Truth, Lies, and The Human Heart

My Beloved,

Thank you for your concern. http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/27/heavenletter-4902-what-if-we-did-love-april-27-2014/

You knew I thought of you as the Boogyman with a handsome face and a smile that takes everyone I love away.

You fixed it. It was a temporary solution. I have had so much fun and freedom with this temporary fix I almost forgot what the temporary part was about.

Your message from yesterday and today, because I LOVE YOU unconditionally, and that will never go away, helps me read between the lines...you are creating something so wonderful, that when we complain and fight Life, it hurts you deeply.

Life DOES split us in two. We go to bed hungry. We are sick. We die. We are horribly abused and raped. Although we have indomitable spirit, sometimes it is easier to take life lying down. Or cursing you.

It's not fun God. Take it from me--all those years on call in the O.R. and lack of sleep--on top of everything else--single mom, the way he left me, health concerns, family drama...let's just say 'Life Is Like A Telenovela' on TV, and some of us, well, we don't like TV.

But we like you! 

You tell us we have control--over our reactions--but don't have control over anything else.

Think about it. 

What are we?

CREATOR GODS, are we not?

We like to Create. Not to be Created for. 

We signed up.

That's why we grumble.

But now this is all in the open, I think it's fair enough that people will do as you recommend. 

What other choice is there? Seriously. There is only one way out, and that's it.

At least if you want to 'score the most points' while you are living here. Some people just say, 'it's not worth it' and do the very best they can to screw up their lives. I had incarnation after incarnation of that. At least I stopped my self-destruction...

You're cute. And very handsome. And kind. No one would ever think less of you.

You like to say 'paddle your canoe' to us, right?

Well, sometime people go on the water, and they Throw Up. They need to take a little dramamine or a scopolamine patch just to be able to enjoy it.  Nobody likes throw up. Not the person who throws up. Not the people who watch or hear it. Not the person who has to clean it up. But we do that. It's part of life. 

For some people the experience of Life is like one big throw up. After a while you get the dry heaves! And maybe even bile comes up.

What you are saying, is, 'it's worth it'.

I won't argue you that.

But I'll hold their hand and help them and get crackers and ginger ale so they can get back on their feet.  

I've been here too long to just talk to them. 

Nobody listens when you just talk. 

They listen when you do something to help their suffering.

Just like you did with me to show me that you're not the boogey man. You let me have my sister and friend for just a little longer. 

That was really nice of you.

This morning I had the strangest dream. I was inside the VA where I used to work. I was with my parents. Both of them. Dad has been gone five years now...but it seemed normal they were there.

We were there for Dad. And for some reason I was driving dad's old blue VW beetle. Inside the VA!

Then I saw my back!!!

I don't have tattoos. I am afraid of two things--number one--the pain of the needle. I am a big baby and won't lie still only to be stuck. Too many allergy tests as a kid. The scratch ones and the needle ones were horrifying. They even brought my favorite uncle and I still screamed so loud you could hear it all through the halls. The second thing is I would get bored with the design, and grow to hate it. As I grow, I change. And having a tattoo just makes me realize how much I've changed, because I would grow sick of it.

But in the mirror, I saw my back, and it was like this...

From the front, you couldn't see the tattoos at all. But from the back--between my shoulder blades there was Spiderman. Of all things! SPIDERMAN??? I have no connection to him whatsoever.

And then below that was something I couldn't really see, but was Celtic. And to my surprise, below and to the right, wrapping around my flank, was the house from the Addams Family. Complete with the fence and the gate and the yard. It was beautifully rendered, with shading, and was really nice work. I actually liked it!

I didn't understand how it got there without my knowing it. That freaked me out. Was I drunk? Did my friends put me up to it? How did I get those tattoos?

So I asked Dad if he was ready to ride in the car home, He said yes, and I drove mom and dad home--through the halls of the VA first--and then outside.

This is a dream, isn't it?

Yet Spirit tells us, again and again, that LIFE is the dream, and DREAM is what's Real. Actually, technically, only Love is real.

But if you look at the news, even the alternative news, there is some MAJOR shaking up going on out there. The people you used to trust, you can't. And that makes you dazed and confused, at best. And makes you disillusioned and ready to give up at worst.

They want it.

I'm not going to beat around the bush--and say Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--you know who they are--Orsini and all those way high Illuminati, most of them from Spain--who rule the world through the media and the major industries.

They are messing with us. With our health. With our food. With our MINDS.

Screw it.

Just go on an live a good life.

God says he's in charge and its all good.

I say, don't take the news to heart any more than you would a crazy dream like I had--driving through the halls of a hospital with a Volkswagon?

That's Cray Cray and you know it.

So when you read about buses crashing--who knows? It could all be orchestrated to make your blood pressure go up. It could be like Hearst himself--when he got caught--'yellow journalism'--when he created the Spanish American War.

If they did it once, they can do it again.

So take everything with a grain of salt.

Let the last stuff play out, and use your connection to Source and your Heart Center to figure out what  is YOUR truth.

Not the Illuminati's.

And live it.

The more you buy into YOUR life experience, the less energy goes into their 'matrix' and you will starve it.

I throw the newspaper away every day, never having read it.

I buy it to line my bird cage and help keep the delivery lady employed.

So now you have it.

I gotta go get ready for work.

With so very much Love,

Reiki Doc

True: You Are More Powerful Than Led to Believe

This is the cycle that the illumi-not-so-more-i want you to believe is true:

1. Event happens
2. News media finds out about it.
3. News media reports on it.
4. You are informed of 'what is happening in the world
5. You come across as informed in your interactions with others, you are ready, you KNOW.

Here is the reality, how our powerful ability to create is hijacked by the media:

1. 'Event' that has been orchestrated by the illumi-not-so-more-i happens.
2. News media report 'Event' as dictated by the powers-that-were
3. Highly powerful creative powers of the public at large believe 'Event' is true.
4. People think about 'Event' and discuss it amongst themselves.
5. New reality is created by the cumulative perception of the sheeple.

Everything is designed to take you out of your quiet meditative state, which is your control in the creative process. Sleep, downtime, recreation without chemicals and loud noises, rejenerate the soul on its True Path.

According to Toltec Don Miguel Ruiz, we are living in 'The Illusion', and it tries to 'catch you'. Dr. Ruiz is a surgeon from Mexico who was raised by a family of powerful folk healers, the Toltec. He spurned his background initially, and sought to be a healer by conventional medicine. In time, he realized his True Path, returned, and became a writer who has shared his thoughts with the world.

Here is what he has to say about the creative process and sheeple effect:

“We are so well trained that we are our own domesticator. We are an autodomesticated animal. We can now domesticate ourselves according to the same belief system we were given, and using the same system of punishment and reward. We punish ourselves when we don't follow the rules according to our belief system; we reward ourselves when we are the "good boy" or "good girl".” 
― Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom

Here are the Four Agreements, the antidote to the 'Hijack-your-creative-process' cycle:

The Four Agreements Quotes

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“The Four Agreements
1. Be impeccable with your word.
2. Don’t take anything personally.
3. Don’t make assumptions.
4. Always do your best. ”
― Miguel Ruiz, The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom

Here is a link to twenty-seven quotes by Don Miguel Ruiz:
http://www.goodreads.com/work/quotes/376130-the-four-agreements-a-practical-guide-to-personal-freedom-a-toltec-wis

It is my hope that you enjoy them.

My advice to you: keep your discernment-monitor on HIGH from here on out.

Why? Because it helps you find your Truth. By keeping your heart center open and not believing anything that you hear until it resonates with you, you are claiming your freedom back.  This will also get the conditions right for those around you to awaken to their own Truth, as well.

I have seen news articles in the last two days that are signs that the New is starting to be reported in the news media. It is my hope, that once illuminati control of the media and entertainment industry is lessened, we may relax and be able to trust in what is reported in the news media. There are alternative news sources online. 
Kauilapele's Blog is the one that I trust most. There are full-time bloggers and internet users who are out there under illuminati control, waging an all-out disinformation war against us right this minute. Nothing is safe that is from other humans. Only what resonates with you is what is true. And Nature is always True.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

The War You Can't See

America has been deeply involved with warlike activities for more than a decade. Attention has been drawn to this, attention from all over the world. But right there, under the radar, undetected, has been a war of spirit, a war of Light,

There is a reason behind the enormous popularity of Star Wars films...the group that is aligned with the Force is oppressed by those who would use the force of evil at will. Slowly, without the evil Empire being aware of it, a resistance grows. They engage in battle. And ultimately, after setbacks, the good guys win! The support of The Star Wars series is reflected in a very similar war that is happening today: the battle between the Dark Forces in control of the world as we know it, and of Heaven-backed warriors of the Light. It is going on behind the scenes, you can't see it yet, but can feel it in your bones.

Who are the Evil Dark ones? The Illuminati, the Kabal,  and the covert ringleaders behind these organizations, the Reptilians. For over thirteen millennia, the Reptilians have exerted their free will towards the acquiring of gold and money with no concern for its impact upon others. Their minions have agreed to the plan in exchange for riches. They carry out the will of the Reptilian hierarch and look the other way when the Reptilians seek humans for scientific study or for food supply. Together the minions at the behest of the commanding Reptilian forces control the news, weather, sports, military, industry, entertainment, and drugs to name a few. They are the racket that makes the mafia look like amateurs! This is also why they are under the radar of the media which is under their direct control. As their command base was destroyed March 9, 2012, and some media sources are becoming free, you will find out more about them in the coming days and weeks.

You must have caution: the Dark Ones won't go down without a fight. Anything that makes you afraid is probably them. The news is going to be trying to yank your chain. Stop, think, and don't buy into it.

You know what I see? Information and disinformation side by side. It's like a salad bar. Do you take the greasy macaroni salad and iceberg lettuce? Or do you take the organic spring mix with tofu and kale? It's up to you, you have free will, right? Technically, we have a choice. But the Empire has scientifically learned so much about us, our biology, psychology, and the like, they can make us do what they want without our knowing it. It's time to wake up! I'll share what's on my salad 'plate':
1) step down of warren buffets son
2) Rupert Murdoch and son being voted out
3) big Chicago News bought out by another one that owns local paper
4) North Korean Missle Test failure (extraterrestrials!)
5) Trinity Broadcasting Network financial funkiness exposed by granddaughter
6) stealth jet not functioning, lack of oxygen in flight, pilot refusal to fly it. (extraterrestrial!)
7) strange noises over Chicago on YouTube (brilliant! Hear an ET before you see one! Very smart)
8) Lakers lose to Oklahoma Thunder, again! (just kidding--basketball joke!)
9) Anderson Cooper AC360 expose the Quadriga group, an aggressive fundraiser which operated just inside the law, that raised $56 million for DVNF, the Disabled Veterans National Foundation. That group has only given in kind to vets, no money, including large shipment of coconut m&m's candy...

 I see my brothers and sisters in the light who have worked steadily behind the scenes, gaining awareness in the media. I see subtle signs pointing toward a great future. The jig is up. Time to step aside, there is a whole new cowboy in town! it is exciting and wonderful.

How does this raise in vibration in preparation for ascension affect medicine in my practice of anesthesia? It's making it harder. In the past, the dark entities into some patients made the anesthesia hard, but doable. It's even more of a challenge now. I see and sense the dark and negative entities present, and they make a good fight to my getting the patient their care. I.v.'s miss, or blow. Equipment fails. Communication gets misinterpreted...the like. Today I hit a breakthrough. I saw the challenge like we challenge ourselves in teams and in sports. The conflict makes you better. Stronger. That is what the third dimension did for us. Don't get all angry over the Illuminati when they get arrested! You may have been a bad guy in another life once too. Forgive. Forgive quickly and let it go. There are proper courts to handle it. Enjoy your new freedom. Remember, that Illuminati being carted off could have been you. But it wasn't. The Light has opportunity! Like you can't imagine!

Selmat Gagen, Selmat Ja! (Sirian for  be in joy)

 Namaste, Reiki Doc