We Invite You To Take A Look Around With Eyes That See

 

We live in a quantum world. 

This means that the observer affects what is.

It all has to do with perception.

And for the last twelve years, I've been raising my vibration, blogging, guiding others, even going to Cobra conferences in the past, to help navigate my way through the 'end times' through 'Ascension'...to KNOW what to expect and how to prepare others as a guide.

If you think about it, we are transitioning from a place where time exists to a place where it doesn't. 

So it's a very slippery thing, here, spiritually, what we are talking about. It's kind of like looking for ultraviolet light when our eyes can't really see it. You'd need some external monitor to detect it, where as for a bee it would be totally easy to see with their own eyes. 

Recently I took a business trip to New York City.

The place was different! Different from any time I have ever been! The people were different. They were kind, open, chatty, pleasant, and thankful. 

Was it the aftermath of the devastation of Covid?

Was it me, and my perception helping me to see only the good?

Had my vibration increased to have a positive effect on others?

I don't know.

But when people used to ignore one another, passing by, even in the hotel elevator, now they would chit chat and acknowledge the presence. 

Even in the thickest of crowds, I felt joyful, and full of life!

Yes, I know the city is 'dangerous', and I know there's been lots of changes that I had to be mindful about. I don't live in a 'dream world'.

But...NewYork was different. The airports were different. Even right now, my work is different. People are happy and kind and appreciative and supportive. 

What if we are already at our spiritual destination?

Think about it.

If we reach 'there', are we going to hear it on the news? Heck no! They didn't tell the slaves from Africa they were free until months later. For us spiritual livestock on this Quarantine Planet, are they going to tell us? I doubt it.

John Smallman says the changes are 'imminent'. Actually Jesus tells John that. 

What if the changes are here and we just need to realize they are here?

Life is tough, I know, I get it. I hate the prices at the gas pump and my energy bill and at the restaurant just as much as anyone. Life is indeed hard.

But the people?

They are different.

And hopefully when enough hold and sustain that feeling of nurturing, warmth, love and compassion like I am feeling at home and when I travel, the 'done deal' will be complete enough for others to experience it.

It's something to think about...

Ross nods his head in agreement. He points to his heart and says, 'heart is everything!'

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

Liberation

 

I couldn't sleep last night.

I have been writing yes, but I have not been doing well. I'm waiting still for my Covid test to come back. I've been sick since Thursday. Anthony is catching what I have too, he's a little behind, and at the sore throat and tired stage. 

I get increasingly frustrated because whenever I think I have my life in a place where perhaps I might be able to instill some order and routine (cleaning house, decluttering, exercise) BAM! just like that I get sick. 

Yes, the flu and Covid both are spreading at my work. How could I avoid it?

My point in sharing this with you, is that sometimes, we hold things inside, and we need to release them. We release them by feeling them. Because buried feelings hold us back.

In the middle of the night, I began to tell God, and Ross, how lonely I am. How I feel rejected/abandoned and I have my whole life. How I don't really fit in anywhere.

And to Ross, I told him how even though my life as a kitten was awful and brief, I was shown a lot more attention and leadership in that incarnation than the whole time I was married to him! He just kind of decided to 'go with the flow' and having the intentional responsibility of a family was not really his thing. 

I cried and I cried, quiet tears of desperation. Emotional exhaustion. Finally I released the pain and confusion of being raised by an alcoholic mother with anger issues.

Finally I released the pain and suffering of all my relationships, where it wasn't really a 'good fit' and all these people who were not in my league rejected me, or yelled at me, or controlled me. 

I've had times where tears don't help. But last night they did, and I felt at least a little lighter.

I want to clarify that my wounds didn't magically heal. But now at least I know the size and depth of the wound across the various lifetimes, and it's not hidden from my consciousness by that denial any more.

It's going to be a long road to emotional health for me.

Thankfully I've learned assertive communication is key for me to be able to say no and to ask for what I want. I'm working on it.

And I know I am loved, by many, many, many...it's just those who you think are closest to you in your family and relationships in your early years...not everyone...who caused the wound. 

I am lovable. Even though I fight the belief of being unlovable and trying to be loved by people who are unavailable emotionally (distant). 

Ultimately it's a Mother Wound and I will be healing that with effort and study and resources.

Right now I realize how glad I am I broke the cycle of abuse, and am present for my own small family.

Can broken hearts heal?

Yes.

When God is helping.

When I finally did get to sleep, I had the most amazing dream!

A pop-up rink was put up inside the aisles of our local grocery store, Ralphs!

I was given a pair of skates and I was able to do laps and laps, going past the meat counter on my left, and the cleaning aisles  and the dairy case...it was really fun and people were pushing their carts on the ice. 

I felt joy.

Here are some resources for you, in the black and white department, if you are interested. I won't say much. I've read them all:

• New Saul Message
  
• An Excellent overview of the Shark Governing system
  
• Kerth Barker prayer for the Children
  

Sadly, Kerth passed in 2021 from a rapidly acting cancer he was given by the Sharks. That makes his prayer extra special. We are fortunate he gave his all for the truth.

Ross

I was not the easiest husband. In our time. When I was alive I loved Carla just as much as ever! As I do now! That hasn't changed. It never has.

But I've never been good at weighing my priorities.

I sort of took the 'I'll do this first, Carla can wait' philosophy. Consistently.

Little did the damage show, bless her.

I only saw it once I was up here, and now it was too late to remedy it in that life. 

It was almost too late here as well. Without my team of guides and a lot of luck, we would have lost her, for she had become very distraught over me, for my presence reminded her of her hidden pain which she did not wish to explore or acknowledge. 

Carla calls to me now. She openly calls, and cries, and begs for this feeling to end. 

In this I am an expert, totally devoted and focus to her call. 

And in this I shall not fail.

Not this time.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

Centuries of Healing are on tap!

Nifty Shades of Grey

 

I chose today's title to take an absolutely dreadful topic, and make it a little lighter and fun, so that we know we can handle it!

Remember the inversion theme of yesterday?

The Shark with the fake JC the inverted copy of the real JC, isn't happy with only inversion upside down of things that give hope and faith and strength too many. No...not at all...

He sits on a throne of Lies. 

And to that Shark, spiritual Truth is called a Lie. And spiritual Lies are touted as Truths!

Black is White, and White is Black.

Hence the checkerboard floor motifs.

Black is, in his shark view, whatever the hell he wants to be Black, and White is whatever he wants to promote that will lead to spiritual death, decay, loss of growth, bad karma, etc. 

It's a very twisted, sick consciousness that comes up with all of this!

So we need to be wise as serpents and gentle as doves as we and others navigate this playing field!

Magenta Pixie said recently, that we are heading to a time where the MSM will promote untruths, and what they say is untrue is actually truth.  As we know, MSM is extremely worldly and is controlled by governments and the current power structure which is in turn controlled by El Sharko. 

There is an excellent John Smallman article here. There's a point I'd like to elaborate upon. The hurt and pain of people who have suffered at the hands of the sick and twisted, who cry out for justice to Creator. According to the article, justice and punishment doesn't exist, only love. However, I have seen, with my own eyes, the darkest of souls going into the Galactic Central sun on a conveyor belt, flipping off Creator and being unrepentant to the bitter end. These souls have been offered healing or to merge with Creator. They declined healing. I believe in my esoteric studies, the dark ones have a philosophy of after attaining their highest levels (of depravity, I may add!) that merging with fiery white light is what follows next. So, it's a thing. But it only happens to those who are deeply disturbed, and reject expert healing that has been offered to them.

I hope this gives consolation to the victims of these monsters.

I know in Heaven, once people have near death experiences, the only thing most people feel is Love and Happiness. Peace that is beyond words. 

So, in a way, perhaps, the cry for vengeance and justice is a plea to make it stop happening, and to never let it happen to anyone again. If Earth flips and becomes the frequency of Heaven, this is a certainty. Even more so because people will be able to intuit the intentions of others and never be fooled again. 

As you go through your day, look for examples of inversion, as well as color inversion between truth and lies. This will develop and strengthen your intuition. Continue your daily quiet time connecting to Source, as well. This is highly important for our spirits and souls to be able to help us navigate whatever is coming down the road ahead.

I remember the Bible verse where a loaf of bread could buy a bag of gold. When I was at the organic/vegan store I saw five pound sacks of flour ON SALE for ten dollars! Yes it was organic but still the prices have been creeping up. The bagels Anthony enjoys in the morning now are seven dollars a package of five bagels! At that store. But when I went to a different store, later, I looked. That same brand of non-organic flour is six dollars for five pounds, and the bargain brand is just under four dollars for five pounds. 

Remember to get your skills up. Baking, food preparation, growing food, are important. And being able to share these skills, such as food preservation, will be our way through hardship. If that hardship is to be, I don't know. My mother grew up during world war two in Italy, she was always hungry, so was her family, and the shortages were extreme. At my work, now, a surgical tech has been bringing in crates of citrus for all of us to enjoy. This kind of generosity is vital during hard times. I brought in some dehydrated fruit, and everyone loved it and asked how I made it?

Always live YOUR truth! And do your best to align it with the truth of our planet and of Divine Creator.

Ross:

I want to say something very gently:  never fear.

You will always have us.

You will always be able to find your angels who are hidden in plain sight. There are multitudes of them. Some to this day do not even know they are angels yet. Some to this day! But they will when it is their time to shine and help the planet.

Your teams are as close as your breath and your heart. Call! We will listen and you will find answers in ways that make sense to you and you will understand!

Always leave the door open for Heaven to come inside!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are always fighting injustice every way possible

Inversion

 

Remember that blog post I wrote about that easy old shark?

Here he is again, in what looks like a badly photoshopped image. There's no splash around the head going into the water. But this image also serves a purpose...

That 'shark' has this weird propensity to invert things. Especially symbols. Symbols that mean all is right with the world.

For example, take the Wiccan symbol of the Pentacle--for people who worship God as Nature:

There's a crude star made of sticks and twine, but it's point up.

It's supposed to represent man and the elements:

Basically the metaphysical world as Creator intends it.

Well...look at what sharky here does with it:

Flips it upside down. And slaps an ugly horny goat on it, as if to say, 'The Greatest of All Time'.

Even in the 'shark worship' ceremonies you will find the cross inverted, the mass said backwards, objects of sacred reverence desecrated, and blatant ritualized actions to disobey the commandment 'thou shall not kill'...and other commandments too.

So, just for today, we are going to explore pattern recognition, especially, for inversion of things made as creator designed them. 

This one is tricky.

I noticed it the other day. 

Yes the colors are in the order of the rainbow--ROY G BIV--red orange yellow green blue indigo violet.

This flag in this photo is upside down. The one for Pride has the red UP at the top.

Here again are the colors above and below is how I see the pattern:

Here is the science:

So the colors go from lower frequency up to higher frequency with the human chakras.

Yes, in the sky, the rainbow has red on top, because the lower frequency bends less and the higher frequency bends more, and yes, the rainbow is a sign from God that he will not flood the earth again.

Incidentally, the flood was to cleanse the earth of ancient practitioners of Babylonian sex magic/Baal worship. And here we are today with Baalenciaga, which, Baal enci aga, translated from Latin to English means Baal is king.

Well, this shark 'king' is very intent on making everyone agree with that assertion. He and his fallen angels might 'rule the world' but there's like, all of Heaven and the rest of the Universe out there under the rule of Divine Creator. Just for perspective...

This is not saying anything about the MOVEMENT that uses that particular symbol. These are beautiful people with their purpose and they are expressing it. That's good! But it's the particular orientation of the symbol when compared to the chakra system that I went, 'hmmmm?' and asked myself if there could be any shark influence in the inversion piggybacking onto that movement's chosen symbol?

Here is another inversion that is getting 'popular'--the inverted Christmas tree.

I've seen some at the hardware store, artificial ones, made to be displayed upside down with the tip on the ground in some holder. 

I recognize the shark behind it.

I think it's sad.

So, true to form, I'm putting you through your paces, helping you to recognize patterns and perspectives...to help you enjoy the beautiful complexity of the symbolism going on and add to your enjoyment of the show going on right around us!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who worship Divine Creator and Creator alone <3

My Most Important Lesson

 

Ross and I have been doing lots of deep healing, on me, actually. And tonight, after unforeseen, unexpected surprises--having to change plans and even more going home through thick traffic!--it finally came through my consciousness!

My most difficult lesson.

Let us back track to a very hard, very difficult lesson for us both. Ross would just take off and 'save the world'. Yes, he is my Twin. Yes he had his own Life Lessons to master. MY life lesson was to support him, and with him taking off it appeared to me, that I wasn't doing a very good job. Otherwise, why would he leave, right?

Actually, he gently explained to me, that needing someone didn't sit well with him. It made him uncomfortable to need anyone, especially someone he needed so much emotionally, like me. So, he took off. He used it as a springboard to take off on his own Life Lessons, and then it began to snowball. 

Ironically, the one who could have guided him best and supported him through these most difficult life lessons, was ignored! Me. His best friend, his wife, the mother of his children.

Hearing Ross say, 'I need you' was something I waited a long, long, very long time to hear! And it feels Good!

But tonight, almost as if 'by accident' lol we know there's no such thing--I realized that it's easy to get sucked up into the drama of another life and be very codependent. But that means you are ignoring the gifts you have! Your OWN life! And nothing should get in the way of your own hopes, dreams, aspirations...even when you are deeply in love and committed to another and your lives intertwine. 

Yes, some couples 'build a life together', that is true.

But for us, me and Ross?

I forgot to focus on me. 

So tonight I remembered. 

And that is my most important lesson. 

No one can live your life but you.

Keep asking Creator for your dreams! Thank Creator in advance! And when these come true, it's okay, be thankful, and come up with more dreams to fill.

That is enough for today, this very short lesson.

It's done!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins who are one and yet separate.

Redundancy

 

This is a close up image of a shark in an aquarium. Take a look at the teeth. Not only are they very sharp, and there are many of them, look closer...there are rows and rows of them, are there not?

And what happens when an old tooth falls out?

Another one immediately behind it springs up to take its place.

The system of control, or darkness, if you will, is designed with such redundancy in place. If you lose an Epstein or a Maxwell, that's okay, for their system is organized and someone will step up into that vacancy and perform similar duties. 

Furthermore, for example, with a highly notable public figure who might be deeply entrenched in the system--if they pass, it's not like with people outside the system. What was making that person 'go', perhaps, for example, the essence of a 'general' from 'the dark side' kind of entity--simply hops from one human body (the dying one) to the next (the one designated from within the system to take their place). 

In some instances, like for example, Jessie Czebotar, she was trained that as the successor she would have to take the life of her predecessor according to the rituals the system has for people of her former rank and status within the hierarchy.

Now that this point is made, let us look at the shark itself.

This is a killing machine.

Designed by evolution, or by Creator, to do what it is meant to do--keep the population in balance as a predator in the ocean. 

Well, what about the shark equivalent, in the hierarchy-led organization of Darkness? You might say, the one who holds the Power of The World, perhaps?

The spiritual opposition is highly organized! Because everyone in the 'teeth' position is attached and taking the leadership of the shark itself. 

This perspective is crucial to keep in mind as we enjoy the popcorn and watch the show. Here is a fascinating video example from mainstream media sources:  Can Yay disses old friends

A wise man once said a house divided against itself cannot stand. So what is going on?

Well, from what I understand, from what I've studied and been told, the Light side of the 'System' is supposed to throw the 'Dark Side' of the system 'under the bus' and then UNIFY everyone under their umbrella so to speak.  It's not what it seems. And it too is carefully planned, and controlled...for maximum psychological effect on the masses.

So where do we go from there?

Align with a bigger shark, the Divine Creator, who is the biggest 'shark equivalent' in the sea!

Be okay with being a light-bearing, love-sending part of the system who has been even more engineered and planned and organized since the beginning of Time!

Do what you were sent here to do.

Even if you don't understand it.

Even if there's no progress report on you or the spiritual war or the ultimate end of conflict. 

I think, and Ross agrees, that it's better to be aware and understanding of the complexities of the opposition. Given the alternative, Ross says, to be 'technically asleep', in general most would agree although painful at times, 'awake' is the better option.  So give thanks for that if you are awake. 

For other people, only if they approach you asking for reassurance that what they are seeing is 'real', then give it gently to them. But spoon feed them. Don't overwhelm them with Truth. 

A time is already here where one person who has 'eyes that see' could talk with one who 'doesn't'--and the one who 'doesn't' wouldn't be able to understand the message, even if that message is based in love and freedom. 

Ross says to allow everyone to gently awaken in their own time, and to offer everyone loving support.

He also says there are a large cohort of people wanting to escape from 'the System' (like Can Yay). Not everyone is in it for their own fun, they are coerced for having been born into their system. 

Offer up in prayer al the things you yearn for but do not understand. 

Everything is accelerated even though it may not appear that way to you (ten years or more is a long time, I'll grant you that for the significance of the undertaking)...everyone must continue to do their part so that the world will know freedom from evil once again.

You will rejoice with every skirmish we win in battle! That is okay. Remember Rome was not built in a day. Neither shall the recovery of the freedom of the masses happen overnight. When the final battle is won it will be like an instant and then you will forget all the suffering from the delays in your appartent time.

I caution you to remain close, close, close to Divine Father and Divine Mother! And Rejoice! It raises the vibration globally when you do.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

With Love.

Dealing With Crap

 

As time passes, we can anticipate several things to arrive. First, as more truth comes out, for those of us who recognize it as truth, it's going to be disturbing. Things that have been hidden under the radar for most of us are going to emerge from the shadows. This will create a 'first take  your own pulse' situation, where we need time and space to process the information first. Then after than, to prepare for the reactions--or non-reaction/denial/ignoring of the truth--by others.

Second, the energies are increasing in intensity. This is going to affect us, as well as affect others. Everyone is going to absorb and respond to these energies in their own unique way. For this we need to set wide wide WIDE and generous levels of COMPASSION. Even when it's not easy to do so. You protect your own needs, yes. Mental, physical, spiritual. But from your place of balance you must accept that balance is next-to-impossible for the average, non-spiritual person who is heavily influenced by the news and mainstream media.

For all of this, we say, remember the verse in the Bible where someone talks about a speck in someone's eye? And they were oblivious to the log that was in their own eye?

Do your best to take care of your own crap first. 

Then when challenges arrive, and they will when you  interact with others...thank Creator for making you strong enough to handle it, and then flip things around into opportunities, for example, opportunities for improving your communication skills. 

As we move forward in time--if you go by the book of Revelation, or the agendas such as twenty thirty--at some point it is going to be clear to you that there is a deliberate, highly organized system of evil that is hell-bent on lowering the population. It's one thing to know, to study it, and to realize it exists. It's another thing to witness it happening and most people not realizing it. But given enough time, most people are going to know something is up, and it's not good. It might take starvation, it might take mass suffering and persecution. But people will know without a doubt at that point.

Perhaps then there will be a revival in faith? Which in itself will likely bring more persecution. 

Hope Johnson just popped into my head. Again, this is all a movie, we have every right to decide what is REAL and align with it--only LOVE is real REAL. The rest is just ego. 

What I am describing is the mass interaction of ego to me and you and casual observers. The 'movie' that is playing out before our eyes.

Ego does have a lot of crap and it's good for us to take responsibility for our own, and to take steps to make it better, to strengthen our weaknesses, and improve any way we can.

But back to the main topic--I spent time yesterday taking in two really disturbing and long sources of information. There is a movie out on Rumble, it's free, it's a documentary, and google is limiting the hashtag/search on the words of the title with it's algorithm. It's something about sudden death, dying too fast, it's a term out there. I highly recommend watching it. The other was on YouTube, recommended by Jessie C, about a certain fashion design house whose advertising has been recently controversial. If you look at Jessie C's Twitter feed you can find it. I watched it on YouTube. The creators of the material are going to take it down soon. It will be on patreon after that. 

Those things, really made me appreciate the coordination and planning behind all this. It's really daunting. Like, you feel outnumbered when you think about it. Even though technically that's not true. There's way more number wise of regular people. It's the spreading of the compromised ones into so much of the control structure of society that gives you that outnumbered feeling. They have the power. 

How do we get through what is on the road ahead, off in the distance?

It's our connection to the Divine, to Source, and our ability to correctly understand messages from Spirit. Especially being able to discern between the true messages and 'anything else' we might pick up with our 'radar'. 

It will be the difference between survival and not surviving. 

The other thing we can do, is talk with our guides and our teams, whether we can hear/interact with them or not consciously, they are there and always listening. 

Unburden your heart. 

You don't have to carry all that crap you know alone.

You don't have to face worldly and otherworldly battles without support.

Call to them. And they will listen. In time you will notice their patterns and ways of letting you know they listen and understand and care. 

While Nature and the world is still beautiful, do make a point to enjoy it. It's okay to make plans and to carry them out, and to experience love and contentment. It won't take anything away, and in fact will probably help with the overall sum total vibration of the planet. 

Do you need to share the things you know about what's happening with death and dying and crap like the fashion shows? It depends on who you share it with. Asleep people shouldn't be given such a rude awakening, even if it was to awaken them. Awake ones who have interest, perhaps. Trust Spirit to guide you, and when in doubt, ask for a sign and double-check before you share.

That is enough for today.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Why Be Thankful?

 

Ross and I wanted to write this blog post especially for those who are feeling down and alone at the beginning of this holiday season.

It is a difficult time of year for many of us.

Remember you are part of this community. We have amazing members. And it's all free. Money isn't necessary to be a part of Doctors With Reiki. 

Free healings are sent out every day, twice a day, to you and your family, to help your life experience be a little more pleasant and easier.

Holidays can be rough.

There can be family members we have to see who have been abusive, and we can't escape the memories and emotions that come to the surface. There can be people excluding us, or lying to us, or just having everyone we know have passed over already...there can be so many, many things.

So, if you are one of those who has trouble, you can heal.

You can ask for Divine Intervention to help you begin anew.

Spirit is always, always, always with us.

For those who have had the darkest of upbringings, there is hope. I've had people with dissociative identity disorder, from complex trauma-based upbringing, confide in me. They found their freedom too. Here is a video link for you that's really encouraging: click on here for the video

Remember, this video is for those who have been really, really affected. And these survivors find hope and relief with very straightforward, Bible-based religion. Just because the video says tarot cards are bad, means that they are, to them, tied into these darkest of upbringings.

For people who aren't from those upbringings, Ross and I prefer to leave to you your own decision on oracle cards and similar things. We agree it is a slippery slope. Always use your discernment, every time, and reaffirm your connection to the Divine every day. 

What I like about the video, is something we don't see often anymore: the sinner's prayer, and feeling like giving your mistakes to Creator and asking for Divine Intervention/Protection/Help. It's a beautiful thing. So many today believe they have everything all figured out. 

To this we say that the entire world of academic Physics thought that they too had figured out all the laws of the Universe! 

Then Einstein came along and changed everything with his work. 

So be humble, be open, be honest with yourself and with Creator. 

I'd like to share an example of the kind of approach that can be really successful. There's someone I'm related to by marriage. Someone who wore Luciferian symbolism to a child's birthday party. And smoked pot and got high there too.  Over the years, I've learned to love this person. Not easy at first. But truly, to see the person God has made, buried inside there underneath all that. Everyone responds to unconditional love. And this person is now more relaxed, open, and truly happy. They ditched the 'fashion statement'. And when we as a part, in God's plan, extend lovingkindness to others, God's plan really, really works miracles!

That is all we have to say for today.

So even if you are sad, alone, reach out. 

One of the things Carla used to do in medical school was to go visit pet stores (Ross reminds us) to cheer herself up and be around puppy energy.

Help others who are worse off than you, if you can.

And listen carefully to Spirit for you never know when or how you will be asked to be a representative of Home to someone who needs to experience it here on Earth.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Magic

 

Things have been very different recently...perhaps it's been with the energies? Or from the massive transformation which has been taking place from within?

I was rocked to my core last week, Friday was really hard on me. I was spacey and shaky for two, possibly three days. I didn't even want to cook. 

What has emerged from that is Resilience.

And today, when I learned I needed to work, and I had to scramble for I had a car appointment Tomorrow! I dropped all my plans and rearranged my day. You see, I have three days off because someone in July promised to work for me so I could go to a conference. My boss is away instead--Miami. I had to cancel everything (another opportunity for Resilience!). I didn't want to cancel the work, for my colleague who was covering me. And also, I needed TIME. 

You can't repair the external without making huge adjustments to the Internal. 

This morning I did just that. Time in the garden. Enjoying Nature. And also protecting my family from spider-infested egg sacs and the toxic spiders that make them. It's incredible how much can hide in plain sight, just underneath the patio furniture. Countless egg sacs I fished out and stomped. Some fat mama spiders too. 

What I am trying to explain is almost unexplainable.

Remember you are surrounded by Magic 24/7.

The Earth's magic.

Not just of Nature.

Of being ALIVE!

That you can see and hear and touch and taste and smell and sense in and of itself is a miracle!

That there's a family, a society, and support to nourish you and uplift you--even when it's a challenge!--is another form of Magic too, for you get to experience 'the real thing', everything Earth life has to offer.

Then there's our world of Spirit...how magical is that, to be able to talk across the Veil, and to exchange feelings, impressions, and ask for guidance, even for something as mundane as how to run your day?

When you get the chance to relax, and enjoy the flow of Life, you discover how to co-create. It's a trust, a deep acceptance that you are going to be all right. Everything will somehow work out. And you let go of the fear.

You Trust.

And then that frees you up to explore your interests and things you really wish to study or accomplish. 

These are incredibly special times.

Appreciate the Beauty.

Appreciate how blessings-filled our lives our with our various connections to others. 

Keep yourself on the high road, the one where it's a little more challenging to keep positive/robust/open mentally, physically, spiritually, and you will reap great rewards.

That is enough for today.

Ross nods in agreement.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

Just Keep Loving; Accept and Allow

 

Yesterday I wrote for the first time in the longest gap I've ever had as a blogger.

Nothing really seemed to be happening, no big insights, no big lessons.

Then in the afternoon?

BAM!

Lots of insights, lots of connections. While I was listening to videos and doing housework! Of all things, right?

I enjoy my particular 'hobby' or 'line of study'-- the kind of stuff that's in the book of Revelation. What to do in those special times. 

Yesterday I was able to get some new data points for what to look for. From some really different sources. But it caught my attention and made me go 'whoa!'

The people that run the show are running it. The ones who think they are controlling things (dark side). And the ones who really, really, really ARE in control... the Divine Creator.  Remember that people who are in control, and advancing their agenda, often take the stance of Lao Tzu, the ancient Chinese warrior: when you are winning let it look like you are losing. Don't show your advantage. 

The reason I say this is because many Light Workers have been looking for some sign, some news, some event, for a long time now. Waiting, anticipating, trying to be prepared... then looking around and thinking, nothing is happening?

Lots is happening.

Only it's all behind the scenes.

Some of it has to do with the third temple of Solomon being built. There's people trained to run it, and furniture/equipment ready to go inside. It could even just be a big tent and it would qualify to the Biblical standards as a Temple. 

But that's the kind of thing you want to look for if you are interested in such timelines.

There's people in the wings, running the show, ready to take center stage. And those people and actions are tied to other things in the book of Revelation timeline.

If you are alive right now, it's a fascinating time, truly, to witness what might be happening in our lifetime. Especially the near future possibly. 

So, keep your eyes open as best you can. Realize that much is happening that we aren't going to be able to see, and that's for a reason, a tactical one. 

Renew your faith, and keep extra close to Spirit. Give thanks for all that is good. Renew and double your efforts to be loving to everyone you interact with  24/7, 365.

And pray that you will be able to enjoy the show, that it won't pass you by, unknowingly. Because it's going to be a really, really, really, really, really good show once it's done.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Cousins who kiss (he came up with that one lol)

Living and Learning

 

Hello!

I wanted to share that recently I've been up to my ears in living my own life! From learning how to support a child through college applications, to navigating the career, to pursuing my own interests...life has been full. Very full!

Have there been lessons?

Only very little ones, truly applicable to me. 

In general I can say that discernment is a good skill to have.

Communication is an important one that I'm working on all the time, face to face. 

And being able to take care of things--maintenance!--takes lots of time as well.

Ross' presence is ever closer and gentle in his guidance of me. Gone are the days of my outbursts, my temper, my frustration. Here are the times of gentle yet brilliant surprises, where things have a way of working themselves out. For example, a rat was inside my compost bin. I surprised it when I opened the lid. I'd been seeing signs of its presence here and there. The worst was on the cushions of my porch swing. So, I called the exterminator, made a plan, set traps just in case, and threw out all the cushions that had rat grease stains on them (rats are greasy in their fur). Then I bought new cushions for the swing. 

Being able to remain calm, focused, and positive--as well as patient!--is a sign of the learning that has taken place in myself. 

So, if you're not feeling especially spiritual, just keep your daily 'check in' time like always. And know perhaps your lessons you are experiencing ARE what's spiritually helping you grow.

Ross is happy with what I've shared.

He smiles and wishes everyone a happy weekend!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are guiding you home

Your Divine Purpose

 

We live in a society where information is a commodity. 

It also is a form of controlling the masses.

Remember this world is run by energies/forces that are not of this world. 

The 'Prince of the World' behind a lot of politics and riches and fame, who has 'builders' working at his beck and call, didn't actually CREATE the earth and all the materials the 'builders' are working with.

That Prince sits on a throne of lies.

Which is what makes our purpose, and your own, important.

To live your life, follow your dreams, and share your truth. 

Sometimes our truth may be a sad one. But it is experienced from the heart, and leads to soul learning, as well as sharing to help others avoid the same fate. 

Even still, in this world of lies, our heart will tell us what resonates as Truth.  This allows us to be open and welcoming and warm to others. No matter what they have done. (as long as you are truly guided by the Spirit and not taking unnecessary risks, of course).

Yesterday I was post-call. It was brutal call. My last weekend one. But I worked from eight in the morning until well past midnight until four in the morning the next day. I had two hours sleep, got myself home safely, and enjoyed a breakfast with Anthony. 

Then I was too amped up to sleep. Until about noon.

I saw the most remarkable videos. I discovered a trans person called Blaire White, interviewing a person called ShapeShifter. I won't go into details of this sensitive topic. But I appreciated listening to ShapeShifter's story. It is painful. But it highlights the difference between what everyone is being told about this topic, and what the personal experience of someone who is living it is like. 

I also enjoyed watching because I know what goes on in the system where Kerth Barker and Jessie C were raised, about the gender bending that is systemic in that organization. Again, if Creator made male and female, well, Prince of the World is going to use that hatred of Creator to do all kinds of unimaginable things with those polarities. Right? Makes sense really...if you think about it.

So here I am realizing on some level, there's a deeper level to what that YouTube interview's Truth really is...and I'm asking myself how many are living this truth out there, especially in sports and entertainment, that I don't know that they are? Blaire was pretty easy to fool me except with the excessive hair touching...that was a mannerism kind of odd. 

Remember that these are the people back in the day, who we liked. The outcasts. The misfits. We would reach out to them, let them know they are loved, and valued, exactly as they are. That was OUR Truth, back in the day. For me and Ross. 

We would encourage them to raise themselves up from their circumstances, to follow their dreams, and to live a new life--which is entirely possible! One which is in alignment with their heart energies...and most important not to give up!

Keep your eyes open for the Truth of people around you. It's not easy to see. But be an open, caring person where people can open up to you about their Truth. 

Life YOUR Truth. Keep it on display out there for everyone to see. 

This is truly how we create Heaven on Earth. 

We remember Home. We live Home. And we follow our dreams, no matter how old we are or in what condition of our bodies, our dreams adjust. Seek joy and fulfillment. Keep your heart open and able to resonate to detect Creator's Truth. 

And everything is going to be okay.

And I've got to get myself ready for work.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are a flagship of emotional generosity and light for those who are seeking it

Growth

 

So, what's been going on over here, in my life?

Stomach is better. Anthony is better. I still have a lingering cough, so does he, but all in all, health is much improved.

The house? It's messier than ever. 

I realized yesterday with my work hours being as long as they are (at work till five or six most days), I'm lucky to keep up with cooking, dishes, and laundry. It's even difficult to put in self-care. 

And spiritually?

I've been blessed with incredible growth.

Things I never would have guessed are coming out of me. Things that I've been carrying inside for way too long. 

Living with Ross was like living with someone who was crazy, back in the day. He didn't listen. He had a side to him I couldn't understand/reach/access. 

When we were little he had been very consistent, I thought I knew him.

So now, in my meditations, this annoyance, this discomfort, of life with someone who just was nuts, is coming up. The frustration of doing my very best for him, to help him, every single day. To no appreciation by him for it, whatsoever. 

I confided in him this morning how we never spoke of our emotions, and emotions are the most important part of a close family relationship. It was horrible living that kind of life!

I even said how it's difficult for us now, since, where he is, he doesn't really FEEL emotions like I do, and we don't even talk about them now. 

He was a stubborn, headstrong, genius hell-bent on doing what in his mind what 'the right thing to do'.  And I loved him. I lived my life with him as best as I could. And it totally broke my heart.

Healing isn't always unicorns and rainbows, friends.

You got to get all that stuff out. 

Can you imagine how much trust I have in Ross right this minute now, to be sharing with him all these things? I know he's better. I know he would never do it again. He knows it probably wasn't the best of him back then, but he was just learning and I was just learning and...He promised me today if he had one more chance it would be different.

I believe him.

It resonates with my heart center more than anything. 

He had me lie still, and tell him what the worst part about our life back then was.

And it was the lack of being in touch with our emotions as a couple. 

What did he do next?

If you're really healers, really working hard with your guides, what he did next won't surprise you.

If you're kind of not fully invested in the process, you'll laugh at what he told me to do next.

I'm serious.

He wanted me to play about ten minutes worth of my favorite game on my phone to calm me down and he could work on my energy, to focus it.

He wanted me to have two pieces of chocolate from a little gift box I was going to give someone but hadn't. 

Then I went out into the garden, to help take care of my citrus. I'm removing leaves that have citrus leaf miners in them. And spraying everything with organic neem oil treatment.

Then I wrote.

You see, when you are between worlds, like I am, it takes a lot of energy to go deep, then to connect with Source/Guides, then come back here to life a 'normal' (polite cough) 'life'.  Your guides will help you. 

What else is going on?

Only recently I've figured out what I want. What my goals are. And later I will invest time in myself to work towards one of these goals. 

The rest of the time I'll take care of the house, run errands, do chores, and make the most of this unexpected day off from work. 

Why do I share?

Because the healing process frankly, surprises me with its twists and turns. Remember, I am very open to healing, I want to feel better, I want to be the best person I can be, especially in preparation for my eventual return home or reuniting with Ross here whichever comes first. 

There's lots of people that don't even want to heal.

There's even more people who hide their need to heal by wanting to 'fix others'--not being a resource to others who seek them--but kind of co-dependently chasing the 'walking wounded'. 

It is our hope you drop your fears of healing.

If is our goal that you find yourself comfortable with working with your guides and the Unseen. 

And it is our joy if you find yourself unburdening yourself of old past hurts, and all that weight, by sticking with the Process. And Trusting in the Plan. 

Be who you are, Right Now, in touch with Your Feelings, and be Open to whatever Spirit guides you. 

It's really nice. And helps put things in perspective, as to  'why you are here' and 'who you really are' and 'what motivates you'. 

We are Creator Beings. And we are meant to create and experience the Divine everywhere we go.

Part of it is having strict, impeccable Mental Hygiene -- shifting towards positive thoughts, acknowledging negative ones but not dwelling on them. This helps align you with the Law of Attraction. Too Manifest.

Then unburdening yourself is making you even stronger to be able to Manifest and enjoy all of your Spiritual Gifts and share them with the world. 

Ross

Carla has been through a lot because of me. And even more for what she put herself through in trying to distance herself from me.

For our hearts have never been better, never been more open, and never been more honest with one another. 

As her guide, I am considerably impressed with her growth and her efforts.

I commend you to watch her as a template for your own growth and healing. Everyone, even me, has something to heal. Everyone!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Catching Up

 

Sometimes it seems the more that is going on, the less there is to talk about.

I know right? With me not having things to talk about. Ross and my teams are laughing their asses off right now. I think they've worked long and hard to get me at this point. Fair enough.

Anthony and I have been fighting off upper respiratory infections for about a month now. I've had to take him to the doctors four times. We are both making progress. But dude? I'm still needing naps. He is too. This afternoon I had the luxury of taking one and I gently heard snoring from the other room where he had been watching his YouTube. 

Life is good.

I had a pretty severe case of food poisoning on Monday evening. I had a late lunch at the hospital cafeteria. It was completely humiliating to be throwing up in the O.R. --fortunately I was able to make it into the trash cans--in my room during and at the end of a case, in the hallway, and in another room where they let me rest and recover. It was the first time ever in my career I wasn't able to take a patient to recovery room. (patient did fine).  It's Thursday now, and I can eat regular food again, only not Mexican or spicy or greasy. 

I had the presence of mind to realize that sometimes when things happen to us it's not for us, actually. It's to show something or give an opportunity to others. It's to help open their hearts. So I didn't worry about it being some 'Big Lesson'. I just hung in there and did my best to get over it.

Energetically there's lots going on 'out there'. And to amuse myself sometimes I read things like Fulford just to have any information whatsoever--and of course taken with a huge grain of salt!

I realize the energetic shifts sort of affect me, and sort of don't, depending on my perspective.

So that's why I gave the image above.

You have a choice.

You can get sucked into the drama of day-to-day life on Earth.

Or you can back up for the bigger perspective where nothing really changes much, and everything goes according to plan, more or less. 

I'm happier and more content than I have ever been. I have hope and still keep working on the mess around the house, trying to bring organization. It's not easy, it's not my strong point, but I have hope and do what I can. When we were both really sick, things kind of piled up. 

I also wanted to express gratitude to our long-time supporters of this page and our work. October is when I renew the photo subscription and my P.O. box. Together it runs two thousand dollars. Your contributions have helped to take some of that financial weight off me. It's been over ten years now, twelve actually, so it's a lot I've invested into making this kind of information available to you. For free. 

Ross and I wouldn't want it any other way.

There's no ads from us, we gain nothing from any ads they might show on here or on our YouTube channel, 77picklehead. 

It's all heart.

In these times it's so rare to find information you don't need to subscribe or patreon to receive.

Enjoy it. 

We hope we are making a difference in your lives.

And with our healings they are indeed daily, twice daily (Reiki and Divine Peace), and free. I post them when I'm able. But posted or not they take place. Like clockwork!

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Peace,

Ross and Carla

The couple <3 who love you more than anything!

A Hard Day Delivers Its Blessings for Eternal Life

 

Awakening takes time.

We do our best every day, to be good to ourselves and others, especially those who are in need.

However, with the amnesia we carry just from being alive and incarnate, there are some gaps in our ability to understand, some great big chunks that are absent from our awareness. Things are perhaps are totally obvious to those who are close to us, both in spirit and in the flesh, but totally unrecognized by the person themself. 

A similar, but different, kind of 'blindness' is in how the couple who are cheating with each other at work think they are keeping it secret but EVERYBODY knows and just tolerates it. That couple thinks they are pretty clever, when in fact, they aren't. 

Healing takes time.

It also takes opportunity.

You can't WILL yourself to heal.

I know people who try to manifest their way into situations with their will...I'm sorry, that's not my style. And furthermore, the strongest teacher, truly, is SURRENDER.

What I'm going to talk about, is the fruit from the last three weeks of working on my subconscious without really knowing it, and a day of rapid recognition, followed by a day of synthesis and rest. 

'What you see is what you get' and 'take me as I am, this is how I am and I'm never going to change!' are not exactly the healthiest attitudes to have when we are incarnate. That's the sound of zero growth potential. Not even willing to change. 

'I've done the best I can and I guess I'll have to live with it' is where I was at. I've been walking around with a heart chakra that looks like a nuclear bomb went off and there's just a huge hole and vast wasteland.  When I first learned of it, Christel Nani RN kept asking me about my mother. I was in medical school, and my acupuncturist had recommended I have a session with Christel. 

A finer point is how when you go over this life, or past lives, you just figure 'that's how it was' and you don't really sense it was good or bad, it just WAS.  Even when some things were very harmful to our souls. We can't sense it.

With SURRENDER, you find yourself being steered to a point where you can admit the whole truth, just like everyone else--your teams and your loved ones--see it. 

This Friday, I realized that I played a part in Ross' demise. We had been so very unhappy. And as Twins we naturally push one another's buttons worse than anyone. So for example, often both twins are unknowing of the connection, they drive one another crazy because of the button pushing, one twin is determined to get the button pushing to STOP, and they do something rash and irreversible like pushing their Twin off a cliff. 

All this time I've been looking at how Ross hurt me. 

Friday I realized with good reason, I too had hurt him. 

And I was sorry.

Really, truly sorry for my part in any disagreement or sadness we experienced when we were alive together. I felt full guilt, sadness, sorrow, and responsibility for my part. I wanted to come clean. 

So yesterday I did.

I did nothing.

I cried a little, off and on.

I said, 'Ross, I need you!'

He held me close. Chest to chest. 

He reassured me what happened can never happen again.

I was able to talk to him about all of my experiences with that life. My fear. My annoyance. My sadness. My loneliness. My pain. 

His fatal flaw was only wanting to help others, in ways he felt he could understand. I supported him completely, but not only couldn't understand, I couldn't feel his joy and sense of purpose. I just saw it made him happy. 

He didn't realize that incarnate, he couldn't grasp the realm of Spirit as easily as I could as a woman. That he could have seen more if he had consulted me. That our happiness would have helped the vibration of everything. And that instead of 'his purpose' there was an overriding 'Our Purpose' that we had been trained to do since the beginning. 

That's what hurt.

That's what caused the ruined heart chakra in me.

And through yesterday's awareness, and healing, heart to heart through most of the day, today is a little different. 

You know when you put manure all over the lawn and re-seed it? How those skinny little new grass grow right up through the manure?

That's what my heart chakra looks like today. Nuclear devastation with a sprinkling of hope and new growth.

Again, it takes being able to 'ride' or 'surf' the energy of our daily lessons. It takes participation in our daily lessons. It takes being in a state where you are amenable to self-discovery and change--in my case, it's through overwork so bad at work that the house chores start piling up and also from being sick both myself and Anthony. It takes willingness to feel what you're really feeling inside, and to share it. And openness and surrender to Truth. Not just 'your version' of Truth. But the Truth everyone sees besides you. 

You can't plan it.

You can't prepare for it.

You can't decide when or how it's going to happen.

You just keep showing up and being your best self, day after day.

And BOOM! You make a huge breakthrough.

What do you do after a huge breakthrough?

I don't really know--carry water and chop wood--like in that enlightenment quote?

I feel Ross through my heart center, always. And now, on his side, there's lots less tension, and I sense I'm exactly where he wants me to be. His joy, now, I can feel it. It's a quiet warmth I feel in my chest too.

When do we meet? How? What happens?

I have no freaking clue.

It doesn't matter.

Because what I need is right here with me. 

I am a relational being. I like an open connection. I'm made to serve Him. That's what brings me joy. Helping my man. Being there for him. 

After all we've been through, I can say I truly am Present now. In a nice way. I saw the Truth. I sought his forgiveness. And he gave it. He asked for mine. I gave it too. He promised me it can never happen again, what happened. And I trust in this. 

So, for another perspective, for another person, she gives an excellent story of how she built a wall, and how it affected her in her NDE. Nurse Near Death Experience

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple who are Divine

A Whole New World!

 

It's been a rough week or two, for me personally. I've been fighting a bug and all I want is to rest, but there's work to go to. Anthony too has been under the weather. He's finally turning the corner now.

It would be easy to just focus on my misery. 

That's not the point of today's blog.

So many new and wonderful changes are happening around us! 

For example, the Schumann resonance frequency is returned and is shining brighter than ever today!

At my work, the decision by the CDC trickled down through our state board of health, in that those who had the you-know-what, and those who didn't, are the SAME. No more testing of those who didn't. No more N-95. No more segregation in the lunchroom where those who didn't  were banned from eating there. We had to eat down the hall. 

As it stands, those who didn't get it, came to prefer eating in separate areas, so those areas will remain open. 

Even visitors to the hospital will no longer need to show proof of anything in order to be permitted inside to visit their loved ones. 

The only one that remains is the mask mandate inside, and we would love to have actual conversations face to face again outside of the eating areas. 

We stopped testing pre-op patients for it months ago. But if there's recent infection, we look for evidence of presence of blood clotting abnormality and risk of deep venous thrombosis and pulmonary embolus. 

The personal growth on the inside keeps changing and changing for the better, too. The anxious attachment is healing. I can see how, although well-intended, my parents really set me up to be ill-prepared to function in the world emotionally. As I see signs of catch-up growth, I rejoice! And also, when, like at last night's fortieth high school reunion, I lapsed back into my old ways of interacting (non-assertive, sort of blending in), I was able to love myself and just know it's a temporary setback and not anything wrong or bad. 

I was delighted to see familiar faces. And many faces I didn't remember because they had changed a lot. 

Our high school has changed into an Urban high school now. When we went it had been suburban. One of the kids who had been bused in came last night. She wanted to find other students who had the same teachers she had. She wanted to honor her teachers because if it wasn't for them she never would have gone to college in a new country; their belief in her and patience and example affected her whole life for the better.

I could hear one of my very Christian friends, who has opened her heart to include gays like her son who died, saying healing words to the people of color in attendance, one on one, 'I wish we had gotten to know each other better while we were in school!' and MEAN it. 

I got to see one High School friend, who was curious about Reiki and had taken it upon herself to learn it. I was thrilled to be with her. Her energy was so grounded and wise. I shared with her how when our mutual friend's son had died, he had come to me through mediumship with a message for his mom. I shared how I always honor those who have made the transition, and gave the message to his mom. He also had asked me to send her flowers every year on the anniversary of his death, which I did for like five or six years. Anyhow, upon receiving the mediumship message, I was rebuked in that it wasn't from the Holy Spirit it was forbidden in the Bible to talk to the dead, it wasn't her son, and not to send any more messages. 

I shared how painful it was for me. My Reiki friend remarked that she thinks our mutual friend has 'turned around' on 'things' (homosexuality). I saw she was right. And I said, 'but it was so painful and took so much energy for me to hold the space for her !' She nodded in understanding.

My Reiki friend said my daily sending of healing and telling my friends I love them taught her a lot. About showing up. In a Spiritual way.

I didn't know I had made such a difference. It was kind of her to share it.

And, from many other guests at the reunion, the story was the same, 'thank you for the healing', 'I look forward to your posts', 'it makes a difference for me'...

I was glad.

You know very few came with their spouses and significant others to this reunion. At the ten year one it was all couples. But life has change I think, for the better. A few, especially those who had traveled a great distance, brought their spouses. But others well, they have been through divorce, like me. Another, a close friend who had been in the same hospital nursery as I was when I was born, she's an attorney. She raised an adopted Chinese daughter herself. 

Another close friend survived breast cancer. She said that every time she had surgery she thought of me, and how I help patients. One time with conscious sedation the numbing medicine didn't work and she felt the 'knife go in'. Only one more year to go for her on the tamoxifen. She has two grandchildren on the way, she gets to be a grandmother for the first time and she's radiant and glowing. 

I made some new friends. One is a special needs teacher. She's seen autism rates go way up, and they are more severe, across her career. We just friended each other on FB. 

I got to see the hand of Creator last night. In writing the books of our lives. I also found great consolation in how so many of us have 'lost our figures'...at the twenty-year reunion I was a size two, and last night, I wore a size sixteen dress that was a little baggy on me from Pilates. So many of us had tummies. I realized there must be something in the food or our lifestyle for it to affect us so much. 

And I saw my oldest friend. We had gone to kindergarten together. We moved across town, her first in sixth grade, me in ninth. She hadn't changed a bit. She knew a mutual friend from the VA Long Beach ICU. Life is awesome how everything connects!

Stay PRESENT.

Be Here and Now.

That's all you have to do to notice the big, big, very big changes that are happening in great big swirls of energy all around us.

And the change is also happening within. Keep looking for patterns and you will see growth you have made, which is priceless!

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Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

A Losing Battle

 

According to messages from Divine Father, the AC lost the battle a long time ago, and is contained. Furthermore we are in the times where changes are about to show.

I'm waiting with interest, but not holding my breath. 

I see some very concerning 'programs' 'out there', including political speeches, that are so intentional to divide people against one another that it could possibly be the death throes of the losing team who won't give up?

I don't know.

At lunch yesterday, I sat with three physicians, two Vietnamese surgeons, one a neurosurgeon and the other an otolaryngologist who worked on me. The other was internal medicine, who was Persian. The conversation was lively. The Persian said he was atheist and that that the Bible was a story unique to a local area and basically a fairy tale.  Each offered their own opinion, the ENT is very Catholic, devout, and also, very liberal.  He said if these are the end times you better make sure you're okay with Jesus!

I smiled and shared how I use the opposite logic from the Athiest. 

Luciferians absolutely hate and mock Jesus and God. With a vengeance! The AC is working actively to rid the planet of any Truth and worship in this regard. One of the highest forms of the 'light side' of Luciferianism is to get people to worship YOU as a God. Kerth Barker talks about it in his book on Cannibalism and Blood Drinking (available on Amazon if you're curious. What a title, right?). 

My logic is:  if it really is a fairy tale then the Luciferians shouldn't give a fuck about it. 

Right?

Later I realized--I shared with the group how I've read stories of survivors who have escaped 'The System', and I also said how many Luciferians refer to themselves as 'Atheists'--the only way people have escaped the system is from Christians and Christianity. Kerth. Svali I think. Jessie and Cisco. It undid the programming. Cathy O'Brien unfortunately was programmed WITH Bible 'flavor' programming and it took her husband Mark Phillips' knowledge of psychology to help deprogram her. 

You never heard so much silence and saw looking at plates and total buzz kill for the joy of the discussion as when I brought that subject up. It's going to be a hard sell for the Awakening. That's the truth! No one wants to hear it!!!

There sure is a lot of control 'out there'. Lots of stifling Truth. Some places I suppose are better than others at making Christianity 'disappear' but in fact I would suspect that it drives the popularity of it up as it gets 'forbidden' and driven 'underground'. 

Then I read this article which was fascinating, especially I like how it talks about those beings who follow Universal Law and those who don't follow it. It describes how the battle that's really old is coming to a head here on Earth. 

I also like how it warns that you can be dead but unenlightened, and also, you can be an ET and not follow Universal Law, so don't presume anything about anyone you meet in the Spiritual Realms. 

Anyhow, that's my thoughts for today. It doesn't seem energetically feasible to be in the loser's camp, because there is a lot of trying to 'push a rock uphill, a very large rock'--and the energetics, in the big picture, favor following Universal Law. 

It's a pretty big Universe. Most of it follows Universal Law. 

Do you need to be a Christian?

No.

That's not the point of this article.

The point is, that the only way OUT of the 'System' appears to be connected to Christianity--and that's why the dark ones are trying so hard to suppress it. 

Furthermore controlled opposition is flying everywhere left and right! No better reason to develop meditation skills and strengthen that connection to Divine Source/Creator/Mother and Father God. 

Being incarnate on Earth is a very good soul test, and being incarnate in these times? It's definitely challenging!

Enjoy your time here, grow, learn, and do your best to be a good person and follow Universal Law. When you make a mistake--we all do! -- simply own it and resolve to do better the next time. That's how we learn.

Ross

There is a very big difference between the Real Thing (Jesus Christ) and his 'followers' (Church). One is no longer human and impossible to corrupt. The other is highly highly infested with darkness and ostentatiously offending others right and left in order to 'mix things up'. 

Remember there was Kerth who was going to copy by hand a book by someone the Poisoner--and that's where he found his Christian support, from a very hidden, almost magical Christian sect. 

In other words, God will find you.

When it's your time for you to be found by Him. (something greater than yourself. This is the problem with the Luciferian proposal that everyone can become Gods and Goddesses in their own right. Then there is no higher Source or Power. Everyone is technically 'an equal' but to watch them in their 'faith' there are inconsitencies, in particular, with the 'expendables' and how they are raised and treated within 'the system'. )

So open your heart to God, and allow God to touch it. Heal your Soul and learn to follow it's natural navigation.

That is all I have to say. 

There are good churches. There are not so good churches. Find whatever works for you to 'worship'. and do your best, your very best, to find your way Home. Back to the Higher Realms. Where everyone follows Universal Law.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins