Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts
Showing posts with label addiction. Show all posts

Monday, November 25, 2013

How Healing Flows: The Tales Of M And Em



I was in the O.R. working recently with a lady plastic surgeon I'll call 'M'.

By some coincidence, it turns out she finished the exact same general surgery program I started two years before I arrived as a categorical general surgery intern. We knew many of the same people, and 'caught up' on their lives. One was a Japanese woman who was 'the most up-beat, enthusiastic, and self-sacrificing person she has ever met in surgery'. I knew this woman. She was there when I arrived. Rumor has it that when a resident complained to this professor about the hours and how long they were, the attending said, 'If you want to go home every night at the same time, sell shoes.'

I enjoyed meeting M.

And as a surprise, M, a healer, by her questions and answers in our conversation, healed me. She asked about my fellowship. I said I did hearts. She was impressed (it's the hardest anesthesia there is). I also confided that I started the hearts program at my hospital…but don't do hearts there any more. The cardiac O.R. team was hostile to me,  there was no support--I was the only cardiac anesthesiologist-- and I did not perform well under the circumstances.

M was understanding. She said, 'If they are hostile, and don't appreciate your work, who would want to stay?'

In reality, if I had stayed in the program, I would never have had time to take Psychic Development Classes and eventually become who I am today.




It was a long day in the O.R. on call.

I  finished at dinner time, and went to my favorite restaurant to share my good fortune: I had a copy of a book I was a contributor to, and my name was in my very small chapter on Reiki.

My friends were excited as I shared.

One server, Em, came and I showed her the book. She asked if Amber had told me about her health problem? I said no.

Em wanted Reiki.

I am Amber's Reiki teacher. Once when I was speaking with Amber about Reiki, and giving a treatment, Em walked by and looked. I sensed she was not open to it, but because I didn't want her to feel 'left out' I offered her anyways. Em declined politely, and walked far away, FAST! This was in April or May.

I sat Em in a chair, and explained the basics:
  • I am a straw and connect to Universal Healing Energy.
  • It's going to flow out my hands and into your energy system
  • I won't touch you
  • It won't hurt
  • There are no side-effects
  • You might feel some warmth or tingling.
  • The healing will go exactly where it is needed to go.
  • Your body will 'soak up' or 'take' exactly what is needed for the healing and no more
  • I have healed a burn with my hand in the kitchen
  • Sometimes when you heal with Reiki like on a cut, it hurts worse for a bit then heals faster
  • How Mikao Usui discovered Reiki and all Reiki healing traces back to him
So I gave a treatment, sitting up. I felt a lot of energy flow. I also explained about the chakras, and used a pendulum to show how they are before and after cleansing and balancing them. Her throat chakra was the one that was in most need.

The injury was overuse from the gym. Usually Reiki is quiet, but this time I let Em talk. 

She got up and left after I encouraged her to watch for dreams and signs for the next forty-eight hours, and to drink lots of water to help assimilate the new energies from the healing.

Then I looked up, for some reason, up and to my right. And there, with my third eye, I 'saw' angels standing at the edge of a rim of clouds, jumping up and down, cheering, and pumping their fists in the air! I had felt them working with me, and apparently the healing 'took' in a big way.

Em felt better instantly; she had so much leg pain before she could barely walk.

Em told the entire kitchen she was 'Tripping Out' over the healing and how effective it was!

The next table had guests from Los Angeles there. One was a Reiki One practitioner. She saw me working on Em. She was curious. They asked for me to come to their table.

I met both S and R and shared the book and my blog. They wanted to take classes…



Another friend, Lien, came to eat with me at my table. There is addiction, terrible crystal meth addiction, in a friend of hers and the owner (who is also my friend--the owner, not the addict!). We spoke about options for healing addiction. The owner was ready to pay for rehab, for this addict who was sleeping in Lein's car (no room in apartment) for the time being…

I encouraged working on the addiction on Spirit side first. There are negative attachments to the aura that is weakened by drugs. And possibly implants, a negative spiritual technology that is used on the etheric body by Those Who Do Not Have Our Best Interest At Heart.

I shared how a friend's husband and Twin Flame overcame a twenty-plus year alcohol addiction, with no urge to drink. He has been sober for over sixty days.

Here are resources:
(Look up negative attachment removals; this one does not need consent and is done by distance--consent is obtained on a soul level)

(top left hand corner; this one needs consent of the person who is to be healed.)


Things are moving in the right direction.

The Portal was a pretty big thing!
11.23.2013 Aion Portal.


Aloha and Mahalos,
Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Reiki, Conflict, Loss and Grief



Reiki is no shelter from hardship. There are things that happen in life that just 'have to occur'. But the process is 'different', when you are highly intuitive. Having gone through some loss myself, and at the request of a friend who has passed, I am sharing our stories with you.

One day, while on vacation in early September, I could not function. My intuition was not functioning properly. I could not decide what to do, I had no motivation, and I had an incredible urge to stay in bed and cry. These symptoms are unmistakable: someone close to me is dying. But the question was, 'who?'.

The next day I was fine. There were no visitations, and we were able to go on with our trip. I think we went whale watching a second time.

We had gong to Sea World in late August. I asked about our friend, the manager at Dine With Shamu. We have known her since my oldest son was 17 months, when we were at Breakfast With Santa before the park opened, and I couldn't hold my tray of food for us, and him too. The manager came and offered to hold him for me, and while I was wondering is he going to be okay with her? This was the start of a beautiful friendship between those two that I could hardly understand why it was so close!

A former elementary school teacher, she took a strong interest in him. And since we were season pass holders, every visit to Sea World we would go look for her. She, like us, was part of the pod of Killer Whales, along with the trainers. We knew everything that was going on about the whales, and loved them deeply from our hearts.

She had chronic pain, she would confide. And had to 'undergo a lot of tests'. No one could figure out what was wrong with her. Our closest times in friendship were four years before I learned Reiki I, but as a physician who had trained in the area, I tried to send her to some of my friends nearby who might be able to help her.

Last night I looked at her pictures, using the Faces feature on iPhoto. I could see with the passing of time her smile getting less real, and her eyes losing their sparkle. In person, although she welcomed us and enjoyed our friendship, she started talking about taking less hours, and possibly leaving Sea World altogether. In August we were told she had left, and that is why our emails sent to her had been unanswered.

I had been looking all over Facebook for her last night, with no success. Then something made me think just to google her. An Obituary came up. She died after Labor Day while we were on vacation. I looked up the husband on FB, trying to get a message to him from us. And the parents. And the sisters. No luck.
I stayed up until two a.m. because I was so upset. How do I break the news to the boy? How do I tell him they had the same birthday, only she was 31 years older than him?

I went to bed, exhausted. And then the tears started to flow. Great sobs wracked my body at her loss.
She came to me. I 'picked up' that she had to wait for the 10-10 portal to end because 'I was doing energy work that could not be interrupted', but she had been placing hints (big one--this footage of Believe--came up on a routine search for something like, Orthopedics versus Anaesthesia.

There were my friends! Art and I think Becky T--big tears then at the joy of seeing a show as it was, not in the commercial footage, a show that does not exist. And the whales--Corky is in this photo, and Kasatka, Kalia, and Ulysses in the footage)

I had to wait. (She told me how she died).
I saw you out there seeing the killer whales in BC when I passed, and I smiled.

I want you to write about chronic pain and addiction to pain medicines.

Tell your son that I am an angel now. That I will look after him and take care of him. Whenever he wants me, all he has to do is just pray, and I will be there. I loved him as my own, and I was very proud of his achievements. And so very thankful to you for taking the time to share them all with me.

I was overcome with emotion and gratitude for her being such an emotional support in my being a single mother. She was always 'there' for us, and loving us, like the whales, with generosity in her heart. I kept thanking her, and apologizing for making her vibration worse with my sorrow. This was ridiculous because I am a medium and I was talking to her in the middle of my grieving--but as a human who can no longer feel the hug, and can recognize the short life and early loss (she was ten years younger than me), the tears had to flow.

I see ahead! You are going to be quite happy! she tried to distract me from my tears.
And then she changed the subject, How come you never told me about who you are and what you do (gesturing at this whole process in spirit that is going on)? If you had told me, at the end, I would have believed you! (she showed me a picture of her crossing over and being welcomed by family)

Then I was caught off guard. 'But I didn't know this stuff at the time I met you. Only the Blessed Mother part, and I didn't think you would want to know about that.' But I would! But I would have!

She said she would be my angel too. And that she is 'coming back' and going to 'take care of the animals' after Ascension and not to worry.

But worry I did. Was she there at the accident with Nakai? Did he slice his chin on the new glass barriers they put up on Dine With Shamu? The edge is sharp! Did that send her over the edge?

So I looked it up. Here is the link: http://timzimmermann.com/2012/10/01/nakai-photos-and-backstory/

This happened September 20. Apparently there were three whales, two of them new, in a corporate evening show after normal closing hours, Nakai, Keet, and Ike. The last two are from other Sea Worlds and arrived earlier 2012. They stopped performing and were fighting. Nakai went to the back pool by himself, and Keet and Ike kept on with the show. It wasn't until after that a bite mark with orca teeth marks was found on Nakai.

Nakai and Keet had bad blood between them. Keet is an orca sperm donor. He is well trained and contributes a lot to the gene pool. One time while he was in 'the procedure' Nakai had come up to him and bit his erect penis. Hard enough to draw blood. This was payback.

And our friend had nothing to do with the entire incident! She had passed on her own schedule.

If you or a loved one suffer from chronic pain and addiction, learn Reiki. It will allow yourself to self-Reiki and fight the pain in a non-chemical way. It will also raise your vibration, an help you to heal on a soul level, as well as the physical, the imbalance that is in your aura as well as your body. It will help you better cope.

There is more hope with Reiki than in pills and patches that are traditionally used for pain. You can combine Reiki with them, either in treatments or if you respond well to the sessions, consider learning it as well.

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

This song means  so much to me. I have not seen any of the Twilight series or movies. I know it is from that. But apart from Twilight, this song speaks of how Love is eternal, and how love can wait until 'we can see each other once again'. In memory of our dear friend and now our angel: