone knows we are affectionate and we belong to each other too?

I looked up, and felt a little hope. I said, 'can there be footsie, too?'

He paused, smiled, and said yes, there can be footsie, too.

Our women have been under siege for so long--there are physical atrocities against women, particularly in times of war, there is financial tyranny against them, having once been chattel...and there is emotional turmoil they have for one another.

No one likes to talk about this.

But I am, here and now, in order for the deep and very blessed Healing to begin.

Not all women are unsupportive--in fact, everyone has their own circle of friends to support them in times when someone steals their husband, or anything else...

It's just that, it never should have come to this state at all.

Skunk is the totem for Reputation.

It is important in the overall plan, one's Reputation. After all, it is something that you can 'take with you'.

Funny how the stripes of skunk are dark and light, just like the Yin and Yang in the Tao.

Focus on that balance within your hearts today.

May the hearts and souls and reputations of everyone on Surface Gaia begin their healing right away.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The New Consciousness Of The Divine Feminine

I live in a masculine world.

I work in one that is even MORE masculine.

Last week, I got assigned to a thoracic room. 

Those cases are done by heart surgeons, at least where I am.

And those surgeons like to 'cut at eight'.

Well, on Fridays, our cases are booked to begin at eight. I don't show up until seven-thirty. And I forget that all heart surgeons, everywhere on the globe, like to 'cut at eight'. This is because they like to finish their cases by noon, eat lunch, and go to their clinic after their cases, or perhaps to another hospital for another case that is booked.

Heart surgeons are busy people.

I am a single mother who used to do hearts. I don't do them any more because of a personality conflict with someone who was dangerous and has since been let go from the system--a surgeon who has killed people, fortunately not mine, by not making sure without a doubt the cardioplegia was actually going IN the right place. (this isn't the point of my story).

My surgeon showed up early and berated me and my colleagues for 'being late', when in fact, I WASN'T.

My friend, a mom of twins, set things up and offered to do the arterial line.  She and the others reminded me of some surgeons who book cases for when they like to cut, not when they 'go in the room' like ninety percent of the rest of our surgeons. 

I was rattled.

I was really fighting my emotions.

Emotions rattled are not a good thing for anesthesia.

Luckily the case went well. And although the surgeon did his best to annoy me and distract me and rattle me and humiliate me, I stood strong. I also fought the urge to defend myself and to engage.

I made sure to let them see my face over the drapes and watch their work when I was caught up with my charting and orders in the computer.

Let me say this guy is NOT the one that booked the case, but he likes chest cases more, and the other guy let him do it. He was telling me how to do my job, literally. But I took it with a grain of salt, and accepted it as 'constructive criticism'.

Something weird happened as I was watching...I realized this is his crack!

Doing cases and having control and his schedule be on time is his crack that gives him pleasure and he can't deal with it if he doesn't have it RIGHT AWAY...

Well that re-started my consciousness!

Who am I to get in the way of him getting his crack? At least his crack helps patients!

(the next case had such an incredibly fast turnover--because of me--that the surgeon thanked my anesthesia tech. And I also got him to confess he has a love for Paris and all things French--when he said my last name out loud. I started speaking French and he was impressed. He did TWO cases by noon and was quite happy.)

Shhhhhh.

Right now my son is watching Captain Phillips on pay-per-view.

I can't stand it.

But 'action' is for most males, a form of 'crack'.  As he is embracing his masculinity, who am I to get in the way?

As a matter of fact, yesterday I made him attend Martial Arts (he wanted to skip), and he gave his best effort in a long time.

I also put him in a kayak and told him to enjoy his freedom, he was welcome to be near me on the paddle board, but where else can you enjoy doing exactly what you want to do as a kid?

My Divine Feminine is ENCOURAGING the Divine Masculine that is around me to explore, to be safe, and to do what Spirit is telling it to do...

This goes for my son, my surgeons, my coworkers, Ross, the Galactics, my fellow Lightworkers...even my pets.

You may not have known, but I have been tending to a snake injury I inadvertently caused in my son's pet, a six foot ball python named Cecil. He's three, and while I was helping him peel, it was like the skin of some on steroids when you remove tape--a top layer came off. I've been doing everything I looked up on the internet, and it's been working beautifully. Today, I soaked him and helped him shed his skin on his head. There was an eye cap that got stuck. And I had to remove it. You know, that snake trusted me the most he ever has, and let me take care of it?

Even snakes can learn when you are tending to their needs with your heart...

And for that?

In the Garden, as I sent Galactic Reiki, a new sign came in. This is the sixth one, and has a name, which means 'see the offspring' in Igbo (it's close). Igbo is the native language of southeast Nigeria, on the coast (these Galactic symbols are Sirian)--and it is Right Next To The Congo!!!

The meaning is to see the fruits of our labors, to resolve differences and problems peacefully, to work together to build a new future for us all.

I will teach the symbols of Galactic Reiki when the time is right for it. In the meantime, I will continue to sent them to you every day as Spirit suggests, in the free Reiki healing I send to all who read this blog (or have ever once read it), follow Doctors With Reiki on Facebook, and follow on Twitter (@usui2102).


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Jeep And The Couch: Tantric Awareness

My next-door neighbor Jeff lived next to us, this was when I was married to my ex. Jeff lived in a one-bedroom condo, that had a garage to our right that fit one car. Our home was bigger, and had a two-car garage.

Jeff was quiet.
He was also in love with his Jeep and his dog.
The two of them were always out in front of the garage, tending to the Jeep in one way or another, sometimes packing it, sometimes unpacking it, sometimes washing it…It had a plastic liner that would come off so the Jeep could have full sunshine and breeze in the summer.
It was the only vehicle Jeff had.

Jeff was divorced.
It had been painful.
He barely spoke, and would stutter when he would talk to you excitedly about his Jeep.
Otherwise, it was mumbles and short sentences.

Jeff had a girlfriend, another mom, who lived on a neighboring street.
She was smart, and accepted her 'competition'.
I watched her 'work it'. Jeff was a financial guy, and had lots of money.
They married, or rather, 'merged separate lives', around the time my husband and I split.

Jeff's Jeep represented FREEDOM to him: he could go anywhere, anytime he wanted, even off the road.

Freedom is the ultimate energy 'comfort' for the Masculine partner in any committed relationship.

His bride wisely kept Jeff's access to his FREEDOM open wide, in moving the relationship to one where I think he is better off now, and healing his wounds from his ex-wife. (he had custody battles, too, and clearly missed his son very much after the divorce that led to the purchase of Jeep. The two guys used to go camping together often to 'bond'. The woman neighbor came into the picture as the son got older and had other interests.)

This is not easy to share…

One of the peak of my 'irrational' behaviors was when I moved in to my home next to Jeff's. My ex and I got married in January, but I never moved in until March because my schedule was so tight.

My couch wouldn't fit up the stairs into the condominium. And I threw a FIT. I pushed it while the movers were navigating it, I wanted it to fit in my new life so much, and I wouldn't let go of it emotionally, that I made a hole in the wall with the couch that had to be patched up!
The movers looked at me with wide eyes and open mouths. I had no idea where that behavior came from at the time. Now I do…

My first couch was my paren't's Dutch Modern. It was uncomfortable and we had to be careful where heavier family members would sit when we were entertaining. It could break. Mom got a new couch, her dream couch that was expensive, when I was five and my sister was two. It was light grey with big blue flowers embroidered on the back. We lived in fear for spilling on that couch!

It was replaced when I was in the fifth grade with a brown fuzzy one. Even though the wood would hurt your head because there wasn't enough cushion on the arm to support it, I loved that couch and read every day on it after school.

My first couch as a married couple, with my first husband, my college sweetheart, was ugly braided brown, orange, and avocado green. This one was 'furnished' with the apartment, and sagged. We had to be careful when guests came over, and one or the other of us had to sit in the hole and hold ourselves 'up' to protect the guests from sinking in it. (Later he put plywood into it to 'fix' it so everyone could sit).

In medical school, students really need to live in a two bedroom apartment. One for the bed, the other for the office. There is so much to learn. But I couldn't afford it. I was in a one-bedroom in student housing. There was no space for a couch. I had a desk in the living room, a small farm table, and one chair and a tv in the dining area next to the kitchen. There was one balcony, one bathroom, and a washer and dryer. I lived on the second floor. When giving directions to friends, they had to count the speed bumps. Mine was at speed bump number three..LOL.

So intern year, with my first money, I went to Macy's, and bought the most comfortable couch in the store. I tested them by actually laying down on them! I didn't care what it looked like! I wanted a couch to support me and surround me in comfort. The one I bought looked like the picture. I had many 'adventures' on that couch, academic, and amorous, much to my delight. (I once dated three men simultaneously, not seriously, but my second husband was the best of the three.)

This couch was my path to SURRENDER. This is the ultimate energy 'comfort' for the Feminine partner in any committed relationship.

The Feminine partner is filled with energy, creative energy, emotional energy, and her duty is to feel it as it happens, all the way fully, down to every atom in her body, every emotion, every dream…

And it is the Masculine's Divine Role, much like the couch, to Support it and Contain it like the riverbed supports the flowing river. As the river SURRENDERS to the riverbed, the river experiences complete and total joy in Divine Partnership.

This is Tantra at its best: each helping the other experience The Divine.

Tantra is not limited to the bedroom--or even to sex--although it is a major form of expression between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine in all of us.

The French call it 'La Difference'--the difference between masculine and feminine is playful, intriguing mystery that is appreciated by all in their culture.

Reflect on your Divine Nature today. You will know if you are Masculine or Feminine in your heart. If Freedom is your Peace, you are Masculine nature. If Surrender is your Heaven, you are Feminine nature.

Enjoy your Energy 'signature' of the Divine in everything you do, beginning today!


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc