Get Ready To Step Up To The Plate!

 

Big changes are coming for this woman. Not only is she in labor, and birthing her new baby, she simultaneously is birthing herself as a new mother...

Similarly, things are lining up for us, as Light Workers, where a new era is incoming, and I had the good fortune to experience a 'sneak preview' of how it is going to feel to the unawakened. This advance warning took me two days to process, it was uncomfortable, and the purpose of it was to keep me heart-centered, open, and compassionate to those who perhaps are a little further in back on the journey than the people who read this blog regularly.

Together this experience makes me believe that the changes are even more imminent, and one way or another we way showers are going to be readied to take our places to be able to guide and support others who are in need of it.

What happened?

Well, for me, it was a perfect storm. Sick son. Long days (two out of three days working past ten p.m. due to call). An ER emergency with someone who was really, really sick and didn't make it. Fatigue. And fear over triggering my PTSD. I actually went into dissociation/compartmentalization, and recognized it. 

I asked for and received guidance--is this a lesson? I can't figure it out? And was given advice. It had to percolate for a while. And I had lots of discomfort waiting for the 'other shoe to drop'--any signs of old memories coming up from my PTSD. Or past lives. I also had to tough it out through my exhaustion, and take Anthony to the doctor (two and one half hours, possibly three) and the pharmacy (two hours). 

Then everything clicked.

Changes are imminent. Any way you look at it. There's the formal plan of TWDNHOBIAH, if you've studied it. You can read behind the scenes and look to the signs and symbolism that will be their downfall. Financially, things aren't looking good. Socially, well,  hunger appears to be on the horizon with shortages. Biblically, it appears we are definitely in the end times. No one knows for sure how things are going to play out. Know one knows except Creator.  However here is the Schumann resonance and here is a fascinating Cobra article with astronomical data. And also a full Ben Fulford thanks to KP.  How I can feel it and sense it is my own direct experience. And from hearing from Divine Mother that Divine Father says we are getting closer to the end.

How I see it is that people who have 'eyes that see and ears that hear' are able to sense both the Other Side/Spirit and the Physical all at the same time.

Perhaps changes coming will bring the ability for people, all people, to experience this. 

Perhaps too there are releases of 'truths' that will stretch people to the very limits of their 'comfort zones'. For example, a book I am reading asserts that babies have full consciousness since before conception. They know and sense and pick things up, even though they lack speech. This book is written by experts in neonatal memory and midwives. If this is true, then people who have made personal life decisions, in the past, without this knowledge, will have, upon learning this truth, to examine their choices and the impact it had on their children. Innocent children. The ramifications will be like flames spreading throughout our society as people adapt and process this truth. If it is indeed 'true'. This is an example. 

So, in summary, be on the lookout for your own lives, and for the pressure to hit you. Roll with it when it hits. Do not resist it. You can mentally go to a 'safe place' for comfort if this experience is extremely painful for you. You can reach out for advice and guidance too. Keep front and center in your heart, that this is preparation for you as guides and leaders. You have to FEEL it, to be able to help others. And in feeling it, you will be able to offer love and compassion with your heart center fully open, as you are helping others in their time of need.  

Even though it's not be easy to be spiritually awake when most people are asleep, you are made this way for a purpose that is Divine. Trust the process. And remember when the surge of energy hits as you are activated and we know already you are in position, remember to send Divine Creator Love and Gratitude for the opportunity to help be a part of the Plan. Good things are going to come out of this. From the Ben Fulford I like especially how India believes we are going from a steel age to a golden one. May the golden age come swiftly and bring an end to suffering to all. For when everyone has eyes that see and ears that hear, we will be officially experiencing Heaven on Earth. Even if at first it may not look like it.

Ross told me to write about this last night. He is pleased with the discovery and understanding of this lesson, and wanted me to share it with you. I'm writing before work. The sun is coming up. May we all have a beautiful day. 

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

Leading By The Hand, Arm in Arm...Guiding The Way Home

 

Yesterday I had an extra ticket to the baseball game. 

I invited a nurse, an RN, I've known for a long time, who enjoys baseball.

She confided in me that this was her first time going out, anywhere big, after Covid. She was okay not wearing a mask, but she was a little uneasy...

There are no accidents. This is Country weekend, and she also happens to be a Country Western Music fan. Creator KNOWS. Creator puts people in our paths, so we can be there for them when it is a crucial time for their spiritual development.

It doesn't matter why people can't see, as when Jesus said it was important to have eyes that see and ears that hear. It could be too much mainstream media, or family upbringing, or life experiences...the number of people with eyes that can't see (spiritually) far outnumber those who can. But you--who can see!--are awake and aware enough to help.

How did I respond last night?

I was just myself. Same as if I was with Anthony. I enjoyed the game. I showed how to order food with the phone app. I enjoyed the game. And I was careful to put away my phone. 

Creator took care of the rest.

My friend confided that she really had needed to go out. And fortunately, since the fishing trip is overnight, she will join me tonight and tomorrow so the extra tickets get some use!

You are not here awake and with intact 'eyes and ears' for nothing. You have a purpose and I suspect in the near future it's not only going to be actively calm when others awaken and panic, but even more so, you too will lead others by the hand to Home--nurturing, warmth, love and compassion. People together at the ballpark having fun, is an incredible place to be. It's healing. 

If you haven't been out yet, you might think you are doing okay, but you are actually in your comfort zone. And sometimes the comfort zone isn't a place of intense spiritual growth and joy. This isn't spiritual or medical advice--Ross and I don't know your particular situation. You are the boss of YOU, and YOU get to decide what's right. I would suggest being open to 'nudges' from Spirit, and you can test and ask for more 'signs' and those 'nudges' will definitely follow until you 'get it'. You can't get it wrong.

Ross

Many times when we are overwhelmed by things which are outside of our control, we regain focus by acting on those things which we can control.  Why not look around you and see that helping hand is needed/useful that happens to be on the end of your own arm?

You are amazing. Just in case you needed someone to remind you of that, I'm reminding you now and taking the time to make sure you know it!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

By The People

 

Crowds aren't my thing. 

For good reason! 

A lot of people I love and have cared about have met their demise in some form of large groups or crowds--in past lives lived of course. 

Ross has been getting me exposed to large groups of people, more and more. I'm observant. I've grown to appreciate them. 

So here is our point of learning today, plain and simple. 

If you've ever been to a baseball game, the fans together create an entity all of its own. And when the umpire makes a stupid call, or makes a mistake, the fans are on it, loud and proud and clear, in an instant. 

People like to play fair.

Even though they have their team preference, when it's a tough call, they accept it. And when someone else on the other team does a good play, they will remark amongst themselves, wow that was a good play.

These are the very same people many a lightworker has dismissed as 'sheep' or 'comatose by mainstream media' or 'brainwashed' or even 'under the influence of TWDNHOBIAH'.  Yes, TWDNHOBIAH do practice magic and have access to technology such as scalar wave directed energy weapons that we don't. There is a certain effectiveness to both types of 'artificial influence'. 

I don't care how much tweaking is done by TWDNHOBIAH to turn 'white' into 'black' and vice versa--'good' into 'evil'. 

There is a certain part inside every soul, on everybody who is incarnate, that is capable of good. Of recognizing good. Of responding to good. Of wanting good to win over evil. 

For some, things get 'complicated'--if they are intergenerational hierarchy in the system, their survival has been compromised so that to survive they had to 'toe the line' but even then, I don't believe not for one second, that the little part inside that wants good ever dies.

Case in point:  in prison there is a 'justice' system, and even the most hardened criminals agree that pedophiles are a serious problem, and take matters into their own hands.

Another case:  Kerth Barker's Luciferian 'owner', 'The Baron', changed sides at the very last minute, and died a peaceful death going to the Lord Jesus. 

Animals are angelic creatures, and are always following the will of Creator. Humans, do in fact have Free Will. But there's a good chunk of wholesomeness, even if it seems totally buried, that is indestructible. Only in the rarest of instances do souls choose to merge instead of heal, and go into the incinerator of Divine Mother/The Galactic Central Sun. 

That's all I have to share for today. Ross nods his head, and is in agreement with today's topic.

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Here's the Schumann resonance frequency

Things are looking UP.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple

Brace Yourself!

 

Good morning!

I have a late start. I plan to take a Pilates class before my first case. It's been a week due to baseball games and activities and work. I'm excited to go.

There's lots of news 'out there'.

Here is a quick 'under the radar' summary:

• Astrology-wise, we just had a huge full-moon, and an eclipse, and the effects will be felt for the next six months. Other planets are moving around, and Mercury is finding its way out of retrograde in a little bit. 
• Politically, according to Ben Fulford, there's a huge conflict out there coming to a head between the Khazarian Mafia (TWDNHOBIAH) and the White Hats. It's happening in plain sight. But most people are comatose from the media, and do not notice. Also, spiritually, many are asleep and can't notice.
• Energetically, the Schumann Resonance Frequency is ramping up. Again. This is most decidedly welcome!
• Survivors Jessie C and Madyson M are naming names and telling their stories. This is something new. I've only seen ten minutes of this but it's the latest video that says what is happening
• According to inside information, we are in one of the phases of the End of this whole conflict, it's not the End End, but it's one of the definite parts leading up to it.
• Our beloved Dr. Bret Bachelor underwent risky surgery in December. He had been living with liver mets, and they were removed. He was very sick and has recovered. He is now cancer-free!
  
• There is talk of a new WHO document that will give the organization rights over the constitutions of separate countries in case of a pandemic. This document is to be signed I think by the twenty-second of May. 

What can we do?

Focus on our energy.

Focus on ourselves and raising our energy.

Part of that is not allowing ourselves to get sucked in to fear.

Another part of that is holding an example of such courage for others, and supporting them in their anxiety, fear, etc. Especially if they reach out to us.

And finally, just feeling our joy, and reassuring our teams of our trust in them.  

We ARE divinely supported.

In every way.

Try to think of it as we are opening up the above-ground pool from winter. The water is kind of icky. And we are doing all the steps needed and checking along the way, to get the water crystal clear again. The green algae is a formidable opponent. But it's not unheard of for pools to overcome it and turn clear again, with the right approach and right products and a lot of work! Energetically, for the planet of Gaia, it's about the same thing, very similar. And every bit of joy and positive energy is helping to get rid of the green (TWDNHOBIAH) and brings us step by step closer to HOME. Home, where angels are normal and love reigns supreme, Home, where nurturing, warmth, love and compassion are the norm everywhere we are.

Ross smiles and waves and tells me to get to class.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

It's Going To Happen

 

Thursday was a tough day for us. My car had gotten back from the body work, and the rear hatch closure mechanism wasn't working right. I drove to the dealership to find out what had happened. It would cost two hundred fifty dollars just to get a diagnosis. Besides I needed to complain to the body shop about the damage. The dealership couldn't strong arm them, but the service man I know said that the body shop would most likely deny the damage citing that the car is old. 

What can you do?

I got home and my second shift started. Needed to feed my son, get water bottles for his party at school, buy him a suit for prom and then go to the auto parts store since I'd had the 'check coolant level' warning flashing on my dashboard for about two weeks. 

At first it was fun. I need to add that our restaurant we ate dinner at, had experienced a crime, possibly a hate crime, early in the morning. A glass door was boarded up. The main entrance. It's a Christian-based fast-food and they had given out free sandwiches to each of us. We had the award coupons, Anthony and me. I was sad because I know who's 'in charge' (TWDNHOBIAH) and that they want to rid the world of all Abrahamic religions (Judaism, Muslim, and Christian). I prayed extra for strength and courage when I saw that wood over the door.

I enjoy shopping for clothes for Anthony. It isn't easy. He's a large boy, big and tall, and his size keeps changing as he grows. The neck used to be eighteen on the shirt, now it's nineteen and a half. It takes patience to go through a menswear shop during the rush for prom, two days before the event. 

My goal is for Anthony to look his best. I want him to have confidence. And for this suit, I asked him not to go for the most expensive because there's a good chance he could damage it at the prom. We went to the sale rack, found a jacket, two pants, some shirts. But for him, always, it's the fit. We usually don't have lots of choices. 

In the end, he found dress shoes he loves, two ties, two shirts, and his suit pants and suit coat. 

I was overwhelmed. It was past my bedtime, I was tired, I just needed to pay and to get out of that store. 

As we left the store, Anthony asked me if I overheard the other mom and her son that were there?

I didn't. I'd seen them. A tiny Ed Sheeran looking kid, and an older mom with a pinched face. She looked uptight and never smiled when I had smiled at her. 

Apparently she didn't let the son choose what he wanted. She would override his suggestions. She'd say to get something else. Then she'd ask the sales clerk what HE recommended. It was like that, a struggle, for every item of clothing. And, according to Anthony, this was for a Lacrosse Banquet, not even a prom, and this kid was a Freshman. 

We both felt like that interaction for the mom and boy was like from another planet. We didn't understand it, the need for control, and felt sad for the kid. 

And it dawned us that there are probably a lot more families like them than like us.

As it stands, Anthony offered to go to the auto parts store on his own while I looked up the coolant fluid in the owners manual. And I asked him, since his prom is near the ocean, not to go near the water because I just bought the new shoes and didn't want them to get scratched. He agreed it was a reasonable request. 

Together we figured out the car situation, and the warning light hasn't shown up since on the car. 

How do you face the inevitable?

Do you put the needs of the one in the transition/changes/situation first?

Or do you try to force it or change it?

Do you catch yourself in the middle of exerting control, and then back off from it?

How much of this is learned from how you were treated? How much is cultural? How much is YOU, your own personality?

These are some important questions!

There are no 'right' and no 'wrong' answers, as long as you are paying attention to the energy you choose to engage with each and every moment. 

Is there a fire? Is the house going to burn down and are people going to die? If yes, then, sound the alarm!! Run! Scream! Do something!!

If there's no fire, then, perhaps, ask yourself, 'is there anything that could cry?' Because as my mother said, if it doesn't cry, it can wait. 

Try to keep a balance in all that you do. 

Ross

Carla is going through some tremendous changes. And I am right here with her, beside her, supporting her with my energy and guiding her. 

Carla is awake and aware and giving thanks to me for all the lessons that she is undergoing.

Carla's faith and trust are (he gestures with his hand like up above his head) way off the map! And increasing!

Did you know there has been such a shortage of anesthesia staff at Carla's work, they can't find anyone to hire. The cost of living in the area is so high that new hires cannot afford to purchase a home, and the compensation is far too low compared to the going rate in other parts of the country. There are now three people recently leaving the group, a total of four, which is about a quarter of the group. And they haven't been replaced. So Carla is working post-call and not enjoying her days off. All of them are, in her group!

Has Carla complained about anything? Not here to you. Not to Anthony. Not to anyone.

Carla's boss has invited 'administration' to 'come up with help'--which means and everyone understands that if the anesthesia group can't meet the commitments to anesthesia service needs at the hospital, EVERYONE might be out of a job! The whole group!

Still, Carla is faithful and calm.

She actually has ideas, and woke up with them, on how to solve the problem. She just is searching for the right pair of ears to listen. She's presented them to one person already. But it didn't rind a bell for that person so she is quiet. 

(waves his hands overhead) Everything is changing! Everywhere! Even with us here in the Higher Realms with regards to our stations on the planet. Look at the Schumann Resonance! It's different. There are lots of spikes.

Long story short, we are in times of change!

And the most important thing to change, is YOU, in your heart, for are your habitual reactions a pattern you would like to have set in stone for all of time, or would you like to add a little 'flexibility' to the mix?

You are in the driver's seat.

Look upon your life and your life choices with gentleness and a lot of self-love. Then get to work on how you would like to spend your eternity, what beliefs and patterns you would like to support and encourage both in yourself and others.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Soul Twins who are one Heart

On Obedience and Majestic Progression of Our Faith

 

Obedience is a term that isn't very popular. So much so that when Ross let me know yesterday what he wanted me to write about, I teased him back and said--because I am known to be a 'little shit' back home in Heaven, I kind of give people a hard time just because I can--I said I was going to put that word right in the title so no one would bother to read it!

I actually had decided to change the title to 'Don't Get The Mail!' but as I approached the keyboard, Ross insisted and this is word for word exactly what he said.

The example truly is 'Don't Get The Mail'.

Yesterday I was told that.

Did I listen? Yes. I heard it loud and clear, twice. But I thought to myself, 'how could it hurt?'

We were on time to head out to the ballpark. But I checked. And I remembered something I had to print and FAX. I did it. 

We immediately went to the car. It was the worst traffic on the onramp we've ever seen. We saw bumper to bumper on the freeway. And then the emergency response vehicles, the fire truck, followed by an ambulance and a tow truck.  There had been a horrible pile up on the freeway involving at least six cars...

Now, do you get it?

Do you understand what the warning was?

If we had left exactly on time, and no mailbox, we would have missed the accident and the traffic.

If I had gotten the mail, and not remembered the FAX, we would have been involved in the accident.

Fortunately, we were in the traffic instead, and able to appreciate the slower view of the plants on the side of the road.

It took us one hour to get to the stadium, and we live only twenty minutes away.

What IS obedience, exactly, in a Spiritual way?

There's different kinds of it.

My path is one of Obedience. Been that way since Day One. It's a nice path really, challenging but not too hard. Humility is an important character trait and years ago Blessed Mother instilled it into me to always be humble. She just flat out explained it. 

There are quiet signals from Spirit. The 'nudge' like with the mail.

There's the little bit louder ones, the 'you are not permitted to do this' and you feel it. For example, I've wanted a certain autographed baseball, but I was told not to buy it. It sounded like when your parents say no. But I understand sometimes this is a test, and I don't mind being tested. It wasn't easy, but I love Creator more than I love doing what I want to do on every single moment. I trust there's some other plan or some reason that makes it better if I don't buy it. And it's often a 'not now' not a 'not ever' with this kind of thing. Although if it's a 'not ever' then I follow that too.

There can be warnings that are really, really strong. Some you feel them in your gut--don't walk there, don't do this or that. Those are the ones that are potentially life-saving. You read in the news that something bad happened at that place to someone else, for example. Most people I think would be able to listen and obey, or if they didn't, 'get' the lesson that perhaps they should have followed their inner guidance.

Ross wants me to encourage you, that if you get messages like this, any of the obedience ones, from small and super easy to brush aside, to the progressively stronger ones, it is a very good sign for your soul and its development. He wants you to roll along with it, and to understand that obedience is often a gift of LOVE between us and Creator. He says even going back to the apple in the garden of Eden, where would we all be if Eve hadn't listened to the snake? We wouldn't have to Ascend everything would be as glorious as Paradise right here, right now! But not to live a life of regret for having not listened to one of the guidance messages. Even for Eve, Creator found a way to work things out, so that everyone will Ascend and return back to Paradise in another sense. There is always a way, Ross reminds us. 

Now he wants me to share about last night's ball game. The night before had been a very special night. It was in my son's opinion the very best game he's ever seen. Shohei Ohtani hit his very first grand slam in either the US or Japan. I was just happy to be with him at last night's game. What did we see? A no-hitter, very rare, almost perfectly pitched game, that's a shutout too. All zeros for the opposite team. And one pitcher pitches the whole game. The Mets did a combined bullpen no-hitter earlier this season but this is the first one. The last no-hitter for the team was like in 2013.  But that wasn't all. We saw the opposite team use a position player to pitch at the end of the game. That's kind of a treat to see like an outfielder on the mound. It's fun. It was like batting practice. And Rendon, a right-handed batter, went up to the plate left-handed, and hit a home run! Anthony asked if he'd died and gone to Heaven?

Good things are definitely on the way. 

Keep track of your energy, keep your thoughts in alignment with the person you are growing to be (up and up and closer to the energy of Home), and do your best to follow the Divine Guidance, even if it sounds a little odd or imposing. It's always from a place of Love. 

You are free to ask for clarification. It will be sent. I posted something about free sandwiches from a local fast food place, a popular one, that's Christian, on my FB. A friend who is lesbian, from high school, posted something below, a comment as to, you don't know that this place is the most despicable against decent people? 

I didn't know what to say. It's a sandwich. I know it's chicken and not ground up human remains tainted like some other sausages and ground beef (I know because I study Luciferians and in their belief system they want parents to eat their children and not know it, that like, wins them points).  In my book that one wins against any other transgression in the 'politically correct' department. 

Instead I chose the road to apologize, thank her for informing me, and say I didn't know. Simply. With humility. And meaning that I didn't want to offend her. (I won't post more on them). 

Spirit sent me another post--actually two--one was about toxic people, and how they blame everyone else but themselves, a meme. I realized it's a whole belief system going there that may or may not be 'toxic' but there's a definite pattern and it's been set up against the Abrahamic religions by the Luciferians who guide TWDNHOBIAH for decades if not longer. And second was a Bible passage about throwing pearls before swine. Specifically, when to speak up for Creator, and when to just be quiet and not say anything. I didn't have the holy spirit pushing me to speak, I thought it best to be kind and understanding. After all, her soul is on the line. She otherwise has been an excellent friend and is very engaged with our spiritual outreach. Do I know where her soul is going or the shape of it? No. Not in any way at all. But I do know she is technically a student of Ross and me. And we always, always, love and honor our students.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple <3

P.S. I had thirty minutes to write this so time is up! 

A Whole Other Layer

 

I've been having memories come up from my subconscious since I was twenty-six.  Especially with the time I've been more Spiritually focused (learning Reiki and psychic development in 2010) and 'awake' (taking the Red Pill in July 2012), I understand!  

I understand that we are complex multidimensional beings of Consciousness, who have the Veil here blocking some of both our memories and our memory of our many spiritual gifts. 

I understand that to have feelings come up, to sort through them, to acknowledge them and let them go, is how we further awaken. 

For the most part I go along with the process without a complaint, and I share it here, dutifully, as an example to you on how the whole process works. There's the example of, 'if I can do it, you can do, and you definitely are going to feel much better in the long run not to have to carry that heaviness around with you ever again!'

What happened yesterday threw me. And the reason that it threw me is I had no idea, no concept, no inkling, that the buried resentment I had deep in the lowest of deep levels of my Consciousness, was even there in the first place. 

It was my unhappiness at having to be in survival mode for most of this life, as well as in an important one with Ross so many years ago. 

I could see how in this life, it was designed not only to help me survive a little better, but to be close just enough to having it effect me enough to bring the old resentment up and out.

My father introduced us to 'scarcity' and 'lack' because he was raised by parents in the Great Depression. They lived in Roxbury, the slums of Boston. He had lots of things stolen. At ten he had to earn money to buy his own clothes. His sister had been sent to a convent when the family couldn't afford to feed all four of the kids. And the same happened to his mother, my grandmother Lucille, the baby of five girls and a boy, who was sent to a convent for a short time because her mother had died when she was four of tuberculosis. The father was struggling even though the older sisters were like mothers to all the little ones. 

Even though Mark and his parents, who are savers, taught me how to approach money differently from my dad/family of origin, it didn't take away my belief in Lack. And when the marriage had problems, I didn't move out because I couldn't afford to rent my own apartment--I looked in the classified ads--so I suffered the abuse instead.

Before that, my roommate broke up with her boyfriend. He was someone I actually had a crush on before her, long time ago. But if I dated him, then, where would I live? And how? I had to survive and I had to finish my education. 

I suffered terrible abuse with Frank, with his yelling at me and my getting into the full fetal position and sobbing uncontrollably, during residency. Even then, when challenged, I would pick the devil I knew over the one I didn't. But our marriage still fell apart. I was able to buy my own home and move out. It wasn't easy being in charge of all the household, the repairs, the upkeep. I didn't do the best job with it but I did what I could.

As a single mom, I've been responsible for everything. Absolutely everything. Even teaching Anthony to drive and also how to drive a stick shift. There it's paid off. He's able to drive us places and it's so nice to just relax and have that one duty shared!

When you work with your guides, and I was yesterday, talking with Divine Father and Ross, answering their questions, it was their QUESTIONS that helped me to see that part of myself I had buried for so long. With Ross, and his lifestyle as well as his demise,  that promise of marriage didn't really carry through--I was his 'property' but he neglected my basic needs. And for sure my physical and emotional ones. And spiritual needs too. I actually asked them, since I was the support for Ross during his huge spiritual test--does that mean that I too have to go through some major test? I panicked! Fortunately the answer was 'no'.  

Allow yourself to remember. Give yourself time to do absolutely nothing, perhaps to lie on the couch or to sit in the sun, in private. If tears come up, let them flow. And if memories or feelings come up, acknowledge them, and ask your guides to help you. Answer any questions that pop up into your mind. 

Let the process take place. You will feel so much better once these very hidden old beliefs are gone. Then you are open to more loving experiences, and positive energy.

The Schumann today has another burst, a big one, not as blast-like as the day before. But it's very good.

And masculine or feminine, remember inside we each have a balance of the two 'polarities'. Just for today, honor the Divine Feminine in yourself and others. If you are breathing, you have Divine Feminine in you, and a person who was predominantly Divine Feminine brought you into the world. Give thanks. For the Divine Feminine has been under vicious attack by dark forces of TWDNHOBIAH for all of time. Yes, it's still here, and Life is still thriving, even with pollution and disease and all of that. Earth is a Feminine planet. Be glad for the Divine Feminine. Do what you can to nurture and protect it and support it. Especially today. For this Gaia thanks you!

Ross

Yesterday was the first day I acknowledged Carla as the mother of my children.

She was caught off guard, literally. She's grown accustomed to us as a couple, who share the same flame of Consciousness, only Carla has her part and I have my own. 

When I said those words, 'you are the mother of my children' she did a double-take and checked to see who it was who said it!

Yes, I, as the father of her children, all three of them she has brought to Earth, Sarah and Benjamin in our past life, and Anthony in this one (I am his Spiritual father, not his physical one)...have never mentioned it to her in those words. 

I let her know I am both amazed and delighted to be a father and the job she has done/accomplished in raising them--with so very little effort on my part, or help.

Carla didn't know what to say, but her step had a little more bounce in it, and she was happy. I could sense it.

Fathers, be sure to acknowledge the love and support your mother has given to you, as well as the mother of your children to your offspring. It is important. And if they are fur babies all the more so, because it is likely for the woman who has not borne children or who has loved ones who are no longer in this world, is going to feel the separation a little more today on this day of giving thanks to moms in general.

Tell them they are good, that you appreciate it, and you wouldn't want it any other way, right now as it is is perfect.

I thank you.

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

The Breakthrough of A Setback

 

Yesterday I had it good. Seriously. I had one of the worst setbacks I think I've ever had in a long time. 

What was it about? You name it. Mostly about the constraints of the life contract and how much I both acknowledged being unable to work around it, as well as its ultimate control over my life. I told Ross and Divine Father I might as well be a rock in a stream somewhere, I'd be a lot happier. And that I wanted to die. I literally wanted OUT of this incarnation, I could see the writing on the wall, and I was absolutely sick and tired of the constraints...

I said more, but to spare you the details, let us talk about one of the first breakthroughs of a setback like this:  the communication. You yourself know what you want and how you feel. And you stand up for yourself to Creator and your Guides, and you make sure they know. This in itself is a form of self-love.

Second, you experience what some would call, 'Radical Acceptance'. In other words, my throwing a tantrum wasn't going to make a bit of a difference in the overall result. Maybe it helped me to blow off a little steam. But I will be the first to tell you that this life I am living, in my opinion, is a complete and total failure. Why? Because my criteria for happiness depends on the ability to use and exercise the strengths of my soul. And in THIS incarnation, I am using just about everything else despite that. And to you they may appear like strengths and successes, you don't know what I wrote into my life contract, you don't know what makes me tick, what makes my soul happy, and what's in my heart especially when I am back home. To someone else's criteria wow she is amazing and doing so much! But to my own? I'm waiting for time to pass, hopefully quickly, and to move on to the next incarnation. 

At least, last night, that's how everything was.

I slept.

I fell asleep yelling at Creator. And at Ross. His distance has me just at the edge, I can't take it any more, this multi-dimensional connection. It's too hard, it's too difficult, I'm so exhausted from having to work my muscles of Faith. 

But this morning?

My guides must have had a good talking to me last night. 

ANd I understood that being upset about what I don't have creates a terrible energy around me, one of sorrow and desperation. That's not going to attract anything I want in my life.

THAT there is a solution!

And so will having love and appreciation for all that is good, even furthermore imagining that I have what I want and giving thanks for it in advance. 

That's how to work with the Universe.

Again, feel your feelings. Look for the lesson. Be authentic, be true and if it has to get ugly with your teams, well, own it. But don't wallow in it. Find your way through, and carry on.

Thankfully the energies in the Schumann resonance are astounding today...http://sosrff.tsu.ru/new/shm.jpg?fbclid=IwAR13_jNItf6LSoK7YaAO5iIt1l-GY2CnABsgx61RQ67DAFtoryLjMELIapg

Time for exercise class. This too really helps, it's a blessing.

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Ross is nodding and saying it's time for me to go.

Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

On Love and Happiness

 

Love and Happiness are yours!

There is nothing to stop you.

As a gentle reminder, it might not look the way you want it to appear. It might not arrive in the manner you have been expecting it. That's why happiness is ninety percent an 'inside job'.

It has to do with the mind. It has to do with being grateful for what you are given. It has to do with realizing that God only wants what is best for you, and everything is right at the proper place and time for you to experience it.

What if you are experiencing challenges?

As Mother Teresa would say, challenges are 'gifts'! They help you develop some skill that will help you in Heaven or for the rest of your life.  Do your best to meet them head on, and with your head held high. Forgive yourself for any mistakes, because after all there are no 'mistakes' only 'lessons'.

What about if you have troubling things arising, stressing you out, and you're struggling to process them? It might be something from a past life or your past or a number of things...again, try to 'reframe' this as an 'opportunity' to heal and to lighten your unconscious burden that you carry.

We are designed to live life in great big gulps, to enjoy our experiences and to really allow our life to mold us as we go. 

When in doubt, count your blessings. Just look around the room and give thanks for the things you have right here and now. Remember to ground yourself frequently. And have fun! Make plans to have fun! A little every day. 

Here is something absolutely ridiculous, and in a way perhaps a little sad, but it's giving lots of joy to the boys on the swim team recently, and I'm lucky my son chose to share it with me, so I can share it with you:  video of orangutans 'boxing'  Just relax and laugh, if you find it funny. And if you don't, well, find something else that really cracks you up and makes you smile. 

Laughing is not only good for you, it's good for the planet as it raises the energy. Love, gratitude, fun, laughter are all very important things metaphysically.

Yesterday I went to the beach for the first time in over a year. You'd think I'd go more often, my work is only four miles away from the beach! But when I was there, I had the beach to myself. And Spirit told me to wait to send the reiki. Just to relax and be 'like a kid'. This is an important mental state to be in sometimes!! So have a wonderful weekend and remember we love you!

Ross

Carla has been requested to give anesthesia to some of her friends recently. There are three requests, all one on top of the other. It is both an honor and a duty to be present for them.

I want you to reflect upon the honor and duty you have to be present for those in your life, your pets, your children, your families, your spouses. There is a reason you are going through life together. Try not to forget.

So have fun first, like Carla recommends, and then reflect on your presence and the gift of presence in your life from those who are important to you. Never forget this!

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Twins

Convergence

 

Life is pretty good right now. 

I'm reaching a point where in general life is going well. Is it a combination of manifesting things and experiencing them? I don't know.

Life has sort of changed, upgraded, to living life in bigger chunks of experiences. Examples are going out after work such as to baseball games or Anthony's swim meets. At work I've been working/assigned to working with people who had once said they wouldn't work with me. And it's not bad. It really isn't. A little bit of humble pie and a lot of chutzpah, really. We are short-staffed so they understand it's not exactly my favorite either. 

With Ross, we are now closer than ever.

It's different.

Our relationship now is lately more of guide/student, as we heal more of our damaged relationship from the past. I bought him a candle, and the one I lit for him was 'laughter', because more than anything I wanted him to be able to enjoy that to make up for all the pain and distress from the last time. However, the saying that came with the candle was for 'harmony', which also is a good thing.  Ross is an excellent coach.

For example, he wants me to dream and to dream big. About the very best things that could possibly happen. In this situation and that one...all kinds. He won't allow me to worry. Hew says to keep thinking of the best. 

That galactic sort of joy is starting to descend. Along with it is the patience and honoring the free will of people around me. Before I would have gotten deeply involved in conversations. But now, I just give a hint, and move on. There's no point in trying to persuade anyone of anything, even something that clearly is good for them. Everyone develops at their own pace, at their own time. I just don't want it to detract from my own joy. I like to experience this joy. After having experienced it, I don't understand how anyone else wouldn't? A lot of it has to do with completely letting go of attachments to outcomes. And a lot of it has to do with relying upon yourself and loving yourself. The last part is being able to put everything, even your dearest pie-in-the-sky wishes, into the hands of your guides and entrusting them with it--then Letting Go.

There's so much to say, but I don't have words to say it. Today and last night I've had tingling all through my body as these new energies come in. I haven't had tingling like that since 2012. I'm grateful for it. 

When I start to think fearful thoughts, I nip it in the bud. For example, I was getting frightened of the Anti-you know who and that whole agenda. I told Ross. He said to counter that with thinking about the best that could possibly happen. 

The only thing we truly have control over is our reactions to our perceptions, as well as how much weight we give to our perceptions. 

Everything else is not guaranteed. 

It's out of our control.

And there you have it. 

Ross is smiling and happy. He wants me to tell you about the birthday party I went to today. Although it seemed not likely, everything managed to work out and I got coverage so I could go to a birthday party for my niece. I was glad to be there. Anthony had gone separately, and brought the gift. I enjoyed being with the little ones, and especially holding my new cousin who's seven months, and helping with my nephew who is walking now. I kept an eye on him. It was a good day. Family is so important to me, and that's the lesson I had from being on call for Easter--I was miserable because I missed everyone so much. 

Ross says, 'we do the best we can' and he's smiling. 

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Aloha and Mahalos,

Namaste,

Peace,

Ross and Carla

The Couple