Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Friday, February 21, 2014

Happiness Awaits!



Many Lightworkers right now are experiencing hardship, difficulty, health problems, and delay.

There are strange dreams. The loved ones who 'communicate' with us on the other side might seem 'distant' or 'hard to perceive'.

All is not lost!

There are two pieces of advice for us from Blessed Mother:

  1. Each day that passes brings us one day closer to The Event. (this is a time when the control of surface Gaia, which is being steered right into disaster, will be taken from them and placed into the capable hands of those here with us who are committed to deep restoration and healing of her surface to return it to its pristine, healthy, condition, an 'Eden' if you will.)
  2. While we are here, we are lucky to be able to feel the rain and the sunshine. It is a very spiritual gift of all riches just to be alive, and to experience Gaia directly with our own senses.
She asks us to 'please pardon the dust' in the energy as the Event draws closer day by day. The movement of Energy as we approach the awaited time might be unpredictable, unusual, and 'different' before 'it is all Clear'.

She invites us to imagine a world filled with all of our dreams united into one healthy, abundance reality that is filled with Light. It is a world that is overflowing with nurturing, warmth, love and compassion for everyone.

No one will go hungry.

No one will be afraid.

No now will be out on the streets with 'nowhere to turn' as they are presently Here and Now.

Healing will begin with all of the new technologies that were suppressed.

And when we heal, Gaia heals.

And when Gaia heals, we heal.

Even our diseases we thought were without cure in this lifetime!

It will take some time between this moment Now and our desired planet--but it is totally assured that we are 'getting there a little closer every day' and 'there is no turning back'.

Take heart in your trials and tribulations. They are temporary, just as the redirected traffic paths when they work on the freeway...no matter how much 'carmaggeddon' press on the 405 is predicted, usually things turn out all right for everyone involved because of the mutual cooperation of the inhabitants of Los Angeles.

And if Los Angeles and those crazy drivers can host an Olympics with their drivers and the traffic on the road from all the visitors, it is a miracle that can happen anywhere in time, any place on the surface, and it can happen again!

She looks forward to your mutual cooperation at this time of transition. It is indefinite exactly when it will begin and how long it is going to take, so 'please pardon our dust', as Heaven would say, 'we are improving something for each of you, your well-being, and your Light.'




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


Yours truly


Ohana from the Pleades


Ohana from Arcturus


Ohana from Points Distant


Ohana from Orion



Ohana from Sirius




Ohana from Polaris

Ohana from Lyra

We love you one and all--we are united as One in all Creation





Friday, February 7, 2014

Optimism--Gratitude--Hope



For the past three days I have experienced increasing pain in my left ankle.

Left ankle? That is root chakra, and receives...someone is sending me a message that they are in threat for their survival....

It hurt!

There was no injury I could recollect. I had gone paddle boarding, but I didn't fall or stretch it. Perhaps it was inflamed because of overuse?

It hurt all day. So much so that I applied a layer of tiger balm to it in the afternoon.

I wore different shoes when I went out to dinner, ones that would be more gentle on the feet.

And before I went to bed? About ten minutes of laser treatment, with the setting on 'inflammation', and then a thick coating of red tiger balm on it.

It hurt so much I could barely hop into bed!

This morning all of the pain I had experienced it GONE.

The leg feels a little stiff, but otherwise looks and feels the same as the other one!

The Laser (Mandala Sphere laser) WORKS!

And I never took a single ibuprofen.





Well, what about the spiritual/energy significance of the ankle?

According to Louise Hay and Mona Lisa Shulz, M.D. , in the book, All Is Well, the ankle represents imbalance in the form of inflexibility and guilt. Ankles represent the ability to receive pleasure.

The affirmation to remedy this is, 'I deserve to rejoice in life. I accept all the pleasure life has to offer.'





Yesterday I went out of my way to assist someone on their Journey.

Someone who traveled to Southern California. I was in traffic for over an hour, almost an hour and a half, to reach their hotel. I drove them to my favorite Living Foods/RAW/vegan restaurant. I introduced them to Ito and to Mai and Linh. All of this person's friends from the conference on Longetivity Now were at this restaurant too. She was like, 'Wow! Everyone is here! I can't believe it!'

It was like watching someone find an oasis in the desert, it was so much fun!

It was magical, the healing environment and the food.

(But my ankle still hurt...that's why I used the laser before bedtime.)


Make Someone Happy by Monica Ramey and Beegle Adair

Ross sent me this on the way to work yesterday.

I had a short day.

It turns out a friend of mine, a recovery room nurse who had asked me to do the anesthesia for her c-section two years ago, had just had her baby. She didn't like the other hospital she had switched to. Her doctor works at both that one and mine. So for an emergency, she came and my other friend did her anesthesia.

I came to see her and the baby.  It was so beautiful to see them as experienced parents this time. And the father offered to let me hold her. I won't say the child's name, because of privacy, but it is beautiful, French, and what I will share is that her middle name is Grace.

As I held the newborn, a special love and glow filled my heart. It was so warm, and nurturing, and filled with compassion for the being who is going to begin a new life!

And Ross 'popped in' to my awareness...

I asked him to bless the child. I could tell he enjoyed being with us in the moment too. He smiled, And gently, he kissed her on the head, and he left.



Yesterday was my 'other birthday'.

On February 6, 1990, I went to USCF and had neurosurgery. I had a micro adenoma of the pituitary. It was a prolactinoma. I experienced galactorrhea and amenorrea. And headaches and visual changes too.

I was scared out of my mind.

I could hear the clippers shaving the heads of the other patients in their 'bays' at the neurosurgery pre-op holding area as I waited for the surgery. Tears silently rolled down my face.

A voice came, and said, 'Is this (my name) with the tears?' in the most cheerful, loving, and kind manner.

It was my anesthesiologist.

Together she and her resident safely brought me through a very long surgery. My face is still numb because of it. Everything moves, you can't tell.

The afternoon after surgery I had nausea so bad from the drainage from my nose down my throat to my stomach, I threw up my own blood. I threw up so much I would soil my gown and get it all over the bucket.

Each time, the nurse would change me into a clean gown, and give me a new bucket.

We must have done this three or four times in a row.

After a while, I looked at her and said, 'Why do you keep changing my gown? I am only going to mess it up again.'

She looked at me and said, 'We can't let you be dirty!' as if it was the most natural thing in the world to clean up thrown up blood and change people's gowns all day when they have so much else to do. She had all the time in the world to help me...

And I prayed.

I prayed, Dear God, when all of this is over, please don't let me have thrown up my own blood in vain.

I prayed with my heart.

Last night, when I saw my friend (who is a CRNA and has serious health challenges) smiling and laughing at the restaurant that is owned by a woman who has had the same operation as me not once or twice but THREE times...and run by a buddhist who hasn't spoken a word in thirteen years--took a vow of silence...I saw the wonder that God can do.

It was a miracle.

My miracle!

And I am filled with Optimism, Gratitude, and Hope!

That's why I became an anesthesiologist.

So I could be just like her, my anesthesiologist, who was beautiful, kind and loving, capable and confidence, and able to look the horror of being a surgery patient in the face, and be strong enough to safely guide people through it...

And for the first time since 1990? I had my 'birthday', the anniversary of my life-changing surgery*, and never told a soul the whole day long!




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,


Reiki Doc


P.S.   One year after the surgery I remembered abuse that had happened when I was four--the buried memory came up. That ended my marriage.
Then in my second marriage, ten years later, my husband developed the same pituitary tumor as me. It is extremely rare for both in a couple to have experienced it. He did a non-surgical approach, because his was wrapped around the carotids. That totally freaked me out. I wanted to run. But I stayed by his side the whole time. It wasn't until things got out of hand between us two years after--money and anger issues on his part--that the marriage dissolved, too.

Mai made her restaurant because all the surgery she had experienced had left her half dead and unable to function. Vegetarian lifestyle healed her symptoms, and gave her a purpose to live. She wanted to share her healing with others, through using food as 'medicine' (along with regular medicine in her case, but a minimum of it).  She started Au Lac.

Ito heard of her miracle. And he offered to help. He started as a server. It wasn't until some time later that she learned 'he can cook!'.

And how!

He is the best RAW vegan chef in the world.

So now you know how God works...the day Mai told me she had the same surgery as me, and more, I looked at her beautiful face and went, 'God? Thank you! She is NORMAL and her life only got better after her illness!'

I thank God for her and for Au Lac from my heart, 24/7. <3

Friday, January 31, 2014

Resolution



This morning, right before I woke up,  I saw this with my third eye...it is a lesson on forgiveness, renewal, and hope.

Ross and I were strained. Things were not flowing smoothly after the revelations from yesterday.

I was called to the helm.

I was in my gown, and there was total and complete silence. My footsteps echoed in the room.

All eyes were on me.

I went to Ross who was seated in his chair.

Slowly, tracing my finger on him as I walked, I circled the chair seven times.

I stopped. I looked into his eyes, and said, 'I forgive you.'

In a loud voice, I called out, and asked to see those who had conspired against me to steal the boy child when I gave birth!

There was a row of seven individual that manifested before me.

The second from the left was an archon in a human body.

He went to the Galactic Central Sun at once.

On the far left was the advisor to my husband, Ross. I looked at him coolly, leveled my gaze, and in a loud clear voice, asked, 'Are you ready to serve the Goddess?'

He shook his head no, and he too, disappeared, apparently off to the Galactic Central Sun.

The fourth one from the left was the wet nurse. 
'I kept him alive!' she pleaded with me.
I shook my head, looked her in the eye, and said, 'Your kind is the scourge of all women! How dare you come between a mother and her son! I cast you to the depths of hell for all eternity!'
And crying, she was gone.

The doctor was next.
I cut off his hands, and left him to fend for himself in all realms, in all dimensions, for all time.

I skipped one, and the last one, on the far right, was the foster father who raised our Benjamin.
He too, pleaded on his own behalf, stating the child was raised in love and was given the best that there was to be given.
I stopped.
I could barely contain my fury.
Slowly, almost more than a whisper, I asked, 'Each and every day you had the opportunity to make things right. Now, did you? Did you send our son back to his mother? Did you honor the Goddess and change your heart?'
He looked at the floor, and shook his head, no.
Off he went to the Galactic Central Sun.

The third and the sixth individuals did not manifest to me. But they were not spared.

When this was finished, it was as if they never had been born.

The timelines shifted.

Instantly I saw a movie of the birthing room.

Ross was waiting outside.

My mother-in-law BM was my midwife, and assisted me.

The child, a healthy boy with a head full of dark hair like mine, was placed on my chest.

Images of a childhood filled with love, laughter, and delight flooded my consciousness. Alexandra enjoying her brother. Ross being a doting father to all. 

Light was everywhere!

(There wasn't a dry eye on the helm--all of the Galactics were watching, and were touched by the resolution of the events that had passed between Ross and me.)



At that moment, my son came into my room. He'd had a nightmare. I invited him to crawl into my bed. I held him as he shared what he had seen--the mime clown outside the window that always frightened him.

My mother's heart knew he was upset by what happened between Ross and me in the past.

I explained how the timelines were erased, the guilty had met with their justice, and that it was as if it had never happened. We would be happy again, together, all of us, in Spirit, one last time.

I sensed Ross embracing both of us, and I heard him say, 'I love you'.

I shared this with my son, and he said, 'I love him too.'

Then I felt the spirit of Benjamin! He said he loves his brother, and looks forward to meeting him again.

My boy relaxed. And after a short time, he went back to his room.

I looked up a card before I left my room. I felt the Mary Queen of Heaven deck 'nudging' me.

Blessed Mother said, 'Take the farthest one from hell'

One card stood out above the rest, and I drew it:

HOPE

I trust that God has a wonderful solution and brilliant plans in store for me.

This is a message about retaining hope, even if you have no idea how the situation can resolve itself.
(I had asked God to help me with this the instant before I first woke up, and I literally said, 'God I don't know how to do this will you please guide me on how to make Peace with Ross?')

Jesus taught about the importance and the power of faith, and your circumstances require it. A person who carries hope in his or her heart is trusting in God's plan. This translates into someone who is happy, relaxed, and easygoing, which is a winning and magnetic personality that attracts helpful people and golden opportunities.

This card asks you to remain optimistic about your future and to continue giving worries, cares, insecurities and other forms of fear to God, Who will heal them. In answer to your prayers for increased hope and faith, spiritual help is available to bolster your positive outlook.




I went downstairs and while I was making breakfast, this song popped into my head. As I listened, I felt the energy signature of Ross!

Just The Way You Are, by Bruno Mars

As I watched this video--I never have--I felt the love come back from long ago. 
And when I saw the bell, I knew it was Ross.

That's his sign to me.

The ringing bell...




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc



Thursday, January 9, 2014

Dolce




Right before I woke up, the first alarm was about to go off, I found myself with Ross aboard ship. It was a small flight craft, only big enough for us. It was very mobile and could hover and turn easily.

We were in the Yosemite Valley, in Winter. There was snow.

I was delighted! Here is my tour:

we were actually right in front of it, close, mid-air












Then we went someplace that looked like here. (This is actually a photograph of Tioga Pass in June--it's not exactly where we were, it was in the floor of the valley kind of by Mirror Lake.)





Then there was a loud throbbing mechanical noise, a deep vibration, that went thrum! thrum! thrum! thrum! thrum!

Then everything got dark, and I couldn't see except for the small lights aboard ship, kind of like in your car when you drive at night.  I had no sensation of movement, but it looked like we were going down an elevator shaft if you looked out at the walls which enclosed us. It felt like it was taking forever, and Ross smiled, lifted a finger to his lips,  and assured me all was well.


Then from the bottom, emerged a land that was so healthy and vibrant it had the energy of THIS! There was sky and sea and land, and it was VAST!

Agartha!

It was my first really good look at it!

We flew all over the place, and I giggled and squealed with unimaginable delight!

There were cities of Light, and towns of sorts. There were no roads or traffic, except a few small dirt paths between buildings. Nature was EVERYWHERE, and also I noticed there were no areas that seemed dry or like desert.

It was warm and very green, like temperate zones in summer or spring.

Then it was time to go. I was only allowed to hit the snooze button three times, and it was done.

I asked for one small favor--I wanted to share my Love and Gratitude to the citizens of Agartha for having me, for the plants and animals, too. I was able to feel this energy/emotion, and turn it into a column of Healing Light that was blue--it's hard to describe the shade. But I stood in a special place on the ship, and it reminded me of Star Trek where they transport themselves, and a column of the blue light surrounded me and beamed out the bottom of the ship. I didn't move. But I said, 'goodbye' to Agartha and I hope I also said, 'See you soon!'.



As it was time to go, but before we kissed each other goodbye and wished each other a nice day, I thought in my mind of all the dolphins and whales I know, splashing in the ocean, ones I've seen on many a whale and dolphin watching boat...and I concentrated that joy and love and very high energy in my heart.

That was my gift to Ross, my Sirian energy. It is playful, and very fun and very Light.

He works too hard, my Twin Flame, and it is one of the best things about us is that I always bring in the fresh energies of Siirus, my home, to him. He really enjoys it, and helps him to be glad for the love we are so blessed to share.

He is my very best friend I have ever had, in one lifetime.

I am so thankful for the chance to be with my very best friend and partner again.

We are blessed!


I know the 't' in this photo might upset some of you and find it too 'church-y', but for lack of a better photo, this is the one I have that expresses our happiness and joy as reunited Twin Flames that we would like to share now with your hearts. Please forgive the 't' and enjoy the rest of the message that we have for you from our heart, and from the Divine Energies of The Higher Dimensions that we call our home Energy Signature...

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc




Sunday, January 5, 2014

Ticket For Ascension: A Message Of Hope For You


Hello everyone,

Here I am again, see the little umbrella?

I am looking Home. I went there last night, in my dream. I experienced it. It is wonderful!

That is why I have a rainbow umbrella.

As I gaze thoughtfully back at my spiritual Home, I reflect on what happened during my Reiki healing for you...

Today's Reiki Healing was given. It cross-linked to each of your prayer intention lists. You are a hub of healing intention. The Reiki went through you to healing others on your list. Therefore it is stronger energy medicine, just like in homeopathy--more dilute, then stronger healing vibration. You will receive healing just like a Reiki practitioner 'tastes' a little of the Reiki that is sent. In this healing today, Light came down through my head, out my arms, it went to each of you, and out like a flash of fireworks. In this Light, it contains all of the key codes and activation sequences needed for you to Ascend, and for others. It will not feel different in any way from how you are right this minute. When the Time is right for you to Ascend, these 'seeds of spirit' shall activate and you will know exactly what needs to be done to fulfill your piece of the puzzle of Ascension. There is a Plan. Each of you is cherished and has a very important role that is much needed for Ascension to happen smoothly and with as little disruption to our daily life. It is with deep gratitude and joy in my heart that I share with you this intel. It has been a wonderful ride together. I look forward to what will happen, but at the best possible Time (which I do not know). You are now packed and prepared for this wondrous journey of Light. Aloha and mahalos, namaste.


Your tickets are in an envelope God sent to YOU. They are in your aura. And when the time is right, you will not miss that boat--that most wonderful cruise ship you ever saw in your life!

I don't know when it is coming back to the harbor. But keep doing everything possible to keep your Vibration high and tight in the interim. That way you will be ready to hear the whistle blow as the ship is coming in on the next wave of optimum energies for Ascension.

(About your friends and family--all children have tickets for their parents who will escort them into the New Golden Age. As for the others, their passage depends on their vibrational compatibility with the higher energies of Home. There will be MANY boat rides available as the ship will keep transferring people over from 3D to higher--metaphorically speaking--as soon as their tickets 'activate' and they are ready to go. In reality, it will be 'walking across the bridge' of the ability to perceive and interpret the new realities without 'going crazy' or 'being completely overwhelmed by the experience'. As a result, those who remain in 3D and duality will continue to do so until their ability to process the experience of 5D and Ascension is at a compatible level and will not be uncomfortable for them. God would like everyone to enjoy the experience just the same, from the advanced Lightworkers who have been preparing the way for others, to those who have hearts that are open and ready to enjoy exploring the Higher Dimensions!)

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S.
Two tickets to Paradise by Eddie Money

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Homecoming: A Look At A Possible 5D Outcome



A healing has been sent to you in a special way: because of our 'connection' through the daily Reiki and Divine Peace Healings, Spirit has given a 'sneak peek' of the Higher Dimensions to me for the last two days. Automatically, these experiences have been sent through the energy 'connection' to you as it was happening.

It has taken two days for the message to be complete for my understanding so I may describe it to you.

To keep it easy I will break this message from the Higher Dimensions into small 'thoughts' and add photos for you more to pick up the energy that is brought through the images, than to view the images themselves.

I 'pick up' strongly that the Sirians are behind this as the final energies of the Ascension process are going to bring us to the point where we experience our Galactic family one-on-one. My soul comes from Sirius, although I am human and have experienced many lifetimes on earth, my Higher Self vibrates with the frequency of my 'Home Town' planet or star...




  1. Our Family LOVES us! as you can see in the photo above, they are encouraging us in our spiritual growth much in the way this mother is encouraging her child--she looks human, but 'different' in a charming way. And so it is with their view of us and would like our perception of them to be like this also.
  2. Our Future has uplifting technological advances to look forward to! Here are some photos that are taken from a place in the French countryside that is called Futuroscope:
  3. In the future we can communicate without using language: telepathy is the norm but even simpler forms exist today such as this message on an attraction at Futuroscope:

  4. In the future we will understand how our energy, our consciousness, is bigger than our physical body--and this is who we truly ARE--just like our Galactic brothers and sisters:
    This is an orb from an attraction, it is a model but if you look very close you can see two eyes in the center and two hands at the 3 and 9 o'clock positions.
  5. Many truths are going to be released, just like this shocker I had at the creperie called 'Le Crepe Volante' or 'the flying pancake:                                 
  6. Yesterday I was filled with wonder, hope, and excitement about the future: however, I was so TIRED I went right to sleep, and this morning I was awakened with just barely enough time to eat and go to a Harvest Festival called, Les Vendages.  You see, townspeople of a local town who make wine had a celebration for the harvesting of grapes. It was filled with costumes, music, a nod to church and state, and a bigger nod to their life in the fields! There was music, a parade, a party (cookies and sparkling white wine in the sunshine with lots of awards and talking together and laughter), a ceremonial boat ride that brought barrels down the river and up a hill, picking of grapes together, pouring them into a big metal basket on someone's back, and pressing them to taste the juice and make the wine for next year. There is a french term called 'Bonheure' or 'happiness'. Today was filled with this, and the connection between each other and the land was celebrated together! It took all day and was wonderful to experience. The message is this--our old ways were actually advanced in spirituality, and we are going to tap into our history to prepare us for what lies ahead.
  7. All of the wonder and magic of childhood is going to awaken within us once again: The things that matter are invisible to the eye, but can be seen with the heart. -- Antoine de Saint Exupery


Aloha and mahalo,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. 
; )

Sunday, July 8, 2012

The Mouse House



Yesterday I went to the Happiest Place on Earth.

There was a birthday, and my family and I went to have a day with no day-to-day concerns. Today I realize what important breakthroughs came to me through having fun. Now I wish to share them with you:

1) The Miracle of Here and Now:
Check in time is three o'clock. Check out time is eleven a.m. Rules are rules. Right? Not when you listen to the person you are with. We got a seven a.m. check in, plus an early entry to the park.
Next time you are sure about 'the system', go ahead and try for what you want. It may happen!


2) The Miracle of Wonder:
I noticed myself smiling as we ran from ride to ride. Why don't I smile like that every day? I thought to myself. I was laughing, and smiling, and in Heaven On Earth. At the Birthday Celebration, the  host Pat E. Cake had the children in stitches, he was so funny! Mine has not laughed like that in years.
This is our natural state. We came this way as babies. Why on Earth did we ever lose it?


3) The Miracle of Enough:
As we signed up for the Birthday Event, we were instructed to stand in a line. There was no shade, and someone in my family can't tolerate the heat. We were allowed to stand near the sign-up desk under a canopy. Even still, due to the heat the loved one had to be squirted with the fan/squirt bottle every three minutes. When the line queued up at the entrance, the woman at the head of the other line hissed at me, snarling, 'we were here LONG before you!' I was shocked by her three-dimensionality! There were plenty of tables and cakes and time with the characters for all.
Competition is so last week! Seriously. Helping one another along the way is 'in'.


4) The Miracle of Friendship:
A friend of mine frequents the park, and had made plans to be there yesterday. She has triplets. Two of them are special needs children. After the Birthday Event we met up, her family and ours. She is a dear friend whom I do not get to spend much time with. I was delighted to spend time together. What I did not know is that special needs get a front-of-the-line pass. We got to go too. This facility is adept at handling the special needs, and making everyone feel welcome.
No wonder it is inclusive to all at the Happiest Place On Earth; there is Enough for everyone to have fun!


5) The Miracle of Hope:
I began the day with the wish that one day, there would be a special button for the Make-A-Wish guests at the park so that everyone would welcome them and offer kind wishes and express appreciation to the dying individual, the same way cast and fellow guests extend Happy Birthday wishes. There are many there, as a physician, I can spot them, although most can't. I send Reiki.

Then I spent time with the triplets, who are surviving micro-preemies that are about the age as my son. The first is ambulatory, doing classwork that is two years ahead, but with impulse control. The second is hearing and mobility impaired. The third is non-verbal, hearing impaired, and non-ambulatory.
My friend had fast passes to a new ride at the neighboring park that had up to six hour waits. I had planned our day away from the crowds, although I wanted to see it too. My friend brought us over, and let me take her place on the ride. I sat next to the most impaired one, and helped her sit while her dad held up her head. And she grinned from ear to ear after the ride.
When we ascend to the fifth dimension, both of them will hear, and all three will walk normally!
I almost burst into tears at the beauty of that thought! Everyone who has lost a body part is going to get it back! We will be WHOLE again, and never get sick again!
The higher vibration of the fifth dimension is incompatible with illness and disability, which are very 3D.


6) The Miracle of Compassion:
A security worker stopped us from crossing the street in the  valet parking area of one hotel while we were trying to find our way to our hotel across the street. I don't want to get hit by a car either, but on our last ride, it was a water ride, and I got soaking wet. I am miserable and want to get back to my hotel as soon as I can. Thank you for showing me the sidewalk because I couldn't find it.
"Would you like a ride in the cart back to your hotel?" He asked.  Soon he was telling us about geology and we were at our hotel.
No true request is ever denied. I was absolutely miserable, and it touched the worker's heart.


7) The Miracle of Growth:
We never stop growing as a soul. I have a part of my soul, that is 'held hostage by the laws of this incarnation'. For some it is financial--no matter what you do, you can't seem to get it right. For me, it is matters of the heart. I fully have accepted that I am going to pass without ever having 'done right' on that one. It is my 'Loner-Humanitarian' assignment, just like Sylvia Browne has. Well guess what? Spirit showed me not one but two baby steps to take to get this part of my soul on the right track.
And I am taking them at the pace that I am ready.
There is infinite time left to repair the broken spirit. Everyone's progress is at their own pace. And yet, those of us with damaging scars left that are not physical, I suspect that life in the Fifth Dimension is capable of healing those scars in the same way as it does the physical ones.


Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Elementary School Blue





My father was an elementary school teacher. Some of my earliest memories are from going with dad to his work. There was a hopefulness about the place. All of the children looked so much bigger than me! I looked up to them, and looked forward to the opportunity where I too could go to school and learn.

I thoroughly enjoyed the educational process. I picked up loud and clear that the generation that built the school hoped for great things from us students. Everything was neat, clean, orderly, and pleasant.

Recently I took a bicycle ride with my boy to a neighboring school. (He does not attend it, he goes to a school I selected just for him. He is a bright boy, and I want him to be encouraged to develop to the fullest of his potential.)

As an intuitive and as someone who has advanced degrees in higher education, I was shocked to see the local public elementary school. Where were the windows? There were no windows whatsoever on any of the classrooms! The school was painted drab gray, not the bright pink or yellow ones I grew up with in another school district. Although the playgrounds were fairly standard, and also there was a big grassy field with lots of trees, I noticed there was a lack of color. Gone were the flowering shrubs that were familiar in my youth at all of my schools. In a word, it was depressing.

There were many bungalows present, and I was surprised at how many jackets and lunch boxes were carelessly left outside over the weekend. I felt that everyone was just going through the motions, students, teachers, and the government that was not being a good steward to taxpayer money.

There was no auditorium or cafeteria, only benches underneath a shade. Litter was everywhere.
It was in disrepair. I have seen Navy Hospitals and VA Medical Centers that were more pleasant!

I was sad. I felt like this was a place where the life force in all of our young people was systematically destroyed. The children were being taught to live in their mind, and not their heart center. The heart is actually capable of making intelligent decisions on its own. But the heart needs peace, joy, love and contentment to function in its highest good. Not piles of homework and a backpack that weighs thirty pounds!

I envision a happy place for children to explore life, and to also learn from each other. Not just the social things, but from who they are. For everyone to learn at their own rate, and not be separated out so much by age and by academic ability. Some of the kindest kids on earth are the ones in the special education department. Their humanity is a shining example for love to reach beyond the confinement of Down's Syndrome, developmental delay, and physical special needs.

In addition to a brightly colored place where children helped to run it and decorate it and maintain it, there would be a curriculum to spur one on in the life experience. There would be cooking, woodworking, and computer skills from a very early age. There would be classes in metaphysics, the true history of the Universe (not this pack of lies that everyone has spoon fed you), and practice in honing the intuitive skills. Reading, writing and arithmetic would be there, of course, just like the science that I adore. There would be music and dancing every day. Lots of art in many different types of medium--clay, paint, computer just to name a few.  And lots of time for playing in the sunshine! It would be a place to build hope, confidence, and mutual trust in the skills of one another.

There would be animals and plants, and ample opportunity to get to know and take care of them.

There is so much to learn from the direct interaction with Gaia.


Namaste,

Reiki Doc