Jump!

 

Today's blog post may be considered controversial. These are only the views of the writer, at this time.  Take the best and leave the rest, continue believing whatever you think is right for you...

Once upon a time, there was a plan to create a beautiful new school in the Heavens called Earth. It was to use a new concept called Duality to test the soul of the students enrolled in this school. Now, whether this school was the concept of Divine Creator originally, or perhaps a concept that was proposed by someone else instead, I am sure that Divine Creator cannot be tricked, cannot be fooled, and has absolute control at all times.

For argument's sake, if we suppose that Heaven and the Heavenly Realms are considered 'good', then to construct a duality there must be someone to uphold the opposite polarity of 'evil', 'darkness', etc. And to make this believable, Creator selected one close in the hierarchy to take this 'secret assignment'  and play the role of the villain.

Everyone knows who that is.

The story is that the Bearer of Light (as he likes to call himself) stormed out and took a third of the angels with him. 

He fell.

They jumped.

And the rest can't go back to Heaven. The leader can, to get permissions and make changes with the 'battle plan'.

This is where things get a little fuzzy in the 'common sense' category...what we are lead to believe is that this is a random, haphazard, totally unorganized assault on mankind (the students). 

Do not buy this for a minute. 

Here is what I think.

If not before the 'jump' and premeditated, then from the process of 'jumping' it is like mad cow disease struck the Bearer of Light. Avarice overtook him. And now, according to insiders like Jessie Czebotar, his plan is to overthrow the Throne Room and take over Heaven itself. 

The Bible says that he will be thrown into a pit for a thousand years. And this overtaking is not going to happen.

This is why there is so much anger against the Abrahamic religions. And so much effort into finding some way to prove the Bible is not true. 

The part I want to discuss is that in fact, the 'opposition' is highly organized, highly disciplined, and the leader is a brilliant military strategist who is known for playing the Long Game. The Long Game is designed to make changes on the human gradually, perhaps very small ones a generation, so that the humans are unable to detect them.

According to Jessie, there are major and minor dark angels on that team, and there are about twelve who are at the highest ranks. Each of them gets a jurisdiction on Earth school. And their jurisdictions cover not only geographic Earth, but also time and the seasons. Astrology has the twelve houses. So does the Chinese zodiac. Then there are the planets, who are considered their 'territory' as well. Does this makes sense and do you follow?

So being born on July 7, for example, I was not only stripped of my memories of Heaven by the amnesia, but my place and date of birth assigned me under not only my country, state and county, but also the astrologies--and each and every one of these things is under dominion by these dark beings who rule the earth. 

What is this called, in other words, this innocent soul being put under these 'owners' if you will simply by incarnating on Earth?

This is what is considered to be Original Sin. 

It's not your fault. It is the facts of life of being born here on this highly organized and structured school that is being influenced by a military strategy genius. 

Let's take his Earthly realm, his hierarchy. Jessie has described it. There are five major branches (for censorship sake I would direct you to her work, but I will say they consist of one brotherhood, at least two separate religions, the military, and I think a order of priests). She says that the Mothers of Darkness oversee from the top, and daily, they take directions from The Boss. They talk to him. Then under them are the various ranks and councils. These are like Priest, Priestess, High Priest, etc. Please note that every one has a geographic area assigned to them. And at the top there are the quadrants, the western quadrant, the northern quadrant, etc. They even do things like weather magic and control the weather.

Furthermore, the systems that govern the earth--the schools, the banks, the governments, the healthcare--are squarely controlled by the earthly hierarchy who has infiltrated almost everything. And the technology has advanced so much that our psychology as humans is all figured out and sophisticated assaults on this are commonplace. Information wars. Advertising. Subliminal messages. Directed energy weapons. All that stuff...

So it is a two-pronged grip on each of us. There is the incarnate hierarchy, then the spiritual dark angel one. As if it was not hard enough to just get through our lives and learn our life lessons, right?

There is one and only one way OUT. 

And this infuriates everyone on the Team Dark. Well, I am certain there are some less than willing participants who would gladly leave but are under great pressure.

Of the incarnate Team Dark, there are two factions, the Light and the Dark. Currently they are battling for Earth. It is not over. And their leader is fine with throwing the Dark under the bus in order to have the Light create the false 'heaven on earth' so everyone will worship that fake religion. Because the last thing that they want is for us to follow the one who bucked the system and made a way out for everyone.

This is just to get you thinking, and even more important, observing and taking in information and processing it yourselves to see--to have eyes that see and ears that hear--and for you to continue to say yes when you mean yes and say no when you mean no.

You are truly incredible. Thank you for answering our call.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla (mostly Carla today but Ross wanted her to write)

Goddesses and Gods

 

There has been a lot of work and effort put into my healing lately. Truly, it has taken years. And more, knowledge and understanding is not the same thing as healing itself. 

I will spare you the details. Just know that there have been a lot of things that I had been carrying around, things that were my own 'shit', and I honestly did not even realize that it was there.  I always felt 'different' and 'not able to connect well' with others who were closest to me. What I have learned is there have been some very good reasons -- certain experiences or lack of them (emotional attunement, for example) -- for being like this.  ADHD in females is often misdiagnosed as anxiety or other conditions instead of neurodivergence, simply because females tend to mask their symptoms better to be able to fit in.

I was told today that actually, the ADHD brain is advanced. There is a long thin single crystal structure surrounded by smaller crystals in the brainstem. It had been turned off with permission from creator by the one who is given charge of this material world. This crystal structure connects the consciousness with All That Is. So once the consciousness of the collective raises enough, everything will flip. It will activate. Those lacking the crystal structure will be diagnosed as 'something wrong' and the rest will assimilate into the Higher Consciousness. 

I liked that explanation.

And it really does not surprise me. I had terrible allergies growing up. On hot, smoggy days in the public swimming pool my lungs would whistle when I breathed. I got enough air it was just a funny thing I thought everyone had happen to them. I was maybe nine or ten when I first noticed it. I was not diagnosed with 'reactive airways' (asthma) until twenty years later when I was in medical school and having a lot of cases of bronchitis. I could not get enough air when climbing up a small hill from the parking lot. So I got my first albuterol metered-dose inhaler to open up my tightly squeezed bronchi.

So many things go under the radar. Physical things. Psychological things. Emotional things. Even Spiritual things. 

So, I was introduced to a new term, 'Owner-shit'...it is a play on the word 'Ownership' because it means taking responsibility for your own things that need to be healed. 

Now the baby steps are to treat myself with kindness, to give myself rest when I need it, and to accept that everything happens for the best. Even this. It certainly has taken until later in life...but at least I stopped making the same mistakes over and over, and slowly am heading in the right direction. 

I see clearly now that God's love for us--we truly are God's children, kids of both Mother God and Father God--smoothes out our broken self-esteem. We ARE loved!

A Course in Miracles really guides us that everything is for our own benefit. It is a like a show that is being created by us, our lives, and for our highest good. Hope Johnson makes me laugh in how she often asserts 'we are making the whole thing up!'  

We are.

Which brings me to our next part, the feelings. Feelings are our teachers too. Sometimes they are giving us insight, sometimes they are the result of being traumatized in the past and this new situation is similar enough to set us off. Staying with the feeling and accepting it, but later choosing when to act and how to respond to the feeling is possibly the most important part of our Earth Walk.  Not just discernment when talking with the Spirit world, or from watching the news, but even reaching deep into our innermost world and seeing what resonates as Truth for us. 

I have had a lot of dread lately with Current Events. I can't put my finger on it, but something is not right, and something worse, it reminds me of what I have studied in the last book of the Bible, Revelation. I was feeling really upset over it. I spoke with Ross. He asked me insightful questions to guide my thought process. I realized I am afraid of the drama. I do not like what I am seeing now. I understand things are supposed to get a lot worse before they improve. After living through past lives as well as this life now, the suffering is something I really really really am concerned to witness. 

Ross said something helpful to me. He said, 'Let all the skirmishes and battles go, do not give them your attention. Remember the fact that our team wins in the end. We win. Everything else is of no concern to you. Focus on what you can to pass the time.'

So, if you are concerned about the future, specifically, the AC on the world stage, and things like Armageddon, you are not alone. And as best as you can, if you are not the type to take a 'sporting interest' in the play by play, look ahead. Just like reading the last chapter of a mystery before reading the rest of the book so you know how it ends. 

What I have learned is that our interpersonal connections are highly important to nurture. Even more so than working with Spirit or the Past. We make the highest difference for ourselves and others by validating them, being true to our own souls, and accepting what is to be accepted. I choose to work diligently on my healing to help pass the time, since that is important to me. It keeps me going. Find what is important to you, and give your very best to whatever you choose.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Appreciate The Passing Of Time

 

The other day I had the privilege to spend some time with my niece and nephew, both of whom are very young. Having grown Anthony his whole life, I can see what a treasure a little one is. How they think and how they play. For the overwhelmed parent it is a little difficult to appreciate because the challenges are many and providing for a family, especially in these times, is no piece of cake.

At work on Friday I got to do a very specialized case, the first of its kind at our facility, and it went well. It was a challenge and oddly enough, when I asked my colleagues for any advice on how to approach it, only one person answered and their information was incorrect! Fortunately I have the experience to anticipate contingencies and I did. The surgeon asked me what I thought was 'fast' for a case like that. I said, 'I don't know, one hour I suppose?'. Well he turned it into a friendly challenge 'from anesthesia'! Commenting off and on throughout the case, in a good-natured way. The patient and their support system was phenomenal too. 

Just like the seasons change, so do the seasons of our lives.

But without the changing colors of Autumn, and without the cyclical nature of the seasons of the year.  Spring returns. But our youth? No. It slips away while we are raising our families and living our lives. Yet the entire process can be enjoyable and deeply rewarding. Lessons are not fun, I will give you that. And they can make us wish for the time to pass quickly. Even though there are always more lessons to follow!

Open your eyes. Watch. Look around you to the little vignettes that you are allowed to see--the parent holding their sleeping baby. The little one's joy and running to give someone a hug. Where I was yesterday I saw a lot of 'little people' walking around--genuine achondroplastic dwarfs--and enjoying their families. I saw one walking with a cane (they get terrible back pain and spinal stenosis due to their condition)...and I thought to myself, 'Wow! you don't get to see this every day!'

Appreciate the color and texture of your life experience. Realize everyone around you is in the thick of learning their lessons. When you can, give a smile or a polite compliment to brighten someone's day.

Dig in to your life lessons! They will propel you to much happiness! Especially when you complete some of the more challenging ones.

Dream your dreams. Try not to compare yourself to others. For example, your lesson might be on resources (money) and no matter what you do you can't seem to get that one right. But your rich friends with the nanny and the housekeeper, remember they are learning their lessons too, just they have already completed the money one. And a few, if they are having a really sweet life, well, they may be on a breather incarnation after a series of really hard lessons lived one life after the next. You are at the best place for YOU. 

I do not know what the future will bring--higher prices, political unrest, a super modern lifestyle?--nobody knows that. As long as your eyes and ears and senses are working you have very incredible gifts. Especially when you have loved ones to love.

Take a moment to think about this.

You will be glad you did.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Listen and Trust

 

Your inner guidance system is key. 

Sometimes, especially lately, there are a lot of thoughts and events going on which have a strong ability to distract us. It used to be easier years ago to hear Spirit. It felt 'close' and now the information given from the Other Side seems 'quieter'. 

Discernment is still very important. But in times where the guidance is advising to do something that won't hurt anyone or yourself, if it feels 'right', follow the guidance.

Years and years ago, I was guided to bring an angel food cake to my ballet class. I thought it was very weird. So I didn't. It turns out it was my ballet teacher's birthday. That day.

On Monday, I was guided to ask my surgeon if she had taken her son to the Pumpkin Patch? I waited until after the case. And I asked. She just had, the day before, and her son who is very young had loved it. This time instead of the train he drove the 'tractor' and loved smashing into the hay. 

Yesterday I was guided to walk to lunch. I had another one of those long, unpaid gaps in my assignment. This restaurant ironically was one that Anthony's father had taken me to after we had gone to a Scottish Festival in a nearby town. It was Japanese. So I had noodles for lunch. It helped.

This is a Spiritual battle -- all over the world -- in these times. Technically it has been a war our whole lives but it was not quite as obvious. And as a battle there are going to be some really challenging experiences that come into our paths, perhaps from work, perhaps from family, perhaps from things completely outside our control. Dig in. Use your weapons. You definitely have them! Prayer. Healing. Kindness. Validation. Giving. Using blessed objects. Applying the Blood of Jesus. Sending Reiki. And getting support from others. 

We are in this together. Both on Earth, and with Heaven. Remember your Home. Remember you have the full support of Home. Always.

Ross

Carla had a shock the other day. It was a big one. She reached out to me at once, and also to those she trusts, for truly, she had been overwhelmed. 

She couldn't sleep.

That is why I sent her to the noodles at the little Mom and Pop. 

I also sent her to look at Jewelry at the discount stores, to help pass the time. 

She got a lot of steps which also was good for her.

Today, after raising all the flags and ringing the bells, metaphysically, the ball is in my court. Carla is watching to look for signs and developments. Carla knows and trusts that the invisible may even be a little MORE important than the physical in dealing with something like this. 

Much as Carla would like this resolved forever, Carla knows to wait.

And Carla knows what steps to take to prevent risk to her future. She knows what boundaries to hold and to hold tight. Because sometimes through mistakes one gains wisdom to help clear and protect their whole life.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

We Can't Quite Put Our Finger On It...

 

Hmmmm.

You know what?

My son was able to locate our favorite kind of bread for sandwiches and toast the other day. It had been about a year that our local Costco and Trader Joe and Ralph's and Pavilions stopped carrying it. He went to a different store. It's called Milton's bread. 

Anyways that was a small miracle in and of itself!

Here is news from John Smallman's daughter Kirstie. He is getting better! 

I almost titled this blog post You Ain't Fooling Nobody! But it does confirm something I had sensed back in Covid times. With the restrictions imposed in my home state of California, many many have sought refuge by moving out of state. Specifically to two very large states, in addition to Tennessee. One (the stars at night, are big and bright...clap clap clap clap...deep in the heart of Texas!--nice song, isn't it? we sang it in grade school)--last year was frozen without power and the solar energy did not produce during the cold snap.  The other is famous for no state income tax, and many people go to retire there. There's a lot of coastal acreage in that state. 

Anyhow, I wondered if perhaps these states were set up to draw out people of a certain mindset, and in the back of my mind I was curious if once these people were concentrated geographically, would they be at risk to be targeted in some way?

I wonder and am curious about a great many things.

The auroras are really strong this year, stronger than others, and I have seen colors like red I hardly ever have seen before. Is this natural? Or the New high-tech world that we live in?

Mountain Dew had Baja Blast and Maui something. DEW. Hmmmm.

And if I recall correctly, in Columbine or somewhere in Colorado, some shooting in a theater during a showing of Batman happened long time ago. And in that movie was a scene that when frozen you would read and see a map of Sandy Hook. THE Sandy Hook. 

What famous movie is out now? The one about some joker? I thought that had been the movie when Heath Ledger had gone too far in the acting and ended it all, years ago? Maybe I had the wrong character? But movies like these are filled with comms (communications by symbols). 

I recall someone high up somewhere saying something like, 'prepping can't prepare you for what is coming'. 

That seems a pretty accurate description of the sudden and severe natural disasters, which by the way, are considered 'acts of God' and insurance doesn't cover...

There is so much to think about!

At my work, it was a good place during Covid. They did force the un..um, how do you say it? Those who did not participate in certain medical recommendations to test and isolate to the hallway for breaks as the break room was only for certain other people. But now, it's been making its rounds. We have two people out at a time, for a week or two, and need temporary workers to cover. It seems disproportionate who is catching it now and who isn't. There seems to be a pattern and I can't quite put my finger on it...if you know you know, right?

Speaking of work, we are now asked to 'conserve' i.v. fluids. The Baxter facility who makes them was affected by the last hurricane, Helene. So, whenever possible, patients must hydrate orally and take medication by mouth instead of i.v. There is no maintenance of i.v. fluids, just heparin locks. There are other makers of i.v. fluids but Baxter has like, eighty percent of the market. They just need to get back on their feet. Ironically, the other makers of i.v. fluids was in Puerto Rico, and when they had a bad hurricane many years ago, we had trouble getting i.v. fluids at my work too. Hmmmm. 

Mosaic warfare, or also called 'non-restricted' warfare--is something that the masses do not realize is happening. There are information control and psychological operations parts of mosaic warfare. There is high-technology stuff most people do not realize exist being used openly under cover of plausible denial. And critical infrastructure gets targeted. Hungry, fearful people are easier to control. Never mind the spiritual overlay of conflict between team dark and team light to factor in to everything.

Although this is all pure conjecture, and we can't quite put our finger on it, we know. 

We know and we have our tools. Our faith. Our commitment to what is right and true. And our hearts. 

Be brave! Be strong! Be courageous! 

Remember we have each other!

Ross

Remember it is always darkest before the dawn. I want you to remind yourselves of this often! 

And pray! Pray for others as well as for yourself. That all needs may be met and safety be apparent to everyone.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple 

How To Assist with the Waking Up of Others Around You

 

For those of us who have been with us, we salute you. Early on you have taken the bitter truth knowingly and in Divine Trust.  Together we have looked for opportunities to support and assist others in their awakening. 

The Truth is hard to hide.

And now, with global circumstances, the audacity of TWDNHOBIAH is becoming more evident to those who, until now, have been in 'slumber'.  Some of you might have a little resentment going, and thinking to yourselves, 'It has been pretty freaking OBVIOUS hasn't it?' and wondering how they never were able to see it before, no matter how many meme, posts, hints and direct discussions you would have with 'these people'. 

Well, at the end of every anesthetic, people 'emerge' from the chemically induced 'slumber'. 

And now, circumstances are forcing people to see with their own eyes, what up until now, had not been possible--due to a number of things--highly sophisticated psychological forces, magic/enchantment, and denial. All are stronger than we know individually and these three 'technologies' (for lack of a better word) are very potent. 

I think there is a common thread among those who are already awakened--many are survivors of horrific abuse (mental, physical, emotional, psychological). So they know from first-hand experience that humans can be cruel and unkind. Even those for example like mothers and fathers who are in roles to help nurture their young. 

Fortunately this makes the survivors less susceptible to the big three 'technologies' ...and dissociation. 

Like the frog in the slowly boiling pot of hot water, those around us are starting to feel the heat. Life is getting uncomfortable for themselves and for others.

So what do we do?

We hold the space for them.

We do not get sucked in to their drama.

We answer questions such as their asking us, 'Is it real? or am I going crazy?'

And we nurture ourselves because holding the space takes an awful lot of energy. You have to be on the alert and consciously deciding what to do and say.

It also helps to be familiar with perception. Our five senses can be victim to illusions. That inner knowing, that trust, that faith, and our belief systems will help guide us even through the thickest, most blinding storm in this spiritual battle.

When all else fails, have compassion for those who are newly awake. For us, we did not have geographic catastrophes happening while we were realizing how the world is run and who runs it and what these people running it believe.  These new ones needed the extreme circumstance to wake them up. And I can anticipate even more people needing even more extreme circumstances before they too will awaken.

God is in Charge and everything is taking place for the Highest Good. Even though it may not look like it. 

Things are being positioned to set off a Civil war--many of them. Due to the manipulation of perceptions. Also keep in mind that we have been in a non-localized unrestricted warfare for most of our lives, as well as a spiritual war on top of that. What you think, say, and do is highly important and besides journaling, probably the most effective way to counteract and heal mind control programming in others. Consistency is key. And mindfulness is important.

Ross

Carla is looking forward to making blueberry pancakes from scratch! Anthony is home for the weekend!

Remember to savor the joys along the way. Even in the worst concentration camp, Ravensbrook, Corrie Ten Boom remembered to appreciate the beautiful birds and flowers she would encounter in her day.

This is important for the mind, soul, and body to appreciate beauty. 

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Officers

Willingness to Make Adjustments

 

Feeling what we feel and acknowledging it is the first step when it comes to healing the deep, inner work that is necessary to lighten our being.

The next step is a willingness to change. How can that be? Well, part of it might be for some people, to accept what is, up to the point of Byron Katie's extreme perspective on 'Turn It Around'. Paraphrased, when you catch yourself in a mental dialogue loop of 'it shouldn't be this way!' Byron Katie embraces the opposite--'it SHOULD be this way!'  This helps to take the ego out of the driver's seat.

I write when interesting things happen in my growth and development. And what was interesting was a subtle awareness shift once I was able to let go. I do not like being alone. I have felt alone my entire life. And even with my family of origin, being misunderstood made me feel more alone than ever. My deepest longing when I was four was for a sister, someone like me, someone to understand...

Over time that longing was replaced by wanting a partner. A good one.

The only thing was, I didn't know how. And two divorces and a terrible breakup with a baby daddy later, I understand intellectually how I am a fearful attachment 'attacher'. Disorganized is another name for it. 

The shift was when I realized yesterday, that I am going to need a lot of alone time and space to heal from all of my experiences. They have been one right after the other up until the father of our son left me during pregnancy...and the custody raked me over the coals with my heart. 

I even experienced something new--anger! Anger at my life circumstances (when it comes to partnership). Anger at God. Anger at Ross. Anger at everything, just spitting angry and upset that these lessons totally SUCK and I wish I had never had to experience them!

Anger is healthy. When one is able to emotionally regulate themselves, anger is a way of telling you an important message. In this case, I have not had my needs met for ages, because I never learned how to request them and walk away from those who are not able to even negotiate them with me!

So, in a short span of time, my perspective has changed from wanting someone to 'make it better'--to just wanting to be alone and have the time and space to heal. I did not fight it. I had been telling myself to accept what is as I navigate being an empty nester. Since day one the nest emptied. 

You are going to be surprised at how your perspectives can shift! They can move quite suddenly! And it is all for the highest good.

I learned this weekend of something sad. Our friend John Smallman, of the John Smallman's Blog (Saul) and Jesus through John, has not been in good health. His daughter posted a request for prayers for him

Much has changed over the last fifteen years in the spiritual community. John has been a hard-working, contributing member. His messages have helped me so much. 

Remember him. 

Just like we remember with love the others--Svali, Kerth Barker, Cathy O'Brien, Tex E Marrs, The Black Child on YouTube, Really Graceful, Kauilapele, Alexandra Meadors, Sheldan Nidle, Marc Gamma, Isabel Henn, Cobra (his Red Pill really was a game changer back in the day), Andy Bojarski, our own circle of soul family, Jennifer Farley, Source Messages, Sark, Anne Reith, Tim Braun...and Linda Dunn who helped immensely and tirelessly with the original Ross and Carla bracelets...as well as Ann Johnson who also helped with many bracelet drives. Dolores Cannon. A Call for Glitter Kittens (you know who). So many sending love daily out and leading the way in ways only they can do.

Such incredible people! I have been lucky to know. And to be guided by them. 

We have a lot of common ground behind us. Be sure to spend some time reflecting on the sacrifices and gift of soul from these incredible Light Workers!

Ross

Everything is happening for the best. I want you to remember this! Everything truly IS happening for the best. 

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

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Changing Your Attitude to Change

 

I used to hate change.

Viscerally just stress and fight the inevitable.

Now with the Autumn season, and many more years under my experience, I am learning to adapt gracefully when in truth there is no other option available to me than to accept and allow.

Just for today, let's focus on change. 

Even here, there's a change. I used to blog daily. Now people don't read blogs like they used to, they enjoy TikTok videos. The platform Blogspot is still awesome! Over the years it has changed too. I have had to adapt and find work-arounds to certain features. 

A big change is taking a new level in being a mom--an anticipated one, but still, it is awful quiet around here. On the one hand, it is freeing. And considering I fell into motherhood quite by accident, this is kind of a 'fresh start' once again. This time I have Reiki training, all the psychic development courses, all the personal development, even the understanding of attachment styles to help. It is my hope that we have been able to bring you along on your journey as well, along with us.

It is so easy to numb your feelings out. And to just work and continue your routine. Today, it took me asking two separate people--trained ones--to make sure my habit of canceling exercise classes taught by the person who was teaching class the day I got hurt in class--was not being a baby. Some people are more knowledgeable than others, especially for someone my age and with my injuries. It just makes sense to let that one be and not risk it. I am not used to feeling my feelings and acting upon them, not for me, in my personal life. Professionally, sure! That's different. 

There's lots of changes ahead. It depends on who you listen to, really. Cobra says that even if nothing more is done by the Light workers the framework of the dark has been damaged beyond repair and will implode in seven years. Ben Fulford says that lots is going on behind the scenes especially with international finances. The book of Revelation says that we are moving right along with the End Times. Even with the elections in the United States, anything can happen! Will it be like 2020 or like 2016 this time? Either way large groups of people are going to be extremely upset. 

I see change here. I see businesses closing in my neighborhood. The economy is tough. Really, really tight for the majority of the people. Are we at 'a loaf of bread will buy a bag of gold?'  Not yet. But some company sent a letter saying to go with them for forty dollars a month to have a 'land line' even after California gets rid of the 'land line' telephone system. My house doesn't even have access to the old 'land line' networks. Our 'land line' is connected to the internet. And the new business works with a box you plug into a plug and then your wireless phones connect to it. The only way it will stay 'working' when the internet is 'down' is for the battery in the system. 

I miss land lines.

I miss the security of knowing they would be always working in an emergency.

I miss SoupPlantation restaurant. 

I miss BigLots who is going out of business.

Times change. 

We are not Superman, who was able to turn back time.

Once we grasp that everything is happening for our benefit, to help us raise our awareness and to grow as souls, then change becomes less scary. 

It helps me to accept that everything was written into our pre-birth contracts. Even the end of life. Between those two endpoints, it doesn't hurt to ask for what we want from Spirit. And to work along those lines to gain skills and knowledge. 

Keep in the game. Just let your your grip on the outcome loosen a little. You will be glad you did.

Ross agrees with this message.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins 

Healing on a Continuum

 

Good morning!

It has been a while.

I have been busy doing my inner work.

Here are some of the fruits of this work. It's taken a long time to reach these conclusions. Keep in mind I was always like one hundred five to one hundred thirty pounds for most of my young adult life. Now for the last three to five years I have struggled to get my weight under two hundred pounds. I am strong and healthy, with good endurance, because I work out. Most recently, after all this effort, a vacation brought on weight with a vengeance I have never seen before! It was scary.

Number one:  Although it would be nice to be thin, it is possible to use fashion to look your best at whatever weight you are. Making an effort is noticeable by others. And it boosts the confidence too.

Number two: Older people who are in my old 'low weight' range look kind of bony and thin, some of them, when I examine my patients. It is muscle and fitness that affects the look of 'health', not weight alone. 

Number three:  When you are looking for healing it will arrive. I read this book with interest:  Why Does He Do That? Inside the minds of angry and controlling men...Wow. Now I understand why my first husband who was sweet and kind turned mean once his parents took him aside and told him to 'put his foot down with me'. We were no longer equals at that point. I did not understand what had taken over him. And I could feel the tension between explosive outbursts of anger building over days and weeks. I would trigger the fight on my own terms instead of wait for it to surprise me. Most important is that this is a separate behavior from addiction. It is difficult to cure. There are positive consequences to the abuser for being angry and controlling people. They 'justify' why they do what they do, and never realize how horrible it makes others feel. Long story short, thanks to this book, I understand the techniques that were used against me, I understand why I did the right thing to leave, and I understand what to look for to avoid being around this kind of person. It also helps me understand why a dear friend of mine is seeking divorce after being suicidal and attempting it...the abuse she endured was behind closed doors. Nobody, not even me, realized the extent of her suffering. It took ten months of therapy for five hours a day to help her recover. With this knowledge from the book--which is a difficult read, painful, if you have been abused--but empowering nontheless--we can not condone abusive men in their 'game'. We can identify it as a community and withdraw support to discourage such actions.

Number four:  God doesn't want me to quit. I am a simple soul. I never thought I would make it past sixteen, seriously. I was ready to settle down for a quiet life with husband number one. That didn't happen. I was ready to settle down as a doctor...then I discovered Reiki. I was ready to just be a mom and that's it...but now my nest is going to be emptier again. I get this feeling that God isn't through with me yet. There's more to do, more life to be lived, and some very important lessons heading my way. 

Number five:  Goals are important. But connections are often overlooked. They actually have more long-term influence on our lives. Learn to appreciate the blessings our connections and community have to give to us.

Spiritually, things have been quiet. That's because I have been needing to focus on my lessons at this time. 

I will relax and accept and allow what lessons and messages from Spirit arrive next.

Oh!

Ross wants me to share about football. You know I enjoy baseball. Basically the season is over for my team, which is placing last and the second-worst team in all of the sport. But football, well, my son has been teaching me about the game. American football, not soccer. It started because I was embarrassed to be in the OR when the topic being discussed was football and I could not have anything to say. I did not understand the conversation. We have been working on games, the Red Zone, and talk sports almost every day. But just this week, he showed me the Alt 22 tapes. The are the films of the plays, each play of the game, without sound, from two different angles. You can watch them from any game, just like the coaches and players do through the week. I learned the strategy--the shotgun, the pistol, the back-something, the run play, the pass, as well as the defense against it. It is an art, really. A battle art. To design the plays, as well as the defensive plays. I had no idea it was so organized, that there were so many minds working together to create what you see on the field. It is not random, whatsoever. Do I have a favorite team? No. But I appreciate my son helping me learn about the sport.

Ross says to all of us, 'just have a good time' as we go about our days.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

The Internal Guidance System

 

Today is a holiday in the United States. Before when I worked in the main Operating Room I did not always get this holiday off. When I did, I usually traveled and made the most of my time away from work to enjoy my family.

This morning, my son was fast asleep, and we were at home. Today is unplanned. This is to avoid crowds and traffic. 

I was able to do something I have not done in a long time. I was able to go outside, relax, and not pressure myself to do anything. 

This is when Spirit guided me through a very fast meditation, one I believe is important to share, especially in this day and age of digital online distractions. It is very simple. You check in and see how you feel about a variety of things, both the immediate circle of your friends, family, and work...and for the bigger things. For me, I reviewed current politics and recent events. I was surprised to experience my gut reaction which is different from thinking about each topic. I was like, 'gosh I really feel that way about that!'

You see, algorithms are designed to give us what we want--what resonates with us--so imperceptibly that we are bombarded with ads and posts designed to get us to engage with it.

I heard just this week of a nurse who was no longer permitted to work because her phone addiction was getting in the way of patient care.

We believe we are in charge of our own thoughts when we scroll. But the psychological manipulation is highly effective. You can't put your finger on it. But it reinforces our perception of our place in the world.

Disengage during your meditation. Even for five minutes. 

Dig deep for the real YOU. The one that is not connected to the internet. 

Get in touch with your heart. 

This is what makes us human, our hearts.

Our ability to feel.

You do not need to decide to do anything based on your feelings. That is not the purpose of this exercise. Just get a general idea of what aligns with your heart. What you like. What you do not like. And take a mental note of how strong those feelings are.  You will be like, 'wow that really bothers me! Hmmm.'

There is so much in our world we have to just adapt to, suck it up, and live with it. Be sure to keep this from making you turn numb to it. Get away from the distractions for five, ten minutes. And check in with your internal guidance system. 

You want to make the most of your time on earth. 

One of the big things that came through, is realizing how much I am loved and taken care of by The Universe. It is a very wonderful thing.

Ross

Carla has a difficult chore to do. She must not delay it further. She is following my request on the meditation and sharing it with our fantastic readers.

How often to do this meditation?

Daily is best. Keep it short. But do it to keep you aware of your perceptions in the world which are uniquely your own.

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Aloha and mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Cousins <3

Poco Loco

 

Yesterday for the first time in ages I was called in to my council. I felt a little sheepish. It has been years with me learning my latest lessons. 

I felt embarrassed because gone was the woman who would say, 'bring it on!' and yell--seriously! I would raise my voice--at my teams who are guiding me and loving me. 

My guides appeared more relaxed and calm, a little less formal. It was almost like a reunion of sorts. 

When they asked me what has changed, I was extremely grateful for all of the lessons I have been able to experience since those days when I was feisty years and years ago. The amount of growth which has taken place was really remarkable. Back then I thought I had all the answers. Yesterday I was humbled in a nice way. I was permitted to see how the plan really works for our life experiences moulding us into something more. I have so much more confidence, understanding, patience, love and kindness. Both to myself and others. I also have the blessing of working outpatient so I can enjoy my evenings and weekends and holidays like a 'normal person'.

Some of the lessons were not fun. Yet I completed them. Perhaps not perfectly...and that is okay. 

My council did not give any indication of what the future may hold. But I am very glad they helped me to appreciate the enormous changes and positive effects of my going the experiences I have gone through in the recent past.

It is subtle. 

If they had not given me this opportunity I would not have been able to see it.

I am certain in your own way you have achieved tremendous growth as a human incarnate too.

Ross

I would like to talk about why Carla was invited to visit her Council yesterday. And for those of you who are asking yourselves the question, yes, I am on it. I am one of Carla's team of advisors in addition to the other roles I share with her.

It was because she was not expecting it. 

For a while now Carla has been focused on her hobbies, her work, her personal growth, and slowly coming around to helping to guide others with her healings and writings again. 

Some things take time in order to process and heal. Her attachment wounds have been painful and she has been studying and opening herself to improving herself to overcome them. 

Carla did not need us pointing out specifics. Our meeting was in general and it was designed to encourage her (and therefore you after hearing about it) along her path. 

A lot is changing in the outside world. This is a reflection of what is changing cumulatively as a collective on the 'inside'. Just like a teenager growing and challenging others to find their place in the world, a similar thing is going on not with the TWDNHOBIAH but with the masses, the bulk of the people, who are doing their best and trying not to be deceived any more by anyone.

We are moving forward. There is a lot of spiritual inertia as a collective, but things truly are moving forward and picking up speed. We are at barely perceptible movement, just like when you get your muscles prepared to lift a heavy object, right before you lift. 

Enjoy the ride!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Everyday Misunderstandings

 

It's not what happens to you, it's what you do with what happened.

My mom gave me that message yesterday.

Recently was the four-year anniversary of her passing. I had forgotten the date. I didn't care to remember. But my sister reached out to me to comfort me and that's how I remembered. My sister who reached out was the 'Golden Child', the one mother favored the most in her later years.

There was a lot of pain in growing up. My beautiful first three to four years, my mother was pleasant, kind, cheerful. I went to babysitters a lot because she was working to support the family while my father was getting his teaching credential. Once my next youngest sister was born, it became apparent that I was no longer the favorite. I was not even a close runner up. I was just another mouth to feed. And my emotions were not welcome in the family. 

Both mom and dad were very strict in what was acceptable behavior and what wasn't. Dad was like mom, emotionally distant and controlling of how I was permitted to interact. I had to say 'Father' not 'dad' or 'daddy' when I was very little. I could not say, 'look!' I had to say 'observe'. For someone with training in child development it was surprising what little it did to help me learn to feel and manage my emotions. 

I had met someone once who was raised in a broken home, I could sense it was bad, and I shunned them. Little did I know I was looking in a mirror, and in shunning I was not accepting myself.

For years I wondered why I was a 'drunk magnet' and my closest friends and partners were children of alcoholics and some even had to go to foster care for the abuse they were given by their parents. 

Like attracts like.

My mother had explosive outbursts of anger. Both she and my father we basically narcissists. I could say, 'narcissists lite'. 

For the past four years, especially after the estate settled, I just breathed a huge sigh of relief and was thankful to be able to heal my emotions.

What was strange was that I am sure my mom and Spirit were communication through coincidences on that anniversary of her death. I worked late and it was too late to cook. Our local restaurant had no parking and at the last minute my son got the idea to go to an Italian restaurant. At the restaurant, a song came on, More by Frank Sinatra. It was a theme song of my mother and father's big movie from when they were dating, Mondo Cane. 

I started to cry. 

Anthony had to distract me to help me compose myself. He came up with a funny story from my childhood. 

But song after song--Neil Diamond, this one here, that one there--touched my heart with meaning and significance I understood was from her. 

Then the next day we went to the Italian market. We had forgotten to go when we planned during my time off. And even yesterday after my exercise class, I stopped by the store to pick up a gift card for my sister's birthday--and I found an item that could only have been from mom. Mom encouraging me to wear fashion and be confident in it. 

You see, when mom brought my sister home from the hospital, it was February. I was four. Dad and his mom were in charge of me but not really. I wanted to wear my favorite dress, yellow sleeveless with black trim with white polka dots. But it was cold. So I put a plain white tee shirt under the dress so I could wear it.

Mom took me aside and was so indignant and angry! She said, 'how can you wear something so ugly on such a big day as this?!'.. Well, I was four and I dressed myself for the first time ever. That's how. It really hurt. I never tried again with that innocence and joy. I made sure things matched and I dressed for comfort. 

This year it was my New Year's Resolution to look better. To try. And it's been working. Twice now at work people have said, 'you look nice'. Men look. They offer me rides in the golf cart to get to the door quicker. They also rush to open the door. I see others at work wearing nicer clothes in before they change into their scrubs too. 

It didn't matter anymore what mom had said.

But still she reached out.

I was pondering our difficult relationship on the drive home from the discount clothes store. I realized from my crying at the restaurant I really loved my mom. But I was not free to love her because of her angry outbursts and lack of emotional regulation. With her reaching out I can tell now that she loved me too, in her own way. 

Then I was struck with the thought, 'she was crazy'. 

I could tell mom was okay with that thought.

It helped me to understand what I had been through. And why it had taken so long to heal. It was an emotional/psychological disease on her part that she never got treatment for. It helped me to categorize the unexplainable and impossible to understand  experience for a child that I had still be struggling with. 

In you life, with the difficult people, especially those closest to you who gave you betrayal, sadness, and pain--you can tell yourself it's not your fault. But this is with your MIND, not your subconscious and your heart. If you relax, do your best, and observe your interactions later--for example with me and the anniversary of mom's death--after doing everything you can to heal and grow and understand the situation of course first....closure can happen. Miracles can happen. And you can be free. 

Another example of someone who broke free is Zeena Shreck. I am halfway through an interview she has with Jordan B Peterson. And I thought I had it bad growing up! LOL. It is incredible what the human soul can do. She was the daughter of the founder of the Church of Satan. Now she has left that lifestyle and become a devout Buddhist. It is fascinating.

Ross

There is a meme Carla posted this morning. I asked her to share:

I want her to write the words just in case you can't see the picture on your device.

Many trauma survivors see themselves as likable but not lovable.

Likeable, not lovable.

Needed, but not wanted.

Present, but not included.

Observed, but not seen. 

There is a short film I want you to see regarding this.  (Ross? I can't find it. May I explain it?) Yes, certainly.

A woman in South Africa was a heroin addict. In her clean living recovery home she needed to go to church. She sang the songs. But wasn't sure about Jesus or the church. She just knew she was going home to more withdrawal symptoms after church. At two in the morning when the symptoms got really bad, a little voice inside her told her to pray. So she went to the icy cold bathroom, got on her knees at the sink, and prayed, 'God, if you are real I really need your help right now'. She then sad a vision of Jesus. What lasted like minutes was actually two hours. She has since recovered and helps others. 

What happened while you were looking for the video, Carla?

C:  Ross, there are lots of other stories of people meeting Jesus and changing their lives for the better.

R:  this is my message--when you are down and saddened by the burdens of life, I want you to keep looking up positive life experiences such as this. And also like Zeena's. And further, not only near death experiences but the stories of loved ones when their dying loved ones experience the 'rally' or 'one last good day' near the end of life. click here for short and read comments <3

These will encourage and uplift you.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

Your friends 

Your Joy Is For You!

 

You are made to be unburdened in Life.

That is the original blueprint of Gaia--to test your ability to prosper and thrive amidst challenges which can befall you. For example, fighting the tiger off with the other villagers, and then sharing a celebration after the fact.

Unfortunately, there have been traumas and evil machinations upon this beautiful planet. Many of her inhabitants are the 'walking wounded', psychologically. Some are even so deep that they do not even realize their can be misperceptions deep within the subconscious and they are completely unaware of them. 

These 'setbacks' will rob you of your joy. Any joy you experience, any happiness, will appear fleeting in the context of deep unknown and unhealed pain and suffering.

What is going on in the world, and with others, is a distraction from what is going on inside YOU. Compassion is a good thing, so is concern and empathy for others. But never lose sight that this is your personal life experience, and healing and unburdening this hidden pain can only be done by you. There is no surgery or psychological experience which may magically remove your emotional baggage for you. 

Remember we have eyes on the front of our heads to look forward and to let go of the past.

We also have the ability to unlearn that which has been learned.

Your joy and perception of the world is a delightful gift! And until it is the end of your Life Experience, you get to decide whether to seek the joy, or to bury it with sorrow. Remember that crying releases beautiful soothing hormones into our system which are cleansing. Remember that journaling, as a daily habit, is such a powerful way to undo trauma that even MK Ultra victims can heal through it. Moments of appreciation in our day, stopping to enjoy the sights and smells and tastes of our environment will help to connect us to Gaia through grounding--almost as much as 'earthing' with the bare feet on the soil. 

Let go.

When hard times come, or bad memories or dreams bother you, acknowledge them. Allow for healing to process. And reclaim your joy.

Ross

This goes for multiple incarnations and also for concurrent life experiences running throughout creation as well. 

Remember I can split myself into infinite multiple separate appearing consciousnesses as I have mastered this ability through meditation and practice, as well as my being in the other realms. 

When something hurts you, fall down, feel a little concerned and upset, take care of any scrapes on your knee for example wash it and put ointment and dressing on it, then get back on the bicycle from which you fell. Enjoy the ride! When the next bump arrives give it your best shot. And if you fall, well, repeat the same steps. Get back to your happiness. It matters not only to you but to the rest of us up here in the higher realms as well. We can feel it.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

An Earthly Learning Opportunity

 

Remorse.

Guilt. 

Shame.

Contrition.

These unpopular words in modern times represent one of the most important learning opportunities in one's Earth Walk--the sudden realization that we are in a state of misperception, and the new found inspiration to walk a different path where we are more in alignment with Truth. 

The Truth itself could be variable--one's own sense of right and wrong Truth which one has been ignoring, or perhaps a new 'religious' Truth or 'lifestyle' Truth, or even, the one and only, unchanging, Universal Truth which guides all of Divine Creation. 

Here is a wonderful photo of such a moment

Initially it said of a bullfighter who had the bull 'look him in the eye' and he suddenly realized the animal did not want to hurt him, or to fight. He felt remorse, quit his career, and went on to become an animal rights activist.

This story itself is part true. The bullfighter in the photo is Francisco Javier Sanchez Vara. He was doing something bullfighters do to make it more exciting--they put themselves in danger. 

The real bullfighter who changed is Alvaro Munera. He was paralyzed by a bull goring him.

What matters is not the details of the story. The point we are trying to drive home here is on Earth, lives can change SUDDENLY.  It is well known how people can 'lose everything' and changes appear for the worst. What most people don't pause to consider is how things can suddenly change for the better, too.

Someone can decide to lose weight and commit to their health. People can overcome their addictions. New businesses can launch. Bad policies can be dropped. New laws can protect. These are examples yes, and the key is how out of the blue, we are hit with a SUDDEN REALIZATION that we have been 'a little off track'--in thoughts, beliefs, behaviors--and everything is made clear.

Know about it.

Be open to it if it happens to you.

Remember that with all your new insights--it is very difficult to communicate them to people who are in the same situation you were in before your new insights. You can plant the seeds. You can create ways to support those in their changes, for example, sober living community being available for those who truly are inspired to become clean and sober. 

And be able to recognize and validate and encourage those who are having these experiences who may lack the spiritual foundation you have of Reiki and hanging out with us for ten years plus!

It is okay to be wrong. It is okay to be unknowing. That is part of the human condition. There is no fault in that, and do not get all weighed down in playing the blame game. This is unproductive. Reach deep into unconditional love, both for yourselves and others, and give THANKS for the opportunity to turn over a new leaf! Be glad for the freedom to start off anew. Have enthusiasm and determination. These are the gifts one can enjoy while living on Earth that are not as easy to obtain elsewhere in the Universe!

Ross

I want to emphasize that one man's truth is only right for him, and may not be truth for another. It takes baby steps with the evolution of one's individual Truths to approach that of the Divine.  Save your breath. Instead lead by example. Let your happiness and joy be your calling card for others to come to you and find out your 'secret'!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Lovers of the Universe and What is Right and Correct

Practice Makes Perfect

 

Dude? It's hard.

It is so hard to sustain yourself these days as an independent, self-sustaining human.

Today's message is like the one they give you in the survival packs--start cooking with dried beans and these stored ingredients NOW so that when you need them to survive you will be able to make them taste good and your body will already be used to it. 

Yesterday afternoon I watched a movie with Anthony. It was a zombie movie starring Brad Pitt. I don't recall the name but it was made before the pandemic. It was fascinating medically to see how that one aged after living through a pandemic. But that is a side note.

Brad Pitt's youngest daughter was in the back seat of the car in Philadelphia or New Jersey when the zombie apocalypse began. They are in a terrible car accident. And she is complaining, 'I want my blanket!'.

Later, thanks to her dad's military connections with the UN, she gets her life saved and the entire family is on a boat in the middle of the ocean with the navy...and she complains, 'I don't like the food!'

Let's not be that girl.

Remember to gather knowledge. You Tube has excellent 'how to' videos on just about anything. When you  meditate, see what Spirit guides you to learn. And when you learn, PRACTICE!

I share with my friends sometimes recipes I make, or my canning projects. I've seen this economic crisis of high inflation coming from a mile away. Cooking for yourself is the best way to save money. Like from scratch. Not opening up packages of processed food and mixing them together in a crock pot for hours. Real garlic you peel, not the kind in a jar. Real potatoes and carrots you have to peel. Spices you add yourself, not a mix of them. Even dehydrating food to store it. My friends think I am sharing a hobby. They laugh when I show how to make a recipe using canned chicken and say they can't eat it. I would like to think I had inspired some to cook and save money. But I see lots of posts of them from restaurants too. 

You can lead a horse to water but you can't make them drink.

Well today I will share with you the setbacks on my own survival skills to help you know what to expect.

 My fig trees had beautiful production for two years. I saved fruit by drying it. But that was five years ago. Now the crows and beetles and squirrels and rats have found the trees. People in my neighborhood stop growing things because of the pests. You can't win. Unless you grow plants in a screen mesh cage made of metal and the bottom under the dirt is that metal mesh too.

I planted birdseed and got millet to grow. That was easy. But the safflower? So thorny and difficult to extract the safflower seeds out. A crop of them couldn't make enough seeds for my bird to eat in a day.

Chards and lettuces and arugula grow okay here in the winter and spring. But then? They get too much sun, bolt, and go to seed. 

I tried growing wheat from wheatgrass. I actually bought some wheat berries in bulk. I tried using the blender to make flour. It is so crunchy still. You can't bake with it. 

Citrus was a success. You can use a professional juice press, and freeze the juice. A whole crop can be done in a day.

I did read though online of a way to make zucchini flour. It's an Amish thing. And you can stretch your regular flour up to one third by adding zucchini flour.

Even the solar generator and survival products I bought? The one to heat water doesn't really heat it, it takes a long time. The solar generator takes longer than it says to charge. Sometimes two days. It is nice if the power goes out and you put it on the freezer or fridge. But even then it works hours, not days. 

Who knows how to do these skills on their own without YouTube? Typically the elderly. But is this knowledge passed on? That's a good question. And is this knowledge at risk of being lost in a generation? Yes. And if the internet goes down, then YouTube goes away. Even if they adjust the algorithm such knowledge can disappear behind a paywall or worse.

Our ancestors were self-sufficient many years ago. They hunted and butchered and preserved meat. They foraged and farmed. They found ways through adversity like potato famines. 

What we propose is to know your skill, and find people who you can share skills with. Develop a community of like-minded-people. It doesn't have to be in your area, but it helps to have people who can teach one another these basic skills. I have the medical skills, thankfully. But to be honest without the equipment it's not easy to practice.

And pray.

I have heard two concerning things online. Not sure if they are true. But one is needing a form of i.d. to buy food. A grocery card. In a far East country that is a phone app i.d. through facial biometrics. Just a gift card alone will not let you buy anything. The other is that genetically modified seeds grow in aluminum-toxic soil, but natural ones will not. All the weather modification is affecting farming. Again, I don't know if these are true. The ramifications are serious however.

Another thing I have noticed is that chemicals to purify water in your swimming pool (and purify water/disinfect it) have really gotten expensive over the last five years. One three inch tablet of chlorine at my local hardware store is like seven or eight dollars!  It is not easy to find pure clean water these days. So have a plan how to obtain and purify water too. 

My grandmother got my mom and uncle through war in Sicily. There was lack of food. Bombs. When the bombs came they had to run to the caves to hide. She followed her intuition. She prayed.

Together we can survive anything! Keep your focus on what you enjoy, and what skills you can master. No matter how small your contribution may seem to you, remember all the parts of the whole are important. A watch cannot keep time without every working piece in the right place inside. Embrace your skills, be mindful of the times, and practice your skill until you are good at it.

You've got this! Keep going!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The two who are one

What Makes The World Go Round for Some People

 

Sex? Drugs? Rock and Roll?

It's a little more than that.

Today Ross and I have materials which are going to make you think. First off is this short reel about 'knowing the enemy'  short reel

There are people out there, probably more than you think, you are influenced by for lack of a better word, 'darkness'. 

Darkness is organized. Just like the military. It is not random. It is not 'warm and fuzzy' or 'edgy' in the long run. 

There is a thirty-five minute video click here to watch by someone who gives an overview of ways how people work with darkness . Important points are that they are not friendly. They expect payment. Most of all, if you sincerely want a life change from working in partnership with darkness, it is common for there to be some pushback from the former team. Kind of like how gangs treat you when you decide you want out. Another point is how when he decided to change, people from random, unconnected areas of his life were giving him trouble--and it was poignant how he could see the common 'team' or 'influence' behind those actions.

This blog post is to encourage and support those who are in the process of leaving the other team for the demon-free lifestyle. Kerth Barker did it. Svali did it. Cathy O'Brien did it with help from Mark her husband. Remember what the man in the second video says, you have the power of Creation within you already. That is what darkness wishes it had and tries to usurp through you. Ask Divine Mother and Divine Father to support you in your exit. Assistance is assured. Be strong and diligent. Love and gratitude together are your strongest weapons in your arsenal. The next is humor. Laugh at them who taunt you. Finally, remember no matter what you have done in the past, you are human incarnate. You have free will. They must do as you ask, they must do as you command. That is how it works.

For those of you who are holding the light and holding the space, you are doing an excellent job. Double down and anchor these incoming energies into the grid of both humankind and the earth.

thank you.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Ones who love you infinitely <3

Recommendations On Activities You Can Take During A Shit Show

 

Remember your vows.

Yes.

That's it.

Just like a police officer who has taken a vow to 'protect and serve'--YOU have taken vows before incarnating here on earth that thanks to the built-in amnesia in during the process--you totally cannot remember!

You will have made vows in three ways:

1. To take care of Gaia and her delicate life forms
2. To study to the best of your ability while you are incarnate. This includes getting to know yourself as well as yourself in your interactions with others.
3. To protect and support those in your Soul Group. Your Star Family.
4. To uphold and serve those in your Earth Family, including gardens and farm animals and pets. 
5. To honor your Soul Purpose.

It isn't easy to reflect on these things while there is a literal three-ring-circus demanding your attention! In reference to 'current events'--be they political, biblical, economic or societal--let us save time and energy by referring to them as a 'shit show'. 

Remember that the components of a 'shit show' are broad and far-reaching! They are designed to affect you psychologically, to have you lose hope, and to cave in against your beliefs ultimately (even though it may appear that they are singing to the choir--YOU--and you are totally sucked into it by being totally in alignment with whatever version of the shit show happens to appeal to you at the moment). 

Last week I took a much needed week off from work. Anthony and I had planned activities for some of the days. We went to local restaurants, enjoyed baseball games, and went to the zoo. We forgot to visit a local Italian market. But there is always another time for that. 

I took a break from exercise classes. I also cooked some amazing meals, including an almond torte recipe I have been wanting to make for over a year now.  I have taken care of my home and garden. And started a walking routine.  One of the impromptu highlights was when Anthony was talking about sports and a phone call to a radio station, and what they would say back. I added that they would say 'Jones Barbecue and Foot Massage!' with reference to an old YouTube video we thought was hilarious. We ended up watching that video, then also the deep dive one on the story behind the video. It is a professional comedian in that role! A comedian who was once a friend of Bernie Mac. 

We asked to come here during the Shit Show. We actually applied, and despite enormous competition were awarded lifetimes here on earth at this time. 

So, you can amuse yourself by keeping an eye to watch the Shit Show. 

To me and my star Mom, it's an ugly show and if we could walk out of the theater we would. 

But we can't.

So that's why I came up with the list. Honoring your vows will give you spiritual renewal energy. It will help keep you going. Remember the number one thing about the shit show:  you are powerless but the people orchestrating the shit show want you to think you can help whatever side win.  The actual powerful action especially in groups is prayer. It works. And it sidesteps the rules of the shit show and invokes ones that override its rules. 

Don't be afraid of the Shit Show. It's supposed to be a really important time in the history of Earth. Just do what you can to keep your focus and keep making progress on your promises (vows) while  you are on your way. 

Ross

There is a stress when you are unable to control something you would rather go in a particular direction. That is tenacity which motivates you to achieve the impossible or near impossible!

We want you to let go of this stress at the moment.

When it is your soul purpose you will know and nothing can keep you from your Task.  Nothing!

But when it is not clear, remember to go back to basics. Your Home, your home away from Home, and your Star Families (your earthly ones are one and the same, in all truth). 

Carla, tell them about your meditation you have found helpful.

C:  I have been working to heal my attachment wound. I understand it more. And why I am constantly craving to be held by someone who is kind to me. So I relaxed and went from my head to toe, slowly, recounting all the major illnesses, surgeries, and painful psychological wounds. I acknowledged each one. I felt the pain sear through me as if it was fresh. But then I was in Your Presence, and I shared how I felt about each one. That is was really bad, really hard on me. When I finished, I felt three things:  release, admiration for my strength to endure, and Love from Heaven which is always with me even though it sometimes does not look like it at the time.  I also asked to be held. I felt warmth and support.

R:  You may wish to try this yourselves. This is why I thought for Carla to mention it. It has been a long journey, a very long one, and your results are exceeding our expectations. I want to encourage you and to support you on your Earth walk.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

As The Crow Flies

 

The fastest distance between two points is called 'as the crow flies'.  Crows fly. Humans can't. Not without elaborate machines to carry them. 

I will give you three examples of how far we have traveled metaphysically:

1. I was shocked at how my social media read my mind last week. I was wondering where all the ads had gone for two companies, Lumen the weight loss/metabolism device, and Alessi, an Italian designer of simple household products that is very artistic. That same day, both ads started showing up on my screen. 
2. On the way to the ballgame, my son and I were having a conversation about names he might possibly name his children one day. I was interested in his preference for different names. I was curious. As he was going through the mens names, there was a pause. And I thought of the name, George. It is a name of his friend's cat as well, so I was cautious to bring it up. He did, just milliseconds away from the thought.
3. Last night I was careful to eat a low carb meal. I keep working to lose weight. But I was hungry. So I was thinking I was just going to go to bed hungry and trying to accept it while the ballgame was playing out. All of a sudden, my son stood up and said he was going to get ice cream. Would I like some? Yes. Indeed. And I got it in the waffle cone bowl too. 

People are looking to external signs of the defeat of evil. 

Some want it on the news. Which doesn't make sense because the news is owned by six corporations across the globe and they all say the same thing. 

Some want it as a Jubilee of sorts, where all debts are forgiven and people can have enough money to enjoy life. But this neglects the very obvious problem that the people across the world who own the media, also manage the banks and financial systems, and they are as corrupt as it gets. 

Some want a political ideology to manifest itself where they live. It could be a turning back to how things were, or for others, a moving forward to something completely new. The question is, how does a philosophy align with Universal Truth? Does it alter it? Does it replace it?

I would go so far as to challenge anyone, readers and random people the same, to look within and measure the approach timing on personal growth.  This doesn't hurt to look within. Especially because superimposed upon this huge spiritual battle, which it is, and which feels like it is taking forever, which again, it is, are our individual life experiences which will one day come to an end for those of us who are incarnate. It will switch over to lives between lives mode. But as long as you are in the incarnate mode, how much progress are  you making in your Life Lessons? Hmmmm? Because that you can take with you.

The human experience is unique. There is the physical aspect of it. How is your body? Is there mileage on the 'car' How are you maintaining it? The same questions may be asked of the mental body, the emotional body, the spiritual body, and so forth. 

For some, Spiritual growth and emotional growth is in an ability to 'go with the flow' and accept and allow the life lessons.  For others, it is getting in touch with their inner joy and sharing that with others. It could be committing to learning a subject, or developing a new hobby, or even helping beings in need...caring for them. 

Emotional growth is slow. Having been denied my emotions growing up (your negative emotions are not welcome here--was the message I was given), it has been both humbling and discouraging to pursue healing. Opportunities have come up, lots of resources online, books, videos...a whole new internal navigation system has come online. It takes baby steps to practice. Is it healed yet? I don't know. I am okay with 'heading in the right direction'. I understand it is generational trauma that has been handed down. The beautiful thing is I discovered it in the nick of time, and I am working to help my child grow and be emotionally supported and healthy. I am very grateful for this.

This could not have happened without everything else being consistent enough that I was able to focus on the inner growth. When I first started writing this blog, there was a lot more going on! A young kid, long hours at work, and co-parenting. I was doing the best I could at the time! But deep down, it bothered me that I couldn't find a good partner to share my life. It was like my 'picker' was broken and the same story kept repeating itself over and over. That made me sad. And I decided to just give up on partnership. That part of me was defective apparently.

Ross graciously came to my life. And I have grown with him and with his support, most of which lately has been more quiet. A big stumbling block for us was communication. 'How was your day?' is an important question for those of us who are incarnate. For those who are in the Spirit realm, well, there is no day and no real linear time... We have found ways to allow for growth for me in this respect. And it slowly has been working. 

Other areas needed to heal too. With Ross's purpose, it demands a lot from me to be with him. A lot of responsibility. I needed to learn to see things from his perspective, and also, to accept and grow in order to truly be of support to him in his work. We are talking about levels of responsibility that blow the mind they are so heavy. But for him, it is routine, a matter of course, and something he excels at. I would call it a calibration of sorts on my side. 

I would like to thank the gentle reader from England who reached out and requested I resume writing again. There is little to no feedback when I write. For years I could not post my own blog on my social media for a 'spam ban' that was unfair and unwarranted. Because of very odd folks I had to close the comments down. And even in the DWR page, if I go through all the comments and 'like' (acknowledge) them, then the social media gets turned off (unable to post or like) for hours. I can look for page views and occasionally I do.  It appears that 'reels' and 'tick talk' videos have become the new way to exchange information and are popular. I can't edit and I do not have more than a cell phone or tablet to record videos. I used to do one take. So, to learn that there is need for blog information was meaningful to me. Thank you.

I know Ross has been planning new things for me. We have talked. It hasn't been clear. This is vacation all week, stay-at-home. So with the time this morning waiting for my thyroid pill to kick in, I took the chance to write. Which is something is truly enjoy. It is from the heart.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are Dynamic and always growing to serve when there is need