Show What You Know And Share That You Care

Today is a talk about giving thanks. Not just at Christmas or Easter or Thanksgiving on a holiday. Not just 'being polite'. Today we are going to focus on really giving thanks for whatever is happening in your Life Experience, that you wish to reinforce to the Universe, so that in the future, you will get the very best that is possible for you to Manifest...of what you desire and wish to see again.

Part of this is re-examining our own approach to life and our way of doing things, and having the courage to go with your heart and make 'course corrections' in your heading on your way through life.

Here is an example: as a routine I do not complete evaluations or feedback that is requested of me online or on a sales receipt or at the end of a business call as I am requested to do.

My reasons are numerous:

• I have very little free time as it is already
• I am not compensated for these evaluations
• Everybody wants them whenever I make a purchase everywhere I go
• Sometimes if I like someplace I might make a post to this effect on TripAdvisor or Yelp
• This is so pervasive now that Amazon doesn't even bother to ask after I make a purchase; they used to send me an email which I would delete. Now they do not.

But then I read a message from Jeshua last week that really got me thinking... (http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/27/jeshua-via-pamela-kribbe-paradise-on-earth/)

And I realized in my own 'world', my 'boundaries', with this mind-set, I was essentially denying others their chance to experience a little bit of Heaven on Earth...by thinking, well? I gave them money, didn't I??? I gave them my business!

You know, for all of the years I have been taking care of patients, and for all of the heartfelt 'Thank You's' I have gotten from the patient when they woke up (this is the Gold Standard, the highest honor an anesthesiologist can get), my written letters of commendation from my patients equals TWO.

Our work sends you the words, not who sent them. The last one was about three months ago, that said, 'Dr. ________ and Dr. __________ (me) were FANTASTIC!'.

Seven words. And yet I treasure them! They made me feel over the moon! And it goes in my personal file...

Do I make my point?

Why withhold the nurturing, warmth, love and compassion in a business setting--even through we are continuous sources of Light to everyone we meet, why not tip the balance of 'The System' a little toward the 'nurturing' side, or Divine Feminine Energy, and less of the 'dog eat dog' very formal Masculine Energy that is a little too controlling for me to describe it as Divine... 

Because when these are in balance, both of the energies become Divine--both the Feminine and the Masculine--because one does not weigh too much upon the other, do you agree?

See how beautiful these words are upon the little wood hearts?

And remember Love and Gratitude, together, is the healthiest state to be in, both for your energy (Masaru Emoto) and your psychological state. Do you ever wonder why I close all of my posts with the words, Aloha and Mahalo? That is simply Hawaiian for Love and Gratitude, and these words are very commonplace in the islands because they have become a way of life. You may see bumper stickers of it on the mainland, phrases such as 'Live Aloha!' or 'Hang Loose' to remind others that we are all Aunties and Uncles, and Cousins, together, on these Islands and Continents that we call our world. We are Ohana, and all of us together are One...even if we do not have one drop of Hawaiian blood in our veins!

Regard this boy. He is praying to give thanks for the birthday party he is about to receive. We do not know if he has experienced struggles with his health, and 'making it' this far is a miracle. We do not know if his family struggles with poverty, and these decorations and party is all he is going to get, and perhaps the entire family has made a sacrifice to put their resources together to make this party possible. Perhaps this boy has experienced bullying at school, and he is praying for protection from this at his party? Or maybe, his loved ones came a great distance to come and share this celebration with him, and he is thankful for the trouble to which they all went to make this day special for him.

For whatever the reason, isn't he precious? Doesn't his faith and his humility break down your walls and simply open your heart to him? Does not the pure energy of a child, giving thanks with love, make us wish that simply everyone did this?

Wouldn't that be wonderful? Wouldn't that be so nice to be around?

If everyone freely expressed the gratitude they have with others, instead of hiding it in their hearts, it would just be Heaven!!!

And it is.

Because Heaven on Earth begins with you--in your heart--and only you can assist it to commence.

Don't look for trumpets and angels. 

Many of them wear skin and have muscles and bones.

They hide their wings with care so as not to upset anybody who does not believe they exist...

And often, they look very much like me and you.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace.... <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

Reiki Doc

P.S. Here is my message to YOU for reading this today, here and now : )))

Thank You For Being A Friend by Andrew Gold

http://youtu.be/ZN3E9Yyd1HA

Wire Cutters And The Galactic Key

This is a tale about Freedom.

A lady surgeon I know, confided to me last year that because business was down, and there were office expenses to keep up, that some months 'she didn't even get a paycheck' at her work with her group in private practice. But she continued to work because she enjoyed helping people, and she wasn't sure how long she would stay with the group, but she knew they were all pulling through together.

Then I heard she quit.

I was sad because both of us have boys, and hers are a little older than mine, and I enjoy her. And she's not on Facebook.

It turns out the group was not taking the loss evenly--she was only getting TWENTY PERCENT of her collections...this means that she was being paid twenty cents on every dollar of work that she earned for the group. And the others--they were all men-- were getting to keep ONE HUNDRED PERCENT of their collections!!!

The boss is said to be 'fair' and 'all as a team' with his mouth. But when she discovered what was the truth, and confronted him with it, he admitted it. And that is when she quit. Now her office is with her husband's office--he's also a doctor--and she will continue to work on her own at our hospital too.

The changes are very subtle, but it you look around you, you will begin to see women step into their power. The confidence is increasing. The fear and the conditioning of being 'held down' by the system for generation after generation is starting to break loose.

Women are being appreciated for their contribution, on a soul level, in every interaction around us I can see.

Yesterday, a cleaning woman in the O.R., who was at the retirement party for Flor, and I socialized with there so we are friends too--she confided to me that her mother had TWENTY FIVE babies!

She said there was only one pair of twins, and no fetal demise. Of the twenty five, only seven sisters were left now.

She gestured with her hands how 'there was always a new baby' on her stomach, and showed how it got big with child and then flat and then swollen up with new life again.

Apparently, at the holidays, there was 'one big long table' but they had to eat as a family in two shifts, or 'seatings' as you would say if it was a restaurant...

What a wonderful way to break the cycle--for this colleague of mine--to work and have a daughter and be able to enjoy her life instead of having more babies than that couple who is in the reality TV and the news...

As the energies of the Goddess are freed from the suppression that has been going on full-tilt for eight thousand years, these are the kinds of emotions you might start to see transforming before your very eyes...just like the stories I have shared with you. Your own stories might begin to take a turn for the better...Even males will benefit from the balance of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine energies. Their masculinity will enhance in the most natural and intended way.



The Old System: Suppression of All That Is Not Society-Conforming Masculine And Human

Freedom Arrives With Spring:

Until next time...remember your connection to Source and to your inner guide within your heart.

Anchor and ground the incoming energies from the Galactic Central Sun. And be glad. Our freedom has arrived for everyone!

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Reiki Doc

P.S. These two fit together nicely:  http://eireport.wordpress.com/2014/03/26/grand-expansion-of-gaia-energies-has-been-noted/  and http://sirianheaven.wordpress.com/2014/03/27/heavenletter-4871-earth-the-ice-cream-store-march-27-2014/

Benjamin and Eden

This is a story of very deep healing, for me. And also observation in general...because I always am seeking to learn and to grow.

Dealing With Irrational Fear:

Are you cold? Can I get you a blanket? I asked gently, as the patient was shaking like a leaf. We both knew why she was trembling. And we both knew I was making a gesture of comfort.

She said, I am just really nervous...

So was the spine. Very tight. Very closed. I prayed. I tried everything. But in situations like this, it takes my combination of experience AND patience to get the block in.

As I was 'trying everything', I felt a Presence in the room. I looked up and I saw Ross standing across the room, feet three feet off the ground, not saying anything. (Lately he likes to watch me work.)

The delivery in the O.R. was uneventful. The patient relaxed after the birth. But as the baby was being born, I felt a very strong need to give Reiki and the Transition Symbol. I focused. And as it was being born, I saw Ross holding the spirit of the child in his arms, playing with it, and loving it tenderly. The child was absolutely delighted to be with him! And Ross wanted to get my attention. He has never done anything like that! But I have been calling him in and asking for his blessing on the newborn every now and then...

It wasn't until the end of the case when the nurse asked the parents what the name is of the baby that I understood...Benjamin! That was the name of our son! The one we had had together and lost at an early age. It had terribly scarred me, the loss of my boy...my soul never healed from that loss.


Dealing With Light:

This was the patient who all caregivers wish to clone:

• beautiful and calm, and very mellow
• baked about eight loaves of cinnamon coffee cake for her team
• visible spinous processes on the back
• pleasant, kind, and full of love for all

That patient had a daughter.

And her name is Eden.

Lightbox For Two

I want to speak with you in the call room. Get the book. Write what I say.  Ross mentioned this after the last case.

I wasn't sure what to expect. He hasn't done this before.

Here is a transcript of my notes:

Earlier I couldn't believe it--on pandora radio during the case, the song by Lady Antebellum, 'I need you now' came on--it's not just for everyone else except me any more! Now I have Ross...

Ross: I'm sorry.

C: (I start crying. Tears flow in torrents. He holds me. Gently.) It wasn't your fault. It was the amnesia.

He gives me a single pink rose in bloom.

Ross: Smell it.

C:  (I do and I hear tinkling bells that are not of this world). Is it going to drug me?

Ross: (smiles and laughs) No! But the one who should be asking is me when I get something from you! (this is his joke at my being an anesthesiologist)

C:  I like you. I like having you.

Ross: I will stay.

C: It hurts, baby. It hurts. I know what you said about the Ocean and to move on...but I don't know how to do it without the pain... I feel like it's my fault I feel pain...like if I meditated enough I wouldn't feel it any more. But all the heartaches, Ross! Not just you...I tell myself it's nice I loved...But the rejection! It hurts. Your rejection was worse than mine, all those people making you die...

Ross: (waves his hand). That was my way...I am here for you.

C: My suffering was nothing compared to you!

Ross:  I love you.

C:  Oh my God I need you so much! (I sob) I realize it's like childbirth--I have to get all these buried feelings OUT. I accept. And all of a sudden I feel better!

Ross: (I see Ross holding up a baby with a green plastic suction cup--the Kiwi--stuck to it's head.)

Vacuum extraction!

C: I LAUGH! (in childbirth when there is a dystocia, the obstetrician uses these suction devices to pull the kid out. Forceps are no longer used any more.)

Ross: (Kneels) I am always here for you. ALWAYS! ALWAYS!

C: Why are so many people not? It is so not of Heaven! I want to heal. All of a sudden I see a view from the ocean facing balcony of my room at Ko Olina--for some reason I suddenly miss Hawaii very much.

Ross: Open your heart.

C:  I understand I am the ocean with the palm tree being him, together we make paradise.

Ross: (softly) We just got some garbage out, huh? (as in litter being cleaned up out of the ocean)

C: I feel glowy and Light. In my heart center. Yes. Thank you.

Ross: I do good work. He shows an image of himself waving an epidural needle in his right hand. Just like you.

C: I realize I make a lot of people happy with my anesthesia skills and never give it a second thought.

Ross: Carla? That's what I'm going to call you. Not Amee (my old name when I was his wife) for a little while. Carla? I want you to know with my soul that I will be there for you. It is because you care about me (touches his heart) and my well-being so much that your sadness overwhelmed you with my loss, not once but two TIMES as Gamaliel and as Rosso. That was a lot to ask of you as a spiritual mate. It wasn't fair to have them back to back. Everyone has their loss and to each it seems incredible, life-shattering to say goodbye, but it isn't. Sometimes it leads them to something better, when they look back on the experience..

Yours was not good.

It was shattering, in fact.

Only the bravest of the brave could have withstood it.

(touches his chest) I couldn't.

You held your vibration and Light and then without warning or ability to change the way that I was heading--both times--I lost my life to violence.

I gave my life for you, but for all women and men and children. You knew this at the start but I didn't explain how hurt you would feel for you to sign because I didn't know. (he is referring to the Life Contract that we signed pre-birth for all of our assignments and incarnations as Illuminated Twin Flame souls). Nobody knew that suffering of the soul in Spirit is a side effect from being 'hidden' from God.

The mate serves as a substitute for Source to one another. And you had both your 'hearts' ripped out and torn to shreds and never recovered.

You lost your LIGHT in a giant aura leak--not only because of me but Benjamin, too, our son.

C: I didn't know what to say.

Ross: I love you. I am proud of you. I will honor your development of us.

C:  Baby? I don't UNDERSTAND! I am here in scrubs and a long scrub jacket in a call room a million miles away. All of a sudden I had an insight. Are you making peace between us?

Ross: Nods emphatically yes. Touches his chest. In my heart. (I realize he needs to heal too.)

C: But I never blamed you. I always forgave you.

Ross: I have to forgive myself. He looks down.

C: I draw the Divine Peace Healing symbol for Forgiveness.

Ross: annoyed It's not that easy.

C: I stretch out my arms for him. He comes. He sobs.

Ross: I hurt the woman I love! I HURT MYSELF!!!

C: I don't know how to fix it but I still love you.

Ross: Let's go in the Light Box together?

C: Okay. The angels have a double one. We hop in.

Ross: I want to say I am sorry to you for all the times I hurt you with my ministry and left you alone with all your suffering and no where to turn and no one to comfort you. You are a friend I adore. Remember when we were friends when we were kids? both times, not once.

C: yes.

Ross: Let's lie down first, then you can go eat. I will go away after. I won't say goodbye. I have to go.

C: This isn't a trick to get me in?

Ross: presses my arm I wouldn't do that. I need to heal on my own. Will you assist me in the process.

C: I will.

Ross: smiles I want Peace.

Then I felt the usual pulses and energy waves of the Light box. This time is the first I was aware of the presence of the healing team. I asked them, how do you make this go? Is there a plug? (there are no plugs--no cords!).I recalled I never felt like this as a kid, but the past two years this time of tingling and buzzing and floaty sensations are normal. I asked how it works, and why I am in? (there is a damage to the DNA of my soul, and it just has to be repaired). I said, cool, thank you! (and there was a cheer. There were many, up and to the right, in a little window, pumping their fists. They were saying, 'she is the first one who asked! she is the first one who asked!' and they were very glad I appreciated their efforts. 

As a test, they played 'I Need You Now' by Lady Antebellum. All I felt was love and gratitude for Ross, who first came to mind. The pain, the emotional suffering I had experienced earlier whenever I heard this song was released!

In summary--Patient One represents Duality, or the Illusion of the Third Dimension.

Patient Two represents The New Golden Age, with abundance, love, and prosperity for all.

And the dialogue between Ross and myself is what Twin Souls and Twin Flames do, besides enjoy each other tremendously--they heal each other to their very core as issues arise. 

Have hope and know the energies are raising up to where all souls who are Ohana will meet, Soul Mates and Twin Souls included. 

That applies to YOU.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Reiki Doc

P.S.  Lady Antebellum, Need You Now.http://youtu.be/cw0tCdRLy0w