This is why I was upset with the Council. They were talking 'no such thing as time' to we who are incarnate and are acutely aware of our invisible 'Expiration Date' we can't even see. Our souls might live forever, but not in this role, in our current family and job. We have goals to complete. It is daunting with the need to support ourselves to find the free time to do the things we enjoy.
I went to my Council, and Ross escorted me to THE Council who writes messages with Ron Head.
He delicately explained the misinterpretation, which they understood.
He also, separately, told me he is going to take care of me for the remainder of this incarnation.
He and my council even have a sense of humor. Yesterday, I got stuck with the last room and the recovery. And as I left the break room to go home, right on the middle of the table was a half-eaten box of donuts that had not been there any time at all during the day. My bet had been 'dollars to donuts' and there were six and one half old stale donuts in the box. LOL
It really helped to hear of Ross' reassurance that I was going to be okay.
Especially to prepare me for the schedule coming out. Monday? Yup. Last room. Will have to recover until the patient leaves the surgery center.
I had a conversation with my boss, who I knew was pissed at me for having made him stay late, but he doesn't try to show it and I am unflappable. I said 'you are like me, Dr. Sidhom, we are very calm and cool and collected. After all, everything evens out over time.' He agreed.
It's true. It does even out. I had time to go home early and change into normal clothes for a dinner party. I was glad to have a place to go.
Anthony hurt his knee at the end of the party. Riding a kiddie toy too fast down a hill in the neighborhood. I'm hoping it will be okay. The ER visit just from the last one in the area was over thirty six hundred dollars (let's see what insurance will do).
I'm sad too he wore holes in his new Stance socks from NY by using his stocking feet as a brake before slamming his left knee into a metal pole. They are ripped to shreds. I asked him to wear Costco socks so he can play, and to stop wearing the expensive twenty dollar a pair socks (he likes them because of the designs, like Scooby Doo, it's his fashion statement) except for special occasions.
Let's get into what I've been watching and piecing together:
- The Three Hour Forty Minute Video This takes the government prequel to MK Ultra, through MK Ultra, with the names and faces and voices and government documents. The part about the 'success story' (Lonnie I think?) was difficult for me, as I have worked at the Long Beach V.A. medical center. I went there my first day of internship as a general surgeon. It's a large facility, and even once sported a golf course on site. I wondered why there was a golf course at a hospital! It had a large psychiatric unit as well as a convalescent/retirement home. I was troubled because the implants would have happened in the O.R.s I once worked in (they have since been torn down, the B and F wards I roamed are gone too). I worried if people who trained me did the anesthesia or surgery. I do know that Ed Stemmer raised his family there and was very Catholic. He was the chief of surgery. And we didn't do ANY neurosurgery in the late nineties. Everything was shipped to Los Angeles. I know UCLA did have residents rotating through our ICU, anesthesia residents. I did one rotation as a surgery intern and later as an anesthesia resident too. It made me sad to learn the truth. I also am reading this month's Popular Science about the brain. It is timely after the movie. I know the part about the 'surprising truths' in the first article that 'ESP is not a thing' to government research is a lie. It is a very big thing. And Kerth documents it. The Positive Military are people who were trained in the remote viewing skills with the government and saw the deception in the leadership (satanists).
- This one on Anthony Bourdain is fascinating. Especially the part about the 'murder suicide' and the girlfriend speaking out on Harvey Weinstein. There's lots of deception in the highest ranks. Lots of betrayal. That is the norm for people in Kerth's upbringing. And Svali's.
- This one on Gematria and Bob Einstein is impressive for the connection to Sting's 'murder by numbers' song. Wow.
- This article is very eye opening and a little stomach churning at the end. The important part begins at 3:35. Watch from the beginning, and pay close attention after 3:35. It blew my mind. It's the truth. And it explains everything.
- This twenty minute video is about things narcissists hate that other people love. It helps you to get inside the head of TWDNHOBIAH, and others. They aren't normal. They never will be. And this helps to get the truth out on the table, out into the open, so we can go on to live meaningful, happy lives.
If I may read between the lines, I suspect that the MK Ultra brain implants/electrodes have been superseded by wave technology, scalar waves, HAARP type things. Like the patents where TV screens and computer screens can influence the users. I also see through the face cameras and the fitbit type monitors that they can now test responses (heart rate, sweating, facial expressions) to their tests on the society as a whole. Stimulus, then response can be measured. It's not good.
I wonder if they turned on 5K in my area. I can't stay awake. I'm sleepy all the time. It's hard to think. I feel sluggish. Our area is a test zone.
The advice on Unconscious Beliefs from The Council was helpful. This other advice from them, Why is there no Answer? is dodgy. 'We will guide you to your best selves'. 'Learn to read symbols' and 'Accept that you are not alone'. You will feel an energy flow between us and you when you call to us. Great. How's that going to put dinner on the table? Our patience has been sorely tested. TWDNHOBIAH are well prepared in taking advantage of everything, and also, making it more difficult for everyone to exist who is awakened. You are 'in the world' but 'not of it' and it grows tiresome and old. Ten years of my life have passed. I know I'm growing closer to my expiration date. It means NOTHING absolutely NOTHING to our guides, our higher selves, our teams. We don't like to die. Period. Even when the pain is excruciating and the passing is a blessing. It's horrific, psychologically, to lose our loved ones, to age, to see our friends die, and all of the things we had around us 'back in the day' be replaced by 'what's new'. It's brutal.
That's why I was so glad Ross said he would look out for me. I was able to leave work. Go visit friends. To put on normal clothes and makeup and feel like a human being again outside of the operating room. I hope for more divine interventions to help bring a little more ease and joy.
In his honor I am going to create a bracelet in honor of him and do a new giveaway. I was going to sell them but we have a generous donor from Portugal who is going to help with the project. For this I am most grateful. What is in the new bracelet is Peace Jade. Ross was and is all about Peace.
It will be the same terms as before, contact us through email at reikidoc@cox.net with a wrist size, and an exact name and mailing address. As long as supplies last we will send them. I am going to make the rest of them now until my materials run out. I have over twenty bracelets last count, and the materials are about halfway complete.
Happy Birthday Ross--happy early birthday. The day he told me to celebrate it is January 20. Hopefully we will all celebrate him together!
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Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Humans
