Out With The Old--And In With The New!

I am starting to experience the energy of the airport metaphysically in the current time. You know that bustle of people having someplace to go, saying goodbye and joyfully saying hello all right next to each other in the crowd as you go to your gate on the way to your destination? There is electricity in the air! I totally adore it.

What I am starting to experience, in my own life, in my readers, and in general in the world around me, is not unlike at the end of an exam in class--how the teacher patiently says, 'there are five minutes left, please double check your answers and make sure you are ready to turn it in'. It's not time to stop working, but it is getting very close! I am pretty fast at everything when it comes to learning. My father was an instructor, and I was totally confident with the whole test-taking experience. I'd finish shortly after the half, and while I was double-checking, and triple-checking, I'd stop and look around the room. I did it quickly, to make sure no one thought I was cheating (why would I copy their answers when I always aced the tests?!). The faces intrigued me. The tongue sticking out to the side as someone furiously erased on their paper. The lips moving as they read the question over again. The brow furrowing with wrinkles and the eyes looking up as they struggled to recall what they had studied.  This was drama at its finest, real life, and way better than some actor reciting their lines on some show on TV! My competition was there--they'd finish up early too. So I'd pray. Please God, I don't want for you to give me the answers--just make it so I can accurately recall and share what I actually HAVE learned. Please let this show clearly what knowledge I have gained; help me to freely access it.

Is there a test with the 3D-5D split we are rapidly approaching?

Not on your life.

But is the 'deadline' for 3D zooming up on the horizon?

My answer is 'yes'.

Will 'life go on' after the changes?

My answer is 'without a doubt!' and 'YES!' In fact, it's going to be even better!

So what type of 'movement' am I experiencing in my own day-to-day situation?

• Very deep healing on a soul level. I 'reconnected' yesterday with someone I knew 2000 years ago. The souls are talking, as well as these incarnations. Tears flowed up from pain I carried and was too unsure who to talk about it with. For example, in the afternoon, my soul eyes looked at his, in another dimension, and I shared the horrors I had experienced in my incarnations. I knew He could make it stop--this insanity that affects society, not just me, but countless others! The brutality against women. For this I wanted it to stop! Then last night, as I went to sleep, although I had offered forgiveness, I realized I needed to be forgiven too. In my most important incarnation, my husband's body was not buried at the risk of my own life too. As a Jewish slave, I knew what that meant. And I saw that my beloved's corpse, all that was left of him, was taken to the outskirts of town and was eaten by the birds. I knew. I watched. And I carried terrible guilt to this day because I did not carry out my duty as a widow to see to it he had a proper burial...
• Finally getting the time I need to 'catch up' on important tasks around the house. I've been asking Spirit for 'more time' and I've had the last three days off! Archangel Nathaniel popped in, and asks me to share about his services--he's the one who does the Impossible!  My home was a terrible mess off and on for eight years. I had cleaning service in the early times of motherhood, but stopped when my son was two because of a terrible accident, a flood, the cleaners made in my home. There was thousands of dollars in damage. Mentally, I felt as a woman, it was my 'duty' to 'bless my home' and with the Fly Lady I had my baby wings and her book/system...Then I got overwhelmed. You can't have 'routines' when your schedule is as erratic as mine is when I work. Although the start time is roughly 'be there at seven' the days can be short or long, and that's not including the superimposed late-night shifts where I come home the next day and sleep.There is clarity and forward movement, as well as a close friend stepping up to the plate to help set this in motion. She says to 'throw money at it' and 'the problem will go away'. She is right. My home is turning into my sanctuary...in just a few short weeks!
• All family relationships, even some of the more drama-prone ones, are on an even keel with the extended family.
• The readers on Facebook and the Twitter followers are showing me how beautiful they are as souls; I see it, I rejoice in their awakening and enthusiasm to assist others around them with theirs!
• I haven't felt the need to do a mass 'healing' in a public place or build a vortex in about three weeks. This is highly unusual for me. I think that part is 'done' or at least, 'five minutes to done' LOL!
• I feel loved and supported in everything I do.
• I used to be all fired-up to teach others at my work, and to get all the MD-intuitives who are famous to 'notice me' and 'collaborate'.  Now I am like Judith Orloff, MD (who never answered my emails or letters)--meh? That's fine with me. Dr. Oz? Go do your thing! (I never contacted him after Judith's snub--too chicken!). The two Reiki Master ER docs in Chicago area a reader told me about, who have NO Facebook pages or way to anonymously contact them? Oh well! And even this fabulous healer, who may have 'stolen my thunder'? Whatever! There's enough OR's and OR staff to teach even if lots of healers go about doing this: (Hands of Life, Surgical Doula Training and Certification, Julie Motz, http://juliemotz.com/Workshops.html)

As a matter of fact, instead, I just saw THIS on  Reiki Fur Babies post:

• Spirit said the past is over. The future is not here yet. Your desires are in and for the present. Increase the boundaries of yourself- do more- learn more- express more. Grow, improve, accomplish, expand. The energy within is seeking more than a mate, a profession, a religion, a pleasure, power or meaning. Its is seeking out more of YOU, and flushing out more of you. Open up- affirmations for love: You know that you deserve love and accept it now. You give out love and it is returned to you multiplied. You must rejoice in the love you encounter every day. you never have to go looking for love when it is where you come from. Self love is the most important lesson we never seem to remember. Trust yourself first. You will always tell yourself the truth either when you are awake or in sleep. be the love of your life and you will attract others to the love that is surrounding you.

Boy, that is music to my ears! After all these centuries of 'starving' for the most fundamental 'vibration' of the Universe, it's time to be 'full-up'!

What areas are you seeking Closure? Archangel Nathaniel says, 'no job is too Big or too Small'. Why not invite him to help you 'make huge miraculous changes!' and be on the lookout for very subtle, small 'opportunities'? That's how he likes to work.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

Open Here

The Illusion is starting to make itself apparent.

It is going to kick and buck, just like a horse being broken by a cowboy.

You are that cowboy. And the Illusion is the life that we live, that we Manifest together as a group. It is trying to change, the bronco of Illusion. And we will ride it till it breaks, and we ride all the way together safely home.

Today I awoke, did my chores, got us breakfast. It was an eight o'clock start, and we were on time.

Illusion #1: the woman at work who calls to see if you are late, called. But I wasn't late. My case was scheduled for eight, not seven-thirty. She apologized. I never got flustered. (I once less than three weeks ago made a scene at the front desk because of these calls) I actually checked in on time, and called when I hit the parking lot.

Illusion #2: the 'flawless case': nice patient, on time, everything running smoothly. NOT! Once the surgeon got in the room--an all-new team, wrong equipment, confusion and delay, and speaking to the charge nurse. Everything went fine on my end. But like a small earthquake, the business-as-usual was shaking around a bit.

Illusion #3: everyone loves flowers. This is not true. I brought in a boquet of sweet peas for the desk patients roll by and we all walk past in recovery room. Some DID. But not everyone. And very few actually stopped to smell them. I had to share and ask people to take a whiff. When they did, they loved it. But not everyone knows what to do around a beautiful boquet. Not at work.

Illusion #4: Spine surgery. Sounds easier than it is, anesthesia-wise. Add somatosensory evoked potentials and motor evoked potentials, and there is not much anesthesia that you can actually give without screwing up the readings on the monitors. (Anesthesia = asleep neurons, neuromonitoring = awake neurons, yes?). However, the anesthesia is enough to drop blood pressure. (Anesthesia = hypotension, spinal cord perfusion = hypertension). So a lot of fake blood pressure meds were needed (we call them 'pressors').

In a patient of large size, on the total i.v. anesthetics, you are refilling the propofol pump frequently. There was so much beeping, raising the table, lowering the table, making sure the foley did not get caught on the c-arm for lateral, that I almost got irritated. But then, I looked at the Illusion straight in the face; You are trying to Get Me, aren't you? This is a test, isn't it? I want to pass this test! And so I chilled. And learned some big lessons today.

Illusion #5: Sexual harassment. How does it feel when all the men in the room start talking about titty bars and strip clubs in front of you? (everyone except the neuro monitoring tech). Bad, at first. But then, I lifted the curtain and saw--Illusion! On closer inspection, these overworked, overcommitted males were enjoying the freedom of being together...and happy for once. Who cares if it was icky--everyone was laughing and being real. I laughed when I thought how opposites attract, like beauty and the geek, literally! Illusion tried to get the best of me. But I stepped aside.

Illusion #6: Time for family. My neighbor in the room next door yelled at the relief person for not relieving her. The patient was too unstable, and it was not in their interest to have their name on the record. Yes, we handoff cases. Up to a point. She missed her kids. I missed mine, too. But I knew he was safe, and my patient was not the most stable. So I stayed. The 'I miss my kids' Illusion used to get the better of me. At three o'clock every day I would long to go home, and every minute seemed like and hour beyond it. Today I thought like a man. What progress that there is for me.

Illusion #7: The Low Fat Diet: Diet recommendations are given by the Heart Doctors. Obesity is an Endocrine Problem. The Low Fat Diet we are supposed to follow, is not recommended by the Endocrine specialists. It makes you hungry and you eat too much. Otherwise there would be MORE fat in the diet. Similarly, Hyptertension is a Renal problem. But the Heart Speicialists have taken over that condiition as well. And lastly, Stroke is a Neurological condition, but the American Heart Association is behind the Stroke Association that has made all of the recomnendations, not the Neurologists. (overheard from surgeon to surgeon conversation in the O.R.)

In each of these seven examples, I pushed past the obvious to see the lesson inside the situation. My reaction was measured, chosen. And each situation taught me a little bit more about who I am, really, deep inside, and what resources I have in my heart, body, mind, soul and Spirit.

Things are going to be like this for a bit, I imagine. When my snake goes to shed his skin, he looks awful for a few days. The eyes get all cloudy. And the skin pale. Then he works and works to get that old skin off. Sometimes I have to soak him in water to help make the process easier. But when he is done, the skin is more glowing and bright than ever before. (he is a ball python, a little over one year old).

Our Universe is going through some changes, starting here with Planet Earth. Try to remember the healthy new look Gaia is going to have. Assist her with your thoughts and hearts like I soak my snake to help shedding pass easier. She is going to appreciate it. And it will be good for you.

Have patientce when the fabric of Life As You Know It stretches and breaks. Something will reform that is vaster and more expansive, more wonderful than you could imagine!

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S. Human disc from the spine looks like annular and breaks into small shreds just like tsurimi, the fake crab they put into California Roll.