Heart-To-Heart: The Intimacy Of Healing

Today, since it's Saturday, our lesson is just a bunch of stories.
We are going to have fun.




The Belly Dancer Who Broke Her Right Knee ACL

Once upon a time there was an intern in categorical general surgery.
She loved to dance, almost more than she loved to eat.
But dancing was not an option, she complained bitterly, to the older resident who was in ENT.

That is no problem! I teach belly dancing class! replied the ENT.
It's at the local high school gym. Come dance with me.

They danced together for many classes, and even bought new costumes together for a recital.
One day, the intern took a chainee turn in class, and the foot stuck while the body turned.
There was a sound like a thick guitar string, she fell instantly, and an overwhelming urge to throw up  came with the wave after wave of pain.

GIVE ME YOUR LEG! shouted the belly dancing teacher, the resident in ENT.
There was no more class for a long time after that.
Just a long drive home, lots of ice, and tears as the intern flipped frantically through the pages of her orthopedic examination textbook in her bed, devastated at the end to her dance career.

Blessed Mother was in the corner, crying with her, saying over and over again, God will make a miracle! God will make a miracle! God will make a miracle!

That intern was me, back in 1996.
I had to wait nine months for the surgery, for the swelling to heal.

The funny thing is, in the gurney, in that hospital gown, the nurses that used to be so cruel to me as a surgical intern--wanting signatures on consents and all that--transformed.

They were nicer, and thoughtful, and far far more gentle than I had imagined possible.

Plus there was a loving, healing energy coming out from their hearts as they put in my i.v. and took my vitals. I felt it. And in the recovery room? I had the luxury of being guarded by a whole team of loving, fierce, healers who would let nothing hurt me in any way whatsoever as I lay vulnerable with my consciousness coming 'to' after the anesthetic.


You never really know a healer until all of their attention as a healer is focused on YOU.

The Calling

Healers are not made, they are born!  I wrote on some comment earlier today.

And it's true.

Healers have the innate ability to 'match' their Vibration to that of another, to 'find' the imbalance on whatever level, be it the etheric body, the physical body, the emotional body, the light body, the astral body...the soul...and help it return to balance, its natural state, again.

No matter what your training, you who read this are without a doubt a healer. (If not, this page would bore you to tears! ; )   )

And when you are a healer, it is the TRUST that the patient or client gives to you, to permit you to see them in their weakened state, in the hopes of becoming whole again...it is that TRUST that is your most cherished gift they can give you as a healer.

But for the patients? And the clients? They get to see a side of you that nobody will ever experience anywhere else in your life. Not your wife. Not your husband. Not your family, your children, although mine greatly enjoys the knowledge and the care I have for him whenever illness strikes.

So look out for this intimacy, this closeness of the heart, both yours and your patient--or client--and appreciate the wonder for what it is...a miracle we take for granted all the time.

Enjoy.And know you are making a difference in someone's life.

The Operating Room Serenade

This morning I was at the anesthesia cart drawing up my phenylephrine. This is a drug that is used to counteract the hypotension (low blood pressure) that is seen with obstetric anesthesia. Before I could open the cap off the phenylephrine vial, I saw a vision...

Three gentlemen in Spirit came walking toward me, shoulder to shoulder. From the left, facing me, saw SaLuSa, Ross, and Ashtar.

They were singing. This song:

I Can't Help Falling In Love With You -- by the Fleet Foxes

I couldn't believe it! They were singing and dancing like a boy band. 

They were grinning from ear to ear! I could tell they were enjoying this surprise very much!!

I was like, 'is this for me???!'

Then Ross took the lead, stepped forward, and took me in his arms, and next thing I knew, we were dancing together as a couple! He sang the lead, and I watched up close, from his arms.

Near the end, Ross kissed me. And after I was like, 'how can I ever thank you for this?'--instantly I understood, and he wanted me to kiss him. So I did, with enthusiasm and much happiness.

Then he went back to the group, and finished the song, and they let me know they had to go back. They turned and waved and smiled, all three, and I went back to my work, shaking my head and smiling at the surprise they had just put together for me. 

I am still smiling and laughing with joy over the experience, even now, hours later!

With that, I close.

The cafeteria closes early and I must stock up for the rest of my call assignment.

With so very much love,

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. I never knew they were so musical! LOL. Those dudes! In the sky! I am still shaking my head...with a smile...  <3

A Message From Ashtar Sherhan, June 4, 2014

This letter came through to me last night,  June 4, 2014 at 1710 pm.

It is intended for me, however, Ashtar asks me to share it with the Lightworkers.




This is Ashtar. I am sorry about the energies and what I did to you yesterday. You have a right to know and understand what I am dealing with. Everything ISN'T hunky-dory on our end up in the skies. Although we have courage, there are challenges that we must face, challenges of a technical nature, of coordination of resources and the plan, and then there is you. What you have done for us (El Toro) is amazing and we appreciate the heart in what you did. That Ross our leader would go to bat for you, head to head with us on all of your challenges, we should have noticed. When it stopped, we only convinced ourselves further that we were correct and you were incorrect in your values, sensations and emotions of the heart. We were mistaken. It is a grave mistake but not without fixing or capable of remedy. We were on the monitor with you and reviewed all of that analysis of data. Your stress has been monitored as a Galactic Citizen and it has been off the charts, beyond the call of duty.

(He offers me a single red rose).

We thank you for your service and your victory of the light. You will be relieved to find out (no--we are not firing you--he laughs gently) that by letting us know what has gone on within, inside and trusting us--we can better anticipate the changes for the Higher Realms when all of you come back to us. For them, their vibration will be just as uncomfortable as yours has been. Upon the zero point all that will change for the best -- for both of us. I am sorry and I hope you accept my full apology to you on behalf of the star fleet of the Ashtar Command.

Humbly and in Grace,

Ashtar Sherhan




(ed -- I completely accepted the apology. For some background, each time we experience a step up to a new energy in the Ascension process, Ashtar as a routine gives an initial blast, then backs it down to allow for gradual increase for humanity that is subtle. I am accustomed to the Higher vibrations. Each time the energy goes up, I adapt instantly and expect to continue at each increased vibration/energy frequency. With each 'easing back' my entire energy body suffers incredible discomfort and it is like a fish out of water who gasps for the energy of Light. I speak up and I ask for assistance which is not given. This has gone on since December of 2013. Modifications are given in ways that do not remedy the situation. After a couple of days, with my beloved Twin Flame Ross actively assisting me, I manage until the surrounding energies on surface Gaia reach the level they once had been on the first increase. I don't expect this to make any sense to you, but just in case you were curious, that is the full explanation.)



Namaste,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Peace,

Reiki Doc and Ross

We Value Your Judgement

'We value your judgement.' Ashtar said, just now, while I was getting dinner ready.

He told me to write about what happened with him and myself today.

I will keep it brief.

I read his announcement from Marc Gamma earlier today.  I read it a second time right before I went to pick up my boy from school.

On the drive over, Ashtar came in, and asked me how I was doing? We have a silver cord that connects us chest to chest. It is my lifeline as a Galactic.

The energies here on surface Gaia are that low, so that it should be needed, to help me.

I had trouble finding the words. I searched and searched. My mood was not very good. I said, 'I'm tired.'  I explained how all this summer solstice flood of Tsunami of Love sounds wonderful and all, but I can't get excited for it. I said, flatly, 'I'm DONE.'

I explained politely how for those of us who inhabit these emotional bodies (Galactics have emotions, but not like earth humans as far as being 'touchy' or 'able to feel really strong emotions that change fast'), after investing a certain amount of emotional energy we tire, we give up.

In medicine, a person who is breathing very fast can only keep it up for so long. The muscles fatigue, and then they need to be intubated. I tried to explain it, but he couldn't understand. To someone who does not have time, the meaning of being able to hold one's breath for only so long underwater, as a metaphor for being emotionally in a crisis, is something new.

I said, 'This (war--a spiritual one) being over is no need to celebrate. All of the warriors just wish to pack up their bags, take a shower, and go home.'

I also shared how I appreciate the meticulous planning for the party to celebrate, and also the concept how the timing is important for planetary and Galactic stability. I 'get' all that. But I really don't want to party or celebrate anything at this point. Just give me Ross and let me go home.

He left suddenly, after thanking me offhandedly while he was deep in thought.

Ross came to me. I overhear people talking about me up there. Ashtar was trying his best to explain our conversation to the council. For some reason it is important to them how I feel. And that I wish to celebrate.

Ross knows defeat. The other Galactics have never experienced it. So Ross explained that this is something for Ashtar to grow and consider. Through our silver cord connection, Ashtar actually felt the energy of defeat for the first time, and it troubled him. For humans, we are used to this experience. We let it go, and we bounce back. Ross says that Ashtar has his lessons, too, and this is one of them.

So it's back to the drawing board for Ashtar.

Or apparently, he is now BACK from his drawing board.

Tonight he said, 'We value your judgement.' to me.

It helps. It feels better.



Either way, with each day we get closer to our goal, and that is a welcome thing.

Ashtar wants me to publish this now. And send it to Marc. So I will.

Then I'll finish making dinner.




Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Announcement 4.8.2014

My Dearest Readers,

Thank you for having welcomed me with open arms into your Awakening.

I have an announcement to make, but first I want you to know that the last three years have been the best years of my existence. Our sharing these important events that continue to transpire, both on Doctors With Reiki on Facebook, @usui2102 on Twitter, and this Blogspot work have brought me great joy and happiness as we shared the Awakening process together.

It is my heart you shall discover, for all time, in the words I have been writing tirelessly on both of our behalf, yours and Spirit, and my own, on this blessed Assignment.

Late this morning, I was interviewed by the Sirian High Council.

I have been approved for a new Assignment. Neither they nor I know the time at which it is coming.  I am ready at a moment's notice for this change, and will put all my efforts into being Present and focused on my new Work when the time for these changes does arrive.

I hate to sound mysterious, but there will be plenty of time for explanations when I am instructed on my new assignment and what I am invited to do next, once I have a better understanding of it myself. It will be a combination of my efforts with those of my husband and Twin Soul, Ross, in the future, in the new Assignment.

Since I am a regular, daily, blogger, if there is some interruption in my services here to you, I want you to understand what has happened, and why it might appear that I have left.

At the first chance I am given, I will inform you of EVERYTHING that has happened.

I would like you to think I am in the 'reserves' of some 'special task force'--to make an analogy of sorts--and when I am 'called to serve' in my New Capacity--if at all it does happen, for I never know for certain if at all it will--I am on 'standby alert' so to speak--we shall all adapt to it together, as One.

Until that time, it is with pleasure I shall remain at my post, here, with you, as I have been doing since 2010, but really steadily since 2011.

Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,

Reiki Doc

Ashtar, I Still Don't Like It (3D)

I was reading this: http://aquariusparadigm.com/2014/01/29/archangel-michael-via-ronna-herman-creating-your-sphere-of-heavenly-light/

It finally addresses some of my concerns I have sent up to Father--our Heavenly Father.  These are the concerns I have regarding our collective unpleasant experiences from being incarnated in 3D.

As I was reading, I noticed Ross looking at me over the top of the screen.

me: I wish it would end...honey...I just don't LIKE it here. I am sorry I complain and I wish I didn't feel that way (I cried onto his shoulder, as he held me right when I started to speak).

He didn't say a word. He brought me instantly aboard ship in front of Ashtar. He gestured for me to talk to him, and disappeared. Before he left, he gave Ashtar a look and I sensed Ross was 'holding back.' Ross didn't say anything to Ashtar.

me: Oh Ashtar, I see you are really trying with this last message. I...I...I just don't LIKE it here. I can't put the words to it, and I hate to complain. I just want for it to finish...I don't know what to say...

(Ashtar stops what he is doing and turns to look at me intently. I see his blonde hair and blue eyes and fair skin.)

me: I know we have this little 'connector' thing (a silver cord) between us (I touch it and show it to him--it connects our two hearts). I don't think it's working...I wish I could explain it...

Ashtar: What is going on? I want to know what you are feeling and experiencing.

me: Everything is slow. I can't get anything accomplished. There are dishes in the sink. I just don't care. I have to push myself so hard to get anything done. 

Ashtar:  What about the Vibrations? What are you feeling about the Vibrations at this time?

me:  I feel the tingles like an upgrade is happening. But I want to slow down and I just can't focus. I don't know what to do with myself...it doesn't hurt. I like my Vibration HIGH and this is not it. I almost passed out once just sitting here, I saw stars once or twice today. I just wish it was over...is that okay to wish it was done?

Ashtar: Do you want it to stop?

me: I want to feel like I do when I am in The Higher Dimensions. This is not it. Would it be possible to dial my Vibration UP? (I am sensing that he slowed something down for the masses, and it is affecting me. A lot. Just like a couple of days ago when Ross argued with Ashtar and the council, and took me back up to 9D where I suddenly felt just fine.)

Ashtar: That is enough. 

me: Are YOU okay? With all of this? I know it's really busy...

Ashtar:  (He looks preoccupied). I am fine. Really I am.

me: (I look at him with concern and caring and an open heart)

Ashtar: That is enough.

me: Are you sure you aren't mad at me? I will take it back whatever I said that got you so upset.

Ashtar: I have a lot of decisions to make. That is all. 

me: (I start crying. He is not like himself. And I am not like myself either. I decide to pray, and I turn to go. Suddenly Ashtar reaches for my arm--)

Ashtar: Wait!....(he looks at me intently). I said 'hang on for the ride!'. Do you trust me?

me: (I nod yes) I want to go Home. 

Ross comes and gets me. He takes me back Here, and he and Ashtar exchange a look but do not say a word. He whispers to me 'it's going to be okay. Ashtar is not mad at you. ' I cry with him for a few minutes because I do not understand. I am so thankful for this little piece of Home, right this second now in Ross' arms.

Ross: Are you brave, and strong? Are you courageous? (he is smiling. All of a sudden I feel a sense of Hope. He reaches up and pulls on a chain with his right hand three times. He puts a finger to his lips, and he fades away.)

I still don't understand it, but Ross told me to write it down for you today. I still have the hope.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S.  Now I feel fine! Go figure!

Proof Of Love?

Yesterday I had the opportunity to give money to a woman with three kids, who was of this nationality. She begs outside the grocery store where I shop. I have given her twenty dollars in the past. But still she comes. Still she begs. This time she was at the corner where I was going to turn onto the main street.

She held up the sign.

First car in the line of three gave change.
The second didn't give.

Then I saw 'In The Name Of Jesus' please help...in big bold letters on the sign.

I changed my heart.

I pulled all the change out of the ash tray (it was about five dollars, there were a lot of quarters in there) and I gave.

She stuck her hand in the passenger window, and said, 'God Bless You'.

It was the look on the little girl's face that gave me shame. It was joyful, like the one in this picture. She was the same age.

She was not going to go hungry tonight. Mommy would not be mean, or sad, she would be happy...
I felt this, I am clairsentient and empathic.

OMG, how could I have been so blind? And I forgot I had six dollars in the arm rest I could have gave!

For no matter what a beggar is up to, it is best to stay within one's means, and give them the benefit of the doubt. If they mis-use the money, the karma is up to them...or so says Chef Ito, who although taken a vow of silence, has opinions, and when I questioned the Children's Fund he gives ten percent of all his earnings to--like, 'Do you check to make sure you know where your money is going and how it is being sent?'--I got his opinion and a wave of the hand.

He is right.

Jesus.

Jesus Christ.

Aside from being the new Nurse First Assist in the O.R. (inside joke from a past blog post), he is Different.

Walks on Water.

Wasn't 'conceived' the usual way.

Different.

I have arguments with Him. Just like I do God. And Ashtar Command.

I accused them of 'having a bake sale to raise funds for our relief'.

They didn't like it.

I was right. Just like the beggar lady. 

It gave them shame.

From where they sit, they have no idea what it is like for us down here on Ground Crew.

I was expecting a 'let down' at the end of the full moon. This one was a big one, and a lot of Light and Tachyons and Love Energy came down through it. That's why I told everybody to sleep naked, or 'sky clad' so maximum absorption of this healing energy could happen.

I got my let down yesterday.

I argued ALL DAY. They took me aboard ship. They wanted to KNOW why I was so unhappy being 'deployed'. They put me in a zero-point tank and asked me questions.

I refused to go into the tank unless Ross was sitting next to it, and I could place my hand next to his through the tank.

My point is that on Earth, this is what LOVE looks and feels like. And something seriously was missing from the Flight Crew--in a word--TOUCH.

Here is what love looks like on Earth:

Even here with a sister and brother, who 'won't touch' like above, we as humans can tell they have affection for each other:

But all we have with God and Source is THIS:

It's not the same.

Here I am married to a Galactic, with the Veil totally 'gone', and complaining about conditions for me on Surface Gaia at my post on Ground Crew...

Ross didn't like it.

He was very quiet.

He argued with the team on my behalf.

He showed them how their questions were totally missing the points because look at her--she is TOUCHING me through the tank, and during break, won't stop kissing me and hugging me! Look at that reaction! There is the data you need to know to answer this question!

And they didn't do anything.

Ross got angry.

He said, here, let me take you someplace.

He lifted me, carrying me, UP UP UP past our 'house' on board ship where he had been trying to make me feel better.

He took me HOME. The Dimension I came from. It's really close to God, and people are sort of formless there.

I took a few breaths, and I was like, 'Ahhhh! I feel like myself again! I am happy. Can I stay?'
After I recovered, he brought me back, and argued even louder with the team to prove his point.

The Higher Vibration members of Ground Crew are suffering from a Lack of God Energy. Although it is Present in others, and in Nature, for some it is Not Enough. We must SUPPLY this form of God energy to them in ways that are readily accepted, and understood.

It is not just 'delay of gratification' or 'awaiting an increase in Consciousness' for them at this time: it is suffering.

The Council (for lack of a better name) was not moved. They asked about the rest of the surface population, and wouldn't that amount of Love Energy be too much for them, and cause harm?

They said that in front of me.

I want you to know that about them. These Galactics are so Spock-like that they would say something like that in front of you and not blink and eye. They have emotion, and caring, but it is compartmentalized. When investigating a problem? That's it. There is no warm and fuzzy, no 'protocol', they treat you with respect but the insult goes totally over their heads, and they would never think of it, not in a million years.

So Ross changed tactics. He said, 'Let us both go in together in the tank, and see what happens when you ask the questions of her now. We are one set of Illuminated Twin Souls. Together within energy-sharing distance. See how she does.'

He must have been right because that part of my memory went blank.

Ross explained to me how it is imperative that we as higher Vibration Ground Crew take the time to nurture ourselves each day. Because the amount of God energy we absorb from each other and from Nature is enough to 'get by' but we need so much 'MORE' when we are from the higher dimensions.

He suggested that I have a nice big breakfast and go paddle boarding today.

I felt my energy go up.

I sure have a good man, don't I?

I am one lucky lady!

So for those of you who are 'feeling it', the 'taking away' of the energies of the full moon, and just being 'homesick' in general because you are Galactic of Origin and 'stuck here' (Buddha yesterday wisely said to me in meditation, 'while you are here you might as well observe and learn something.' He sounded resigned himself...LOL) here is the short list of things to do to increase the God Energy in You until you can get your next real 'transfusion' of the Real Thing from Source...

• meditate
• exercise
• make love with a caring and committed loving partner (not just sex--your auras mix in the process and you want to be raised, not depleted, in yours. This can be homosexual or heterosexual.)
• get sunshine
• do what you enjoy
• share time with animals and plants
• avoid 'spiritual toxins'--they are not bad but lower the vibration when taken to excess--processed foods, loud music, anything 'entertainment' in the media, alcohol, drugs, tobacco, marijuana (except for Wes Annac! LOL It's his thing...LOL), fear, gossip, competition (like being a sports fan at the Super Bowl, you kind of lose yourself into the mass vibration, which is most likely 'denser' than your own.)

When I came downstairs after all this, look what I found on the entry way:

I think it is from Ross.

The feather has been an old way for my angels to make their presence known to me. I really looked to them a lot in the beginning when I was just waking up.

White Feathers mean you will have all happiness in Love.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Guiding You Across The Bridge Of Light

Good morning!
It is dark and early here at my house. I am up early to write. I enjoy writing very much. I wake up before sunrise in order to be able to write and to get to my work on time.

On Wednesday of last week, the New Year, it was quite foggy on the way to work.

I enjoy the fog. It is a different way to experience the senses. Sounds become softer and more muffled. The air is easier for me to breathe. And the lack of clear vision makes me lean more on my awareness of the road and my surroundings, including use of my intuition.

I lived in the Bay Area for ten years. Around this part of the world, wouldn't you say fog is a way of life? Everyone adapts to it.

But in Sunny Los Angeles, California? Everyone freaks out. They go half the speed limit, and I can sense their hesitation and fear.

These drivers are only comforted by what they SEE than what they OBSERVE and what they KNOW.

Also on Wednesday, I saw Theresa Caputo, the Long Island Medium, on TV for the first time. I had been watching the Rose Parade, and was flipping through the channels in my call room --yes, I was at work--looking for the Rose Bowl Game. She was on Dr. Oz. I was fascinated by her!

She is excellent, and another 'guide across the bridge of light'. She looks, acts, and talks like one of the most normal people you know if you happen to live in Long Island. (Here, she would not fit in with those nails and her 'look'--in L.A. we are more 'laid back' in our appearance.)

I watched her gently guiding her audience just far enough across the bridge to get a look at this--there IS life after death, and your Loved Ones are still loving YOU very, very, very much.

Theresa is like those lights that are on this bridge--helping you to see the connection between the land on both sides of it. You know it is there. You feel her compassion, her Vibration of one who is aware of both sides on Earth and in The Other Side. She joyfully brings messages from your family who has passed back to you.

I am deeply moved by the suffering that is brought up by 'not knowing' that there is this bridge, this connection, because it can't be seen, heard, or felt with anything except the third eye and also the heart.

I am angered and upset that the ones left behind suffer so deeply and for such a long time because of the loss; in their blindness, they internalize the loss and lose precious Time on earth to fulfill their mission.

They are the 'walking wounded', still in shock over the misunderstood process of the afterlife.

I was one of these people. I had entire LIFETIMES affected by the one gruesome death I had witnessed in my Twin Flame. It was the death to end all suffering, the worst one you could imagine, and as a physician I still shudder at the recollection of what was endured by him.

All of the lives after in one way or another were a reaction to this loss. I have full memory.

And when he recently contacted me from The Other Side for our reunion, all of these old memories kept coming up. It was as if I was reliving it all over again.

God doesn't want you to suffer like this.

God took it away.

God can.

And I am free.

Are you still with me? Look for the umbrella in the middle of the Light.

Are you ready to walk with me on the bridge of Light? What might be foggy to you looks clear as day to me. Just like this. See the little lights on it? (as an aside, my maternal great grandfather came from Italy and helped build that bridge.)

I hope in my time with you I have demonstrated the following characteristics:

• Kindness
• Honesty
• Dependability
• Respectful, Open Communication
• Listening without judgements
• Showing Up
• An open heart
• Openness
• Caring 
• Taking an interest in you
• Integrity
• Sincerity
• Compassion
• Acceptance

Let just say we are 'family' Ohana and we share the spirit of aloha with each other on this blog.

There is family on The Other Side. Some of the best minds and hearts that every walked the planet.
They are planning a welcome like this for us:

This is them in a room, actually planning it. I don't know how they got this picture, but Archangel Michael is supposedly there.

Now Blossom Goodchild, and all of the other Lightworkers like me, who had a rant of my own around the same time...we reached out to the Galactics for a SIGN, for SOMETHING MORE out of sheer frustration for holding the Vibration for so many in order to help them cross the bridge into the Higher Vibrations.

Please pardon us. For what happened makes sense--the energies that were flooding the planet in preparation for a possible 'step up' of all of Gaia's people to 5D (The Event is the trigger, a global bank reset and more)--were like Home.

And that window closed.

It was like watching the best cruise ship you ever saw in your life pulling away from the dock, with you frantically waving your tickets and nobody turning back for you.

It hurt.

We are not going Home any time soon.

I asked my readers, who are the top five percent of the population when it comes to being 'awake' and 'ready' for The Event some questions yesterday.

1. Would you be willing to let go of all your sorrow and sadness if someone could take it away?
a few were excited and said DO IT!
more were, 'it sounds great but'
and some quite strongly said, 'this makes me ME, and I don't want to let go of it'

That was one fire hose on a beautiful firework.
My people are not ready to accept the gift of the Joy of the Higher Vibrations, of 'Heaven On Earth'. They are holding on to patterns that are energetically incompatible with the 'other side of the bridge'. They do not trust in the Process.

2.  If you had a magic wand to make anything you want come true, for no money--it's unlimited, what would you do with it?
Some took it and had fun
Others wanted to help others instead of themselves
Most didn't respond at all!

That was a second fire hose on a beautiful fireworks display.
My people are not ready to accept the unlimited powers of co-creation that are their birth right and have been hidden from them by the Illusion. They are not comfortable with the ability to create based on what their soul desires, to create new experiences that are for their soul growth.

3.  What is fear? What does it do to your aura? Is it healthy? Who is easier to control, someone who is in a state of fear and apprehension, or someone who is calm and happy?
The few who chose to respond saw the Light. FEAR = False Evidence Appearing Real, and is a tool for Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart
One thought happy people were easier to control--in a way they are--look at a theme park or sporting event.
And some wanted to define 'control' instead of answer the question.

Then I got a posting about the tonsil girl who is brain dead in the Bay Area--I don't want to quote this reader, who is sweet and nice as can be--but if you look, the emotions and words used to describe them in reaction to this situation include 1) shock 2)sadness 3)tragedy 4)spiritual confusion 5)looking to someone else to answer it.

The system works. Illuminati-controlled media win. People just are not ready to wake up any time soon. At least, not soon enough for some of us who are with you to help you across the Bridge of Light.

Let me put my stethoscope on for a minute and talk to you about that girl.
Tonsils are scary cases.
Not in the O.R.
In the recovery room.
The carotid is right next to the tonsil inside the neck; the more scar tissue from multiple infections (older patients), the more risky it is to do the case. It is NOT a slam dunk.
Surgeons now tend to 'buzz' or 'Bovie' or 'Electrocauterize' the tonsillar bed instead of tying with suture.
If a clot falls off, there is sudden bleeding, it is massive. It can take less than a minute to 'bleed out'.
Many times this happens after the i.v. is pulled out, making anesthesia near impossible. You have to mask the patient with anesthesia gas and intubate the trachea under a pool of blood.
The only way for a patient to survive is for the complication to be noticed and acted upon at once, and even then, have a lot of luck.
This is a standard anesthesia boards question.

This child is a teacher soul.
She is raising the consciousness of everyone, touching their hearts, awakening them.
She is guiding you across the bridge between this life and The Other Side because she is getting you to Think About It.

She chose this assignment before she came to earth.
Most likely she is an advanced soul.

It is my hope her organs are given to people in need of them.

The truth is that Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart are using the story to promote fear, confusion, and reinforce their control; The Light is counting on others to hear her Call To Awakening and see past the Tragedy It Already Is.

Please don't worry about me and Blossom and the rest of us in Ground Crew who are Ascension Pioneers and blazing the trail for others to follow.

Now that our window is closed, we are fully prepared to set up house here, and stay for the Long Haul.

There are soul mates and twin souls and Illuminated twin flames who are on different vibrations; triggering The Event is going to separate them longer.

That is the reason for the delay.

It would be a 'Happier Ending' for everyone involved, the Other Side Planning Committee, and Ground Crew, if as many couples (remember, they are one soul divided in two halves) are complete at the Time Of The Event.

Everyone will find their 'way' to each other, and everyone has all Eternity. 

It just would have been a nicer finish if everyone had been 'on board' and 'all packed and ready to go'.

Dear Father in Heaven, and Mother in Heaven,

Please permit all the Twin Souls to unite

May All Divine Intervention be made on their behalf.

May all souls awaken lovingly and gently from Illusion.

Please help the Lightworkers to keep Hope and Faith

for as long as needed to get everyone safely across 

The Bridge Of Light at the best possible moment.

My Twin Flame waits for me

And I will run to him

With Open Arms.

Thank you for giving me the chance to know him 

through the Veil.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

A First With My Twin Soul: Our First Disagreement

I have a temper.

Mother is Irish-Italian mix. Father is French. Thank God for Dad. Because of him I have a long fuse before I lose my temper. I am patient and kind most of the time. But not always.

And not two nights ago. I told Ashtar off. I called the High Sirian council the 'Council of Nine or Ten or WHATEVER' and told them off too. I went over their heads and complained directly to their Boss, you know, G-O-D! (here is the whole tale http://www.reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/12/a-heart-to-heart-with-ashtar-command.html)

Then here is how I got 'called back in' after my outburst: http://www.reikidoc.blogspot.com/2013/12/called-back-by-ashtar.html


God posted this in his latest Heavenletter:
http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/01/01/heavenletter-4786-you-can-only-see-what-you-do-see-january-1-2014/

I felt guilty, not in a Catholic way. Just like maybe I had an opportunity to see more clearly, and I hadn't.

This afternoon, while I am 'on call' and physically have to remain at the hospital, I took a walk around the grounds. During my walk, I had a heart to heart with my Twin Flame, who is in Spirit. Nothing seemed wrong. I asked, 'Did I get fired?' He said 'no'. But also I asked about our house we share up 'there'. He showed it to me. It's like an apartment, very white and modern, and has natural lighting. Yes, daylight on a spaceship. Somehow they make it. There aren't many knick knacks--because it's not physical like we are, but there is furniture, and we can cook, and have our personal lives to enjoy. I asked him what my reputation is on board ship. He said, 'you are one of our brightest lights, a strong warrior, and you are not afraid to speak up. You have a temper. That is one of the things we like about you--it is from being on earth and you are very creative in your perspective and your expression.'

I didn't think anything of it.

But tonight, it was QUIET. Spiritually QUIET. I asked Ashtar what was up? Nothing. I went to God and asked him, Did I Get Fired? He said no, and quickly changed the subject.

Then I was with my Twin.

And I saw.

In the future all of my concerns are to go to HIM first. Because of his Position, my going to the others the way I did stepped on his toes and made it seem like I was trying to run things on my own. (In reality, they all know I was in pain and wanting relief and asking for help on a Spiritual level--the energies have improved considerably since I spoke up. Other Lightworkers are noticing it too.)

I felt awful. It hadn't been my intent at all, but in my anger and frustration I had created a faux-pas of Galactic Proportions.

To Make it up to him, he asked me to write a blog post about Being Caretakers For Animals on Gaia.

Then a reader shared this on Facebook:

And another interesting experience was after I saw the movie "Passion of Christ" years ago. I was badly affected by the movie and I Prayed at night and asked, "God, it is so terrible what we did to Jesus Christ and what we do to each other. It is so horrible. Why do we do these things. Why do these things happen." I then felt a presence in the room and heard the words in my head, "That is the Beauty. You have a choice." I was startled and scared. But I thought I should ask something else. So I said, " I've always thought animals have Souls. Do animals have Souls?" The answer I received was, "You put them down." For days I wondered about the meaning. I believe the answer means, yes, they have a Soul but we are the ones that put them down as lesser than us and think they may not have Souls. When I was in my 30's, I was very afraid of being alone without a life partner. One night as I pondered this a voice clearly told me, "You're as alone as you want to be." And I have had many, many more...Beautiful experiences, all of them. Blessings to you All Mercedes Z. Barreras --


He wants me to put it in another post and link it, so I will. Look for the P.S. at the end.

And now the 'connection' to Source is flowing freely again between us, between me and God, and between me and Ashtar Command, and me and the Sirian HIGH Council (they just corrected me).

Mahalos and Aloha,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. This is for my love, my Twin Soul, as a peace offering to him from my heart. It's about animals, and how we are their caretakers on Gaia for the long haul through 5D and beyond! http://reikidoc.blogspot.com/2014/01/my-dream-job-caretaker-for-animals-in.html

Called Back By Ashtar

Incredible sleepiness overcame me this afternoon.

I lay down on the couch, covered myself with a blanket, and let go.

Next thing I saw was Ashtar's face, big, right next to my own.

Oh crap I'm busted! I thought.

Ashtar embraced me tight, and said, 'Thank you for loving me so much you expect so much more of me.' and 'I want to show you something.' He took me by the hand, and up to a part of the ship where I got a good look at space.

He explained there were many ships out there, watching us, and sending the energies to us for the changes that are about to happen. I wasn't sure if I was being shown them or they were being shown me.

Then a loud cheer came from all of the ships.

Apparently my outburst is something that is atypical for Galactics. They understood and were happy for my taking a stand on things.

Then my Twin Soul came, and escorted me to 'The Office'--the same place I went last night. I wasn't sure if I was in trouble or not.

I found God and sat on His lap, like always. I thanked him for answering my request. He wanted to know how the energies felt now, and I said, 'Much Better!!!' with a smile.

I also asked about the 'exit strategies'. I offered to have my Higher Self assist if anyone was going to be leaving the planet. He said not to worry about it.

I also whispered my wish for the New Year: for my Galactic Brothers and Sisters to be welcome on Surface Gaia, and for the Agarthans in the hollow center of Gaia not to have to hide any more, if God would please be so kind. I want them to be able to come and enjoy the sights that Gaia has to offer, and to experience them, like swimming in the ocean and visiting our museums and enjoying some of the regional foods...I also asked for no more killing, no more killing animals (might a replicator make the meat?).

And I asked for one more wish--to share some Earth 'things' up to the ships for the Galactics to celebrate the New Year's with us. I showed God the little poppers that you throw on the ground and they pop. God smiled at the tiny explosions as he threw the ones I gave him, and I took a package of my boy's and filled His whole pocket with them.

I saw these being lifted up from Gaia to the many ships:

And I smiled with delight!

Then my Twin Flame came and got me. He smiled. He said the Galactics would be celebrating the countdown with the New York time, and at midnight they would be celebrating with them.

He would be busy at my own time zone three hours later. But if I didn't mind, could we celebrate midnight now? He smiled and gave me a kiss. I hadn't had one on New Year's for a very long time. I enjoyed it very much.

Happy New Year,
Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc


P.S. This is from the Galactics:

Guy Lombardo's final New Year's Eve Broadcast

(They think the whole New Year's concept is real cool)