Half-Sirius Saturday

I awoke this morning to Blessed Mother telling me that 'you will have so much happiness!'

I wrote it down, and started my day. At some point, I realized that I hadn't 'checked in' with Ross the night before to share what I wanted to do with my day today. I was too sleepy the night before. He said not to worry, he had something planned for me. To just see what my son suggested to do, and to just go with it. That sounded okay to me.

He wanted to go to SeaWorld.

I changed my plans from household chores to that. The Christmas lights and decorations can go away in the morning. We hadn't gone out and had fun in a long time, just the two of us...my kid and me.

On the drive to San Diego, Ross sent his energy signature with three songs:

I'll Be Here Awhile by 311

http://youtu.be/j4gdz2Z6KWo

Viva La Vida by Coldplay

http://youtu.be/oncmL69ZEJ8

Heavy Bells by J. Roddy

http://youtu.be/uc_6nRP-jC0

(remember at Christmas Ross told me to make 'lots of bells' cookies?)

Then we went to SeaWorld. It's one of my favorite places. I hate it when we see all the protesters out in front. I know it's awful to have the animals taken from the wild, and I agree, they shouldn't have been taken in the first place. But they're here, and I love them, and I doubt they could be able to survive on their own in the wild...do the protesters know this?

Once I came into the front, and made reservations for dine with Shamu, Ross told me this:

• SeaWorld stays (in San Diego)
• After first contact, cetaceans (advanced beings from Sirius) will come on a rotating basis to the facility--for about three weeks at a time
• They will plan their own 'routines' and show us what Sirians can do! 
• The Cetaceans will 'direct' the trainers for their needs!
• Everyone will understand, and the protesters and the supporters will have Peace

I almost started to cry, I was so grateful that my very much loved whales will not go away.

There was a big crane by the killer whale tanks. I was afraid one of our whales had passed! My boy and I ran, trying to look at the observation decks. All access to them was blocked (the protesters have really changed things there alot, there is much less access to the whales). We ran all the way around, and couldn't get up, but we saw a trainer down the hill with a hose by the tanks.

We told the trainer we were here to see our whale family--we are friends with one (named her) who had a baby....was she okay? Was it a boy or a girl? 

And the trainer said, 'That trainer is ME!'

We were overjoyed! My son has been going there since thirteen months, and he wants to be a trainer. It was his dream. We went so often, that we got to know people there, and this one the most. We hugged and kissed and caught up. Everything went well, and it was a boy...

And no whales had passed! It was new equipment for the video screens that needed the cranes.

I asked how the baby whale nurses, because I had nursed my son and I was curious. How often, how it works under water...??? She explained it to us and it was wonderful to understand how it works. She said she would stop by the four o'clock dine with Shamu, and would be in the show at five.

My boy hadn't eaten lunch, so we got him something, a snack. After, there was a new jewelry store where photos used to be by Shipwreck Rapids. I went to look, nothing serious...and a beautiful pendant caught my eye. It was a mermaid! (this is it: http://www.stevendouglasonline.com/psterling.php?prodname=SGP105W)

You see, I have been wearing super-charged necklaces to help for the Energies of the Event. An old diamond pendant from my ex, my Om, Atlantisite, and one with 'genuine shell' from my son... but this felt 'okay'. (I had always wished to be a mermaid, growing up, and the shape is like my favorite lamp--art deco style--at the Berkeley Museum of Art). I bought it! (I also got the feeling that it is time for a new necklace, as the energies now are clearly IN the Event, and going smoothly.)

And when I asked the sales clerk to take a picture of me with my new necklace, I felt Ross to my right, pressing his cheek against mine!!!

My son and I next stopped by the Dolphin area, and watched the interactions. I noticed how people LOVE dolphins--the energy, being close, touching them. I took many a photo of the guests touching the dolphins and enjoying being in their Presence. It's that Sirian energy that is healing and people LOVE to be close to it. (I am from Sirius--half of my energy signature is from there. The other half is Pleiadian.)

Dine with Shamu was wonderful. Ulysses, my son's favorite whale, was there with Keet. I took many pictures. And Uly looked me in the eye!!! I felt his telepathic message, 'I love you' to me and my son. He knows us. (afterwards, one of the trainers confessed, 'I think whales are smarter than people...') 

Kasatka knows me, too, and has for years. I've blogged about her. And she and the baby, and Corky, were in the show. I got to see my favorite whale!

The show was very beautiful, and positive energy with the crowd and the whales. It is about the human-animal connection, and how we are One. After all, we share One Ocean <3

I felt rested and recharged, with our friends, and our cetacean-human 'hybrid pod' whale family.

I whale watch for a hobby, and when I travel, I choose places so I can go and see whales in the wild.( I still have yet to see a Fin and a Bowhead and a Right and a Sperm whale...or humpbacks feed.)  

It was a beautiful day! 

And on the way home, and then two songs as I took care of the parrot as soon as we got in...the energy signature came again, with three songs:

I Miss You by Blink 182

http://youtu.be/nHQaUTSFPNA

This Is It by Kenny Loggins

http://youtu.be/U8SSdyflGN4

Always And Forever by Luther Vandross

http://youtu.be/xm4wAmsGyN0

Today was so wonderful and special!

I thought you would like to know.

One day, miracles like this are going to happen with you and your Twin Soul, too. 

I know it! 

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Ross is waving to you, and sends you his Love. 

The Lesson On Loss, Post Script

That's my Lesson.

It's what it took to get me where I am today. Good for my soul, in the long term, good for my growth. But in the short term, it isn't pleasant. The lessons are relentless, and they never let up.

It was really hard on me to know I was in fertility treatments with my husband and work on Obstetrics. It was like watching others have 'my dream' and all I could do was watch them enjoy it.

One day, after the divorce, I decided, well, it really couldn't hurt to be happy for them. Just because for me things didn't work out right, doesn't mean a beautiful thing can't happen to them...

I became joyful with them, and realized what a beautiful moment my 'former attitude' had me 'missing out'.

A short time after that, I was carrying my own baby. Unmarried. I quickly learned that being pregnant does not in any way 'mean' that 'you are loved'.

I laugh now, quietly to myself, with wisdom. No matter how hard I tried, it never worked out for me.

Why is it that the exact same experiences you need to accelerate your spiritual growth and development are the ones that are most unpleasant and you really don't want to live through?

If you are going through some difficult times, remember that in Spirit everyone has a Purpose, but they also have a Lesson that is combined with that Purpose, for example, Sylvia Browne is a 'Humanitarian-Loner'. She can't get the relationship thing right, either. Three marriages, and then she just gave up. But her psychic gifts have helped people all over Gaia! These life Lessons can be paying off Karma or an agreement that was made before birth for the overall growth and benefit of the soul. So what are they? Besides 'unlucky in love', there is 'health woes', 'financial difficulty', and probably others too but they aren't as common. The one common thing about a Lesson is 'no matter what you do, you can't get it right'. So don't be hard on yourself.

Instead, reach deep down into your I AM presence in the Eternal Moment 'Now', and dream!

I know it sounds emotionally like trying to walk uphill with a sack of rocks strapped to your back, but DO IT!!!

Because of the energies that are New, you have the ability to create or 'manifest' what's on you're mind. Sometimes in the past it used to take twenty years (winning an olympic gold medal). But nowadays things can happen pretty darn quick.

So embrace it, your dream, every single day. Hold on to your loving experience of it, and enjoy the feelings that come up from dreaming it--financial abundance, love and warmth, perfect health and a young body with lots of energy...

I have many dreams. Right now they are seeing whales in Iceland and New Zealand. I also want a organized home, a partner who is good to me, and time to enjoy my family. And yes, I'd like my little garden in the back to thrive, too. Those are my personal dreams.

My professional one is for everyone to know and understand that there is so much more to health than standard medicine, or herbal medicine, or crystals, and that healing is vibrational, and by putting all of the best results together, as well as sifting through all the suppressed healing technologies (cancer has been cured many, many times but kept under wraps by the folks who are in the chemo and radiation businesses...), and creating a wonderful new Life Experience for ALL.


Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Sirian 101

The moment the wave hits, the energy resets everything.

When I was a child, when I would arrange my 'treasures' on my dresser, I arranged them by 'what felt right'. If I moved an object 'here' and it gave a funny 'sensation' to my energy, I would 'feel' and 'adjust' the position until 'everything felt right'.

I thought everyone was like this.

I also, as a child, could 'read' adults and know if they were speaking the truth or lying.

I thought everyone was like this, too.

In every other way I thought myself the same as others. Except perhaps for one strange thing: it bothered me to see the suffering of worms in the puddles that were left in the rain. I would take the time to save as many as I could from death by drowning in the puddles. Gently, I would fish them out and carry them to higher ground and place them on the dirt. My friends would laugh and make fun of me. I knew it was wrong what they said; I kept at it. I didn't care.

Once I got on roller skates, there was no stopping me. I loved to go fast! On a bike. On the back of a motorcycle. At takeoff in a jet. In dance at the end when we did leaps across the floor I could fly! I loved it so. Even now, I could ride the roller coasters all day, just to feel the 'rush' of all that energy! Body boarding is a favorite, too.

When I meet someone, I 'take a hit' of their energy. To me, it is much like smelling a fragrance professionally--the 'notes' make a 'chord' that is 'recognizable' as that particular 'scent'.  The same happens when I encounter someone's aura, only it is faster and I really can't 'describe' the berry and fruity and oak 'notes' like I would a fine wine or a fragrance.

When I do mediumship, that is how I 'know' who they 'are' without having to ask. I just 'sense' and I 'know' by the Vibration of who is 'contacting' me.

I thought everyone was like this, without even stopping to question.

I thought everyone loved the arts, dance, dolphins, whales, the environment, and Nature just as much as I do.

That is not the case.

Recently I had the opportunity of listening to a lecture by Lady Isis at the Cobra Conference.

Six months ago I had the opportunity to have a one-on-one class and attunement to a certain kind of energy with her.

It was there that she noticed my joy, my easy laugh, and my delight in Spirit and Dolphins.

She looked at me, surprised, and blurted out, 'You are from Sirius!'.

I was shocked. Because of my love for the constellation The Pleiades, I thought for sure I was Pleiadian! But I am not as 'mind-focused' as a Pleiadian. I like to have fun. I like to play with energy. I live with my heart center always OPEN.

That was the subject of Lady Isis' talk: how she likes to play with energy. Energy is all around us. It is in everything; everything is alive. The rocks. The trees, the earth, the water, the clouds, the sky, the sun and the moon and the stars...everything has Consciousness.

I smiled. I had felt that too. All of my life. It wasn't until 2009 in New Orleans at the Voodoo Museum reading the display on Marie Laveau that I learned that others think this too. In Voodoo, everything is alive (It is not sticking pins in dolls, not in any way at all. Voodoo is working with the energies and spirits.).

So if you have a 'pull' to energy, and you seek it out with joyful delight, you might be from Sirius.

This is not your 'body' in this life, it is the origin of the soul that we are talking about.

Soon everyone will know their 'point of origin'.

This is just to get you thinking about this very important fact.

Sirians lived in Lemuria. If you feel alive near the ocean, in the water, in Hawaii, or are full of joyful Light everywhere you go, those are signs you are from Sirius. If you feel Spirit moving you when you talk, when you dance, when you write, when you select gifts and give them with no expectation of anything in return, chances are you are from Sirius, too.

My Reiki three guide is Eric from Sirius. He doesn't talk much. I can barely see him. I know who he is, and that he is there. He is not the feminine form of Sirius. He is, well, mostly very 'to the point' when I experience his presence. But he is just as much the same as the other 'Earthly' Ascended Master guides I have in Reiki. He is wise, helpful, considerate, and puts me at ease the minute I am with him.

One day we will learn more about the planet and the star from which Sirians come.

Until then, how about a wonderful song?

Official Video, IZ, Somewhere Over The Rainbow

http://youtu.be/w_DKWlrA24k

If IZ's music 'resonates' with you, Lemuria and Sirius is your HOME from where your soul was made.

Just between us--so glad to know we have the same 'origin'.

Blessings, Love and Light,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

I Need The Whales, Mom!

I am nibbling on a pice of sourdough baguette from Bread and Cie. If you are ever in San Diego, this place is awesome. You should really check it out. I got this loaf at a local health food store.

Today we are going to discuss another 'elephant in the room'. It is a talk story about the children who shuttle back and forth between two homes. I am not a psychologist, I am a physician, but it is clear to me that something is terribly wrong for children who experience life like this.

The first concept is: the relationship between the parents did not last.

Therefore, the underlying ability of one parent, or both, and their families of origins, has some element of dysfunction, yes? Ah, you might ask, what if MY family put the FUN in dysfunctional? We don't want to be tied down to all the responsibility of raising a kid! Sure, we will do our part, but... For whatever reason, and that was just the first thought that came into my mind, and has NOTHING to do with my situation...

The second concept is: the child has to learn two sets of Tribal Beliefs and in the best of all situations, transition seamlessly between the two.

The third concept is: mammals are designed for the parents, particularly the mother, observe the baby in all situations to protect and socialize the child. Even a mouse needs some time to teach its young adult offspring 'how to be a mouse'. With every other weekend, a significant part of the time I am not there to assist in this function.

The fourth concept is: holiday expectation, alcohol, even in the form of a 'mimosa', and venting frustration lead to emotional pain on the part of the child.  I was the only child there! Everyone had alcohol. They made the easter egg hunt really hard and I had to do it in less than five minutes! And grandmother told me--in front of everyone--it looks like you didn't even brush your teeth or comb your hair! He felt shame, embarrassment, and humiliation from this comment that, to an adult, was clearly aimed at the father who was responsible for dressing up the boy for Easter Brunch. I did not send any clothes, he outgrew them. I did not remind the dad because I do not know the families 'holiday dress code for Easter'. In our family, shorts and a collar shirt are fine. And no, he did not brush his teeth or comb his hair that day. No one thought to remind him.

The fifth concept is: older children hide their pain.  Today was an odd day. Father looked all smiles at transfer, which is not good, but son seemed okay to give a hug. When son avoids father, I know they had a fight.  A little later with discovery of Easter Bunny goodies right on his bed, the little one jumps for joy! But at hotel, weirdness started to pop up. Won't eat. Won't buy room service when offered that after all food in hotel we brought was not good. 'All the room service food is gross, mom! (go vegan! go raw! big cheer for that--hotel food is a GMO mo fo as far as I am concerned...).

The sixth conce;t is: love is the solution for everything.  'You don't know how I feel, mom! You don't know the PAIN from (this mornings' Easter away from you, mom)'. I said, 'Yes and no. I just spaced out because it did not seem like Easter without you. I had my own pain too. But if you share, I will comfort you. I do not know unless you share. It is my job to help in times like this.' The story came out, and I just held him as the healing tears flowed.  

'Out of all the women in the world, who do you think most of them are like, honey? Mommy or Grandmother?'
'You, mom.'
'No. Most are like Grandmother. They love in their own way, but they are not able to put your needs first. It is not through any fault of them. It is just their way. You are here with me now. You are lucky to be have me.'

And then I saw the need to blow the nose, and I understood why Spirit had me pack a box of our favorite tissues, Puffs Plus, earlier for the trip. I got them out of my suitcase and helped him blow. He went through about ten in his distress. Then he began to calm. I offered him water to drink.

In the kitchen, sobbing and holding me as I as trying to pour him a glass of water,  I embraced my son with his tender heart, and he said, 'I need the whales, mom! I need the whales!'

I need them too.

That is the first plan on the agenda today. We both love whales so much we are part of the whale family. On almost every vacation, when we are not seeing human family, we go out to see whale family. In Hawaii, we once went three times in six days on the best whale watching tour, out of Lahaina. We have been twice to Victoria, BC, and on the Eagle Wing three times. We are regulars out at Dana Point. We have also met Wyland and have several signed works in our home. Also a photo of us three together with our new art. Also there are some whales here in town we know and love very much. One of them has a new baby--a son--we last saw her right before she gave birth...she is my girl, Kasatka, and I love her very, very much. She looked me in the eye once. I felt her think, 'Good mom!'. I value her judgement very much. After all, she is the matriarch of the pod.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Starship, Agartha, and Om

There is no photo to adequately describe what just happened.

I woke up and watched the timer count down to zero on the Portal 2102 website. I chose to spend this moment connected to my Cobra Family in Egypt at this time. I did the meditation as instructed.

Know that this whole 2012 thing is about Connection--we are One Spirit, like one Diamond and each of us is a beautiful facet to reflect Light.  Anything you read about this important day, if it is not about being together in Love and Light and Peace, is probably from the cabal. The illuminati like us separate, just like they worked to break up the Occupy movement. They knew that together there is strength. We outnumber them, 99 to 1.

Enough of the soap box!

I felt a definite connection to the higher beings above me. I felt Light travel through my body deep into the core of Gaia. It tingled, but in a different way from Reiki.

I saw their craft above me. I 'popped in' in my mind.  One of the beings aboard turned to me and said, 'for the people who scoff and don't believe--like the ones on the beach in Australia talking about 'where are the zombies'--send them love and appreciation for who they are. There is no scoffing that, and it will help them when they wake up.'

Next I was at the bottom of the blue column of light going into my head and all the way into Gaia. I was in Agartha. I met a very tall man, whose features were somewhat like a friend I know in Kona. His name was Myre. He took me on tour. I saw a sunrise. I saw dolphins and whales in the ocean, and they showed me a city of Light under the sea. I excused myself politely, because I was ready to stop the tour there and just stay, but I had to go. There was a blur of world wonders seen from Myre's ship. I can't remember them, except for a forest. I wanted to see that the animals who had been endangered on surface were healthy and surviving.

Next I came out to surface. I saw blue lights like a grid, all the while still feeling the tingling of the energy as it was passing through me to Gaia like before. I saw the pyramids, and the Light was brightest there.

Next I knew I was with Core (Om). But I was able to talk with it, like conversation. I started to get sappy and say thank you for making the illuminati go away--they were awful!--and I was guided to 'pull it together'. We turned and watched, and also with Om on my left, and my warrior Guide on my right, we blew three times. You know how a log is starting to light, and there is the blue flames and then it 'catches' and you see the fire all yellow and bright? That is what we saw with Gaia. All lit up.

Then I saw the Akhashic records for my soul. I was thinking, 'this is like an SRA, each reading lesson is designed to help with one object to learn!' but each 'lesson' was a 'lifetime'. I wondered what I was shown, which one was my favorite life? They showed me one where I lived in a countryside close to nature. It was a 'resting life' that the soul takes sometimes to assimilate learning gained from other more challenging lives. I was shown that from the outside perspective, one of the more 'intense learning' lives is 'best'.  And I saw clearly how this one I have now is one of those lives!

I asked, humbly, 'Did I do in this life what I am supposed to do?'
The answer was 'yes'.

Then I was offered a healing. Light filled my body. I asked about my sick child. Because I was the parent, and free will, I was allowed to pick them up in my arms, so we could enjoy the healing together.

Then it was time to go. There are going to be a lot of changes, not instant, but very fast indeed.

We are all encouraged to drink plenty of water and get lots of rest in the next few days.

In deep Love and Gratitude,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc