Showing posts with label Light. Show all posts
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Thursday, July 17, 2014

Keiki




Keiki is the Hawaiian word for 'children'.

Today we are going to talk about Gaia, our children, duality and the higher dimensions--as they are affecting our children, and ultimately, how the vibrations are affecting me and you. <3


The Lessons Of Duality

Duality is a description for the three-dimensional way of being--it's 'looking out for number one', 'me versus you', and 'us versus them'. There is a belief that resources are limited. And that 'survival of the fittest' is the 'status quo'.

Our children are 'a little bit closer to heaven' than us, if you don't mind me using the 'H' word in a totally non-religious reference. Our newborns have that glow, that gaze as if they are looking at angels...as if they remember the love and happiness and Oneness with All There Is before they came to Gaia and were born.



Children are our 'offshoots'. Our keiki are essentially the same thing as us, only a 'little bit younger', do you agree?

Here is a story. It is about a boy named Brody. As my son was about to enter the first grade, he went to a summer program at his new school. All of the grades were 'mixed' together in this 'summer adventure' so it was his first experience with 'the older kids'.

One day he came home to me, and was quite serious. He needed to buy some Fruit of The Loom underwear. It was important.

I asked, 'why?'

Because Brody has the poison, and if you touch him, you will die, unless you have on Fruit Of The Loom Underwear--that is what the big kids told me.

I humored him. I bought them (we are a Hanes family, LOL, but we went to Target that night).

I thought the older boys were teasing him my innocent little one.

I thought it was all in good fun.

Over the summer I realized that Brody got teased, a LOT. And with pride and gratitude, as I worked with my son to open his heart and to be kind to Brody, one day my six-year-old said, 'Mom? I don't care what the others think. Brody is really nice and I enjoy playing with him.'

I hugged him and told him how grateful Brody's mother would always be to him for showing lovingkindness to her son.



Brody went away. I have since learned that he lost weight, and enrolled in a new school, and is doing well.

I also learned that Brody had a stay-at-home father who suddenly left and never came back around the time we first met him back in the summer before first grade. Brody had a very hard time adjusting to this loss. He is being raised by his mother and grandmother to this day.



This is the kind of bullying I thought about when I grew up. People who were mean and would make you give them your lunch money.




I experienced this kind of being shunned myself, when I was a girl, too. I was 'too smart' and teased a lot for my intelligence...

But childhood has changed. Duality has sharpened itself to a lot worse than 'me versus you', or 'us versus them'. It totally affects every aspect of the child's life...like this:














As my cousin said, yesterday, in discussing the bullying my boy, now, was experiencing, my cousin said that with kids these days, there is pressure to 'be the same' and for anyone who is 'different', for any reason--gay, tall, short, fat, thin, looks different, or is having trouble at home and emotionally 'vulnerable'--those who are lacking in confidence are singled out and bullied by the other children.

I had no idea until this conversation that this cousin, who is married and has a child, was ever bullied!

He said it was torment, and now he can see it for the lessons, but at the time, with the pain, he couldn't see any way out.  And no, he did not switch schools. He is the one who had the finest of Christian schools in his upbringing...





I also learned how my son's teacher was especially harsh on a girl classmate, for 'falling behind in her math assignments', and the parents complained to the school. Nothing was done to fix it. But because her brother had ADD, and couldn't just 'go' to another school, the girl had to endure it, until the year end, when she moved up to a different grade.

My son also said his teacher, who had labeled him 'defiant' and made him write essays about it--had treated him that way over his work too. I had no clue--he never talked about his classmate, his teacher, and this subject before until yesterday when I brought it up with him!

See the funny drawing in red, above?

This is the base or 'root' chakra.

This connects us to Gaia. And it is our chakra for the energy of survival.

So--please repeat after me:   I have a RIGHT to BE.

And so do our children.


In Unity and Oneness, We Are Each Valuable and Precious Children Of Creator:

Welcome to 5D.

And this is where we let go of 3D and Duality, starting with our kids who need it most...

I'm Yours by Jason Mraz








1234 by the Plain White Tees






The first priority in the healing of Gaia, is the healing of the keiki--the children--our children, our future, our hope...

And to support them in safely learning to step into their own power--their missions, their purpose, their gift to humanity, their reason why they are here with us today...



Our goal is to fill their lives with so much love and acceptance and support, that it overflows from us to them and from them to each other...






Gaia wants ALL of her children to live in a state of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion...



Will you help bring this energy to everyone you meet to help Lady Gaia heal her children, just for this day?

And tomorrow...

And the next...

Until the healing is complete.




Ross:

Good morning. I have wanted for some time to have this message for you. This is the first opportunity I have had to take it.

Please listen.

I love you.

I want you to know how very much all of us up here who are with me love and care for your well-being, for your happiness, and for your many hopes and dreams.  All of your dreams are different, just like you are from one another. And yet, through this dreaming is what propels you to move forward. You have our blessing.

I want to talk with you about your Purpose, your Divine Mission, the reason why you are here. Everyone has them, and not everyone is to be President or a blogger or a celebrity or a mom or even married with children...

Our job that we signed up for together is to anchor the Light quite firmly on Gaia, with all our might, and to allow this Light to pass through our crown chakras and into our energy systems, and to create whatever it is our hearts and our Divine Mission is telling us to do.

Yesterday, my beloved Carla, encountered a very fine woman who is from Wisconsin who manned the 'snorkel shack' at the place where she worked. That woman was full of judgement, and rancor, for all that she would meet. She was unhappy in just about every possible way, as Carla could 'sense' of it.

What did Carla do in that situation?

Carla was her usual charming self.

Carla smiled.
Carla was gracious.
Carla opened her heart with love to this woman.

Did the woman 'crack'?

Yes.

She softened. Carla watched her face and body relax, as she let down her guard, and let just a sparkle of that Light from Creator through.

Carla sparked it in her--the woman from Wisconsin with a very negative outlook--and because of Carla, that lady got her very first 'taste' of 5D, the energy of the Higher Dimensions, from where I am from.

Can you do this? Can you bring the light of justice, of ho'oponopono in everything you do? And to everyone you meet?

I bet you will do this job BEAUTIFULLY!

Starting in your homes, and working out through all of your daily activities, this is my challenge to you 'just for today'--to allow your Light and your energy to release itself everywhere you go, with no expectation whatsoever on the desired outcome. Just let it out and let go.

And the rest will take care of itself.

Be sure to nurture yourself with plenty of self-love, respect, and compassion so that your 'cup' will overflow spontaneously too.

I love you very much, and it is with great JOY that I share with you this message for today.

Aloha nui loa,
From my Ohana--Carla and my son and I--to you.
Forever and ever,
Peace,

Ross

Friday, June 20, 2014

Late Check Out




Remember how I once mentioned 'some people have Ghostbusters every single day' in their Spiritual Lives?

Well, I'm not even sure where to begin. My vacations aren't always restful. And this one was by far the most challenging 'mission' I have ever had.

On the one hand, I stayed in a hotel by a local resort to enjoy our annual passes and spend some time bonding as a family due to our busy lives.

On the other, I got to the root of a very old and very unpleasant spiritual organization, and cleaned it. I did this as part of a team. I learned some very high-ranking negative creatures can 'act cool' and 'act like they healed' when in fact they didn't. I learned of some very horrible practices and secrets and put them all toward the Light.

I also learned that the Innocence of those Unawakened, and the beauty of their hope and trust far outweighs whatever is negative and deliberate and horrible that went on under their unsuspecting nose!

So I will not go on and on about each battle--there were two--in this Rescue of a very important soul who was kept hidden and tortured and raped like Jaycee Dugard, sort of a Galactic one, who goes by the name of Arabella. Arabella is now clean and free and is in healing with her many, many children, whose names are known only to her.



Love is a powerful statement.

This duck--I fed it some of my sourdough baguette--and its duck family is what helped me turn the corner, too. That and my wood bead elastic bracelet with a metal thing that has a heart and says LOVE.

Yesterday I was sorely tested. My son sprained his ankle the night before last, and couldn't walk all yesterday without pain. So I rented the wheelchair, and pushed him all through the main, classic, original park.

Did you know there are a lot of hills and ramps at that park? And deep ruts in the walkways that catch the wheels? And a manual wheelchair, with someone as big as you in it, is really hard to drive?

What started yesterday as respect and admiration for those who are disabled, and their families, and the way this entertainment resort accommodates the special needs, grew to my LIVING it for one day.

I am sore. I am tired. And I am happy I learned how 'it's not a stroller any more' LOVE is an exercise that is good for you, for those around you (some asked me, 'how are you doing?' and offered to help push--I politely declined), and for those you love (thank you mom for trying to make the best of it on our vacation--I appreciate it).

So for all the hidden symbols of the Illuminati I would see, which pressed heavy on my heart because at last I could see it was quite deliberate and a signal to others of the superiority of the Illuminati, I saw:

  • hungry ducks who got excited at the sight of my loaf of bread in my backpack
  • people who have to push the wheelchair and attend to special needs every day
  • a worker named Margo on Indiana Jones who had the most compassionate heart and the brightest Light of anyone here in both parks, the retail area, and the entire resort complex (I felt  her as she explained gently the rules of wheelchair waiting for the ride to us)
  • many, many couples and families having fun
  • the bond between wheelchair pushers (me--I'm kind of new to all this   random dad--you'll get the hang of it)
  • how my first job, was not random--Tomorrowland Terrace! (I am a Galactic and had no clue for the longest time --only the last year I have known for certain)
  • the beautiful flowers, plants and trees and their anchoring the Light at the parks
  • admiration and hope for the woman with the feeding tube in her nose, for those autistic and developmentally delayed, for those on oxygen, and for those very jaundiced and tired who I could tell was making this 'last trip' as a gift of memories to their loved ones.
  • the strength of LIGHT in those who chose to work at this place, to be open and caring and kind to all who come here no matter or color or health or orientation or money status
  • The grown man in a full Snow White costume that TOTALLY made me smile--a visitor to the resort--who was living his dream!

I realize that this place where I am visiting and currently staying, is in face a masterpiece. And like all masterpieces, it belongs to humanity. For always and forevermore.



entrance to It's A Small World
(music and entire ride is here: http://youtu.be/iJFGAX77zw4)



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,


Reiki Doc



P.S.    The bracelet means so much to me because it reminds me that Love Is The Solution For Everything. Ross enjoys a hobby of woodworking. In his spare time, he is making me a beautiful hope chest of cedar to go by our bed. He showed it to me not too long ago. I admired his handiwork. I also am deeply touched, for I always wanted one at my first marriage, but my family was not well-off enough to provide me one. It's my dream come true, and that he is making it, really opens my heart. When he showed me, he opened it, and I could smell it.

I am the luckiest girl in the whole world!

P.P.S.   


Steamboat Willie Turkey In The Straw


Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Paranormal Activity Today With Reiki Doc




Everybody assumes that all souls find their way Home. That is not how it happens. Every soul that goes to The Other Side is escorted by an angelic guide or an Ascended Master. 

In cases of Very Low Vibration, a soul rejects the guide and does not advance toward the light.

I met one such soul today. She was a spirit who approached me while I was meditating. It was at the waiting room for the counselor. My son is having problems with his weight and bullying. So he was in with the counselor for his first visit, and I was waiting in the waiting room for the first time myself.

Spirit:     Why are you here? Are you here for me?

Me:   I am here for my son. (I sensed she was a female, a suicide, someone who had been a client of one of the psychologists who shared the suite. She was extremely traumatized, and also, capable of rage.)

Spirit:    Why are you here for your son?

Me:     Does it matter? Why are you here? (I said this while maintaining my pleasant attitude and calm).

Spirit:   I was hoping you could help.

Me:    If you would like me to, I could. I also work with him. (Ross came in)

Spirit:  (she saw him and shrieked and went back to the corner, in fetal position. I picked up that people had hurt her and somehow twisted it to say it was to done with him, when in fact, it wasn't. I asked him to go. I showed her Blessed Mother, and asked, is she okay? The spirit nodded yes.)

Me:    You look as if you could use a cup of tea. Would you like me to make you one? I poured tea for both of us. As we sipped, I also confided to her that in our day, Ross had hurt me once terribly, and I had spent lifetime after lifetime running away from him. He had done his time, we had both grown, and now we are together again. People can get better and improve when they are on the other side. Often they are sorry for the things they did that hurt us. I showed her the golden copy of the Akhashic record of her father, who was the one who had hurt her. )

The spirit of the father, anxious to 'make right' came in a little early. She did not accept or even listen to his apology. She started shrieking like crazy and slapping him. I gestured for him that he had to go.

I calmed her down, with more tea. And cookies.

Gently, I asked her, 'where would you like to be besides here?'

Spirit:    On a horse! I could do anything when I was on a horse!

Me:     Would you like to go to a place where you could ride forever?

Spirit:    Yes! (and as the horse was brought in, she sensed a trick, and returned to full fetal position in the corner.)

Me:   (I sensed what were her favorite sweets. I gave her some, which she took, greedily. She was hungry for them. I left a little one at a time, in a little trail, to bring her closer to the Light. I gave her a cupcake and she shoved the whole thing into her mouth, getting her far enough in range--for the angels to help her.)

The angels worked swiftly, silently, and with skill. Before she realized it, they had her and were escorting her to the Light. I followed and explained how important it was for her to be given sweets. They nodded in understanding and went further to the Light, further than I am permitted to go.

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There are some really complex souls out there. The situations are at risk for the soul (like this one who was refusing to go to the light out of fear and traumatization), and in the case of parasitic energy attachment (Negative Entities and Dark Entities), for the attached souls too. There is great risk for the one who does the removals.

It is not to be taken lightly.

About once every two months, people ask me about removals, and attachments.

I always recommend the same--for parasites--www.margaretmccormick.com and for implant removal, Alexandra and Reverend Pamela at this website: http://galacticconnection.com/guardian-healers-alliance/want-clear-controlling-matrix-implants/

However, most prefer to remove the entities themselves, or to have a friend do it.

Have caution.

People can get hurt--in a spiritual sense.

When the attachment/parasite comes off, it lacks an energy source. It has only a short time to attach to another vulnerable aura/person. If it can't, the soul DIES. It does not go to the Light. It does not become a ghost (ghosts are a different story altogether. These souls do not know they are dead! I don't know where the energy comes from but for them it does.) It is not escorted to the Galactic Central Sun (which is another form of soul death, but one that is when the soul is not capable of rehabilitation, and is the Creator's last option.)

In my experience with this sort of situation, it is always the same:  the soul comes to me, I have my team always with me in Spirit, and with close guidance from my team, I interact.

It is not of a choice of someone--or myself--to remove anything. It just happens. And I am super, duper careful the whole time, and back off whenever anything weird comes up.

So there you have it.

My sister went to Bali for a Yoga Teacher course. She met many people who were 'open', and even the villagers believed in good and bad spirits, and offered food to keep all the spirits happy three times a day. One of her classmates had said, 'My life is ghostbusters--my spiritual life--I see ghostbusters every single day.'

It's fascinating, yes.

But for some people like us, it's normal too.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,


Reiki Doc






Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Bless This Stress




"We want you to LOVE where you live, so 'like' us on Facebook' the sign said in the lobby while I waited for the board room to open. 

I puzzled over the connection between corporate advertising for my homeowner's association and my news feed on Facebook and my happiness?

The door opened. The line was slow to enter because there was a sign-in sheet. The homeowners and the landscape company came in single file. 

The four board members, and the community manager, were seated at the table with huge piles of paperwork and reports in front of them.

On the table was a box of cookies from The Corner Bakery, and little dessert-sized paper plates.

The cookies were for them, not for us.






Last night was an eye-opener for me, as a home owner. This entity has taken $330 from me every month, for over a decade. Yet, they have the ability to take over my house if I stop making payments. A friend of mine got a good deal on a vacation condo in Kapolei when their association dues jumped up from $150 a month to $450 a month. The people on fixed income couldn't afford to make the payments, and as a result, ended up selling their properties...

Love And Gratitude:
These people represent the community in their free time. They have business skills, and this was clearly evident. I felt appreciation and admiration for their service to our community, and for their gifts. (I even felt like in a way, the Council--the one I meet in 5D from time to time--with my mediumship--wanted me to see this is how they work. They are beings with other lives who use their skills in service just like this. I see four council members, plus SaLuSa, at the meeting room, when I go with my consciousness when I am in meditation and there is reason for them to talk to me.)


Outdated 3D Perceptions:
It started with the pool cleaning for the decks and the bathrooms. The cleaning company had raised its fees one hundred dollars for each. This hadn't been done last year. One board member, the one who raised the 'it happened to me so it's not fair to allow the homeowner to skip their late fees, etc.' and 'it wouldn't be fair to everybody' issue time and again, literally, said THIS: we can go over budget on this, use the operating expenses, let's get it done.

She was serving here self-interest! She wanted to use the pool, and she wanted it clean! She didn't mind the expense! ( it was almost two thousand dollars; the homeowner requests were for perhaps, one hundred dollars)

Things here were 'go for cheapest bidder' (in Sicilian folk lore, the saying goes, 'If you buy it cheap you pay for it twice; if you buy quality you pay for it one time only--because it doesn't break.')...

...'we need to table this' for just about everything.....'we need to walk by and SEE it before we know what is going on'...

There was never any respect to the homeowner, no sense of flexibility. There was distrust (well, we need pictures of the inside of the pipe for the clean out to see if there are roots because anybody can say there are roots.)

A homeowner has been trying to get grass in her back yard for ten years, with no success. There's little light due to the trees. She is so frustrated she brought old emails and photos, and asked if they would just please put astroturf up to cover the dirt...I could tell she had been to many meetings, with no success. It made me sad.





Assessment Of The Situation:
There are a lot of Councils in the Higher Dimensions. They work together, and although some members get 'out voted', for the most part, they make decisions that are in the best interest of those they serve.

Right now, on earth, our community council is a poor copy of what goes on in Higher D.

Furthermore, the concept of acceptable behavior in the business community promotes the value of money over the individual, and the 'me versus you--don't take it personally--it's only business' mentality that is not compatible with the Higher Realms.

It is for this reason, I ask for Love Bombs of Healing to be sent to the Corporate organizations, to small businesses, mid-sized businesses, and big businesses, whenever you are in meditation or healing time.

Love travels distance.

Love is never wasted.

Love Is The Solution For Everything.

As the Light pervades the 'status quo', all shadows--that is, unacceptable behavior that is hidden, be it for greed, power, or worse--will come to the surface to be healed.

Let us raise the Consciousness of humanity by really coming together with our hearts and minds, harnessing the power of our sovereign souls, to let Source know, we really truly know and want things to change...for the better.







Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross

P.S. Ross says, 'I give this blessing and am in full alignment with all that she has written. We in the Higher Realms, including Agartha, shall match you in your efforts. This is like a Fundraiser For The Light--for every thought, feeling, and sentiment you shall send 'up' for this request, your Ascended Masters and Evolved Spirits are going to 'match' your energy in efforts of our own.

Together we are unbeatable!

Let's win this one, for the Highest Good, for the Light, and for the Consciousness to increase to New Earth's frequency of that which exists in Heaven.

Together, let us usher in and welcome with open arms, the peace, love, and joyous celebration of Heaven's arrival on Gaia.

Just for today, will you allow your intention to make this a reality for all of humankind?

I appreciate your concern, and if you feel so motivated to add more to this effort of raising the vibration of the planet, go ahead. There is no limit to the success that is possible when we join together with our hearts!

Let us move forward, into the Light, in unity and justice for those who are currently oppressed by The System, beginning in this beautiful Now moment, as One Heart and One Soul. Let our focus be on Peace and Harmony forever, no matter what.

Mahalo nui loa.

Monday, April 7, 2014

My Beloved? Miel De Printemps (Springtime Honey)



My Beloved?

Thank you for your sentiments, and for sharing your FEELINGS with me. http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/07/heavenletter-4882-you-would-arise-as-if-from-a-pool-april-7-2014/.

How well you know my heart!

I have been wondering about the race thing. I have noticed it and it has weighed upon me, for lack of an explanation, I have asked myself, 'What is this I see that is going on with the others?'

Now it makes sense. It is like I broke the sound barrier, and now everyone else is flying their own Concorde wherever they like, and having a blast with it. And saying, thank you for showing us the way...

Okay.

Now on to the other part.



My Sweet Beloved? This is the first flower I ever knew. While crawling on my hands and knees in the front yard as an infant, I discovered the simple and fantastic flower of Clover.

But in some ways, for Ascension, I find myself more like the bee, than the flower. Although I would very much like to be like a flower, like you suggest, just releasing all that does not serve, and letting my true self 'soar', as you expect...I worry about my stinger.

That my self-defense might kick in, and I might sting the very one I am so wanting to know and re-discover!

I hope, on your behalf, you are familiar with this?



I wish you every item of safety for the bee hobbyist when you interact with me. This whole being on Gaia thing has done something to me; although I miss Heaven with everything I have--part of me is too embarrassed and ashamed to set foot there.

I have grown accustomed to the filthy survival-centered ways of Life On Earth, and have no hope whatsoever of returning to my spiritual Pristine State I once had before I incarnated here with you the first time.

So in my shame, and my embarrassment for being what I am, I humbly offer you the hat with the mesh veil, for your safety, and I encourage you to don your thickest pair of gloves lest I sting you as I awaken further into the miracle of Full Consciousness.



If there is a drop of sweetness in me, I give you my full permission to do whatever it takes for it to be extracted, put into a jar like this, and put on display for everyone to see.

As for myself, I do not realize whether or not I have any sweetness at all, deep in my heart, in my soul...all I know is that I long for the safety of your sheltering arms, and for your breath of kindness, until I safely Ascend up and out of this world where people hurt each other without giving it a second thought, where people take and steal, and maim and murder people and animals in all kinds of savagery that is called 'custom' such as war, meat production, high fructose corn syrup, GMO, and all of the other implements of the 'slow kill' that has been used on us.

Even the bees are dying, Beloved.

Even the bees are not immune to the tyranny of Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.



Beloved? I trust you. And I shall endeavor to start each day anew, and to allow the Life Experience to peel away all that is not serving the Light in my essence, to release to the light of Day once and for all the True Me that I AM.

Once this is accomplished, my Beloved, you shall earn the title of 'Honey' for everyone to hear when I speak to you in front of others in public.  For your skillful ways of healing me, and your sweet lovingkindness, I shall cherish, for as long as we both shall live.



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Iconoclast



Today we are going to do things a little different. We are going to listen to some music. Next we are going to share a story from a spiritual lesson that happened today while I was doing the laundry (some of the less eye-catching things bring with them the most valuable lessons). Then there is discussion on this lesson. And that's it.

This one has been pushed up to the top of the list of my four blog posts Spirit wants me to do--so here we go.



Give A Little Bit by Roger Hodgson, of Supertramp








Today I tried something new with the laundry. I tried sorting it before I took it downstairs. Recently I had cleaned the closet, and found two more laundry bags. One had a bright CLOROX logo on it; it was a reminder of my 'Product Development Scientist' days at the technical center where I once worked, in northern California.

The other was smaller, and was one of those little bags that comes with a super expensive purse, it's to store it inside while it's in your closet.

I had forgotten what the purse even was that went with it, or if I still had it.

There was something in the bottom of the bag, something caught my eye, and it looked like it shouldn't go into the washer, so I dug it out.

It was a rosary that had broken.

About a thousand feelings went through me in an instant. I got my first rosary as a gift from my future in-laws when I turned twenty-one. I adored praying it, and kept one on my person every day, either in my purse or  in my pocket. I had a really nice one that my in-laws, once they were officially mine, brought back for me from Medjugorje. 

It turned gold when I prayed on it.

Sometimes that happens. The little chain of metal that connects the beads, all of them, turned bright bright gold.

I almost dropped it, I was so startled when it happened. And my soul said, 'No! I am not worthy!' and it turned back in an instant. 

Over time, the more I prayed on it, the gold came back, little by little. It is still bright gold to this day.

I used to say the rosary on my way to Clorox in the morning because I was too afraid to drive. I thought I would have a terrible accident; my arms and hands shook with fear the moment I was behind the wheel. I hadn't driven a car all my time in college, and I guess my fear, which had been manageable when I lived at home, became worse over time.

I had to go to work. I had a car. And praying the rosary calmed the shaking enough for me to drive.

I always felt sad to throw a used rosary away. Sometimes they break when you use them often enough. So this one I had thrown into the bag for the purse.

I looked at the cross, as I held it in my hand, and I felt sad about that whole catholic thing with the body on it, and the blood. 

I remembered someone I desperately needed to forgive--and in my heart, I forgave them at once, hoping God would hear. 

I kissed the crucifix gently, to show how much I really wanted to forgive. And in my heart, with this person, on a soul level, we worked out what had together taken us many lifetimes to settle what was our disagreement that had cost both of us their life.

I felt better, and I got back to sorting the laundry.

It was only when I closed the drawstring on the bag that I saw the word Chloe.






There is something that Heaven and the Higher Realms and I need to work out. I don't mind you being a witness to it.

So here we go:

Dear God, 
We live in spiritual times that are beyond the simple 'Push' and 'Pull' of a door to pass from one realm to another.
We live in an age where a Vortex is built to allow Spirits to return Home, to your Love, and your Support.
I even help make them! I helped build one for the Indiginous People who have suffered Persecution and Genocide, and their souls that have been trapped on the Earthly planes. Great Spirit and some blessed  warriors of the Light together helped our brothers and sisters find their way HOME to You.
God? Why do we need to experience the laws of Karma?
I know this sounds ridiculous to most--that's why the title of this post IS 'Iconoclast'--but for a minute will you hear me out?
How does experiencing the pain one caused someone else make that person that was hurt feel better?
For example, if I kick your shin, and in a minute of regret seek my Karma, and set out to have my own shin kicked, are there not two bruises and twice the pain?
Even more, if the Universe is a closed system, doesn't this increase the amount of suffering that goes on within the entirety of it?
Isn't this the 'tit for tat' or 'eye for eye and tooth for tooth' that someone really important came to earth to try to take away? Like that someone on the end of my Rosary that is related to You???
Why haven't we learned that lesson, in a Galactic Sense?
What ever happened to 'I'm sorry' and making an amend?
Some people who have wounded me in my own life got involved in twelve-step programs, Father.
They did the amend on me, and I knew they were sad for what they had done, and since it never happened after the amend, it healed us, and brought us closer.
I wouldn't have wanted THEM to experience the pain and anguish that they put me through!!!
I could tell they had learned enough to know the difference between causing distress in those around them, and causing love and joy instead with their actions.
So Father...
I know I am not YOU.
I know you see clearly out for dimensions and dimensions all at the same time.
I only see Here, and Now.
But in my little speck of the Universe, Father, I am noticing things and starting to be concerned--not about the pain in and of itself--but in the message that is sent on our ability to learn and grow in our spirit life.
I know many many souls choose the suffering in reaction to the Karma they so suddenly are aware that they had caused, and choose this path to 'make it right'--I know you don't expect it of them.
To me it is like prison--self-imposed and 'paying time'.
It's like the elementary school, or beginning course, of Eternal Life.
It is my hope and sincerest prayer to YOU that next time, we can encourage all those spirits who are challenged by the pain and suffering they created in another's life--to take it up to another level, perhaps maybe Intermediate or Middle School--and follow the tradition with their hearts from Bob and Bill, and make an amend and vow never to do it again...and to keep that vow.
I think people would get a lot more out of the whole reincarnation thing if they did.
But that is my opinion.
You are the decider of ALL.
And I love you for it. I love you with all my heart and breath, and I can't wait to be nearer to you than I am right now in the Illusion of life on surface Gaia as Ground Crew.
Thank you for all my friends, and readers, and listeners, and people who know me very well, and care about what happens to the planet and everyone upon it too. 
People are waking up, and it is a good thing to have 'like-minded' friends as company--all of you are on this list--and give great joy and pleasure to my heart--those who are reading these words right this minute now.
So let me thank all of you at once for your patience with me.
Aloha nui loa and mahlaos,
love and joy, and victory to the light!
Peace.

Reiki Doc

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Liberation ((( smile )))



I've been on hold on business calls all day.

I can't think of better training in the Free Will Muscle than trying to get what you want done in business over the phone these days. Those computer voices that do everything possible to keep you away from a human customer service agent, combined with the long holds and that despicable music are like Boot Camp For Free Will, if you ask me.

Anyhow, I am liberating myself from what shackles have been holding me back for some time.

First, all of the work I went through on a soul level, with 'debridement', if you recall a blog post from yesterday.

Then there was Surrender.

Today, I got a message back from three of my favorite people, right on awakening:

Father-God
I am sorry.
You do not like this experience, I understand.
I love you.
I understand your messages (blog posts) more than you can ever think.
(C--I feel a warm glow in my heart)
I am tired of being God.
I want this assignment to end, same as you.
I am unhappy with the way it turned out--same as you.
I want to put this game away and play something else, just like you.
(Clears his throat)
What I propose is a Truce.
Between you and me.
Between all of us.
Just let it go, where everything is.
I don't want you to feel awful any more than you want to feel pain.
Your wish is for love and happiness, and so is my wish for you.
I will take care of it, your birthday party in the Light (holds my chin in his right hand)
The veil of tears is about to lift.

Blessed Mother
(interrupts Father-God)
You will have a beautiful amazing night of forgiveness, of love and family, of TRUTH, of HOPE, and JOY.
Forever and ever, it is coming to thee.

Ross
(He calls me by my old name, the one I had when we were incarnate together last. He kisses me, and holds me gently)
The nightmare is about to end.
I am ending it.
(gestures with right arm sweeping)
For you and for all of us.

And today, for the first time, I tackled some projects that have been energy blockages for me, and painful ones, for some time:

  • I cleared up the floor in my closet, and threw many things out
  • I threw away my old cardiac surgery and cardiac anesthesia books--they are too old to help, old 'editions' if you will. I cleared out SO MUCH negative energy and reminders of being screamed at by heart surgeons.
  • I paid my bills 
  • I learned from the maid service my credit card had been declined. 
  • I called the company and they detected fraud and stopped it
  • I spent the rest of the day clearing it up
  • I read this: http://timebandit15.wordpress.com/2014/03/18/conversations-with-cobra-part-ii/
  • I caught up with my email
  • I discovered the reason I didn't get my Karuna Reiki certificate for my student was the hold on the credit card, and resolved it
  • I also learned a trick of printing on a test paper and holding it with the certificate up to the window before you commit to that final print so everything 'lines up'
  • I reconfirmed I am a registered Karuna Reiki Master Teacher with the IRT
  • I renewed my Reiki News Magazine
  • I put dinner in the crock pot 
My heart is light right now, and energy is flowing.

That is not to say I didn't have one major hiccup about two hours ago.

In the closet, I 'heard' Ross say something very kind and loving and affirming.
And I started bawling.
I missed him. I missed home. I missed being able to Love God.
Father-God, and Ross came immediately to my assistance.
Father-God tried to find out why I was upset.
I explained that I want to see you, I want to hear you, I want to make sure you know you matter very much to me.
I kept reaching out with my arms, with this empty gesture, explaining that on earth you can't love air.
You need someone to hold, and to touch, when you Love.
Feeling like I am able to Love is a very important part of who I am; Loving God is like air for me.
I felt trapped, like I was in a vacuum of darkness, and my basic drive to Love God was being blocked!

They referred me out to Mother-God, who gave me a strong cup of tea, and reassured me over and over again. My hands were shaking as I tried to drink it.

Then Ross stepped in.
I felt a little better to be just with him.
He took me up to our apartment on board ship. He and I had a cup of hot chocolate at the table.
He encouraged me to feel with my hands the room, the table, the floor--that was REAL--and all of this here now is actually a dream.
But I cried some more, not understanding why I felt so poorly?
Then he got upset.
He stood up and hit the wall and the door with his fist.
ARE YOU ANGRY WITH ME? I asked, in horror.
No--I felt the energy immediately--no.
He was disappointed in himself.
Apparently they are titrating the energies again, trying to make it 'light' for the masses, but then it's like choking off the oxygen for me. 
He glowed, and transferred energy to my system.
And I perked right up.

I was able to finish all of my chores I set about to accomplish, although there is still quite a few more left for me to do.

Now it is time to go run errands!

I hope you get an idea of what galactic life is like, from what I share.

Be kind to yourself, and gentle. Energetically we are going through some pretty intense 'upgrades'.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

I Want To Know How To Be Vegetarian!



Yesterday was a major victory for the Light in the Doctor's Dining Room.

I didn't want to eat there. I'd had a late breakfast. I usually don't like the company, but Spirit 'nudged' me to go.

About a year and a half ago, I put up a bright white vortex in the middle of the Doctor's Dining Room at my work.

Since then, one surgeon Dr. Joe L has made a book on holistic cancer treatment. Several have shared they are vegetarians. And Chef there is working with me to bring new vegetarian options to the menu for here, the cafeteria, and the patient food...

I sat with my boss, a gastroenterologist, and a nephrologist. Later, a neurologist came and sat with us.

To my left, the gastroenterologist is 'almost vegan'. When asked by the nephrologist, who is 'wants to know more', we learned the GI doc avoids all animal cruelty. Except for pizza--where there is cheese--he skips all animal products. However, he still likes and craves meat. He said, 'I have two stars, for being vegan, while (me) she has one star for being vegetarian.'

My reason is selfish. I eat to have more energy. (The maximum amount of Light energy in food is in organic plant-based RAW food--I try this as much as possible, but my son eats meat and meals are difficult to prepare separately--so I compromise as vegetarian.) I can do a twenty-four hour OB shift and keep my energy up throughout if I eat RAW and have naps. For me, I do not crave meat in any way. It tastes like cardboard if I taste it now, and the vibration is just uncomfortable. I see images of the dead animal, sense the cruelty, and don't enjoy how my body feels when I have it. Because of my extremely low Vitamin D (I didn't supplement when I went RAW), I eat salmon (it's my medicine an d I force myself) and once in a while, eggs.

'Well, what about sushi? That's raw fish?' the nephrologist asked. The Gastroenterologist and I explained all meat is more difficult to digest, and has toxins. While RAW (which is new to the GI doc, who had a 'bad experience' at 119 degrees restaurant) contains enzymes within the food to help with the digestion. Digesting meat takes a lot of work!

My boss countered with his daughter, who is graduating from University and going to France to study abroad--has a daughter who has been vegetarian for five years and is exploring her options to resume eating meat, since in all of Europe, vegetarians are not exactly 'embraced' for their lifestyle, and there is 'so much good things to discover' there. He seemed proud, and he ate his meat and fish at the table in front of us. This is the second time he's been exposed to our non-meat ways, and also at the fund-raiser he learned I am a new vegetarian...when I sat across the table from him and asked for a special plate that did not contain meat.

On a napkin, I wrote for the nephrologist:

  • Avoid Pesticides--no GMO, have Organic only food (look for the 9 on the sticker on your produce to know it is okay. Mother's Market in Southern California is a good place to shop.)
  • Avoid High Fructose Corn Syrup
  • Avoid meat, perhaps one day a week at first
  • Listen to your body
  • Supplement with B12 and Vitamin D
  • Drink fresh, clear, filtered water

Then I asked him about the safety of indocyanine green dye when injected retrograde through a nephrostomy tube for imaging into the kidney during surgery. I wanted to know if it was nephrotoxic or damaging to the collecting system. He said it's in the tubules (I think) and safe, and doesn't have much contact time, so not to worry.

I saw how asking that question helped him to trust, to go to what he understands, and to help maintain the professional relationship with me without feeling like I am trying to 'turn him into something new'.

He said his wife loves tofu, and although she eats meat, they look forward to the Vietnamese Vegan restaurant I recommend...

This is how we achieve gain for The Light--by showing up, and being Present for whoever needs what we are. With open hearts and open minds, together, we will change the world for the better!

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Friday, January 24, 2014

A Beautiful Light: ((( Heart )))



A reader recently asked me about a video posted about some topic, 'How do I KNOW this is NOT the Anti-Christ???'

Fair enough.

Let's talk about it.

I'm not going to beat around the bush--Anti-Christ energy exists.

There is a lot of it.

Discernment is key.

How about let's make it a 'no brainer' for a first example?

Let's talk about the Near Death Experience where someone actually leaves their body and 'goes to the light' through that white tunnel.

Has anyone telling their story ever once tell you that they had to stop and think about it? You know, about where they were and if this was Heaven and if they were being tricked?

I don't think so.

Has anybody who has felt the intervention of an angel, perhaps to save their life, or to give money when they were experiencing extreme hardship, had to stop and ask, 'should I take this or might it be something that isn't holy and right???'

I don't think so about that, also.


When you behold a newborn, are you not caught up in the wonder and glory of New Life?

Does anyone stop and question the presence of a miracle at this time?

Not the new parents and grandparents and doctors and nurses and friends and family! 
(down the road the sibling might have their doubts, especially if the little one is really trying their patience! But not at the start...)



So, will you give me that there exists a place, that is called 'Heaven' for lack of a better description, where there are beings of Light such as angels, guides, Ascended Masters, and Deceased Loved Ones who exists at a VIBRATION that is Nurturing, Warmth, Love, and Compassion that is so unmistakeable that you Just KNOW what it is?????

Excellent!

We are halfway to our 'there' in this essay....













Wouldn't you agree there are lots of different kinds of Light on Earth, that are kind of 'between' Heaven's Unmistakeable Light, and here?

We turn on a light switch when we want to see in the dark, and in a way, we turn to 'reliable sources' when we want to discover the 'truth'.


Perhaps it might be said that our 'reaching' for certain 'sources' is a conditioned response, and in fact we are accepting 'what we are accustomed to being truth' as truth without even questioning it?

Aren't some of our 'sources' of 'Light' on Earth in fact manipulated by the Illuminati and the Cabal?
  • Government
  • Banking
  • News Media (Reuters is owned by Rothschilds)
  • Entertainment Industry
  • possibly even some large religions
  • pharmaceutical and health care industry (new technology is suppressed)
  • petrochemicals ---( P.S. I realized the other day that TRAFFIC makes them MONEY because people go nowhere and burn gasoline!!!)



In fact, many of these industries are associated with a 'sign' or a 'figurehead' that is generally accepted to mean, 'Trust Me' and 'I will fix this for you' and 'We have the solutions' and ultimately, 'Give us your power?' (and your money?)

Here is an example of how sneaky things can be--right to your subconscious--and I caution you, this might be controversial. If you watch this, and let Spirit guide you on what to watch next, you will be shown all kinds of things on YouTube that will let you know 'what's up' http://youtu.be/AIqQip3mZh4






People say to themselves they will know the Anti-Christ. Is it going to be all wet and slimy and scary-looking like something evil as it is, like this catfish might look to some of you? (to some Asians, this might mean 'good luck'.) People think they will recognize it and react with horror.

As a Lightworker, all I have to ask it, 'If you were trying to poison someone, would you want them to even KNOW that the poison is there? Wouldn't you make it taste good and not be able to be smelled so they would eat it or drink it?????'

The Cabal is tricky, and smart!

Here's what to look for when you want to ferret 'not-so-light' things out. You look to the emotion you feel in your heart:

Confusion and sensory overload


Dread--as in, 'I have all this more snow to shovel???'


A feeling like, 'how can that hurt? seems okay--why not?'


You totally WANT it and can't explain WHY



So here's a clue--follow the money.

Who is making money from this interaction with you?

And the clincher?

Look for the Nurturing, Warmth, Love and Compassion in your heart...the Darkness can't fake it.

They can make everything look and seem like it's good and caring and they let you know...but the energy signature of LOVE and LIGHT is 'missing'.


Does this ring a bell?


These are the signs of Love and Heaven On Earth you can trust:

Harmony and peace


Beauty and Joy


Nurturing and warmth


Love and Gratitude


Balanced Male and Female Energies


Cooperation towards preparing for tomorrow...


I hope this answers your questions!



Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,


Reiki Doc