There's not much to write--in length--today. But there's quite a few topics to cover.
First on the order was I did the first two days of the Kryon Seven gifts: https://www.shiftfrequency.com/seven-holiday-gifts-for-you/. The first one, PLAN to do this, I did while I was on call. And for the post-call day, no stress, no electronics.
Wow!
I hadn't realized just how much stress I was under. On my call night I could barely fall asleep. My patient had an arterial blood gas with pH 7.2 that was critical, but my judgement was with the anesthesia wearing off (partial metabolic, partial respiratory acidosis) and a small bolus of albumin she'd be okay. She went to ICU. That whole 'life and death' and how much energy to expend and that 'what I should have done'...
I had to realize after a few hours of this that it's in God's hands.
As I went through my day, I wasn't able to wean one hundred percent off the electronics. Or talking to people. I said good morning to one person. I called my mom. And I kept the phone on for important texts. One was from Anthony's dad and I had to answer it. My other things though, anything online--I didn't do.
I looked at houses on one website, I was asked by Spirit to do it. And the houses I like, little Spanish colonial bungalows--don't really exist. I checked in with Ross and he says to definitely stay in the area. And therefore my house is looking better all of the time.
Our homeowner's association just went up. My neighbor Julia has been having financial troubles for a long time. She bought here in 1988. She's a single mom, and now, and grandmother. Her first grandson has Down's but it otherwise healthy, his little baby sister is fighting leukemia. Julia has been through a lot. Her parents are both passed now. She's now sure how to survive. The woman she cared for in Newport Beach as an aide, passed away in December. The woman gave her a car. But for now she's been working at Target and 'the money is a joke'. She will have to work for a full week just to pay the new homeowner's association. Her sister wants her to rent an apartment with her in Palm Springs, and rent out her home to make money. But she knows her sister's house is filled with drama with her children and grandchildren. She doesn't want to go.
An astute husband of a patient or perhaps patient himself, said yesterday that with the rents so high here in California, out of a couple, one person's entire salary goes to pay for the rent. I myself was wondering how people can afford to live here. Everything has shot up really fast the last five years!
What we have is a form of enslavement. You can't be a street person, you have to have an address in our society. But you also need to pay for everyday expenses. I know to eat at a restaurant or fast food, the prices have doubled in the past year. Carl's Junior is very expensive now. We haven't been in a long time. It used to be about six dollars a person, now it's ten.
This is why I emphasize to you that spending a day away from stress will help you to realize just how much stress you are under!
I didn't cook, either. I had a big Noosa yogurt, a package of granola bars, a BIG baked potato, chips, cookies. Even wine. Anthony was with his dad. I scored fifty points (my daily allowance is 23) on my Weight Watchers. It's okay. Today is another day.
I also wondered to myself, what if this being up all day thing is a joke? A lie to make us work? I thought of babies how they sleep on and off throughout the night. And yesterday, I slept on and off. A LOT. Part of me wondered if it's just a trick society pulls so we can work a full eight hour shift?
Ross came through, my whole teams really, and showed me a new thing I'll practice on some people and then when I figure it out I'll share it more widely. It's sort of a health consultation. It incorporates everything. Every single aspect of YOU. It's exciting.
I don't think I would have heard him if I'd been watching YouTube.
My takeaway from the 'stress free day' is that I actually am alone often. It's been that way my whole adult life. And I suppose I couldn't have done the spiritual growth I have done if I had been with the five kids I'd wanted to have when I was little. Even with the coparenting with Anthony, I get LOTS of time alone. And I don't watch T.V.
A friend of mine had invited me to go Salsa Dancing for her birthday last night. I probably would have said yes if I hadn't been post-call. I'm sorry Stephanie, and I do appreciate the invitation!
I recommend you do the seven gifts of Kryon, not just once, but as often as you feel the need.
I'm going to.
I was allowed to check up on my patient, and in the morning, her ABG was good. I did okay. I had experienced all that stress, for nothing! <3
Now for the second subject from Ross. It's a lesson he taught me about sex that he wants me to share with you.
I saw a vision of two unicorns mating. You know, the she accepts his offer part and the whole thing. It was remote viewing.
Then I saw like a videotape--one scene after another--composed of things I've seen or heard from Kerth or porno or my past life as a child sex worker.
Ross asked me what is the same?
I answered that they both had the same desire and were acting on this basic biological function.
Ross asked me what was different?
One was natural and simple. The other had, lots of variations and not so simple and natural. In the first both looked happy. But in the last, usually one or both people (or animal) weren't happy. I couldn't understand it.
Ross explained that in the second, one or both were trained. Kerth went through training to be a sex worker. So did I in my immediate past life. It was made to seem like a game. A game I was supposed to be good at. Even the animals who participate in these horrible scenes have themselves been trained, to go against the first example where the unicorns followed their instincts and that was it.
All of a sudden a wave of compassion went over me and I understood the slippery slope of wanting to push the boundaries and make the act 'a little more exciting' from the human perspective. The wanting 'more'...and ultimately it led to the acts of depravity such as Kerth being a child porn star and his being used to get blackmail tapes on the people who had sex with him...or to Daisy being completely turned to an addict who had sex with goats on film just because she challenged the Baron on the truth of his being married and lying to her that he wasn't.
It got out of hand.
That's how Divine Creator can still love all of His Children, even the ones who deny him and openly hate His Son. (and Her Son).
I was assured there is a huge mess that is being cleaned up.
How did the Simpsons predict 9/11, and Peet=zah-gay-t?
I've been one of the 'truthers' since I took the 'red pill' KP said he took that Cobra had written about.
Cobrah is a little, um, 'dicey' in the reliability department.
If you take the Peet-zaaaah-gay-T thing, on the Simpsons, and follow the Illooooominutty card games https://metaphysicsspeaks.com/illuminati-card-game-predicted-every-major-event-last-20-years-come/.
It's creepy.
In a word, all we can do is trust in our teams, and know that there are good things ahead of us. And none of this trickery can get past Divine Creator. None of it.
So don't worry.
Remain calm. Know there is some powerful psychological warfare going on out there, and do your best not to get sucked into it.
Continue to awaken, to strengthen your connection to Spirit and Divine Creator, and enjoy live. Each day we are alive is a gift.
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Aloha and mahalos,
Namaste,
Peace,
Ross and Carla
The Couple
