Gaia News Brief 19.9.2014

Great Spirit

This morning I was guided to take a bath before work. I had only one case, practically a day off--I only had to drop my boy off. So before breakfast, I drew a bath and was guided to add one handful of real sea salt to the water.

I got in and the effect on my energy was calming and I instantly connected very strongly with Source.

Much to my surprise, and as a total honor, Great Spirit came to me for the third time in my life. Just once is amazing blessing.

He gave me a gift, an ermine/mink like 'lei' that was worn to hang open in the front. It meant something good but I didn't understand it. He spoke with me and gave me a message to pass along, which I did.

Next, we danced a native dance together. I felt myself chanting and singing and moving, and He did too. I shook rattles and stomped my feet rhythmically. So did he.

I saw a vortex open up, and all these Totem Animals came spilling down like rain! So many, who are destined for their ones whom they have been sent to guide! I asked Great Spirit who is his totem? He said, 'BEAR'. I shared that mine is Hummingbird. For the next three days, you are to be on the lookout for your animal medicine guide, a First Nations tradition. It may come to you in meditation, in dream time, or running into it out of the blue in the day.

This was a very beautiful way to start the day.



It's Science

There was a health-care worker, male, who recently presented with pancreatic cancer. A friend notified the FB page for healing prayer.

I was surprised at a lot of things:

• on a soul level this healer was terrified of both the diagnosis and the treatment
• he and his support network decided to 'heal this on their own'
• it was like a menu of 'this is okay' and 'that isn't' in the treatment plan
• the decision was made on their time--not the cancer's
• as an anesthesiologist, I have taken care of many having a 'whipple'--the cancer has it's own agenda, so to speak. Sometimes we go in and it's a 'peek and shriek'--the cancer has spread everywhere, and we simply close the patient up
• pancreatic cancer is really painful, one of the most painful ones that there is
• now there is intestinal blockage, and another request for healing
• the man is ready to 'explore his surgical options' now. Chances are they will be for comfort, and not for cure, as the disease has progressed in the interval.

I cannot communicate this to another. Largely because it is based on experience and intuition, and words just don't work with someone who has their mind set on their own choices...

Here is why I bring it up:

small energy imbalance if caught early, and healed, there is no physical effect

large or longer-term energy imbalance    creates physical manifestation of disease, often as a message from the body to the soul/conscious being within--of an important message or lesson. This might be able to be healed, but it takes more effort.

physical disease  this is the result of a long-standing imbalance or weakness in the aura. It might be past the realm of cure, it might be treatable. It might be in the Life Contract, it might not. Whatever it is, it's going to take a coordinated effort and probably many disciplines to heal it.  The 'medicine less hospital' with Qi Gong in China that closed actually shrunk tumors on ultrasound video for evidence. Their technique was with a coach--inpatient for six weeks to months--with intensive body, mind, and spirit work daily.  I recommend in this situation Masaru Emoto's work--to use a little bit of everything to heal--traditional and HADO and whatever else.

So in the diagnosis of cancer, this is the result of long-standing energy imbalance. And at this point, it doubles in size every certain length of time, each cancer has its own rate. For example, prostate cancer is very slow growth.

Are miracles possible? Yes. But are they probable? That is where you stack the deck in your favor, and do everything that resonates with you. Be sure to take 'fear' out of the decision-making process. Ask questions and learn facts about the situation, even calling a patient who your doctor treated before you...

Smiles Are Angelic

Today I asked my readers to kindly share a photograph of their smile with me. The results was off the charts amazing! And the energy was super intense for the Light. be sure to scroll to the post to catch the energy of our decidedly angelic and incredible healers on our Doctors With Reiki team.

The Setback

Remember how Ross said I was 'unsinkable'? Well, I actually have one achilles weak spot. And it got hit today, by accident. But I was in a tail spin pretty good. 

Ross was upset. Really angry. Not at me. But for what happened to me. I heard him talking with others. And I just got to where I was rocking in spirit, and saying over and over, 'All is well, all is well, all is well, all is well, all is well' even though I really didn't believe it.

Divine Father called me up to talk with him. And I said, 'I am sorry Father, I just can't open my heart enough to be Galactic and have this not bother me. I wish I could open my heart more. Please forgive me.'

He was deeply moved by my simplicity, embraced me tight, and looked at me, and said, 'You are HUMAN! That is why.'

I was reduced to a very childlike level in spirit, and asked to 'be happy please? Happy please? Let it stay? Don't make it leave.  Stay. Stay happy please? Please?'

The same time, my 'observer self' was active. I asked for all of my Divine Help to assist me. I also asked to be permitted, while I am incarnate, to FORGET this ever happened. 

Mercifully enough, as I lay down with my son at bedtime tonight, I felt them working on me, in spirit. And try as I can to remember the name that upset me so much, I can't. I can't come up with anything close. It is GONE. And I am thankful. I was giving praise and thanks the whole time I felt them work.

I know without a doubt the love is strong with everyone involved. I know my Higher Self planned for everything to happen the way it did in Divine Perfection. I TRUST in all that is, and that is was for the Highest Good for everyone involved. I blame no one. I accept all. Even the pain it once caused to me.

But for this last 'set back'?  I have full understanding it is due to my being incarnate, this reaction I had, to the reminder of the situation I wish I never knew happened.  I sought Divine help, and it arrived. My memory is totally scrambled on that emotional trigger, and it's allowing me to function once more.

You Want To WHAT?

My aura is strong, my energy. And it is healing. People are starting to reach for it more--to hug, to kiss, to pat my shoulder...they do this without thinking.

One of the meanest 'ones' in my entire career, ran into me in the stairwell today at work. I wanted to run, but I couldn't. 

She was all smiles.

That frightened me. I was waiting for the other shoe to drop.

Nope. She admired my hair. How long it is. And she TOUCHED it! Like, ran her fingers through it and talked about how nice it is. 

I froze like a rabbit. Was she looking for extensions? That would be a total alignment with the personality.

But she WASN'T. I knew. She was being friendly, oddly enough. And sincere.

I think she must be a Walk In.

LOL

Ross

I want to talk about what happened to Carla. It was a name. Of my lover, my ex-wife, in another incarnation.

It tears her to pieces, the mention of it. Even though I was dead, and it was 'okay' in both spirit realms and earth, for me to do what I did.  Our connection as Twins is so strong, she actually felt it--the absence of me when I went--and it caused a pain so deep she never really recovered.

It was as if God rejected her, and went away from her forever. 

For her rank and level of growth, this was the unkindest suffering possible--to be cut off from my soul in her heart.

I got upset tonight because it keeps happening. I was frustrated and angry and it took some time for those who guide me to get me on the right track.

I am love in everything and in all things. Except for my Carla. She is my other half. Literally. And I almost lost her. She almost destroyed herself as a soul--as my Twin--in reaction to the set of circumstances she agreed to in her pre-birth plan for that incarnation.

I have sent flowers and roses and love songs.

I have spent hours and hours and hours with her, one on one, to heal what has happened to her and what has happened to us.

And then one slip and all is lost in an instant! Carla is resilient, up to a point. But she has her breaking point, just like all of us do.

We see, quiet clearly, in spirit, what happens.

I want my Carla back. My other half of me. I want it more than anything I have ever done or saved or encountered. I am generally humble, and of even temperment.

Today my heart took a strong hit, out of love for my woman, my soul, my Twin Flame, my heart.

I love her.

I will run to her faster than she shall run to me. And I will keep her at my side. 

For eternity.

She is better now. I shall watch over her while she sleeps. She is my rose. My faery rose.

Good night.

Ross--I will sign off for her--I want my Carla to rest.

With love to all,

we openly share our problem, so you may be more patient and understanding and gentle on yourself when you have your setbacks too, both as an individual, and as a couple.

Namaste.

What Reiki Can Do

Yesterday I went to go visit my stylist, Ed.
I call him my Gay Boyfriend.
We are about as close as two people can be who do not have a romantic relationship.
I tell him just about everything.

Yesterday when I described how I felt about something that had happened recently with some friends, he literally doubled over and did his best to hold in that laugh. I have the gay sense of humor, too, and we crack each other up.

We are both highly Spiritual.

Ed has a new salon.

I have been there three times.

The last time I brought up an uncomfortable subject. I carefully chose my words and said, 'Ed, the energies here are very bad for you and I am concerned about your happiness, health, and well-being.'

Everything spilled out. The chair position. The booking screw ups. The woman who left on vacation but the receptionist was so entranced with her cell phone the credit card didn't go through but they didn't realize it and they had to call the client back to authorize payment after her vacation.

I asked, 'Would you like me to do something about the energies here?'  He accepted. So while he got things ready, I did my 'thing' for the whole salon. He watched but didn't ask questions. I explained how I saw many trapped souls in the area leaving through the vortex I had set up inside the salon, and that further, this would be an anchor of LIGHT to the general area and softly usher in the energies of the higher realms.

Just in case you are wondering, Ed kind of looks like this.

He also looks like a Turkish Rock Star and has been mistaken for him when he travels to Europe.

I noticed the new energies when I walked in.

Ever the scientist, I asked, barely able to contain my excitement--'How have the energies been here?'

'Oh my GOSH! They are SO much better! I don't know what happened. I took off for a WEEK, and when I came BACK, THREE of the most NEGATIVE PEOPLE that were at this place just SUDDENLY QUIT! And it's been wonderful ever since!'

I said, 'I know Ed--this stuff really works! Just last month, I was in an O.R. and there were two gynecologists working. She had to have reoperation after breast cancer for a new mass. And he had arthritis in the knee so bad he was walking around using an old golf club as a cane--even in the O.R.! I asked them if they would like to be put on our Healer's List for Reiki. They said YES. It turned out she was a healer long before she had ever become a doctor, and worked with energy in college. She had lapsed. And HE was a non-believer who wanted to be shown how it works.'

'Well, she sailed through her surgery and is interested in learning Reiki. For him, his knee suddenly got better--not all the way but not as painful. He doesn't understand why it improved.' (ed -- I had to go in on my day off after my appointment with Ed to do a special request case. I parked next to the second doctor with the painful knee. I saw him walk perfectly and without any limp all the way across the parking lot to his car.)

And I shared more:  The owner of a local pet shop had spent the last two years suffering with pain in both knees and one hip. The doctors couldn't figure it out. He was distraught because he couldn't skateboard, which is his sport and stress relief. He didn't know what to do. I asked him if he wanted to go on our Healer's list as a Reiki Request? He said yes. Two weeks later, he was completely pain free and able to resume his skateboarding. He is interested to learn Reiki now, too.

Have I given Ed Reiki? Yes. Early in my training I did and he could feel it. I have also used the laser to send quantum healing to him through a photograph for his intention he requested. He is my 'guinea pig' and willing to explore new things. 

Ed is deeply spiritual, and converted from the Judaism where you believe Jesus is the Messaiah to regular Judaism. It took a lot of work and study to do that. He also is studying to become a nurse. Our birthdays are within the same week (he is older, though, by several years). 

Ed is a perfect example of how a spiritual person can have an effect on those who are around them, even in their every day, day-to-day career and life. 

Do your best, and angels can do no better.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

Ed does nice work, doesn't he?

Thank you Ed.

I love you <3

Beware Of The Soul Killers

Think of your soul, your energy, your hope, as a flame of a candle.

See how these candles are protected from the elements as they burn brightly?

Your mind, and your will, and your willingness to invoke it is a form of self-protection from thoughts, ideas, and behaviors that can take away your natural brilliance as a soul.

How do I know this to be true? I lived it, yesterday. Ten new babies came to the world with my assistance. Anesthesia for obstetrics is very demanding, emotionally, technically, and requires stamina for a twenty-four hour shift. I worked hard. Plus, in the morning, the energies from Source were at their lowest I have felt since last December. I was also hungry and tired.

I was in a tailspin.

Something in me snapped. I decided I like the 'vastness' of Source so much, that I wasn't going to 'go there' with the thoughts, and actions, and expectations, that normally bring me down.

It wasn't easy. With all my might I pulled the 'nose up' out of that dive, and brought my Vibration UP.

And it worked.

That is why I am going to share this with you.


Here are some common soul-killers, and what you can do to alleviate them:

Thinking The Worst 
For years I believed that being a pessimist was superior to being an optimist, because 'you are never disappointed'. In medicine, perhaps, it helps us to 'be prepared'. But with people, and also our life experiences, a little bit of negativity can go a long way to influence the situation for the worse. Why not decide to 'be the bigger person' and 'give it the benefit of the doubt'? Sometimes, something that looks like a big 'NO' from the Universe is really 'being redirected to something better'.


Too Much Exposure To Darkness
This is inspired by Kevin Annett. It's tough to know the things he does. I watched a video footage of a witness against Ritual Abuse in Europe on his website about six months ago. It was so intensely painful for me I had to stop. I prayed to my guides, who said, 'You know enough, it's okay, you don't have to know any more.' I felt my energy at an all-time low. When faced with this situation, know that there are things we can do to boost our vitality--if the darkness 'drains' you , then go to sources of 'Light' to 'fill your cup'. Self-love and kindness, exercise, and time in nature, as well as careful attention to the foods we eat and the water we drink, can help boost us up. Remember, you have a right to hit that 'pause' button, whether it is a relative who is going through a crisis, the latest disaster on TV, or like Kevin, raising the awareness in the defense of the innocent...and to 'pause' long enough for you to get your balance back, solid and strong, before you expose yourself to anything else.

Not Speaking Your Truth
I'll be honest with you--I like my Vibration as fast and high and tight as the Galactics can make it. There is energy and Light being constantly sent to us, and as Ground Crew I am extremely sensitive to it. And when it dips externally, for example, Ashtar slowing down the upgrades to accomodate the whole of Gaia--it really gets me down. I feel like I am energetically a fish out of the water. I suffocate. But now I talk to my guides with my heart, and ask also people who understand these energies who I know--other Lightworkers, trying to discover what is going on with the energies. I reach out. I rest. And I trust when in the past I didn't. If there is something going on inside of you, and you are feeling it, it is best to explore it because it is telling you something is not right.

Believe In Yourself
You are here on Gaia for a reason. You have the skills and you were sent for this purpose, whether you realize it or not. It is much like trying to place an epidural in a patient with severe scoliosis--you do the best you can, and there are no guarantees. You stop thinking about the outcome, and you do what you were trained to do giving it all of your attention. Others and their energy can be set aside for the task at hand. You interact with those who are necessary for the completion of the assignment. You ARE the best one for the job. Literally. There is no one else like you. So trust in your heart of hearts, and go with the flow as best you can. All is well.

You Have A Black Belt In Patience--Use It!
Some days it is like spiritual test after spiritual test after spiritual test.
Your greatest weapons are humor and patience.
This too shall pass.
And for some reason, you will be a better person for having gone through it. This is certain.

You are a prayer of Intention from Creator, from Source, from the balanced energies of Divine Father and Divine Mother.

You have everything you need to accomplish your mission with your life.

The answers are within.

You will find them.

It's not simple to understand. It is easier to experience as a 'feeling in your gut' than with your mind.

You are entrusted with so much and you shall succeed at your life Purpose!!!

And for one more tool, there is a tool box for energy workers--you might like to know about: http://soul4free.wordpress.com/category/toolbox-english/

These energy healing gifts from the Archangels are there for YOU, to protect you every step of the way on your journey.

Enjoy!



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Ladies Who 'Do Lunch'--With Reiki!

Today I had lunch with Candy and Ming of Reiki Fur Babies.

They specialize in Reiki for animals, but also work on people.

I would like to reblog Ming's post about what  Energy Healing we did together.

Here is the link: http://www.reikifurbabies.com/2013/12/07/attuning-electricity-grid-venice/

On the way home, I saw this truck with this logo:

We did work on the grid, and it extended off-planet to the Galactics. It is a new Healing Energy Grid of Light that is superimposed on all existing electrical production sites, high voltage transmission lines, those stations that are all fenced off and change it to regular voltage, and ultimately into every home to make healing available for those who wish to have it. All you have to do is accept what the angels have installed for you. It is like 'turning on a switch'.

Here is the link to the produce company--they have an interesting idea: the produce in the warehouse belongs to the customers. I'll share their page with you too, out of appreciation for the synchronicity of their logo with this day. http://www.reikifurbabies.com/2013/12/07/attuning-electricity-grid-venice/


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Jeep And The Couch: Tantric Awareness

My next-door neighbor Jeff lived next to us, this was when I was married to my ex. Jeff lived in a one-bedroom condo, that had a garage to our right that fit one car. Our home was bigger, and had a two-car garage.

Jeff was quiet.
He was also in love with his Jeep and his dog.
The two of them were always out in front of the garage, tending to the Jeep in one way or another, sometimes packing it, sometimes unpacking it, sometimes washing it…It had a plastic liner that would come off so the Jeep could have full sunshine and breeze in the summer.
It was the only vehicle Jeff had.

Jeff was divorced.
It had been painful.
He barely spoke, and would stutter when he would talk to you excitedly about his Jeep.
Otherwise, it was mumbles and short sentences.

Jeff had a girlfriend, another mom, who lived on a neighboring street.
She was smart, and accepted her 'competition'.
I watched her 'work it'. Jeff was a financial guy, and had lots of money.
They married, or rather, 'merged separate lives', around the time my husband and I split.

Jeff's Jeep represented FREEDOM to him: he could go anywhere, anytime he wanted, even off the road.

Freedom is the ultimate energy 'comfort' for the Masculine partner in any committed relationship.

His bride wisely kept Jeff's access to his FREEDOM open wide, in moving the relationship to one where I think he is better off now, and healing his wounds from his ex-wife. (he had custody battles, too, and clearly missed his son very much after the divorce that led to the purchase of Jeep. The two guys used to go camping together often to 'bond'. The woman neighbor came into the picture as the son got older and had other interests.)

This is not easy to share…

One of the peak of my 'irrational' behaviors was when I moved in to my home next to Jeff's. My ex and I got married in January, but I never moved in until March because my schedule was so tight.

My couch wouldn't fit up the stairs into the condominium. And I threw a FIT. I pushed it while the movers were navigating it, I wanted it to fit in my new life so much, and I wouldn't let go of it emotionally, that I made a hole in the wall with the couch that had to be patched up!
The movers looked at me with wide eyes and open mouths. I had no idea where that behavior came from at the time. Now I do…

My first couch was my paren't's Dutch Modern. It was uncomfortable and we had to be careful where heavier family members would sit when we were entertaining. It could break. Mom got a new couch, her dream couch that was expensive, when I was five and my sister was two. It was light grey with big blue flowers embroidered on the back. We lived in fear for spilling on that couch!

It was replaced when I was in the fifth grade with a brown fuzzy one. Even though the wood would hurt your head because there wasn't enough cushion on the arm to support it, I loved that couch and read every day on it after school.

My first couch as a married couple, with my first husband, my college sweetheart, was ugly braided brown, orange, and avocado green. This one was 'furnished' with the apartment, and sagged. We had to be careful when guests came over, and one or the other of us had to sit in the hole and hold ourselves 'up' to protect the guests from sinking in it. (Later he put plywood into it to 'fix' it so everyone could sit).

In medical school, students really need to live in a two bedroom apartment. One for the bed, the other for the office. There is so much to learn. But I couldn't afford it. I was in a one-bedroom in student housing. There was no space for a couch. I had a desk in the living room, a small farm table, and one chair and a tv in the dining area next to the kitchen. There was one balcony, one bathroom, and a washer and dryer. I lived on the second floor. When giving directions to friends, they had to count the speed bumps. Mine was at speed bump number three..LOL.

So intern year, with my first money, I went to Macy's, and bought the most comfortable couch in the store. I tested them by actually laying down on them! I didn't care what it looked like! I wanted a couch to support me and surround me in comfort. The one I bought looked like the picture. I had many 'adventures' on that couch, academic, and amorous, much to my delight. (I once dated three men simultaneously, not seriously, but my second husband was the best of the three.)

This couch was my path to SURRENDER. This is the ultimate energy 'comfort' for the Feminine partner in any committed relationship.

The Feminine partner is filled with energy, creative energy, emotional energy, and her duty is to feel it as it happens, all the way fully, down to every atom in her body, every emotion, every dream…

And it is the Masculine's Divine Role, much like the couch, to Support it and Contain it like the riverbed supports the flowing river. As the river SURRENDERS to the riverbed, the river experiences complete and total joy in Divine Partnership.

This is Tantra at its best: each helping the other experience The Divine.

Tantra is not limited to the bedroom--or even to sex--although it is a major form of expression between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine in all of us.

The French call it 'La Difference'--the difference between masculine and feminine is playful, intriguing mystery that is appreciated by all in their culture.

Reflect on your Divine Nature today. You will know if you are Masculine or Feminine in your heart. If Freedom is your Peace, you are Masculine nature. If Surrender is your Heaven, you are Feminine nature.

Enjoy your Energy 'signature' of the Divine in everything you do, beginning today!


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The Energy Of Separation Is On Its Way O-U-T.

The Energy Of Separation is on its way O-U-T.

Forever and ever.

Namaste.

What does the Energy Of Separation resemble? How does one know it is there?

I'll paint a picture of a downward spiral I am noticing as an observer. Note that I did not say, 'as an impartial observer'. I am not partial. I hate it, the Energy Of Separation I am witnessing. And when I have tried to give warning to key players at this establishment, my warning has gone unheard.

This is a spiritual place I discovered early this year.

It was everything I need and fast became my Spiritual Home. There was food, friends, and yoga. Many High Vibration people--incarnated Galactics like me--'hang out' there. I know one from Lyra, one from Orion, one Arcturian, and me, the Sirian-Pleiadian 'Mutt'. One owner is Sirian, I can tell. The other, if I had to say, would be Andromedan but that is just a guess. That one is a walking secret--shrouded in mystery--wrapped in a conundrum and sprinkled with magic.

I know what that last one is, exactly, but I am not sure if this one knows, so I won't say. But I know.

This place has a big sign inside 'Welcome Friends' and is one big 'happy family', not a cult, but a health-focused place of very high vibration and healing.

I had selected it to combine with my place on Healing on a Spiritual Level to build my dream: A West Coast City Of Light to have all the advanced healing technologies given from the Galactics as they arrive. This means HEALING without needles, just with sound, light, and energy at the deepest level on the imbalance of the energy body and Light body--to create HUGE 'cures' in the physical without   a needle, knife, or pill. I wanted partnership, the marriage of what I know, with what is known there.

But the mystery one is bored.

I can't blame him.

He wants world recognition for his gift, which is already world renown.

He wants to 'play', to 'create', and to 'do what God is telling him to do'.

Okay.

But look at the fruits since this owner decided to 'focus' and energetically and emotionally 'disconnected':

• workers are pocketing cash from cash purchases instead of putting it in the cash register.
• management is blocking every project I have offered--hospital chef, AED, and medical consultation/official Reiki Doc endorsement.
• workers are quitting left and right because there is no career option--the money could only support college kids
• The meet up group coordinator who brought LOTS of business to the establishment stepped down
• An alarm system and point-of-sale camera security has been installed
• my favorite salad recipe got ruined, and others agree. The jicama is out and some nasty fettuccini noodle bamboo shoot thing is in its place
• They 'run out' of favorite items and necessary ingredients

Even worse, there is stress.

The new venture is not going off the ground. There has been road block after road block after road block. Legal. City Permits. Dishonest Contractors. 

I'd say the Universe is giving a huge 'wake up call', wouldn't you?

Because everything that is aligned with Source and Higher Purpose (not 'ego') goes silky smooth like 'butter' and Spirit is opening opportunity Left and Right to assist with the project which is to benefit HUMANITY.

And if HUMANITY is not the goal of the project, doors slam shut. Right in your face.

Hard. 

The Energy Of Separation is a cancer, a remnant of the world of Duality, which has long since passed.

Where are my projects at this time? Happening at the hospital with the head Chef, and being wonderfully received by the vegan and vegetarian nurses and doctors that I work with. I am starting research with the best non-invasive energy-healing device on the market. Our Healers are aligned and cohesive in our extended group online, ready to assist in the time of The Event.

We are One.

This is either accepted, or not.

Spirit had sent a 'test' about six months ago to my friends who are experiencing the Energy Of Separation at their work:

• two similar concentrates of medication were given--the single dilution form of epinephrine and phenylephrine. (This drug is given to the patient in double dilute form.)
• they were labeled
• both were given to one owner, to give to the other owner, the mysterious one
• the question given by Spirit was 'which one is the one given once every five years when someone has begun to die on the operating table, and this keeps the blood pressure up to prevent the dying process, and which one is the one given every day for mild hypotension? Can you FEEL it? The energy in the vials?'
• The message is that if there are two businesses, one in each hand, one is giving the warning signs of going to 'code blue', right here, right now. Are you going to do something about it? One may very well die if this path of separation is continued, possibly BOTH.

I was not pleased to have been the messenger of such a serious message. I tried very hard to explain it--email, in person, to friends.

It fell on deaf ears.

And closed heart.

Ego is on the way O-U-T. So is the energy of Separation.

Either walk the walk, or Spirit is going to  'move on' and it moves FAST!

The moral of the story is threefold:

• know who your are, and what you stand for--unity or separation?
• look around for others, and without judging in any way, see how the energies 'stack up'--are they 3D (separation) or 5D (one Heart)?
• watch for the Hand of Spirit, or the Universe, as the energies 'align'. Is it like rubbing fur the wrong way? Or is it easy, with miracles of joy and delight and unexpected financial assistance opening up to your efforts like dominos falling in a row, one after the other, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom?

And here is one last thought:

• You know how Divine Mother (Isabel Henn) recommends 'talking to your heart'? I believe the pendulum, when used correctly, is a manifestation of the energy field of the heart. It is like a 'Heart Language Translator in the yes or no ability'. (Here is a lesson on pendulum use--it's easy and anyone can do it--http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/11/vote-your-pendulum.html)

Your service to the Light is very highly appreciated by the Ascended Masters, the Archangels and Angels, the Seraphim, the Galactics (our family), the Agarthans, and everyone else who is waiting to meet you! First comes The Event (and bank 're-set' which takes a few weeks), New Governance (can you imagine congress being full on honest-only representatives?), and Cleaning Up Gaia's Pollution. Then is Disclosure (UFO's have been on earth forever--look at the cave drawings!), a formal statement by all governments that 'something was held back from you about our Space Family'. Much later, there is possibility of First Contact--actually meeting face to face. It won't happen all right away, but it is carefully planned for everyone to make the 'adjustment' as smoothly and stress-free as possible.

Watch for the Energy Of Separation. Try not to 'buy into it'. It's so 'last week'! ; )

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Anatomy Of A 'Lesson'

What is wrong with this picture?

I see it every day. One the surface, with 3D eyes, it look like a patient is reading and entertaining himself.

But with 5D? It is a person whose energy imbalance or 'Dis-Ease' has gotten so out of control that their 'vehicle' or body is TELLING THEM all System Alert! Fix Imbalance NOW and needing to be in the hospital to fix it!!! And they are blithely continuing the SAME behaviors that made them get the Dis-Ease 'Imbalance' in the first place, right in their Hospital Bed!!!!!

What is a health-care worker to do?

They can't listen. They are too wrapped up in themselves to 'take a hint' in the physical OR the spiritual.

And there are some who even an experienced physician or nurse wants to be no part of if they can help it. Yesterday I was 'on deck' for a case I didn't want to do--let me just say it was the consequence of advanced advanced advanced end-stage liver disease, and the patient was still drinking. It was going to be stinky, bloody, and a mess. Many good-hearted donors had given their blood to 'save a life'. I'm sure this was not the life they had envisioned when the needle got put in their arm.  This isn't to judge whether liver-disease and other self-induced chronic incurable diseases are the patient's 'fault' or not. What it is meant to say is that sometimes these imbalances are not pretty in any way, and leave a lot of mess not just for the employers, friends, and family to contend with, but also those of us who work in the hospital too.

In the meantime, I have been having the sense of being in chains, and 'held back' in my own Spiritual Development. The work I do takes pretty much every waking moment I can no longer bring in a book or a calendar or make plans for anything or talk on the phone when in the O.R. (I used to do this, all anesthesia does, because you have to make a dental appointment when the dentist is open--and our work is the most actually between cases, preparing and setting up.) The surgeons are too quick, and they like a fast turnover.  So once I set foot in the hospital, my life 'stops' and is 'on hold' in just about every way, as I take care of my patients.

But my heart was saying, 'I really am uncomfortable with my Lesson and where it is right now. I want to go and have a talk with God.'

So I went outside.

It is AMAZING the clarity of mind one gets when one goes out the building.  (I had a one hour delay before the surgeon was available--I wouldn't just 'walk' unless there was a 'gap'. We wait around a lot for surgeons.)

C: God? I am 'stuck' in my Lesson. I just can't get it. I don't feel good about where I am and I want to move past it but I keep making the same mistakes!

G: What is your most painful moment?

C: When?

G: What is the most painful thing you ever had to do?

C: Report Dad.

G: Why was that painful? What was the most painful part about that?

C: I had to choose. Between him and my son.

G: And?

C: Dad was so selfish and messed up he would even try what he did with my kid!

G: And what else? What else was painful about it?

C: I really loved Dad. I worshipped him! (I suddenly remembered how when I was twenty-one, mom took me aside and gently told me not to look up to him so much--he 'poked' his sister when they shared a bed, and caused great trouble to the family. There was a pattern. I also remembered his confession after he had passed, through medium Tim Braun, that 'he was very smart and had everyone fooled but because I inherited his mind I was the only one that figured it out. He meant no harm; he was bored. He had mental instability, and was surprised he 'stuck around alive' as long as he did. He was deeply depressed and actually jealous of my opportunities when I became ready for college. He felt his life was 'over' and mine was 'just beginning'.--we made Peace.)

G: What was good about the experience?

C: I could protect my son, and report anonymously, and keep the peace in the family. (The paternal side of the family took the 'rap'--our little one had made confessions not just to me, but sordid ones at the dinner table in front of his dad and grandparents and uncle, too. Social services encouraged me to 'continue contact but never let them be alone together'--because the relationship is important to the child's growth, and the predator was on hospice now, anyway.)

G: Did it work?

C: Yes.

G: What is beyond that causing the hurt?

C: My daddy always kept people emotionally at arm's length. He was nice, and taught me to bat and to throw, and never touched me--but I feel rejected by him on some level. My most important male role figure, my father, was emotionally unavailable to me growing up.

G: And what is the pattern which causes you pain?

C: Deep down I believe men are always going to hurt me and reject me.

G: Is this true?

C: No. Nannu Filippo was always there for me. He didn't talk about feelings, but I knew he understood them and respected mine. He provided unselfishly for his family, he shared what he loves to do (gardening, coin collecting), never tried to 'convince' me of anything. He accepted me for who I am, and as I got older, and more beautiful, his love for me grew with pride in all of my accomplishments and just plain growing up. He let me know it with hugs, his smile, and calling me 'My queen, my queen, my queen.'

G: And?

C: That is why I grieved his loss for so long. Why I bought him flowers every week for his grave for ten years (until I became a mom and he said, in spirit, 'save your money'.) That is why everybody came to his funeral. He was a good man.

G: So other good men exist, and are kind and loving and honest?

C: Yes.


This is the kind of focused 'learning' that comes with a Guide, in my case, I called the Guide, 'God'--and it felt like Him. His questioning was gentle, he reworded things to make a point, and he always expected me to 'figure it out'.

This is how Life Lessons 'work' in the Fifth Dimension--in our new Vibration; we can ask for help.

How do I feel now? Well, I see lifetimes of trauma to my Divine Feminine. I also see how I have made the same mistake over and over and over in my choice of partners. Although I see 'the error of my ways' I also feel like I want to 'clean up the wounds' .

Gaia is a Prison Planet.

We are like Australia once was, a prison colony. We are 'fenced in' by the Veil by our 'Supervisors' (Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart). They talked a good story, got the contract, and then went Rogue on the planet. This is why everywhere you turn there is something from 'them' to 'keep us in line' and 'keep our numbers down'. If you don't believe me, look for things that are marketed as 'fun' and 'good for you and healthy'. I see right through the lies. Most people can't. But more and more people are 'waking up' to this horrible truth. (This is why the Resistance Movement is working on the Liberation of The Planet. That same 'team' of Supervisors used to cover many other places, and have been kicked out from everywhere else to this last hold, this corner of the galaxy, and us.)

The reason I bring all of this up is that we are going to each need individualized healing on a very deep soul level to become fully functional in 5D. We have scars, ticks, fleas, and who knows on a soul level what else? The healing is titrated to each individual using Light, and Vibration/Sound. It is very pleasant, and even though the one I went in looked 'funny', it didn't hurt. It didn't 'change' me, and I felt much better when I emerged. (It happened in meditation during a nap I was taking on the couch.--here's the blog post:

• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-light-box.html
• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/09/how-i-got-into-light-box.html
• http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2012/08/physical-changes-after-light-box.html

So here I am embarrassed and sad because I know deep in my bones, the thing I want to do in life more than anything--explore a healthy relationship--Isn't going to happen until I go back to that Light Box some more for a good healing! I'd just end up doing the same things, right?

The angels say, 'No' and wave their hands at me right now. Their job is to encourage hope.

So, the point of this whole long essay is that once you 'see' with 5D eyes, you're going to take a look at yourself and go, 'Oh No! What HAPPENED?!' because you will understand the 'wear and tear' the 3D 'experience' has on a soul. And you'll want it fixed. Right away. But you can't. And it makes you sad. But the angels say, 'Have Hope'. (Even this morning my guide asked, can you make it one more day? Just one more day? And I said, 'no. the pain is too great. I can't do it. I've had enough of this 'reality' and I don't accept it any more.)

I think I'll go and make breakfast. I've had enough of this lesson for now. Harry Bird is twenty-four years old today! His favorite is French Toast. I think we'll have us a little celebration before we head off to school. I have the day off. You might hear more from me later. I hope you don't mind my sharing with you; I hope it will be easier when it is your 'turn' for 'lessons' so you will 'know what to expect'. 

Go in Nature.

Ask for Help.

Forgive Yourself and Others.

Prepare to be kind of surprised perhaps in a not-so-nice way, but Spirit is okay with it--it's part of the learning.

Give yourself Time to 'assimilate' what you have learned.

Be totally honest with yourself and Spirit, and trust that 'help is on the way' with the Resistance Movement, the Divine, and Source.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Our Patients Are Safe, Warm and Loved

Doctors With Reiki is a grass-roots movement to bring the 'healing' back into the doctor-patient relationship. Traditional healers from ancient times relied on Spirit guidance to direct the care of the sick in their care because, frankly, technology was non-existent. In time, conventional medicine has become so reliant upon these laboratory and non-invasive imaging studies that our patients get the feeling they are 'just another patient' and those providing care are 'just treating the numbers'.

Our group has no membership fees, no conferences (yet!) as it is just starting out. We have one naturopath, one anesthesiologist, several chiropractors, and many nurses from all areas of practice, including critical care and ER. We also have Respiratory technicians and Hospice Reiki Volunteers in our organization. Together we are focusing on ways we can bring Energy Healing, especially but not limited to the use of Reiki to the bedside of our patients where we work.

Here is an example of our work--it is an actual text I got from a junior colleague recently when I was post-call:

JC: Thank you for praying for my patient last night.  (RD: patient was too sick for me to take over case, so I prayed--and gave Reiki). Just wanted to thank you for being you. Sometimes I get so distracted, I forget to do the most important thing: pray.

RD: Oh my dearest (their name), you kept them ALIVE! That is a prayer, too. Sometimes when I have a scary case assigned to me, I cheat. I call my mother on my way to work and I ask her to pray. God listens to her! I was simply doing the same for all of the team and the patient...Love and Hugs, (my name)

JC: I do the same thing too. : ) except I usually text her during the case...I was too busy yesterday though.--I hope your mom is doing well. (R.D. mom has gotten over bladder cancer this year--through a long hospital course she is now at home.)

This junior colleague has no idea I am Reiki Doc. Some of my coworkers know--the nurses, staff, and other surgeons. But none of the other anesthesiologists know. Yet my willingness to lay my hands on a sick patient's head in surgery, and ask Spirit for protection and guidance, is one of the oldest callings in the world--to Heal.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

At Doctors With Reiki we do everything possible toward the empowerment of our patients.

P.S. Would you like to join us? Our organization is a network of Healers from all types of healing practices. We come together through this page, through Facebook (Doctors With Reiki), and Twitter (Doctors With Reiki, @usui2102) daily to share inspirational messages, Spiritual Guidance, Love and Light. We take this Awareness of our role as Healers for humanity to heart, and bring our Spirituality to us in our work. There are no membership fees, no membership cards, and as of yet, not a single conference. Only your Heart will know you are a member or not, and that is enough for today.

P.P.S. Patients? Feel free to join too. Sometimes it is the energy of the patient who is 'aware' and 'enlightened' that brings the 'healing' back into the setting as well. Your caregivers will respond to it and as they become more aware, they will consciously or unconsciously carry that Healing Energy back to their other patients...

Tree Age and You!

How old is a tree? One of the most wonderful thing about trees is they absorb Light energy. Not just the visible spectrum in order to make chlorophyll. They are living, breathing, cathedrals of Light.

These ones here grow at the edge of the pit that was the quarry at the Butchart Gardens. They are to the left by the Ross Fountain now...see the little 'hat' on the lower left hand corner? That is a light fixture in the garden path. Somewhere near there is a little hidden totem of an owl, which for now I just can't see. It might have been in another picture, but it's really great to see that placed right at the forest edge.

In some ways, as Reiki practitioners and Lightworkers, at this time, you are like those trees at the very edge, holding on to Gaia for stability and strength (grounding) and reaching up to the sky absorbing every frequency of Light, both visible and invisible, to store for your own personal and spiritual Growth.

May I ask a personal question?

Seriously, you are going to laugh when I ask it but I am not joking at all:  energy workers, are you able to work with bandaids and minor medical stuff that might come up around you?

Are you going to reach for the crystals if someone has got a broken arm?

Are you able to see the Forest for the Trees?

If you have eyes that see, of perhaps a little medical background, there is a little word that sounds a lot like 'Tree Age' that is pronounced with a very thick French accent and is kind of, well, medical.

The significance of it, I hope, is not lost on you for my telling you this now.

Do I have your attention?

Triage is the rapid evaluation of the wounded into three categories, non-lethal wounds, potentially lethal ones, and 'under these circumstances, are going to be lethal before help can be obtained'.

The goal is to save those who are salvageable.

I want you to know about the middle group--these people need surgery within six hours;

• broken bone with bone you can see
• penetrating injury or severe blunt injury to the abdomen.
• the 'acute abdomen'--appy, hot gallbladder, perforated bowel, ischemic bowel--the belly becomes rock hard and is super painful to touch.
• sudden massive bleeding needs help sooner, whether the bleeding is internal or external (they use up all the clotting factors, and then become coagulopathic 'DIC'--and ooze from every mucous membrane before they die.
• a fresh neurological deficit--something 'doesn't work' when asked, even the speech might be garbled.

Many times people with a potentially fatal condition have no idea how very injured or sick they are. It is part of the protection of the mind that is built in. But you know. You'll always know.

Remember that Reiki hand position where the palms touch the tops of the shoulders, fingers pointing down, and the head is between your arms? If you tuck your arms closer to the patient's ears, and stabilize the neck, and have others to help, you can safely move a patient, even one with a neck injury. You roll them like a log, stick a big board or plank under them, and roll them back on it at the count of three. You attach them to the board and take them to the nearest hospital.

Ask for Inner Guidance to be loud and clear when you are in this situation. You can do it. You will know. And you will also be able to comfort those who are going to die. They don't have to know, but you do and all your Reiki skills are going to be most important for the individual at this time.

This is not meant to frighten you, but to know we are up against Lovers-Of-Big-Business who Don't Have Our Best Interest At Heart and are prepared to Do Just About Anything because they don't want to accept The Jig Is Up.

So, for basic wounds--wash and dress all cuts, and give Reiki! It is okay to super glue a wound shut if it has been copiously irrigated with cool but boiled water (sterile), especially with a little peroxide or betadine thrown into the water. Any wound that 'gapes open' is not going to heal unless stitches, staples, or glue hold it shut.

All bones that are broken need a splint, and can wait unless the bone is exposed. Cardboard, or newspaper that is thick stack supporting the limb and tied on will help keep the bones from moving further apart.

Everyone needs comfort  and a blanket. But only those in no immediate need of surgery can have water or tea.

My concern is that those who 'can put on bandaids' professionally do not read this page, and those energy healers that do might not 'step up to the plate' if the need should arise.

And this isn't even getting to the 'mental breakdown' reactions to stress that also need to be triaged. Just know in any and all situations, keeping your aura 'high and tight' is going to help others way more than band-aid placing skills. It will quell panic, and reassure others that all is well.

It is okay to ask for guidance! Not just from Spirit and Source but also from each other! That is why I am asking you to 'friend' each other on Facebook, to make sure your 'healing groups' are prepared for any contingency, and to stay connected with this page until the time of the Event. 

It draws near.

• Your resources are--www.prepareforchange.net
• www.planetaryhealersnetwork.com
• http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/FirstAidIndex/FirstAidIndex
• http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First_aidhttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First_aid
• an app for your phone: http://www.redcross.org/mobile-apps/first-aid-app
• for families with children: http://kidshealth.org/parent/firstaid_safe/
• official site from National Institute of Health: http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/firstaid.html
• web MD: http://firstaid.webmd.com
• 'The Bible of Trauma': http://kepstikma.files.wordpress.com/2011/05/trauma-critical-care-volume-1.pdf (the link to volume two is out there too.)

I have no idea when this is going to happen, The Event. But I do know it will be global, as in world-wide, and happening at the same time. People being what they are, are at risk of being traumatized, and behaving unpredictably. There is going to be help from Above, and many angels and other beings of the Light being sent to assist. But you are their eyes! You are their hands and hearts! You are the closest to the individuals that are in need of help.

For the most part, this Event is anticipated to go smoothly and with no loss of life. The delay is to create the opportunity for this to happen (if it had Triggered 'last week' approximately one hundred thousand lives would have been in grave danger from the 'Ankle Biters' and 'Those Who Don't Have Our Best Interest At Heart').

Only you know 'your neighborhood'. Only you can provide the medication to the elderly who might need a little help if their provider doesn't come around. Only you can help the woman having a baby when the hospital is possibly closed. Only you can rally those you know who are healers, and direct them through the people that are nearest your home in need of care.

Social services (Fire, Ambulance, Hospital, Police) can get overwhelmed rapidly. You are the back up. Be ready just in case. And if whatever happens is going on 'someplace far from you', be sure to offer your Distance Energy Healing in Love and Support to those who ARE going through 'some difficulties' in the place where they live.

The secondary goal of having connected Healers and Lightworkers, is to develop trust and friendship, so that when it is time to 'take the best and leave the rest' in the 'How We Heal Everybody' department, we are going to have open communication between ALL of the healing arts, and working together, find the very best there is to offer our patients.

Here is an example of a facility where they 'found something right' and did it. It has been closed, but the story is magnificent of what can be achieved through spirit, diet, exercise, and loving hearts: 

• http://theartofqi.net/qi-gong/qi-gong-medicineless-hospital/
• http://www.neiyanggong.us/beidaihe-qi-qong-training-hospital.html
• http://www.chilel.com/WhatIsChilelQigong/hospital.htm

Namaste,

Aloha and Mahalo,

Reiki Doc

Healing 101: Do You See A Connection?

On of my favorite channels on YouTube is 'My Husband Is Japanese'. Rachel is a delightful redhead with a knack for 'saying the right thing at the right time' to keep you interested in the Japanese culture. She is very engaging, positive, and looks about as un-Japanese as you can get. Inside her heart, though, is pride and happiness at having discovered the love of her life, husband of three years, Jun. He is equally happy, although in a more, shy, polite, reserved Japanese way on camera. Together they make a wonderful source of information on the internet that has brought me great joy.

As a doc, when I saw Rachel had some heart problems, I had to listen. I will provide the link, and also explain a little more about the medical aspect at the end:

(Here is the direct link: http://youtu.be/Xr-mhroDmcg)

Pericarditis can be viral or autoimmune. The pericardium is a sac that holds the heart and protects it. There are two layers, and since it is alive, it creates pericardial fluid to cushion the heart. When it becomes inflamed, two things can happen--the most common is to create so much fluid around the heart that the chambers cannot fill (this is serious and a colleague of mine had a death on the table when a small amount of anxiolytic was given prior to induction of anesthesia, resulting in total cardiovascular collapse). Another kind of pericarditis is 'restrictive'--it actually shrtinks like shrink wrap around the heart, and it can't fill. It needs surgical removal of the pericardium to cure it. A pericardium is not necessary, and most cardiac surgeons do not close it after working on the heart.

I want you to think about the energies and the chakras and the emotions you are picking up from Rachel. Think like a Reiki Master on this. Go with you intuition.

And also take a smile at the feeling of being in your twenties on a cardiac unit where everyone is on drips and coding around you. I 'get that' one all too well....

Done thinking?

Now watch this:

(Here is the direct link: http://youtu.be/tD-roXeRnCc)

Do you see the connection between her spirit and her heart, and her physical body?

They sound like Twin Flames, who are apart, or at least, Soul Mates with a 'mission' who have found each other once again.

I wish them both well, and hope that Rachel and Jun do not mind for their being shared here as a wonderful teaching example for the budding energy healers in all of us.

I hope you will be reunited again, for always, very soon. Three years is a long time to be apart once you have found your 'other'...

Thank you, internet Warriors, for sharing your Light on camera. Whether you realize it or not, your story is helping create World Peace, Tolerance, and Understanding for us all.

Namaste.

Reiki Doc


__/||__  Gassho

P.S. to Rachel and Jun, this is blog post number 1233. My 'one' is Japanese. I am white, like Rachel. We are still in the early stages, and he has not asked me 'out'. I am so glad I found you! (His favorite number is 33). I'll keep you posted...and thanks for al the help in being able to understand him. Aloha!

Your Beauty Is Heaven Sent

You are beautiful. Even if you are most handsome, inside, deep inside you have inner beauty as well.

Beauty has nothing to do with modeling and fashion.

It doesn't matter what you wear, or even your appearance.

Your Light is what makes you beautiful. How you choose to let it shine both in yourself and to others is a powerful message to the Universe that 'All Is Well'.

Even when it isn't.

When people stop and catch your attention, with something that causes pain to others. Or to you.

I have felt that pain. And intentional or not there are times in my life where I have also caused it to others who are around me. Sometimes the Truth hurts. Sometimes other's perception of you hurts.

Let it go.

Let all of it go.

Let go of the need to be right, to 'explain' and to 'understand'.

Open up to The Universe, accept any and all Healing that is sent. When you can, when there is need, stop and take the time to help out others in your own way. With 'what feels right'.

You have a choice, every second of every day. Life is what you make it.

Always choose what is in your Heart Center whenever you can.

If choices do not work out the way you expect, take the knowledge of the lessons, and make another choice to always move forward, taking the best of what you have learned and who you are.

Your Light is precious.

Shine it bright today.

Aloha and mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

On Healing PTSD: Leather and Lace

Yesterday I experienced profound, deep healing for my PTSD.

I share because know I am not alone in this diagnosis. At least one in three women has suffered like myself, and at least one in  ten men. And what happened to me was only one kind of trauma that can produce the PTSD psychological response in a human heart.

PTSD is a protective mechanism that is produced by the subconscious to protect an individual from overwhelming, life-threatening harm.

In a way, PTSD is 'good', in that it promotes survival. But like any 'defense', it carried a price, and it is a different form of suffering. If you have it, you and those around you need to know it has 'layers like an onion', and once you break through one level, do not be surprised if other 'layers' in turn follow. The subconscious only permits that to 'come through' which is possible for you to 'process' and 'recover from'.

Instead of 'layers', when I think of this response in myself, the image of a cat trying to 'cough up a fur ball' comes to mind.

Let me share with you my latest one. There was a twelve-hour delay for this 'fur ball' to 'come up' and an entire day to be able to write about it. So friends and family, KEEP AT IT with your kindness and support. This is NOT instant mashed potatoes. This is more like making them from scratch, okay? Have patience.

Here is my story:

My 'person' that I told does not speak. I went to where he works the night before last. My soul 'connected' to him in this healing process. You would be surprised because you would think it would pick someone very close to you, like a close friend or coworker who you share lots of experiences and trust. But this happens on a 'soul level', and even though in ordinary appearances the longest conversation we have ever had was perhaps ten minutes, for my healing, 'it works'.

He gave me a hug, and then about ten seconds after, he touched my arm between the elbow and the shoulder.

Why is he poking my arm? I thought. I forgot I had written this recommendation of using touch to heal someone with PTSD, and I NEVER thought he might have read it. I brushed the thought away.

When it was time to go, we hugged 'goodbye'. As an afterthought, he reached out and touched my arm the same way.

The brain of a PTSD person is 'different': it has a thick emotional 'filter of protection' that is run by the subconscious. Although the signal 'I care and want you to heal' was GIVEN at eight-thirty p.m., it didn't register until seven-thirty a.m. the following day that 'yes, this person is sincere and wants me to feel better.'

This 'emotional processing delay' is something like gravity--it just IS and as frustrating it is for everyone involved with PTSD, it is important to let go of expectation that is based upon NORMAL human experience in the healing of trauma from something that is OUTSIDE THE RANGE OF NORMAL human experience.

The healing came on a soul level in the morning.

It went in steps, like this, with his soul 'talking' to mine:

1. I forgive you for everything that has happened to you, and your reaction to it. It wasn't your fault. You have only tried to heal. It is OKAY with me. I care.
2. I accept your hatred of men, and it is OKAY because I love you anyway. Not all of us are like THOSE that hurt you. You have your son, and he is one of the good ones. Now you also have me.
3. I acknowledge your anger, both at yourself for not being able to stop what happened, and at them for what they did to you. You don't have to be angry any more. When you are ready, it can be let go.
4. (Holds my hand and smiles) You are going to be free to release your sorrow and experience Happiness and Joy! 
5. I want to you think of this: points across his forehead and I see in big font UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Whenever you think of my face I want you to think of this word written on it. Then he makes me a tee shirt with his face and the word UNCONDITIONAL above it and LOVE below it in HUGE letters.
6. I want you to have the courage to Let Go and allow me to be near you in this healing process. My heart knows what to do. Just like you trust me to make a meal for you in the kitchen. I won't hurt you. I know what to do here like I know what to do to nourish you. Will you trust me enough to let me be there for you like this Here and Now? (there is no sense of time--just a presence)
7. If you let me, I will use all of my Spiritual intelligence and education on your behalf to help you heal.
8. Know there are going to be 'Ups and Downs' in this healing process. It cycles between More Healing and Doesn't Look Like Anything Is Going On At All. This is to be expected. I will be with you through this process No Matter What.
9. This connection between us will always honor that which is Holy--God--The Divine. And for YOU, I 'raise it' to include the energy of The Goddess! (this was the first one that stopped my tears of HUGE RELIEFand made me smile a genuine smile!!!)  My symptoms of pain and suffering had ended because of his presence about a month ago, but this next step, from Unhealed With No Symptoms to Healing is what is going on. It is a new level.
10. The goal is for you to experience Peace. Isn't that what you wanted from me in the first place when we first met? I am only going to deliver it...(he smiles softly and makes me laugh)

Later through the day, there were little 'messages' of one or two words each, designed to help me get used to the idea that his spirit is actively helping, reaching out through my 'fog of suffering' that has been 'normal' for me ever since I was four. I wrote all of them down. Here is one of them--sometimes he speaks in music to help me learn:

This song doesn't finish. We are still singing it. The all important healing between the divine masculine (leather) and divine feminine (lace) is still flowing.

Is he an angel? I don't know! Is he even aware that his higher self does this? Is it my own guides making me 'believe' it is him in this healing?

I don't even care.

I feel better.  For the first time I have in as long as I can remember. There is a brand new connection that is healing between two hearts.

I am not going to stomp on it! I am not going to inspect it! How do I know it is not from Satan?

I JUST KNOW! My Spirit knows what is RIGHT for me at this time! It has gotten me through hell on earth and I trust in it to get me through this HEALING Here and Now!

When everyone is in 5D or higher, this is how we are ALL going to learn and grow: by trusting our Source and our connection to is as a 'God of our own understanding'.

I am so thankful that although my 'Leather' is a soul who only wears 'pleather' because there is less cruelty, is taking the time and effort to make a difference in the heart of someone who has had all but four years of their life in the wreckage of cruelty that is beyond comprehension. I have known and suffered from cruelty for longer than I have been able to read and write! 

That's why I think he is the best. And yes, I trust in him for more than to make me something to eat.

It is my sincerest hope, that in my sharing with you the adventure of this healing process, both as a survivor and as a physician and energy healer, that Light will shine bright on you in your suffering too.

It is never to late for one to Heal. <3

Aloha and Mahalo,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. As chance would have it, my second patient was the same body type and size as my friend. This one spoke no english--only something asian. As the circulating nurse spoke with him and translated for me, I sat in a chair on the patient's left hand side of the bed. The side rail was up, and I folded my arms and rested my head, watching the interaction intently as they spoke. It was BEAUTIFUL, seeing two people of the same culture interact in the healing connection! I don't know why, but since it was his first operation, even though he was old enough to be a grandpa, I explained every little detail of what I would do and what he could expect in the perioperative experience--nausea, constipation, not being able to pee (big prostates sometimes do that after surgery). I took three times longer than usual to explain everything.

Guess what?

The surgeon said in the middle of the case, 'This patient is highly unusual. He has no family. None. Not one single person. Isn't that sad?'

Intuition and Energy Healing is incredible! The 'antennae' are working just fine!

How To Heal Someone With PTSD

Look at the hand of the child as it reaches for the hand of the mother in this photo. Can you feel the trust and love of the mother-child relationship? The child has every right to believe that it is going to be well-taken care of, and given what it needs to grow.

Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder or PTSD, happens when this basic right to 'be' is violated tragically.

The victim feels powerless, and experiences threat to their very existence at the hands of others or or natural disaster.

The key in psychological terms is the victim has survived something 'outside the range of normal human experience'.

In doing so, the brain 'switches' to a different kind of memory recording system. Like the 'black box' in an airplane, the 'black box' in the brain are the memories that are encoded in the presence of high levels of norepinephrine (a powerful neurotransmitter and pressor like adrenaline). These are the memories which might get 'buried' because the subconscious is unable to cope with them (it would overwhelm the individual--the subconscious goes into 'protective mode'), or may remain conscious to some extent.
I will talk more about the aftermath of these memories later, but for now, let us explore the types of violent experiences that encode the memories of PTSD:

• Rape
• War
• Torture
• Assault
• Ritual Abuse
• Large-scale natural disaster
• Witnessing the above in another person

What does it feel like when you go through one of these experiences? I know, I speak first-hand as a survivor. Basically you think you are going to die and you leave your body. In psychology terms instead of 'energetic ones' the term is 'you disassociate'.  You feel like an outsider looking in to the attack.

In the immediate aftermath, you just think 'it's over and I am going to be okay'. For a majority of the people, this is true. But for some, like me, sooner or later the symptoms come up.

Here are some of my symptoms I had before I remembered:

• Hypervigilance
• Nightmares
• Mood swings
• poor close interpersonal relationships
• avoidance behavior (for example, I would take well-travelled paths in college so 'I wouldn't be another statistic')
• psychic awakening (in 'leaving the body' you 'discover' the higher 'registers' of your soul/energy body--the ones that are psychic, and they stay 'open'. You 'discover them' by trying to 'hide' from the brutal attack, as a soul.)

I had those symptoms, which were vague, for twenty-two years before I 'remembered'. Then I had:

• Flashbacks--re-experiencing bits and pieces of the trauma like it was real (the norepinephrine memory is 'clearer' and does this to people as it heals. Bits and pieces. First the sounds, then the vision, then the feelings)
• Trouble sleeping, waking up screaming from nightmares 'reliving' the event
• Not wanting to eat, tearfulness and other signs of depression
• Feeling 'not in your body'
• Feeling 'dirty'
• Wanting to be held. (this one is hard because a loved one can't reassure you in one hug. You need MANY, and my first husband left our marriage over this.)
• Talk, talk, talk your story with anyone who will listen. Sometimes even those who find it TMI

In time, the person regains ability to function. And the memories are triggered less and less, but still are only 'under the surface' and "thirty seconds away from full fetal position on the floor covering the eyes and ears rocking and crying and staying 'make it stop!' 'make it stop!' "

Once a soul is shattered, as loved ones how do we help 'put it back in'?

Listen.

That's all you have to do is listen with your heart, and if you can, touch the patient/victim to let them know you care.

Repeat until patient feels better. And also offer tea. Lots of it!!

Dr. Peter Levine is an expert in this field. I took a class on CD by him, and it uses a technique called 'somatic experiencing'. Your body is STRONG and it is still HERE even though you thought you would die, basically. He teaches you to use 'tapping' to reassure yourself that 'all is well'. It triggers the natural healing mechanism in the body and soul. 

What I recommend is that when a victim is sharing with you, they are 'overwhelmed' by negative sensory input, or memories of it that are slowly processing at the rate the subconscious deems it 'safe'. 

Your hands, particularly Reiki hands, have the power to address this by adding POSITIVE physical contact--hold the hand, and rub the arm, not too light, not too heavy. Or touch gently between the elbow and the shoulder as the victim confides in you what is happening, how they feel, what they want you to know.

When it comes right down to it, in children who are fresh from a trauma, they need to 'tell their story', often with art drawings or role play through dolls more than words. Many times they have to tell their loved ones, in their own words, what happened, how it makes them feel, and how they never want to talk about it again. (There is a special field in this in psychology for survivors who are very young.)

It is a question in adults of finding the right 'loved one to tell'. Mamie Van Doren, the Miss America who spoke up about her incest she experienced growing up, found healing in telling her boyfriend. She said, 'The one person you think you should never tell, is the one you need to tell' (to heal). I found that one person, for me, and told them, even though I think they didn't want to know. Although I didn't get the warm loving arms I had hoped to get when I came to this important step, on a soul level I healed, and my symptoms after over many, many years of suffering, trouble me no more. My person doesn't speak--he has a vow of silence, and I marvel at how smart my subconscious is to 'find someone that wouldn't tell' to share the 'secret' with. My person is gentle and loving and spiritual, not too into emotions, but supportive enough to let me know he cares.  I healed by writing him many emails. He didn't even respond to most. But knowing he was 'there' was enough for my soul to finish the healing process on its own. The drive to be whole is one of the most powerful energies in the Universe...

In these times of change across Gaia, is it important for healers to recognize the need for 'victims' to 'reconnect' with Love and Light and beautiful healing Goddess Energy. 

People in Egypt and elsewhere who are bringing about change for a fair and positive society, might get PTSD after the fact.

Imagine how all those 'asleep' are going to feel when they discover the truth about the Illuminati and government's intentions? Total shock and denial at first, but then some major grappling!

I can see hundreds of thousands of people dazed and in shock after the Flash of The Event, going to the ATM and finding that it does not work, and trying to use a credit card that is basically useless. Even though this is only for about two weeks for a bank re-set, you can imagine the chaos that will follow.

Healers, you are not alone in this! There are Angels, Guides, Deceased Love Ones, Ascended Masters, the Inner Earth Family, and the Galactic Family who have a 'higher perspective' to assist. Ask for guidance and help in dealing with whoever is before you in need of your care. There will also be broadcast on the media, by the Light workers, what is going on, what to expect, and what needs to be known to the general public. Still, there is a great need for YOU. Keep these guidelines in mind:

• Who is the right one? The one who is with you.
• What is the right way to act? What your heart is saying to do Now.
• How will I know it is enough? Anything you do is better than not doing anything for those that suffer.

I want you to keep this one in your back pocket, okay? Between the Event and the healing chambers, a lot of people are going to need your help! Any modality you are trained in, in this lifetime or others before (if you are one of those 'born healers' this means YOU <3 ), you will be guided to step in and assist others.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc