Truth, Lies, and The Human Heart

My Beloved,

Thank you for your concern. http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/04/27/heavenletter-4902-what-if-we-did-love-april-27-2014/

You knew I thought of you as the Boogyman with a handsome face and a smile that takes everyone I love away.

You fixed it. It was a temporary solution. I have had so much fun and freedom with this temporary fix I almost forgot what the temporary part was about.

Your message from yesterday and today, because I LOVE YOU unconditionally, and that will never go away, helps me read between the lines...you are creating something so wonderful, that when we complain and fight Life, it hurts you deeply.

Life DOES split us in two. We go to bed hungry. We are sick. We die. We are horribly abused and raped. Although we have indomitable spirit, sometimes it is easier to take life lying down. Or cursing you.

It's not fun God. Take it from me--all those years on call in the O.R. and lack of sleep--on top of everything else--single mom, the way he left me, health concerns, family drama...let's just say 'Life Is Like A Telenovela' on TV, and some of us, well, we don't like TV.

But we like you! 

You tell us we have control--over our reactions--but don't have control over anything else.

Think about it. 

What are we?

CREATOR GODS, are we not?

We like to Create. Not to be Created for. 

We signed up.

That's why we grumble.

But now this is all in the open, I think it's fair enough that people will do as you recommend. 

What other choice is there? Seriously. There is only one way out, and that's it.

At least if you want to 'score the most points' while you are living here. Some people just say, 'it's not worth it' and do the very best they can to screw up their lives. I had incarnation after incarnation of that. At least I stopped my self-destruction...

You're cute. And very handsome. And kind. No one would ever think less of you.

You like to say 'paddle your canoe' to us, right?

Well, sometime people go on the water, and they Throw Up. They need to take a little dramamine or a scopolamine patch just to be able to enjoy it.  Nobody likes throw up. Not the person who throws up. Not the people who watch or hear it. Not the person who has to clean it up. But we do that. It's part of life. 

For some people the experience of Life is like one big throw up. After a while you get the dry heaves! And maybe even bile comes up.

What you are saying, is, 'it's worth it'.

I won't argue you that.

But I'll hold their hand and help them and get crackers and ginger ale so they can get back on their feet.  

I've been here too long to just talk to them. 

Nobody listens when you just talk. 

They listen when you do something to help their suffering.

Just like you did with me to show me that you're not the boogey man. You let me have my sister and friend for just a little longer. 

That was really nice of you.

This morning I had the strangest dream. I was inside the VA where I used to work. I was with my parents. Both of them. Dad has been gone five years now...but it seemed normal they were there.

We were there for Dad. And for some reason I was driving dad's old blue VW beetle. Inside the VA!

Then I saw my back!!!

I don't have tattoos. I am afraid of two things--number one--the pain of the needle. I am a big baby and won't lie still only to be stuck. Too many allergy tests as a kid. The scratch ones and the needle ones were horrifying. They even brought my favorite uncle and I still screamed so loud you could hear it all through the halls. The second thing is I would get bored with the design, and grow to hate it. As I grow, I change. And having a tattoo just makes me realize how much I've changed, because I would grow sick of it.

But in the mirror, I saw my back, and it was like this...

From the front, you couldn't see the tattoos at all. But from the back--between my shoulder blades there was Spiderman. Of all things! SPIDERMAN??? I have no connection to him whatsoever.

And then below that was something I couldn't really see, but was Celtic. And to my surprise, below and to the right, wrapping around my flank, was the house from the Addams Family. Complete with the fence and the gate and the yard. It was beautifully rendered, with shading, and was really nice work. I actually liked it!

I didn't understand how it got there without my knowing it. That freaked me out. Was I drunk? Did my friends put me up to it? How did I get those tattoos?

So I asked Dad if he was ready to ride in the car home, He said yes, and I drove mom and dad home--through the halls of the VA first--and then outside.

This is a dream, isn't it?

Yet Spirit tells us, again and again, that LIFE is the dream, and DREAM is what's Real. Actually, technically, only Love is real.

But if you look at the news, even the alternative news, there is some MAJOR shaking up going on out there. The people you used to trust, you can't. And that makes you dazed and confused, at best. And makes you disillusioned and ready to give up at worst.

They want it.

I'm not going to beat around the bush--and say Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart--you know who they are--Orsini and all those way high Illuminati, most of them from Spain--who rule the world through the media and the major industries.

They are messing with us. With our health. With our food. With our MINDS.

Screw it.

Just go on an live a good life.

God says he's in charge and its all good.

I say, don't take the news to heart any more than you would a crazy dream like I had--driving through the halls of a hospital with a Volkswagon?

That's Cray Cray and you know it.

So when you read about buses crashing--who knows? It could all be orchestrated to make your blood pressure go up. It could be like Hearst himself--when he got caught--'yellow journalism'--when he created the Spanish American War.

If they did it once, they can do it again.

So take everything with a grain of salt.

Let the last stuff play out, and use your connection to Source and your Heart Center to figure out what  is YOUR truth.

Not the Illuminati's.

And live it.

The more you buy into YOUR life experience, the less energy goes into their 'matrix' and you will starve it.

I throw the newspaper away every day, never having read it.

I buy it to line my bird cage and help keep the delivery lady employed.

So now you have it.

I gotta go get ready for work.

With so very much Love,

Reiki Doc

Disinfo Verses Intel 2.1.2014

Here we are at the dawn of the New Golden Age--and one of the last things to be set free is the news and entertainment media.

What are we to do?

Use our intuition!

Here's some of the top articles from today:

• California drought and reduction in state water allocation--I'm not sure
• Trans Canadian Keystone XLPipeline--Might be true but free energy projects are on!
• Obama Immigration Concession -- Not sure but moving towards human rights--possible?
• Issa: Give Auschwitz Site Fifteen Million -- High risk of payment going to Illuminati--big chunk of cash and Illuminati is being called on debts by several secret societies.
• Christie knew of closure -- See how hard it is to pin something on someone--points to some time of 'manipulation' of the system, at least to me.
• Dense Fog, Not Illness, Cited in Curtailed Cruise -- this contradicts what I saw on the news. High index for Psy-Ops operation.
• Diocese of Helena, Montana is going into bankruptcy -- Intel! Victory to the Light!

Please note--there has not been much international news on the cover of the local paper. Only local things, not even any national things.

This seems a little odd. 

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Freedom from Fear-Porn In The Media

Today's headline was in a bigger font than 'War Is Ended!'--Huge! Totally huge, all about death and slayings of innocent people by a crazed gunman from somewhere in Southern California.

I smiled inwardly as I picked up the paper and thought, they are at it again.

Those of you who understand the workings of a Monarch Slave or an MK Ultra 'Super Warrior' will know 'how people can do such a thing'. They are programmed to do it. And their handler gives them the signal.

The news reports and the public reacts and does exactly what the Illuminati wants. I saw a picture of Pope Benedict shaking hands with Queen Elizabeth on Ben Fulford's page. It looked like nothing extraordinary. But it was a Secret Handshake in a Secret Society Tradition that was in front of a blond-haired boy who looked 'out of it'. 

Anyhow, for those of you NOT in the know, things are getting pretty scary out there. It's not like before, all peaceful, except for crime in bad parts of town (that drives the value of Real Estate UP away from there).

But the Visceral reaction to such horrors in the media get a 'Grip' on you. A Tight Grip!

Would you like to know how to break it?

In Martial Arts, Tiny Dragons level, I overheard teacher with the little ones:

If someone grabs you, go LOOSE LIKE NOODLE. Circle your hand wide and BREAK THE GRIP!
Assess your surroundings. Who is this person. Do they mean harm or not? If it is your parents, apologize. If it is someone you don't know, call for help--teacher, parent, friend, police. Try to run. If the person is hurting you, defend yourself! You know how. It is instinctive.

So, next time a HEADLINE grabs your attention:

Take a deep breath. Relax your 'panic' like a noodle.' Think through your circle of friendships and good  life experience WIDE and BREAK THE GRIP! (Use your Light, from reflecting on the Love and your Loved Ones). Then assess the situation. Best situation here is to 'follow the money'. Is this sensationalism? What are the motives behind this story? In what way is this topic supposed to gain control of me? If it is Illuminati, it is very obvious when you know how to look. Fight back! Turn the news off! Don't read the story. Refuse to let your energy of happiness and peace drop one iota!
Hold on to your Light! Seek Alternative Media for Truth, and double-check to see what 'resonates' with you. There are a lot of Trolls out there. You have to be careful. 

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Big Bird versus Smoke Stacks?!?

Eat gumbo, not mumbo-jumbo!

"I would rather support the education of children than subsidize Big Oil!" wrote my favorite Latino gay artist anesthesiologist friend, who used to take me to gay bars with him because he knew how much I loved to dance when we were in medical school together,  on Facebook.

For some reason, for me, as a Lightworker, that made me sense a need to draw a line in the sand. Or should I say, a line up in front of one of the spacecraft up in the sky. The three-dimensionality of that statement was stifling and limited, a total function of Duality, that it caught my breath.  This or that? That or this? My way or the Highway?

And so I cracked.

Would you like to know what I wrote back?

Dear Pepe, I would get rid of both of them. Take the child out away from the T.V. and put them out in the yard to play. Then take the children by the hand and go out to clean up the  pollution and oil spills from Industry, and invest in alterative energy sources. I am so sick of the status quo!

I thought that was it. But when I woke up, I put together with Kauilapele's comment about Ascension on this article which is the same as this original article that takes forever to read but is good, and all the things around us that are happening: a good part of disclosure is going to be started by the Ground Crew. We are going to be those guys with the things to protect our ears, that little vest, and start waving those cool flashlights saying, 'it's safe to come in!' We have to raise the awareness of others enough, just by keeping OUR  vibrations UP, until the contact 'high' raises the vibrations enough in general to make it not 'crash land' but 'smooth landing' as our Galactic Family negotiates their vibration with the predominant vibration that we are on Gaia!

So for those of you who have eyes that see, and for those of you that don't, here is an Update on Alternative News-Worthy Happenings That Are Pointing Towards Ascension:

1. The Radiofrequency Ablation Rep:
"Guess what crazy thing I just did?" he piped up in the middle of the 'frying procedure' where microwave energy is applied precisely to a part of the body at the tip of a needle that the surgeon places. (the process takes nine minutes, and reps like to talk). "I just spend thirty days drinking NO ALCOHOL!"
Instantly I thought to ask him if he has been to sixty meetings in thirty days too?, but I held my tongue.
Apparently his wife led him to it, and he is feeling a lot of energy and not missing his usual wine with dinner he had drank every day.
I told him it was a good thing, because another patient, a lady I had seen earlier in the week, had bariatric surgery scheduled in the O.R. cancel due to cirrhosis of the liver from 'two drinks with dinner'. The bariatric surgeon said it was the combination of fatty liver from obesity (foie gras, the same principle) and the chronic insults to the liver from the wine synergistically accelerated liver disease.
"So what you are saying is if I want to drink I have to lose weight?" the rep teased back.
Actually, his wife had them 'change their diet way around'. I almost offered my services to teach those two Reiki!

2. The Nurse On The Phone To Her Kid-overheard in the O.R.:
If you are hungry you can get yourself some kale leaves and make some salad...

3. How My Coworkers React to My Presence and My Multi-Dimensonality:
They want to touch me. Seriously. I have gone from 'regular anesthesia team' to 'senior team/one to ask for your procedure by special request' to 'one who sees ghosts, is a medium, is a resource for Ascension and Disclosure, and Office Feng Shui tips'. Yesterday I was offered warm welcomes on Postpartum and L&D, one Lightworker who knows about me and reads my blog--picking up on my dread of my next surgeon-The Terminator--and offering a brief shoulder rub to help me prepare myself emotionally for the tension and stress of working with this man.

4. My Patients and Their Families:
The Latino had a daughter who needs gastric bypass desperately at the bedside as 'his medical decision-helper and translator'. I ignored the fat, looked her in the eye, and kept my energy carefully modulated to 'therapeutic'. It startled the daughter not to receive the contempt and disgust usually given by the medical community. But she pressed on with the needs of her father, and as I spoke in Spanish to Father, I also spoke in English to her. I was actively laying the seeds of healing into her, by helping her realize her worth, and that the medical community was welcoming to all.

5. Up in The Skies:
I see them, everywhere, the Cloud Ships. They are beautiful and decloaking themselves in a striped pattern, in a very deliberate, slow way. They are totally obvious to me--cigar-shaped clouds, yesterday the clouds had little funnel-like bottoms to them. It's not shiny metal like Uncle Martian yet. But it's close!

6. Seeing the Rat Poop of the Illuminati in the Movie Transformers 3
Kids were watching it last night. Bad alien robots, the Decepticons. Versus good alien robots, like Optimus Prime. Have you ever heard of any robots in the Disclosure circles? I haven't. Our Galactic Family is flesh and blood, and their technology surpasses the 'robot' phase we have on earth (look at manufacturing. I even had one work on me for my surgery). So this movie reinforces Earth Technological Superiority (robots), Good versus Evil (which is ridiculous because all of us are 'good', as in 'sparks of the Divine', no matter how disobedient our actions are), and thinly veils the conspiracy of the settlements on the Dark Side Of The Moon by making it seem a work of fiction.

If you ask me, the only way to 'save the world' is to stop making battles that destroy the earth in the process of trying to 'save the world'.

7. Abstain From T.V. Double-Dare-Ya posts on Facebook:
Hey, I welcome them, and I share them! The More You Disengage From Corporate Media (which is controlled by the Illuminati) the More You See The Truth and Their Lies When You Look At It!
Can you step back from your favorite 'programming' of yourself long enough to realize that is what the T.V. really is? A means to control you and to program you with The Agenda without your consciously being aware of it because you are enjoying yourself and enjoying time with family and friends?

8. The Price of Gasoline Rising to Six Dollars A Gallon:
My sitter is telling her family not to make the drive from the Valley to visit because the cheap gasoline is almost five dollars a gallon. It went up sharply yesterday 'because a refinery went down'.
I can see the sticky fingers of the Illuminati glistening behind the scenes from here!

9. R.N. asking me, Who Do You Think Won The Debate?
I think it is a ruse to take our attention off the fact that we are being controlled, that our political system is rigged and a total sham for self-serving politicians who have 'forgotten' their responsibility to us.
She just sighed and turned back to her Duality Pacifier, and wrote me off as a nut, speaking no more.

How do you like my alternative news updates? It was a blast for me! More will follow if you enjoy it, and as more 'tell-tale signs of Ascension' start popping up. I dare you--try to see if you can start noticing all of those things I mention around YOU too!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc